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["Dive" by Olivia Dean playing]
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♪ It isn't working ♪
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♪ I'm a tidal wave of question marks ♪
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♪ And you're just surfing ♪
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{\an8}♪ Leaning into me like it's an art ♪
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{\an8}-♪ It's so crazy... ♪
- [fireworks squealing]
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♪ Lately ♪
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♪ You just understand my feelings ♪
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♪ Lately ♪
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♪ See, I'm capable and fine ♪
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- ♪ And feeling beautified tonight ♪
- [fireworks squealing, banging]
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♪ I'm ready to dive ♪
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♪ Maybe it's the lovin' in your eyes ♪
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♪ I'm here, see through ♪
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{\an8}♪ Maybe it's the magic in the wine ♪
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{\an8}♪ Right into you ♪
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♪ I'm ready to dive ♪
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♪ Right into you ♪
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♪ Maybe it's the fact
That every time I fall ♪
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♪ I lose it all ♪
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♪ But you got me
From my head to my feet... ♪
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- [breathing heavily]
- ♪ And I'm ready to dive ♪
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[fireworks whizzing, exploding]
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[Charlie] Nick?
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Why are you
looking at me like that? [chuckles]
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- [Tara chuckles]
- I told you. Dog cuddles solve everything.
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Yeah, this is exactly
what I needed. Hello.
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You have seemed a bit stressed lately.
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I've been a bit stressed all year.
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I just have way too much on my plate.
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I love my ballet classes,
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but I've got to get three buses
to get there, and...
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I could drive you to ballet.
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I'm not doing anything
most Saturdays anyway, so...
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- Nick, you don't have to.
- No, I want to.
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All right. Well, maybe.
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Anyway, what's going on with you?
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I feel like
we haven't had a catch-up in ages.
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How are you and Charlie?
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Good. Yeah.
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Charlie's been a lot better
these days, so...
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- And how's Nick doing these days?
- Fine.
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Yeah, I'm all good.
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Haven't really got much going on,
to be honest.
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That's because
you've been focused on helping Charlie.
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I get it.
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I've been focused on Darcy
and all their stuff with their mum.
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You just need to remember
to look after yourself too.
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I still think
journaling is really beneficial.
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- [Nick chuckles]
- [Henry whines]
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[Tara] Yeah, journaling is beneficial.
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[school bell ringing]
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Okay, class, it is the moment
you've all been waiting for.
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- Cucumbers and condoms.
- [class snickering]
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We wanna take things further,
but I don't wanna make things awkward,
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and, honestly, I don't even know
what the hell I'm doing.
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I don't want our first time
to be bad and embarrassing.
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Maybe if I'm this nervous,
I'm not actually ready to do anything.
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- Calm down.
- It's a good thing we're in sex ed.
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I mean, maybe you'll get some good advice.
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Or maybe not.
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You clearly are ready.
You literally won't shut up about it.
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And it's not exactly rocket science.
I mean, how bad can it really be?
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I don't know.
I feel like I don't know anything.
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Just have sex with him, please,
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so we can stop hearing about it.
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[teacher] Come on. It's only a cucumber.
Don't do that. Focus.
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[boys snickering]
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[Tao] Ugh. So slimy.
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[teacher] That is not
an appropriate question for this class.
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We're here to talk about contraception.
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I've got it the wrong way round.
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[gentle music playing]
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[cell phone vibrates]
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[Otis] Aspirations.
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[indistinct whispering]
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[keypad clicking]
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She was proper decent, to be fair.
Like, she was just feeling it all night.
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You could tell she wanted it,
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and it got to a point I just thought,
"Why not, really?"
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[boys snickering]
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- [boy] I don't...
- He was boasting about it yesterday.
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I just don't think losing your virginity
is that big of a deal.
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Like, it's probably gonna be bad anyway.
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It's a big deal because
it's the first time you're having sex.
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- [cell phone vibrates]
- Like, that is a big deal.
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I mean, I know the concept of virginity
is bullshit, but, like, I'm still nervous.
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- [Sai] Yeah.
- [Otis] Just wait till marriage.
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- [Christian] Nah.
- [Otis] It's only five years.
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[Christian] Five?
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[cell phone vibrates]
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[chuckles]
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[indistinct chattering, snickering]
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- [teacher] Condoms prevent pregnancy...
- The way you guys flirt is so weird.
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- Don't read my texts.
- [teacher] ...protect against STIs.
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We are now going to look
at some images of STIs.
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[disgusted gasping, groaning]
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- [teacher] Students, look and learn.
- [giggling]
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[teacher] Calm down.
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I don't blame you for being nervous.
That's normal.
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Easy for you to say.
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- You were so confident when you and Elle--
- I wasn't.
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I just enjoyed making it sound
like the most cinematic night of my life.
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We were in some random bedroom
at a house party.
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We had no idea what we were doing,
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and even after that, we still had
a lot to learn about each other
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and what feels good.
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Maybe we get things wrong, you know, but...
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You know,
it's not some perfect, effortless thing.
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But it's me and Elle,
and we love each other.
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And if it's awkward,
we can just laugh about it.
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I mean, it's supposed to be fun, isn't it?
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- Isn't it?
- [chuckles]
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[Tao clicks tongue]
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[teacher] And one last thing
to remember, folks.
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I should be running this sex-ed lesson.
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How was Elle's interview?
She didn't really mention it on the chat.
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Oh, yeah, it was, um...
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I think they decided
not to air it, actually.
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- That sucks.
- Yeah.
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- [Felix] God, stop!
- [Naomi] Steve.
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- Just get it out.
- [Felix] Go away.
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{\an8}Literally bullying.
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{\an8}[indistinct chattering]
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[puts phone down]
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Looks like you've almost finished.
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- I don't think I like it anymore.
- Why not?
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I'm sorry about the interview, Elle.
Your mother and I had a chat.
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- I should have expected it.
- No. No, you shouldn't.
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Doesn't matter.
I don't wanna talk about it anymore.
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[teacher sighs]
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[gentle music playing]
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- Charlie, come on.
- Slow down!
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[door creaks open]
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- Have you--
- [Nick] Don't come in!
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- [David] Christ! Sorry.
- Fuck off! [breathing heavily]
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Sorry. I... I, uh...
I... I didn't know he was here.
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[chuckles] It's all right.
I'm just glad it wasn't your mum.
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[both chuckle]
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[Nick] Ooh. [exhales deeply]
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[sighs]
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[distant drumming]
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[cell phone dings]
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[whoosh]
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[pensive music playing]
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[chuckles softly]
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[whoosh]
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[chuckles softly]
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[whoosh]
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[chuckling]
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{\an8}[whoosh]
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{\an8}- [Nick chuckles]
- [keypad clicking]
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{\an8}[whoosh]
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{\an8}- [keypad clicking]
- [whoosh]
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[pensive music continues]
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I think this is the best drawing
I've done so far.
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[chuckles softly] Look.
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[high-pitched] I'm improving!
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[both chuckle]
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Reckon I could be the next...
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- The next someone.
- [Elle chuckles]
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Tao Xu, artist of goldfish.
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[Elle laughs]
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Can I sleep over tonight?
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[sighs] You know how my mum is about it.
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She loves you.
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But, yeah, she'd say no.
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We can watch a movie though.
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What about Moonrise Kingdom, hmm?
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[Elle sighs deeply]
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Do you wanna talk about it?
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[Elle sighs]
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Is there anything I could do
to make you feel better?
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[Tao sighs]
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["Pegasus" by Arlo Parks
feat. Phoebe Bridgers playing softly]
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- It's been so long since you stayed over.
- I know. It's my fault.
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[Darcy] No, I get it.
You've had extra schoolwork and stuff.
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I have. It's been too much.
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[Darcy] Yeah. I'm worried about you.
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Don't worry.
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I've just decided
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I'm gonna look after myself
and do what I want.
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And that includes
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doing me?
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[Darcy chuckles]
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Obviously.
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♪ Blue jewels 'round your neck ♪
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♪ You cool my distress ♪
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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh ♪
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♪ Loose cherries, hard breath ♪
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♪ I'm overwhelmed... ♪
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[both giggling]
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♪ I spun 'round and screamed
"I feel elated when you..." ♪
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[Nick] Just move
a little bit that way. Yeah.
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No, that's perfect. Now everyone knows
how much I love you.
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[school bell rings]
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- And how much you love me.
- Mm-hmm.
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All right. All right! Pipe down!
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Yeah, I know, it's Year 11's last day
before study hall, but guess what?
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That's still one more day. Do you get it?
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Uh, Charlie, can I have a quick word
before you go?
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I'll see you at rugby.
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[indistinct chatter]
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You're staying at Truham
for sixth form, right?
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- Yeah.
- [Ajayi] Good.
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I wanted to give you this.
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Campaigning starts in the autumn.
I think you should apply.
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Really? Why?
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Well, you're smart,
you're a strong person,
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and I think you could do a lot of good
for the kids at this school.
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[hesitates] Just something
to think about over the summer.
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[chuckles softly]
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Okay. Thanks.
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- [gentle music playing]
- Charlie.
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There are a lot of, um, younger students
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who would find it inspiring
to see you as head boy.
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That's all.
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I'll think about it. I promise.
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Shall we, uh, go for lunch?
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Yeah.
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[Naomi] I think it might be finished.
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[Felix] Post it on Instagram.
Your followers will love it.
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Elle, we know you've been really down
since that interview.
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[Elle sighs]
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It's not like this radio woman
was a raging bigot or anything.
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She probably thinks of herself as an ally.
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But I was there to talk about my art.
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Have you spoken to anyone about it?
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Tao maybe?
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[Elle inhales deeply]
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I love Tao... [chuckles]
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...and he would fight the world for me, but...
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he just can't properly understand.
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We're here.
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We might understand.
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["Heartbreaker" by Birdy playing]
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♪ Feel like I've been reading you wrong ♪
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♪ And we've tilted from where we started ♪
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♪ If someone's gonna let go ♪
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♪ It's me that's gotta let go ♪
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♪ I'm damned if I do
Gonna be damned if I don't, oh ♪
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♪ Ay, no ♪
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♪ Ay, no, oh ♪
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♪ Ay, no ♪
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♪ Ay, no, oh ♪
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♪ You say, "One more dance..." ♪
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You trying to peek?
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No.
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It's allowed. We're in love.
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00:13:47,480 --> 00:13:48,520
♪ I'm fallin'... ♪
251
00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:51,640
- Stop. I'm not. I'm not trying to peek.
- [Charlie chuckles]
252
00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:55,560
♪ I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know what I'm doing ♪
253
00:13:55,560 --> 00:14:00,320
♪ You say, "One more dance"
And I always give in ♪
254
00:14:00,320 --> 00:14:03,440
♪ I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know what I'm doing ♪
255
00:14:03,440 --> 00:14:04,560
♪ I'm fallin'... ♪
256
00:14:04,560 --> 00:14:06,200
[Singh] Come on, use that ball!
257
00:14:06,920 --> 00:14:07,920
I had an idea.
258
00:14:07,920 --> 00:14:09,440
- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
259
00:14:10,160 --> 00:14:14,320
Maybe, uh, one night,
you could stay round mine? Just us.
260
00:14:16,240 --> 00:14:19,720
Think your parents would let you?
I know my mum would be fine with it.
261
00:14:20,280 --> 00:14:22,080
- I'll ask.
- [Singh] Nick and Charlie!
262
00:14:22,760 --> 00:14:26,080
Pay attention, please.
It's the last practice of the year.
263
00:14:26,920 --> 00:14:28,000
[Charlie chuckles]
264
00:14:29,520 --> 00:14:33,480
Yeah, good luck getting Mum to agree
to a boyfriend sleepover.
265
00:14:33,480 --> 00:14:36,600
She will. I'll ask her
when she's in a good mood.
266
00:14:36,600 --> 00:14:37,880
That doesn't happen very often.
267
00:14:37,880 --> 00:14:40,480
[Michael] There's not really much point
in her banning sleepovers.
268
00:14:40,480 --> 00:14:43,040
If you and Nick want to have sex,
you'll have sex.
269
00:14:43,040 --> 00:14:44,600
You don't need a sleepover.
270
00:14:44,600 --> 00:14:47,120
If you don't have any good advice,
I'm gonna go upstairs.
271
00:14:47,120 --> 00:14:48,640
My advice is to sneak out.
272
00:14:48,640 --> 00:14:50,880
My advice is
that a sleepover is unnecessary
273
00:14:50,880 --> 00:14:52,440
for the activity in question.
274
00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:55,440
Good luck.
275
00:14:55,960 --> 00:14:58,200
I hope you do get to have
your sex sleepover.
276
00:14:58,200 --> 00:15:00,600
- [Tori sighs]
- Thank you.
277
00:15:01,720 --> 00:15:05,160
Michael, can you stop talking
about my brother having sex? Please.
278
00:15:06,600 --> 00:15:08,440
- Sorry. [chuckles]
- [door opens]
279
00:15:08,440 --> 00:15:09,840
- [Tori] Ugh.
- [door closes]
280
00:15:09,840 --> 00:15:11,240
[pensive music playing]
281
00:15:23,480 --> 00:15:24,440
[chuckles softly]
282
00:15:39,160 --> 00:15:40,480
[music fades]
283
00:15:40,480 --> 00:15:43,280
Me and Darcy wait
till we have a free house.
284
00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:46,280
Or until everyone's asleep
if they're staying over.
285
00:15:46,280 --> 00:15:49,320
[chuckles] There was one time that we, uh...
286
00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:51,400
[clicks tongue]
287
00:15:51,400 --> 00:15:52,360
What?
288
00:15:53,400 --> 00:15:54,240
I mean,
289
00:15:55,720 --> 00:15:57,080
school is an option.
290
00:15:58,000 --> 00:15:59,320
You had sex at school?
291
00:15:59,320 --> 00:16:01,160
Yeah, it was... it was only once...
292
00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:03,720
[giggling] ...and it was a really bad idea.
293
00:16:04,240 --> 00:16:05,400
[snickering]
294
00:16:05,400 --> 00:16:08,600
Oh. Yeah, I don't...
I don't think we're quite there yet.
295
00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:12,040
And also we have a... a history
of getting walked in on.
296
00:16:12,040 --> 00:16:14,840
Yeah. You guys have been waiting
a long time.
297
00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:16,480
Yeah.
298
00:16:18,560 --> 00:16:19,840
That's not a bad thing.
299
00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:22,960
There's so much pressure
to have sex at our age,
300
00:16:22,960 --> 00:16:26,040
but people should just
take as long as they need.
301
00:16:28,480 --> 00:16:30,880
Yeah, Charlie's been through a lot.
302
00:16:32,080 --> 00:16:34,880
You've been through a lot too, Nick.
Don't forget that.
303
00:16:36,040 --> 00:16:37,440
Yeah, well... [sighs]
304
00:16:37,440 --> 00:16:38,640
...not really though.
305
00:16:40,800 --> 00:16:44,280
It's okay to admit
that Charlie being ill was tough for you.
306
00:16:45,640 --> 00:16:47,520
You don't have to be
the strong one all the time.
307
00:16:48,040 --> 00:16:50,760
Trust me, I learned that the hard way.
308
00:16:52,800 --> 00:16:55,120
- Why do you have to be so smart?
- [chuckles]
309
00:16:59,560 --> 00:17:03,720
So, uh, do you have any advice
about that kind of stuff?
310
00:17:03,720 --> 00:17:05,480
Oh, Nick...
311
00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:08,880
[chuckles] ...I'm not really the person
to ask about sex between guys.
312
00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:10,600
Yeah... Yeah, yeah, fair enough.
313
00:17:10,600 --> 00:17:13,000
- [clears throat] Yeah.
- [giggling]
314
00:17:13,760 --> 00:17:16,160
- [giggling]
- Sorry. [chuckles, clears throat]
315
00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:17,120
[man] Here we go.
316
00:17:17,120 --> 00:17:19,560
One, two, three, four.
317
00:17:19,560 --> 00:17:27,000
One, two, three, a four.
318
00:17:27,000 --> 00:17:29,720
- [mouthing]
- [man] One, two, three, a four.
319
00:17:29,720 --> 00:17:34,600
One, two, three, a four.
320
00:17:34,600 --> 00:17:37,840
- Did you get the bus all the way here?
- Yep. All three of them.
321
00:17:37,840 --> 00:17:41,200
- Why?
- I just wanted to see you dancing.
322
00:17:41,200 --> 00:17:43,040
You always look so happy
when you're dancing.
323
00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:44,240
You're so ridiculous.
324
00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:46,760
It's nothing compared
to what you've done for me this year.
325
00:17:47,360 --> 00:17:50,040
Letting me stay at your house.
Helping me move to my gran's.
326
00:17:50,040 --> 00:17:51,760
Taking me clothes shopping.
327
00:17:51,760 --> 00:17:54,680
Convincing me to cut my hair
when I kept backing out.
328
00:17:55,480 --> 00:17:58,400
Those are, like,
very low-bar things, Darce.
329
00:17:59,920 --> 00:18:00,760
I...
330
00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:04,120
I just don't think
I would've had the courage
331
00:18:04,120 --> 00:18:09,240
to... explore being nonbinary
if it weren't for you.
332
00:18:09,960 --> 00:18:12,560
I mean, I probably would've
got around to it eventually,
333
00:18:12,560 --> 00:18:16,320
but you made it feel so easy and...
334
00:18:17,200 --> 00:18:18,320
and joyful.
335
00:18:19,160 --> 00:18:20,040
Nonbinary?
336
00:18:21,920 --> 00:18:22,800
Yeah.
337
00:18:24,320 --> 00:18:26,600
I know we haven't talked about it properly
or anything.
338
00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:31,000
It's just a huge deal, and...
339
00:18:33,000 --> 00:18:36,680
I didn't wanna overload you
with that, like, bomb drop.
340
00:18:36,680 --> 00:18:40,120
[sighs] But you've seemed calmer recently.
341
00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:43,280
It's not a huge deal.
342
00:18:43,880 --> 00:18:45,720
It's... Unless you want it to be?
343
00:18:46,520 --> 00:18:47,560
It's just you.
344
00:18:48,600 --> 00:18:50,640
It's just me and you.
345
00:18:51,760 --> 00:18:53,200
[gentle music playing]
346
00:18:58,440 --> 00:18:59,560
[Darcy groans happily]
347
00:18:59,560 --> 00:19:02,720
- I think... Here we are.
- I don't even know anymore.
348
00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:05,000
Okay. You choose. It's up to you.
349
00:19:05,000 --> 00:19:06,120
Um...
350
00:19:06,120 --> 00:19:07,080
Let me check.
351
00:19:09,160 --> 00:19:10,640
Okay, are we... I found it.
352
00:19:11,360 --> 00:19:12,920
Okay. I just want to see...
353
00:19:13,760 --> 00:19:14,800
- Is this rosemary?
- [laughs]
354
00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:16,800
- Wow.
- Just be careful.
355
00:19:18,560 --> 00:19:21,560
- Okay. I wanna tap that would... boiling...
- That would do for everything.
356
00:19:21,560 --> 00:19:22,800
This is madness.
357
00:19:22,800 --> 00:19:24,720
Know my way around this kitchen as well.
358
00:19:28,320 --> 00:19:29,680
[Charlie's mum] Thank you.
359
00:19:31,080 --> 00:19:32,280
I really liked that one.
360
00:19:33,320 --> 00:19:36,480
Yeah, me too.
We should try it again sometime.
361
00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:44,640
- Mum...
- [mum] Mm-hmm?
362
00:19:45,520 --> 00:19:49,200
Me and Nick were wondering
if I could stay round his one night?
363
00:19:50,840 --> 00:19:54,320
Oh, uh... Well, yes, at some point.
[chuckles softly]
364
00:19:56,640 --> 00:19:57,960
We were thinking soon.
365
00:19:59,840 --> 00:20:01,240
[sighs] Um...
366
00:20:01,240 --> 00:20:03,840
I... I... I'm not sure, Charlie.
I'm not saying no.
367
00:20:03,840 --> 00:20:05,360
It's... it's just...
368
00:20:05,360 --> 00:20:07,920
[sighs] ...you have
your GCSE exams coming up,
369
00:20:08,800 --> 00:20:10,120
and this is quite a big step.
370
00:20:10,120 --> 00:20:11,760
And I'm mentally ill, so I can't.
371
00:20:11,760 --> 00:20:14,400
- That's not what I said.
- [Charlie] That's what you were thinking.
372
00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:16,080
It's what you're always thinking.
373
00:20:16,080 --> 00:20:18,200
You think I'm a child
who can't make my own decisions.
374
00:20:18,200 --> 00:20:19,480
That's not fair.
375
00:20:20,000 --> 00:20:22,520
Mr. Ajayi nominated me
to be head boy on Friday.
376
00:20:23,400 --> 00:20:25,440
- That... that's great, Charlie.
- [scoffs]
377
00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:29,600
I... It's just... you're only 16,
and you've been very ill.
378
00:20:29,600 --> 00:20:32,040
Mum, seriously,
what are you so worried about?
379
00:20:32,040 --> 00:20:33,120
We all love Nick.
380
00:20:33,120 --> 00:20:35,120
Okay, Tori, I'm not... You know what?
381
00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:37,640
We'll talk about this
once your exams are over.
382
00:20:37,640 --> 00:20:38,720
I'm not a child.
383
00:20:40,000 --> 00:20:42,760
If wanna see my boyfriend, I will.
You can't stop me.
384
00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:44,800
[mum] Charlie, I... [sighs]
385
00:20:46,120 --> 00:20:47,360
Charlie! [sighs]
386
00:20:49,960 --> 00:20:50,800
[Charlie sighs]
387
00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:51,880
- [dad] Just--
- [mum] Just...
388
00:20:51,880 --> 00:20:53,560
[front door opens, slams]
389
00:20:55,360 --> 00:20:56,240
[sighs]
390
00:21:00,640 --> 00:21:02,520
- You okay?
- [inhales deeply]
391
00:21:03,160 --> 00:21:04,480
- [sighs]
- Yeah.
392
00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:08,640
- Are your eyes shut as well?
- Yes, they're shut.
393
00:21:08,640 --> 00:21:10,280
- Forward.
- Tao, what... [chuckles]
394
00:21:10,280 --> 00:21:12,440
- What's going on?
- Three, two, one.
395
00:21:12,440 --> 00:21:13,720
Movie night!
396
00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,000
[Elle gasps, chuckles]
397
00:21:18,000 --> 00:21:20,120
Tao, you do not have to do all this.
398
00:21:20,120 --> 00:21:22,560
Oh, but I do. It's a special one tonight.
399
00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:24,800
Okay, let's sit down.
400
00:21:25,480 --> 00:21:27,320
Ah. Ooh.
401
00:21:30,160 --> 00:21:32,840
Okay, so before we begin,
402
00:21:32,840 --> 00:21:34,120
I wanna say something.
403
00:21:36,440 --> 00:21:40,600
I know you've been really down lately
and uninspired about your art.
404
00:21:42,120 --> 00:21:44,040
It made me think about
when Charlie was really ill
405
00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:45,560
and I made him that video.
406
00:21:47,040 --> 00:21:50,040
It was the first time
I felt like I could create something
407
00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:51,760
that put joy into the world.
408
00:21:53,480 --> 00:21:57,080
I guess I never really thought of myself
as a creative person before that,
409
00:21:57,080 --> 00:22:00,520
but I love making these little videos
to cheer up the people I love.
410
00:22:01,600 --> 00:22:03,920
So... I made you one.
411
00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:08,800
["The Most Beautiful thing"
by Thomas Headon playing]
412
00:22:08,800 --> 00:22:11,640
♪ She lays her head on me
413
00:22:13,920 --> 00:22:16,440
♪ While she falls asleep ♪
414
00:22:18,800 --> 00:22:21,840
♪ She gently closes her eyes ♪
415
00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:24,160
♪ In the night, she's perfect... ♪
416
00:22:24,160 --> 00:22:26,520
- [inaudible]
- ♪ Though I can't even see ♪
417
00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:32,080
♪ I wouldn't change her at all ♪
418
00:22:34,240 --> 00:22:36,320
♪ No matter how much we fight ♪
419
00:22:39,360 --> 00:22:46,360
♪ I think I could stare into her eyes
And fall in love again every time ♪
420
00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:54,040
♪ 'Cause she remains to be... ♪
421
00:22:55,400 --> 00:22:58,720
- [chuckles]
- ♪ The most beautiful thing ♪
422
00:22:59,520 --> 00:23:01,120
♪ I've ever seen ♪
423
00:23:02,480 --> 00:23:04,200
[inaudible]
424
00:23:08,680 --> 00:23:12,040
- ♪ 'Cause she will always be... ♪
- [sniffles]
425
00:23:13,120 --> 00:23:16,760
♪ The most beautiful thing ♪
426
00:23:17,280 --> 00:23:19,080
♪ I've ever seen ♪
427
00:23:20,560 --> 00:23:22,160
[breathes shakily, sniffles]
428
00:23:22,160 --> 00:23:23,400
[music fades]
429
00:23:24,760 --> 00:23:25,720
I guess...
430
00:23:27,720 --> 00:23:29,160
that's how I see you.
431
00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:30,720
[Elle chuckles, sniffles]
432
00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:33,880
[tranquil music playing]
433
00:23:35,160 --> 00:23:36,480
{\an8}[fluttering]
434
00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:44,480
[Elle] It feels like
the whole world is against me.
435
00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:46,880
You can always talk to me about it.
436
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:49,040
- Yeah?
- [sniffles]
437
00:23:50,120 --> 00:23:52,280
I'm just scared
you won't get it. [sniffles]
438
00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:53,480
But I'll try.
439
00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,160
- [exhales shakily]
- I'll always try.
440
00:23:58,640 --> 00:24:00,160
[Elle sniffles, chuckles]
441
00:24:05,480 --> 00:24:06,680
[music fades]
442
00:24:07,760 --> 00:24:09,320
[pensive music playing]
443
00:24:36,360 --> 00:24:38,040
[sighs]
444
00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:40,480
[Charlie] Nick.
445
00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,200
[tinkling]
446
00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:43,800
Need a distraction?
447
00:24:44,280 --> 00:24:45,360
Yeah.
448
00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:46,880
[electricity fizzing]
449
00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:49,880
Please don't leave me behind.
450
00:24:49,880 --> 00:24:50,960
[gasps]
451
00:24:56,760 --> 00:24:57,880
[doorbell rings]
452
00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:05,280
Hi.
453
00:25:07,000 --> 00:25:07,840
Hi.
454
00:25:11,800 --> 00:25:14,280
I should've texted. Sorry.
455
00:25:15,520 --> 00:25:16,400
It's fine.
456
00:25:18,000 --> 00:25:19,600
Are you okay? What's wrong?
457
00:25:21,640 --> 00:25:23,920
She was like,
"You're only 16, and you've been ill."
458
00:25:23,920 --> 00:25:27,040
Okay. What has that got to do
with me spending time with my boyfriend?
459
00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:28,520
She never listens to me.
460
00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:31,360
I'm just sick of everyone
treading on eggshells around me.
461
00:25:31,880 --> 00:25:33,400
Like, yeah, I've been ill,
462
00:25:33,400 --> 00:25:37,000
but that doesn't mean that I can't
do fun things and be a teenager.
463
00:25:37,000 --> 00:25:38,040
I'm not fragile.
464
00:25:38,600 --> 00:25:41,760
And I wanna have sex with you.
What's wrong with that?
465
00:25:42,640 --> 00:25:44,080
[tender music playing]
466
00:25:45,880 --> 00:25:46,920
[chuckles]
467
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:48,800
[fireworks crackling, popping]
468
00:25:49,880 --> 00:25:50,840
[Nick chuckles]
469
00:25:52,560 --> 00:25:55,600
- You don't think I'm fragile, do you?
- No! No. I...
470
00:25:56,800 --> 00:26:00,400
Charlie, you're, like,
the strongest person I've ever met.
471
00:26:02,280 --> 00:26:06,720
You know exactly who you are
and... and what you want.
472
00:26:07,320 --> 00:26:08,320
I think, um...
473
00:26:10,920 --> 00:26:13,240
I think... I think
I'm more fragile than you are.
474
00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:15,960
What? Why?
475
00:26:15,960 --> 00:26:17,840
[fireworks squealing, banging]
476
00:26:18,360 --> 00:26:20,120
You give me so much confidence.
477
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:23,000
But when you're not around, I, um...
478
00:26:27,280 --> 00:26:29,640
I don't know. I guess I feel a bit lost.
479
00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:33,640
- Nick...
- It's... it's nothing.
480
00:26:33,640 --> 00:26:36,280
No. What do you mean?
481
00:26:40,120 --> 00:26:41,240
I... [sighs]
482
00:26:45,120 --> 00:26:47,840
I can't talk to anyone else
like I talk to you.
483
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:01,640
I think, when I realized I was bi...
484
00:27:05,120 --> 00:27:06,320
I feel like I woke up.
485
00:27:07,640 --> 00:27:10,760
Because I was repressing
so much of myself before then.
486
00:27:10,760 --> 00:27:14,520
You know, not just my sexuality,
but my thoughts and feelings.
487
00:27:14,520 --> 00:27:15,800
My personality.
488
00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:20,880
I still hide behind that mask sometimes.
489
00:27:22,920 --> 00:27:27,360
Just laughing and joking with my mates,
but never really opening up to anyone,
490
00:27:27,360 --> 00:27:31,840
and now I'm thinking about uni
and my future and...
491
00:27:33,360 --> 00:27:34,280
[sighs]
492
00:27:36,200 --> 00:27:37,320
[sighs heavily]
493
00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:42,080
Basically, I'm just freaking out.
494
00:27:45,800 --> 00:27:46,880
[Charlie chuckles softly]
495
00:28:03,120 --> 00:28:05,520
- That didn't make any sense.
- [chuckles] It did.
496
00:28:06,440 --> 00:28:08,520
You're allowed to be a mess sometimes.
497
00:28:09,160 --> 00:28:11,200
- Oh, I'm a mess now, am I?
- [chuckles]
498
00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:13,840
- I think we're both a bit of a mess.
- Hmm.
499
00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:15,400
[tender music intensifies]
500
00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:20,160
[electricity crackling, fizzing]
501
00:28:20,160 --> 00:28:21,920
[fireworks squealing]
502
00:28:31,840 --> 00:28:32,920
[Nick sighs]
503
00:28:33,800 --> 00:28:37,640
You came here all upset,
and I made it all about me.
504
00:28:37,640 --> 00:28:38,720
{\an8}- Oh, shut up.
- Yeah, but--
505
00:28:38,720 --> 00:28:40,480
{\an8}Nick, shut up.
506
00:28:42,960 --> 00:28:45,960
["Ode to a Conversation
Stuck in Your Throat" playing]
507
00:28:45,960 --> 00:28:48,760
- Is anyone else home?
- Uh... no.
508
00:28:50,280 --> 00:28:53,560
♪ I do not want to fight this anymore ♪
509
00:28:53,560 --> 00:28:55,600
♪ I just want to lay back ♪
510
00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:59,000
♪ And watch you pin me to the bed... ♪
511
00:29:01,120 --> 00:29:03,920
- [fireworks squealing, popping]
- ♪ I used to call you my best friend ♪
512
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:06,480
♪ Way back before
You were my everything... ♪
513
00:29:06,480 --> 00:29:10,240
Do you wanna carry on?
We don't have to if you don't want to.
514
00:29:10,240 --> 00:29:14,320
Char, this is literally the only thing
I've been able to think about.
515
00:29:14,320 --> 00:29:15,280
[chuckles softly]
516
00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:17,400
Me too.
517
00:29:17,400 --> 00:29:22,480
♪ I do not know the words to it yet, oh ♪
518
00:29:22,480 --> 00:29:25,200
♪ And it hits me ♪
519
00:29:25,200 --> 00:29:28,640
♪ I don't want anybody else
Touching you like I do... ♪
520
00:29:28,640 --> 00:29:30,640
- Do you want mine off?
- Yeah.
521
00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:31,840
[Nick chuckles]
522
00:29:33,600 --> 00:29:35,960
{\an8}♪ Is it okay ♪
523
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:40,120
{\an8}♪ That I don't want anybody else
Touching you like I do? ♪
524
00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:41,480
{\an8}♪ Like I do ♪
525
00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:44,640
{\an8}♪ Like me, yeah ♪
526
00:29:44,640 --> 00:29:48,480
♪ Tell me that nobody else
Touches you like I do... ♪
527
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,400
- Is this okay?
- Yeah.
528
00:29:50,400 --> 00:29:53,480
♪ Tell me that nobody else
Touches you like me ♪
529
00:29:54,080 --> 00:29:55,280
♪ Oh ♪
530
00:29:55,280 --> 00:29:58,000
♪ And it hits me ♪
531
00:29:58,000 --> 00:30:00,000
- ♪ I don't want anybody else... ♪
- [both chuckling]
532
00:30:00,000 --> 00:30:01,920
♪ Touching you like I do ♪
533
00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:03,480
♪ Like I do ♪
534
00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:06,200
♪ Like me ♪
535
00:30:06,200 --> 00:30:08,920
♪ Is it okay ♪
536
00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:13,120
♪ That I don't want anybody else
Touching you like I do? ♪
537
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:14,520
♪ Like I do ♪
538
00:30:14,520 --> 00:30:17,720
♪ Like me ♪
539
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:24,800
♪ You're in his living room ♪
540
00:30:25,480 --> 00:30:27,800
♪ And it may not mean much to you ♪
541
00:30:27,800 --> 00:30:30,800
♪ But your plates are in his sink ♪
542
00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:33,200
♪ And your sweater's on his bed ♪
543
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,600
♪ Won't you text me when you're home? ♪
544
00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:38,680
♪ My baby, spare me all the rest ♪
545
00:30:38,680 --> 00:30:42,800
♪ Please just tell me
That nobody else touches you like I do ♪
546
00:30:44,600 --> 00:30:48,800
♪ Oh, tell me that nobody else
Touches you like me ♪
547
00:30:50,080 --> 00:30:53,000
♪ And it hits me ♪
548
00:30:53,000 --> 00:30:57,200
♪ I don't want anybody else
Touching you like I do ♪
549
00:30:57,200 --> 00:30:58,400
♪ Like I do ♪
550
00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:00,800
♪ Like me ♪
551
00:31:05,680 --> 00:31:07,480
[music fades out]