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This is not
what I expected to happen today.
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Can't believe we waited so long.
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Do not say it.
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No.
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- Why are we--
- Nick!
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Why are we like this though?
- No!
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It's a simple question. Come on!
- Stop it!
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You don't mind
that I kept my shirt on, do you?
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Charlie, I loved every second
of what just happened.
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Good.
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Me too.
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Although I feel like
we're gonna have to practice.
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- A lot.
- Oh yeah, yeah.
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- Oh, loads. Loads of practice.
- Yeah.
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- Absolutely loads of practice.
- Yeah.
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Do you think it counts as sex...
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if it's just touching?
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I think it counts.
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I think sex can be all sorts of things.
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Yeah.
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There's still loads of things we could do.
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You've been researching, haven't you?
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- You've been on Google.
- No, of course I haven't been researching.
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Okay, maybe a little bit.
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- Gonna look at your Internet history.
- Absolutely not.
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Yes, I am.
- Seriously, don't do that. Charlie.
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You've been looking at unis.
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Um... yeah.
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Yeah. Me and the girls are gonna go on
a little road trip to... visit some of them.
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Some of these are really far away.
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But my top choices are local.
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I've been kinda worried
about being away from you.
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Well, all your top choices
are close by, right?
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And you'll definitely get in, so...
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I'll help you study.
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Is that your mum?
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Oh, yeah, probably. She said
she was gonna be home around now.
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Oh my God! I...
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Nick, where... where... where are my jeans?
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- Where are they?
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- Why are you laughing? This isn't funny.
- Why are you so stressed out about it?
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Where are they? Help me!
- [Nick] You took them off.
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- [Charlie] Help me find them!
- [Nick] No.
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- I love you.
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- I love you.
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Hi.
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Don't look at me like that. You come home
in Michael's clothes all the time.
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That's different.
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You can just tell me you're dating.
It's obvious.
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You don't know what you're talking about.
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Charlie.
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- You've got this.
- Okay.
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All right?
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I'll, uh...
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I'll leave you two to, uh... talk.
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I'm sorry I snapped.
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I'm always gonna worry about you, Charlie.
I can't help it. I'm your mum.
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But I know
I can be... overbearing.
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My mum was a bit like this too.
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She... Well, she was never very nice to me.
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She was controlling and sometimes...
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Anyway, I swore
I wouldn't become like her,
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but I think,
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in some ways, maybe I have.
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You're not.
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You're not like her.
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But I can be quick to anger,
and that's unfair on you.
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I know you worry about me.
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And I know that I've been ill, but...
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but I just want to live my life
like a normal teenager.
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And you're sensible. I know you are.
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But I also think that boyfriend sleepovers
are a really big step, emotionally.
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I would feel much less worried about you
if you waited a few more weeks,
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just till your GCSEs are over.
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Can that be our compromise?
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Okay. Fine.
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Thank you, Charlie.
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I'm sorry I got angry too.
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Oh.
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You don't have to be sorry.
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♪ Turning ♪
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♪ Over a new leaf ♪
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♪ I ♪
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♪ Need to see what's over there ♪
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♪ For me ♪
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♪ Running ♪
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♪ Over the bridge ♪
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♪ Hoping... ♪
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- What are you smiling about?
- ♪ There's no more fear in me... ♪
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Oh. It happened, didn't it?
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- Oh my God!
- Oh my God, it happened! It happened!
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♪ Love you ♪
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♪ And I'll always love you forever ♪
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♪ Love you ♪
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♪ And I'll always love you, okay... ♪
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♪ Love you ♪
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♪ And I'll always... ♪
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Your exam starts... now.
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♪ Love you ♪
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♪ And I'll always love you the same ♪
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- Is that your mum?
- Yeah.
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Imogen, are you sure
you've got enough stuff?
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Well, I had to reduce my skincare routine.
I had a whole other bag.
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Okay.
Road trip!
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You'll be back for the fête on Saturday?
Our band starts at 4 p.m.
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Yeah, I'll be there. Don't worry.
We'll drive up that morning.
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Nick, come on, we've got to get going.
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- Bye.
- Bye.
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You all ready?
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Yeah, we're going!
Someone take my bag, please.
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Yeah! Woohoo!
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Uni trip! Uni trip!
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- Uni trip! Uni trip!
I love you!
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Is it too early to open snacks?
It's never too early.
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I'm starving.
We've got crisps.
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♪ I'm not who's the guy that hurt you ♪
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♪ You know who to turn to ♪
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♪ Stand on who you are... ♪
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It's literally only 15 minutes
away from your house.
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Yep.
What you thinking of studying?
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- Art.
- Law or politics.
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International relations. Mm.
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Uh...
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Do much art in your spare time?
Yeah.
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I haven't lately, but...
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♪ I can't wait
Till you're right here, yeah... ♪
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This is one of our accommodation blocks.
Do you wanna take a look inside?
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Uh, well, we all live pretty close by,
so we'll probably just, uh, stay at home.
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I don't wanna stay in Truham.
I wanna go somewhere new.
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Yeah, same, and I wanna go
somewhere with a big queer scene.
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I need my people around me.
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What did you like about Kent?
That's your top choice, isn't it?
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Uh, yeah.
Yeah, well, it'd be nice to live at home.
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My mum won't be on her own,
and I'd be close to Charlie.
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What about when Charlie goes to uni
the next year?
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Yeah, if he leaves,
then you'll still be apart.
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Yeah. Yeah, that's true.
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You don't mind sharing?
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Why would I mind?
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I dunno.
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Girls and boys sharing a room...
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It's a bit silly though, isn't it? I mean,
girls and boys can just be friends.
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Yeah. Yeah.
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- It's weird I used to like you.
- Oh, weird? Okay.
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I mean, not weird. No! Ah!
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Um...
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Not weird. Um...
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Oh, it'll... it'll sound bad if I say it.
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Oh, right, well,
now you have to say it, surely?
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I'm not sure I did like you
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like that.
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Okay.
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I think I kind of felt, um,
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like, a pressure to have a boyfriend.
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You know, because I was a cool girl,
and that's what cool girls do.
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And I think I, um...
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I liked having attention from boys.
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It made me feel important
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and like I was... doing life right.
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I don't think I liked Ben either,
or my Year 10 boyfriend.
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I don't think I've ever liked a boy,
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actually,
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when I really think of it.
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Sorry, that probably makes no sense.
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No, I...
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I get it.
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Who even am I?
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- You're my friend.
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♪ Yeah, that was a close one... ♪
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This is very Legally Blonde.
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- ♪ Yeah, that was a close one ♪
- ♪ We were really going through it ♪
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♪ Guess we dodged another bullet ♪
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♪ Close... ♪
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So what do you think?
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I think I kinda hate it.
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Yep.
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That's it, then.
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I don't want Oxford.
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I don't want any more academia.
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I have no idea
what I'm gonna do with my life.
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- A gap year's always an option.
Yeah, maybe.
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That's Darcy's plan.
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- Have you ever thought about a gap year?
- I think I want the uni experience.
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You know?
Meeting new people and uni sports.
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Societies. I've no idea
what I'd do with a year off.
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- You and Charlie'd think of a few things--
Elle!
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What?
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Tao mentioned you two
have been keeping each other... entertained.
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Elle!
- Ow, that hurt.
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- Nicholas, tell us everything right now!
- You don't have to.
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- No. No, he absolutely does.
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Everything.
- No!
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- This is so embarrassing.
It's a rite of passage.
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- Important purchases must be made.
That's basically how it works.
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God, there's so much involved.
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- I hate you guys so much.
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You'll be thanking us
when you and Charlie are--
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Elle!
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Whoo!
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Yeah!
Woo-hoo!
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Was that okay?
I feel like I messed up the chorus a bit.
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That was great. Seriously.
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It was really good.
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Studio tour with me, Tao Xu.
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Drum, for drumming.
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Oh, I'm so nervous.
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You'll be fine, Charlie,
and we'll all be there cheering you on.
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Oh!
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- What?
- I just... I just love you.
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Um, excuse me. Where's my hug?
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- Come here, then!
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Wha-ha!
- Tao!
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Ow!
- Aah!
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Tao!
Okay.
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You know, I watch the video
you guys made me all the time.
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Whenever I feel down, I just put it on.
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I need to make a new one, then.
This was not my best work.
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Why are you being all soppy?
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I just don't think I tell you enough
how important you are to me.
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- Aaah!
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- Guys, we have a band practice, so can we...
- He's gotta go play drums.
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Not my fault. It's Tao's!
- What's this song about, Sahar?
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- Uh, that's personal.
- I thought it was about Imogen.
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Don't keep talking about us
like we're star-crossed lovers.
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Just because we kissed doesn't mean
we found the one, like you guys have.
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Definitely about Imogen.
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Okay, it's about her,
but that's not the point,
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so let's get this show
on the road, please.
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One, two, three, four.
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♪ How much of myself can I give away ♪
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♪ Till there's nothing left... ♪
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Morning. I can't wait
for my exam to be over today,
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and I can't wait to see you tomorrow.
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I'm really nervous about this performance,
so I'm gonna need a good-luck hug.
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And then tomorrow night, I...
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I'm staying over at yours tomorrow night,
if you want.
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Anyway, I love you. Bye.
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Hello, everyone.
Welcome to Leeds University.
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So I'm going to be your tour guide today.
My name is Will.
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What are you thinking of studying?
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Maybe sports science or psychology.
Haven't really decided yet.
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♪ Don't you ever leave ♪
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♪ I can hear you saying
"Joe, Joe, Joe..." ♪
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So, yeah,
we've got our library over here.
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- It's too gray, y'know?
- Well, I think he's loving it.
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Clubs and societies and stuff if you...
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And these are our main sports facilities.
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Nick plays rugby.
Awesome!
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- Shall we go and look at the rugby pitch?
- Yeah. Yeah, sure.
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Yeah? Come on, let's go.
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Would you be looking
to carry on with rugby at uni?
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- Yeah. Yeah, definitely.
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My partner's actually
on one of the teams. Josh!
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Josh, concentrate! Come on!
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Get on it, Josh!
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♪ I still hear you saying
"Joe, Joe, Joe" ♪
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♪ 'Cause you're nothing without me ♪
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Sounds like
you've been enjoying yourself.
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Yeah.
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You've been much more upbeat
these past couple of months.
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I was gonna ask if maybe we could
make our sessions once every other week,
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rather than weekly.
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I've been feeling... okay recently.
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I mean, obviously I still have bad days,
but... less often.
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I'm very glad to hear it, Charlie.
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- Fortnightly it is.
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Okay. Cool.
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Do you think I'll ever get
to the point where I
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don't have any intrusive thoughts
or anything?
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Like, will I ever be free of them?
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Well, it's not impossible,
but you shouldn't feel
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that any wobbly moments you have
are a failure.
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- They're just normal.
- Yeah.
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And I've got people in my life
who can help me
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if things get really bad again.
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That's very true.
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I think I've realized that,
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even though I love Nick,
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I need other people.
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My sister, my parents
when they're not being annoying,
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my friends.
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My therapist.
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And that doesn't mean
our relationship isn't strong.
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In fact,
I think it's stronger now than ever.
285
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I hope you know
that I'm gonna write that down
286
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and read it back to you
when you're feeling crap.
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You really liked Leeds. More than Kent.
288
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- Yeah.
- Do you wanna talk about it?
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00:17:52,000 --> 00:17:55,040
- Look, if I move away, it'll hurt Charlie.
Nick.
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00:17:55,040 --> 00:17:57,280
- You're a bit of a people pleaser.
- Elle!
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No, he needs to hear this.
292
00:17:59,840 --> 00:18:02,920
You're always putting
everyone else's feelings above your own.
293
00:18:02,920 --> 00:18:06,080
I know how you feel about long distance.
I'm in the same boat.
294
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But you have to put yourself first
right now.
295
00:18:10,160 --> 00:18:13,680
Yeah, and Charlie will support you.
He just wants you to be happy.
296
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It's not just about him.
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I'm afraid of being away from him.
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I don't know who I am without him.
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Maybe it's time to find out.
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{\an8}♪ You're at my house, but I feel gone ♪
301
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{\an8}♪ You piss me off, you turn me on ♪
302
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♪ I push you off, but I'm on top... ♪
303
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♪ Can't decide what side I'm on ♪
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♪ Are you thinking what I'm thinking? ♪
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Are you ready
for the big performance?
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We're leaving in a minute.
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I'm ready.
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00:19:15,360 --> 00:19:18,920
♪ What if we just
Leave a good thing alone? ♪
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♪ Don't try to fix it if it isn't broke... ♪
310
00:19:22,840 --> 00:19:24,440
That Ferris wheel is so cool.
311
00:19:24,440 --> 00:19:26,440
I know.
So cool.
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♪ But we'll never know... ♪
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Are you gonna go on?
I am.
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00:19:30,280 --> 00:19:31,240
Yeah!
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00:19:31,240 --> 00:19:33,320
♪ We're looking for the answers... ♪
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- Hello.
Hi!
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- Ah! Fit you, then?
318
00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:41,800
The others better hurry
if they wanna make the concert on time.
319
00:19:41,800 --> 00:19:43,320
You're just missing Elle.
320
00:19:43,320 --> 00:19:45,840
{\an8}Four days is like 40 years
in Tao and Elle time.
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00:19:45,840 --> 00:19:48,080
Okay firstly, rude!
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Secondly, I'm actually fine about it.
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I don't need to be with Elle
every single second of every day.
324
00:19:54,120 --> 00:19:55,640
- Wow.
I'm a grown man.
325
00:19:55,640 --> 00:19:58,000
Cheers to that.
- Yes, cheers to that.
326
00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,320
- Oh.
327
00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:02,560
- Charles.
Hey, Michael.
328
00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:06,560
- I think Tori's with my parents.
- She's not. She's avoiding me.
329
00:20:07,240 --> 00:20:08,320
Oh. Why?
330
00:20:08,880 --> 00:20:13,720
Well, I, uh, may have posed the question
about us being boyfriend and girlfriend.
331
00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:15,680
I assumed you already were.
332
00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:18,240
Well, what does
boyfriend and girlfriend mean anyway?
333
00:20:18,240 --> 00:20:21,240
They're just words we made up
to label common experiences.
334
00:20:21,240 --> 00:20:22,440
They shouldn't matter.
335
00:20:22,440 --> 00:20:26,120
I don't care what society thinks about
our relationship as long as we're happy.
336
00:20:26,120 --> 00:20:28,600
If she doesn't wanna label it,
I literally don't care.
337
00:20:28,600 --> 00:20:31,360
I just figured
we should have a conversation, but now...
338
00:20:32,640 --> 00:20:34,320
...I wish I hadn't said anything.
339
00:20:36,640 --> 00:20:37,880
Want me to go find her?
340
00:21:03,600 --> 00:21:05,520
Michael's looking for you.
341
00:21:10,360 --> 00:21:13,240
- Oh...
Where are we going?
342
00:21:22,480 --> 00:21:25,040
So you don't wanna be
Michael's girlfriend?
343
00:21:25,600 --> 00:21:28,320
What does "girlfriend" even mean?
344
00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:32,120
You're having a weird amount of trouble
with labels for a straight couple.
345
00:21:32,800 --> 00:21:33,960
We're not a couple.
346
00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:39,000
Well... he really likes you.
347
00:21:42,040 --> 00:21:43,400
Yes.
348
00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:44,480
I'm aware.
349
00:21:45,640 --> 00:21:47,160
And how do you feel?
350
00:21:47,160 --> 00:21:48,680
I don't ever feel anything.
351
00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:50,920
That's not true.
352
00:21:51,960 --> 00:21:53,560
You feel so much.
353
00:21:54,760 --> 00:21:56,240
It's just trapped inside.
354
00:21:57,680 --> 00:21:59,360
I understand what that's like.
355
00:22:00,240 --> 00:22:02,600
- Don't use your Geoff crap on me.
356
00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:05,800
You're nothing like me.
357
00:22:07,120 --> 00:22:08,560
I wish I was like you.
358
00:22:09,360 --> 00:22:10,320
You're
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00:22:11,960 --> 00:22:13,040
hopeful.
360
00:22:14,320 --> 00:22:15,280
You try.
361
00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:18,440
Have you not been doing anything
but try to help me for the last year?
362
00:22:19,360 --> 00:22:22,200
Whether you wanna be
Michael's girlfriend doesn't matter.
363
00:22:22,720 --> 00:22:24,400
You have so much love to give.
364
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:27,840
You don't have to give it all to me.
365
00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:29,960
Well, I wanted to.
366
00:22:32,680 --> 00:22:33,880
I'd do it all again.
367
00:22:36,200 --> 00:22:37,560
I know, but...
368
00:22:41,480 --> 00:22:43,240
I'm okay now, Tori.
369
00:22:44,680 --> 00:22:46,720
Yeah, I'll still have bad days, but
370
00:22:47,760 --> 00:22:48,640
I'm okay.
371
00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:31,400
- This is so bad.
- What's our ETA?
372
00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:35,000
- Like, quarter past four.
373
00:23:35,000 --> 00:23:38,040
We're gonna miss the band.
Charlie needs me there.
374
00:23:38,600 --> 00:23:41,440
That one's all right.
Let's do this one.
375
00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:43,600
Okay, awesome.
376
00:23:47,040 --> 00:23:48,400
This is my last one.
377
00:23:49,560 --> 00:23:52,080
Oh, it's okay.
Yeah, that was good.
378
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:57,600
We're so late!
Put your foot down!
379
00:23:57,600 --> 00:23:58,720
- Drive!
- Hurry up!
380
00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,920
- I'm going at the speed limit.
- Can everyone stop shouting?
381
00:24:06,120 --> 00:24:08,880
Hello, everyone. Hello, Truham.
How are we doing?
382
00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:13,000
Go, Charlie!
383
00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:15,720
Good. We're Queer Intentions,
in case you don't know.
384
00:24:15,720 --> 00:24:18,680
We're gonna sing a few songs for you.
Are you ready to rock?
385
00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:20,280
Yeah!
386
00:24:20,280 --> 00:24:21,880
Are you ready to rock?
387
00:24:21,880 --> 00:24:23,280
Yeah!
388
00:24:23,280 --> 00:24:24,960
Okay. Right.
389
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:28,720
♪ I'll tidy up my life ♪
390
00:24:30,360 --> 00:24:31,720
♪ C'est la vie ♪
391
00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:35,280
♪ I'm putting up a fight... ♪
392
00:24:37,600 --> 00:24:38,840
♪ That's just me ♪
393
00:24:40,920 --> 00:24:43,880
♪ I don't even know what it becomes ♪
394
00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:45,800
♪ I don't even care ♪
395
00:24:45,800 --> 00:24:47,480
♪ That was us ♪
396
00:24:47,480 --> 00:24:49,200
♪ I'm gonna live my life... ♪
397
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:52,560
♪ C'est la vie... ♪
398
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:54,320
Go, Charlie!
399
00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:04,640
♪ They pull you left ♪
400
00:25:04,640 --> 00:25:05,920
♪ They pull you right ♪
401
00:25:06,480 --> 00:25:07,320
♪ C'est la vie ♪
402
00:25:08,240 --> 00:25:09,520
♪ But don't lose sight... ♪
403
00:25:10,240 --> 00:25:12,560
Guys, hurry!
We're gonna miss it!
404
00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:13,800
Wait for me!
405
00:25:13,800 --> 00:25:16,960
Imogen, if you can't run
in those shoes, take them off!
406
00:25:16,960 --> 00:25:18,880
Come on!
Hurry up!
407
00:25:21,760 --> 00:25:24,200
- I can see them!
Quick!
408
00:25:25,240 --> 00:25:26,800
♪ C'est la vie... ♪
409
00:25:27,320 --> 00:25:28,720
Sorry.
Sorry.
410
00:25:28,720 --> 00:25:30,040
Excuse me!
411
00:25:30,800 --> 00:25:31,800
Sorry, excuse me.
412
00:25:32,320 --> 00:25:33,160
Sorry.
413
00:25:39,320 --> 00:25:40,240
Hi!
414
00:25:43,920 --> 00:25:45,080
Go, Charlie!
415
00:25:46,920 --> 00:25:48,000
Whoo!
416
00:25:50,760 --> 00:25:52,480
- ♪ I will find my voice... ♪
417
00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:53,400
♪ C'est la vie ♪
418
00:25:54,000 --> 00:25:55,680
♪ Determinée comme une boss ♪
419
00:25:55,680 --> 00:25:57,040
♪ C'est la vie ♪
420
00:25:57,560 --> 00:25:59,200
♪ Love is not a choice ♪
421
00:25:59,200 --> 00:26:00,440
♪ C'est la vie ♪
422
00:26:01,040 --> 00:26:02,360
♪ Mon esprit est féroce! ♪
423
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:13,920
Whoo!
424
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:16,800
C'est la vie!
425
00:26:20,680 --> 00:26:22,240
I love you, Charlie!
426
00:26:26,880 --> 00:26:29,080
Oh! You did it! You're amazing.
427
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:33,400
- Sorry I wasn't there before you went on.
- It's okay.
428
00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:35,480
- I was okay.
429
00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:46,360
- You look so good right now.
430
00:26:46,360 --> 00:26:48,160
- Nick.
Charlie!
431
00:26:53,520 --> 00:26:55,440
- Superstar!
Charlie!
432
00:26:56,120 --> 00:26:59,320
Sure you're gonna try that?
- Yeah, I think so. If I'm brave enough.
433
00:26:59,320 --> 00:27:01,040
- Okay. Come here, Charlie.
- Bye.
434
00:27:01,040 --> 00:27:02,920
- All right. Have fun.
- Get home safe.
435
00:27:02,920 --> 00:27:05,280
See you tomorrow.
- All right. Bye.
436
00:27:09,880 --> 00:27:12,120
- He's fine.
- I know.
437
00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:14,720
And we've got a free house.
438
00:27:16,200 --> 00:27:17,920
Okay, let's go.
439
00:27:19,120 --> 00:27:20,360
All right, you ready?
440
00:27:20,360 --> 00:27:22,200
♪ ...of the town we outgrew ♪
441
00:27:22,200 --> 00:27:26,360
♪ My car in the front yard
With the boombox that I bought... ♪
442
00:27:28,520 --> 00:27:29,800
Yay!
443
00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:32,320
We win! We win! We win!
444
00:27:32,320 --> 00:27:33,760
Ooh! That was close.
445
00:27:34,680 --> 00:27:37,120
No, no, no, no. Thanks.
446
00:27:41,920 --> 00:27:43,560
No. Books are banned tonight.
447
00:27:43,560 --> 00:27:45,320
I've been thinking
448
00:27:46,120 --> 00:27:48,040
about going to art school in Europe.
449
00:27:49,880 --> 00:27:54,360
Like Paris or Berlin or something.
450
00:27:54,960 --> 00:27:56,240
- What?
451
00:27:56,880 --> 00:27:57,880
Wow.
452
00:27:57,880 --> 00:28:00,360
- That's... that's so cool.
453
00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:02,760
I need to find a job though.
454
00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:05,200
My mum's not gonna pay
for international travel.
455
00:28:05,200 --> 00:28:09,400
I mean, she doesn't even pay
for my bus fare to school, so, yeah.
456
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,520
We might have to ask...
I'd be up for it.
457
00:28:12,520 --> 00:28:17,440
♪ My car in the front yard
With the boombox I bought without you ♪
458
00:28:17,440 --> 00:28:21,480
♪ Find a way
To make it make sense again... ♪
459
00:28:21,480 --> 00:28:22,480
Bye.
460
00:28:22,480 --> 00:28:23,600
Bye.
461
00:28:23,600 --> 00:28:25,640
Are you going?
See you! Bye.
462
00:28:25,640 --> 00:28:26,640
Bye.
463
00:28:27,360 --> 00:28:28,680
So are they dating, or...
464
00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:30,080
I'm not really sure.
465
00:28:35,240 --> 00:28:37,560
- Hey, you two!
Hey!
466
00:28:37,560 --> 00:28:39,560
Oh, my darling.
- Hello!
467
00:28:39,560 --> 00:28:41,520
Hello. How are you?
468
00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:50,400
- ♪ My friends versus your friends... ♪
469
00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:52,200
♪ ...of the town we outgrew ♪
470
00:28:52,200 --> 00:28:54,200
♪ My car in the front yard ♪
471
00:28:54,200 --> 00:28:56,960
♪ With the boombox
That I bought without you ♪
472
00:28:57,640 --> 00:29:02,000
♪ Find a way
To make it make sense again... ♪
473
00:29:08,360 --> 00:29:09,440
Wait, let me help.
474
00:29:20,360 --> 00:29:21,320
Take mine off.
475
00:29:23,040 --> 00:29:23,880
Please.
476
00:29:26,400 --> 00:29:27,240
Are you sure?
477
00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:29,440
Yeah.
478
00:29:58,720 --> 00:29:59,720
I love you.
479
00:30:01,640 --> 00:30:03,640
And you are so fucking hot.
480
00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:08,240
- ♪ There's a million little reasons... ♪
481
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:11,920
♪ For why I like your smile ♪
482
00:30:16,760 --> 00:30:20,240
♪ There's a million little reasons ♪
483
00:30:20,240 --> 00:30:23,920
- ♪ For why I like your style... ♪
484
00:30:28,800 --> 00:30:30,800
- ♪ If I tried... ♪
485
00:30:32,160 --> 00:30:33,440
♪ To write ♪
486
00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:36,320
♪ Them down... ♪
487
00:30:40,200 --> 00:30:42,120
- ♪ I'd run out of ink... ♪
488
00:30:43,920 --> 00:30:46,440
No, it's not.
- That's what you said!
489
00:30:46,440 --> 00:30:47,480
It's all right.
490
00:30:52,760 --> 00:30:56,080
♪ There's a million little reasons ♪
491
00:30:56,080 --> 00:30:59,560
♪ For why I want you here ♪
492
00:31:04,720 --> 00:31:08,120
♪ There's a million little reasons ♪
493
00:31:08,120 --> 00:31:12,000
♪ For why I want you near ♪
494
00:31:16,760 --> 00:31:19,040
♪ If I tried ♪
495
00:31:20,200 --> 00:31:21,280
♪ To write ♪
496
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,240
- ♪ Them down... ♪
497
00:31:27,640 --> 00:31:30,000
♪ I'd run out of ink ♪