1 00:00:06,756 --> 00:00:08,758 [tense music playing] 2 00:00:11,970 --> 00:00:13,304 [gasps] 3 00:00:15,056 --> 00:00:17,684 [breathes shakily] 4 00:00:19,060 --> 00:00:20,311 [dialing] 5 00:00:22,647 --> 00:00:24,399 -[breathes shakily] -[Jack] Brie? 6 00:00:24,482 --> 00:00:25,942 -Jack. -Hey. 7 00:00:26,651 --> 00:00:27,527 Please come. 8 00:00:28,278 --> 00:00:30,572 -I need you. [whimpers] -Hm? You okay? 9 00:00:30,655 --> 00:00:32,532 -[groans quietly] -Brie? 10 00:00:32,615 --> 00:00:34,743 -What's goin' on? -[cries] 11 00:00:34,826 --> 00:00:36,202 -[sobs] -Brie! 12 00:00:36,286 --> 00:00:38,288 [tense music playing] 13 00:00:49,591 --> 00:00:50,884 [Brie whimpers quietly] 14 00:00:51,843 --> 00:00:53,428 Hey, hey, Brie, I'm here. 15 00:00:53,511 --> 00:00:55,138 -[cries] -Brie, what happened? 16 00:00:55,221 --> 00:00:56,681 [Brie cries] 17 00:00:56,765 --> 00:00:58,558 -You cut yourself? -[Brie cries] 18 00:00:58,641 --> 00:01:00,852 [groans] It hurts. 19 00:01:00,935 --> 00:01:03,146 [cries, exhales] 20 00:01:03,855 --> 00:01:05,190 -[Brie sniffles] -Okay. 21 00:01:05,273 --> 00:01:06,524 [Brie cries] 22 00:01:06,608 --> 00:01:07,567 Okay. Hey. 23 00:01:08,526 --> 00:01:10,445 I'm gonna get you to the clinic, all right? 24 00:01:11,029 --> 00:01:12,572 [Brie exhales deeply] 25 00:01:12,655 --> 00:01:14,407 [phone rings out] 26 00:01:14,491 --> 00:01:15,492 [Mel] Jack? 27 00:01:15,575 --> 00:01:18,161 -Brie's hurt. Meet me at the clinic. -I'm on my way. 28 00:01:19,746 --> 00:01:23,708 All right, Mel's gonna take care of you. Okay, just put your hand around my neck. 29 00:01:23,792 --> 00:01:25,293 Yeah, come on. I got you. 30 00:01:26,044 --> 00:01:29,380 -[Brie cries] -Okay. It's okay. I got you. 31 00:01:37,806 --> 00:01:41,643 [theme music playing softly] 32 00:01:52,153 --> 00:01:56,282 Okay. So I'm gonna do an ultrasound now, okay? 33 00:01:56,366 --> 00:01:58,827 -This is gonna be a little bit cold. -Okay. 34 00:01:58,910 --> 00:02:00,119 -[Mel] Sorry. -Mm. 35 00:02:03,915 --> 00:02:04,916 [quietly] Okay. 36 00:02:06,376 --> 00:02:07,794 -[groans] -[Mel] Sorry. 37 00:02:08,378 --> 00:02:09,379 [inhales] 38 00:02:09,879 --> 00:02:11,506 [Brie exhales deeply] 39 00:02:12,632 --> 00:02:15,802 -[Mel] Any pain in your shoulders or back? -No. 40 00:02:15,885 --> 00:02:16,845 [quietly] Okay. 41 00:02:16,928 --> 00:02:17,887 [Brie exhales] 42 00:02:20,140 --> 00:02:21,391 What's wrong with me? 43 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:24,144 Um, well, 44 00:02:25,979 --> 00:02:29,524 I still need to do some blood work, but, um, 45 00:02:31,860 --> 00:02:33,486 I believe you had a miscarriage. 46 00:02:33,570 --> 00:02:34,863 I'm sorry. 47 00:02:35,989 --> 00:02:36,865 [cries] 48 00:02:39,200 --> 00:02:40,368 -Here. -[Brie sniffles] 49 00:02:43,913 --> 00:02:45,165 Could Jack come in? 50 00:02:45,248 --> 00:02:47,458 Yeah, of course. I'll go get him. 51 00:02:47,542 --> 00:02:50,670 [Brie cries quietly] 52 00:02:51,921 --> 00:02:53,464 [cries] 53 00:02:54,048 --> 00:02:56,050 Hey, Jack. Do you wanna come? 54 00:02:56,134 --> 00:02:58,469 [Brie cries] 55 00:02:58,553 --> 00:02:59,596 Hey, I'm here. 56 00:03:04,309 --> 00:03:05,810 [Jack] Do you know what's wrong? 57 00:03:08,855 --> 00:03:11,399 -[Brie cries quietly] -She had a miscarriage. 58 00:03:12,901 --> 00:03:13,735 [Brie cries] 59 00:03:14,777 --> 00:03:18,573 You know what? I have some more tissues in the kitchen. I'll be right back. Okay? 60 00:03:21,075 --> 00:03:22,452 [Brie cries quietly] 61 00:03:22,535 --> 00:03:23,828 Oh, hey. 62 00:03:23,912 --> 00:03:25,371 [Brie cries] 63 00:03:25,455 --> 00:03:27,874 -[cries] -[Jack] Hey, everything's gonna be okay. 64 00:03:29,167 --> 00:03:31,127 -Okay? -Yeah. [cries] 65 00:03:41,221 --> 00:03:42,305 Morning. 66 00:03:42,388 --> 00:03:43,348 [Mel] Morning. 67 00:03:44,057 --> 00:03:45,183 How is Brie? 68 00:03:46,226 --> 00:03:48,519 I just finished giving her an exam. 69 00:03:48,603 --> 00:03:49,979 She had a miscarriage. 70 00:03:50,563 --> 00:03:52,482 -Oh God. -[Mel] Yeah. 71 00:03:52,565 --> 00:03:53,650 How's she holding up? 72 00:03:53,733 --> 00:03:55,318 Physically, she's fine, 73 00:03:55,401 --> 00:03:57,779 but I'm gonna recommend that she see a therapist. 74 00:03:57,862 --> 00:03:58,696 Good plan. 75 00:03:58,780 --> 00:04:02,158 I was thinking that when Hope gets back, she might wanna talk to somebody. 76 00:04:02,242 --> 00:04:05,370 Yeah. She's definitely not talking to me. Oy. 77 00:04:06,037 --> 00:04:10,250 I mean, she barely said a word when I called to tell her about Lilly. 78 00:04:10,333 --> 00:04:12,335 She's probably just in shock. 79 00:04:12,418 --> 00:04:16,631 No. She was angry that I didn't tell her about Lilly's cancer. 80 00:04:16,714 --> 00:04:20,677 Well, I'm sure that once you guys get a chance to sit down together 81 00:04:20,760 --> 00:04:22,136 that she'll understand. 82 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:24,973 -From your lips to God's ears. -[Mel chuckles] 83 00:04:26,140 --> 00:04:28,268 Will she make it in time for the funeral today? 84 00:04:28,351 --> 00:04:31,062 Yeah, she's flying into Sacramento, renting a car. 85 00:04:31,145 --> 00:04:33,064 -It'll be tight, but she'll make it. -Yeah. 86 00:04:33,147 --> 00:04:36,150 So how is your vision doing under all this stress? 87 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:38,319 Pretty well. 88 00:04:38,403 --> 00:04:41,990 So your first anti-VEGF treatment went well? 89 00:04:42,073 --> 00:04:45,576 If you enjoy having needles stuck into your eyeballs, then yes. 90 00:04:45,660 --> 00:04:47,328 I would not. 91 00:04:47,412 --> 00:04:49,205 [Doc] Me neither, but… [chuckles] 92 00:04:49,289 --> 00:04:51,624 …I don't have much of an option, you know? 93 00:04:52,792 --> 00:04:55,962 If you wanna go home and get some rest, I can manage here. 94 00:04:56,045 --> 00:04:59,382 Thanks, but after I look in on Brie, 95 00:04:59,465 --> 00:05:02,677 I wanna drive out to the farm and check in on Tara. 96 00:05:03,219 --> 00:05:05,805 Well, um, give her my love. 97 00:05:05,888 --> 00:05:06,764 I will. 98 00:05:07,432 --> 00:05:09,267 I'll see you at the funeral. 99 00:05:09,350 --> 00:05:10,351 Yeah. 100 00:05:14,105 --> 00:05:17,692 Hey, Preacher. Do you know how many people are coming to Lilly's reception? 101 00:05:17,775 --> 00:05:19,444 Jack wanted flutes for the toast. 102 00:05:19,527 --> 00:05:23,990 Well, Tara said family and close friends, so probably 15, 20 people. 103 00:05:24,073 --> 00:05:25,450 -Okay, cool. -All right. 104 00:05:26,826 --> 00:05:28,036 Oh, hey, Connie. 105 00:05:28,119 --> 00:05:29,037 Ricky. 106 00:05:29,120 --> 00:05:31,039 -Okay. -[Connie] We got a problem. 107 00:05:31,789 --> 00:05:32,665 [Connie] Huh. 108 00:05:33,791 --> 00:05:35,752 Sorry, uh, what am I looking at? 109 00:05:35,835 --> 00:05:36,919 Scroll left. 110 00:05:42,216 --> 00:05:44,052 -Vince. -Uh-huh. 111 00:05:44,135 --> 00:05:45,178 Where'd you take these? 112 00:05:45,261 --> 00:05:48,765 Clear River, this morning. Had to pick up a flower arrangement for Lilly. 113 00:05:48,848 --> 00:05:52,268 When I saw him, I grabbed my phone. Why do you think he's here? 114 00:05:53,227 --> 00:05:56,022 Okay, you, uh, remember Sally? 115 00:05:56,105 --> 00:05:58,900 Paige's friend who brought Christopher back to Virgin River? 116 00:05:58,983 --> 00:06:01,569 -Yeah, I remember her. -She wants to meet in person. 117 00:06:02,236 --> 00:06:05,323 Do you think her wanting to see you is connected to Vince? 118 00:06:06,157 --> 00:06:07,366 Yeah, now I do. 119 00:06:07,950 --> 00:06:11,412 And the fact that she's calling me instead of Paige, it worries me. 120 00:06:11,496 --> 00:06:12,538 Why's that? 121 00:06:12,622 --> 00:06:15,083 Because it tells me something's not right with Paige. 122 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:16,834 Thanks. 123 00:06:20,838 --> 00:06:21,798 [sighs] 124 00:06:32,975 --> 00:06:34,185 [knocking at door] 125 00:06:34,268 --> 00:06:35,228 [downbeat] Come in. 126 00:06:37,855 --> 00:06:38,856 Hey. 127 00:06:38,940 --> 00:06:39,899 Hi. 128 00:06:40,817 --> 00:06:44,904 I brought you some, uh, blueberry muffins from the bakery truck. 129 00:06:44,987 --> 00:06:45,947 [Tara] Thanks. 130 00:06:47,198 --> 00:06:48,074 [sighs] 131 00:06:50,701 --> 00:06:54,705 So, I hear you haven't been up much, huh? 132 00:06:55,289 --> 00:06:56,582 I'm tired. 133 00:06:56,666 --> 00:06:58,418 [Doc] Yeah, it's normal. 134 00:06:58,501 --> 00:07:01,337 Grief drains our energy. 135 00:07:02,630 --> 00:07:06,676 And your sister said you're not sure if you're gonna speak at the funeral? 136 00:07:07,510 --> 00:07:08,678 What's the point? 137 00:07:14,851 --> 00:07:15,810 I just-- 138 00:07:16,352 --> 00:07:19,188 I don't want you to have any regrets down the road. 139 00:07:19,897 --> 00:07:21,315 It's too hard. 140 00:07:23,192 --> 00:07:26,863 Yeah, the pain of losing someone you love 141 00:07:27,989 --> 00:07:29,157 is overwhelming. 142 00:07:30,324 --> 00:07:35,204 The challenge is to keep that pain from crushing you. 143 00:07:35,288 --> 00:07:36,873 [quietly] That's how I feel. 144 00:07:36,956 --> 00:07:39,542 Listen to me. I've known you since… 145 00:07:40,376 --> 00:07:44,088 [chuckles] …since you were knee-high to a grasshopper. 146 00:07:44,172 --> 00:07:47,091 -And you were a scrappy little kid. -[Tara chuckles] 147 00:07:48,718 --> 00:07:50,386 You're just as tough now. 148 00:07:53,639 --> 00:07:55,183 I don't know what to do. 149 00:07:56,017 --> 00:07:59,604 Start by taking a few deep breaths. 150 00:08:00,938 --> 00:08:03,316 [Tara inhales slowly] 151 00:08:03,399 --> 00:08:04,567 [both exhale deeply] 152 00:08:04,650 --> 00:08:05,484 [Doc] Yeah. 153 00:08:06,110 --> 00:08:10,198 Your friends and your family, they wanna be there for you. Let them. 154 00:08:11,574 --> 00:08:12,450 I'll try. 155 00:08:15,870 --> 00:08:16,954 Just remember, 156 00:08:17,622 --> 00:08:21,083 your mother loved you with all her heart. 157 00:08:23,377 --> 00:08:25,338 She would not want you to suffer. 158 00:08:31,928 --> 00:08:33,429 [Jack grunts] 159 00:08:38,601 --> 00:08:40,353 I'm not leaving you alone. 160 00:08:40,436 --> 00:08:42,521 Jack, you can go. I'll stay with her. 161 00:08:42,605 --> 00:08:45,525 No, you're both going to the funeral. I'm fine. 162 00:08:46,192 --> 00:08:47,443 I just wanna sleep. 163 00:08:47,526 --> 00:08:49,946 -What if you need something? -I will text you. 164 00:08:50,988 --> 00:08:53,074 [inhales slowly] 165 00:08:54,408 --> 00:08:55,660 [Jack exhales deeply] 166 00:08:55,743 --> 00:08:58,538 Mel, please tell Jack I don't need a babysitter. 167 00:08:59,830 --> 00:09:02,917 Look, if she's comfortable being alone, it's totally fine. 168 00:09:03,417 --> 00:09:04,627 Thank you, Mel. 169 00:09:05,878 --> 00:09:06,796 Okay. 170 00:09:08,047 --> 00:09:09,882 Mel, would you mind asking Brie 171 00:09:09,966 --> 00:09:12,093 if there's anything she'd like to eat or drink? 172 00:09:12,176 --> 00:09:13,261 Um… [clears throat] 173 00:09:13,344 --> 00:09:15,972 I will take a ginger ale. Thank you. 174 00:09:17,765 --> 00:09:19,392 [chuckles softly] 175 00:09:19,475 --> 00:09:20,851 All right, be right back. 176 00:09:25,815 --> 00:09:26,649 [door closes] 177 00:09:28,442 --> 00:09:30,194 [sighs slowly] 178 00:09:31,862 --> 00:09:33,698 I don't understand what's wrong with me. 179 00:09:35,116 --> 00:09:37,410 What you're feeling is completely normal. 180 00:09:38,160 --> 00:09:41,789 I just can't believe this has happened after everything. 181 00:09:46,711 --> 00:09:48,129 You know… [sighs softly] 182 00:09:49,589 --> 00:09:52,758 …when my husband and I were trying to get pregnant, 183 00:09:52,842 --> 00:09:55,136 I had multiple miscarriages. 184 00:09:55,219 --> 00:09:58,347 -Oh, sorry. I didn't mean to-- -No, it's okay. 185 00:09:58,431 --> 00:10:00,808 Um, I was just telling you because… 186 00:10:02,810 --> 00:10:06,314 I want you to know you're not alone. I know what you're going through. 187 00:10:08,482 --> 00:10:09,692 [inhales] 188 00:10:12,069 --> 00:10:13,863 I didn't even know I was pregnant. 189 00:10:16,824 --> 00:10:19,076 Oh my God, honey. I'm so sorry. 190 00:10:20,536 --> 00:10:22,705 That's a lot to take in all at once. 191 00:10:22,788 --> 00:10:23,873 [Brie sighs deeply] 192 00:10:23,956 --> 00:10:28,252 Just feels like this giant wave has crashed over me. 193 00:10:29,086 --> 00:10:31,047 Like it's pushing me down. 194 00:10:31,130 --> 00:10:32,256 [Mel] You're strong. 195 00:10:32,340 --> 00:10:34,008 You're gonna get back up. 196 00:10:36,260 --> 00:10:37,345 What if I can't? 197 00:10:37,428 --> 00:10:38,888 Jack and I are here. 198 00:10:39,847 --> 00:10:42,224 Okay? We're gonna help you get through this. 199 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:43,184 Mm. 200 00:10:43,267 --> 00:10:44,602 [inhales deeply] 201 00:10:44,685 --> 00:10:46,937 -I'm so tired. -Okay. 202 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:48,481 Try to get some sleep. 203 00:10:49,065 --> 00:10:53,653 And, um, if you need anything at all, just call me, okay? 204 00:10:54,278 --> 00:10:55,112 Yeah. 205 00:10:57,323 --> 00:10:58,366 Hey, Mel? 206 00:10:58,449 --> 00:10:59,784 Yeah? 207 00:10:59,867 --> 00:11:01,661 Thanks for everything. 208 00:11:02,995 --> 00:11:04,080 You're welcome. 209 00:11:09,460 --> 00:11:10,419 [door opens] 210 00:11:11,545 --> 00:11:12,588 [door closes] 211 00:11:20,763 --> 00:11:21,639 Hey. 212 00:11:23,224 --> 00:11:26,894 I'm thinking of having Preacher make her some chicken noodle soup. 213 00:11:26,977 --> 00:11:30,648 Oh. She's resting now, so I wouldn't push her to eat. 214 00:11:31,816 --> 00:11:32,983 -Got it. -Yeah. 215 00:11:35,361 --> 00:11:38,447 So how are you… doing with Lilly? 216 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:39,573 Oh. 217 00:11:40,282 --> 00:11:42,243 I'm… I'm devastated. 218 00:11:43,160 --> 00:11:44,954 Yeah. I'm still having a hard time 219 00:11:45,037 --> 00:11:47,331 wrapping my head around the fact that she's gone. 220 00:11:47,832 --> 00:11:50,668 I just-- I feel so bad for Tara. 221 00:11:51,961 --> 00:11:54,547 You know, I know what it's like to lose your mother. 222 00:11:56,173 --> 00:11:57,591 I can't even imagine. 223 00:11:59,468 --> 00:12:02,054 Preach and I have been sending food out to the farm. 224 00:12:02,138 --> 00:12:04,849 It's not much, but I didn't know what else to do. 225 00:12:04,932 --> 00:12:08,144 No, that's really sweet of you guys. I'm sure she appreciates it. 226 00:12:10,521 --> 00:12:11,397 Yeah. 227 00:12:12,273 --> 00:12:13,774 Um, I should go get ready. 228 00:12:13,858 --> 00:12:18,446 Uh, Mel. Okay. What are we… Come on, what are we doing here? 229 00:12:18,529 --> 00:12:19,905 What do you mean? 230 00:12:19,989 --> 00:12:21,991 I mean you shutting me out. 231 00:12:22,074 --> 00:12:23,117 I'm-- [sighs] 232 00:12:24,076 --> 00:12:25,619 Can we talk in your office? 233 00:12:28,164 --> 00:12:29,248 [Mel sighs] 234 00:12:29,999 --> 00:12:32,126 Jack, I'm not trying to shut you out. 235 00:12:32,209 --> 00:12:36,172 Okay, avoiding me for the past three days, that's status quo? 236 00:12:36,255 --> 00:12:37,173 [Mel] No, I'm-- 237 00:12:37,256 --> 00:12:39,967 I told you, I just need time to think. 238 00:12:40,050 --> 00:12:41,218 About what? 239 00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:43,262 The night I came back from LA, 240 00:12:44,180 --> 00:12:46,056 you said all the right things, 241 00:12:46,140 --> 00:12:48,017 but the next morning, 242 00:12:49,435 --> 00:12:52,605 I just felt like maybe you were telling me what I wanted to hear. 243 00:12:52,688 --> 00:12:54,940 No, come on. I wasn't. 244 00:12:56,275 --> 00:12:57,818 I meant what I said. 245 00:12:58,736 --> 00:13:01,989 Look, breaking things off with you was a huge mistake. 246 00:13:02,990 --> 00:13:05,618 Yeah, I'm worried about supporting two families, 247 00:13:05,701 --> 00:13:08,454 but my feelings for you outweigh everything else. 248 00:13:11,165 --> 00:13:13,042 Okay, say we get back together. 249 00:13:14,084 --> 00:13:17,588 Right? I'm worried that down the road, 250 00:13:17,671 --> 00:13:20,549 when you are exhausted from burning the candle at both ends, 251 00:13:20,633 --> 00:13:22,343 you'll end up resentful. 252 00:13:22,426 --> 00:13:24,303 -That won't happen. -How do you know that? 253 00:13:24,386 --> 00:13:25,721 Because I know myself. 254 00:13:26,347 --> 00:13:29,809 You think you know yourself now, but when the twins come, 255 00:13:30,434 --> 00:13:31,644 you're gonna change. 256 00:13:31,727 --> 00:13:35,231 -Ask anybody who's ever had a child. -I don't care what anybody else says. 257 00:13:36,232 --> 00:13:37,900 I'm telling you how I feel. 258 00:13:39,235 --> 00:13:40,986 Isn't that what you asked me to do? 259 00:13:42,780 --> 00:13:46,742 How am I supposed to prove anything to you if you don't give me another chance? 260 00:13:48,285 --> 00:13:49,870 I don't know. You're right. 261 00:13:50,371 --> 00:13:51,580 Exactly. 262 00:13:52,456 --> 00:13:55,876 Come on. We'll just start small. 263 00:13:55,960 --> 00:13:57,753 I'll drive you to the church. 264 00:13:57,837 --> 00:13:59,129 You don't have to do that. 265 00:13:59,630 --> 00:14:01,841 Today is gonna be tough for everyone. 266 00:14:02,925 --> 00:14:04,802 Might be nice to have someone to lean on. 267 00:14:10,266 --> 00:14:15,145 [cell phone ringing] 268 00:14:16,438 --> 00:14:18,566 -Hello? -Staff Sergeant Gomez here. 269 00:14:19,233 --> 00:14:21,277 -Hello, sir. -I have your ASVAB results. 270 00:14:21,360 --> 00:14:23,487 [Ricky] So, uh, how'd I do? 271 00:14:23,571 --> 00:14:25,072 Scored a 97, 272 00:14:25,155 --> 00:14:27,366 which puts you in the top tier of recruits. 273 00:14:28,075 --> 00:14:28,951 Wow. 274 00:14:29,785 --> 00:14:33,247 -You'll make an excellent marine, son. -[sighs] Thank you, sir. 275 00:14:33,330 --> 00:14:35,624 So that's it? It's official? 276 00:14:36,125 --> 00:14:39,795 All that's left is for you to sign your contract and pick a recruit depot. 277 00:14:39,878 --> 00:14:42,298 Now, I know you were leaning towards San Diego, 278 00:14:42,381 --> 00:14:45,342 but I think we should at least discuss South Carolina. 279 00:14:57,771 --> 00:14:59,982 [Mel] Okay, so the wire transfer came through? 280 00:15:00,065 --> 00:15:00,900 [knocking at door] 281 00:15:00,983 --> 00:15:04,862 Yeah, um, I'll sign the documents and get them back to you tomorrow, okay? 282 00:15:04,945 --> 00:15:06,071 Great. 283 00:15:06,155 --> 00:15:07,156 Thank you again. 284 00:15:07,698 --> 00:15:08,616 [inhales sharply] 285 00:15:10,367 --> 00:15:12,745 Hey! You don't need to knock. 286 00:15:13,662 --> 00:15:15,789 Hm. Kinda feels like I do. 287 00:15:15,873 --> 00:15:19,293 [Mel] Um, I'm just gonna need a second. Okay? 288 00:15:19,376 --> 00:15:22,046 Yeah, no, take your time. We're not in a rush. 289 00:15:24,381 --> 00:15:25,925 [Mel] Oh, hey, um, 290 00:15:26,008 --> 00:15:29,803 you left some clothes in the hamper, so I washed them. 291 00:15:30,888 --> 00:15:33,349 -Oh, you didn't have to do that. -[Mel] It's okay. 292 00:15:34,308 --> 00:15:37,686 [Mel] I left them in a bag by the door. 293 00:15:38,938 --> 00:15:40,147 Hm, thanks. 294 00:15:51,116 --> 00:15:52,117 What? 295 00:15:52,201 --> 00:15:55,204 You look… stunning. 296 00:15:56,413 --> 00:15:57,331 Oh. 297 00:15:57,915 --> 00:16:01,418 -Sorry. -No. Thanks. It's, um, it's fine. 298 00:16:03,045 --> 00:16:04,296 You look nice too. 299 00:16:06,298 --> 00:16:07,508 I just get a "nice"? 300 00:16:08,842 --> 00:16:10,844 -[Jack] You-- -There's nothing wrong with nice. 301 00:16:10,928 --> 00:16:12,930 That's like saying I have a good personality. 302 00:16:13,430 --> 00:16:16,225 -You do have a good personality, so-- -Oh, wow. 303 00:16:16,308 --> 00:16:19,228 -[Jack inhales] -All right, fine. How about this? 304 00:16:19,311 --> 00:16:21,647 You look dashing, Mr. Sheridan. 305 00:16:23,065 --> 00:16:24,191 [Jack] Why, thank you. 306 00:16:24,983 --> 00:16:26,568 That's very kind of you to say. 307 00:16:29,697 --> 00:16:31,240 [Mel inhales slowly] 308 00:16:31,323 --> 00:16:33,534 -I'm ready to go if you're ready to go. -Yeah. 309 00:16:34,535 --> 00:16:36,370 You might wanna grab a sweater. 310 00:16:36,453 --> 00:16:37,579 Yeah, I have one. 311 00:16:42,876 --> 00:16:44,253 [door opens] 312 00:16:48,549 --> 00:16:51,218 [Doc, quietly] We cannot fathom 313 00:16:51,301 --> 00:16:56,432 the unbearable loss and pain you're experiencing, 314 00:16:56,515 --> 00:17:00,436 and we want you to know you are not alone. 315 00:17:01,437 --> 00:17:02,980 We cannot-- 316 00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:06,150 We want you-- We want you to know-- 317 00:17:06,233 --> 00:17:11,196 [cell phone ringing] 318 00:17:14,324 --> 00:17:17,077 Hope, hi. Hi. Where are you? 319 00:17:20,622 --> 00:17:21,957 Oh. 320 00:17:22,040 --> 00:17:25,502 No, look, if the rental car is not fit for the road, 321 00:17:25,586 --> 00:17:28,047 then just return it and-- 322 00:17:29,715 --> 00:17:31,300 Okay, just… 323 00:17:31,884 --> 00:17:33,177 just be safe. 324 00:17:33,260 --> 00:17:36,930 And, yeah, I'll meet you at the reception. 325 00:17:37,765 --> 00:17:39,975 Um… I… I love you. 326 00:17:42,186 --> 00:17:43,103 [phone beeps] 327 00:17:45,314 --> 00:17:46,482 [sighs] 328 00:17:51,403 --> 00:17:52,654 My tie's choking me. 329 00:17:53,155 --> 00:17:54,072 I got it. 330 00:17:54,865 --> 00:17:58,619 You know, you don't have to wear it if you don't want to. 331 00:17:59,870 --> 00:18:01,080 You're wearing one. 332 00:18:02,039 --> 00:18:02,915 [quietly] Yeah. 333 00:18:04,792 --> 00:18:07,086 Funerals can be pretty sad, 334 00:18:07,169 --> 00:18:09,004 so if this is too much for you, 335 00:18:09,630 --> 00:18:10,714 you just let me know. 336 00:18:10,798 --> 00:18:12,716 I wanna say goodbye to Lilly. 337 00:18:12,800 --> 00:18:15,135 That's a very grown-up thing for you to do. 338 00:18:16,804 --> 00:18:20,516 You don't have to be worried about me. You're the one that looks sad. 339 00:18:21,308 --> 00:18:22,267 Yeah. 340 00:18:22,851 --> 00:18:24,520 [inhales deeply] 341 00:18:24,603 --> 00:18:25,771 So, how's that feel? 342 00:18:25,854 --> 00:18:26,814 Better. 343 00:18:27,648 --> 00:18:28,649 [Preacher] Good. 344 00:18:30,442 --> 00:18:32,945 Hey, anyone ever tell you 345 00:18:33,654 --> 00:18:35,322 that you are an awesome kid? 346 00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:36,782 Just you. 347 00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:38,992 And my mom. 348 00:18:40,744 --> 00:18:43,205 [breathes deeply] 349 00:18:43,288 --> 00:18:44,915 Okay, let's go. 350 00:18:44,998 --> 00:18:50,295 [instrumental music playing] 351 00:19:06,270 --> 00:19:07,271 You okay? 352 00:19:08,063 --> 00:19:09,314 Yeah, I'm just, um… 353 00:19:11,483 --> 00:19:13,360 I'm a little overwhelmed. Um… 354 00:19:14,361 --> 00:19:17,322 -You want water? I got some in the truck. -[Mel] Yeah, okay. 355 00:19:17,406 --> 00:19:19,074 -[Mel] Thanks. -I'll be right back. 356 00:19:23,078 --> 00:19:25,289 [Mark] You got it. Pick up those little feet. 357 00:19:25,372 --> 00:19:28,709 [gentle instrumental music playing] 358 00:19:28,792 --> 00:19:31,628 [Mel pants] 359 00:19:32,337 --> 00:19:33,213 [Mel groans] 360 00:19:33,297 --> 00:19:35,591 Hey, you okay? 361 00:19:35,674 --> 00:19:37,384 -[pants] -[Mark] What's going on? 362 00:19:37,467 --> 00:19:38,844 My-- [breathes heavily] 363 00:19:38,927 --> 00:19:40,012 Cramp. 364 00:19:40,888 --> 00:19:42,306 Come on. We're at mile seven. 365 00:19:42,973 --> 00:19:44,766 -Five more miles to go. -No, no, no. 366 00:19:44,850 --> 00:19:48,478 Wait. You go… you go ahead, and I'll catch up with you in a minute. 367 00:19:48,562 --> 00:19:49,563 Take a sip. 368 00:19:49,646 --> 00:19:51,106 [Mel breathes heavily] 369 00:19:52,900 --> 00:19:54,985 -Okay. And I want you to breathe. -[sighs] 370 00:19:55,068 --> 00:19:56,612 -Look at me. -[sighs] 371 00:19:56,695 --> 00:19:58,322 [exhales] Take a breath. 372 00:19:58,405 --> 00:20:00,824 -[exhales deeply] -Breathe. You got this. 373 00:20:00,908 --> 00:20:02,618 -[Mel exhales] -You got this. 374 00:20:02,701 --> 00:20:05,370 -I need to sit down. -No, don't you sit down. 375 00:20:05,454 --> 00:20:08,123 You've done the hard part, okay? The rest is all downhill. 376 00:20:08,206 --> 00:20:10,542 It's all downhill? You promise? 377 00:20:12,377 --> 00:20:15,088 Baby, you're my warrior. 378 00:20:15,172 --> 00:20:16,506 -Okay? -All right. 379 00:20:17,049 --> 00:20:18,216 So it's not all downhill. 380 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:20,135 -Not all of it, but-- -You're a liar. 381 00:20:20,219 --> 00:20:22,304 -Hey, I believe in you. -Okay. 382 00:20:22,387 --> 00:20:25,182 -Come on. Let's do it. Let's go. Come on. -Okay. 383 00:20:25,265 --> 00:20:26,725 [laughing] 384 00:20:26,808 --> 00:20:27,643 [Jack] Mel? 385 00:20:28,685 --> 00:20:31,146 Oh! Thank you. [sniffles] 386 00:20:31,730 --> 00:20:32,731 [Mel whimpers] 387 00:20:36,818 --> 00:20:38,028 [Mel breathes heavily] 388 00:20:39,780 --> 00:20:42,824 Look, I know this must be hard 389 00:20:43,742 --> 00:20:45,702 with everything you've been through. 390 00:20:45,786 --> 00:20:46,787 [Mel sniffles] 391 00:20:48,956 --> 00:20:49,957 Yeah, it's just… 392 00:20:50,832 --> 00:20:53,293 It's just tougher than I thought it was gonna be. 393 00:20:55,963 --> 00:20:57,756 Listen, at any point… 394 00:20:57,839 --> 00:20:58,799 [Mel exhales] 395 00:20:59,466 --> 00:21:01,593 …you know, if you feel like it's too much, 396 00:21:01,677 --> 00:21:04,179 just say the word, I'll take you anywhere you wanna go. 397 00:21:07,474 --> 00:21:08,392 Thanks. 398 00:21:12,521 --> 00:21:13,939 [Doc] Good afternoon. 399 00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:17,901 I think most of you know I am Vernon Mullins. 400 00:21:20,445 --> 00:21:22,364 For close to 20 years, 401 00:21:23,490 --> 00:21:28,745 Lilly Anderson was a dear, dear friend of mine. 402 00:21:29,329 --> 00:21:32,499 You may have noticed my wife, Hope, couldn't be here, 403 00:21:32,582 --> 00:21:35,210 so I'm speaking for both of us 404 00:21:35,293 --> 00:21:41,675 when I say we extend our deepest condolences to Lilly's family. 405 00:21:41,758 --> 00:21:44,303 We want you to know that you're not alone. 406 00:21:45,887 --> 00:21:50,851 Lilly never failed to help a neighbor or… [chuckles softly] 407 00:21:50,934 --> 00:21:54,896 [sighs] …offer a friend a shoulder to cry on, 408 00:21:55,564 --> 00:22:00,861 because Lilly believed that love was a gift 409 00:22:01,695 --> 00:22:03,530 to share with other people. 410 00:22:04,114 --> 00:22:07,826 She sure shared that gift with all of us. 411 00:22:10,871 --> 00:22:12,331 I once read 412 00:22:13,874 --> 00:22:16,126 that cranky people live longer lives. 413 00:22:17,210 --> 00:22:18,879 If that's the case, 414 00:22:18,962 --> 00:22:20,881 I'm gonna outlive everyone here. 415 00:22:20,964 --> 00:22:22,799 [laughing] 416 00:22:22,883 --> 00:22:26,303 It certainly seems true today. 417 00:22:27,554 --> 00:22:30,682 Lilly was the sweetest person I've ever met. 418 00:22:30,766 --> 00:22:32,059 She and Buck 419 00:22:32,851 --> 00:22:35,312 shared a love story for the ages. 420 00:22:36,521 --> 00:22:38,690 They were just kids when they met, 421 00:22:39,399 --> 00:22:41,443 but things were hard for them. 422 00:22:42,027 --> 00:22:45,155 Looking after the farm, trying to keep it going 423 00:22:45,238 --> 00:22:48,700 while raising their beautiful children. 424 00:22:49,743 --> 00:22:51,328 [Lydie] But they kept on going. 425 00:22:52,454 --> 00:22:55,957 I told Lilly, I want what you and Buck have, 426 00:22:57,084 --> 00:23:01,254 you know, a relationship where both people give more than they get. 427 00:23:01,963 --> 00:23:05,467 Bless her heart, a week later, she introduces me to Shirley. 428 00:23:05,967 --> 00:23:07,177 [Bert chuckles softly] 429 00:23:08,011 --> 00:23:09,012 Thank you, Lilly. 430 00:23:12,849 --> 00:23:14,851 Uh, well… [sighs] 431 00:23:16,269 --> 00:23:20,065 [hesitates] …when I first moved to Virgin River, I, um, 432 00:23:21,024 --> 00:23:22,692 I hardly knew anyone. 433 00:23:22,776 --> 00:23:24,361 Some of you probably remember 434 00:23:24,444 --> 00:23:28,073 I was pretty hell-bent on building the bar from scratch. [chuckles] 435 00:23:28,156 --> 00:23:32,619 I had a little construction experience, but I was mostly out of my depth, 436 00:23:32,702 --> 00:23:36,415 and then Lilly started coming by the job site every day to check in, 437 00:23:36,498 --> 00:23:40,043 and suddenly, all these things I needed just started showing up. 438 00:23:40,127 --> 00:23:43,213 So I asked her, "Hey, Lilly, what's going on here?" 439 00:23:43,296 --> 00:23:45,006 And, uh, she said that… 440 00:23:49,803 --> 00:23:51,513 She said what I had to offer 441 00:23:52,806 --> 00:23:54,850 was good for the town, and, um… 442 00:23:57,936 --> 00:23:59,729 she wanted me to stick around. 443 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:02,274 [sighs softly] 444 00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:08,780 But I will always be grateful to you for helping me build a life here. 445 00:24:11,575 --> 00:24:14,536 And may you rest in peace knowing that your… 446 00:24:15,954 --> 00:24:17,456 your memory will live on. 447 00:24:21,376 --> 00:24:22,419 Thank you, Jack. 448 00:24:24,963 --> 00:24:26,298 [sighs] 449 00:24:26,381 --> 00:24:30,302 Well, if anyone else would like to speak, 450 00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:32,179 now would be the perfect time. 451 00:24:36,349 --> 00:24:37,434 All right, then. 452 00:24:38,894 --> 00:24:42,022 Jack and Preacher have graciously catered-- 453 00:24:42,105 --> 00:24:43,523 [Tara] Doc, wait. 454 00:24:46,610 --> 00:24:49,988 [sniffles] 455 00:24:50,071 --> 00:24:53,992 ["Soft Dark Nothing" playing] 456 00:24:54,075 --> 00:24:55,952 ♪ Goodnight ♪ 457 00:24:56,536 --> 00:24:58,246 ♪ Goodbye ♪ 458 00:24:58,955 --> 00:25:00,457 ♪ Good luck ♪ 459 00:25:01,208 --> 00:25:02,959 ♪ Don't cry ♪ 460 00:25:03,543 --> 00:25:05,962 -[sniffles] -♪ It's the edge ♪ 461 00:25:06,046 --> 00:25:07,714 -[exhales deeply] -♪ Of it all… ♪ 462 00:25:09,549 --> 00:25:13,345 On behalf of my family, I wanna thank everyone for being here. 463 00:25:14,513 --> 00:25:17,891 My mom was a devoted mother 464 00:25:18,433 --> 00:25:22,062 who always put her kids' needs ahead of her own. 465 00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:26,316 [voice quivers] She loved us ferociously 466 00:25:26,399 --> 00:25:27,817 and was our world. 467 00:25:28,401 --> 00:25:30,153 [sniffles] So… 468 00:25:30,946 --> 00:25:32,948 [sniffles] All right. [chuckles softly] 469 00:25:35,909 --> 00:25:37,118 [breathes deeply] 470 00:25:38,245 --> 00:25:41,831 The night that she passed… [breathes shakily] 471 00:25:41,915 --> 00:25:44,084 ♪ All my friends ♪ 472 00:25:44,167 --> 00:25:46,127 ♪ At the end ♪ 473 00:25:46,795 --> 00:25:47,796 ♪ Of the world ♪ 474 00:25:47,879 --> 00:25:50,382 ♪ I hope to see you again… ♪ 475 00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:52,676 [cries] 476 00:25:55,136 --> 00:25:57,889 [Tara cries quietly] 477 00:25:57,973 --> 00:25:59,266 [Tara] And-- 478 00:25:59,349 --> 00:26:01,268 [Tara sniffles] 479 00:26:01,351 --> 00:26:03,436 -Hey, it's okay. -[Tara cries] 480 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,689 -It's okay. -[Tara sniffles] 481 00:26:07,148 --> 00:26:09,234 -Do you want me to read it for you? -Yeah. 482 00:26:09,317 --> 00:26:11,736 -Okay. -[Tara sniffles] 483 00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:13,029 -It's all right. -Okay. 484 00:26:14,364 --> 00:26:15,532 [Tara sniffles] 485 00:26:16,199 --> 00:26:17,158 [Mel clears throat] 486 00:26:18,535 --> 00:26:21,121 "So the night that she passed away, 487 00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:24,958 I was plunged into darkness." 488 00:26:25,041 --> 00:26:28,712 "I couldn't imagine a way out of it until a good friend of mine 489 00:26:29,462 --> 00:26:32,382 helped me remember my mother's spirit." 490 00:26:32,465 --> 00:26:34,884 "My mom loved sunsets." 491 00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:39,264 "She used to say the reason she loved them was because 492 00:26:40,599 --> 00:26:44,185 they reminded her that we don't live in perpetual darkness." 493 00:26:45,228 --> 00:26:49,190 "The sun always finds its way back, and for that, we should be grateful." 494 00:26:51,276 --> 00:26:53,695 "And when you're missing her, just watch a sunset, 495 00:26:53,778 --> 00:26:56,615 because somewhere out there, she is watching too." 496 00:26:58,742 --> 00:27:00,577 -That was beautiful. -[Tara sniffles] 497 00:27:01,703 --> 00:27:02,704 [Tara mouths] Thanks. 498 00:27:03,455 --> 00:27:05,123 ♪ And we hurt ♪ 499 00:27:05,624 --> 00:27:07,876 ♪ And we need ♪ 500 00:27:07,959 --> 00:27:09,502 ♪ To feel whole ♪ 501 00:27:10,337 --> 00:27:11,963 ♪ To feel free ♪ 502 00:27:12,547 --> 00:27:14,633 ♪ To feel like you ♪ 503 00:27:14,716 --> 00:27:16,551 ♪ Feel like me ♪ 504 00:27:21,056 --> 00:27:23,475 -[knocking at door] -[song fades] 505 00:27:23,558 --> 00:27:26,519 Jack, I told you, I'm fine. 506 00:27:26,603 --> 00:27:27,520 [door opens] 507 00:27:28,813 --> 00:27:30,815 It's, uh, not Jack. 508 00:27:32,192 --> 00:27:34,319 Oh. What are you doing here? 509 00:27:34,903 --> 00:27:36,655 Ricky said you were sick. 510 00:27:37,322 --> 00:27:38,907 Did he say anything else? 511 00:27:39,991 --> 00:27:40,867 No. 512 00:27:42,243 --> 00:27:44,621 I just figured that everyone's at the funeral, 513 00:27:45,288 --> 00:27:47,082 and you might want some company. 514 00:27:48,375 --> 00:27:49,542 You know what? 515 00:27:49,626 --> 00:27:52,504 I can go, if you want me to? I didn't mean to intrude. 516 00:27:52,587 --> 00:27:53,463 No. 517 00:27:54,714 --> 00:27:55,757 You're fine. 518 00:27:56,633 --> 00:27:57,676 [sighs softly] 519 00:27:59,469 --> 00:28:00,762 [exhales sharply] 520 00:28:00,845 --> 00:28:02,764 -Whoa. You okay? -Yeah. 521 00:28:02,847 --> 00:28:04,683 You want me to call Doc? 522 00:28:04,766 --> 00:28:05,850 No, I'm fine. 523 00:28:06,726 --> 00:28:08,520 Thanks for the flowers. 524 00:28:08,603 --> 00:28:09,854 You're welcome. 525 00:28:15,360 --> 00:28:16,486 May I sit down? 526 00:28:17,529 --> 00:28:18,488 Go ahead. 527 00:28:21,449 --> 00:28:22,742 [sighs] 528 00:28:24,577 --> 00:28:27,706 Look, I didn't shoot Jack, and I'm not a dealer. 529 00:28:27,789 --> 00:28:29,499 I just need you to know that. 530 00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:34,254 And-- [sighs] 531 00:28:35,046 --> 00:28:36,548 This isn't an excuse… 532 00:28:38,716 --> 00:28:41,136 but when I was growing up, I… [sighs] 533 00:28:41,845 --> 00:28:44,222 …I didn't have anything. 534 00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:51,187 So when I saw how much cash I could make working for Calvin, I just-- 535 00:28:51,271 --> 00:28:52,272 I jumped at it. 536 00:28:54,566 --> 00:28:55,442 I know. 537 00:28:55,525 --> 00:28:59,487 It was weak, and I wish I'd never gotten into business with him. 538 00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:01,156 Because you got caught. 539 00:29:01,239 --> 00:29:02,240 No. 540 00:29:03,241 --> 00:29:04,909 Because that's not who I am. 541 00:29:06,119 --> 00:29:07,162 Not anymore. 542 00:29:07,996 --> 00:29:12,375 Sorry, but I just don't believe people can change who they are. 543 00:29:12,459 --> 00:29:14,919 Well, that's a crappy way to view the world. 544 00:29:15,003 --> 00:29:17,464 I started my career as a public defender, Brady. 545 00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:20,133 I've seen the worst in people, so, yeah, 546 00:29:20,216 --> 00:29:24,721 it's hard for me to have faith in people, especially people who've lied to me. 547 00:29:30,101 --> 00:29:31,144 I'm sorry. 548 00:29:34,147 --> 00:29:38,860 But you're different from any other woman I have ever met. 549 00:29:38,943 --> 00:29:40,779 You're smart. You're funny. 550 00:29:40,862 --> 00:29:43,573 You stand up for yourself, which is sexy as hell. 551 00:29:47,952 --> 00:29:53,166 You got this edge to you that's… I don't know, it's like a freaking magnet. 552 00:29:53,750 --> 00:29:55,126 [Brady sighs] 553 00:29:55,627 --> 00:29:56,753 And I know, 554 00:29:58,421 --> 00:30:01,800 I know I got no business asking you this, but… [sighs] 555 00:30:04,052 --> 00:30:08,264 …please, give me another chance to show you who I really am. 556 00:30:12,185 --> 00:30:13,269 Why should I? 557 00:30:14,395 --> 00:30:16,439 Because I've never said this to anyone. 558 00:30:18,650 --> 00:30:19,984 I'm in love with you. 559 00:30:31,454 --> 00:30:34,457 [guests chatter quietly] 560 00:30:41,589 --> 00:30:44,592 [quiet chatter] 561 00:30:50,431 --> 00:30:51,891 [Preacher] How you doing, buddy? 562 00:30:53,726 --> 00:30:55,395 [Preacher chats quietly] 563 00:31:10,118 --> 00:31:11,035 Hey. 564 00:31:12,412 --> 00:31:13,288 Hey. 565 00:31:14,789 --> 00:31:16,708 I figured you didn't have time to eat. 566 00:31:16,791 --> 00:31:19,460 Oh, yeah, I haven't. Thank you. 567 00:31:21,671 --> 00:31:23,089 Oh, that smells good. 568 00:31:24,424 --> 00:31:25,508 [Jack] Lydie made it. 569 00:31:33,891 --> 00:31:37,729 You know, I was just sitting out here thinking about… [sighs gently] 570 00:31:37,812 --> 00:31:41,149 …being at this house with Lilly's family and how… 571 00:31:42,317 --> 00:31:45,862 [sighs] …she would've loved to see everyone here. 572 00:31:45,945 --> 00:31:47,405 That's the thing with a funeral. 573 00:31:47,488 --> 00:31:49,949 The person who'd appreciate it most can't be here. 574 00:31:51,034 --> 00:31:51,909 [Mel] Yeah. 575 00:31:53,328 --> 00:31:54,287 [sighs softly] 576 00:31:56,873 --> 00:31:59,125 -I think I should probably go inside. -Mel, don't. 577 00:31:59,208 --> 00:32:00,293 Just wait. 578 00:32:03,087 --> 00:32:03,963 Look. 579 00:32:04,047 --> 00:32:05,298 [Jack sighs] 580 00:32:05,381 --> 00:32:07,884 There's something that I need to get off my chest. 581 00:32:07,967 --> 00:32:10,261 Look, Jack, if it's about us-- 582 00:32:10,345 --> 00:32:13,181 Look, it's always about us. 583 00:32:13,264 --> 00:32:15,016 At least it is for me. 584 00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:18,436 You know, from the day I first met you, 585 00:32:19,354 --> 00:32:22,315 almost every decision I've made has been about you. 586 00:32:23,441 --> 00:32:24,567 I'm serious! 587 00:32:25,610 --> 00:32:27,362 Like, even breaking up with you 588 00:32:27,445 --> 00:32:30,073 was just me trying not to stand in the way of your dreams. 589 00:32:30,156 --> 00:32:34,285 Yeah, and I'm accepting of our breakup because I don't want you to be unhappy. 590 00:32:34,369 --> 00:32:35,328 Right. 591 00:32:36,412 --> 00:32:38,456 We both want the other to be happy. 592 00:32:38,539 --> 00:32:39,540 That's… 593 00:32:40,750 --> 00:32:41,709 that's love. 594 00:32:41,793 --> 00:32:42,794 [Mel sighs] 595 00:32:43,294 --> 00:32:46,214 Oh God, Jack, I just don't wanna get into this here. 596 00:32:46,297 --> 00:32:48,007 Mel, you've gotta hear me. 597 00:32:48,966 --> 00:32:50,593 Look, today at the funeral, 598 00:32:50,677 --> 00:32:53,429 hearing about everything that Lilly and Buck went through 599 00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:56,265 and how their love prevailed, 600 00:32:57,850 --> 00:32:59,811 that's what makes life beautiful. 601 00:33:01,270 --> 00:33:02,730 That is what I want with you, 602 00:33:02,814 --> 00:33:06,901 so I need you to know that I am not going to give up on us. 603 00:33:08,403 --> 00:33:09,278 Ever. 604 00:33:10,113 --> 00:33:11,781 I know in my heart 605 00:33:11,864 --> 00:33:16,411 that you did not end up in this random little town by accident, okay? 606 00:33:16,494 --> 00:33:17,495 [Ricky] Hey, guys. 607 00:33:17,578 --> 00:33:22,083 Um, Jack, Preacher says we're ready for the toast. 608 00:33:23,084 --> 00:33:24,794 -We'll be right there. -Thanks, Ricky. 609 00:33:29,340 --> 00:33:31,384 [sighs] Mel. 610 00:33:33,219 --> 00:33:34,929 Jack, they're waiting for us. 611 00:33:38,933 --> 00:33:40,601 -Thanks, Preach. -You bet. 612 00:33:42,311 --> 00:33:43,271 Hey. 613 00:33:43,813 --> 00:33:45,064 -Thank you. -Yeah. 614 00:33:51,154 --> 00:33:52,238 -Hi. -Thank you. 615 00:33:53,364 --> 00:33:54,282 Thanks. 616 00:33:57,326 --> 00:33:59,412 -[glass clinks] -[Ricky] There you go. 617 00:34:01,914 --> 00:34:04,792 So, thank you all for coming. 618 00:34:07,170 --> 00:34:10,715 Today we mourned the loss of an incredible woman. 619 00:34:12,216 --> 00:34:17,013 Tonight we celebrate her life. 620 00:34:18,181 --> 00:34:20,391 It was a life devoted to friends, 621 00:34:21,601 --> 00:34:22,643 family, 622 00:34:24,103 --> 00:34:25,104 and love. 623 00:34:29,150 --> 00:34:30,735 So I'd like to propose a toast. 624 00:34:31,611 --> 00:34:33,654 In the words of Winston Churchill, 625 00:34:34,447 --> 00:34:38,701 "We make a living by what we get. We make a life by what we give." 626 00:34:39,660 --> 00:34:42,413 Lilly certainly gave a heck of a lot more than she took, 627 00:34:42,497 --> 00:34:44,373 and we're all blessed because of that. 628 00:34:44,457 --> 00:34:46,876 I think we can all agree she made our lives better, 629 00:34:48,044 --> 00:34:49,879 and she will be forever missed. 630 00:34:51,547 --> 00:34:52,381 To Lilly! 631 00:34:52,882 --> 00:34:54,550 [guests] To Lilly! 632 00:34:59,931 --> 00:35:01,766 -[Muriel] Doc! -Hey! 633 00:35:01,849 --> 00:35:05,186 [Muriel] You did a lovely job with the service today. 634 00:35:05,269 --> 00:35:08,064 Oh, thank you. I couldn't have done it without you. 635 00:35:08,147 --> 00:35:09,982 Oh, it was nothing, really. 636 00:35:10,066 --> 00:35:14,112 In all those years as a thespian, I have learned to memorize things quickly, 637 00:35:14,195 --> 00:35:17,907 so it was my pleasure to be able to do a little coaching 638 00:35:17,990 --> 00:35:20,368 and "forget the words, speak from the heart." 639 00:35:20,451 --> 00:35:21,869 Yes. It really helped. 640 00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:24,455 I wanted to be so off-book for the service, 641 00:35:24,539 --> 00:35:27,834 but these days, memorizing is not my forte. 642 00:35:27,917 --> 00:35:30,127 -Well, you did a wonderful job. -Thanks. 643 00:35:31,045 --> 00:35:32,964 So still no sign of Hope? 644 00:35:33,047 --> 00:35:35,466 She didn't even make it out of the rental car lot 645 00:35:35,550 --> 00:35:38,094 before the check engine light came on. 646 00:35:38,177 --> 00:35:42,265 But I believe she'll be here in a minute or two. Yeah. 647 00:35:42,348 --> 00:35:44,684 It's just not the same without her, is it? 648 00:35:44,767 --> 00:35:45,935 Well said. 649 00:35:46,018 --> 00:35:47,395 -[cell phone pings] -Um… 650 00:35:49,480 --> 00:35:51,440 Let me take this. I'll see you in a minute. 651 00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:52,650 Yeah, yeah, of course. 652 00:36:22,054 --> 00:36:23,848 [softly] I'm just gonna check on Chloe. 653 00:36:24,640 --> 00:36:26,642 -[softly] Oh my God, I have the best news. -What? 654 00:36:26,726 --> 00:36:29,645 My friend's getting married in Tulum next month. Isn't that cool? 655 00:36:29,729 --> 00:36:30,730 Yeah. 656 00:36:30,813 --> 00:36:34,442 Her family is renting villas for the bridesmaids, so we get to go for free. 657 00:36:34,525 --> 00:36:36,736 -Us? -Yes, dummy. 658 00:36:36,819 --> 00:36:38,529 You'll be my plus-one, right? 659 00:36:38,613 --> 00:36:42,074 I, uh-- I just-- I don't know if I can go. 660 00:36:42,158 --> 00:36:43,034 Why not? 661 00:36:43,117 --> 00:36:46,287 The place is free, and we'll probably fly on her parents' private jet. 662 00:36:46,370 --> 00:36:48,789 -It's not a money thing. -Then what is it? 663 00:36:53,878 --> 00:36:56,547 I don't know where I'm going to be next month. 664 00:36:56,631 --> 00:37:00,176 What are you talking about? You'll be here getting ready for school. 665 00:37:00,259 --> 00:37:02,261 No, I decided not to go to college. 666 00:37:02,345 --> 00:37:05,306 Oh. So you're gonna keep working at the bar, then? 667 00:37:06,641 --> 00:37:08,559 Not exactly. [hesitates] 668 00:37:09,477 --> 00:37:10,436 I'm enlisting. 669 00:37:10,519 --> 00:37:12,230 What do you mean "enlisting"? 670 00:37:12,855 --> 00:37:15,232 -I'm joining the marines. -When? 671 00:37:15,983 --> 00:37:18,152 I sign my contract later this week. 672 00:37:18,236 --> 00:37:21,113 I literally don't understand what you're saying. 673 00:37:21,197 --> 00:37:22,907 I go to basic this fall. 674 00:37:23,908 --> 00:37:26,619 You planned all this behind my back? 675 00:37:26,702 --> 00:37:30,331 I didn't know if I passed my test. I didn't wanna say until it was official-- 676 00:37:30,414 --> 00:37:32,124 So you've been lying to me? 677 00:37:32,208 --> 00:37:33,834 When I covered your shift, 678 00:37:33,918 --> 00:37:36,212 when you said you were studying for college-- 679 00:37:36,295 --> 00:37:39,799 That marine guy at the Lumberjack Games, you totally knew each other. 680 00:37:40,508 --> 00:37:42,343 I didn't know how to tell you. I-- 681 00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:46,264 I can't believe I fell for your nice-guy-next-door act. 682 00:37:47,223 --> 00:37:49,517 You're a liar just like the rest of them. 683 00:37:55,481 --> 00:37:58,025 I can't believe how quickly you put this quilt together. 684 00:37:58,109 --> 00:37:59,902 -[chuckling] -[Connie] Oh. 685 00:38:01,404 --> 00:38:04,782 Sorry. Can you just take that for a minute? 686 00:38:04,865 --> 00:38:06,158 Honey. 687 00:38:06,242 --> 00:38:07,910 -Honey? -[Lizzie sobs] 688 00:38:07,994 --> 00:38:09,120 Oh! 689 00:38:09,203 --> 00:38:11,205 -[Connie] It's okay! -[sobs] 690 00:38:11,288 --> 00:38:12,999 [Connie] It's okay! 691 00:38:13,082 --> 00:38:15,042 -[Lizzie sobs] -Oh. 692 00:38:15,835 --> 00:38:16,877 Oh. 693 00:38:16,961 --> 00:38:18,546 She was a beauty. 694 00:38:18,629 --> 00:38:20,381 She measured 45 inches! 695 00:38:20,464 --> 00:38:22,842 Yeah, I haven't had a lot of luck with striped bass. 696 00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:24,760 I've mostly been pulling in trout. 697 00:38:24,844 --> 00:38:26,721 At least you're pulling in something. 698 00:38:28,139 --> 00:38:29,890 I think my bait went bad. 699 00:38:29,974 --> 00:38:31,767 [laughing] 700 00:38:31,851 --> 00:38:33,269 [Bert] What about you, Jack? 701 00:38:33,352 --> 00:38:35,396 Um… Sorry. Just give me one second. 702 00:38:38,024 --> 00:38:40,401 You have my number now. You call if you wanna talk. 703 00:38:40,484 --> 00:38:41,319 Thanks. 704 00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:46,449 Charmaine was telling me that her father and Buck were very good friends. 705 00:38:46,532 --> 00:38:48,909 And nice job, by the way, on the toast. 706 00:38:51,787 --> 00:38:54,874 So, what about you? 707 00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:57,418 How are the twins? 708 00:38:57,501 --> 00:38:58,961 Oh, they're fine. 709 00:38:59,045 --> 00:39:00,212 Um… 710 00:39:02,590 --> 00:39:06,635 Todd decided that we're moving to Eureka 711 00:39:07,428 --> 00:39:08,929 without consulting me. 712 00:39:10,056 --> 00:39:11,640 -Oh. -Yeah. 713 00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:15,436 I don't know what to do. I-- [sighs] 714 00:39:15,519 --> 00:39:20,357 I love him, but everything always needs to be his way. 715 00:39:21,150 --> 00:39:22,276 Todd's 716 00:39:23,778 --> 00:39:25,696 got a strong personality. 717 00:39:25,780 --> 00:39:27,656 [chuckles] I know you don't like him. 718 00:39:28,366 --> 00:39:30,117 Well, it's not about me. 719 00:39:32,161 --> 00:39:35,206 I bet you're thinking, "I told you so." 720 00:39:35,831 --> 00:39:36,999 [Jack chuckles softly] 721 00:39:39,543 --> 00:39:40,586 No, I'm not. 722 00:39:42,546 --> 00:39:43,798 I'm not at all. 723 00:39:44,882 --> 00:39:48,386 I mean, hey, relationships are tough. 724 00:39:49,804 --> 00:39:50,805 [Charmaine] Hm. 725 00:39:51,597 --> 00:39:53,891 I always said I want you to be happy. 726 00:39:55,351 --> 00:39:56,685 I thought I was. 727 00:39:58,604 --> 00:40:00,856 And now I just-- I don't know. 728 00:40:02,775 --> 00:40:04,193 I don't know what to do. 729 00:40:07,446 --> 00:40:09,240 Why don't you try talking to Todd? 730 00:40:09,323 --> 00:40:13,244 Just explain exactly how you feel, and-- 731 00:40:14,453 --> 00:40:18,124 Look, if he's not willing to meet you halfway, then… [exhales] 732 00:40:19,166 --> 00:40:20,751 …you find someone who will. 733 00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:24,547 You deserve that. 734 00:40:26,674 --> 00:40:27,591 Thanks. 735 00:40:29,510 --> 00:40:30,636 [chuckles softly] 736 00:40:32,555 --> 00:40:38,769 [soft instrumental music playing] 737 00:40:42,231 --> 00:40:43,983 [music fades] 738 00:40:44,692 --> 00:40:45,776 Hey. 739 00:40:47,194 --> 00:40:48,404 What you doing out here? 740 00:40:49,155 --> 00:40:50,698 Lizzie's mad at me. 741 00:40:50,781 --> 00:40:52,074 -Oh yeah? -[Ricky scoffs] 742 00:40:52,825 --> 00:40:53,784 How come? 743 00:40:56,287 --> 00:40:59,957 I enlisted in the marines and sorta kept it a secret. 744 00:41:00,040 --> 00:41:00,958 Whoa. 745 00:41:02,334 --> 00:41:04,795 -What, you signed a contract? -Not yet, but I will. 746 00:41:06,589 --> 00:41:07,590 You know, Ricky, 747 00:41:08,757 --> 00:41:13,012 serving in the corps was one of the greatest honors of my life, 748 00:41:14,221 --> 00:41:16,182 but it's not something you decide on a whim. 749 00:41:16,265 --> 00:41:18,976 It's not. I've wanted to be a marine since I was a kid. 750 00:41:19,059 --> 00:41:21,312 Then why do it behind everyone's back? 751 00:41:21,395 --> 00:41:25,274 -I didn't feel I'd get a lot of support. -Yeah, I don't think that's true. 752 00:41:25,357 --> 00:41:28,736 My grandma and Jack both want me to go to community college, 753 00:41:28,819 --> 00:41:32,573 and I thought Lizzie would want me to stay here. 754 00:41:32,656 --> 00:41:33,532 Listen. 755 00:41:34,783 --> 00:41:36,911 Doesn't matter what other people think. 756 00:41:38,496 --> 00:41:40,956 You know, I'd say that you're the one with doubts. 757 00:41:41,957 --> 00:41:45,419 -Yeah, I'm not as confident as you are. -[Preacher chuckles] 758 00:41:46,086 --> 00:41:49,256 Believe me, I wasn't confident at your age. 759 00:41:50,591 --> 00:41:52,009 That's a part of growing up. 760 00:41:53,344 --> 00:41:55,679 Figuring out who you are, 761 00:41:57,765 --> 00:41:59,266 how you wanna live your life. 762 00:42:02,603 --> 00:42:03,437 [Ricky chuckles] 763 00:42:03,520 --> 00:42:05,105 -[latch clicks] -[knock at door] 764 00:42:06,607 --> 00:42:07,650 Hey. 765 00:42:08,901 --> 00:42:11,445 I just wanted to come and see how you're doing. 766 00:42:12,655 --> 00:42:14,240 I just needed a break. 767 00:42:15,241 --> 00:42:18,035 Everybody out there is so nice. It's just… 768 00:42:20,162 --> 00:42:22,581 You don't have to explain yourself to me. 769 00:42:27,503 --> 00:42:29,838 Thanks for coming to my rescue at the funeral. 770 00:42:31,590 --> 00:42:34,969 I was worried that I wouldn't make it through my speech, and then 771 00:42:36,053 --> 00:42:38,180 I didn't, so… 772 00:42:38,264 --> 00:42:40,766 Well, I admire you for getting up there. 773 00:42:40,849 --> 00:42:44,019 Why? I couldn't even string two sentences together. 774 00:42:44,103 --> 00:42:46,939 Well, when my husband died, 775 00:42:47,022 --> 00:42:51,527 I… didn't speak at the funeral. 776 00:42:52,111 --> 00:42:53,237 Really? 777 00:42:53,320 --> 00:42:54,280 Yeah. 778 00:42:55,990 --> 00:42:59,076 I just knew that I would break down, so I didn't even try. 779 00:43:00,536 --> 00:43:02,830 It kills me. He deserved better. 780 00:43:05,124 --> 00:43:07,167 [Tara] I'm sure people understood. 781 00:43:07,751 --> 00:43:12,464 [sighs] Yeah, of course, everybody… everybody understood. It was just… 782 00:43:13,882 --> 00:43:18,095 I wish that I had had the kind of courage that you had today. 783 00:43:19,221 --> 00:43:20,472 Thanks. 784 00:43:24,852 --> 00:43:30,858 You know, the support from you and from Doc and everybody, 785 00:43:30,941 --> 00:43:33,819 it's been so incredible. 786 00:43:33,902 --> 00:43:37,823 I just feel grateful 787 00:43:38,907 --> 00:43:40,242 to feel so loved. 788 00:43:46,332 --> 00:43:48,792 You know, they say that love heals all wounds. 789 00:43:49,293 --> 00:43:52,254 [chuckles] You think that's true? 790 00:43:53,047 --> 00:43:54,548 [inhales deeply] 791 00:43:57,009 --> 00:43:58,010 Yeah, I do. 792 00:44:00,346 --> 00:44:01,263 I do. 793 00:44:06,352 --> 00:44:10,981 [Every Other Sunday Morning" playing] 794 00:44:12,941 --> 00:44:18,364 ♪ We're losing faith in one another… ♪ 795 00:44:18,447 --> 00:44:19,782 Brie's feeling better. 796 00:44:21,992 --> 00:44:24,703 -I'll come back and check on her tomorrow. -Thanks. 797 00:44:26,663 --> 00:44:28,957 I really appreciate everything you've done for her. 798 00:44:30,584 --> 00:44:31,627 You're welcome. 799 00:44:32,795 --> 00:44:35,422 You don't have to keep thanking me. I love Brie. 800 00:44:36,090 --> 00:44:36,965 Okay. 801 00:44:39,510 --> 00:44:42,638 Well, if you're ready, I'll take you back to the cabin. 802 00:44:42,721 --> 00:44:44,223 You shouldn't walk home alone. 803 00:44:48,310 --> 00:44:51,689 Look, I've been thinking about everything that you said. 804 00:44:53,482 --> 00:44:54,316 And? 805 00:44:56,276 --> 00:45:01,073 And breaking up was definitely the safe thing to do. 806 00:45:03,325 --> 00:45:04,410 Mel… 807 00:45:11,250 --> 00:45:12,334 I love you. 808 00:45:13,377 --> 00:45:14,461 I know. 809 00:45:16,213 --> 00:45:17,339 I love you too. 810 00:45:22,052 --> 00:45:24,596 That's why my heart is telling me to stay with you. 811 00:45:25,973 --> 00:45:27,933 ♪ Forgiveness ♪ 812 00:45:28,016 --> 00:45:34,231 ♪ For you ♪ 813 00:45:35,065 --> 00:45:40,446 ♪ For you ♪ 814 00:45:43,866 --> 00:45:48,620 ♪ Oh, oh… ♪ 815 00:45:49,705 --> 00:45:50,789 [knocking at door] 816 00:45:52,791 --> 00:45:55,627 -[knocking at door] -[Doc] Yeah! I'm coming! I'm coming! 817 00:45:57,671 --> 00:46:04,636 ♪ Oh, sweet forgiveness… ♪ 818 00:46:04,720 --> 00:46:06,805 [song fades] 819 00:46:06,889 --> 00:46:07,931 [Doc] Sheriff, hey. 820 00:46:08,015 --> 00:46:10,851 Hey there. Sorry if I woke you. I went by Hope's, but-- 821 00:46:10,934 --> 00:46:13,103 No, no, it's okay. What can I do for you? 822 00:46:13,187 --> 00:46:17,357 Doc, I don't know, uh, how to say this, so I'm just gonna lay it out for you. 823 00:46:17,441 --> 00:46:18,776 What? 824 00:46:18,859 --> 00:46:20,068 [Sheriff sighs] 825 00:46:20,152 --> 00:46:21,653 There's been an accident. 826 00:46:21,737 --> 00:46:26,992 [tense music playing] nt.