1 00:00:10,719 --> 00:00:13,138 The sheriff and highway patrol are aware. 2 00:00:14,597 --> 00:00:18,018 Okay. Thank you, Bert. Just can you keep me posted, please? 3 00:00:19,352 --> 00:00:21,062 Okay. Bye-bye. 4 00:00:21,604 --> 00:00:22,689 [knocking on door] 5 00:00:25,608 --> 00:00:27,318 -Hi. -Hey. Any word yet? 6 00:00:27,402 --> 00:00:28,319 No, no. 7 00:00:30,613 --> 00:00:31,531 So who's doing what? 8 00:00:31,614 --> 00:00:34,325 Preacher is driving through town, looking. 9 00:00:34,409 --> 00:00:35,285 Um... 10 00:00:35,785 --> 00:00:38,163 Brie and Brady are walking the riverbank 11 00:00:38,246 --> 00:00:40,832 and Mike is trying to track Jack's cell phone. 12 00:00:40,915 --> 00:00:43,501 When I left the B and B, Jo Ellen was still manning the phone tree. 13 00:00:43,585 --> 00:00:45,879 Bert and his mechanic are out looking. 14 00:00:46,546 --> 00:00:48,131 Good. So, what can I do? 15 00:00:49,424 --> 00:00:53,344 -You sure you wanna stay? -I won't let you handle this by yourself. 16 00:00:53,970 --> 00:00:57,015 Well, the hospital said I could call back, 17 00:00:57,098 --> 00:01:00,018 -if you could call them. -I'll call. Grace Valley? 18 00:01:00,101 --> 00:01:01,102 -Okay. -Thank you. 19 00:01:02,604 --> 00:01:03,688 [phone ringing] 20 00:01:06,024 --> 00:01:08,860 -Jack? -[Stacie] Mel, it's Stacie. 21 00:01:08,943 --> 00:01:10,445 Did you get my message? 22 00:01:10,528 --> 00:01:11,738 Stacie, hi. 23 00:01:11,821 --> 00:01:13,448 Hey, so I'm in Clear River. 24 00:01:13,531 --> 00:01:16,159 I was hoping we could have dinner tomorrow. 25 00:01:16,242 --> 00:01:18,787 Listen. I'm dealing with an emergency, 26 00:01:18,870 --> 00:01:21,831 -so I can't talk. I-- -I really need to see you. 27 00:01:21,915 --> 00:01:23,083 [phone beeps] 28 00:01:23,166 --> 00:01:26,544 I'm getting another call. Just call me tomorrow. Oh, God. 29 00:01:27,962 --> 00:01:28,838 Hello? 30 00:01:28,922 --> 00:01:31,549 [woman] No John Does in the last 12 hours, Dr. Hayek. 31 00:01:31,633 --> 00:01:32,467 All right. 32 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:36,638 Could you transfer me to the morgue, please? 33 00:01:37,555 --> 00:01:38,890 [theme music playing] 34 00:01:51,569 --> 00:01:53,446 Mel, just hang in there. 35 00:01:54,572 --> 00:01:57,826 We will find him. Yeah. 36 00:01:58,868 --> 00:02:00,078 What did Mel say? 37 00:02:00,161 --> 00:02:02,122 [sighs] No sign of him yet. 38 00:02:02,205 --> 00:02:05,375 I can't just sit around here. I'll drive around-- 39 00:02:05,458 --> 00:02:08,336 You shouldn't be driving with your macular thing. 40 00:02:08,419 --> 00:02:09,546 Fine, fine. 41 00:02:10,505 --> 00:02:12,715 -I'll call Denny. -He's at the movies. 42 00:02:15,510 --> 00:02:16,845 -His phone's off. -See? 43 00:02:16,928 --> 00:02:17,804 I'll go. 44 00:02:18,346 --> 00:02:20,181 A, you are not cleared to drive, 45 00:02:20,265 --> 00:02:22,684 and, B, you just said you had a headache. 46 00:02:22,767 --> 00:02:24,269 I'll take more aspirin. 47 00:02:25,061 --> 00:02:27,730 Let me repeat, you are not cleared to drive. 48 00:02:28,231 --> 00:02:29,899 We're getting to be like your truck. 49 00:02:29,983 --> 00:02:33,361 Something breaks, they no longer make replacement parts. 50 00:02:33,444 --> 00:02:36,072 -It is called aging. -God. 51 00:02:36,906 --> 00:02:38,491 I wish Lilly was here. 52 00:02:38,575 --> 00:02:40,285 She'd be over in a flash. 53 00:02:40,368 --> 00:02:44,247 Muriel. Sorry to call so late, but do you think you could drive--? 54 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:47,876 That would be great. Yes. 55 00:02:49,252 --> 00:02:51,421 -She's on her way. -And then what? 56 00:02:51,504 --> 00:02:54,299 Well, we grid the county map 57 00:02:55,216 --> 00:02:58,887 and then we drive one section at a time. 58 00:03:00,054 --> 00:03:04,100 Pull up a photo of Jack in case we need to show it to some people. 59 00:03:04,184 --> 00:03:08,229 -Vernon, we have to find him. -We will leave no stone unturned. 60 00:03:12,191 --> 00:03:13,526 [phone ringing] 61 00:03:15,153 --> 00:03:15,987 [beeps] 62 00:03:16,863 --> 00:03:17,697 Hey. 63 00:03:17,780 --> 00:03:19,282 [crying] Hey, Preach. 64 00:03:20,241 --> 00:03:21,701 You found anything yet? 65 00:03:21,784 --> 00:03:23,870 No. Sorry. 66 00:03:24,871 --> 00:03:27,665 What if he had an accident and he's trapped? 67 00:03:27,749 --> 00:03:30,501 We've got all hands on deck. We'll find him. 68 00:03:30,585 --> 00:03:32,962 It's been six hours since anybody has heard from him. 69 00:03:33,046 --> 00:03:34,714 We've got to stay positive. 70 00:03:35,548 --> 00:03:37,550 I know. I'm trying. 71 00:03:38,134 --> 00:03:40,678 Actually, hold on. I think I see something. 72 00:04:11,334 --> 00:04:13,544 -What the hell, Jack? -What are you doing here? 73 00:04:13,628 --> 00:04:15,797 -Looking for you. -What? 74 00:04:17,257 --> 00:04:19,342 -I got him, Mel. -My God. Thank God. 75 00:04:25,431 --> 00:04:27,517 Oh, shit. I need to get to the wedding. 76 00:04:28,017 --> 00:04:28,935 It's over, man. 77 00:04:29,477 --> 00:04:31,104 -Huh? -It's over. 78 00:04:31,646 --> 00:04:32,855 [folk music playing] 79 00:04:32,939 --> 00:04:34,190 ♪ And I hope ♪ 80 00:04:35,733 --> 00:04:37,277 ♪ On a hope ♪ 81 00:04:38,778 --> 00:04:40,321 ♪ It's such a lonely... ♪ 82 00:04:40,405 --> 00:04:41,239 [Mel] Good night. 83 00:04:45,743 --> 00:04:47,704 ♪ It slips ♪ 84 00:04:48,454 --> 00:04:50,832 ♪ From my fingers ♪ 85 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:54,836 ♪ But I can't let go... ♪ 86 00:04:58,673 --> 00:05:00,842 You're spending the night at Preacher's house. 87 00:05:00,925 --> 00:05:01,926 I had to see you. 88 00:05:04,887 --> 00:05:10,018 Mel, I'm so sorry I missed the wedding. I know how important that was to you. 89 00:05:11,102 --> 00:05:14,188 Oh. Okay, okay. Right, so that's what you're sorry about. 90 00:05:15,940 --> 00:05:16,816 [scoffs] 91 00:05:17,525 --> 00:05:21,988 -I thought something happened to you. -No, I'm fine. 92 00:05:22,697 --> 00:05:25,241 Oh, yeah. Well, clearly that's not the case. 93 00:05:25,325 --> 00:05:26,159 Look. I, um... 94 00:05:26,993 --> 00:05:30,830 Something came up and I didn't handle it well. 95 00:05:30,913 --> 00:05:33,082 Great, so you decided to drink. 96 00:05:33,166 --> 00:05:35,209 I thought I could sleep it off. 97 00:05:35,293 --> 00:05:37,545 I don't even know what to say to that. 98 00:05:39,672 --> 00:05:43,092 [scoffs] You know, I had the entire town looking for you. 99 00:05:43,176 --> 00:05:46,763 I'll apologize to everyone, but right now I wanna make things right with you. 100 00:05:48,556 --> 00:05:50,600 Mel, look, I know I messed up. 101 00:05:50,683 --> 00:05:51,893 Okay? I'm sorry. 102 00:05:54,520 --> 00:05:55,354 Just go. 103 00:05:58,149 --> 00:05:59,859 ♪ Every scar ♪ 104 00:06:01,694 --> 00:06:05,323 ♪ That don't mean That they don't hurt too ♪ 105 00:06:06,908 --> 00:06:11,120 ♪ There's something About the way it feels ♪ 106 00:06:11,954 --> 00:06:16,751 ♪ Chaos and the cold ♪ 107 00:06:17,543 --> 00:06:18,836 ♪ Mm ♪ 108 00:06:19,587 --> 00:06:23,883 ♪ There's something About the way it feels ♪ 109 00:06:24,675 --> 00:06:31,265 ♪ The calm before the storm ♪ 110 00:06:40,358 --> 00:06:42,151 Do you want me to make coffee? 111 00:06:42,235 --> 00:06:43,152 Mm-mm. 112 00:06:44,487 --> 00:06:45,321 Not yet. 113 00:06:50,243 --> 00:06:54,705 -You're something else, you know that? -The feeling's mutual. 114 00:06:57,708 --> 00:06:59,836 And thanks again for last night. 115 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:05,133 I know going to a wedding and then helping me look for Jack wasn't fun. 116 00:07:05,216 --> 00:07:06,175 It was fine. 117 00:07:07,927 --> 00:07:10,012 And at least he's okay, you know? 118 00:07:10,847 --> 00:07:12,682 I just don't understand. 119 00:07:13,474 --> 00:07:16,477 -He's always been so responsible. -That's the problem. 120 00:07:17,228 --> 00:07:18,938 He acts like he's untouchable, but... 121 00:07:20,606 --> 00:07:21,941 the stuff he's seen... 122 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:24,777 it's dark. 123 00:07:25,611 --> 00:07:27,155 It doesn't magically disappear 124 00:07:27,238 --> 00:07:29,740 just because you pretend you got everything figured out. 125 00:07:30,575 --> 00:07:34,370 Well, how did you handle it when you got back? 126 00:07:34,454 --> 00:07:35,288 Not well. 127 00:07:36,038 --> 00:07:37,832 I got in fights, went to jail. 128 00:07:39,292 --> 00:07:41,419 I didn't do it the right way, but... 129 00:07:42,420 --> 00:07:44,255 I did let go of a lot of stuff. 130 00:07:47,008 --> 00:07:49,677 Jack is hurting. I don't know how to help him. 131 00:07:50,970 --> 00:07:51,929 Just be there. 132 00:07:53,806 --> 00:07:56,934 When I got back, I didn't have anyone I could talk to. 133 00:07:57,018 --> 00:08:01,564 My uncle had his own problems. And I think if I had someone I felt... 134 00:08:03,399 --> 00:08:05,693 close to, it would have really helped. 135 00:08:07,028 --> 00:08:08,446 And how do you feel now? 136 00:08:11,365 --> 00:08:12,825 Now I feel happy. 137 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:19,123 I know it won't last, but right now, everything's good. 138 00:08:19,207 --> 00:08:23,085 -What do you mean, it won't last? -This is you taking a break. 139 00:08:24,086 --> 00:08:28,299 Yeah, at some point, you'll wanna go back to the city, 140 00:08:28,382 --> 00:08:31,552 your big corporate legal job 141 00:08:31,636 --> 00:08:34,847 with your fundraisers and your opera tickets. 142 00:08:36,432 --> 00:08:37,808 It just ain't my world. 143 00:08:37,892 --> 00:08:40,269 -I hate opera. -You know what I mean. 144 00:08:41,854 --> 00:08:45,775 Brady. This isn't some vacation fling. 145 00:08:48,069 --> 00:08:49,320 I'm in love with you. 146 00:08:53,658 --> 00:08:57,870 Right now, that's true. And that's enough for me. 147 00:09:15,304 --> 00:09:18,558 All right, well, in case I haven't said it already, 148 00:09:19,183 --> 00:09:22,478 thanks for bringing me back to my truck, for putting me up last night. 149 00:09:22,979 --> 00:09:24,021 My couch is your couch. 150 00:09:25,690 --> 00:09:26,649 You talk to Mel? 151 00:09:29,277 --> 00:09:31,779 -She's not picking up her phone. -What are you gonna do? 152 00:09:31,862 --> 00:09:33,531 Go to the clinic, apologize. 153 00:09:34,365 --> 00:09:35,408 Hope she's calmed down. 154 00:09:36,200 --> 00:09:39,537 -I don't blame her for being mad at you. -Neither do I. 155 00:09:41,205 --> 00:09:42,415 [Preacher] Hey, listen, man. 156 00:09:43,207 --> 00:09:48,713 I want you to know that I think of you as family, so I'll be straight with you. 157 00:09:48,796 --> 00:09:52,008 Work out your issues, find out what's going on up here. 158 00:09:55,303 --> 00:09:56,178 Hmm. 159 00:09:56,262 --> 00:09:59,265 Talk to Barry Martinez, he's a therapist. 160 00:09:59,348 --> 00:10:02,476 Tell me, how is a civilian gonna understand what I'm dealing with? 161 00:10:02,560 --> 00:10:04,020 He did two tours in the Marines. 162 00:10:04,103 --> 00:10:07,565 He's got a master's in psychology and he runs my veterans support group. 163 00:10:07,648 --> 00:10:10,943 I told you, I'm not gonna be sitting around in a circle 164 00:10:11,027 --> 00:10:13,237 with a group of guys talking about my feelings. 165 00:10:13,321 --> 00:10:16,324 He does one-on-ones. I've been doing them since Christopher disappeared. 166 00:10:16,407 --> 00:10:17,950 Without Barry, I would've lost it. 167 00:10:18,034 --> 00:10:20,286 Glad therapy works, but don't think it's my thing. 168 00:10:20,369 --> 00:10:23,247 Whatever it is you're doing, it ain't working. 169 00:10:24,206 --> 00:10:25,875 At least give it a try, man. 170 00:10:45,269 --> 00:10:48,648 -What is that? -Blueberry muffins for Muriel. 171 00:10:48,731 --> 00:10:52,234 As a thank-you for last night. Can you drop them off on your way to work? 172 00:10:52,318 --> 00:10:55,863 Well, sure, sure. That was-- That was very thoughtful of you. 173 00:10:55,946 --> 00:10:58,032 She was a good sport last night. 174 00:10:58,115 --> 00:11:01,369 For putting up with your backseat driving, she sure was. 175 00:11:01,452 --> 00:11:04,413 Jack is safe, and that's all that needs to be said. 176 00:11:04,497 --> 00:11:05,623 Mm-hm. 177 00:11:07,458 --> 00:11:08,542 Have you seen Denny? 178 00:11:08,626 --> 00:11:11,003 Yeah, he left a note, said he's running errands. 179 00:11:11,087 --> 00:11:11,921 Oh. 180 00:11:12,672 --> 00:11:13,631 So... 181 00:11:15,424 --> 00:11:16,759 what are you doing today? 182 00:11:18,928 --> 00:11:19,762 I don't know. 183 00:11:20,763 --> 00:11:22,348 I can't stop thinking about Lilly. 184 00:11:24,183 --> 00:11:28,187 Last night made me realize how much I depended on her in emergencies. 185 00:11:28,729 --> 00:11:31,107 Muriel is not exactly a calming influence. 186 00:11:31,190 --> 00:11:32,316 Mm. Mm. 187 00:11:35,027 --> 00:11:37,530 Why don't you give Tara a call? 188 00:11:37,613 --> 00:11:41,367 Maybe seeing her would help you feel closer to Lilly. 189 00:11:43,369 --> 00:11:46,247 Maybe, or it'll make me miss her more. 190 00:11:46,330 --> 00:11:50,042 What if seeing you makes Tara feel better? 191 00:11:51,335 --> 00:11:52,962 That'd be pretty good, wouldn't it? 192 00:12:04,306 --> 00:12:06,600 Hey. Mel here? 193 00:12:06,684 --> 00:12:08,978 -She's in with a patient. -I'll wait. 194 00:12:10,187 --> 00:12:13,441 -You want some coffee? -Sure. 195 00:12:15,818 --> 00:12:18,446 -How do you take it? Black? -Yeah, thanks. 196 00:12:22,992 --> 00:12:24,243 -Cheers. -Yeah. 197 00:12:31,917 --> 00:12:33,586 So any idea how long she's gonna be? 198 00:12:33,669 --> 00:12:36,922 It's hard to say. She's been out of sorts this morning. 199 00:12:37,006 --> 00:12:40,342 -Yeah. -Yeah, she's tired, distracted. 200 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:45,473 -Last night was hard on her. -Right. 201 00:12:45,556 --> 00:12:49,935 I know this is none of my business, but it's obvious how much she loves you. 202 00:12:50,019 --> 00:12:51,437 It is none of your business. 203 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:53,814 I'm just trying to help. Mel's a great woman and... 204 00:12:54,565 --> 00:12:57,526 Look, I don't know what you're hoping to get out of the situation. 205 00:12:57,610 --> 00:12:59,528 You have no idea what you're talking about. 206 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:03,157 I'm not hoping to get anything. I'm simply observing. 207 00:13:03,240 --> 00:13:06,160 Do me a favor, keep your observations to yourself. 208 00:13:07,369 --> 00:13:08,370 Hey. 209 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:12,708 I need to talk to you outside. 210 00:13:18,088 --> 00:13:19,089 Thanks for the coffee. 211 00:13:23,093 --> 00:13:24,053 [sighs] 212 00:13:24,136 --> 00:13:25,513 What the hell was that? 213 00:13:25,596 --> 00:13:27,223 Why are you being rude to Cameron? 214 00:13:27,306 --> 00:13:28,641 He got under my skin. 215 00:13:29,266 --> 00:13:30,684 Okay. What are you doing here? 216 00:13:30,768 --> 00:13:32,019 I need five minutes. 217 00:13:33,270 --> 00:13:37,608 What happened last night was unacceptable, and I'm sorry I made you worry. 218 00:13:37,691 --> 00:13:40,444 Okay, you know what? Worry doesn't come close. 219 00:13:40,528 --> 00:13:41,904 I thought you were in a ditch. 220 00:13:41,987 --> 00:13:43,864 -I couldn't drive. -Oh, right. 221 00:13:43,948 --> 00:13:45,741 Right. You couldn't drive. 222 00:13:47,451 --> 00:13:49,995 -What happened to quitting? -Last night was an exception. 223 00:13:50,079 --> 00:13:52,915 The night of my sister's wedding was an exception. 224 00:13:52,998 --> 00:13:55,000 Look, it's not gonna happen again. 225 00:13:55,084 --> 00:13:57,795 -How am I supposed to believe you? -I made a decision. 226 00:13:57,878 --> 00:14:00,881 I'm done. I'm done with drinking. I'm done with living in the past. 227 00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:05,427 Jack, trauma is not a switch you can turn on and off by yourself. 228 00:14:05,511 --> 00:14:07,763 I know. I get it. 229 00:14:08,389 --> 00:14:09,557 -You get it? -Yeah. 230 00:14:09,640 --> 00:14:11,767 Then why do we keep having this conversation? 231 00:14:14,270 --> 00:14:16,605 You know what? I can't talk to you anymore. 232 00:14:21,861 --> 00:14:22,945 [door slams] 233 00:14:24,863 --> 00:14:26,240 [phone ringing] 234 00:14:30,286 --> 00:14:31,203 Hey, Stacie. 235 00:14:31,287 --> 00:14:33,247 Hi. Oh, I'm glad you answered. 236 00:14:33,330 --> 00:14:37,042 -So can you meet me for dinner? -Tonight's not a good night. I-- 237 00:14:37,126 --> 00:14:38,711 I really need to see you. 238 00:14:38,794 --> 00:14:40,880 I know, but I didn't sleep at all last night. 239 00:14:40,963 --> 00:14:42,089 Can we do it tomorrow? 240 00:14:42,172 --> 00:14:44,884 Paul and I are leaving in the morning. What if you go early? 241 00:14:55,895 --> 00:14:58,314 Hey. Here to pick up Hope's lunch order. 242 00:14:58,856 --> 00:15:01,692 -Tuna on rye? -Unfortunately, that's the one. 243 00:15:02,192 --> 00:15:04,194 -Not a fan of tuna? -Not when it's in my car. 244 00:15:05,863 --> 00:15:10,326 Hey, so Ten Pins in Clear River's doing cosmic bowling tonight. Wanna go? 245 00:15:10,409 --> 00:15:11,410 Um... 246 00:15:12,369 --> 00:15:14,997 I can't. Preacher's leaving early, so I'm closing tonight. 247 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:18,042 -How about tomorrow night? -Maybe. I'll have to check with Connie. 248 00:15:18,709 --> 00:15:20,336 Okay. No worries. 249 00:15:20,419 --> 00:15:22,004 Just let me know. 250 00:15:22,087 --> 00:15:23,714 -Okay. -See you later. 251 00:15:33,098 --> 00:15:36,352 -Why are you lying to him? -Why are you spying on me? 252 00:15:36,435 --> 00:15:39,521 I have never seen you volunteer to talk to Connie about anything. 253 00:15:40,230 --> 00:15:42,107 -Ugh. You're so annoying. -But I'm right. 254 00:15:44,485 --> 00:15:46,654 Fine. I was looking for a phone charger 255 00:15:46,737 --> 00:15:49,156 and I found a stash of Klonopin in Denny's stuff. 256 00:15:49,239 --> 00:15:51,241 -What did you do? -I told Doc. 257 00:15:51,325 --> 00:15:52,576 Why did you do that? 258 00:15:52,660 --> 00:15:54,870 Because it wasn't prescribed to him, 259 00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:57,539 and if Denny has a drug problem, Doc should know about it. 260 00:15:57,623 --> 00:16:00,709 If it was his dad or grandma, maybe they gave it to him to help him sleep. 261 00:16:00,793 --> 00:16:02,628 He doesn't seem like an addict. 262 00:16:05,422 --> 00:16:07,841 You think he has a good reason for having those pills? 263 00:16:07,925 --> 00:16:10,761 He might. You'd have to ask. 264 00:16:13,681 --> 00:16:16,016 You're right. Thanks. 265 00:16:16,100 --> 00:16:18,477 -For what? -Being such a good friend. 266 00:16:23,399 --> 00:16:25,359 Hey, Ricky. How's it going? 267 00:16:27,444 --> 00:16:28,570 Love sucks, Preach. 268 00:16:36,704 --> 00:16:37,788 [knocking on door] 269 00:16:39,081 --> 00:16:40,416 Come in. [clears throat] 270 00:16:43,210 --> 00:16:46,088 Okay. If you're here to read me the riot act, don't. 271 00:16:46,171 --> 00:16:47,923 I know perfectly well what I did. 272 00:16:48,007 --> 00:16:53,137 I just came by to say, if you need anything, I'm here for you. 273 00:16:53,721 --> 00:16:56,181 -God, I screwed up, Brie. -Right. 274 00:16:56,265 --> 00:16:57,891 Because you're human. 275 00:16:57,975 --> 00:17:01,895 Why are you being so understanding? I've been pretty tough on you. 276 00:17:01,979 --> 00:17:06,734 Oof. I know. You gave me a free place to live, you helped me get a job, 277 00:17:06,817 --> 00:17:09,778 introduced me to your friends, I can't believe we're still talking. 278 00:17:09,862 --> 00:17:13,490 Well, you're family. I'm always gonna look out for you. 279 00:17:14,158 --> 00:17:15,242 It goes both ways. 280 00:17:20,205 --> 00:17:22,249 How's Sugar? Have you been riding? 281 00:17:22,958 --> 00:17:24,710 Few times, but it's hard. 282 00:17:24,793 --> 00:17:27,838 I keep expecting my mom's gonna walk out of the barn to greet us. 283 00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:30,299 And that'll never happen again. 284 00:17:32,801 --> 00:17:36,096 You've been so brave, and taking care of Chloe... 285 00:17:36,680 --> 00:17:40,601 I should be thanking Chloe. She's the reason I get out of bed. 286 00:17:41,477 --> 00:17:44,438 In fact, I should relieve the sitter. 287 00:17:45,189 --> 00:17:46,190 Oh. Oh. 288 00:17:46,774 --> 00:17:50,652 Thanks for coming over. I didn't have it in me to face the farm. 289 00:17:50,736 --> 00:17:51,862 I totally get it. 290 00:17:51,945 --> 00:17:55,199 You know, it can be bittersweet, but when I'm out there, 291 00:17:55,282 --> 00:17:58,452 I feel like Mom's all around me. 292 00:17:59,620 --> 00:18:01,330 Wish I had a place like that. 293 00:18:01,413 --> 00:18:02,247 So make one. 294 00:18:03,081 --> 00:18:06,710 Go somewhere you think she'd have loved and make it your spot. 295 00:18:06,794 --> 00:18:07,628 And do what? 296 00:18:08,504 --> 00:18:10,547 [chuckles] Nothing. 297 00:18:11,090 --> 00:18:13,217 Just reflect. 298 00:18:13,300 --> 00:18:16,678 I'm not very good at sitting still. Let alone being quiet. 299 00:18:17,513 --> 00:18:21,809 Well, might be worth trying. It's been really good for me. 300 00:18:22,976 --> 00:18:25,395 -Thank you. -Oh, sweetheart, thank you. 301 00:18:29,566 --> 00:18:31,860 [on voicemail] You've reached Denny, please leave a message. 302 00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,821 Denny, Denny, it's Doc. 303 00:18:33,904 --> 00:18:37,783 I was wondering if you would stop by the clinic today. 304 00:18:39,535 --> 00:18:43,872 There's something I want to discuss with you, privately. Bye. 305 00:18:49,753 --> 00:18:53,298 -Hey. -Hey. How are you? 306 00:18:55,008 --> 00:18:56,260 Ah. 307 00:18:56,343 --> 00:18:57,219 I'm okay. 308 00:18:58,428 --> 00:19:00,931 -Could have taken the day off. -I know. 309 00:19:01,557 --> 00:19:04,560 I just didn't want to be alone with my thoughts. 310 00:19:04,643 --> 00:19:06,812 Oh, I have been there, believe me. 311 00:19:07,437 --> 00:19:10,858 -And you and Jack have a lot going on. -Yeah, we do. 312 00:19:11,942 --> 00:19:13,110 [phone ringing] 313 00:19:13,986 --> 00:19:17,823 Look, I'm not making an excuse for what Jack did, but, uh... 314 00:19:20,117 --> 00:19:23,829 The veteran's experience is uniquely complex. 315 00:19:23,912 --> 00:19:25,539 -[phone chimes, buzzes] -I know. 316 00:19:27,332 --> 00:19:30,168 I know, I just-- I don't know how he'll get out 317 00:19:30,252 --> 00:19:32,379 of this destructive cycle if he won't get help. 318 00:19:33,672 --> 00:19:34,506 It's the fear. 319 00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:38,427 The fear of reliving the pain... 320 00:19:39,469 --> 00:19:41,221 that trumps reason. 321 00:19:43,098 --> 00:19:45,184 Maybe this will clarify things. Uh... 322 00:19:45,809 --> 00:19:49,730 January 31, 1968, was one of the biggest campaigns 323 00:19:49,813 --> 00:19:52,065 by the North Vietnamese in the Vietnam War. 324 00:19:52,149 --> 00:19:54,026 Took me 30 years 325 00:19:54,109 --> 00:19:59,615 before I could say the phrase "Tet Offensive" out loud. 326 00:20:00,699 --> 00:20:02,034 It was that bad. 327 00:20:02,659 --> 00:20:04,161 Doc, I'm so sorry. 328 00:20:04,244 --> 00:20:06,747 -I'm not telling you this for sympathy, -[cell phone chimes] 329 00:20:06,830 --> 00:20:11,585 I'm trying to explain how deep some vets bury the trauma of war 330 00:20:11,668 --> 00:20:14,004 in order to function day to day. 331 00:20:14,087 --> 00:20:16,673 Not something I'm ever gonna understand. 332 00:20:17,925 --> 00:20:19,259 I feel so helpless. 333 00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:22,262 All I'm saying is don't give up on him. 334 00:20:24,348 --> 00:20:28,518 What you guys have is-- Well, it's worth fighting for. 335 00:20:33,148 --> 00:20:34,358 -[phone ringing] -Yeah. 336 00:20:36,735 --> 00:20:39,738 Well, someone is really trying to get ahold of you. 337 00:20:40,864 --> 00:20:44,368 It's Stacie, my sister-in-law. She wants to have dinner tonight. 338 00:20:44,451 --> 00:20:46,203 It's not like you to avoid someone. 339 00:20:46,286 --> 00:20:50,165 I don't know if that's entirely true, but I'm just exhausted. 340 00:20:51,375 --> 00:20:55,379 And she is, uh... difficult. 341 00:20:57,214 --> 00:21:01,635 I know it is your nature to put others' needs above your own, 342 00:21:01,718 --> 00:21:03,971 but give yourself a break on this one. 343 00:21:04,054 --> 00:21:05,847 Just do what's best for you. 344 00:21:06,807 --> 00:21:07,641 Yeah. 345 00:21:27,411 --> 00:21:28,870 Hello, Daniel. 346 00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:34,543 -It's Brady. Do I know you? -We have not been formally introduced. 347 00:21:35,127 --> 00:21:36,003 I'm Melissa. 348 00:21:37,379 --> 00:21:40,465 -And? -And this is my operation. 349 00:21:40,549 --> 00:21:44,344 Well, it's a family business, but I run the day-to-day. 350 00:21:44,428 --> 00:21:45,262 That so? 351 00:21:46,596 --> 00:21:49,808 And how do I know you are who you are and not some cop? 352 00:21:50,517 --> 00:21:54,021 Calvin promised you the keys to the kingdom when he retired. 353 00:21:54,104 --> 00:21:54,938 Is that right? 354 00:21:55,981 --> 00:21:59,735 I also know your collaboration with law enforcement 355 00:21:59,818 --> 00:22:01,903 precipitated the raid on Emerald Lumber. 356 00:22:01,987 --> 00:22:04,781 -That's not true. -Cut the crap, Brady. 357 00:22:04,865 --> 00:22:09,619 If there's one thing I cannot stomach, it's a liar. Just ask Calvin. 358 00:22:10,829 --> 00:22:15,917 -That's why he's been... demoted. -So why are you still dealing with me? 359 00:22:16,752 --> 00:22:21,214 Because you have collateral, which I believe will keep you in line. 360 00:22:21,298 --> 00:22:22,841 You're talking about the business? 361 00:22:22,924 --> 00:22:28,013 Oh. I'm talking about your girlfriend, Brie. 362 00:22:28,096 --> 00:22:32,142 -Now, when the shipment arrives-- -Like I told Calvin... 363 00:22:33,602 --> 00:22:35,270 I don't deal with the drugs. 364 00:22:35,979 --> 00:22:41,318 Well, our night business might spill into your day business. 365 00:22:41,401 --> 00:22:43,779 So I'm gonna need you to cooperate. 366 00:22:43,862 --> 00:22:44,696 Fine. 367 00:22:46,114 --> 00:22:47,491 But just so you know... 368 00:22:48,075 --> 00:22:49,868 if anything happens to Brie... 369 00:22:50,744 --> 00:22:52,120 I'll burn this place down. 370 00:22:52,204 --> 00:22:54,164 Ooh. Passionate. 371 00:22:54,873 --> 00:22:55,707 I like that. 372 00:22:57,250 --> 00:22:58,251 I'll be in touch. 373 00:23:11,014 --> 00:23:14,434 I went to the clerk's office to check for small water sources. 374 00:23:14,518 --> 00:23:17,646 But when I pulled up a topography map, I found an inconsistency. 375 00:23:17,729 --> 00:23:20,023 On a current map, you won't find any water sources 376 00:23:20,107 --> 00:23:24,152 near Shelter Mountain, but an older map clearly shows a reservoir 377 00:23:24,236 --> 00:23:26,446 -just east of the lower bridge. -[phone ringing] 378 00:23:26,530 --> 00:23:28,365 -Where's the map? -In my car. 379 00:23:29,324 --> 00:23:33,578 -Okay. Sounds good. I'll go check it out. -Well, we'll go. 380 00:23:34,079 --> 00:23:37,374 -I found the map. I'm going with you. -No. Brie, it-- 381 00:23:38,208 --> 00:23:40,502 It's not safe. Calvin's probably armed. 382 00:23:42,087 --> 00:23:45,298 I've gotten this far. I'm not just gonna walk away now. 383 00:23:46,842 --> 00:23:47,676 Okay. 384 00:23:48,343 --> 00:23:50,428 Fine, but I'm calling for backup. 385 00:23:50,512 --> 00:23:53,598 And if anything goes down, you follow my orders. 386 00:23:54,641 --> 00:23:55,475 For example? 387 00:23:56,685 --> 00:23:57,686 If I say "run"... 388 00:23:58,603 --> 00:23:59,563 you run. 389 00:24:05,485 --> 00:24:06,736 Didn't want to startle you. 390 00:24:08,447 --> 00:24:09,531 Come in. Sit down. 391 00:24:11,908 --> 00:24:14,202 Sorry it took me so long to get here. 392 00:24:14,703 --> 00:24:16,580 -I was hiking. -It's okay. 393 00:24:18,623 --> 00:24:20,917 -So you wanted to see me. -Yes. 394 00:24:23,378 --> 00:24:26,173 No easy way to say this, so I'll just be direct. 395 00:24:26,965 --> 00:24:30,302 It has come to my attention you have a bottle of Klonopin 396 00:24:30,385 --> 00:24:33,346 that is not in your name. And in addition to that, 397 00:24:33,430 --> 00:24:36,266 I suspect you went through the clinic's financial files, 398 00:24:36,349 --> 00:24:38,185 which are highly confidential. 399 00:24:39,811 --> 00:24:42,689 And after the incident with the drug cabinet... 400 00:24:43,815 --> 00:24:47,485 I gotta think to myself there's something seriously wrong here. 401 00:24:47,569 --> 00:24:50,280 I did go through the clinic's financials without permission. 402 00:24:50,363 --> 00:24:52,532 Why? Why would you do that? 403 00:24:52,616 --> 00:24:54,159 When my dad passed away... 404 00:24:56,369 --> 00:24:57,746 I got a big insurance payout. 405 00:24:58,622 --> 00:25:01,833 It's a lot of money. I wanna use it for something good. 406 00:25:02,501 --> 00:25:06,129 Something that'll help people and live on in his memory. 407 00:25:06,213 --> 00:25:08,423 I'm not following you here. 408 00:25:08,506 --> 00:25:10,800 I used the funds to pay off the clinic's mortgage. 409 00:25:10,884 --> 00:25:14,095 Thought it'd be cool if you received a zero-balance mortgage statement. 410 00:25:17,515 --> 00:25:18,558 Wow, I-- 411 00:25:20,227 --> 00:25:23,313 I don't know what to say, except thank you. 412 00:25:23,396 --> 00:25:25,357 That is extremely generous. 413 00:25:27,442 --> 00:25:31,905 You and your practice help so many people. This is what my dad would've wanted. 414 00:25:34,324 --> 00:25:35,450 I'm glad you think so. 415 00:25:37,410 --> 00:25:41,164 But I still gotta ask, what about the prescription? 416 00:25:42,290 --> 00:25:45,168 Now, if I tell you, you're gonna look at me differently, and I-- 417 00:25:45,710 --> 00:25:48,505 -I don't know if I can stand that. -I have trusted you so far. 418 00:25:48,588 --> 00:25:51,341 It's time you gave me the benefit of the doubt. 419 00:25:53,969 --> 00:25:58,598 And you promise you won't tell anyone? Even if you think you're trying to help. 420 00:26:06,523 --> 00:26:07,482 I give you my word. 421 00:26:23,623 --> 00:26:24,708 Muriel. 422 00:26:25,667 --> 00:26:28,295 If you're trying to get me to like you, you're winning. 423 00:26:28,962 --> 00:26:30,672 [folk music playing] 424 00:26:30,755 --> 00:26:33,008 ♪ I don't know how we got here ♪ 425 00:26:35,135 --> 00:26:37,262 ♪ I don't know if there's a reason ♪ 426 00:26:38,888 --> 00:26:41,349 ♪ I let you into my life ♪ 427 00:26:43,143 --> 00:26:45,228 ♪ Now I gotta let you leave it... ♪ 428 00:26:46,521 --> 00:26:47,856 [Lilly] Bench is beautiful. 429 00:26:49,024 --> 00:26:50,275 So is the garden. 430 00:26:52,610 --> 00:26:53,611 What's going on? 431 00:26:53,695 --> 00:26:55,030 You're struggling. 432 00:26:56,364 --> 00:26:57,949 You're not real. 433 00:26:58,867 --> 00:27:02,245 -That's up to you. -None of this has been up to me. 434 00:27:03,705 --> 00:27:05,665 If it were, you'd be alive and... 435 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:09,628 I wouldn't have been in that stupid accident. 436 00:27:10,754 --> 00:27:13,506 I wouldn't be sitting here missing you so much. 437 00:27:13,590 --> 00:27:16,384 My brain is playing tricks on me. 438 00:27:17,093 --> 00:27:18,345 It's 'cause you're hurting. 439 00:27:20,305 --> 00:27:22,557 I never even got to say goodbye. 440 00:27:24,934 --> 00:27:27,103 I miss you so much. 441 00:27:27,812 --> 00:27:29,022 My heart hurts. 442 00:27:29,731 --> 00:27:31,232 Now that you're gone... 443 00:27:33,526 --> 00:27:35,945 there's a huge hole in my life. 444 00:27:36,029 --> 00:27:37,989 How can I ever fill it? 445 00:27:38,073 --> 00:27:40,325 Look to those who love you most. 446 00:27:44,704 --> 00:27:48,917 ♪ And I will never ♪ 447 00:27:49,000 --> 00:27:51,211 ♪ Never forget you ♪ 448 00:27:52,337 --> 00:27:56,132 ♪ You live on in my head Like an honest mistake ♪ 449 00:27:56,216 --> 00:28:00,595 ♪ Play it over, over and over again ♪ 450 00:28:00,678 --> 00:28:04,307 ♪ Because no one else ♪ 451 00:28:05,141 --> 00:28:09,562 ♪ Will ever compare to you ♪ 452 00:28:09,646 --> 00:28:10,939 [indistinct chatter] 453 00:28:13,149 --> 00:28:14,484 -Stacie? -Mel. 454 00:28:15,318 --> 00:28:16,152 I-- 455 00:28:16,236 --> 00:28:20,407 -I wasn't sure if you would actually come. -Well, I'm here for Mark. 456 00:28:20,490 --> 00:28:23,034 If you needed something, he would have shown up, so... 457 00:28:23,118 --> 00:28:24,077 Oh. 458 00:28:25,078 --> 00:28:25,912 Yeah. 459 00:28:26,955 --> 00:28:29,707 Mel, I know that I have been... 460 00:28:30,250 --> 00:28:32,335 I've been terrible to you. 461 00:28:32,419 --> 00:28:34,087 Yeah, that reminds me, I, uh... 462 00:28:35,004 --> 00:28:36,297 I got your sonogram. 463 00:28:36,381 --> 00:28:37,882 Oh, I'm so sorry. I-- 464 00:28:38,716 --> 00:28:40,009 I shouldn't have sent that. 465 00:28:40,885 --> 00:28:42,011 It was insensitive. 466 00:28:43,888 --> 00:28:46,933 I also apologize for asking for your wedding ring. 467 00:28:47,016 --> 00:28:48,726 It was totally inappropriate. 468 00:28:49,686 --> 00:28:50,562 Oh. 469 00:28:52,564 --> 00:28:54,399 Uh, wow. Okay. 470 00:28:55,024 --> 00:28:56,109 Um... 471 00:28:58,486 --> 00:29:02,365 -Thank you. Thank you for apologizing. -I really mean it. 472 00:29:02,449 --> 00:29:03,283 I believe you. 473 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:05,869 Yeah, we're really excited. 474 00:29:07,203 --> 00:29:09,664 Just having a hard time with knowing that my daughter 475 00:29:09,747 --> 00:29:12,083 is never gonna meet her uncle Mark. 476 00:29:12,167 --> 00:29:15,503 I'm sure it's hard not being able to share this with him. 477 00:29:16,045 --> 00:29:17,130 Yeah, it is. 478 00:29:18,339 --> 00:29:22,218 Mel, Mark loved you so much. 479 00:29:24,053 --> 00:29:26,973 And you knew him better than anybody, so I was thinking 480 00:29:27,056 --> 00:29:31,603 if we work together, we could help keep Mark's memory alive for my daughter. 481 00:29:33,563 --> 00:29:35,106 Yeah, that would be nice. 482 00:29:37,358 --> 00:29:38,902 I'm glad that you called. 483 00:29:38,985 --> 00:29:43,323 Actually, nobody knows this yet, but we're gonna name her Monroe for Mark. 484 00:29:43,907 --> 00:29:45,325 Oh, Stacie. 485 00:29:47,911 --> 00:29:49,370 Mark would be thrilled. 486 00:29:58,421 --> 00:30:00,215 Are you really that mad at me? 487 00:30:00,882 --> 00:30:01,716 What now? 488 00:30:02,258 --> 00:30:06,554 Well, my aunt from Portland is throwing a baby shower for Todd and I, 489 00:30:06,638 --> 00:30:09,057 and we sent out the invitations last week 490 00:30:09,140 --> 00:30:11,434 and I haven't gotten a response from you or Mel. 491 00:30:12,101 --> 00:30:14,896 -We didn't get an invitation. -Well, I'm positive I sent it. 492 00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:16,147 It didn't arrive. 493 00:30:17,023 --> 00:30:18,399 Okay. Well, um... 494 00:30:19,567 --> 00:30:21,361 all the information's in here. 495 00:30:21,861 --> 00:30:23,488 The club had a cancellation, 496 00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:26,366 so we're having it there instead of the B and B. 497 00:30:27,283 --> 00:30:29,452 Uh, there's gonna be a chocolate fountain 498 00:30:29,536 --> 00:30:32,539 and Todd's buying a case of Dom for the toast. 499 00:30:32,622 --> 00:30:34,666 -Sounds fancy. -You're gonna be there, right? 500 00:30:34,749 --> 00:30:37,836 -Yeah. Why wouldn't I be? -You were so pissed at me 501 00:30:37,919 --> 00:30:40,296 for not telling you the twins were boys. 502 00:30:40,380 --> 00:30:44,551 And one of the things I respect most about you is that you're honest. 503 00:30:45,385 --> 00:30:47,929 Even when it's something I don't wanna hear. 504 00:30:48,012 --> 00:30:51,349 -There were plenty of those. -There's plenty of those. 505 00:30:51,432 --> 00:30:54,310 But I learned that I can depend on you. 506 00:30:54,394 --> 00:30:58,189 That's all I really want for the twins, is parents they can trust. 507 00:30:59,524 --> 00:31:02,277 -Because I never really had that. -I know. 508 00:31:04,445 --> 00:31:05,280 Thank you. 509 00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:10,118 You know, Char, our boys are gonna have two parents 510 00:31:10,201 --> 00:31:12,453 that love and support them unconditionally. 511 00:31:12,537 --> 00:31:13,371 Yeah. 512 00:31:14,706 --> 00:31:16,833 That's better than either of us had. 513 00:31:18,084 --> 00:31:21,879 -You should feel good about that. -I do. Yeah. 514 00:31:21,963 --> 00:31:25,091 But there is one thing that's kind of been bugging me. 515 00:31:26,134 --> 00:31:26,968 What's that? 516 00:31:27,468 --> 00:31:29,804 Why didn't you tell me you and Mel are getting married? 517 00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:30,889 Huh? 518 00:31:32,140 --> 00:31:35,727 I saw Mel at a store buying a wedding dress. 519 00:31:36,936 --> 00:31:39,522 No, no, her sister got married. 520 00:31:39,606 --> 00:31:40,857 Oh. 521 00:31:42,108 --> 00:31:43,568 So she was telling the truth. 522 00:31:43,651 --> 00:31:46,779 -Well, why wouldn't she? -I don't know. To protect my feelings. 523 00:31:46,863 --> 00:31:49,908 Charmaine, we just said I've been straight with you. 524 00:31:49,991 --> 00:31:51,659 -Yeah. -All right? So is Mel. 525 00:31:51,743 --> 00:31:55,288 So going forward, you never have to worry about being lied to, okay? 526 00:31:55,371 --> 00:31:57,999 Hey, Jack, Barry Martinez is here to see you. 527 00:31:58,833 --> 00:31:59,667 [Jack] Thanks. 528 00:32:01,085 --> 00:32:03,296 I gotta go, but we'll talk at the shower. 529 00:32:03,379 --> 00:32:05,548 -Okay. Thanks. Yeah. -Thanks for the invite. 530 00:32:09,385 --> 00:32:12,180 Hey. Jack Sheridan. Thanks for coming. 531 00:32:12,930 --> 00:32:14,891 Barry. Glad you called. 532 00:32:15,850 --> 00:32:16,684 Yeah. 533 00:32:17,393 --> 00:32:20,563 Uh, why don't we speak in my office? 534 00:32:22,899 --> 00:32:25,693 So Preacher said that you were in the Corps. 535 00:32:27,070 --> 00:32:29,739 Yeah. Third Battalion, First Marines. 536 00:32:30,657 --> 00:32:31,908 Oh, Thundering Third. 537 00:32:32,575 --> 00:32:35,495 You guys were some of the first Marines to get into Iraq, right? 538 00:32:35,578 --> 00:32:36,788 Mm-hm. 539 00:32:36,871 --> 00:32:39,749 -So you were there for... -Phantom Fury, yeah. 540 00:32:40,917 --> 00:32:43,795 Yep. It was as bad as advertised. 541 00:32:45,296 --> 00:32:47,715 So how did you get into this? 542 00:32:48,800 --> 00:32:54,555 Well, over 30 Marines from my battalion have committed suicide since 2003. 543 00:32:55,682 --> 00:32:58,351 That's more than we lost the entire operation. 544 00:32:58,434 --> 00:33:01,604 So I figured if I can help just one soldier... 545 00:33:03,064 --> 00:33:05,024 it would honor the ones who didn't make it home. 546 00:33:05,108 --> 00:33:07,944 -That's pretty noble. -Not really. It's... 547 00:33:09,112 --> 00:33:10,780 It's what helped me recover. 548 00:33:13,366 --> 00:33:14,742 What can I do for you? 549 00:33:18,663 --> 00:33:21,582 Uh, I don't know. Probably nothing. I mean, I... 550 00:33:22,834 --> 00:33:25,336 Just things haven't really, um... 551 00:33:26,754 --> 00:33:27,880 been going so well. 552 00:33:27,964 --> 00:33:33,261 -Have you tried therapy in the past? -No. No, I kind of try to rely on myself 553 00:33:33,344 --> 00:33:35,555 -to solve my problems. -[chuckles] Right. 554 00:33:35,638 --> 00:33:38,683 The best thing to do is you take whatever's broken apart... 555 00:33:40,017 --> 00:33:42,562 and you put it back together piece by piece. 556 00:33:44,147 --> 00:33:46,941 That way, you can be sure you found the source of the problem. 557 00:33:47,442 --> 00:33:48,317 Okay. 558 00:33:50,236 --> 00:33:51,946 And how long does that take? 559 00:33:53,573 --> 00:33:56,451 No, if it's done correctly, there is no timeline. 560 00:34:02,957 --> 00:34:05,460 Hey. Up for a visitor? 561 00:34:05,543 --> 00:34:06,794 Come in. 562 00:34:11,007 --> 00:34:12,633 Would you like to sit down? 563 00:34:13,885 --> 00:34:15,094 Yeah, sure. 564 00:34:20,016 --> 00:34:20,850 Uh... 565 00:34:22,351 --> 00:34:23,936 So, um... 566 00:34:25,688 --> 00:34:28,566 I-- Like, I didn't know if I should call. 567 00:34:28,649 --> 00:34:30,693 I want to apologize. 568 00:34:30,777 --> 00:34:34,363 I know it seems like I've been sending you mixed messages. 569 00:34:34,447 --> 00:34:35,948 That was never my intent. 570 00:34:37,408 --> 00:34:39,994 It's just that when you started asking me those questions 571 00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:42,538 about Christopher, Paige... 572 00:34:43,956 --> 00:34:45,458 I didn't know how to answer them. 573 00:34:47,001 --> 00:34:47,835 It's, um... 574 00:34:49,170 --> 00:34:50,922 It's not my story to tell. 575 00:34:51,005 --> 00:34:51,923 Mm. 576 00:34:52,590 --> 00:34:55,218 That's very cryptic, don't you think? 577 00:34:56,928 --> 00:34:59,138 Bottom line is that Paige and I... 578 00:35:01,224 --> 00:35:02,350 we're not together. 579 00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:05,144 Thank you for clarifying that. 580 00:35:05,228 --> 00:35:06,562 [both chuckle] 581 00:35:06,646 --> 00:35:09,690 Still, I am not a clean slate. 582 00:35:09,774 --> 00:35:14,195 Now, if you don't wanna deal with me, you know, I get it. I've got baggage. 583 00:35:16,614 --> 00:35:17,532 We all do. 584 00:35:18,866 --> 00:35:21,494 Truth is, neither of us are fortune tellers. 585 00:35:21,577 --> 00:35:25,289 Instead, all I can do is be as honest as possible. 586 00:35:27,166 --> 00:35:29,961 Well, if we are laying our cards on the table... 587 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:33,673 I have feelings for you. 588 00:35:35,716 --> 00:35:39,345 -And I think you have feelings for me too? -I do. 589 00:35:40,805 --> 00:35:44,642 Your smile, it knocks me out every single time. 590 00:35:50,064 --> 00:35:53,776 So for right now, that is all I need to know. 591 00:36:03,744 --> 00:36:08,374 Thanks again for seeing me and just for being so awesome about everything. 592 00:36:08,457 --> 00:36:11,669 Oh, my gosh, of course. I can't wait to meet Monroe, 593 00:36:11,752 --> 00:36:14,672 and if you ever need a break, just let me know and I'll fly down. 594 00:36:14,755 --> 00:36:16,174 Oh, I will take you up on that. 595 00:36:17,049 --> 00:36:19,844 -No, it's my treat. It's my treat. -No, no, no. 596 00:36:19,927 --> 00:36:22,430 -We are celebrating you becoming a mother. -Aw. 597 00:36:22,513 --> 00:36:23,806 -Okay? -Thank you. 598 00:36:23,890 --> 00:36:24,932 -Thanks. -Oh, thank you. 599 00:36:29,270 --> 00:36:34,233 Um, There's something I wanted to tell you, but it's not really my place. 600 00:36:34,984 --> 00:36:35,943 Okay. What? 601 00:36:37,361 --> 00:36:38,196 Okay. 602 00:36:39,155 --> 00:36:43,034 Mom hired a lawyer to seek custody of your last two embryos. 603 00:36:43,117 --> 00:36:43,993 What? 604 00:36:44,076 --> 00:36:46,287 Mark told her that you guys had two embryos left 605 00:36:46,370 --> 00:36:48,956 and she got it in her head that she could hire a surrogate 606 00:36:49,040 --> 00:36:50,166 and raise Mark's kid. 607 00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:54,378 I'm sorry. I'm sorry, that's just so insane. 608 00:36:54,462 --> 00:36:58,341 -I don't even know what to say. -I totally agree and I'm so sorry. 609 00:36:59,133 --> 00:37:01,302 I didn't want you to be blindsided. 610 00:37:06,682 --> 00:37:13,314 Mm. I gotta admit, this isn't exactly how I imagined this day ending. 611 00:37:13,397 --> 00:37:14,398 Mm-hm. 612 00:37:26,452 --> 00:37:27,745 [phone ringing] 613 00:37:29,038 --> 00:37:30,665 Let me turn this thing off. 614 00:37:37,255 --> 00:37:40,633 -Can you just give me two minutes? -I'm not going anywhere. 615 00:37:40,716 --> 00:37:41,717 [chuckles] 616 00:37:50,559 --> 00:37:51,394 Hello. 617 00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:53,104 [Christopher] Preach. 618 00:37:53,688 --> 00:37:55,648 -Christopher? -I don't understand. 619 00:37:56,274 --> 00:37:57,566 Uncle Vince is acting weird. 620 00:37:57,650 --> 00:37:58,859 -Are you okay? -Yeah. 621 00:37:59,986 --> 00:38:00,820 Where are you? 622 00:38:01,362 --> 00:38:02,655 -I don't know. -Christopher, 623 00:38:02,738 --> 00:38:06,200 this is important. You recognize anything about where you are right now? 624 00:38:06,284 --> 00:38:08,661 No. We've been driving around a lot, 625 00:38:08,744 --> 00:38:11,831 -but Vince makes me hide in the backseat. -Whose phone are you using? 626 00:38:11,914 --> 00:38:13,207 Uncle Vince's. 627 00:38:13,290 --> 00:38:14,834 -He let you have it? -No. 628 00:38:14,917 --> 00:38:16,544 Usually hides his phone at night, 629 00:38:16,627 --> 00:38:19,463 -but he fell asleep and left it out. -That's very brave of you. 630 00:38:19,547 --> 00:38:21,465 I remembered your number from summer camp. 631 00:38:21,549 --> 00:38:22,383 Good for you. 632 00:38:23,134 --> 00:38:24,051 Preach... 633 00:38:25,011 --> 00:38:26,095 I wanna come home. 634 00:38:26,804 --> 00:38:27,638 I know, buddy. 635 00:38:28,472 --> 00:38:29,974 We're gonna get you home. 636 00:38:30,766 --> 00:38:32,810 You sure there isn't anything you can tell me 637 00:38:32,893 --> 00:38:35,730 about where you are? Are you near the ocean? 638 00:38:35,813 --> 00:38:37,606 -He's awake. I gotta go. -Christopher... 639 00:38:47,241 --> 00:38:48,117 Hey. 640 00:38:57,168 --> 00:38:58,586 I'm gonna take a shower. 641 00:39:00,212 --> 00:39:03,299 All right, can we please just talk first? 642 00:39:03,382 --> 00:39:06,177 -We already talked. -So you'd rather stay mad? 643 00:39:06,260 --> 00:39:09,638 No. But there is nothing you could say that's gonna make me feel better 644 00:39:09,722 --> 00:39:13,893 -about what happened last night. -I know, and that's why today, 645 00:39:13,976 --> 00:39:15,770 I met with Preach's therapist. 646 00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:18,814 -You saw a therapist? -Yeah. 647 00:39:19,940 --> 00:39:21,359 Barry, he's a Marine. 648 00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:24,195 Okay. 649 00:39:25,488 --> 00:39:28,908 -Why did you decide to call him? -Because I agree with you. 650 00:39:30,659 --> 00:39:31,494 I need help. 651 00:39:32,661 --> 00:39:36,665 And I can't just keep telling you that I'm gonna get my act together. 652 00:39:41,087 --> 00:39:41,921 Okay. 653 00:39:43,339 --> 00:39:44,173 How was it? 654 00:39:44,256 --> 00:39:45,925 It was awkward as hell. 655 00:39:47,218 --> 00:39:49,386 I agreed to do a few sessions with him. 656 00:39:50,054 --> 00:39:50,930 Hey, Jack... 657 00:39:52,098 --> 00:39:54,392 -if you're doing this for me-- -No. 658 00:39:54,475 --> 00:39:56,894 I mean, you're part of the reason, but... 659 00:39:58,729 --> 00:40:01,232 I'm tired of pretending everything's okay. 660 00:40:02,858 --> 00:40:05,277 You taking this step means a lot to me. 661 00:40:05,361 --> 00:40:08,030 I meant it when I said everything's gonna get better, okay? 662 00:40:11,075 --> 00:40:12,159 I really meant it. 663 00:40:12,868 --> 00:40:13,702 Okay. 664 00:40:14,870 --> 00:40:17,373 I was scared. I thought something had happened to you. 665 00:40:17,456 --> 00:40:20,960 I know, I know, I know, and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know. 666 00:40:23,629 --> 00:40:24,463 I love you. 667 00:40:30,886 --> 00:40:35,224 -Sorry. I can't lose you. Okay? -You're not going to. No. 668 00:40:39,270 --> 00:40:41,522 Everything's gonna be okay, I promise. 669 00:40:41,605 --> 00:40:42,440 I promise you. 670 00:40:44,233 --> 00:40:45,693 Listen, um... 671 00:40:47,236 --> 00:40:51,949 I have to tell you, I went and had dinner with Stacie. 672 00:40:52,032 --> 00:40:55,744 -How did that go? -She told me that Mark's mom, Cassandra... 673 00:40:56,787 --> 00:41:00,875 -wants custody of my embryos. -Oh, come on. Is that even a thing? 674 00:41:00,958 --> 00:41:04,086 [scoffs] No, but, I mean, anybody can file a lawsuit. 675 00:41:05,713 --> 00:41:09,341 -But what--? What about--? -No, she doesn't know I'm pregnant. 676 00:41:10,426 --> 00:41:12,761 So if she finds out, she's gonna want custody of the baby? 677 00:41:12,845 --> 00:41:13,971 I don't know. 678 00:41:14,054 --> 00:41:16,140 If it turns out to be Mark's baby-- 679 00:41:16,223 --> 00:41:18,434 Think she'd go through with something like that? 680 00:41:18,517 --> 00:41:21,145 I don't know. But when Cassandra wants something, 681 00:41:21,228 --> 00:41:24,356 she will do anything she can to get it. 682 00:41:36,493 --> 00:41:39,622 -Here it is. -Yeah, yeah, yeah. We'll wait for backup. 683 00:41:39,705 --> 00:41:42,208 -Well, where are they? -I gave out the coordinates. 684 00:41:42,291 --> 00:41:43,500 Should be here any minute. 685 00:41:47,671 --> 00:41:48,881 I don't see anyone. 686 00:41:50,132 --> 00:41:51,091 Hey, look. 687 00:41:53,761 --> 00:41:54,595 Is that Calvin? 688 00:41:57,973 --> 00:41:58,807 Yeah. 689 00:42:03,771 --> 00:42:06,398 Howard, where the hell's backup? Got eyes on Calvin. 690 00:42:06,482 --> 00:42:09,485 [Howard] We're closing in now. Do not engage. I repeat, do not engage. 691 00:42:19,411 --> 00:42:20,579 Crap. He knows we're here. 692 00:42:25,084 --> 00:42:26,085 He's getting aw-- re here.