(Spencer) Previously on All American...
I've got to tell you something. I've been training Jordan for weeks.
You risked his future?
I'm so disappointed in you.
(Coach Montes) Obviously, I am not happy about what just happened.
But if we can overcome what is dividing us,
we can create a special memory.
You are going to tell your grandkids about this game,
- so let's make it a good story. - (crowd cheering)
I cannot believe I left my phone at home. I was sure I put it in my purse.
(Carrie) It's good to unplug once in a while.
Besides, we have each other.
What's up, Mo?
Surprised to see me?
(gunshots)
Preach.
No, no, no.
Coop, Coop.
No, no, no.
Okay, so why'd you want me to swing by here before you went to your parents?
Hey, what's going on?
Carrie.
- Hey. - Take my hand.
Oh, okay.
It's okay.
Everything's okay now.
Yeah, um, we should probably get going.
There's nowhere else to go.
This is it.
We can finally end the pain.
We can end the crippling loneliness here.
- Now. - Carrie.
You don't have to be scared. It's okay.
- Carrie... - No, this is a good thing.
- We're gonna finally be at peace. - What are you doing?
No, Carrie!
(screams) No, Carrie!
No, Carrie, no, no, no. Please.
- No. - Hey.
Hey, it's okay. Hey, you're home. You're safe.
(exhales heavily) Sorry.
Sorry, it's just a bad dream. I'm fine.
- Are you? - Yeah, I am. I promise. I'm...
Dr. Leland said nightmares are to be expected, so...
- It's fine. - Layla, I'm here.
Actually, I just, um... I need to go to the bathroom.
I'm fine, Dad, really.
Senior year wasn't supposed to be like this.
I move back here,
I save the school.
I got the D1 scholarship, got named an all-American.
And I got the girl.
I was happy.
Like, for real, for the first time I'm happy and then...
(clears throat)
I don't know.
Maybe people like us ain't supposed to have it all.
(upbeat music playing)
(commentator) It's been a hell of a game.
These two teams are only in the second quarter.
Ten hut!
He takes a big step.
What a catch by Spencer James.
And he's at the end zone. Touchdown Crenshaw!
He takes the ball.
Crenshaw's defense is closing in.
Got the ball just in time.
Touchdown Beverly.
Hey, I got an idea.
Why don't we try and contain that damn tailback.
How about that?
What a tackle by Crenshaw.
-And that would be Crenshaw's goal. - Yeah, that's us!
(crowd cheering)
Hey, yo, Spence. Get your damn head back in the game, man.
Man, it is in the game. That's why we on the board right now.
Worry about your damn self.
(crowd cheers)
(commentator) What a catch by Spencer James.
And that's half time.
Crenshaw leads 21 to 17 in the game. for the record.
Both teams are leaving it all over the field.
(crowd cheering)
What's going on?
You, uh, you need to go with your mother, son.
What are you talking about? We're in the middle of the game of our lives.
It's Coop.
You should go.
We'll handle what needs to be done here on the field.
Thought you could use some company.
Your company? Always.
- You okay? - No.
What's in the envelope?
My commitment letter to Toledo State.
Early signing day ends tomorrow night. I have to sign it by then.
- You haven't signed it. - And I'm not going to.
But, Spencer--
After everything that happened, I can't leave my family.
And I can't leave you.
I can't leave the people I have left that I love.
Babe, Toledo is your only offer.
Then I guess after tomorrow, I'll be down to none.
See you later.
Okay.
Hey, where you been?
Uh, I was out for a run.
Sorry. I didn't think that'd freak you out.
No, it didn't.
It didn't. It's just that we had breakfast plans at 9:00.
Oh! Sorry. I forgot.
It's all good, come on. Here, sit.
I, um, (clears throat) see you made enough food to feed the whole county again.
I never know what you're gonna want, so I just cover my bases.
Dad.
Like I told you yesterday and the day before that,
you don't have to do all this. I'm fine.
- Fine. There's that word again. - Yeah.
You say it at least nine times a day.
- Would you prefer "swell"? - It's not funny, Layla.
- Look, I'm worried about you. - You don't have to be.
Okay, did a crappy thing happen? Yes.
Am I having some trouble sleeping? Yes.
Am I working through all of it with my therapist? Yes.
Good. And, you know, I was thinking that maybe we should have you
start seeing Dr. Leland more than once a week.
- Dad-- - In fact, I'm thinking that, um,
maybe that second session could be for both of us.
You know, like a family session.
Yeah, maybe. Um... I gotta run.
I have some work to do at the studio.
- You know, I can drive you. - Or I can drive myself.
It's just the studio, Dad.
- I'll be fine. - Fine. Yeah.
What's all this?
Okay, don't be mad.
We're all just worried about you.
Baby, everybody is here because they love you and they want the best for you.
If I didn't know any better, I'd say y'all were staging some kind of intervention.
- We are. - For what?
To stop you from throwing away your future.
Look, we know what you thinking, Spence.
You need to carry the responsibility of others on your back.
It's like an addiction.
You want to use what happened to Coop to throw away Toledo State and stay here.
We can't let that happen.
Look, now you know
that there's no way that Coop would let you just
put aside your dreams 'cause of her.
What she tell you when you had a shot at Beverly?
That if she had a tenth of my talent, she'd bounce and never look back.
And she ain't here to say it this time.
So I'm gonna say it for her.
(singing) When the best of me is
Barely breathing
When I'm not somebody I believe in
Can you tell me something? Why can't you tell me something, anything?
Hold on to me
-(sobbing) - Hey, hey, hey.
What happened?
- I don't know. - Who shot her? How bad is it?
I don't know. Her dad is in the trauma bay.
Her mom is trying to catch a flight back.
Spencer, she can't die.
No, no, no.
- She can't die. - I know, I know, stop.
You can't be in here. You have to go now.
Hold on to me
- Hey. Uh, is Liv home? - Hey...
Hi. Uh...
- Jordan. - Yes.
Yes. Olivia's here.
No, no, no. She's not.
No, Liv is at Spencer's.
Right! Of course.
- Yes. - Are you okay?
Me? Yeah. Um... You know what?
I promised myself I wouldn't be weird when I saw you.
- Promise broken. - I know.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
It's just... Layla, come here.
-(sighs) I'm just glad that you're okay. - Thanks.
Actually, is it cool if I just hang out here?
It's just kind of hard to breathe at home with my dad, like, hovering.
(Jordan) Hmm.
Well, I mean, he was scared.
I mean, we all were when we heard.
I think a little hovering is allowed.
Yeah, I know.
Hey, I mean, at least you and your dad are talking, right?
I mean, me and mine, I think we're up to three "heys" and a "see you later."
Hey, do you remember when we were 11
and you accidentally broke his MVP trophy
building me and Liv our sleepover fort?
Oh, my God, yes.
I thought he was gonna kill me.
And yet here you are, still alive.
Hey, look, you and your dad are going to power through this as well.
Yeah, I don't know.
It's just
he blames himself about what happened with Carrie.
And now he's overcompensating.
And his guilt is suffocating both of us.
But whatever. I just have to make this okay for him.
Okay, but who's making it okay for you?
I'm fine.
Layla...
Okay, maybe not exactly fine. Like...
(scoffs) It's not even close, but if I told my dad, it'll break him.
(Jordan) Hmm.
Okay, so tell me.
I'm happy to be an ear, and I promise you, I won't break.
I just keep,
like, replaying it in my head over and over.
Carrie.
- No, no! Carrie. - Layla.
I promise you I am not crazy, okay?
- I just want the pain to stop. - Carrie.
Carrie, listen to me.
Okay, I am not in pain.
I do not need you to free me from anything.
- Your mother left you. - She's dead.
- She died. - Your father abandoned you.
Your best friend and your boyfriend, your chosen family.
They all betrayed you and your mind betrayed you too, Layla.
I know what all of that abandonment and betrayal feels like.
Okay, I know what...
how it burns a hole in your gut, making you feel broken and unworthy.
We don't have to feel like that anymore.
Carrie, stop. Stop saying "we," okay?
That is not my life.
That is not how I feel.
Yes, I felt betrayal and abandonment.
But you know what else I felt? Forgiveness and love and purpose and hope, okay.
Carrie, I need you to hear me.
Okay? I don't want to die, okay?
Please, Carrie.
Let me go, okay? Please.
It is one scholarship, and there might be others.
Or there might not be. You playing Russian roulette with your future, dawg.
I mean, it's one thing if you said the dream has changed,
that you didn't want to play professional football anymore.
But it hasn't.
And you do.
So why won't you sign the paper?
Look, I get it, Spence.
You know I do.
And you think about just waking up tomorrow is hard,
let alone anything beyond that,
but come on, you're stronger than that, we're stronger than that.
Bruh, please say something before
someone breaks out into a, "You is kind, you is smart" speech.
Please.
I appreciate y'all doing this.
I do.
But I'm doing what's best for me.
Are you, though?
Or you're just lettin' fear take over?
Thank you for coming.
So, Texas, huh?
Yes, sir, my mom's doing great with her physical therapy there,
and I just committed to play for Texas Northern Tech.
That's dope, man.
- Proud of you, homie. - Appreciate you.
- It was good seeing you, man. - You too, man.
All right, so come on, man.
What's up?
I know you hurting.
But you're smarter than this.
Dang, man, I can't order a drink first?
No, not when you've got Miss Grace losing sleep at night.
She's worried you're about to start having survivor's guilt
over all the good things happening in your life.
Like Toledo State.
But I told her you were way too smart to throw away a scholarship
over a heartbreak that you can't change.
You know how they say the pain is always hardest for the ones left standing?
They're wrong.
Yeah, who knows that better than me, you and Dillon.
Yeah, but this is Coop, man.
Coop.
It's different.
I'm so sorry.
Is there any update?
Is there anything that I can do for you?
Thank you, no.
(Patience) The doctors won't let anybody back into the trauma bay.
They're trying to...
stabilize her or something so they can get her to surgery.
(Grace) You know what, Olivia?
How about we see if we can find some food or coffee for everyone?
Of course.
- Thanks, Mom. - You're welcome.
(cell phone chimes)
Excuse me.
I'll be right back.
Yo, Spence, listen, man.
How could you?
- No, stop. - How could you...
dump her there?
You just dumped here there. She's dying.
She's dying and your ass is nowhere to be found.
My ass is the reason she got a fighting chance.
Stop.
You need to start explaining fast, bruh.
Coop called and said that she was gonna confront Mo
about planting drugs on the bus.
I told her to wait, let me take care of it.
You know, Coop don't listen to no one.
When I get there, Mo had a gun on Coop.
Next thing I know, she's shooting at Coop and I'm shooting at her.
You shot Mo?
I had no choice.
I thought I got my shot off before she did,
but Coop was bleeding out in my arms.
So I got her to my car and I got her here.
Why didn't you stay?
Because you had her blood all over you.
I'm a felon on parole.
I'm going back to prison when all this gets out.
Where's Mo? Where's she at?
She's dead.
I just tried Layla again.
No answer.
This is all my fault.
What?
- No. - Patience, you're upset.
We all are. You're not thinking straight.
Really?
Okay, well, who first told Coop that
she was looking for drama with Mo when there wasn't?
Or who pushed Coop to let her guard down?
Because of me,
Coop walked right into Mo's trap.
Now, she's bleeding out on a stretcher and I can't get to her.
Hey.
Coop's a fighter, right?
She's going to pull through this.
(Grace) Spencer.
Doc, what's going on?
- Please, can you tell me something? - I need you to stand back.
We have to get your daughter into the operating room right now.
I thought she wasn't stable enough for surgery.
She's not, but we can't wait any longer.
We have to try to get that bullet out
and stop the bleeding or she won't make it.
Sorry.
(Coop singing) I'mma... I'mma hit it
Start coming after waking home And split it
And that's how they made me That's how I live
But sometimes I think of myself
I thank God for saving myself
I could be the one in a casket...
Carrie, please, let me go.
- Carrie, please. - Everything feels so out of control.
- Carrie. - I thought that we were the same.
I thought I was helping you.
But you're right.
- Carrie. - You have hope.
And purpose.
Oh, my God.
(panting) Oh, my God. I'm so sorry.
I'm so sorry.
(sobbing)
Carrie.
(JP) Layla.
Dad. Hey, um, what are you doing here?
Oh, I come bearing gifts, coffee
and my musical expertise.
You working on Coop's album, right?
Yeah, um, finishing it for her seems like the least I can do right now.
Well, all right, let's do it, then.
Uh... No, thanks, I've got it covered.
All right, cool, well,
I will just sit back and watch your musical genius at work, then.
Thank you again, Dad, but no, you don't have to watch over me every second.
It's a lot.
Sweetheart, I almost lost you.
I'm going to be a little overprotective right now.
You know, your therapist said that--
- You spoke to my therapist? - Just briefly,
when I called about adding the extra session a week.
Okay.
- Layla. - I just have to run some errands.
Okay. Uh, I know I sound like a broken record,
but I'd feel better if I came with you.
Okay, well, I'm not going to be alone.
Jordan is coming with me.
We made plans earlier, so I will be safe, Dad.
Okay, I'll see you at home.
Hey.
I'm gonna take it to mean that because you're here,
you did not go to Grace's intervention for Spencer.
Sounds like she has everybody and their mama going,
so I think he's covered.
- Billy... - He's got what he needs.
- He's gonna be with family. - Yeah. You're his family, Billy.
Jordan was supposed to be recovering.
The doctor made it clear, any jarring at all could be damaging.
Spencer risked Jordan's life--
No, no, no. Jordan risked Jordan's life and it was stupid and dangerous.
But ultimately, it was a risk that paid off.
I mean, I've never seen Jordan play the way he played at the championships.
Here we go. Down. Set!
(commentator) This is Jordan Baker's first return to the field
since his concussion mid-season.
What a return it is.
(whistle blowing)
(grunting)
(players grunt)
(loud cheering)
(commentator) Beverly's up 38-33.
What an impressive game it's been for both teams.
Crenshaw has time for one more play.
They get this across the goal line and they will be the new state champions.
- We good? - Yeah, I'm good.
All right. You know what to do. Play like Chargers.
You have given me everything tonight. I can't ask for no more.
- Finish it. - Yes, sir.
- All right. Get up. - Yes, sir. Come on.
(Chris) Hey! All right, listen up!
Okay, we've been together for a minute now.
We had each other's backs even when we mad,
'cause that's how families be and we a family through and through, okay?
So let's finish this. It's now or never, boys.
Chris is right.
Now, we missing a vital member of this family who's off dealing with a tragedy.
That man carried us here damn near on his back.
So, the least we could do is finish this one out for him.
- Yes, sir. - This win tonight is for Spencer James.
- Ready. - Break!
Ten hut!
-(players grunting) -(crowd cheering)
Get there!
(loud cheering)
Easy up, boys! Easy up! Easy up!
Back off, back off! Break away. Break away!
- No touchdown! No touchdown! - What'd you got?
No touchdown, he's short!
He's short, he's short!
He's short. He was short.
- Short! Short! - It was short. No good!
Let's go, boys!
(commentator) And just like that Beverly wins State Championships again.
What a game.
What a final play and valiant effort
by Chris Jackson and the whole Crenshaw team.
This will go down as one for the books.
We're here for you. And Coop.
I'm sorry.
- I can't believe y'all here, man. - Where else would we be?
Look, Spence. I should be the one apologizing, okay? Not you.
- You got it, man. - All right.
How's Coop doing? Any update?
(door opening)
Well, what is it?
- She made it through surgery. - Thank God. That's good news.
They won't know the extent of the damage until she wakes up.
What is it, Ma? What are y'all not saying?
The surgery was rough. She barely made it through.
It's not a matter of when she wakes up.
It's if she wakes up.
- Coop's in a coma? - Yeah.
-(sobbing) - Come here. Come here.
It's okay.
(Grace) It's okay.
It's okay.
(Spencer) I appreciate you flying out, but my mind's made up.
(Olivia) Okay. That was weird.
Layla's dad just called asking for Jordan's number.
- He say how she was doing? - Sounds like better than he is.
So, any luck getting through to him?
- Yeah, well, this is one hardheaded negro. - Y'all know I'm sitting right here, right?
You should try talking to my dad. You guys always--
He ain't trying to hear from me right now.
(Olivia sighs)
All right, Spence. This is the last thing I'm gonna say.
Staying back or moving back has always been your go-to
any time things get a little rough.
And if you're being honest with yourself, it's become a crutch.
'Cause I don't know. Maybe something out there scares you.
Maybe something about the dream scares you.
The question is what.
(Jordan) The next time you wanna use me as an alibi,
maybe give a brother a heads-up,
so I know how to cover for you when your dad calls.
Of course he checked.
Wait. How'd you find me?
Well, your dad has Find My Phone activated.
Yeah, the only way I could get him to not come here himself
- was to offer to come instead. -(groans)
Thank you.
(Jordan) Mm-hmm.
It's weird being here without Coop.
Yeah.
Look, I was actually gonna swing by Spencer's
and check on him while I'm down here.
Would you wanna come?
Uh, I would,
I just feel like if I don't get going,
my dad will have the National Guard come escort me home.
Do you mind if I toss in my two cents?
The more you keep your dad in the dark about everything that you're feeling,
the tighter he's gonna want to hold on.
Just be honest with him, Layla, for both of your sakes.
Even if it hurts him?
The pain is for a moment. The healing is a lifetime.
Isn't that what you told Carrie that night?
-(Layla) Carrie? - Why are you still here?
- Because you're still here. - No.
Layla, please, you need to go.
Look, I...
I know I said we weren't the same, but we kind of are.
No, you were right. (sniffles) We're not.
I've felt what you've felt.
I've been where you are,
at the unimaginable pain,
and the being tired of hurting and feeling like no one understands
and feeling like there's no way to make it stop except to take your own life.
Carrie, I was on my own cliff less than a year ago and I am still here.
I am proof that you can and you will make it.
(Carrie sobbing) You're stronger than me.
I've been here before and I got help, and now I'm back here again.
I can't keep starting over because clearly it is not working.
No, look.
I know it feels like you are back in the same place, but you're not, okay?
Fighting for our mental health, it's like a roller coaster, you know?
There are ups and there are downs, but there is always forward movement.
Why are you trying to help me after everything that I've done?
Because you helped me once.
When I was at my worst and I walked into Running Springs,
you helped get me better.
You saved my life, Carrie, and I'm not leaving until I return the favor.
It hurts, Layla. Everything hurts.
I know, I know.
I promise you that that pain is just for the moment,
and you'll heal and you'll get through this,
and then that new, brighter feeling will last a lifetime.
- It's too late. - No, no, no...
-(Carrie) I already messed up. - No!
My parents...
- No way! - You, I...
Carrie, Carrie. We love you, okay? We want you to get better.
And I know it...
I know it all feels really overwhelming and huge right now, and...
Look.
All we have to do is just focus on one thing at a time, okay?
I don't even know where to start.
Okay, um...
Where was the last place that you felt like yourself and you felt safe?
Honestly?
The Running Springs facility.
Okay. Okay, let's start there.
Okay, just... come on.
Come on. It's gonna be fine.
- Okay, okay. - Come on.
(Carrie sobbing)
I'm so sorry.
- I can't... - It's okay.
I don't want to.
It's okay. It's okay.
- Hey. - Hey.
Listen, I'm really glad you wanted to talk.
- Dad, I-- - Just let me get this out first.
Layla, I'm sorry.
After almost losing you in the midst of Carrie's episode, I...
It scared me to death.
And...
I realized that the way I've been acting over the last three days
has been more about what I needed
when it should've been about what you needed.
Honestly, I don't know that I really understood what I needed until now.
I'm listening.
Um...
I need to feel safe, Dad.
And I don't feel safe here.
Okay. It's just a house. We can--
No, it's not the house. It's the home.
You know, it's not just about what happened with Carrie
or the break-in at the last house or my struggle with depression.
I have not felt safe or like I'm on solid ground since,
like, since Mom died and you left.
You're part of the home I feel unsafe in.
And...
(exhales) that feeling is what left me vulnerable to someone like Carrie.
I'm sorry.
Oh, no. Don't be.
And you're right, you know.
I should be the one asking for forgiveness.
Look, um...
Most importantly, I want you feeling healthy and whole.
- Yeah, so do I. - Okay.
How do we make you feel safe again?
(cell phone chiming)
Hey, Tamia Cooper?
Three days, Coop.
You just had to make my heart stop for three days.
I'm sorry, but who are you?
It's me.
Coop, it's me. Spence.
(laughing)
You should see your face, fool.
Yo, if you wasn't in that bed, I would whoop your ass.
- My bad. - It's all good.
- Hey. - Hi, Mrs. Baker.
- Hi, honey. - Thank you.
- Hey. - Let me grab this.
Hey, thanks again for agreeing to let her stay.
- It takes a village, right? - Right.
Thanks for agreeing with this, Dad.
Hey.
- I love you. - I love you, too.
JP, it's not gonna be forever.
And you know you can come anytime you want.
I know.
(singing) Though I'm not feeling
- Thank you. - Of course.
I have been through this
It isn't the first time
Won't be the last time
-(knocks on door) - Hey, you got a second, Coach?
(grunts)
- I heard the good news about Coop. - Yeah.
- Yeah, it's amazing. - Yeah, it's good news.
I'm meant to sign to Toledo by the end of today.
I couldn't bring myself to do it when I thought
Coop was gonna stay in that coma indefinitely,
but she's awake now.
Gonna make a full recovery. Yet, I still can't sign.
Darnell thinks it's 'cause something 'bout the dream scares me.
Yeah. Well, uh, you know, you gotta do what's right for you.
How many times I gotta say I'm sorry, man?
Coach, I am sorry I trained Jordan. I'm sorry I had to leave the game.
Maybe if I'd have stayed, it wouldn't have came so close to the wire
and we'd be the official state champs.
We are the state champs.
I don't care what the official records say.
We all know that and that's all that matters.
- Short, short! - It was short. No good!
There's no instant replay and we gotta live with that call,
but we won that game, damn it.
And we won it without Spencer James.
And I ain't saying that to be cruel. I'm just proving a point.
And what point is that?
You don't always have to be the hero, Spencer.
Just like you didn't have to be the hero when Jordan asked you to train him.
Your need to play God could get somebody killed one day.
What was I supposed to do, huh?
Jordan was going to train with or without me, man.
At least with me, I could keep him safe.
It's not your job to keep him safe.
That's my job. That's Laura's job. You should have come to us.
You wanna know why you ain't gonna sign this damn letter?
It's not 'cause you think Crenshaw or your family
or your friends are gonna fall apart without you. That's not it.
You're scared that they won't.
And who is Spencer James if he ain't the hero?
(singing) Tell me if you can feel it
'Cause I feel it
I can't let you do that.
Man, you're on parole. I'm not letting you go back to prison.
What's going on? I thought you were laying low.
I wanted to see her awake for myself.
You promised me you'd rest, Coop.
Babe, I've been asleep the last three days.
I think I'm good on rest.
Nah, she's right. Look, I'mma head up outta here.
Tamia Cooper?
I'm Detective Poworski. It's good to see you awake.
I have some questions for you about the night of your shooting.
Well, she's still recovering. So can't this wait?
Not if we wanna catch who did this.
There's no one to catch. Monique Moore shot Coop, right before--
Right before I shot her back.
So, you're saying that Monique Moore shot you first,
and then you shot back in self-defense?
That's exactly what I'm saying.
Where's the gun? It wasn't recovered at the scene.
I don't know. I passed out after getting shot,
and I woke up here a few hours ago.
- How'd you get to the hospital? - Again, I don't know.
- Were there any witnesses at the scene? - No, it was just me and Mo.
Coop, I think you should have your lawyer around before you say nothing else.
Tell your lawyer that we'll be back to finish up our statement in the morning.
Have a good night.
There. It's done.
They'll dot their "I"s and cross their whatevers,
- but self-defense is a clean cut. -(Patience) Excuse me.
- What? - What's the problem?
Coop was out.
She was done with the drama, with the gang crap,
and she just threw herself
right back in the middle of it all by lying to those cops.
She's trying to save me.
Yeah. Yeah, there is always a reason.
You know, I spent the last few days blaming you,
blaming myself for what happened to Coop.
But the truth is,
the person to blame for all the drama that follows Coop around is Coop.
When is it ever gonna stop?
Shh. Hey, here she comes.
Um, Big head and I thought maybe,
just for tonight, you didn't wanna sleep alone.
Our sleepover fort.
Your sleepover fort.
(singing) Everything stops
Guys.
Second in lies
Hey.
Let it sink in
Thanks.
I've seen enough
You know, Coach Baker asked me a question
and I realized I have the answer.
I don't know.
Maybe he's right about me having a savior complex, maybe not.
But at some point, I gotta take the leap and find out, right?
I mean, Dr. Spears' always telling me to put my mask on first.
So, here we go.
Make up my mind
I always imagined we'd be together when I signed to a D1 school.
So let's do it, Pops. (clears throat)
Make up my mind
(theme music playing)