[CHILDREN GIGGLING]
THE BOND BETWEEN A FATHER OLIVIA, VOICE-OVER: AND A DAUGHTER...
THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LIKE IT.
MY MOM GAVE ME MY DRIVE BUT I ALWAYS USED TO SAY
MY DAD GAVE ME MY DREAMS.
WE DREAM OF ALL THE BIG AS LITTLE GIRLS,
LIFE MOMENTS WE'RE GONNA SHARE WITH OUR DADS...
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL, FIRST BIKE RIDE WITH OUR TRAINING WHEELS,
FIRST DANCE, PRE-K GRADUATION,
MIDDLE SCHOOL GRADUATION, JUST ALL THE GRADUATIONS.
AND, OF COURSE, OUR WEDDINGS.
MY GOWN IS GOING TO BE PURE WHITE WITH TONS OF LACE
AND A TRAIN STRETCHING ON
FOR MILES AND MILES, JUST LIKE MY MOM'S.
OK, BUT WHO'S GOING TO HELP YOU CARRY THAT TRAIN?
YOU, OF COURSE.
FOR MY WEDDING, I'M GOING TO HAVE
A SIMPLE BUT ELEGANT PANT SUIT.
YOU CAN'T WEAR A PANT SUIT FOR YOUR WEDDING, OLIVIA.
OF COURSE I CAN. MY DAD SAYS
I CAN DO WHATEVER I WANT, 'CAUSE I'M A CHANGE-MAKER.
HE SAYS ONE DAY I'M GONNA CHANGE THE WHOLE WORLD.
WITH A PANT SUIT?
ALL I KNOW IS DADDY'S
ALWAYS RIGHT.
PROBLEM IS, WHILE WE'RE OLIVIA, VOICE-OVER:
DREAMING THESE BIG DREAMS OF LIFE WITH OUR HERO,
NO ONE EVER WARNS US THAT THOSE SAME DREAMS
COULD BE CUT SHORT.
THAT WE COULD JUST WAKE UP ONE DAY
AND...OUR DAD'S JUST...
GONE.
[SOFTLY] HEY.
HEY. YOU OK?
I JUST--I'M SORRY. I JUST REALLY NEED YOU TO GET UP.
LIV, IT'S THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. WHAT'S WRONG?
I'M NOT GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH THE NIGHT
WITHOUT TAKING A DRINK.
I JUST--I NEED BOTH OF YOU, PLEASE.
[OLIVIA SOBBING]
COME HERE. HEY, HEY.
COME HERE, COME HERE. COME HERE,
KWABS: ♪ WAR'S OVER BUT I SOLDIER ON ♪
THE GHOST LONG GONE ♪ ♪ STILL BATTLING
♪ OH ♪
♪ OH-OH ♪
♪ STILL STRUGGLING TO SEE THE SIGNS ♪
♪ TOO HEAVY FOR A HEART LIKE MINE ♪
♪ SAVE ME, SAVE ME ♪
♪ OOH, OH, OOH ♪
♪ OH, OH, OH ♪
♪ KEEP MY HERITAGE TO KEEP ME CLEAN ♪
♪ KEEP THE DEVIL WATCHING OVER ME ♪
♪ SAVE ME, SAVE ME ♪
♪ OOH, OOH... ♪
OLIVIA: THANK YOU.
I'M GLAD YOU HAVE EACH OTHER.
KWABS: ♪ OOH, OOH ♪
♪ OOH, OOH ♪
OK.
HEY. I DIDN'T HEAR YOU COME IN.
I DIDN'T WANNA WAKE YOU, AND ASH LET ME IN.
OH.
WHATCHU GOT HERE?
THESE ARE MY FAMOUS HOT CAKES.
WELL, THANK YOU, BUT I CAN'T EAT ALL THAT
BEFORE A WORKOUT.
UH, WELL, MY MAMA ALWAYS SAID
FOOD IS MEDICINE FOR THE SOUL.
I APPRECIATE YOU AND YOUR MAMA,
BUT I GOTTA GET TO THE GYM.
SPENCE, WHY THE RUSH?
I KNOW COACH BAKER'S FUNERAL WAS
ONLY A COUPLE DAYS AGO.
I DON'T THINK ANYONE'S
EXPECTING YOU TO RUSH BACK TO ANYTHING.
I WAS THINKING WE COULD TALK.
I KNOW HOW HARD IT MUST HAVE BEEN
FOR YOU LOSING COACH BAKER.
IT'S THE CYCLE OF LIFE, RIGHT?
WHAT HAPPENED TO COACH AIN'T SOMETHING
NONE OF US CAN CHANGE.
LOOK, I REALLY GOTTA GET THIS WORKOUT IN,
SO MAYBE LATER, YOU AND I CAN
TEAR INTO THAT STACK OF HOT CAKES.
SPENCER: ALL RIGHT.
[DOOR OPENS]
JORDAN: DO I CALL MY MOM? DO--DO WE KEEP HER WITH US ALL DAY?
YOU KNOW WHAT? SCREW IT.
I'M JUST GONNA CALL HER SPONSOR
AND IF LIV GETS MAD, SHE CAN GET MAD, OK?
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
LAYLA. HI.
NURSE JOY: IT'S GOOD TO SEE YOU. HEH! LAYLA: HI.
LAYLA: YEAH. JORDAN? [DOOR CLOSES]
YOU BOTH LOOK LIKE YOU'VE SEEN A GHOST.
LAYLA: UM, NO, SORRY, IT'S JUST WE WERE
LITERALLY ABOUT TO CALL YOU.
YEAH, UH, HOW DID YOU KNOW TO COME HERE?
OLIVIA: I CALLED HER.
I CALLED EVERYONE, ACTUALLY.
IF I'M GONNA GET THROUGH TODAY
AND NOT DRINK, I'M--
I'M GONNA NEED MY VILLAGE.
ATTA GIRL.
[DOOR OPENS]
[DOOR CLOSES]
[OLIVIA SIGHS] THESE PAST COUPLE WEEKS HAVE BEEN
REALLY, REALLY HARD.
UM, LAST NIGHT, I JUST-- I HAD NOTHING LEFT,
AND I WOULD'VE HAD A DRINK
IF I DIDN'T GET HELP, SO...
ANYTHING SOONER, SWEETHEART? LAURA: WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY
BECAUSE I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT LOST DAD,
AND FOCUSING IT ON ME JUST FELT SELFISH.
NO ONE WOULD'VE THOUGHT THAT, LIV.
NURSE JOY: OK, WE'RE HERE NOW,
SO HOW CAN WE HELP, OLIVIA?
I TEXTED EVERYONE
ALL MY USUAL HIDING PLACES FOR MY PILLS AND STUFF.
JORDAN ALREADY DID A SWEEP THIS MORNING,
SO I GUESS JUST KEEP CHECKING
AND KEEP ME HONEST.
JORDAN: OK, THIS IS, UM, THIS IS ALL THAT WAS LEFT IN THE HOUSE.
THAT'S YOUR DAD'S. THAT'S FROM--
HOW DID YOU GET--
I TOOK IT FROM HIS OFFICE THE NIGHT
OF THE MEMORIAL AND I'VE BEEN
HOLDING ON TO IT AND, UM...
I JUST--I CAN'T KEEP FIGHTING THIS ALONE.
COOP: YOU DON'T HAVE TO. WE CAN DO REGULAR SWEEPS.
WE CAN TAKE TURNS DRIVING YOU TO A.A.
I MEAN, WHATEVER IT TAKES, HONESTLY.
I DON'T THINK I CAN BE LEFT ALONE.
[SNIFFLES]
UH, WELL, THEN WE WON'T LEAVE YOU ALONE.
JAYMEE: HEY. HOW'S LIV? ASHER: HEY, BABY.
IMPRESSIVELY STRONG.
WE'RE ALL TAKING SHIFTS WITH HER TODAY.
HMM. AND THIS IS WHY THE VORTEX ROCKS. HEH!
I'M GONNA GET A REFILL. DO YOU WANT ONE?
THESE BABY BOOKS I'M READING SAY THAT TOO MUCH CAFFEINE
CAN ELEVATE YOUR BLOOD PRESSURE AND HEART RATE.
SO CAN SEX. YOU GONNA STOP THAT, TOO?
- NO, WE DON'T HAVE TO FOLLOW THESE BOOKS WORD FOR WORD. - HA HA!
ASHER: WE CAN JUST, YOU KNOW. [CELL PHONE BUZZES]
THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT. MM-HMM.
OH! MY DOCTOR JUST GOT BACK TO ME.
SHE CAN SEE US AT 2:00 TODAY
FOR OUR FIRST ULTRASOUND. OK.
WAIT. I THOUGHT OUR APPOINTMENT WAS IN A FEW WEEKS.
IT WAS, BUT SHE WANTS TO START MONITORING ME EARLY
BECAUSE OF MY LUPUS.
IS THAT NORMAL? IS SHE CONCERNED?
DOES SHE THINK THAT-- THAT SOMETHING COULD BE WRONG OR--
HEY, ASH, SLOW DOWN. SHE'S JUST TAKING PRECAUTIONS
TO MAKE SURE I HAVE A HEALTHY PREGNANCY.
IT'S A GOOD THING, BABE.
[DOOR CLOSES]
OK.
DAD MUST'VE ORDERED THIS BEFORE...
YOU KNOW, IT'S WEIRD TO THINK THAT THIS--THIS--
THIS COULD'VE BEEN ONE OF THE LAST THINGS THAT HE DID.
I'M SORRY, JORDAN.
YOU KNOW, WE CAN JUST SET IT ASIDE
TILL YOUR MOM'S READY TO DEAL WITH IT.
NO, I DON'T--I DON'T WANNA PUT HER THROUGH THAT.
OK. DO YOU WANT ME TO OPEN IT?
I DON'T KNOW. IF--IF WE OPEN IT,
THAT'S IT.
WHAT'S IT?
THERE'LL BE NO MORE PACKAGES, LAYLA.
THE--THERE'LL BE NO MORE MOMENTS WITH DAD.
♪ YO, I'M NOT AN UNDERDOG ♪ MARKUS GLEISSNER: MAN: ♪ NAH ♪
MARKUS: ♪ NOT THE UNDERCARD ♪ MAN: ♪ NO ♪
MARKUS: ♪ I'M THE MAIN EVENT ♪ MAN: ♪ UH-HUH ♪
MARKUS: ♪ STAY UNINVOLVED, AND YOU KNOW ♪
♪ THAT I ALWAYS GO THE DISTANCE ♪
BY MAJORITY DECISION ♪ ♪ AND THEN WIN
DON'T LET YOUR GUARD DOWN ♪ ♪ WHATEVER YOU DO,
YOU GOTTA KNUCKLE UP ♪ ♪ SO KNUCKLE UP,
DON'T LET YOUR GUARD DOWN ♪ ♪ YO, WHATEVER YOU DO,
YO, MAN. THERE YOU ARE.
WHY WEREN'T YOU AT THE BAKER HOUSE THIS MORNING?
WAS I SUPPOSED TO BE?
LIV CALLED A FAMILY MEETING THIS MORNING.
SHE'S STRUGGLING WITH HER SOBRIETY,
SO WE ALL TAKING SHIFTS TO HELP HER.
NAH. NO, I AIN'T GET THE CALL.
YOU SERIOUS, MAN? THAT'S ALL YOU GOTTA SAY?
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME, COOP?
SOUNDS LIKE SHE GOT ALL THE SUPPORT SHE NEEDS, SO...
WHAT'S REALLY GOING ON, OLIVIA?
WHAT DO YOU MEAN? I--I TOLD YOU.
I'M TRYING NOT TO RELAPSE.
YOUR FATHER PASSED AND YOU'RE TRYING
NOT TO DRINK TO NUMB THE PAIN.
EXACTLY.
LOSING YOUR DAD HURTS.
I UNDERSTAND THAT.
AND I'M SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN.
BUT THAT'S NOT THE WHOLE STORY.
I'VE BEEN WHERE YOU ARE, REMEMBER?
YOU DID THE RIGHT THING BY ACTIVATING YOUR VILLAGE
INSTEAD OF TRYING TO GO AT IT ALONE THIS TIME.
AND THAT IS GROWTH.
BUT YOUR VILLAGE CAN'T BABYSIT YOU FOREVER.
SO YOU NEED TO DIG DEEP
AND FIND YOUR WHY, LIV.
WHY NOW DO YOU WANT THAT DRINK?
TAKE THE LEAP AND FIND THOSE ANSWERS, TODAY,
WHILE YOU HAVE YOUR ENTIRE VILLAGE SURROUNDING YOU,
READY TO CATCH YOU IF NEEDED.
EDDY: COACH BAKER ALWAYS HAD THIS THING ABOUT SHOES.
HE SAID RESPECT STARTED AT THE FEET.
I NEVER UNDERSTOOD IT
A BRAND-NEW PAIR OF CLEATS. UNTIL ONE DAY, HE GAVE ME
ALWAYS THOUGHT HIS HANDS TOLD ME EVERYONE
HIS SUCCESS ON THE FIELD, WERE THE KEY TO
IT WAS HIS FOOTWORK. BUT REALLY
THE SAME POTENTIAL HE SAID I HAD
HE MADE SURE I BELIEVED IT. AND THEN EVERY DAY,
PREACH: YEAH, HE WAS ALWAYS GOOD AT HELPING PEOPLE
FIND THEIR VALUE.
ANYONE ELSE WANNA SHARE?
I'MA BE IN THIS ROOM, SAME TIME, EVERY DAY.
WE'RE ALL GRIEVING COACH BAKER,
GOTTA DO IT ALONE. BUT DON'T NOBODY
[SCHOOL BELL RINGS]
Y'ALL CAN ROLL.
[INDISTINCT CHATTER]
WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT JABARI.
YEAH, I'M WORRIED ABOUT HIM.
HE STILL HASN'T RESUMED HIS AFTER-SCHOOL TUTORING,
AND NOW HE'S FAILED HIS LAST TWO TESTS.
I DON'T NEED TO TELL YOU WHERE THIS PATH LEADS
IF HE DOESN'T COURSE CORRECT, AND FAST.
OLIVIA: WELL, HOW'S THAT FOR ACCURACY?
LIV, YOU ARE NOT FOUNDERING.
JUST WISH YOU COULD SEE YOURSELF THE WAY WE SEE YOU.
YOU MEAN LIKE A CLICHE THAT'S RELAPSING
'CAUSE THEY'RE GRIEVING?
NO, LIKE A BADASS
WHO I'M INCREDIBLY PROUD OF
FOR BEING HONEST AND LETTING US BE HERE FOR HER.
BUT YOU'VE BEEN HANDLING EVERYTHING SO WELL AND I'M--
I HAVE NOT
BEEN HANDLING MY GRIEF WELL AT ALL.
I CRY.
EVERY DAY.
MOSTLY IN THE SHOWER SO YOU GUYS DON'T HEAR ME.
AND EVERY MORNING THAT I CAN EVEN GET OUT OF BED
IS NOTHING SHORT OF A MIRACLE.
MOM, I'M SO SORRY. I DIDN'T KNOW.
BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT YOU TO KNOW.
[CELL PHONE BUZZING]
I'M SORRY, SWEETIE. I GOTTA GET THIS. ONE SECOND.
HELLO? YES, THIS IS LAURA.
[FOOTSTEPS RETREAT]
[BREATHING HEAVILY]
IS EVERYTHING OK?
YEAH. APPARENTLY, IN ORDER TO GET
A COPY OF YOUR DAD'S DEATH CERTIFICATE,
THE MEDICAL EXAMINER NEEDS A COPY OF
HIS SOCIAL SECURITY CARD.
WELL, IS IT HERE? I CAN HELP YOU LOOK.
NO. IT'S AT HIS OFFICE.
BUT I CAN GET IT ANOTHER DAY.
OR WE--WE COULD GO TODAY. I CAN COME WITH YOU.
SWEETIE, THE BOTTLE THAT YOU ALMOST DRANK FROM
WAS IN DAD'S OFFICE.
CLEARLY, IT'S TRIGGERING FOR YOU.
I MEAN, YOU'RE RIGHT. I--
YEAH, I DID FIND THE BOTTLE THERE, BUT...
I THINK THAT'S WHY I NEED TO GO BACK THERE.
YOU KNOW, NURSE JOY SAYS SHE THINKS THERE'S
MORE TO MY WANTING TO DRINK THAN JUST MISSING DAD,
AND SHE SAID THAT I NEED TO USE TODAY TO DIG DEEP AND FIND
MY REAL "WHY" IF I'M GONNA GET THROUGH THIS, SO...
IF YOU THINK IT'S WHAT YOU NEED.
SPENCER: WHAT UP, COACH? COACH KENNY: SPENCE.
DID NOT EXPECT TO SEE YOU HERE.
HAD TO GET A WORKOUT IN, YOU KNOW?
I CAN'T BLAME YOU.
GRIEF ISN'T A STRAIGHT LINE, RIGHT?
IF YOU NEED TO TALK, BRUH, I'M HERE.
ACTUALLY, I DO.
WHERE WE AT WITH THE TEAM?
[SCOFFS] THAT SHOULD BE THE LEAST OF YOUR CONCERNS.
IT'S MY ONLY CONCERN. LOOK, WHAT HAPPENED TO COACH BAKER
IS HORRIBLE, BUT I CAN'T CHANGE THE PAST.
I GOTTA FOCUS ON WHAT'S NEXT, AND RIGHT NOW,
THAT'S REBUILDING GAU's FOOTBALL TEAM.
WE'LL GET THERE. LET'S FOCUS ON YOURSELF.
HAS A.D. BARNES REACHED OUT ABOUT THE HEAD COACHING GIG?
- WE HAVEN'T CONNECTED YET. - AND WHAT ABOUT YOU? YOU REACHING OUT
- A FEW HERE AND THERE. TO OUR NEW RECRUITS?
ARE YOU SCHEDULING WORKOUTS?
ARE YOU WORKING ON NEW PLAYS? WHAT?
HEY, SPENCE, SPENCE, TAKE A BEAT, ALL RIGHT?
GAU FOOTBALL STILL HAS A LOT TO FIGURE OUT
BEFORE WE CAN EVEN THINK ABOUT REBUILDING THE PROGRAM AGAIN.
SOUNDS LIKE YOU WAITING TO BE TOLD WHAT TO DO.
WHY AIN'T YOU IN THERE DEMANDING A MEETING WITH A.D. BARNES?
WHEN DID YOU STOP CARING ABOUT THE FUTURE OF GAU FOOTBALL, MAN?
I CARE ABOUT THIS PROGRAM, AND YOU KNOW THAT.
BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY, I CARE ABOUT YOU.
AND IT'S CLEAR THAT YOU STILL NEED MORE TIME.
UNTIL THEN, IF YOU NEED TO TALK
OR JUST GET A WORKOUT IN IN SILENCE, I'M HERE.
NAH, I'M GOOD.
LAYLA: SORRY. THAT CONFERENCE CALL WENT
LONGER THAN I EXPECTED.
JORDAN, PLEASE TELL ME YOU'VE MOVED AN INCH
SINCE I LEFT YOU.
[SIGHS] THIS IS
THE LAST PART OF MY DAD THAT IS STILL ALIVE.
AND I KNOW THAT DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE AT ALL, BUT--
NO, IT MAKES TOTAL SENSE.
HEY, WHEN WE LOSE SOMEONE WE LOVE,
WE DO EVERYTHING WE CAN TO HOLD ON TO THEM.
OK, BUT LAYLA, WHAT IF THIS IS WHERE
THE REMINDERS OF HIM END?
THIS LAST BOX.
ABOUT A YEAR AGO, I WAS REALLY MISSING MY MOM,
AND THEN THIS TRACK POPPED UP ON MY COMPUTER
FROM THE RECENT BATCH MY DAD GAVE ME.
MONICA KEATING: ♪ JUST KNOW ♪
WHEN YOU'RE MISSING ME...♪ ♪ I'M ON YOUR SIDE
IT'S ONE OF MY MOM'S OLD SONGS,
AND THE CHORUS GOES, "AS HARD AS IT CAN BE,
NEVER STOP REMEMBERING ME."
THE UNIVERSE GAVE ME THIS LITTLE REMINDER WHEN I NEEDED IT.
SO THIS BOX, JORDAN, IT'S JUST--
JUST THE BEGINNING OF YOUR DAD'S REMINDERS.
♪ NEVER STOP REMEMBERING ME... ♪ KEATING:
[SOFTLY] THANK YOU.
[SIGHS]
[CHUCKLES]
YOU WOULD'VE NEVER HAVE GUESSED
THAT THIS WAS JUST MOMENTS AFTER
WE BOTH GOT FOOD POISONING AFTER DAD INSISTED
THAT WE GET STREET FISH TACOS.
- I TRIED TO WARN YOU GUYS. - HEH! I KNOW.
BUT DAD WAS SO EXCITED I DIDN'T WANT HIM TO EAT ALONE.
THE MEMORIES WON'T ALWAYS HURT SO MUCH.
OR SO THEY SAY.
[CELL PHONE BUZZES]
UM, COOP'S HERE TO PICK ME UP FOR HER SHIFT.
DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL HER TO COME BACK LATER?
OH, NO, SWEETIE. YOU GO. I--I CAN LOOK FOR HIS CARD.
LAURA: LIV, I'M--I'M OK HERE. OLIVIA: ARE YOU SURE?
I PROMISE.
GO. COOP'S WAITING.
OLIVIA: OK. LAURA: BYE.
[DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
[SLAM]
GIRLS: AAH!
WATCH WHERE YOU GOING, FOOL.
[STUDENTS SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]
HEY, HEY. HEY! HEY! PREACH:
WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU, MAN? HEY!
YOU'RE ABOUT 7 WEEKS ALONG.
BABY'S MEASURING PERFECTLY.
AND THERE'S YOUR BABY'S HEARTBEAT.
WE'LL GET SOME BLOODWORK TODAY. [THUMPING]
DOCTOR: STANDARD PROCEDURE. ASHER: WAIT, WHAT FOR?
EVERYTHING'S LOOKING GOOD. CONGRATULATIONS.
THANK YOU.
[DOOR OPENS]
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS REAL. HEH!
I'M--I'M GONNA LET YOU GET DRESSED, OK?
I'LL BE-- I'LL BE RIGHT OUTSIDE.
[DOOR OPENS]
UH, EXCUSE ME?
YES. MR. ADAMS. [DOOR CLOSES]
ARE YOU SURE EVERYTHING LOOKED OK?
I'VE BEEN DOING THIS A LONG TIME. THINGS LOOKED GREAT.
AND THE HEARTBEAT. IT WASN'T--
WASN'T TOO FAST OR TOO SLOW?
DOCTOR: IT WAS PERFECT. ASHER: WHAT--WHAT ABOUT JAYMEE'S LUPUS?
WE'RE GONNA KEEP A CLOSE EYE ON HER AND THE BABY,
BUT YOU REALLY SHOULDN'T WORRY RIGHT NOW.
WELL, ON THE INTERNET, IT SAID
PREGNANT WOMEN WHO HAVE LUPUS ARE--
LET ME STOP YOU RIGHT THERE.
DON'T READ THE INTERNET.
JAYMEE'S DOING REALLY WELL
AND TAKES REALLY GOOD CARE OF HERSELF.
FOR NOW, TRY TO ENJOY THIS MOMENT.
WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT?
UH, I--I JUST HAD A FEW MORE QUESTIONS.
JAYMEE: ABOUT MY BODY? ASHER: ABOUT OUR BABY.
NEXT TIME, ASK THEM IN FRONT OF ME.
I KNOW HOW TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF
AND THIS BABY, ASH.
HERE WE GO.
[CHUCKLING] UH...
OK...
DID YOU LEAVE ANY FOOD FOR ANYONE ELSE?
YUP, BUT I FIGURED
AS LONG AS YOUR MOUTH IS CHEWING,
IT CAN'T BE DRINKING. [OLIVIA SNICKERS]
THAT'S ONE WAY TO APPROACH IT.
I STILL FEEL LIKE...
THERE'S A LOT THAT'S BEEN LEFT UNSAID BETWEEN US
SINCE MY BREAKUP WITH SPENCER.
COOP: YEAH, BUT WE AIN'T GOTTA GET INTO THAT NOW. OLIVIA: ACTUALLY,
UM... IT'S IMPORTANT
FOR BOTH MY GRIEF AND MY SOBRIETY TO HONESTLY
SPEAK UP ABOUT WHAT I'M FEELING, SO...
[SIGHS] WELL, IN THAT CASE,
GO FOR IT.
FULL DISCLOSURE...
I USED TO BE JEALOUS
OF WHAT YOU AND SPENCER HAD.
YOU WERE HIS BEST FRIEND AT SOUTH CRENSHAW
AND I WAS HIS BEST FRIEND AT BEVERLY,
BUT TRUTHFULLY, I MEAN, THERE WAS--THERE WAS NO COMPARISON.
I MEAN, WHAT YOU AND SPENCER HAD AND STILL HAVE IS...
AN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE THAT MOST PEOPLE CAN ONLY DREAM OF.
IT'S SEEN SPENCER THROUGH SOME OF
THE TOUGHEST TIMES IN HIS LIFE.
AND AS SOMEONE WHO LOVES HIM, YOUR LOYALTY
TO HIM IS SOMETHING THAT I'M GRATEFUL FOR.
WELL, SINCE WE'RE BEING ALL HONEST AND STUFF,
I ACTUALLY WAS--I WAS SCARED WHEN YOU TWO
STARTED DATING THAT I'D LOSE HIM.
THAT THERE'D BE NO ROOM FOR ME.
BUT YOU MADE SURE THERE WAS.
I DON'T THINK--
I DON'T THINK I EVER SAID THANK YOU.
I LEARNED THAT FROM MY DAD.
HE ALWAYS MADE ROOM IN HIS HEART
FOR WHOEVER WALKED THROUGH OUR FRONT DOOR.
IT NEVER TOOK ANYTHING AWAY FROM WHAT HE FELT FOR US.
YOU KNOW, HE JUST MADE THE EXTRA ROOM.
THAT'S SUCH A BEAUTIFUL THING.
PLUS, UM, CONFESSION NUMBER TWO?
I MADE ROOM FOR YOU FOR SELFISH REASONS
'CAUSE I WANTED SOME OF THAT COOP MAGIC IN MY LIFE.
COOP: COME ON, MAN. [OLIVIA CHUCKLING]
AND LOOK AT US NOW. WE'RE NOT JUST FRIENDS.
WE'RE ROOMMATES, SOBRIETY PARTNERS,
FAMILY.
I MISSED YOU, LIV.
I'VE MISSED OUR FRIENDSHIP.
ME, TOO.
[DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]
HEY.
HOW WAS YOUR DAY?
GOOD. YOU REALLY BEEN HERE THIS WHOLE TIME?
NO, I LEFT BUT I CAME BACK
AND JAYMEE AND ASHER, YOU KNOW, LET ME IN.
OK, LOOK, UM,
AS MUCH AS I APPRECIATE ALL THIS,
YOU REALLY DON'T GOTTA FOLD MY LAUNDRY, OK?
WAIT. I DON'T MIND, OK? PLUS, IT'S NO BIG DEAL.
HEY, HOW ABOUT WE WATCH A MOVIE,
SNACK ON SOME COLD HOT CAKES?
SURE. MOVIE SOUNDS GREAT.
THOSE HOT CAKES, OK? - BUT WE WARMING UP - OK.
ALICIA: OK. OK. [DOOR OPENS]
[DOOR CLOSES] COOP: UH, HEY.
IS, UH, ASHER AROUND?
ALICIA: HE'S NOT HERE. OLIVIA: UM, IT'S OK.
WE'RE A LITTLE EARLY ANYWAY, SO...
SPENCER: EARLY FOR WHAT? COOP: ASHER'S SHIFT IS UP.
HE WAS GONNA TAKE LIV TO HER A.A. MEETING.
I'D DO IT, BUT I GOTTA MAKE IT TO ANOTHER CLASS.
OLIVIA: I CAN WAIT ON THE PATIO.
I'M SURE HE'LL BE HERE ANY SEC.
ALICIA: ACTUALLY, HE TOOK JAYMEE TO A DOCTOR'S APPOINTMENT.
I DON'T KNOW WHEN HE'LL BE BACK.
IS SHE OK? DID HER LUPUS FLARE BACK UP OR--
I'LL DO IT.
I'LL TAKE YOU.
ARE YOU SURE? I DON'T WANT TO INTERRUPT.
SPENCER: NO, YOU'RE NOT. WE WAS JUST ABOUT
TO WATCH A MOVIE, BUT FROM EVERYTHING
I HEARD TODAY, SOUNDS LIKE YOUR SITUATION
IS A LITTLE MORE LIFE AND DEATH SO,
UM...RAINCHECK?
YEAH.
OF COURSE. SURE.
THANK YOU.
BOTH OF YOU.
MM-HMM.
OK.
[DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]
YO, YOU GOOD?
BUSTER GOT IN MY WAY.
YOU CAN'T BE HITTING EVERYBODY THAT GETS
IN YOUR WAY BECAUSE YOU ANGRY.
LOOK, I KNOW YOU HURTIN'. WE ALL ARE. AND I CAN'T EVEN
IMAGINE WHAT ELSE YOU BEEN GOIN' THROUGH AFTER BEING ON THAT BUS.
YOU WASTING MY TIME. CAN I GO NOW?
MAN, SIT YOUR ASS DOWN.
LOOK, I'LL NEVER BE COACH BAKER,
BUT I'M SURE AS HELL GONNA KEEP HIS LEGACY ALIVE
BY LOOKING AFTER HIS SOUTH CRENSHAW KIDS.
AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY THANK YOU?
YOU AIN'T GOTTA SAY NOTHING TO ME.
BUT YOU CAN'T LET YOUR FUTURE GO TO WASTE
BECAUSE YOU IN PAIN.
TALK TO SOMEBODY. ANYONE.
OR THAT GRIEF WILL EAT YOU ALIVE.
YOU'RE PROBABLY WONDERING WHY I DIDN'T CALL YOU OVER THIS MORNING.
YOU CALLED WHO YOU NEEDED.
NO, I CALLED WHO I DIDN'T THINK I'D BE BURDENING.
YOU'VE SAVED MY LIFE ENOUGH TIMES, SPENCER.
IT DIDN'T FEEL FAIR TO LAY THIS AT YOUR FEET TOO AFTER EVERYTHING.
THAT NIGHT AT THE HOSPITAL, AFTER I GOT SHOT,
YOU THANKED ME FOR SAVING YOUR LIFE.
YOU REMEMBER WHAT I SAID?
YOU SAID ANYTIME.
AND I MEANT IT.
SPENCER: SO HOW BAD'S IT BEEN? [OLIVIA SIGHS]
LAST NIGHT WAS THE WORST OF IT.
THAT'S WHY I'M SEARCHING FOR CLARITY TODAY.
I MISS HIM SO MUCH.
I KNOW.
[SIGHS]
[DISTANT CHATTER]
OH, MY GOD.
MY DAD USED TO LOVE POP UP CARNIVALS.
[CHUCKLES]
I CALLED THEM DEATHTRAPS IN THE MAKING
BUT HE ALWAYS USED TO SAY THEY WERE LIKE
ROSES THAT BLOOM IN CONCRETE--
A BEAUTIFUL SURPRISE.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
WE GOT 45 MINUTES BEFORE YOUR MEETING, RIGHT?
TRUST ME.
[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
WHOO!
YOU'RE NOT SERIOUS.
YEAH, YOU WANTED CLARITY, RIGHT?
IT DOESN'T GET QUIETER OR MORE ZEN THAN UP THERE.
[CHUCKLES] CARNIVALS WERE YOUR POP'S THING,
SO YOU ALREADY GOT A CONNECTION TO HIM HERE.
JUST TRY IT.
IT'S THE CLOSEST TO HEAVEN WE'RE GONNA GET FROM WHERE WE ARE.
CAN WE JUST TAKE A SECOND?
I DON'T KNOW. MAYBE PLAY SOME GAMES OR SOMETHING FIRST?
OLIVIA: I'LL GO UP. SPENCER: LIV.
I WILL.
I'M JUST...
I'M--I'M NOT READY YET.
HOW ABOUT THE BASKETBALL TOSS?
LAST TIME I WENT UP AGAINST YOU, YOU WHOOPED MY ASS.
SOUNDS LIKE YOU'RE SCARED TO GET YOUR ASS BEAT AGAIN.
OK. ALL RIGHT. LET'S GO.
[OLIVIA CHUCKLES] GAME ON, WOMAN.
MALE SINGER: ♪ TODAY'S LOOKING LIKE A GOOD DAY ♪
FEEL LIKE IT'S MY BIRTHDAY... ♪ ♪ GOOD VIBES, YA, I FEEL,
SPENCER: IT'S NOT IMPOSSIBLE. OLIVIA: IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
- YOU GOTTA BELIEVE. - YOU GOTTA JUST--
IT WORKS. HA HA!
SINGERS: ♪ IT'S GONNA BE A GOOD DAY ♪
♪ AND I'M FEELING ALL RIGHT ♪ [BELL RINGS]
♪ IT'S GONNA BE A GOOD DAY ♪
♪ SO HANG AROUND A WHILE, WHILE, WHILE ♪
♪ GONNA BE A GOOD DAY...♪
SPENCER: CHILL OUT. CHILL OUT. [BOTH CHUCKLE]
SINGERS: ♪ IT'S GONNA BE A GOOD DAY ♪
♪ SO HANG AROUND A WHILE, WHILE, WHILE ♪
WHOO!
OLIVIA: HA HA! SPENCER: AHH!
- OK. SOMEBODY GET ME A FOOTBALL. - HA HA HA!
[SEATBELT CLICKS] HA HA HA HA!
I FEEL LIKE I WAS HUSTLED.
YOU READY?
NO.
BUT I'M GONNA DO IT ANYWAY.
[MACHINERY HISSING]
[METAL SQUEAKING]
OK.
I'M UP HERE.
CLOSE YOUR EYES.
TAKE IN THE QUIET.
[EXHALES]
WOW.
IT'S LIKE I'M IN THE CLOUDS.
THIS IS THE CLOSEST I'VE FELT TO HIM SINCE HE'S BEEN GONE.
YOU WANTED CLARITY ON WHY HIS LOSS
WAS PUSHING YOU TO DRINK.
TALK TO HIM...
IN HERE.
RUM.GOLD: ♪ OHH ♪ [OLIVIA EXHALES]
ONLY YOU AND HIM CAN FIGURE THIS OUT.
RUM.GOLD: ♪ FATHER, FATHER ♪
♪ MAYBE I WILL LEAVE ♪
♪ JUST LIKE YOU ♪
♪ BROTHER, BROTHER ♪
♪ OH, IF YOU'RE READING THIS ♪
♪ YOU PROBABLY KNOW BY NOW ♪
♪ I'VE FINALLY FOUND A LOVER ♪
♪ OH, I LOVE HIM, I DO ♪
♪ I JUST COULDN'T SAVE YOU ♪
JORDAN: SPICES AND FROZEN MEAT? LAYLA: HMM.
- OOH, THE MEAT IS A LITTLE THAWED. - OH.
MM. HEH! I AM GRATEFUL
YOU DIDN'T KEEP THAT PACKAGE SEALED FOREVER,
'CAUSE THAT SMELL WOULD'VE DIVIDED US.
- OK. REALLY? - YEAH.
BUT WHAT IS--WHAT IS ALL THIS--ALL THIS FOR?
- OH. LOUISIANA NIGHT. - WHAT?
WELL, I SAW A FLYER ON THE TABLE AT YOUR PARENTS' HOUSE.
SOUTH CRENSHAW'S HOSTING A "LOUISIANA NIGHT" NEXT WEEK.
MY DAD MUST'VE BEEN MAKING MY GRANDMA MARY'S JUMPIN' JAMBALAYA.
HE ALWAYS SAID HE PERFECTED THE RECIPE
WITH HIS SECRET INGREDIENT.
LAYLA: WHAT IS IT? JORDAN: WHOA!
A SECRET. HEH! LAYLA: OK.
BUT NOW I REMEMBER WHY IT'S CALLED "JUMPIN' JAMBALAYA."
MM. WELL, I MEAN, WE CAN'T LET THIS GO TO WASTE,
SO I SAY WE END THE DAY THE SAME WAY WE STARTED IT.
ALL TOGETHER. FAMILY DINNER,
MAKING YOUR DAD'S JAMBALAYA, YEAH?
- I SAY LET'S DO IT. - OK.
YEAH.
CAN I GET YOU ANYTHING?
I'M FINE...
BUT YOU CAN TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU.
YOU COULDN'T EVEN ENJOY HEARING YOUR BABY'S HEARTBEAT TODAY.
WHY ARE YOU SO FREAKED OUT ABOUT THE BABY ALL OF A SUDDEN?
IT'S NOT THE BABY THAT HAS ME FREAKED OUT.
IT'S THE BUS CRASH.
ONE MINUTE EVERYTHING IS FINE
AND THEN THE NEXT...
WE'RE ON THE SIDE OF A CLIFF
AND COACH IS DEAD.
I LEARNED THE HARD WAY THAT NOTHING IS PROMISED
AND NOW I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT
SOMETHING BAD HAPPENING TO YOU OR THE BABY.
YOU BOTH ARE MY WHOLE WORLD.
YOU'RE OUR WHOLE WORLD, TOO.
AND YOU'RE RIGHT. NOTHING IS PROMISED.
THAT'S WHY WE HAVE TO LIVE IN THE NOW.
FIND JOY IN THE NOW.
HAVE YOU THOUGHT ABOUT TALKING TO SOMEONE?
I'M TALKING TO YOU.
I MEAN SOMEONE THAT CAN HELP YOU
DEAL WITH YOUR PTSD.
SOMEONE THAT CAN HELP YOU START BELIEVING
THAT YOU DESERVE ALL OF THE GOOD THINGS IN YOUR LIFE.
YEAH, MAYBE YOU'RE RIGHT.
OLIVIA: ASHER, IT'S FINE.
REALLY. I GOT TO MY A.A. MEETING.
JORDAN'S ALREADY HERE TO PICK ME UP. I PROMISE.
I'LL SEE YOU GUYS BACK AT THE HOUSE LATER.
SO, WHAT WAS THAT?
APOLOGY NUMBER 9 OR--
YEAH, SOMETHING LIKE THAT.
THANKS FOR COMING TO GET ME.
BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO MY SHIFT ALL DAY.
HOW WAS A.A.?
EVERYTHING I NEEDED.
ALL OF TODAY WAS. [SIGHS]
- I'M PROUD OF YOU. - YOU KNOW,
FOR THE FIRST TIME TODAY,
I CAN HONESTLY SAY I'M REALLY PROUD OF MYSELF, TOO.
[SIGHS]
I THINK I FOUND MY WHY.
IT'S THE SILENCE.
AND NOT, YOU KNOW, JUST, LIKE, THE QUIET,
BUT THE SILENCE IN THINGS LEFT UNSAID.
SILENCE IN FRIENDSHIP,
RELATIONSHIP, AND...
ESPECIALLY THE SILENCE OF DEATH.
SILENCE IS THE HARDEST THING FOR ME TO FACE.
[SIGHS] AND I THINK I FINALLY
REALIZED THAT UP ON THAT FERRIS WHEEL.
AND YET YOU'RE FACING IT.
WHAT ABOUT OTHERS, YOU KNOW?
PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO ARE...
EQUALLY SCARED OF THE SILENCE, BUT DON'T HAVE A VILLAGE TO TURN TO?
WHAT?
[CHUCKLES] I KNOW THAT LOOK.
- THE LOOK THAT DAD - WHAT LOOK?
ALWAYS SAID MEANT YOU WERE ABOUT TO DO SOMETHING
THAT WOULD CHANGE THE WORLD FOR GOOD.
ALL RIGHT. LET'S GO HOME.
DOING THIS RIGHT? LAURA: AM I
[CHUCKLING] MOM, IT'S JUST RICE.
IT'S REALLY HARD TO MESS UP.
YOU'D BE SURPRISED. THE ONE TIME
YOUR DAD ASKED ME TO HELP,
LET'S JUST SAY I WAS NEVER ASKED BACK.
JORDAN: DO YOU GUYS REMEMBER THE TIME
THAT DAD THREW OUT THE ENTIRE POT
BECAUSE LIV USED VEGETABLE STOCK
INSTEAD OF CHICKEN STOCK? LAURA: MM-HMM.
IT WASN'T MY FAULT. HE BOUGHT THE WRONG THING.
[LAUGHTER, INDISTINCT CHATTER] COOP: ASHER, YOU SURE YOU KNOW
ASHER: GREEN PEPPERS... WHAT YOU'RE DOING OVER THERE, BRUH?
[LAYLA GIGGLES] JORDAN: HI.
HI.
- MY DAD WOULD'VE LOVED THIS. - HMM.
KITCHEN FULL OF HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS, COOKING HIS FAVORITE MEAL.
MY MOM'S RICE, WHICH IS... HE'D PROBABLY EVEN USE LAYLA: WOW.
JORDAN: SO THANK YOU.
WHY? I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.
THE WORST COUPLE WEEKS JORDAN: THIS HAS BEEN OF MY LIFE
AND EVERY STEP OF THE WAY, YOU'VE KNOWN EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED.
I'M SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE YOU. [LAYLA CHUCKLES]
AHEM.
I GUESS THIS IS YOUR COMING OUT DINNER.
[LAYLA CHUCKLES] JORDAN: HUH.
COOP: OOH, OK. ENOUGH. JORDAN: I GUESS SO.
YOU GUYS ARE MAKING ME LOSE MY APPETITE WITH ALL THIS SAP.
ASHER: FOR REAL. YOU TWO NEED TO GET A ROOM, LIKE, ASAP.
BRO, THEY ALREADY GOT A ROOM, AND I SHARE A WALL WITH 'EM.
LAURA: OK! THANK YOU. OLIVIA: OH, WOW.
GRACE: CAN WE GET BACK TO COOKING, PLEASE?
GRACE: I'M HUNGRY. LAURA: YES.
GONNA SAY WAS THAT-- COOP: WHAT I WAS JORDAN: YEAH.
LAURA: OH, NO. THAT'S OK. SPENCER: NO, CHILL OUT.
[SNIFFLES]
SO... [SIGHS]
IN MY QUEST TO EMBRACE FULL HONESTY TODAY, UM...
I GUESS WE SHOULD TALK ABOUT WHAT I SAID A COUPLE WEEKS AGO.
BEFORE YOUR LIFE TURNED UPSIDE DOWN.
YOURS TURNED UPSIDE DOWN, TOO.
YOU KNOW, I'VE ALWAYS ADMIRED YOU FOR HOW BRAVE YOU ARE.
TELLING ME YOU WANTED ME BACK COULDN'T HAVE BEEN EASY.
AND WE OWE EACH OTHER AN HONEST CONVERSATION ABOUT WHAT WE FEEL
AND WHERE WE STAND, BUT...
I WANT TO HAVE IT WHEN WE'RE CLEAR-HEADED.
- WHEN THE BATTLE FOR YOUR SOBRIETY AIN'T - MM.
AT DEFCON FOUR AND I AIN'T...
WHAT WERE YOU GONNA SAY?
[SIGHS] SPENCER,
MY DAD WAS LIKE A DAD TO YOU.
IT'S ALL GOOD. IT'S ALL GOOD. I'M JUST...
I'M JUST GLAD I COULD BE THERE FOR YOU TODAY.
AND, UH, AND WE'LL HAVE THAT CONVERSATION WHEN THE TIME'S RIGHT.
THAT'S A PROMISE.
WHAT'S ALL THIS?
I THINK I'M GONNA BRING BACK "LIVE THE TRUTH."
UM, I HAVE SOME THINGS I WANT TO SAY TO YOU GUYS
AND ANYONE ELSE WHO NEEDS TO HEAR IT.
[SIGHS]
[CLICK]
A FATHER AND A DAUGHTER... THE BOND BETWEEN
THERE'S ABSOLUTELY NOTHING LIKE IT.
I ALWAYS USED TO SAY MY MOM GAVE ME MY DRIVE
BUT...MY DAD GAVE ME MY DREAMS.
YOU KNOW, AS LITTLE GIRLS, WE DREAM OF ALL
THE BIG LIFE MOMENTS WE'RE GONNA SHARE WITH OUR DADS.
THE PROBLEM IS, WHILE WE'RE DREAMING
THOSE BIG DREAMS OF LIFE WITH OUR HERO,
THAT THOSE SAME DREAMS NO ONE EVER WARNS US
THAT WE COULD JUST... CAN BE CUT SHORT.
AND OUR DADS JUST BE... WAKE UP ONE DAY
GONE.
FROM THAT LOSS IS, UH, THE SILENCE
DEAFENING. HEH!
AND THE DESIRE TO RUN FROM IT...
IT'S OVERWHELMING. [SIGHS]
BUT I'M HERE TO TELL YOU,
DON'T RUN.
GATHER YOUR VILLAGE.
FACE THE SILENCE...
AND WHATEVER FEELINGS COME WITH IT.
OLIVIA, VOICE-OVER: IT CAN BE FEELINGS OF ABANDONMENT,
FEELINGS OF FEAR.
[SIGHS]
SPENCER: "I DON'T WANT YOU TO FEEL PRESSURED BY ME,
"SO I'M GONNA TAKE A STEP BACK.
IF YOU NEED ME, YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME."
[KNOCK ON DOOR]
NOW'S NOT A GOOD TIME, COACH.
JUST CAME TO CHECK ON YOU.
OUR CONVERSATION EARLIER, IT WENT
IN A DIRECTION THAT I DIDN'T EXPECT.
OK, OK, SO NOW YOU CHECKED. I'M GOOD.
I'M HERE FOR YOU, SON. COREY: I LOVE YOU, SON. COACH KENNY:
COACH KENNY: I JUST WANT YOU I DO CONSIDER YOU MY SON. BILLY, VOICE-OVER:
SPENCER: DON'T CALL ME SON. TO KNOW--
I DON'T NEED A DADDY, MAN.
I DON'T NEED A MENTOR OR EVEN A FRIEND.
- I NEED A DAMN COACH. - SPENCE, I--
THAT IS IT. SOMEBODY WHO'S GONNA DO
WHATEVER IT TAKES TO WIN AND GET ME TO THE NFL.
THAT IS ALL I CAN COUNT ON AND THAT NEGRO AIN'T YOU!
I SHOULDA LISTENED TO THOSE COACHES AT TNT AND TOLEDO.
ALL THEY CARED ABOUT WAS THE GAME.
I'M DONE WASTING MY TIME WITH YOU, MAN,
AND GAU FOOTBALL.
SO CONSIDER THIS MY OFFICIAL NOTICE.
I'M ENTERING THE PORTAL.
OLIVIA, VOICE-OVER: SOMETIMES, IT FEELS LIKE ANGER.
MY EPIPHANY TODAY. AND THAT WAS
I'M ANGRY AT MY DAD FOR DYING.
AND HIDING FROM THAT TRUTH ALMOST COST ME
MY SANITY AND MY SOBRIETY.
SO NOW I'M SPEAKING MY TRUTH OUT LOUD NOT JUST FOR ME,
BUT FOR ANYONE ELSE WHO'S GOING THROUGH SOMETHING SIMILAR. [DOOR CLOSES]
LAURA: NO, NO, IT'S OK, IT'S OK. MRS. BAKER. I WAS JUST-- JABARI: SORRY,
PREACH TOLD ME YOU WERE HERE. PLEASE, STAY.
THE SILENCE IS LOUD, ISN'T IT?
LEAVES A LOT OF ROOM FOR YOUR MIND TO PLAY TRICKS ON YOU
IF YOU DON'T FACE IT HEAD ON.
IT DON'T MATTER.
LAURA: YES, YOU DO MATTER. I DON'T MATTER.
THAT'S WHY MY HUSBAND WENT BACK FOR YOU.
YOU CAN'T KEEP CARRYING ALL THIS GUILT, JABARI.
IT'S NOT WHAT BILLY WOULD HAVE WANTED.
TELL ME...
WHAT HAPPENED WHEN...
WHEN BILLY WENT BACK ON THE BUS.
NO.
NO, I'M SORRY.
I--I'VE ALREADY CAUSED YOU ENOUGH PAIN.
AND YOU DON'T WANT TO HEAR THAT.
NO. I DON'T.
BUT I NEED TO.
AND YOU NEED... TO RELEASE IT.
BILLY, DISTORTED: JABARI!
JABARI!
ALL RIGHT, TAKE MY HAND. ALL RIGHT, COME ON.
ALL RIGHT, USE THIS LEG. [JABARI GRUNTING]
BILLY: THERE WE GO. OK. [BUS THUDS]
ALL RIGHT, YOU GOOD? [JABARI PANTING]
BILLY: ALL RIGHT. [BUS CREAKING]
WE GET OFF THIS DAMN BUS? WHAT DO YOU SAY
[LOUD CREAK]
OH! WHOA! WHOA.
OK, THIS IS GONNA BE FUN. OK.
ALL RIGHT. WE GOT THIS. UM,
WE'RE JUST GONNA GO ONE AT A TIME, RIGHT?
GONNA BE EASY. ONE AT A TIME. YOU GO FIRST.
YOU GO FIRST. ONE AT A TIME.
I'M RIGHT BEHIND YOU, BABY. BILLY: YOU GOT IT. [JABARI GRUNTS]
BILLY: THERE WE GO. MY MAN. [BUS CREAKING]
AH! ALL RIGHT, COACH. COME ON. IT'S YOUR TURN.
[LOUD RUMBLING AND CREAKING]
TELL MY FAMILY THAT I LOVE THEM.
[METAL CRUNCHING LOUDLY]
COACH!
[SNIFFLES]
THERE'S NOTHING YOU COULD HAVE DONE, JABARI.
[SIGHS]
LOOK AT ME.
THERE IS NOTHING
THAT YOU COULD HAVE DONE. [SNIFFLES]
OLIVIA, VOICE-OVER: FOR WHOEVER IS OUT THERE LISTENING,
I NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT YOU AREN'T ALONE IN YOUR GRIEF.
FEMALE SINGER: ♪ THERE ARE BETTER DAYS TO COME ♪
OLIVIA, VOICE-OVER: AND IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYONE TO TURN TO,
I WILL BE HERE FOR YOU.
FEMALE SINGER: ♪ THERE ARE BETTER DAYS TO COME ♪
OLIVIA, VOICE-OVER: BECAUSE WHEN YOU CAN'T HOLD YOURSELF UP,
A VILLAGE THAT'LL DO THAT IT'S LIFESAVING TO HAVE FOR YOU.
ALL OF THIS IS SAID AND DONE ♪ FEMALE SINGER: ♪ WHEN
♪ THERE ARE BETTER DAYS ♪
♪ TO COME ♪
MAN: GREG, MOVE YOUR HEAD.