[melancholy music plays]
[Junior] It's something that I haven't told Carmen, that, um,
I haven't really been able to find a way and a time to tell her.
Unfortunately,
I wasn't able to freeze my sperm.
Like, what do you mean?
So what, now having a fourth child's not even an option?
I'm sorry, Carmen. I tried.
I didn't mean to hold this information back from her.
Unfortunately,
I wasn't able to freeze my sperm, as planned,
um, because of a scheduling issue.
So now, here we are.
-Some things went wrong-- -[Carmen] Wait, wait, wait.
[exhales]
You specifically told me the other day, when we had this conversation
that you had froze your sperm.
So now you're telling me that you lied to me
and now we can't even have another child? Is that what you're telling me?
-I tried. I tried. There was a prob-- -Nah, I can't. I can't.
I can't.
This is not fair.
-This is not fair. -Carmen.
[Carmen] I literally cannot do this.
This is not okay.
[Junior] I don't wanna have kids right now and I've made that clear to you.
And you know that our relationship can't handle any more pressure,
which is why we're in therapy.
So I just feel like you're not being realistic, Carmen.
[sighs]
Traditionally, women control things when it comes to the kids and having them,
and now I just feel like the position that I'm in right now
is this is my body,
and having more kids
needs to be my decision as well as hers.
So, you know, I've done this to take control of my future.
[Carmen sobs]
-[Junior] Are you all right? -Just get off me. Stop.
-I'm sorry, Carmen. -Just-- No, stop. Get off me.
[Carmen exhales]
[inhales] Where do you think this leaves you both?
[Latin trap music plays]
I was just hoping that this will put us in a position
where we can focus on me and her.
I don't know if I can move forward from this.
Maybe you two need to readjust
to a new reality.
[sighs]
[music ends]
[birds chirping]
So you wanted to take back control, Junior,
but ultimately…
have you lost control if Carmen feels as devastated as she does?
["Deep End" plays]
[Carmen] I personally cannot see
how I can move past something as big as this.
Like, if you cannot inform me about a decision like this,
like, how-- Like, how am I supposed to trust you with anything else?
I don't even know if I even wanna come back here, to be honest,
to these sessions.
Like, I just don't know if I'm ready for any of this
after what he's just told me.
["Deep End" continues]
Power dynamics are a difficult area for many of the couples that I work with,
whether one partner takes control of key decisions…
where control is used to avoid vulnerability…
or how resentment can build from feeling unheard or dismissed.
[Viktor] There's a pool right there.
[man] Oh, that's nice, yeah.
One thing is clear.
A healthy balance of power is essential for any relationship to survive.
♪ Everything we wearin' It be top dollar ♪
♪ Baby, I'm a star, I'm a shot-caller ♪
♪ Pull up in the drop top With a popped collar ♪
♪ Tryna holler at my honey Homey, don't bother ♪
♪ That's my girl ♪
[Karen] Welcome back.
-Thank you. -Thank you.
So before we start, I thought I'd do a little bit of a recap
of actually how the session went last time.
[inhales]
The distrust…
-Yeah. Mm-hmm. -[Karen] …that both of you seem to share.
Yeah.
And then, of course, we finished off with the exercise,
which, sort of, you spoke to each other very truthfully
about the kiss and the possible dating.
Hm.
-Yeah. -Yeah.
You showed quite a lot of vulnerability.
Yeah.
[Jay] The date I lied about?
I said
nothing happened, but…
we did kiss.
[sniffles, exhales]
Okay, cool, we'd organized the date, whatever,
but I didn't-- I didn't have the heart to really follow through with it.
But you actually did.
And not just that, you also went ahead and kissed her.
How did you feel afterwards?
It actually felt good to just let it out,
but to be honest,
it would've felt great if he cried too.
I feel like it's not fair that I've been the one in tears.
I feel like we should get some tears out of you.
-Bad man don't cry, man. -[both laugh]
-Bad man don't cry. -Bad man don't cry.
Hopefully, we can get him crying.
But why? Do you think that showing that level of vulnerability
is… is… is too dangerous for you, or…
Why do you want to even it up?
I don't know. I'm just… I'm a vengeful person.
-[Jay] She's tit-for-tat person. -Ventual?
-Vengeful. She-- Yeah. -[Karen] Venge… Oh.
-She's very tit-for-tat. -[Daisy] Yeah.
You don't trust people.
I don't really trust anyone.
[Karen] But what about you and vulnerability?
Here we are inviting Daisy to be able to show her vulnerability.
What's this "bad men don't cry"?
-[Jay] Yeah. -[Karen] Come on.
What's that-- What does that mean?
[sighs] I just feel like it's not really the best thing to be vulnerable as a guy.
It just-- It feels like more of a stigma where,
"Oh, try not to be emotional if you can be." If you get what I mean.
Don't mind him. This man cries all the time.
[Jay] No, I don't.
-[Daisy] I'm the one he will cry around. -Not… What?
That makes you feel comfortable though?
That he does trust you enough to cry around you?
Yeah, I feel like…
Yeah, I feel good about that.
What about parenting styles? You said it was really hard to trust
and that you've got a defense system in place.
-Yeah. -[Karen] What about around Alora?
Does that come into play or not?
[Daisy] I don't like getting emotional in front of her.
I feel like, um, I kind of try to put on a strong front,
almost because I feel like that's how my mum was.
And what about children? Are you going to have more children?
Yes.
No. We're not having more kids.
-We are. We are. We are. -I think I'm happy with my daughter.
-But-- -We're not just ha--
Honestly, then this needs to be discussed.
-Yeah, it does. -Because for me, like, I'm not willing to.
I kind of see myself getting my life back, um, and just being a bit more selfish,
and he sees himself becoming even more of a family man.
But ultimately, I'm just hoping that that isn't a deal-breaker
and that we can both, like, compromise to a degree.
[Karen] What if Daisy stays like this?
We've had this discussion before we had… before we had Alora.
We always said we want to have a family of, like, three, potentially four.
-But that was ignorance. -[Jay] No, it wasn't ignorance.
It's like me saying…
It's like me gi-- It's like me telling you,
"Okay, cool, I wanna get married in two years."
And then when two years does come,
I'm telling you I made that decision out of ignorance.
It makes you feel led on.
We've always said we'd wanna have, like, three, potentially four.
-But that was before… -There isn't--
…I understood what it means to be a parent.
-And also to be a parent with you. -[Jay] Nah. Yeah, but--
Okay, talk to me about that. What's parenting with Jay like?
Just a bit-- It's like having an assistant rather than having an equal.
And I… I didn't know that that's how parenting would be.
Most-- Just wait.
But that just means you were delusional about what you thought parenting was.
-I don't want any more kids. -[Jay] Do you think--
I just wanna live life like a normal human again.
She just wants to keep her "snatched waist" and doesn't want…
-Listen, it's not about my body, but-- -[Jay] Yes, it is.
It's hard work,
and I feel like him being so optimistic about having more kids
just shows that it's not hard work for him. [laughs]
-It is. -[Daisy] That's probably because…
Are you hearing it's hard work for her?
It's also hard work for me 'cause I do 50% of what you do.
But I wonder if-- I'm gonna give you some homework.
I wonder if that might help you work some of this stuff out.
-[Jay] Cool. -Okay.
[soft music plays]
[Karen] You do this in private first,
and then we can bring it to the session and we'll discuss it.
Okay.
"What is working in this relationship that I still deeply value?"
"If nothing changes,
can I live with this relationship long-term?"
Okay?
-Cool. -Those are some deep questions.
-[Karen] That's what I'm talking about. -[Jay] Good questions. Not gonna lie.
Really good questions.
All right, well, we'll call this session to an end now.
-[Jay] Okay. -Okay.
-[Karen] Thank you both. -Thank you so much, Karen.
-Appreciate it. Yeah. -[Karen] See you next time. Bye-bye.
-[Jay] Bye. -[Daisy] Bye-bye.
[Jay] I would say today's session has been progressive.
Progressive, but it was always planned we were gonna have about three, four kids,
and now she's gone through it, she's… she's trying to switch up.
I need me a couple more Jays in the house.
So I don't know what she's talking about, but we're not stopping at one.
[music ends]
[R&B music plays]
♪ I just really want you to say yes ♪
I actually like this one.
What do you think?
Oh, this one's so cute.
No, I look like a disco ball.
[laughs]
[music ends]
-[Viktor] Have a seat. -[man] Oh, that's a nice view. Look at it.
Yeah.
That's that London scenery.
[man] So how you've been, man?
[Viktor] Very busy. Business is going good.
Me and Maria, like, this is what we do.
But, yeah, I wanted to tell you something big.
Uh, me and Maria have decided to start therapy.
Oh, really?
So Maria's reason for us to be-- for us to be there is,
like, you know, we've been together for seven years.
It's a bit-- It's a bit untypical for us not to be married.
Thank you so much.
-[Viktor] Thank you. -You're welcome.
From day one, I explained to her it's not about getting married.
It's not about the ring.
-That doesn't make it real. -[Todor] Mmm.
Real love is not marriage.
[Todor] Do you love Maria?
That's my person. I found… I found her.
But then what stops you?
It's just
it almost feels like everyone around me needs me to change.
-Mm. -[Viktor] All I--
But all I want is to be accepted for who I am.
Ever since I was a little kid.
'Cause I didn't get it at home, I didn't get it in school, I didn't get it…
Do you know what I mean?
[Todor] Uh, I just didn't know.
I didn't know what it is to be a father, so I had to learn.
So now… now I get your point.
So, what about you understanding Maria, how she feels?
And if you really love her,
what about making this for her,
not for yourself?
To sacrifice your point of view for the sake of someone that you love.
["Be Mine" by Naomi August plays]
[Maria] I won't lie to you, being in this setting like this,
seeing you in the dress and everything else like that,
it just makes me think about my own situation
and, like, how I would've liked to have been doing this. You know?
You've only been with your man for less than a year.
I've been with mine for seven years.
Like, you would think that I would already be doing these sort of type of things.
And it just makes me feel a bit sad.
If-- If it was me…
[Maria] Yeah.
…I would've walked away.
It's so easy to say though. It's so easy to say.
You have to think of the fact
that Viktor and I literally have a business together.
We earn our money together through social media.
[exhales]
Viktor doesn't seem to be a man that's worth making you feel like this.
Like, he's a good guy, but after such a long time,
I just feel like you shouldn't be at this stage still.
My heart tells me one thing, but my head's telling me another.
What would you advise me if I was in that situation?
Anybody that you care about, what would you, like--
What you doing?
[sniffles]
The same shit you're saying to me. [laughs]
But it's hard. It's not easy.
♪ Whoa ♪
♪ I need a miracle, I need a miracle ♪
♪ I need a miracle ♪
[Karen] A couple is made up of three parts.
Two individuals and then that bit that they make a couple.
So you have to get a balance between those three things
in order to have a healthy, strong, lasting relationship.
What a couple needs is equality,
and Mons and Shay haven't quite worked that out.
This couple really need to talk about where they're going wrong.
[song fades]
-Welcome to our last session. -Yeah.
Yeah, last.
Last session.
So in the last couple of sessions, what became really quite important
was the imbalance in social networks and emotional support.
And I think, actually, Mons, you had a sort of a realization in that…
-In that, um, session. -Yeah.
[Shay] Like, I just don't want her to, like,
forget who she was before me kind of thing.
The balance.
-The balance. Yeah. -It's the management of the balance.
It is quite lonely.
I just think I end up all in too much.
It's called a merge.
You merge in too much.
And the problem with that is that it can put pressure on your partner.
Yeah, no, that's… That's fair.
Like, I feel like at the beginning of all my relationships,
I've still got my friends, in a sense.
But then I feel like things happen, and then I'm just-- I just step away.
But what effect does it have on you that Mons doesn't have friends?
Does it make you feel more guilty about going out?
Does it-- What effect does it have on you?
[Shay] Yeah, a little bit. Like, a little bit guilty. Like…
I often find myself that I'm asking.
So I feel like that's kind of like
my independence getting taken away kind of thing.
So I feel like I'm treading.
Treading on eggshells.
[Shay] Yeah.
Independence is important. I don't take away from that.
And no one's trying to take away anyone's independence.
I've never been that kind of person.
Mons, what effect did it have on you?
What do you mean? In what sense?
Learning about actually how you do relate into a relationship
in quite the way that you do.
Quite the dependence that you have on that relationship,
rather than cultivating your own independence.
I feel like I do still have my own independence.
But then I feel like things happen, and then I don't wanna tell my friends.
That's when the relationship starts--
'Cause I don't really wanna tell everyone what's going on in my life, in a sense,
or in my relationship.
Is that because you don't like sharing when you're having problems?
Yeah.
I don't know what else to say.
Shay, anything for you to say?
I don't know, like this independence is having your own-- like your own thing,
like your own emotion, innit? That's just the way it is.
Is what you call independence, going out, talking to 100 different girls,
and then coming back to your relationship?
See, how did we get here?
-[Mons] I'm trying to make it make sense. -Yes, okay. Mons.
-How we getting here? -[Karen] Say more. What's going on?
Oh, nothing. I'm just annoyed.
Can I have a minute, please?
Yes.
[melancholy music plays]
[Mons sobbing softly]
Do you know what's going on with her, Shay?
She got very emotional
from the last session.
Like, in regards to her social life.
[sniffles]
She's going through a lot of emotions. I feel like she's battling with herself.
Do you want to go and find her?
[exhales] Yeah.
But I do hear it 'cause at the first session that I'd done, I got emotional.
Do you know what I mean? So, it's only… It's only natural, like.
It's okay to feel overwhelmed, I guess.
Especially when you're not used to it, talking about your feelings out loud.
So yeah.
[music ends]
-[Shay] You okay? What's wrong? -[Mons] Mm-hmm.
-It's a total-- It's just annoying. -What's annoying?
Everyone walking around telling everyone that I have no fucking friends.
It's not-- Baby, it's not--
[Mons] But it makes it seem like I'm mad controlling.
You're still not understanding?
You're making it seem like I'm controlling.
[Shay] Did "controlling" come out of my mouth?
That's how you make it seem, what you're implying.
Shay says statements that I'll carry.
For an example, I feel like I'm losing my independence.
I am not the kind of person to stop you from living your life.
So I just felt like she needs to be a bit more mindful
of the words she chooses to use in these kind of situations.
-How are you feeling? -[Mons] Okay. I'm fine.
Yeah.
Would you like to talk about what happened, how I triggered you?
I feel like I don't… I don't ask for much,
and I don't feel like I'm that difficult of a person,
but I feel like it's being made to seem like I'm so difficult,
when I just feel like I'm just a casual, simple person
that just barely asks for anything.
Yeah.
[Karen] What do you think of that, Shay?
Yeah, she barely asks us for anything,
but if I wanna go out with my friends, I'm not allowed to.
-[Karen] Yes, you are. You are allowed. -Yes.
[Karen] That's…
I agree, you are allowed.
Didn't say you wasn't allowed, not once, to be fair.
[exhales]
Yeah.
How I feel right now is that it's like,
"Just because you don't have people around you,
or a huge group of people and all these things to do,
doesn't mean you need to kind of be on my case."
That's how it's starting to feel, like you're using that
when that's like a whole separate problem.
Nah, bro, it's not a whole separate problem,
'cause it's still entwined with this, I feel like.
'Cause you don't go out as much, that's why you're on to me.
No, that's not at all why.
-You know why. I've said multiple times. -Yeah but-- All right, cool, the cheating.
But how many times are we gonna go about talking about the cheating, the cheating?
How many times are we gonna do this?
When you don't do the same behavior you did when you was cheating.
When you were cheating, you were ignoring me and you needed all this space.
So if you could literally communicate a little bit better
and not feel like I don't exist when you step foot out the house,
then I wouldn't have those feelings or those concerns,
and I would probably be able to park it up.
So it's that checking in in order to rebuild the trust.
That's it. And not too often, but just Mons feels
as if you have her in mind when you're out.
[Mons] Yeah.
[Karen] Do you feel comfortable with that?
-Yeah. -Yeah? On both sides?
Yeah.
[Karen] And finally, your couple is only as good as what you put into it.
So that push-pull dynamic that you often, um, experience
of one of you pulling back, the other one pushing forward,
that needs to be equalized in some way.
You're both autonomous, but actually, you think about the couple.
[soft R&B music plays]
-Mm-hmm. Yeah. -That's a work in progress for you two.
I feel like the session helps me understand that we need to help each other
in the areas that we're stronger at.
Because she's stronger with her friends, and I'm stronger in my relationship.
So if we was able to teach each other that, I feel like we'd be great.
That's the end of our time.
-[Shay] Thank you. -[Mons] Take care.
-Thank you. Bye. -[Karen] Thank you both.
My whole view of therapy has changed.
I've learned that it's not always about your independency, um,
as because I am in a relationship.
It's more of a partnership, so you have to find balance.
I'm trying to be a better partner,
and I'm trying to understand where her anxiety comes from.
You can't rush this. It's a journey.
Um, and it's an ongoing journey.
Like, with therapy, I guess it doesn't stop.
Would you do it again?
[Shay] Yeah.
I wanna work on me. I wanna work on, like, us.
[Mons] I love Shay. But right now, I just wanna keep doing therapy
and go from there.
["Now That We're Through" plays]
♪ My patience is wearing so thin ♪
♪ You're playing games I know I'll never win, but ♪
♪ I'm the one that got hurt ♪
♪ 'Cause you played with fire To watch while I burn ♪
[Carmen] Jeylan, you're not gonna believe this.
Like, you know he got a vasectomy.
-I told you about that. -[Jeylan] Yeah.
But he didn't tell me that he hasn't actually frozen his sperm.
-Yeah. Yeah. -Oh, sugar.
Yeah. Like, it's just not okay.
-Yeah. -It's made me really sad, to be honest.
Like, I didn't realize that we'd missed the mark of each other so much.
Like in my mind, he wanted to have a fourth child.
-[Jeylan] Yeah. -And, like, it's just broken me. It has.
And I don't think he realizes just how much.
I think in your therapy, you just really, you know---
Really just got to speak to him about, you know,
"I need transparency all the way."
"Even if you know I'm gonna be upset, like, you can't hide anything from me."
Otherwise, that trust, you know…
You know, he has to be completely transparent.
[Carmen] I don't-- I'll be honest with you.
Like, I don't want him anywhere near me right now.
Like, I just need a minute. I just need some space.
And…
[tense music plays]
…I need to process.
[music intensifies]
[Karen] What I really want to get to in this final session with Maria and Viktor
is what is the fear that's holding this couple back?
I want to get underneath Viktor's defense,
open him up a little bit,
expose his vulnerability,
and help this couple move to the next stage.
[music ends]
-[Maria] Hi. -Hello, both.
-Nice to see you again. Looking good. -[Karen] Maria, Viktor. Hi.
-Hi. -Hi.
[Karen] Okay.
Welcome to our last session together.
[Maria] Mm.
-[Karen] So I gave you some homework. -[Maria] Mm-hmm.
Did you do it?
[Maria] I did share with him my poems.
Um, it didn't go that good. But, um,
yeah, his kind of response back to the poem was a bit,
um, not what I expected it to be.
Well, I think you should sit looking at each other and read it again.
Thank you.
[exhales]
[Maria] I'm not here to fight
Not here to point fingers
Or fold us into blame
I'm here because I still see us
Somewhere under the silence
I'm getting the ick
Marriage was never a prize I wanted to earn
But to finally feel like I've been chosen
And now
I find myself pulling back
Not out of malice, not out of pride
But out of quiet heartbreak
[exhales]
I'm saying this Because I still believe in us
[Maria sniffles]
And I want to believe in me Inside of us again
So let's talk
Because I haven't given up
[sniffles]
I'm just trying to find my way back To the love that felt like home
Not just for you
[sniffles]
But for me too
So yeah.
[sniffles]
Okay, thank you.
-Can I give you a hug? -Yeah.
[Viktor] Come on.
Thank you for that.
See, this is what I would've wanted yesterday when I read that to you.
[sniffles] This is what I would've wanted.
But yesterday, you gave me, like…
[sobs, exhales]
Yesterday, you really kind of invalidated my feelings in a way. [sniffles]
Like, that's the type of reception
I would've loved to have received when I read that to you the first time.
Not here.
You okay? Sit down.
[Viktor exhales]
What happened yesterday then? What was the response you gave?
Like, "I appreciate it." I said, "I appreciate it. Thank you for sharing."
"I appreciate it, and I'm sorry you feel that way. But, however…"
And I switched it all, like, onto her and made it about myself.
It was almost like, "How dare you say those things?"
And it's-- Yeah.
Do you realize that you might do that a lot, make it about yourself?
[Viktor] I was just in a different mental state yesterday.
'Cause I also saw my dad yesterday. We had a lot of conversations.
I was in a different mental state.
I don't know, just the way I reacted was basically not so emotional.
Say more about the conversation with your father.
He feels sorry almost that he didn't teach me how to express my emotions.
But he didn't even know that that is something that he should teach me.
It was the first time we actually ever sat down
and talked about emotions and feelings and things.
Isn't that part of a relationship,
that you do have somebody that you can share
these types of vulnerabilities and sensitivities with?
Does he do that?
He do-- Like, he talks about his feelings,
but he just very much just keeps it surface level.
Even yesterday, when he came back from his dad,
I said, "What did you and your dad talk about?"
I-- He did not tell me any of this.
[Karen] Can you see that, actually,
this is a block to intimacy, vulnerability,
sharing and creating a life together with somebody?
Yeah, I can see how that might be… might be causing some…
some issues here. Yeah.
Yeah.
[Karen] Thank you for that.
And for you, Maria, what's been going on since the last session?
-[Maria] Um… -What have you been thinking about?
Um, I actually went to a bridal store with my best friend
because she's getting married soon.
[sighs] She went in a bit deep, like, in the sense of…
She's told me things I've never really, like, heard her say.
She was very, like, frank with me and just to the point.
She was like, "How would you feel if she was in the same situation as me?"
And I was like, I would tell her to leave because it's clear that this guy is just…
-You'd tell her to leave? -[Maria] I would, yeah.
-But-- -Is that you telling yourself to leave?
I mean, she's already thinking about it.
[Karen] You've been questioned by others, "Is this the right match?"
So my question to you is, are you just too enmeshed?
Are you just too stuck together but for the wrong reasons?
[Viktor] It just feels like
she wants all of these things from me, but she's not even doing--
-What's "all of these things"? -[Viktor] You want me to be your husband.
-You want me to marry you. -Yeah, I do.
Out of potential, out of, like, faith, like, believe that one day--
That you're gonna show me--
That you're gonna show me that once we're married, you're that woman?
-Which woman? -You're ready to be a mother, a wife.
Which woman? What does it look like for you?
-[Viktor] What, a wife? -[Karen] Yeah, a wife.
Wakes up the same time that I do, not scrolling on TikTok till 10, 11 a.m.
You need to have some sort of discipline, some sort of, like, structure
on a day-to-day basis if you want to be a wife…
And my structure is waking up in the morning,
scrolling on TikTok to find trends so that we can work.
And then I go straight to emails
'cause I know we've got brands waiting for us to reply back.
Do you do that?
'Cause that's what I'm doing.
I read the contracts, I negotiate with the brands back and forth.
Do you know how long negotiation takes so that we can get paid what we get paid?
I do, 'cause I do it too. It's not just you.
[Maria] Oh! Once in a while,
when I say, "Oh my gosh, babe, we've got 500 emails in our thingy."
[Viktor] We have split responsibilities within the business.
Get off of it. No, we don't.
I can't do everything. You can't do everything.
Nah, I'm not having that.
Every single time we did a video idea that I said to do, it works.
I got us a video that hit one million views, 22 million views.
So, just take… take everything that I do…
Sorry, I'm shouting. Sorry.
-Have you ever-- -But there's frustration there.
-[Viktor] I understand. -That's what it is. I'm so sorry.
But what if I started doing crazy stuff out of frustration?
That'd be very wrong, right?
-You raise your voice as well. -I don't think I've raised my voice once.
It might not impact Maria quite in the same way as it impacts you.
[Maria] Exactly.
-I can handle it. You can't handle heat. -It's a different story.
You can't handle someone shouting at you. That's what it is.
-You can't handle it. -Good thing that I can handle myself.
Yeah, and I can handle anything.
Period. That's why I'm handling this conversation so easy.
[dramatic music plays]
Before you decide on marriage, why are you two even together?
Let's have a think about that.
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♪ Take your time, here we go It's my time this year ♪
♪ I've been around But I feel like it's my prime this year ♪
♪ Off the ground, to the sky ♪
♪ Full of confidence that I will make it ♪
♪ Nothing was giving ♪
♪ So I had to take it ♪
♪ Tell mama don't worry about me I'm going pro ♪
♪ No if and buts and maybe It's something I know ♪
♪ I sacrificed so much, yeah Trying to make it ♪
♪ And nothing was giving ♪
♪ I had to take it ♪
♪ Nothing was giving ♪
♪ I had to take it ♪
♪ Nothing was giving ♪
♪ I had to take it ♪
♪ I sacrificed so much, yeah I gotta to make it ♪
♪ And nothing was giving ♪
♪ So I had to take it ♪
♪ Nothing was giving ♪
♪ I had to take it ♪
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♪ I had to take it ♪
♪ I sacrificed so much, yeah I gotta to make it ♪
♪ And nothing was giving ♪
♪ So I had to take it ♪
[song ends] to take it ♪