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Joyce?

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So you're how many weeks now?

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Twenty-six.

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Okay, so you're well
into your last trimester. Good.

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The moodiness. The nervousness. Hmm?

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Look, you want to think of this
as the time where you can relax,

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just think about the joy that's about to
enter your lives when this baby comes. Hm?

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Now, I see you've been put on lots
of medications. I see some hormones here.

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-Which drugs are you currently taking?
-I'm--

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That's why we're here today, Doctor.
It's the medications.

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She's taking Equanil for anxiety.

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That's supposed to be as needed,

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but she's gone through
refill after refill.

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-Another doctor gave her sleeping pills.
-It's important I sleep.

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Laxatives, Valium.
He's given her morphine.

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Three times
he's given me morphine.

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She's had injections of barbiturates.

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If they relax me,
I should be taking them.

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My concern is the fetus.

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I… I fear for the child.

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You know, you hear about all
those thalidomide babies in England.

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-I'm not taking thalidomide.
-Don't interrupt me.

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You are taking 26 pills a day.

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I am taking the pills
that the doctors have given me, Lionel.

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I'm doing what they're telling me.

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All I want is to feel better,
and I have you angry with me.

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Every doctor makes me feel
I'm doing wrong,

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and I don't know
what it is that I'm doing wrong.

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Okay. Okay.

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I understand.

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Your hormones are all over the place.
You're confused.

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Your world's about to be
turned upside down--

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-I don't feel confused.
-Joyce.

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I just want to know
what is actually happening.

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I mean, chemically,
that would make me feel this way.

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I don't want you to worry
about any of that, okay?

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All you need to know
is that it's normal and it'll pass.

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It would be best if you could try to deal
with it without relying on medication.

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I just want this to be over
so I can get on with my life.

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Some women actually enjoy pregnancy.

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I know that.

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I feel so guilty that I don't.

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It'll be over soon enough.

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-Oh. Oh!

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There we go. Got one. Nice, nice, nice.

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Here, you take it.

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Okay. Okay.

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-Dang, it's really small.
-Oh, no, no. A nice size.

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We'll eat him.

50
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Okay. All right.

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Now I'm gonna show you
how to put a worm on a hook.

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Let me get a nice big one here.

53
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Now this…

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This is the head,
and you want to keep it wiggling.

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So, I have to kinda imagine
where the ass'd be.

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And, uh, that's where
you get the hook to penetrate.

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Go ahead.

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It'll wiggle a little.

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Right there?

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Yeah.

61
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-"Ow."

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Sorry, pal. That's gotta hurt.

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I don't know.

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Maybe it's, like, a girl worm.

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And maybe you're just stickin' it in her.

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I'm sure you and your buddies, that's
all you talk about in school, right?

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Girls?

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-Like that?
-Yeah. Attaboy.

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Now just take the head there,
and just wrap it around a couple of times,

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and then stick it in the side.

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Wow.

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Yeah, there you go.

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Now, that way, it's alive, but,

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you know, it can't fall off,
and the fish can't take it off.

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-Well, see what else is out there.
-Okay.

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So, you dating any girls at school?

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I don't really like any of 'em.

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Right. Yeah.

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But you know how it works.

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Right?

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When a man
and a woman, you know, have sex?

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I'm sure your friends, you know…
Somebody's got a <i>Playboy </i>in his locker.

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We don't have to talk about this, Dad.

84
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And then…

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you just lop off the head.

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-Like that.
-Mmm.

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Oh, can I try mine?

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Yeah. Sure. Just be careful.

89
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Knife is really sharp.
Yeah, let me dry it for you.

90
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Don't want it to slip.

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Come on.

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C'mon.

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-I don't understand why--
-What?

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-What's wrong with what I did?
-You knew I needed it.

95
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-So?
-You knew that. Jesus Christ!

96
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Why can't I go anywhere?
You never let me go anywhere.

97
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You have an issue with everywhere I go!

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What is the matter with you?

99
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What do you mean?
Why is there something the matter with me?

100
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We had a conversation.
I told you I needed the car.

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Yeah? Okay, well, I found
something that was really interesting!

102
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-But you never believe me.
-You could've told me before!

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-You don't believe anything I do.
-I needed the car.

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-You knew that I needed it.
-And you think I'm nuts, yeah.

105
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No, please, stop.

106
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But something happened,
and it was really interesting,

107
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and you think I'm crazy.
You always think I'm crazy.

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-Put the fuckin'--
-Don't you call me crazy!

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Put down the fucking knife, Joyce!
Put it--!

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What's the matter with you?

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You can't take the car
and drive wherever you choose.

112
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And there's no fucking UFOs.

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The <i>Akron Beacon Journal</i>
wrote an article about it!

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-Did they?
-There were lights in the sky!

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And I followed it
all the way down Route 14,

116
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so don't tell me that I'm fucking crazy!

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Hey! Hey, this is none of your business!

118
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Go do your homework, Jeff!

119
00:09:04,043 --> 00:09:06,837
-Happy? Are you hap--?
-I hate you!

120
00:10:21,454 --> 00:10:23,789
Hey, Dahmer.
Do that thing you did in Spanish class.

121
00:10:23,873 --> 00:10:25,166
It was hilarious.

122
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What?

123
00:10:26,917 --> 00:10:30,129
That guy your mom knows,
who's all… fucked up.

124
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Ah! You should put blue curtains in there!

125
00:10:37,887 --> 00:10:39,680
That's so funny, man.

126
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That's what they call "doin' a Dahmer."

127
00:10:42,850 --> 00:10:44,685
Oh!

128
00:10:45,311 --> 00:10:47,563
No!

129
00:10:47,647 --> 00:10:49,482
-Silence!
-What?

130
00:10:49,565 --> 00:10:52,902
Joyce! Put down the knife, Joyce!

131
00:10:53,819 --> 00:10:55,446
Put it down!

132
00:11:00,159 --> 00:11:00,993
All right.

133
00:11:03,079 --> 00:11:04,038
Peace.

134
00:11:04,789 --> 00:11:06,457
-Later, man.
-"Peace"?

135
00:11:11,587 --> 00:11:17,009
Okay, guys. Just remember,
these scalpels are razor sharp.

136
00:11:17,093 --> 00:11:18,135
Okay?

137
00:11:18,219 --> 00:11:22,264
So when you give it to your partner,
you put it down and let them pick it up.

138
00:11:23,140 --> 00:11:24,058
Denise.

139
00:11:24,141 --> 00:11:25,685
Do we have to do this?

140
00:11:25,768 --> 00:11:26,936
Yes.

141
00:11:27,019 --> 00:11:29,397
Okay, but I'm a vegetarian.

142
00:11:29,980 --> 00:11:32,066
-Fuck you.

143
00:11:32,149 --> 00:11:34,944
Okay, Chazz.
That is enough, thank you.

144
00:11:35,027 --> 00:11:37,863
Yes, this is mandatory.

145
00:11:37,947 --> 00:11:39,365
Anatomy is part of science.

146
00:11:39,448 --> 00:11:42,034
It's how we learn
about the human body, Denise.

147
00:11:42,118 --> 00:11:44,745
And besides,
these pigs are already dead, okay?

148
00:11:44,829 --> 00:11:46,455
Yeah, but they didn't just die.

149
00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:48,457
They got killed so we could dissect them.

150
00:11:48,541 --> 00:11:51,293
Shut up, Denise. We want to do this.

151
00:11:51,877 --> 00:11:53,170
Okay, Jeff, thank you.

152
00:11:53,254 --> 00:11:54,130
That's enough.

153
00:11:54,630 --> 00:11:57,800
All right, guys. Please be very careful.

154
00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:01,011
No trips to the emergency room today.

155
00:12:04,890 --> 00:12:09,937
Good. Now, you may need
to cut through the sternum

156
00:12:10,020 --> 00:12:11,814
in order to expose the chest cavity.

157
00:12:11,897 --> 00:12:13,941
Now, be real careful with that.

158
00:12:14,608 --> 00:12:15,443
Good.

159
00:12:15,526 --> 00:12:18,279
Okay, now let's go ahead
and remove the pericardium.

160
00:12:18,362 --> 00:12:21,657
That is the membrane
surrounding the heart.

161
00:12:23,492 --> 00:12:26,620
No, Jeff, don't take the heart out yet.

162
00:12:29,248 --> 00:12:30,458
Sorry.

163
00:12:33,043 --> 00:12:36,547
Hey, good work today, Jeff.
I could tell you really got into that.

164
00:12:37,923 --> 00:12:39,258
Yeah, I really enjoyed that.

165
00:12:39,341 --> 00:12:40,217
Good.

166
00:12:43,304 --> 00:12:45,055
You think I could take one home?

167
00:12:46,182 --> 00:12:47,516
Just to practice.

168
00:12:51,604 --> 00:12:55,065
Well, to be honest with you, Jeff,
I've been, uh, teaching for 22 years

169
00:12:55,149 --> 00:12:57,276
and no one's ever asked me that. Um…

170
00:12:59,111 --> 00:13:00,154
Sure.

171
00:13:01,781 --> 00:13:02,782
Thanks.

172
00:13:09,038 --> 00:13:13,125
Dude! Wasn't that fun?
Shutting down that fucking bitch, Denise?

173
00:13:14,251 --> 00:13:17,713
Yeah, she's, like,
the fucking worst partner.

174
00:13:21,383 --> 00:13:22,259
Hey, man.

175
00:13:23,052 --> 00:13:24,386
I got another one.

176
00:13:24,970 --> 00:13:26,639
-You want to come over?
-Another what?

177
00:13:26,722 --> 00:13:28,307
Another pig.

178
00:13:28,390 --> 00:13:31,769
Bertoglio gave me one.
Wanna come over and dissect it?

179
00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:36,023
What, are you fucking kidding me?

180
00:13:37,233 --> 00:13:38,234
No.

181
00:13:58,712 --> 00:14:02,967
So, I've reviewed the testimony,
and I've made a decision.

182
00:14:03,676 --> 00:14:08,806
Mr. Dahmer, I understand your concerns
about Mrs. Dahmer's emotional stability.

183
00:14:08,889 --> 00:14:10,558
But you've got to understand

184
00:14:10,641 --> 00:14:14,395
that if you're getting physically violent
with her, even if it's once or twice--

185
00:14:14,478 --> 00:14:15,729
That's not true. It's not true.

186
00:14:15,813 --> 00:14:18,190
And there is a question
of your work as well.

187
00:14:18,274 --> 00:14:20,067
You work very long hours,

188
00:14:20,150 --> 00:14:24,655
and who can actually be there for
these two boys is really what's paramount.

189
00:14:25,364 --> 00:14:30,411
You will retain all visitation rights,
but I hereby award custody to Mrs. Dahmer.

190
00:14:30,494 --> 00:14:31,328
Thank you.

191
00:14:31,412 --> 00:14:34,206
Okay. This is just a first step.
We can appeal, so don't worry.

192
00:14:40,254 --> 00:14:41,964
-David.
-Honey, come on.

193
00:14:42,047 --> 00:14:45,843
David, I'll always be here for you.
If you need me, call, and I'll get you.

194
00:14:45,926 --> 00:14:47,303
Don't talk to him.

195
00:14:48,012 --> 00:14:50,431
So, what do we do about Jeff?

196
00:14:50,514 --> 00:14:53,976
Well, he's 17. He's a man.
He can figure it out for himself.

197
00:15:03,694 --> 00:15:05,112
<i>So you get a sheen!</i>

198
00:15:05,779 --> 00:15:07,489
<i> Lemon refreshed Mr. Clean.</i>

199
00:15:08,490 --> 00:15:10,242
<i>-I'll buy that.</i>
-<i>That's nice.</i>

200
00:15:12,161 --> 00:15:14,288
<i>-Nice nose.</i>
-<i>Thanks.</i>

201
00:15:15,414 --> 00:15:18,292
<i>Carol Knight</i>
<i>doesn't like to see dandruff.</i>

202
00:15:18,375 --> 00:15:19,960
<i> Uh, I work at the airport,</i>

203
00:15:20,044 --> 00:15:22,755
<i>and there's no reason</i>
<i>why people should walk around,</i>

204
00:15:22,838 --> 00:15:26,008
<i>very noticeably,</i>
<i>people there, they have dandruff.</i>

205
00:15:26,508 --> 00:15:29,470
<i>It's not… In this day and age,</i>
<i>there are so many things to use,</i>

206
00:15:29,553 --> 00:15:33,432
<i>and Head & Shoulders</i>
<i>just makes me feel like, um…</i>

207
00:15:34,475 --> 00:15:35,726
What are you watching?

208
00:15:36,727 --> 00:15:37,895
Oh, hi, Jeff.

209
00:15:39,188 --> 00:15:42,983
Uh, would you turn the TV off and sit?

210
00:15:43,067 --> 00:15:45,110
<i> …it works. Use it regularly.</i>

211
00:15:45,194 --> 00:15:48,238
<i>Head & Shoulders is number one</i>
<i>on the list as far as I'm--</i>

212
00:15:55,746 --> 00:15:57,748
It's been real hard
around here for me.

213
00:15:59,667 --> 00:16:00,834
And, uh…

214
00:16:03,212 --> 00:16:05,130
some things have got to change.

215
00:16:06,340 --> 00:16:11,220
Uh, they have to change
because I can't function like this.

216
00:16:21,981 --> 00:16:22,856
Am I…

217
00:16:25,609 --> 00:16:27,236
I'm gonna stay with you, right?

218
00:16:28,195 --> 00:16:29,780
I get to live with you?

219
00:16:31,490 --> 00:16:33,117
Oh, we'll figure that out.

220
00:16:34,952 --> 00:16:36,203
Mmm.

221
00:16:41,959 --> 00:16:43,127
What's that smell?

222
00:16:46,797 --> 00:16:47,881
Uh…

223
00:16:49,508 --> 00:16:50,843
It's my fetal pig.

224
00:16:50,926 --> 00:16:52,052
Oh!

225
00:16:52,136 --> 00:16:54,138
We're dissecting them in class.

226
00:16:54,221 --> 00:16:56,515
Oh, that's good.

227
00:16:59,351 --> 00:17:00,477
You keep at that.

228
00:17:05,649 --> 00:17:06,900
You're a good boy, Jeff.

229
00:17:50,986 --> 00:17:52,571
Come on, David, let's go!

230
00:17:53,572 --> 00:17:54,531
Hurry up.

231
00:17:56,450 --> 00:17:57,534
What's goin' on?

232
00:17:58,118 --> 00:18:00,079
Ah!

233
00:18:00,704 --> 00:18:03,499
Your father's fucking
that new girlfriend of his at the motel.

234
00:18:03,582 --> 00:18:05,918
Get in the car, David! We're leaving.

235
00:18:06,418 --> 00:18:08,170
-Well--
-I just need to get away.

236
00:18:08,253 --> 00:18:12,591
Get my head together. Okay?
I'm sorry. That's what's happening.

237
00:18:13,092 --> 00:18:15,094
Well, Mom, uh, wait a second.

238
00:18:15,177 --> 00:18:20,224
I… I can't just leave.
I got graduation and… prom.

239
00:18:20,307 --> 00:18:23,102
Ha! What are you talking about?
You're staying here.

240
00:18:23,685 --> 00:18:26,688
I just cooked a big pot of stew,
and there's food in the freezer.

241
00:18:29,149 --> 00:18:30,526
You can't just leave me here.

242
00:18:30,609 --> 00:18:32,236
Cut the shit, Jeff.

243
00:18:33,153 --> 00:18:35,405
You haven't had
a nice word for me in years.

244
00:18:35,489 --> 00:18:36,740
You're always in your room.

245
00:18:37,324 --> 00:18:39,660
You don't want a mother.
You don't want me.

246
00:18:39,743 --> 00:18:43,080
You're just like your father,
bonding over what a lunatic I am.

247
00:18:43,622 --> 00:18:46,125
You never wanted
anything to do with Joyce.

248
00:18:46,208 --> 00:18:47,793
Neither one of you!

249
00:18:47,876 --> 00:18:51,213
So, fine. You got what you wished for.

250
00:18:56,260 --> 00:18:57,886
And did it ever occur to you

251
00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:03,600
that you never once asked me
to help you with one of your projects

252
00:19:03,684 --> 00:19:06,603
out in the garage with the animals
like you did with your father?

253
00:19:07,104 --> 00:19:08,272
Not once.

254
00:19:09,731 --> 00:19:11,150
I didn't think you'd want to.

255
00:19:11,233 --> 00:19:13,861
You're right! It's fucking disgusting!

256
00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:16,572
Cutting up roadkill in the garage!

257
00:19:17,072 --> 00:19:18,157
It's sick!

258
00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,577
And it would've been nice
if you'd asked me!

259
00:19:23,579 --> 00:19:24,746
-Mom.

260
00:19:24,830 --> 00:19:26,415
-So that's it, huh?

261
00:19:26,498 --> 00:19:28,000
Well, that's great, Ma.

262
00:19:28,083 --> 00:19:30,919
Just… just go take my brother
and chase UFOs.

263
00:19:31,003 --> 00:19:32,254
They're real!

264
00:21:44,469 --> 00:21:46,221
I don't want you to do that.

265
00:21:47,014 --> 00:21:48,640
Why did you do that?

266
00:21:49,474 --> 00:21:53,645
No. No.

267
00:22:02,821 --> 00:22:05,782
Stop. Stop.

268
00:22:05,866 --> 00:22:07,743
No. No.

269
00:22:12,205 --> 00:22:15,167
No. No.

270
00:22:17,044 --> 00:22:19,254
Okay. Okay. Okay!

271
00:22:19,338 --> 00:22:22,424
I'll get you a beer, jeez. God.

272
00:22:25,344 --> 00:22:26,553
Yeah.

273
00:22:35,812 --> 00:22:36,938
Okay, here you go.

274
00:22:39,149 --> 00:22:40,525
-Cheers.

275
00:23:32,828 --> 00:23:35,080
I can't. I can't.

276
00:26:13,989 --> 00:26:15,031
Mm…

277
00:26:16,700 --> 00:26:18,285
Sorry it's such a mess.

278
00:26:21,997 --> 00:26:25,959
You want a drink or something?
You want a beer?

279
00:26:26,585 --> 00:26:29,004
Yeah, that'd be great.

280
00:26:33,925 --> 00:26:38,471
It's just nice
having some companionship, I mean…

281
00:26:40,849 --> 00:26:43,018
I've been here by myself this whole time.

282
00:26:44,185 --> 00:26:45,395
Yeah?

283
00:26:45,478 --> 00:26:46,438
Yeah.

284
00:26:47,522 --> 00:26:49,524
I haven't heard from my dad and

285
00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:52,944
my mom said she'd be gone
like two weeks, and that was…

286
00:26:53,987 --> 00:26:55,322
three months ago.

287
00:26:57,115 --> 00:26:58,575
I don't know where she is.

288
00:27:01,786 --> 00:27:03,204
That's tough, man.

289
00:27:05,790 --> 00:27:06,750
Yeah.

290
00:27:08,376 --> 00:27:09,836
Well, you're here now.

291
00:27:11,588 --> 00:27:12,672
So it's better.

292
00:27:24,309 --> 00:27:25,268
Cheers.

293
00:27:42,535 --> 00:27:46,831
<i>I've always found</i>
<i>that if I can occupy my hands,</i>

294
00:27:47,332 --> 00:27:50,919
my anxieties just melt away.

295
00:27:51,002 --> 00:27:56,132
I'm not obsessing over my failures,

296
00:27:56,925 --> 00:27:58,760
my disappointments.

297
00:27:59,928 --> 00:28:04,849
I'm just taking my life
one little knot at a time.

298
00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:08,561
Joyce? Just a minute.

299
00:28:08,645 --> 00:28:11,231
Sure. Uh, excuse me.

300
00:28:11,898 --> 00:28:15,026
<i>I know we helped you</i>
<i>through a really tough time, Joyce,</i>

301
00:28:15,110 --> 00:28:18,321
and I'm so appreciative
you're willing to come back here now

302
00:28:18,405 --> 00:28:19,906
and help other women.

303
00:28:19,989 --> 00:28:22,033
I wish everyone did that.

304
00:28:22,117 --> 00:28:25,745
Well, mostly,
these ladies want to be heard.

305
00:28:26,663 --> 00:28:29,541
I think that's
what it was about for me too.

306
00:28:30,208 --> 00:28:34,045
And then I walked in here,
and someone listened to me

307
00:28:34,129 --> 00:28:38,174
for the very first time
in my life, and I thought,

308
00:28:39,175 --> 00:28:42,387
"My God, I'm not crazy."

309
00:28:42,887 --> 00:28:45,181
Of course you're not crazy.

310
00:28:46,975 --> 00:28:49,269
You had a medical condition, Joyce.

311
00:28:49,352 --> 00:28:50,812
I'm sure of it.

312
00:28:50,895 --> 00:28:53,064
It's called postpartum depression.

313
00:28:53,857 --> 00:28:56,109
-Really.
-I'm positive.

314
00:28:56,192 --> 00:28:58,695
We just didn't know what it was back then.

315
00:28:58,778 --> 00:29:00,613
It can last for years.

316
00:29:00,697 --> 00:29:04,367
Postpartum. Never even occurred to me.

317
00:29:06,119 --> 00:29:09,998
Joyce, your classes, the arts and crafts,

318
00:29:10,498 --> 00:29:13,251
they are a godsend to these women.

319
00:29:13,334 --> 00:29:16,629
No, Joyce, they are.

320
00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:19,966
Which is what I wanted
to talk to you about.

321
00:29:21,009 --> 00:29:22,927
I'm leaving here.

322
00:29:23,011 --> 00:29:24,971
Simon got transferred to Grand Rapids,

323
00:29:25,054 --> 00:29:29,058
and I got a job
counseling women at a clinic there.

324
00:29:30,101 --> 00:29:32,729
I want you to take over for me here.

325
00:29:32,812 --> 00:29:36,524
It could be part-time.
Even two, three days a week.

326
00:29:37,317 --> 00:29:38,526
Oh, Dottie.

327
00:29:41,780 --> 00:29:43,406
I don't know what to say.

328
00:29:45,450 --> 00:29:47,160
I'm very flattered.

329
00:29:50,580 --> 00:29:51,623
But it's…

330
00:29:52,832 --> 00:29:55,293
Since it's over between Lionel and I…

331
00:29:58,087 --> 00:29:59,589
Oh, sweetheart.

332
00:30:00,089 --> 00:30:01,257
No, no, it's not that.

333
00:30:05,053 --> 00:30:07,680
It's just, I've been
thinking so much lately

334
00:30:09,057 --> 00:30:12,143
about how I'd do
my life over again if I could.

335
00:30:16,314 --> 00:30:18,608
I don't think
I would have married so young.

336
00:30:21,778 --> 00:30:23,738
I would have waited to have kids.

337
00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:27,951
I'd have a career.

338
00:30:30,537 --> 00:30:32,705
What kind of career, do you think?

339
00:30:32,789 --> 00:30:34,082
Well, that's just the thing.

340
00:30:37,085 --> 00:30:39,712
I'd want the job you just offered me.

341
00:30:41,923 --> 00:30:43,299
Of course I'll do it.

342
00:30:44,092 --> 00:30:45,927
Two, three days.

343
00:30:46,010 --> 00:30:48,221
Yes, I'll make it work!

344
00:30:51,558 --> 00:30:55,186
You should be writing
this down. This will be on the exam.

345
00:30:55,270 --> 00:30:58,815
So, next is the different types
of ranges, which…

346
00:31:00,567 --> 00:31:01,860
You're late.

347
00:31:05,405 --> 00:31:09,033
Okay. So, one standard deviation is what?

348
00:31:09,117 --> 00:31:10,994
34.1 in either direction.

349
00:31:13,830 --> 00:31:15,540
Jeff, are you drinking a beer?

350
00:31:19,752 --> 00:31:22,171
Jeff, this is your senior year,

351
00:31:22,255 --> 00:31:25,717
so now is the time
to be thinking about colleges.

352
00:31:26,217 --> 00:31:28,261
If you thought
that was where you were headed.

353
00:31:31,097 --> 00:31:34,559
Jeff, I know your family's
been going through a tough divorce,

354
00:31:34,642 --> 00:31:37,437
and that'd be hard on anybody,

355
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:39,689
but I know your father
is out of the house now

356
00:31:39,772 --> 00:31:41,316
and that you were very close to him.

357
00:31:42,275 --> 00:31:46,029
I've tried several times to call him.
Guess he's at a hotel.

358
00:31:46,654 --> 00:31:48,656
I've also tried to phone your mother.

359
00:31:49,282 --> 00:31:52,327
Right. She's out a lot.

360
00:31:53,202 --> 00:31:55,163
Well, what do you love to do?

361
00:31:55,246 --> 00:31:58,249
What's your dream?
I wanna know what your dream is.

362
00:32:01,711 --> 00:32:02,712
Um…

363
00:32:04,505 --> 00:32:06,758
Dad always said
I was good at science stuff.

364
00:32:08,092 --> 00:32:12,013
And I got, like,
a taxidermy station in the garage,

365
00:32:12,096 --> 00:32:14,974
where I can dissect roadkill and whatnot.

366
00:32:16,142 --> 00:32:20,605
Okay. Well, um, maybe
that's a career path you could take.

367
00:32:22,190 --> 00:32:23,816
Yeah, I thought about that.

368
00:32:24,609 --> 00:32:28,321
But, uh, I'm not any good at math.

369
00:32:29,530 --> 00:32:30,490
So…

370
00:32:35,620 --> 00:32:40,541
But I… my new hobby
is kind of exploring physical fitness.

371
00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:43,419
Great. Maybe that's
a direction for you to go in.

372
00:32:43,503 --> 00:32:44,629
Yeah.

373
00:32:45,213 --> 00:32:47,757
But it's not my dream, you know.

374
00:32:51,219 --> 00:32:53,304
I think that's just something people say.

375
00:32:54,764 --> 00:32:59,102
Like, I don't think everybody
gets to have a dream.

376
00:33:02,188 --> 00:33:03,940
At least not people like me.

377
00:33:05,858 --> 00:33:08,027
Well, what do you mean?

378
00:33:08,861 --> 00:33:10,321
People like you?

379
00:33:17,620 --> 00:33:19,288
<i>Here's the fourth-biggest hit</i>

380
00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:20,665
<i>in the USA this week.</i>

381
00:33:20,748 --> 00:33:23,626
<i>Suzi Quatro and Chris Norman</i>
<i>with "Stumblin' In."</i>

382
00:33:51,487 --> 00:33:52,947
-Hey, man.
Hey.

383
00:33:53,031 --> 00:33:54,782
Uh, can I get a lift?

384
00:33:54,866 --> 00:33:57,243
I'm trying to get to a concert
in Chippewa Lake Park.

385
00:33:57,326 --> 00:33:58,578
Are you headed that way?

386
00:34:00,788 --> 00:34:01,789
I could be.

387
00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:04,083
What's the concert?

388
00:34:04,167 --> 00:34:05,460
You know Pegasus?

389
00:34:06,377 --> 00:34:08,713
-Yeah.
-Me and some buddies are meeting up there.

390
00:34:08,796 --> 00:34:10,798
I'm like a big Bruce Fulper fan.

391
00:34:10,882 --> 00:34:14,218
I heard they were playin',
and I was like, "Fuck it, I'll hitchhike."

392
00:34:16,512 --> 00:34:17,346
Cool.

393
00:34:18,306 --> 00:34:20,016
What time you gotta be there?

394
00:34:20,099 --> 00:34:21,392
Show's at 7:30.

395
00:34:33,237 --> 00:34:34,363
How about this?

396
00:34:35,156 --> 00:34:37,867
I was just headed home
to crack open a few brewskis.

397
00:34:39,535 --> 00:34:40,995
How about you come with me?

398
00:34:41,996 --> 00:34:45,208
I got some weed. And drink a few beers.

399
00:34:46,667 --> 00:34:47,877
Lift some weights.

400
00:34:50,421 --> 00:34:53,174
And then, uh, I'll drive you out there.

401
00:34:54,592 --> 00:34:56,260
Yeah, man, that sounds great.

402
00:35:04,018 --> 00:35:04,977
What's your name?

403
00:35:06,854 --> 00:35:07,855
Jeff.

404
00:35:08,356 --> 00:35:09,690
Nice to meet you, Jeff.

405
00:35:10,399 --> 00:35:11,818
I'm Steven.

406
00:35:27,333 --> 00:35:29,669
-Yeah, man.

407
00:35:29,752 --> 00:35:31,838
It's like everybody's
into working out all of a sudden.

408
00:35:31,921 --> 00:35:34,966
You know, suddenly,
uh, everybody's jogging.

409
00:35:35,466 --> 00:35:38,136
That ain't gonna cut it
for skinny guys like us, you know?

410
00:35:39,595 --> 00:35:41,722
We gotta lift weights.

411
00:35:41,806 --> 00:35:44,433
Or, like,
chicks ain't even gonna notice us.

412
00:35:45,184 --> 00:35:47,311
-Yeah, exactly.
-That's right.

413
00:35:48,646 --> 00:35:49,856
Jeez.

414
00:35:51,524 --> 00:35:53,693
One more. One more. Yeah. Come on.

415
00:35:58,447 --> 00:36:00,241
Yeah. Nice.

416
00:36:00,950 --> 00:36:03,369
You are fuckin' strong, man.

417
00:36:04,662 --> 00:36:06,956
Yeah, well, I've been workin' out a lot.

418
00:36:07,039 --> 00:36:07,957
I could tell.

419
00:36:09,917 --> 00:36:12,420
-You try it, dude. I'll spot you.
-No. No, no.

420
00:36:12,503 --> 00:36:14,255
-Come on.
-I'm all right. I'm all right.

421
00:36:14,338 --> 00:36:16,549
I… What time is it?

422
00:36:18,050 --> 00:36:19,844
I feel like we should get movin'.

423
00:36:22,054 --> 00:36:24,223
No. We got time.

424
00:36:25,308 --> 00:36:27,435
You want another beer?
We'll have one more beer.

425
00:36:27,518 --> 00:36:28,728
I just…

426
00:36:29,312 --> 00:36:31,063
I'm meeting my buddies there
at, like, seven.

427
00:36:31,147 --> 00:36:32,523
It's like

428
00:36:32,607 --> 00:36:34,525
at least an hour away, right?

429
00:36:35,651 --> 00:36:39,822
Okay, just… we'll have another beer.
We'll get goin' soon.

430
00:36:39,906 --> 00:36:40,907
Okay.

431
00:36:44,660 --> 00:36:46,871
Or, you know,
maybe we could have it on the way.

432
00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:52,251
I just don't want
to miss the concert, you know.

433
00:36:52,335 --> 00:36:54,378
Like, it's Pegasus, man!

434
00:36:57,715 --> 00:36:59,467
You worry too much, jeez.

435
00:37:09,518 --> 00:37:10,603
What the f--?

436
00:37:13,564 --> 00:37:15,191
-What?
-What the--? I mean…

437
00:37:16,317 --> 00:37:17,735
-What?
-Why'd you do that?

438
00:37:19,445 --> 00:37:20,947
I was just joking.

439
00:37:21,030 --> 00:37:22,615
'Cause I'm not that way, man.

440
00:37:22,698 --> 00:37:26,869
Neither am I.
I was just jokin' around. Just sit down.

441
00:37:26,953 --> 00:37:29,205
Are you gonna take me
to the concert or not?

442
00:37:29,288 --> 00:37:30,957
Because you said you would.

443
00:37:31,582 --> 00:37:34,835
Yeah, I will.
Just sit down and have a drink first.

444
00:37:34,919 --> 00:37:37,255
No, man. Let's go.

445
00:37:37,755 --> 00:37:40,216
No. Hey, I don't want to go yet.

446
00:37:40,299 --> 00:37:43,010
Let's… Let's do ten more reps.

447
00:37:43,094 --> 00:37:45,137
I'll put two 25s on. What do you think?

448
00:37:45,221 --> 00:37:49,016
Listen, man, you told me
you would drive me to the concert, okay?

449
00:37:49,100 --> 00:37:52,228
I don't know what you wanted,
but that's what I want.

450
00:37:52,311 --> 00:37:54,480
I want you to drive me there right now.

451
00:37:58,651 --> 00:38:00,152
But I don't want you to go.

452
00:38:03,864 --> 00:38:05,241
Are you fucking crying?

453
00:38:06,617 --> 00:38:08,911
-No.
-What the fuck? Jesus.

454
00:38:08,995 --> 00:38:10,997
I'm… I'm outta here, man.

455
00:38:11,497 --> 00:38:13,374
I'm gonna miss the fucking show now!

456
00:38:13,457 --> 00:38:15,084
-Fucking asshole faggot!

457
00:38:15,584 --> 00:38:16,669
Goddammit.

458
00:38:57,710 --> 00:38:58,586
Hey, man.

459
00:39:11,474 --> 00:39:12,391
Hey, man.

460
00:39:13,559 --> 00:39:15,394
-Stop playing around.

461
00:39:15,478 --> 00:39:16,771
What are you doin'? Ow. Fuck.

462
00:39:16,854 --> 00:39:18,022
Hey, stop!

463
00:39:18,606 --> 00:39:20,024
Fuck you.

464
00:39:20,107 --> 00:39:22,193
Hey. Hey!

465
00:39:23,611 --> 00:39:24,987
Stop.

466
00:39:54,809 --> 00:39:56,477
Oh, fuck.

467
00:40:04,985 --> 00:40:06,070
Oh…

468
00:40:13,577 --> 00:40:14,453
Hey.

469
00:40:16,872 --> 00:40:19,291
What are you doing?

470
00:40:21,502 --> 00:40:22,586
Stop.

471
00:40:36,809 --> 00:40:38,394
Come on, man. Let's go.

472
00:40:43,774 --> 00:40:47,194
Hey. Hey, wake up. Wake up!

473
00:40:48,696 --> 00:40:52,324
No, no, no, no, no. No. No.

474
00:40:53,909 --> 00:40:55,035
No.

475
00:40:55,786 --> 00:40:56,996
Oh my God.

476
00:40:57,496 --> 00:40:59,915
No, no, no, no. Oh my God.

477
00:40:59,999 --> 00:41:03,085
No. No, no, no, no.

478
00:41:03,586 --> 00:41:05,004
Oh, no.

479
00:41:05,838 --> 00:41:07,006
No!

480
00:41:07,089 --> 00:41:09,133
They're never gonna talk to me again.

481
00:41:09,216 --> 00:41:10,468
My family.

482
00:41:10,551 --> 00:41:13,137
You idiot! You fucking idiot!

483
00:41:13,220 --> 00:41:14,472
-No.

484
00:41:14,555 --> 00:41:16,056
Hey, come on.

485
00:41:16,140 --> 00:41:17,391
Come on, wake up.

486
00:41:18,017 --> 00:41:19,059
Wake up.

487
00:41:19,143 --> 00:41:19,977
Fuck!

488
00:41:22,938 --> 00:41:24,273
No!

489
00:42:23,541 --> 00:42:24,500
Fuck.

490
00:42:41,016 --> 00:42:42,226
Oh, shit.

491
00:42:44,853 --> 00:42:46,272
Oh, fuck.

492
00:42:48,065 --> 00:42:49,775
Oh, shit.

493
00:45:33,689 --> 00:45:36,316
Look at this guy.
Swerving all over the place.

494
00:46:14,980 --> 00:46:16,732
Can I see your driver's license?

495
00:46:18,150 --> 00:46:19,234
Sure.

496
00:46:26,492 --> 00:46:27,993
Know why I pulled you over?

497
00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:30,954
No.

498
00:46:31,038 --> 00:46:33,248
Because you were
swerving across the road.

499
00:46:34,583 --> 00:46:37,878
And I can smell from here
that you've been drinking, okay?

500
00:46:38,670 --> 00:46:39,922
You been drinking tonight?

501
00:46:40,005 --> 00:46:43,258
Oh, I just had a couple beers.

502
00:46:43,342 --> 00:46:45,719
You had more
than a couple of beers, okay?

503
00:46:46,428 --> 00:46:48,096
What's in the garbage bags?

504
00:46:52,434 --> 00:46:53,602
Uh…

505
00:46:54,853 --> 00:46:59,191
They're, uh… clippings. From the yard.

506
00:47:02,194 --> 00:47:06,240
My parents just got divorced,
and I… I can't really sleep.

507
00:47:06,323 --> 00:47:07,407
So, I, um…

508
00:47:08,367 --> 00:47:10,327
just do yard work, and I, um…

509
00:47:11,954 --> 00:47:15,499
I was gonna… drop 'em at the dump.

510
00:47:17,376 --> 00:47:18,877
You're 18. Is that right?

511
00:47:20,045 --> 00:47:20,921
Yeah.

512
00:47:21,004 --> 00:47:23,382
So you got your whole life ahead of you.

513
00:47:27,135 --> 00:47:30,722
And I'm not gonna fuck that up
by arresting you tonight, okay?

514
00:47:33,892 --> 00:47:34,852
Okay.

515
00:47:35,602 --> 00:47:37,855
But I want you
to turn this car around,

516
00:47:37,938 --> 00:47:39,189
drive your ass home.

517
00:47:39,940 --> 00:47:42,776
And I don't want to ever fucking
see your face again, okay?

518
00:47:45,195 --> 00:47:46,488
Yes, Officer.

519
00:47:47,906 --> 00:47:48,949
Thank you.

520
00:47:50,742 --> 00:47:52,202
Get the fuck outta here.

521
00:47:54,204 --> 00:47:55,163
Okay.