WEBVTT 00:13.701 --> 00:15.661 Go to the start. 00:18.914 --> 00:19.874 Ready. 00:22.460 --> 00:24.462 The short track national athlete selections are 00:24.545 --> 00:25.504 a mini Olympic. 00:26.338 --> 00:28.090 Over 100 skaters from all across the country, 00:28.132 --> 00:30.509 starting from the 1st round to the finals, 00:30.593 --> 00:32.427 500m, 1000m, 00:32.511 --> 00:34.764 1500m, 3000m 00:34.847 --> 00:37.767 partake in 12 races. 00:37.808 --> 00:41.686 Only 20 pass the 1st round. 00:43.939 --> 00:47.318 The same process repeats in round 2 00:47.359 --> 00:50.029 and only 6 make it out alive. 00:50.863 --> 00:52.531 6 out of 100. 00:53.741 --> 00:56.494 Only 6 out of 100 can smile. 00:57.119 --> 00:58.871 No matter what happens. 01:00.289 --> 01:03.084 I will never lose to you, Cha Ga-eul. 01:04.126 --> 01:06.754 I must win, no matter what. 01:53.467 --> 01:56.470 Where had it all gone wrong? 02:24.123 --> 02:26.416 But what I prayed to the universe for 02:26.458 --> 02:28.294 wasn't for the elk to rest in peace. 02:30.171 --> 02:31.755 Since I'd done something good 02:33.007 --> 02:34.633 so they should reward me with luck. 02:39.053 --> 02:42.433 To save me from my misery. 02:44.101 --> 02:45.352 That bitch. 02:46.312 --> 02:50.357 I must be being punished. 03:13.714 --> 03:16.383 Excuse me… You need to take this. 03:17.468 --> 03:19.094 Is this not yours? 03:26.518 --> 03:28.354 Ah, yes. Thank you. 03:28.395 --> 03:30.064 I shouldn't have forgotten my cane… 03:50.668 --> 03:52.169 I thought for a moment… 04:04.932 --> 04:06.183 Hey, Mu-tae. 04:07.226 --> 04:09.895 I saw it on TV. Where are you? 04:10.562 --> 04:11.981 At the emergency room. 04:14.358 --> 04:16.151 Why? 04:17.903 --> 04:19.029 She's okay. 04:25.786 --> 04:27.371 If it had struck any higher, it could've struck an artery. 04:27.454 --> 04:28.288 That would've been very bad. 04:28.330 --> 04:30.958 Luckily, you'll only be needing 12 stitches. 04:31.000 --> 04:32.584 Skater Cha, you're very lucky. 04:33.419 --> 04:34.461 Me? I'm lucky? 04:34.503 --> 04:37.464 Of course you are. Buddha saved you. 04:37.506 --> 04:39.633 Please patch it up nicely, doctor. 04:39.717 --> 04:41.134 She has a competition the day after tomorrow… 04:41.218 --> 04:42.177 Mom! 04:47.348 --> 04:49.184 We'll get a full body scan. 04:51.687 --> 04:54.857 Hm, here. That's from a past injury. 04:54.898 --> 04:56.066 Yes. 04:56.108 --> 04:57.943 There seem to be no huge issues. 04:58.026 --> 04:59.278 You're sure? 04:59.360 --> 05:02.406 She's going to be a national athlete. 05:03.282 --> 05:05.367 According to the MRI, there aren't any issues. 05:05.451 --> 05:08.203 There could be muscle pain due to impact, however. 05:08.287 --> 05:09.455 But… 05:10.622 --> 05:11.707 Ah, damn it! 05:14.335 --> 05:15.502 Cha Ga-eul, that brat. 05:18.505 --> 05:21.091 Mom, that's not what's important right now. 05:21.133 --> 05:23.134 Thighs are important to a short track skater. 05:23.218 --> 05:24.762 So we should get treatment immediately. 05:24.803 --> 05:26.013 Hey, Cha Ga-eul! 05:26.847 --> 05:29.308 Our Sun-ah got hurt because you blocked her way! 05:29.391 --> 05:31.393 She wasn't blocking her! 05:31.477 --> 05:33.604 Oh Sun-ah pulled a foul first by impeding. 05:33.687 --> 05:36.148 Impeding? What are you? A coach? Huh? 05:36.231 --> 05:38.609 She was clearly blocking the way. 05:38.692 --> 05:42.237 Oh my, our Coach Oh. We haven't seen you in a while… 05:42.321 --> 05:44.323 Why am I your coach? 05:44.365 --> 05:46.992 Who turned their back on who first? 05:48.827 --> 05:50.204 Hey, Cha Ga-eul, 05:50.287 --> 05:51.497 are you trying to sabotage? 05:51.580 --> 05:54.333 Why did you have to fall in front of our Sun-ah? 05:54.375 --> 05:56.210 Don't you know she has to win gold at the Olympics? 05:56.293 --> 05:58.253 What?! Just because we let you keep talking… 05:58.295 --> 05:59.630 Can't you see that she's all bloodied up? 05:59.713 --> 06:01.965 Hey, hey, hey, Mu-tae stop it. 06:02.049 --> 06:03.967 Let go. Don't do it. Don't do it. 06:04.050 --> 06:05.469 There's no reason to be angry. 06:06.428 --> 06:08.263 He was like that too, when I fell once. 06:08.347 --> 06:10.057 He's just protecting his athletes. 06:19.733 --> 06:22.860 A few stitches should fix you right up. 06:22.903 --> 06:24.571 That much shouldn't hurt your career. 06:24.655 --> 06:25.823 Take a month or two off. 06:28.699 --> 06:29.868 Damn it. 06:38.377 --> 06:41.380 Well, let's first move this to an operating room. 06:41.463 --> 06:44.133 Just do it here. I don't need anesthetics. 06:44.174 --> 06:46.093 Wait, what… This… Without anesthetics? 06:46.134 --> 06:49.346 Hey, what are you saying? No, get anesthetics and… 06:49.430 --> 06:51.056 The competition is a day after tomorrow. 06:52.057 --> 06:54.226 I can't get anesthetics. I'll be accused of doping. 06:54.309 --> 06:55.561 I'm proud of you, my daughter. 06:56.228 --> 06:58.814 Bite down hard and hold on a bit. 06:58.897 --> 07:00.983 Back in my day, people gave birth without anesthetics. 07:01.650 --> 07:03.526 If they could withstand it, you could. 07:03.901 --> 07:05.195 Don't worry mom. 07:06.196 --> 07:07.322 It's okay. 07:38.228 --> 07:39.938 I know what she means. 07:40.731 --> 07:43.317 I feared losing more 07:43.358 --> 07:46.028 than getting stitches without anesthetics. 07:47.196 --> 07:49.114 A sense of defeat. Frustration. 07:50.240 --> 07:51.992 Those things hurt more back then. 07:54.286 --> 07:56.246 I felt so sorry to my parents. 07:57.498 --> 08:00.167 I worried I couldn't compete the next day. 08:00.209 --> 08:02.211 I couldn't think about anything else. 08:04.296 --> 08:06.757 But you can't let that go on for long. 08:07.799 --> 08:10.135 If you do, the yips will get worse. 08:14.431 --> 08:17.643 But are there any athletes, that don't feel that way? 08:17.726 --> 08:18.894 Why just our Ga-eul… 08:18.936 --> 08:20.896 Why just me? 08:20.979 --> 08:24.566 Everyone else endures it well enough. 08:24.608 --> 08:26.985 I'm the only one so week. 08:27.027 --> 08:30.447 Those are the thoughts that bring on yips. 08:31.281 --> 08:32.699 And it makes it worse. 08:38.664 --> 08:42.501 Our Ga-eul is strong 08:43.710 --> 08:45.128 so she'll overcome this. 08:53.845 --> 08:55.013 Today 09:00.769 --> 09:03.939 I lost a client of mine. 09:04.022 --> 09:05.023 Huh? 09:05.816 --> 09:08.485 I thought she was overcoming it well. 09:10.362 --> 09:11.863 But I think I was avoiding the truth. 09:13.782 --> 09:15.993 Because I knew too well 09:16.075 --> 09:17.744 how much it hurts. 09:20.163 --> 09:21.832 If I thought about it more, 09:23.417 --> 09:25.127 it would hurt too much. 09:27.588 --> 09:30.132 So I think that's why I believed 09:32.175 --> 09:33.885 what was comfortable for me. 09:46.148 --> 09:47.608 Would you be okay 09:49.109 --> 09:50.277 if it was someone like me? 09:55.365 --> 09:56.575 Thank you Gil. 10:01.163 --> 10:03.205 Professional basketball player, Oh Yeon-ji 10:03.290 --> 10:06.293 made a drastic decision at her place of residence. 10:06.376 --> 10:10.088 Oh Yeon-ji, point guard for Sang-un Construction, 10:10.130 --> 10:13.467 struggled regularly with poor grades and hate comments, 10:13.508 --> 10:15.594 according to the league, who revealed this heartbreaking news. 10:15.636 --> 10:16.928 In a reality where, if there arises an issue 10:17.012 --> 10:20.724 they can be covered up as long as players have good grades, 10:20.766 --> 10:23.935 younger players can't help but experience 10:24.019 --> 10:25.228 shame and mental breakdowns. 10:29.650 --> 10:32.736 Come up with countermeasures before the reporters come in. 10:32.819 --> 10:33.904 With all due respect sir, 10:33.987 --> 10:36.198 I think right now fact-checking and sending condolences first… 10:36.239 --> 10:37.532 How badly has the psychological support team 10:37.616 --> 10:39.700 been taking care of the athletes that… 10:39.785 --> 10:42.329 The professional league is not under our care. 10:42.371 --> 10:44.080 Didn't you tell us to prioritize the top 1% 10:44.164 --> 10:46.083 from the athlete's village and those with medals 10:46.166 --> 10:48.168 in our caretaking strategies? 10:48.251 --> 10:49.044 Don't they select national athletes from 10:49.127 --> 10:50.212 the professional level as well? 10:50.295 --> 10:53.215 There are over 1000 athletes that enter the village. 10:53.298 --> 10:56.093 And there are only 3 permanent members of the psychological team. 10:56.134 --> 10:57.678 - With this structure… - Wait! 10:58.428 --> 11:01.139 What was the human rights center doing? 11:02.391 --> 11:04.976 Is the human rights center a department for student guidance? 11:05.060 --> 11:07.229 We only have 3 members as well. 11:07.270 --> 11:10.357 The athlete didn't file a report there, did she? 11:10.399 --> 11:12.401 - No. - Are you sure? 11:12.484 --> 11:14.027 If it comes out later, 11:14.111 --> 11:15.904 the reporters will hound us like bees. 11:15.987 --> 11:18.198 Most of the reports are from the ice rink. 11:18.281 --> 11:20.282 So what are we going to do? 11:20.825 --> 11:22.536 - Recruit another member… - Recruit another member… 11:22.619 --> 11:24.538 Re… Recruit another member? 11:24.621 --> 11:26.498 - Yes, recruit another member. - Yes, recruit another member. 11:29.292 --> 11:30.293 Yes. 11:31.211 --> 11:34.214 What are we going to solve by recruiting another mental coach? 11:34.297 --> 11:36.758 We're saying we should at least pretend to do something. 11:37.592 --> 11:39.594 We do have to respond to the controversy. 11:39.678 --> 11:41.346 The boss is going to leave it to us anyway. 11:41.430 --> 11:44.516 Why is he recruiting someone for the human rights center? 11:44.599 --> 11:47.436 That way the association can do something. 11:47.519 --> 11:49.062 They'll need to reshape the media narrative. 11:49.688 --> 11:53.400 Anyway, I've never seen them do anything by the book. 11:53.442 --> 11:54.943 Ah, I'm hungry. 11:55.026 --> 11:57.320 Me, too. Shall we get something? 11:57.362 --> 11:59.114 Ah, there's a place I saw earlier. 11:59.197 --> 12:00.866 The next upcoming competition is on the ice right? 12:00.949 --> 12:03.034 Yes, it'll be the winter Olympics soon. 12:03.118 --> 12:04.953 Right now, they are recruiting national athletes. 12:04.995 --> 12:06.705 Pick only the ones that could actually medal. 12:06.788 --> 12:08.330 If we win a medal, we can cover up all this noise. 12:08.373 --> 12:09.498 Yes, of course. 12:09.541 --> 12:11.585 Ah, sir, why don't we grab some sashimi before you head back? 12:11.626 --> 12:14.128 Hey, since we're adding another person to your team, 12:14.171 --> 12:16.423 try to control you team a bit better, Professor Gu. 12:16.465 --> 12:19.050 And pay condolences as the representative, huh? 12:19.760 --> 12:21.094 Yes, will do. 12:22.304 --> 12:23.430 What sashimi is good these days? 12:23.513 --> 12:24.931 Recently, a yellow tail this big has come in. 12:25.015 --> 12:26.099 Yellow tail! 12:30.103 --> 12:32.439 So you want me to hold all the hot potatoes? 12:35.150 --> 12:37.277 These people are all just talk. 12:37.360 --> 12:38.361 I'm sick of it. 13:09.601 --> 13:11.269 Director of the human rights center… 13:11.353 --> 13:14.189 Then, you must have received the report on Oh Yeon-ji. 13:15.315 --> 13:16.191 What report? 13:16.233 --> 13:18.985 The reason why Oh Yeon-ji chose to make this drastic choice 13:19.027 --> 13:21.571 was not simply because of bad grades or hate comments. 13:21.655 --> 13:23.532 There was deliberate bullying and exclusion within the team. 13:23.573 --> 13:25.157 She was also excluded from games. 13:26.952 --> 13:28.453 Hey, Jegal, 13:29.454 --> 13:31.330 what grounds do you have to say those things? 13:31.414 --> 13:34.459 I was the last person to offer Oh Yeon-ji psychological counsel. 13:36.503 --> 13:37.963 Oh really? 13:38.505 --> 13:39.881 She said those things? 13:39.965 --> 13:40.799 Yes. 13:40.882 --> 13:42.968 She was thinking about retiring as a result 13:43.009 --> 13:45.387 and was recommended to get the counsel from 13:45.428 --> 13:46.763 the human rights center. 13:46.805 --> 13:48.598 If the coach was deliberately excluding her from matches… 13:48.640 --> 13:51.142 Hey, even so that should be left at the director's discretion. 13:51.226 --> 13:52.519 You know it's not the kind of compassionate place that would 13:52.561 --> 13:54.104 carry with them a sluggish player. 13:54.187 --> 13:55.313 That's the world of pros, isn't it? 13:55.397 --> 13:56.523 What I'm saying is 13:56.565 --> 13:58.400 if you had received a report it should have been investigated… 13:58.441 --> 14:00.235 - We didn't receive one. - You didn't? 14:00.318 --> 14:02.195 No. There wasn't one. 14:05.407 --> 14:06.825 Hypothetically, 14:06.867 --> 14:08.743 even if it's one out of a million, if you received a report and 14:08.827 --> 14:09.786 didn't do anything about it... 14:09.828 --> 14:11.037 If we didn't do anything about it? 14:12.539 --> 14:15.792 If we didn't then what are you going to do? Huh? 14:17.961 --> 14:19.796 Hey, Jegal. 14:19.838 --> 14:22.632 No, Gil… 14:22.674 --> 14:24.926 We can't save all the people in the world. 14:24.968 --> 14:27.387 Not you, not me, not any one. 14:27.929 --> 14:30.181 I'm tired on days like this too, okay? 14:30.265 --> 14:31.892 I hate the world, too. 14:42.319 --> 14:43.945 - Yes, director. - What I ordered? 14:46.156 --> 14:47.657 Yes, we're taking care of it right now. 14:47.699 --> 14:48.658 When it’s... 14:51.161 --> 14:53.288 Always just hangs up after he says what he needs to. 14:55.999 --> 14:58.668 Did you really destroy all of Oh Yeon-ji's files? 14:58.752 --> 15:01.129 Of course, I did. Would I just pretend to? 15:01.630 --> 15:03.965 - What about the announcement? - I posted it. 15:06.134 --> 15:07.761 No, I won't do it. 15:10.138 --> 15:11.765 Let's just do it once. 15:13.016 --> 15:14.768 You're not normal right now. 15:14.851 --> 15:16.603 If I'm not normal, then am I insane? 15:16.686 --> 15:18.396 You know that's not what I'm saying Ga-eul. 15:20.565 --> 15:22.275 If you were at your usual skill level, 15:22.359 --> 15:24.694 would it make sense for you to score zero points at the trial? 15:27.530 --> 15:29.699 There's still the 1000m and 3000m left. 15:29.741 --> 15:31.117 I can redeem myself. 15:32.118 --> 15:35.497 That's why I want you to do this. 15:36.831 --> 15:38.333 People who play sports… 15:38.375 --> 15:41.586 If you play sports, you'll hit a slump at least once. 15:41.628 --> 15:43.296 If you can't get over it, 15:43.380 --> 15:46.800 your life will end there, like me or dad. 15:47.759 --> 15:49.260 If you do overcome it, 15:49.344 --> 15:51.221 then you'll grow to a higher level. 15:51.930 --> 15:52.931 Moving further up. 16:03.942 --> 16:04.943 Yes? 16:07.278 --> 16:09.739 Oh, you're here? Come sit. 16:09.823 --> 16:11.074 Come sit here. 16:21.793 --> 16:23.086 What do we do first? 16:23.128 --> 16:24.963 I have to get to practice soon. Tomorrow's the competition. 16:25.046 --> 16:26.631 We'll start with giving up on the competition. 16:26.715 --> 16:28.091 What? 16:28.133 --> 16:29.843 I inquired about it and the rest of the race includes 16:29.926 --> 16:33.221 the 1000m and the super final 3000m. 16:33.263 --> 16:36.641 If you want to enter the final, you need at least a total of 10 points 16:36.725 --> 16:38.560 and make it in the final top 8. 16:38.601 --> 16:41.730 Right now, skater Cha Ga-eul has zero points. 16:43.690 --> 16:45.984 Unless you skate the best race of your lifetime at the 1000m, 16:46.026 --> 16:47.986 it will be impossible for you to move forward to the finals. 16:48.028 --> 16:49.362 I think you with your leg injury, the best race of your lifetime 16:49.404 --> 16:50.363 might be a bit of a reach. 16:50.447 --> 16:52.699 There are skaters who won gold medals at the Olympics 16:52.741 --> 16:53.616 with worse ankle injuries. 16:53.658 --> 16:54.409 Is this the Olympics? 16:54.492 --> 16:55.660 Our country's short track national trials are just as 16:55.702 --> 16:56.995 important as the Olympics. 16:57.078 --> 16:57.829 But they don't give gold medals. 16:57.871 --> 16:58.705 Why do you keep speaking to me informally? 16:58.788 --> 17:00.665 I also used to be a national level athlete. 17:00.707 --> 17:02.459 I'm very much your senior. 17:02.500 --> 17:04.502 I know you to be expelled from the sports world. 17:05.544 --> 17:08.214 Yes. You're quite sharp. 17:08.298 --> 17:10.800 Anyway, that gold medal? It's important for sure. 17:10.884 --> 17:13.595 But these are just the trials, no? 17:13.678 --> 17:16.097 Rather than you overworking this leg and never being able to win a medal, 17:16.139 --> 17:17.849 it's better to plan for next time. 17:17.932 --> 17:20.935 Frogs, in order to jump further, curl up for a moment… 17:21.019 --> 17:22.812 - Talking about frogs, my ass. - Fr… Fro… 17:23.563 --> 17:25.065 Are you underestimating frogs right now? 17:25.106 --> 17:27.442 Cha Ga-eul, frogs jump very far! 17:27.525 --> 17:29.027 Cha Ga-eul! Wait! 17:29.778 --> 17:30.653 Cha Ga-eul! 17:38.495 --> 17:40.538 What were you thinking about when you were racing? 17:41.331 --> 17:42.999 I wasn't thinking anything. 17:43.082 --> 17:46.169 I don't think this could've happened if you weren't thinking anything. 17:46.252 --> 17:46.961 You're a skater who could do well without 17:47.044 --> 17:49.297 going through all this trouble, Sun-ah. 17:49.714 --> 17:51.466 Don't get arrogant, Oh Sun-ah. 17:51.549 --> 17:52.467 If Cha Ga-eul skates at her proper level, 17:52.550 --> 17:54.052 you're dead meat. 17:55.720 --> 17:58.890 I was already having a hard time when coach kept… 18:01.976 --> 18:03.520 Let's at least walk together, Cha Ga-eul. 18:03.561 --> 18:06.231 Why are you walking so fast? 18:06.272 --> 18:10.151 Don't you have any compassion? I am an injured person! 18:10.193 --> 18:11.694 Cha Ga-eul! 18:11.778 --> 18:13.363 Cha Ga-eul, can't you hear me? 18:15.865 --> 18:18.326 I am someone with an injured leg. 18:18.409 --> 18:21.204 Would a sane doctor send someone with an injured leg 18:21.287 --> 18:24.499 to a psychologist? 18:24.541 --> 18:26.918 Why was I sent here? 18:34.676 --> 18:35.135 Yap! 18:35.217 --> 18:36.719 Fine, I'm crazy. 18:36.761 --> 18:37.971 I've gone insane. 18:38.053 --> 18:39.097 Are you happy? Are you satisfied? 18:39.139 --> 18:40.515 Is that it? 18:42.851 --> 18:44.144 This is obviously a medical accident. 18:44.226 --> 18:46.396 They must've injected something during the surgery. 18:46.437 --> 18:47.563 Should I tell the media? 18:47.605 --> 18:49.274 Should I let this hospital fall to ruins? 18:49.357 --> 18:51.693 Should I make it so you can't ever be a doctor again? 18:55.405 --> 18:57.323 It hurts so much, doctor. 18:57.365 --> 18:59.325 It feels like my ligament is being torn 18:59.367 --> 19:01.995 and my bones are crumbling. It hurts so much. 19:02.036 --> 19:04.497 I'm in so much pain. Give me some medication. 19:04.581 --> 19:06.666 Give me some medication. 19:11.963 --> 19:13.923 As I've told you before, 19:13.965 --> 19:16.801 psychological pain cannot be treated by medication alone. 19:16.885 --> 19:19.262 All of the emotions and thoughts that ran through your mind 19:19.303 --> 19:20.305 during the incident need to be shared with me… 19:20.388 --> 19:23.057 I told you everything! 19:23.850 --> 19:25.894 I've been telling you everything! 19:25.976 --> 19:29.022 Not in this avoidant way! 19:29.063 --> 19:30.023 Take this seriously and let your inner… 19:30.063 --> 19:31.566 Go dig up ear wax! 19:31.608 --> 19:32.984 Get out of my sight! 19:36.446 --> 19:38.656 That is him, that rude patient. 19:38.698 --> 19:41.201 Cha Ga-eul! Can you not hear me? 19:41.284 --> 19:44.078 Should I clean your ears for you? Should I pick out some ear wax? 19:44.162 --> 19:45.330 Cha Ga-eul! 19:45.371 --> 19:46.998 Hey, Mu-tae's little sister! 19:48.166 --> 19:49.709 I don't need counseling. 19:49.792 --> 19:50.793 I'm telling you I won't do it. So why are you like this? 19:50.877 --> 19:53.338 You are in a pretty dangerous mental strength right now. 19:53.421 --> 19:56.174 You don't even feel pain getting stitches without anesthetics? 19:56.257 --> 19:58.760 You don't see the people who are worried about you? 19:58.842 --> 20:00.887 You keep arguing that you'll compete with that leg. 20:00.928 --> 20:04.307 Your capacity for judgment is completely compromised. 20:04.390 --> 20:05.683 Much like someone in the past? 20:05.725 --> 20:08.311 Much like someone in the past… Wait, what? 20:11.773 --> 20:15.860 I've lived long enough to see you again, Jegal Gil. 20:15.944 --> 20:18.529 She is the woman who knows all of my vulnerabilities 20:18.571 --> 20:20.240 and my dark history. 20:24.159 --> 20:25.286 Shit. 20:26.329 --> 20:27.497 Coach Oh! 20:27.538 --> 20:28.831 Now that things are this way, 20:28.873 --> 20:30.832 please just put your faith in Ji-young! 20:30.917 --> 20:33.211 Of course, Ji-young is great too but 20:33.294 --> 20:35.046 Oh Sun-ah is still our ace. 20:35.129 --> 20:36.505 - Please get home safely. - Our Ji-young! 20:36.589 --> 20:39.717 You saw the way she skated past 1st place in a situation like that. 20:39.759 --> 20:40.802 What are you doing? 20:40.885 --> 20:42.845 Go and show him you're better than Sun-ah. 20:42.928 --> 20:43.888 Okay, mom. 20:43.930 --> 20:46.265 Coach! Coach Oh! 20:46.599 --> 20:50.228 So you became a mental coach? 20:50.311 --> 20:51.562 A mental coach? 20:51.938 --> 20:54.565 I guess as I was receiving treatment 20:54.649 --> 20:56.276 I realized something. 20:56.359 --> 20:58.695 That I wasn't the only one who was hurting. 20:58.778 --> 21:01.239 That we are all hurting. 21:01.322 --> 21:06.369 Ah. That this is what they call a blue ocean… 21:06.452 --> 21:07.954 Blue ocean. 21:07.996 --> 21:11.165 But for you to be unable to overcome your own psychogenic disorder 21:11.207 --> 21:13.459 and be coaching the minds of other athletes is a bit… 21:13.543 --> 21:14.919 Ironic. 21:14.961 --> 21:18.047 Well, isn't that just what life is? 21:18.130 --> 21:21.926 I'm trying to be a wounded healer. 21:22.760 --> 21:25.596 But Doctor Park, what brings you here? 21:25.680 --> 21:28.099 I quit working at the hospital. Thanks to someone. 21:28.182 --> 21:29.142 Who? 21:29.225 --> 21:33.104 Ahhh! That chief with the terrible personality? 21:33.187 --> 21:34.397 Hey, Cha Ga-eul! 21:37.108 --> 21:39.110 Do you think I did it on purpose? 21:39.193 --> 21:40.403 I've never said that. 21:40.486 --> 21:42.196 You're looking at me as if you do. 21:42.238 --> 21:43.573 Let's not fight amongst ourselves. 21:43.656 --> 21:45.199 You started it 21:45.283 --> 21:46.034 and now you want to pretend to be nice 21:46.075 --> 21:47.327 saying we shouldn't fight amongst ourselves? 21:50.330 --> 21:51.581 You're the one who started it. 21:51.664 --> 21:53.666 You're the one who came into my spot first. 21:53.750 --> 21:57.253 Hey, Oh Sun-ah, I get why you would be like this 21:57.294 --> 21:58.463 but there's no need. 21:58.504 --> 22:01.466 When you compete, you could impede or get injured or injure someone… 22:01.549 --> 22:03.301 It wasn't impeding. 22:03.384 --> 22:05.762 - The verdict came out. - What? 22:08.765 --> 22:11.225 Is that the kind of stuff you do now? 22:13.561 --> 22:14.562 Oh Sun-ah! 22:15.146 --> 22:16.563 What are you two doing? 22:20.777 --> 22:22.695 Listen here, Jegal Gil. 22:22.779 --> 22:24.238 Whether it be mentality or skill, 22:24.322 --> 22:25.948 the only one who gets to teach in my ice rink 22:26.032 --> 22:27.909 is me, Oh Dal-sung. 22:27.992 --> 22:31.329 But why is this your rink? 22:31.412 --> 22:32.997 Does that dean know 22:33.039 --> 22:34.665 that you have monopoly on this rink? 22:34.749 --> 22:36.459 This is the kind of stuff that should be in the papers! 22:36.501 --> 22:38.211 What I'm saying is… 22:38.294 --> 22:40.588 If there are several coaches, it causes a disturbance to the kids. 22:40.630 --> 22:43.007 Then, why is Dr. Park here? 22:43.091 --> 22:44.342 Me… 22:44.425 --> 22:47.220 Dr. Park is the mental coach of a national athlete. 22:47.261 --> 22:49.013 I am also a mental coach who used to be a national athlete! 22:49.097 --> 22:51.182 Not someone who used to be… 22:51.808 --> 22:55.353 Hey, what kind of athlete doesn't take time to heal? 22:55.395 --> 22:57.480 Did I not tell you you should rest for two months? 22:57.563 --> 22:58.815 You did. 22:59.440 --> 23:00.608 Let's go. 23:03.611 --> 23:04.904 Hey, Coach Cho. 23:04.986 --> 23:06.697 Are you going to let an injured kid roam around like this? 23:06.781 --> 23:08.616 Did I teach you to be this way? 23:09.534 --> 23:11.661 Come here and take your kid with you. 23:35.101 --> 23:36.226 Oh Dal-sung. 23:37.186 --> 23:38.438 W… What? 23:43.526 --> 23:44.735 Thank you. 23:52.201 --> 23:53.244 What? 23:54.954 --> 23:57.832 It seems you're avoiding your problems, not me. 23:57.915 --> 24:00.084 I'm not avoiding you. It's just no use talking to you. 24:00.126 --> 24:02.378 Do you know why it's no use? 24:07.383 --> 24:09.342 Because you believe it would be no use. 24:09.427 --> 24:11.012 This is reality. 24:11.095 --> 24:13.848 Here, the athletes who don't have lines and can't score 24:13.931 --> 24:15.057 aren't listened to. 24:15.099 --> 24:16.767 If that's reality, you should be fighting it. 24:16.809 --> 24:18.728 Even if it's impossible, you should be doing all you can 24:18.811 --> 24:20.688 to protect yourself. 24:21.563 --> 24:23.441 You don't cry, even when your skin's being stitched up. 24:23.524 --> 24:25.860 You don't feel upset at your mom, who seems to think nothing of it. 24:25.902 --> 24:28.696 You don't get angry even when a friend slaps you for no reason. 24:28.738 --> 24:31.574 You accept being kicked out of the training facilities. 24:31.657 --> 24:32.658 Why? 24:34.327 --> 24:36.120 Because you're someone they can do that to. 24:41.501 --> 24:42.960 First, it's your leg. 24:43.002 --> 24:45.421 Later, it'll be your ankle, waist, knee, shoulder, hip joint… 24:45.463 --> 24:47.465 You'll have to give them all of it 24:48.299 --> 24:50.426 if winning is the only way you'll be respected. 24:52.928 --> 24:55.640 Who drives you so mercilessly? 25:06.150 --> 25:08.194 Oh Sun-ah, is that all you can skate? 25:08.277 --> 25:10.613 That's why you fall behind Cha Ga-eul. 25:11.364 --> 25:12.573 Cho Ji-young! 25:12.657 --> 25:14.909 You're losing your mind over accidentally winning 1st, right? 25:14.992 --> 25:17.245 This is your real skill level. 25:18.829 --> 25:20.873 Oh Sun-ah, take off your skates, huh? 25:20.957 --> 25:22.457 If you're going to skate like this, don't skate at all. 25:22.500 --> 25:23.793 Go, you brat. 25:27.505 --> 25:28.755 Coach Oh, 25:29.340 --> 25:32.301 with all due respect, Sun-ah is not in a great mental state right now. 25:32.385 --> 25:33.594 Rather than berating her… 25:33.678 --> 25:35.053 Dr. Park, 25:35.096 --> 25:37.557 even if you're from Dr. Song's team, 25:38.224 --> 25:40.560 you cannot enter training grounds if you're going to be like this. 25:44.480 --> 25:46.232 What are you doing still in the rink?! 25:49.318 --> 25:50.361 Look here. 25:50.444 --> 25:51.696 When everyone goes toward the in course, 25:51.779 --> 25:53.239 only you move outwards, right? 25:53.322 --> 25:55.449 My specialty is out course. 25:55.533 --> 25:57.326 You're not just avoiding conflict? 25:58.327 --> 25:59.996 In course out course is meant to change strategically 26:00.037 --> 26:01.998 depending on the situation, okay? 26:04.457 --> 26:05.835 What about this? 26:05.918 --> 26:09.589 Is this a situation in which in course is useful or out course? 26:17.346 --> 26:19.599 Look closely. Is it in or out? 26:20.600 --> 26:23.561 - In. - Okay, you were in first. 26:23.603 --> 26:27.440 Then, Oh Sun-ah came in because there was a gap. 26:27.523 --> 26:28.691 Why did you try to avoid it? 26:29.900 --> 26:32.361 I don't know either. 26:32.403 --> 26:33.988 What were you thinking then? 26:57.511 --> 26:58.803 What are you thinking now? 27:03.643 --> 27:06.395 Athletes are destined for injuries. 27:06.437 --> 27:08.481 You can get injured while competing 27:08.563 --> 27:10.358 or you can injure… 27:11.776 --> 27:14.904 Were you scared of hurting Sun-ah like you did Ji-young? 27:16.030 --> 27:19.241 According to your brother, your yips seem to have started then. 27:20.618 --> 27:22.745 All athletes experience this. 27:24.413 --> 27:26.624 If I can't overcome something like this, 27:26.666 --> 27:29.043 I should just quit. 27:31.128 --> 27:32.463 Stop avoiding. 27:34.173 --> 27:36.133 Tomorrow is the race. 27:36.217 --> 27:38.636 - I have to train. - Your stitches will come out. 27:38.719 --> 27:40.763 Why does that matter anyway?! 27:42.014 --> 27:43.599 I told you, I'm not doing this! 27:43.640 --> 27:45.643 I hate things like this! 27:46.726 --> 27:49.063 You like winning right? 27:49.146 --> 27:51.774 If you want to compete tomorrow, win me over. 27:51.857 --> 27:54.068 I'm going to make you give up the race. 27:54.151 --> 27:56.611 You try to make me give up, too. Okay? 28:08.666 --> 28:10.876 There's not even a plot. 28:10.960 --> 28:12.794 The title is what sold it. 28:14.714 --> 28:16.966 What? He wrote about me too? 28:19.844 --> 28:21.512 She was more of a recent college grad 28:21.595 --> 28:24.098 than a psychologist. 28:25.390 --> 28:28.561 Every morning, she let off the scent of her shampoo 28:28.601 --> 28:32.188 and stopped by my room with smiles to start a conversation. 28:32.732 --> 28:35.693 Jegal Gil, did you sleep well? 28:35.735 --> 28:37.528 Do you think I slept well? 28:38.112 --> 28:40.322 My leg hurts like it's about to fall off. 28:41.782 --> 28:43.075 Give me some medicine. 28:44.869 --> 28:48.330 Do you remember how you got here last night? 28:49.915 --> 28:53.711 Help! Help! He just attempted suicide! 28:53.794 --> 28:55.880 He drank a ton and took a ton of pills. 28:55.963 --> 28:57.298 This way! 28:58.758 --> 29:00.050 What kind of pills did he take? 29:00.092 --> 29:01.594 From cold medicine, anti-diarrheal pills, 29:01.635 --> 29:03.179 migraine medicine to pain killers… 29:03.262 --> 29:05.806 I think he took everything in the house. 29:05.890 --> 29:07.600 He took it all! 29:07.641 --> 29:09.018 First, lay him down this way. 29:09.810 --> 29:10.728 Gil! 29:14.690 --> 29:17.610 Gil! Don't die! You can't die! 29:22.865 --> 29:24.033 Dr. Kim, 29:24.116 --> 29:25.743 please prepare the IV and the vitals. 29:33.918 --> 29:36.086 You bastard, why did you take so many… 29:38.798 --> 29:40.925 She had just taken off her intern badge. 29:40.966 --> 29:43.594 She was a new doctor, overflowing with a sense of duty. 29:43.636 --> 29:45.429 They say I was her first patient. 29:45.471 --> 29:46.847 Ah darn it… 29:48.766 --> 29:50.392 Is your stomach hurting a lot? 29:58.108 --> 30:00.736 I mean if… You're not going to give me medication 30:00.820 --> 30:03.030 discharge me at least! 30:03.113 --> 30:04.198 Am I crazy? 30:04.240 --> 30:05.783 Am I insane? 30:05.866 --> 30:09.370 Why do you treat me like I'm crazy! 30:10.329 --> 30:12.998 Huh? Are these iron bars? Those iron bars? 30:13.082 --> 30:14.834 - Well, those… - Let me out! Let me out! 30:14.875 --> 30:16.752 Let me out! 30:16.794 --> 30:19.088 I'm going to get out of here! 30:19.129 --> 30:21.423 Being alive felt shameful 30:21.465 --> 30:24.593 and back then, I wanted to end everything. 30:24.635 --> 30:26.053 Looking back, 30:26.095 --> 30:28.681 that woman was always there. 30:29.431 --> 30:30.683 That woman? 30:31.433 --> 30:34.019 Ah, what does he think a doctor is? 30:34.061 --> 30:36.814 When I think about how I was reprimanded because of you… 30:39.650 --> 30:43.612 You were, not a man nor a patient, 30:43.696 --> 30:47.032 but truly the worst case scenario! 30:48.492 --> 30:50.703 My goodness. 30:51.453 --> 30:53.163 Hey, I'm almost there. 30:53.247 --> 30:54.498 Who's there? 30:56.876 --> 30:59.128 Let's just do what we prepared 31:00.337 --> 31:01.881 like we've always done it. 31:02.965 --> 31:03.966 Okay. 31:05.634 --> 31:07.511 You are a good friend of my brother's, right? 31:08.262 --> 31:09.430 Terrifyingly. 31:09.972 --> 31:11.223 Who's terrifying? 31:12.600 --> 31:14.226 No, I'm saying we're terrifyingly close. 31:17.646 --> 31:19.231 Where are you going? 31:19.273 --> 31:20.816 We're almost there! 31:21.400 --> 31:22.443 Follow me! 31:41.629 --> 31:43.797 Hey, I told you not to turn off the light! 31:45.049 --> 31:46.675 I'm here. 31:46.759 --> 31:50.137 Why did you turn off the lights? I told you not to turn off the lights! 31:51.096 --> 31:52.014 Huh? 31:53.641 --> 31:54.892 Is this some weird kind of place? 31:55.976 --> 31:57.519 Where are you? Huh? 31:57.561 --> 31:58.646 I'm leaving. 31:59.063 --> 32:00.856 You're here, son? 32:00.898 --> 32:04.151 Dad, I told you not to turn off the lights. 32:05.653 --> 32:06.779 This is my dad. 32:13.911 --> 32:16.830 Wow, look at how firm these are. 32:16.914 --> 32:18.540 That's not good! 32:20.042 --> 32:22.294 No, I'm saying we're terrifyingly close. 32:22.378 --> 32:24.171 She got 12 stitches yesterday. 32:30.803 --> 32:34.264 This shouldn't be like that. 32:35.265 --> 32:36.475 There aren't like side effects, right? 32:36.558 --> 32:37.601 My goodness. 32:37.685 --> 32:40.562 If there were would he be alive right now? 32:40.646 --> 32:43.232 I was the test guinea pig for that. 32:44.733 --> 32:47.403 After I became this way, my dad 32:47.486 --> 32:51.031 went all across the country learning how to do this. 32:51.115 --> 32:54.827 It helped everyone but me. 32:54.910 --> 32:58.122 It may look like this but a lot of pros come by. 32:58.163 --> 32:59.164 It's just not legal. 32:59.206 --> 33:01.542 What does it matter if I help everyone else? 33:01.625 --> 33:03.502 I can't even help my own son. 33:04.044 --> 33:05.879 It's become my unfinished business 33:05.963 --> 33:08.841 so now I can't even die if I tried. 33:08.924 --> 33:12.428 My goodness, from centipedes to snakes to scorpions… 33:12.511 --> 33:15.014 It's because you eat just about everything that's good for the body. 33:17.182 --> 33:18.434 But 33:18.517 --> 33:22.271 what is your relationship to our Gil? 33:22.354 --> 33:23.355 Sorry? 33:23.856 --> 33:25.232 Seriously? 33:25.274 --> 33:27.359 Gosh, don't worry about him. 33:32.364 --> 33:33.699 Where else are you going? 33:33.741 --> 33:35.743 You're not going somewhere weird, are you? 33:35.826 --> 33:40.330 Full of suspicion, and a pretty bad victim complex. 33:40.372 --> 33:42.207 If you don't tell me where we're going, I'm not going. 33:42.291 --> 33:44.293 Gosh, we're here. Okay? 33:44.334 --> 33:45.961 Just climb up a few steps and you'll know. 33:46.045 --> 33:48.088 That hot temper of yours… 33:48.130 --> 33:49.465 Come quickly! 34:15.449 --> 34:16.992 What kind of place is this? 34:17.367 --> 34:18.994 A place I don't just bring anyone to. 34:19.995 --> 34:21.330 Hey, Gil. 34:21.371 --> 34:22.247 Hey. 34:29.713 --> 34:30.798 Gil! 34:31.423 --> 34:32.883 I missed you. 34:32.966 --> 34:34.802 Let's see how much bigger our Soo-ji has gotten. 34:35.760 --> 34:38.430 - Why? Why? Why? - Ouch, my shoulder! 34:38.514 --> 34:40.766 Gosh, I told you to be careful. 34:40.807 --> 34:42.518 Ah, how annoying. 34:43.268 --> 34:44.394 Why are you staring? Is this the first time 34:44.436 --> 34:45.771 seeing someone with a dislocated shoulder? 34:45.854 --> 34:47.397 You're doing it again. 34:48.941 --> 34:51.735 Hey, hey, hey! Kids, gather around! 34:59.535 --> 35:00.994 Say hello. 35:01.077 --> 35:03.789 This is Cha Ga-eul, 35:03.831 --> 35:05.039 your junior. 35:05.124 --> 35:06.500 Wrestling, Yeo Sang-goo. 35:07.167 --> 35:08.794 I'm not in the mob. 35:08.877 --> 35:11.797 I got these to hide where I got stitches and scars. 35:11.839 --> 35:13.048 This, I can't cover. 35:14.383 --> 35:16.927 They call me shooter Pistol Park. 35:19.179 --> 35:20.597 Roar. 35:20.639 --> 35:23.432 Get rid of your prejudice that all must have two eyes, missy. 35:24.101 --> 35:25.853 She seems to have loads of prejudices. 35:26.603 --> 35:28.021 Stop it, Soo-ji. 35:28.063 --> 35:29.064 For me, gymnastics. 35:29.106 --> 35:31.233 Habitual shoulder dislocation and anorexia. 35:31.316 --> 35:33.402 Hi! For me, swimming. 35:33.485 --> 35:35.195 This is atopic eczema. 35:35.279 --> 35:36.572 Nope, actually it's a fungal infection. 35:36.655 --> 35:39.032 Actually, it's chronic eczema. 35:39.074 --> 35:41.618 Okay, okay. Got it. That's enough. Scatter now. 35:41.660 --> 35:43.327 Have fun on your own. 35:43.579 --> 35:44.830 You're quite startled, right? 35:44.872 --> 35:48.667 I am Gil's mentor in taekwondo, as well as his savior. 35:48.709 --> 35:49.793 - The name is Oh Bok-tae... - Let's play, let's play. 35:49.877 --> 35:51.378 Wait, why can't I introduce myself? 35:52.336 --> 35:56.175 Even if they look like this, they all used to be national athletes. 35:56.258 --> 35:58.927 Of course, even though they are all "no-medals." 35:59.010 --> 36:01.096 Our sales double on rainy days. 36:01.180 --> 36:04.016 Why? Because there's not a spot that doesn't hurt. 36:07.060 --> 36:08.228 They've had enough medicine for a lifetime 36:08.312 --> 36:09.855 so they're now looking for alcohol. 36:09.897 --> 36:10.856 Sit. 36:12.733 --> 36:15.861 Drinking together can be of comfort 36:15.903 --> 36:17.529 and a source of group therapy. 36:45.557 --> 36:47.476 - Gil is here. - Okay. 36:47.559 --> 36:49.894 - Your usual? - Yeah. 36:50.896 --> 36:53.023 But he brought a girl. 36:53.731 --> 36:55.234 She must be like you. 36:57.443 --> 36:58.362 Here. 37:01.657 --> 37:03.533 I can tell why you brought me here. 37:05.160 --> 37:06.662 "This is your future." 37:07.746 --> 37:10.832 I regret not stopping then. 37:10.874 --> 37:12.918 If I could have, 37:14.253 --> 37:16.964 I wouldn't live as only half of the man I used to be. 37:18.131 --> 37:21.009 I think you chose to live like a half of yourself. 37:21.093 --> 37:22.885 Psychogenic disorder? Isn't that just pretend? 37:22.928 --> 37:24.096 It's different. 37:24.179 --> 37:26.265 The real name of my condition is body conversion disorder. 37:26.348 --> 37:28.642 You've heard of PTSD, right? 37:28.725 --> 37:30.394 After a big accident or an injury, 37:30.435 --> 37:32.896 without any special reason there is persistent pain, 37:32.980 --> 37:36.233 or in the case of athletes, a decline in performance. 37:36.275 --> 37:38.818 Well, yips is similar. 37:38.860 --> 37:40.654 You really are insisting it's yips. 37:40.696 --> 37:43.031 If it happened after the incident with Ji-young, 37:43.115 --> 37:45.867 it could be PTSD. 37:45.909 --> 37:48.996 Can you tell me how you were feeling during the accident? 37:49.079 --> 37:49.997 Notably? 37:50.080 --> 37:52.791 If you repress emotions, it gets stored in your muscles. 37:52.833 --> 37:54.876 Your muscles will harden and contract during the race. 37:54.960 --> 37:57.086 What is the emotion you're repressing then? 37:58.130 --> 37:59.089 I'm the therapist. 37:59.131 --> 38:01.133 - I never asked you to therapize me. - Your brother did. 38:01.216 --> 38:03.176 There are very few patients that find me on their own. 38:03.260 --> 38:05.053 Patient? Am I mentally ill? 38:05.095 --> 38:07.222 Intense defense mechanism. 38:07.264 --> 38:08.724 What have you been writing? 38:12.060 --> 38:14.229 I was just like you. 38:14.313 --> 38:16.189 It's like I'm looking at myself from 10 years ago. 38:17.274 --> 38:18.066 I'm not. 38:18.108 --> 38:20.652 If you're not, then try to cooperate? 38:24.114 --> 38:27.242 It's not just because of that accident… 38:27.326 --> 38:28.327 Then what? 38:29.119 --> 38:31.455 I don't know either 38:32.748 --> 38:34.416 why I became this way 38:35.542 --> 38:37.461 or where it all went wrong. 38:40.213 --> 38:41.923 Lower, lower. 38:43.258 --> 38:45.510 When I was 9, after I joined the rink 38:45.594 --> 38:48.221 the first thing I learned was how to fall 38:48.263 --> 38:49.264 and fall 38:49.931 --> 38:51.182 and fall again. 38:51.266 --> 38:52.142 Again. 38:52.517 --> 38:53.393 Again. 38:53.477 --> 38:55.394 Don't be a baby. Get up. 38:56.021 --> 38:56.938 He said it was training to get rid of 38:57.022 --> 38:58.690 my fear of injuring myself. 39:00.233 --> 39:02.693 Even after proper training began, I kept falling. 39:03.612 --> 39:05.864 It was normal to get bruised. 39:05.906 --> 39:08.240 Straining or breaking something 39:08.325 --> 39:09.701 was like nothing at all. 39:10.535 --> 39:12.662 All the other older girls were like that, too. 39:14.039 --> 39:17.209 In sophomore year of high school, I fell with Sun-ah 39:17.292 --> 39:18.835 and was run over and had my hip dislocated. 39:27.594 --> 39:30.764 I've had my front tooth knocked out by Ji-young's skate. 39:33.392 --> 39:35.018 My toenails always bothered me so 39:35.060 --> 39:38.271 they've fallen off and regrown many times. 39:39.272 --> 39:43.151 The day I won gold at the World Championships, 39:45.278 --> 39:48.865 I came out of the shower and saw that I was covered with wounds. 39:59.960 --> 40:02.295 That was the first time 40:02.336 --> 40:04.172 I felt sorry for myself. 40:06.633 --> 40:11.096 Cha Ga-eul, you really worked hard to get here. 40:13.557 --> 40:16.059 All athletes are like that, though. 40:16.101 --> 40:18.228 Is there anyone who doesn't struggle to live? 40:18.269 --> 40:19.896 Ah, here he is. 40:19.980 --> 40:21.731 The person that decided not to work hard. 40:23.400 --> 40:26.193 You got here well, okay? 40:28.029 --> 40:29.156 Proud of you. 40:33.326 --> 40:34.995 Anyway, 40:35.077 --> 40:37.456 getting hurt was my daily reality. 40:37.497 --> 40:40.083 Ji-young's accident as well. 40:40.167 --> 40:42.127 That's what our job's just like. 40:42.169 --> 40:44.336 Yeah, it's all like that. Everyone's like that. 40:44.421 --> 40:46.423 You're not the only one in pain. Don't make a scene. 40:46.465 --> 40:48.675 Those words, if you think about it, 40:48.758 --> 40:51.970 are pretty violent. 40:53.221 --> 40:55.682 To yourself, who worked hard all this time, 40:55.765 --> 40:57.767 stop scolding 40:57.809 --> 41:01.354 and try staying still. 41:01.396 --> 41:02.898 If you want to try again, right now… 41:02.981 --> 41:04.149 Is that your conclusion again? 41:04.231 --> 41:05.734 It'll be too much with that leg. 41:05.817 --> 41:07.318 Even if you do achieve something, 41:07.360 --> 41:09.196 you might end up with permanent damage. 41:09.279 --> 41:11.406 All national athletes hear that at least once or twice. 41:11.490 --> 41:13.200 Still, no national athlete gives up. 41:18.663 --> 41:19.664 Oh. 41:38.350 --> 41:39.226 Go Young-toe. 41:39.935 --> 41:42.269 You've heard of him, right? Former skater. 41:43.355 --> 41:44.397 In the middle of a race, an opponent skater's blade 41:44.439 --> 41:46.691 cut through his inner thigh. 41:46.733 --> 41:48.693 An artery and vein were cut 41:48.777 --> 41:51.738 and because surgery was too late his leg underwent necrosis 41:51.821 --> 41:53.198 so below his left knee… 41:53.240 --> 41:54.699 "So you'll end up just like him." 41:54.783 --> 41:57.118 Are you cursing me? Threatening me? 41:57.160 --> 41:59.079 What kind of therapy is this? This is a threat. 42:02.164 --> 42:04.834 I'm sorry if you felt as though it was a threat. 42:04.918 --> 42:06.628 Is being sorry all there is? 42:06.670 --> 42:08.588 Tomorrow is my race. 42:08.630 --> 42:11.716 You've shaken up my feelings. 42:11.758 --> 42:13.218 You've scared me. 42:14.594 --> 42:16.429 Do you think I'm not scared? 42:17.347 --> 42:18.598 I am scared. 42:18.640 --> 42:20.559 I'm terrified. 42:21.268 --> 42:23.562 What do you want me to do? 42:42.247 --> 42:43.248 That's it. 42:44.499 --> 42:45.959 That's how you do it. 42:46.918 --> 42:49.588 Let it come out. Don't repress it. 42:49.629 --> 42:52.215 You let it out. That's how you fight it. 42:52.298 --> 42:53.758 All the fear inside of you. 42:54.426 --> 42:57.512 If you move one step, it'll come in on two feet. 42:57.596 --> 42:59.431 At any given moment, 43:00.932 --> 43:02.767 you have to protect yourself first. 43:05.812 --> 43:09.190 Right now, giving up is 43:14.195 --> 43:15.697 how you protect yourself. 43:20.660 --> 43:21.745 You're a quack. 43:33.798 --> 43:35.258 I don't think she'll give up. 43:36.259 --> 43:37.260 Right? 43:38.637 --> 43:41.931 If you could go back in time, what would you give up? 43:43.932 --> 43:46.061 Me back then or me now? 43:46.894 --> 43:48.229 You back then. 43:53.693 --> 43:54.778 Let's get inside. 43:56.279 --> 43:57.697 What about this? 44:12.545 --> 44:14.422 I ordered another soju earlier! 44:14.464 --> 44:17.300 Ah, yes. You can drink this one. 44:17.384 --> 44:19.302 - Another soju please! - Ah, yes. 44:21.221 --> 44:23.181 Sorry, sorry. 44:23.264 --> 44:25.600 Ah, yes, I'll get you a bottle! 44:30.438 --> 44:31.523 Are you okay? 44:32.565 --> 44:33.525 I'm sorry. 44:33.566 --> 44:35.693 - Another soju here quickly please! - Yes, yes. 44:48.164 --> 44:49.249 My bag… 44:53.128 --> 44:55.338 How could I forget my feet? 45:05.849 --> 45:07.307 Ugh, seriously. 45:08.643 --> 45:10.186 The reason why I cried 45:11.271 --> 45:13.356 was not because I felt bad for my mom. 45:14.566 --> 45:16.025 I kept thinking of 45:17.026 --> 45:19.195 my own future. 45:21.489 --> 45:22.532 Evil bitch. 45:24.993 --> 45:28.913 There is no doubt, I'm being punished. 45:31.624 --> 45:36.629 Right now, giving up is 45:36.671 --> 45:38.381 protecting yourself. 45:46.055 --> 45:48.266 One, two, three. 45:54.689 --> 45:57.275 Hey! How could you do that! Seriously! 45:57.358 --> 45:59.193 No, you seriously did it like that. 46:02.113 --> 46:05.158 If you're so worried, get it to her. 46:06.659 --> 46:09.329 No, it's all for the best. 46:11.247 --> 46:14.501 The athlete most likely to win gold is Oh Sun-ah. 46:14.584 --> 46:17.211 Isn't she out because of her injury? 46:17.295 --> 46:19.214 We got her checked out at hospital. 46:19.297 --> 46:20.923 They say there are no particular issues. 46:25.053 --> 46:26.471 What about… 46:28.264 --> 46:31.059 That Cho Ji-young? 46:31.100 --> 46:32.560 The one that got 1st in the 1500m. 46:37.899 --> 46:39.108 Please look after her. 46:39.192 --> 46:40.568 Well, I mean… Sure. 46:40.652 --> 46:41.653 Here. 46:41.693 --> 46:45.240 She seems just as good as Oh Sun-ah. 46:46.282 --> 46:48.993 Ah… Ji-young is good, too. 46:49.077 --> 46:50.119 But her mentality is fragile. 46:50.161 --> 46:52.539 She tends to have a hard time at the international competitions. 46:52.622 --> 46:53.998 - Mentality? - Yes. 46:54.541 --> 46:55.875 Oh… Really? 46:56.876 --> 47:00.463 But the election is so soon… 47:00.547 --> 47:04.300 We have to choose one that can medal no matter what. 47:05.176 --> 47:08.221 Let's go by records. 1st place in total points. 47:09.097 --> 47:10.431 Let's back her. 47:14.060 --> 47:15.812 - Here's some tea. - Thank you. 47:17.313 --> 47:19.148 - How about Cha Ga-eul? - Not yet. 47:19.231 --> 47:20.984 I think it's best she gives up on this race. 47:21.025 --> 47:22.402 Of course. 47:22.485 --> 47:25.196 Protecting an athlete is also a coach's responsibility. 47:25.238 --> 47:27.198 So who's the next one to look out for? 47:27.282 --> 47:29.075 Park Ji-soo. She's quite good. 47:29.826 --> 47:31.536 That wouldn't be a bad learning experience. 47:31.619 --> 47:34.998 Then, Park Ji-soo and our Kim Moo-young… 47:35.707 --> 47:37.876 Ah, that toxic persisent… 47:37.959 --> 47:40.003 This is why I'm saying she can't make it. 47:40.086 --> 47:42.338 A kid like that, even if she becomes a national athlete, 47:42.422 --> 47:44.923 isn't going to listen to her coach and cause trouble. 47:44.966 --> 47:47.885 Coach Cho, let's cooperate. 47:47.927 --> 47:49.053 Yes, sir. 47:50.263 --> 47:52.765 I think this is overkill… Giving up is… 47:53.932 --> 47:56.144 My contract expires this year. 47:56.227 --> 47:58.771 If I don't medal this year, are you going to sign me again? 47:58.855 --> 48:00.899 Your career as an athlete is on the line here. 48:02.317 --> 48:03.735 If I don't make national athlete this year 48:03.818 --> 48:06.112 no other places are going to call me. 48:06.195 --> 48:07.739 Either way, my career's over. 48:09.240 --> 48:11.367 Ga-eul, you currently have 0 points. 48:11.451 --> 48:12.410 It's an automatic disqualification if you don't get 48:12.493 --> 48:13.786 at least 2nd place in the 1000m. 48:13.827 --> 48:14.996 At least 3 players from the university 48:15.038 --> 48:16.289 will go onto the finals no matter what. 48:17.332 --> 48:18.666 Is that a plan? 48:20.960 --> 48:22.003 In order for me to protect an athlete, 48:22.086 --> 48:24.297 I can also force you to quit. 48:25.673 --> 48:27.300 Try it then. 48:27.342 --> 48:29.010 I won't just sit here and take it. 48:29.093 --> 48:30.929 I'll let everyone know about the strategies 48:30.970 --> 48:32.764 and we can die together. 48:33.139 --> 48:36.017 What? This time I'm supposed to be the ace. 48:36.059 --> 48:38.186 Who said that? You would be this ace? 48:38.227 --> 48:39.562 Mom… 48:40.104 --> 48:41.981 So far I'm 1st place in points. 48:42.065 --> 48:44.400 - According to skills… - Skills… 48:44.484 --> 48:47.111 It's skill if I acknowledge it as the coach. 48:48.112 --> 48:49.113 Cho Ji-young? 48:49.197 --> 48:50.698 Yes. 48:50.740 --> 48:52.283 It’s not because I raised her 48:52.367 --> 48:55.244 but Oh Sun-ah does better in international competitions. 48:55.327 --> 48:57.997 What does he know? He wasn't even an athlete. 49:00.667 --> 49:02.418 Go by your gut, Coach Oh. 49:03.044 --> 49:06.297 But since the chairman is so tied to the league… 49:06.381 --> 49:07.966 How long is he going to be chairman anyway? 49:09.592 --> 49:10.677 There's a lot of people who don't like him 49:10.760 --> 49:12.595 since he has a corporate background. 49:14.764 --> 49:17.557 Then, I will trust in you, professor. 49:17.600 --> 49:18.768 Please go ahead. 49:19.435 --> 49:21.729 Oh Sun-ah, you know you're behind in points, right? 49:21.813 --> 49:22.689 Yes. 49:22.730 --> 49:24.065 You have to get 1st place in 1000m 49:24.106 --> 49:25.733 to ensure your place in the Olympics. 49:25.817 --> 49:26.859 I understand. 49:27.735 --> 49:29.112 If you let Cha Ga-eul pass you this time 49:29.195 --> 49:30.613 you'll really have done it. 49:30.697 --> 49:32.532 If you can't do it, just fall. 49:32.615 --> 49:33.490 Yes, sir. 49:33.533 --> 49:35.076 You continue taking lead as second. 49:35.159 --> 49:36.119 Coach… 49:36.160 --> 49:38.037 How dare you glare at me? 49:39.580 --> 49:41.332 Cho Ji-young, 49:41.374 --> 49:43.292 don't get greedy. 49:44.419 --> 49:45.545 Do you understand me? 49:47.630 --> 49:48.548 Yes. 49:51.634 --> 49:53.678 - Oh he's here, he's here! - He's arrived! 49:56.639 --> 49:58.932 Congressman, thank you for making time to come this way. 49:58.975 --> 49:59.892 Thank you. 49:59.976 --> 50:00.977 We’re choosing our national representative. 50:01.060 --> 50:04.022 It's a special event. Of course, I have to come out. 50:04.063 --> 50:05.231 Dear, come in after you share a few words. 50:05.314 --> 50:06.190 Yes. 50:06.231 --> 50:07.900 Congressman, please say a few words. 50:07.942 --> 50:08.985 Uhm… 50:10.318 --> 50:13.448 They say that elite atheletics have reached a limit these days. 50:13.531 --> 50:14.907 Welcome, Lady Hong! 50:14.990 --> 50:16.242 I told you to call me Seung-min's mom 50:16.325 --> 50:18.036 at unofficial events like these. 50:18.119 --> 50:20.496 Oh, you're so humble! 50:20.580 --> 50:22.832 This is Professor Gu Tae-man from Haneol Sports University. 50:22.874 --> 50:26.210 I know. He's an Olympic gold medalist! 50:26.294 --> 50:29.672 Hello, I'm Seung-min's mother. 50:29.756 --> 50:31.591 My son does taekwondo as well. 50:32.508 --> 50:33.760 Nice to meet you, Lady Hong. 50:36.345 --> 50:38.222 We need to no longer be corporation-centered 50:38.264 --> 50:39.766 but instead, athlete centered, 50:39.807 --> 50:42.977 I believe that we need to create a sports culture 50:43.061 --> 50:46.397 more people can enjoy. 50:46.773 --> 50:48.483 Don't come today. That goes for your mom as well. 50:48.566 --> 50:50.068 But how could I… 50:50.151 --> 50:52.612 If you have left it to me, I would appreciate some cooperation, 50:52.695 --> 50:54.197 Ga-eul's brother. 50:54.864 --> 50:56.365 What brings you here again? 50:58.034 --> 51:01.996 What? I can't come see a race? 51:02.038 --> 51:03.873 Not that you can't but… 51:03.956 --> 51:05.541 If you tresspass, things will become very complicated. 51:05.625 --> 51:08.086 What kind of a person do you think I am? 51:08.127 --> 51:09.504 Why would I break in to an arena? 51:10.296 --> 51:12.798 I don't know. I wonder why I feel this way? 51:17.470 --> 51:19.597 Just watch the race nicely. 51:25.561 --> 51:26.604 This is the National Short Track Trials 51:26.687 --> 51:28.397 Women's 1000m race. 51:29.356 --> 51:31.234 Go to the start. 51:33.820 --> 51:34.862 Ready. 51:38.658 --> 51:41.410 If you move one step, it'll come in on two feet. 51:41.494 --> 51:43.704 At any given moment, 51:43.788 --> 51:45.539 you have to protect yourself first. 51:48.751 --> 51:49.710 Oh Sun-ah, 51:49.794 --> 51:51.629 you have to get 1st place in 1000m to ensure your place 51:51.711 --> 51:52.713 in the Olympics. 51:52.797 --> 51:55.967 Ji-young, your mom will always have your back 51:56.050 --> 51:58.135 so don't you worry and go stand in the front. 51:58.219 --> 51:59.762 Only in the front. 52:00.513 --> 52:02.014 Get rid of Cha Ga-eul. 52:02.098 --> 52:03.932 If things go a little wrong, then just fall. 52:03.975 --> 52:05.810 If you can't do it, just fall. 52:07.728 --> 52:08.980 Athletes, get ready. 52:09.981 --> 52:11.231 And they're off. 52:11.274 --> 52:14.693 Cho Ji-young is starting off in first. 52:14.777 --> 52:16.946 Yes, and following her are Oh Sun-ah and Mo Ah-reum. 52:17.029 --> 52:19.240 Kim Moo-young and Cha Ga-eul follow behind. 52:19.323 --> 52:21.325 Though she was injured, Cha Ga-eul has decided 52:21.367 --> 52:23.286 to partake in the race today. 52:40.595 --> 52:42.096 Give me my skates. 52:57.361 --> 52:59.697 Though he looks like this, he's actually 52:59.739 --> 53:02.365 the person who used to take care of all the national level kids' skates. 53:02.450 --> 53:03.826 The legendary sharpener. 53:05.077 --> 53:06.787 In, out… Which course do you prefer? 53:06.829 --> 53:08.623 Out course is my strength… 53:08.664 --> 53:10.166 Then, you'll check with the out course. 53:12.001 --> 53:13.127 Make it in course. 53:29.185 --> 53:32.063 Not too tight and not too loose. 53:32.104 --> 53:35.524 Not too nervous yet not too confident. 53:35.566 --> 53:37.818 They call that the zone. 53:37.860 --> 53:40.196 The most comfortable level of strength. 53:40.988 --> 53:44.325 If you go toward in course, the risk of collision is higher. 53:44.367 --> 53:46.410 Are you willing to become injured? 53:46.494 --> 53:48.746 No, injuries scare me too. 53:48.829 --> 53:50.789 - I don't want to get hurt. - That's it. 53:50.831 --> 53:53.292 You don't repress your fears. You admit them. 53:53.376 --> 53:54.669 You admit them and proceed. 53:55.294 --> 53:57.630 You find your own way. 54:08.432 --> 54:10.434 She's slowly moving forward. 54:10.518 --> 54:11.894 Cha Ga-eul is pushing forward. 54:11.978 --> 54:15.106 She passes Kim Moo-young by going in course. 54:15.189 --> 54:16.231 She passes her. 54:16.274 --> 54:17.733 It's in course again. 54:17.775 --> 54:19.527 She does not leave any gaps. 54:19.610 --> 54:21.279 As soon as I speak, she goes in again. 54:21.362 --> 54:22.989 Cha Ga-eul is coming in fast. 54:23.030 --> 54:26.200 Cha Ga-eul now passes Mo Ah-reum in the blink of an eye. 54:26.284 --> 54:28.661 This is Cha Ga-eul's strength. 54:28.744 --> 54:31.330 She is great with both in and out course. 54:31.414 --> 54:34.500 Cha Ga-eul races well, as if she'd never been injured. 54:34.583 --> 54:36.002 How incredible! 54:36.085 --> 54:37.836 In a blink of an eye, Cha Ga-eul has reached third place. 54:37.920 --> 54:40.047 She's following close behind Oh Sun-ah. 54:40.131 --> 54:42.091 Current first place is Cho Ji-young. 54:42.133 --> 54:45.385 She is waiting for a moment to pass Oh Sun-ah. 54:45.428 --> 54:48.889 As Cho Ji-young has been racing first this entire time 54:48.931 --> 54:50.599 she cannot help but to lose stamina. 54:50.682 --> 54:52.059 They are waiting for this moment. 54:52.101 --> 54:54.061 But Cho Ji-young will not easily give them the chance. 54:54.103 --> 54:54.562 - What are you doing? - A fight is happening 54:54.603 --> 54:56.772 - Get out of there! - on the rink. 54:56.856 --> 54:59.317 No, I'm going to be greedy. 54:59.358 --> 55:01.027 Why am I always the shadow? 55:01.068 --> 55:02.278 I'm better. 55:13.247 --> 55:14.498 What has happened? 55:14.582 --> 55:18.127 Oh Sun-ah and Cho Ji-young have fallen at the same time. 55:18.210 --> 55:21.339 I spoke earlier about needing to be wary of a situation like this. 55:21.422 --> 55:23.173 - Damn it! - Now, not missing this opportunity, 55:23.257 --> 55:25.551 Cha Ga-eul pushes in course in a heartbeat. 55:25.593 --> 55:26.760 The rankings are changing. 55:26.844 --> 55:28.846 Cha Ga-eul is currently first. 55:28.929 --> 55:30.890 Because Oh Sun-ah and Cho Ji-young have fallen, 55:30.931 --> 55:33.392 Kim Moo-young, who was following behind also falls. 55:33.434 --> 55:34.727 How disappointing. 55:34.810 --> 55:37.396 Luckily, Mo Ah-reum avoids the fall. 55:37.480 --> 55:39.481 Cha Ga-eul and Mo Ah-reum 55:39.565 --> 55:41.817 race toward the finish line together. 55:41.859 --> 55:44.695 Mo Ah-reum follows Cha Ga-eul closely behind. 55:44.779 --> 55:47.531 Cha Ga-eul currently has an injured thigh. 55:47.573 --> 55:48.699 She seems to be struggling. 55:48.783 --> 55:50.284 But she cannot give up. 55:50.326 --> 55:51.243 That's right. 55:51.327 --> 55:54.288 Mo Ah-reum raises the spot to the very end. 55:55.039 --> 55:59.418 Mo Ah-reum, by the tiniest distance, makes it to 1st place. 55:59.460 --> 56:00.544 Cha Ga-eul is 2nd. 56:00.628 --> 56:03.631 Cha Ga-eul, who did not give up even with her injury, 56:03.714 --> 56:06.050 will be moving forward to the Super Finals. 56:06.133 --> 56:07.510 This once in a lifetime… 56:07.593 --> 56:09.260 Cha Ga-eul, you win. 56:11.263 --> 56:12.598 I lose. 56:20.689 --> 56:23.317 There was a time when winning was everything. 56:24.527 --> 56:27.029 When I believed the world only loved winners 56:27.113 --> 56:29.740 and that losers don't receive respect. 56:30.740 --> 56:33.994 Whether I won or lost, I was miserable. 56:35.371 --> 56:39.542 Maybe my heart, in order to avoid misfortune, 56:39.625 --> 56:41.460 had made excuses… 56:57.393 --> 56:58.561 Congratulations. 56:58.602 --> 56:59.769 She's cold-blooded. 57:03.231 --> 57:04.692 Are you okay? 57:07.027 --> 57:08.195 You're bleeding. 57:10.823 --> 57:11.949 I'm okay. 57:13.659 --> 57:15.619 I'm luckiest on days I bleed. 57:22.418 --> 57:23.544 Come here, you brat. 57:25.087 --> 57:26.922 I'm not your student anymore. 57:26.964 --> 57:28.007 Oh really? 57:28.090 --> 57:29.675 Then, you shouldn't have competed in the trials. 57:29.758 --> 57:31.510 I teach the national athletes. 57:31.594 --> 57:32.803 If you don't want to be my athlete, 57:32.887 --> 57:34.638 you shouldn't have skated. 57:37.141 --> 57:38.601 Get it together! 57:38.642 --> 57:39.894 Am I a joke to you? 57:40.603 --> 57:43.230 Huh? How many times do I have to tell you? 57:43.272 --> 57:44.315 Are you offended? 57:44.398 --> 57:46.317 If you're offended, go home. 57:51.113 --> 57:52.156 Get up, you brat. 57:53.991 --> 57:56.911 Hey! 58:02.750 --> 58:04.126 You bastard. 58:16.388 --> 58:17.973 The doctor was right. 58:18.057 --> 58:19.558 If I made up my mind, 58:19.600 --> 58:22.269 I could walk and run 58:22.353 --> 58:23.729 and do it all anytime. 58:29.485 --> 58:30.528 I could even 58:32.363 --> 58:33.739 do a side kick. 58:43.999 --> 58:45.334 My safety pin 58:46.418 --> 58:47.670 had come off.