WEBVTT 00:01.126 --> 00:03.086 [woman] Why didn't you tell me about that job in Montana? 00:03.169 --> 00:04.629 Look, I just want a quieter life. 00:04.713 --> 00:06.881 But we are family no matter what. 00:06.965 --> 00:08.925 Maybe also talk to your parents. 00:09.009 --> 00:10.260 Let them know that you have cancer. 00:10.343 --> 00:11.386 You got into the trial. 00:11.469 --> 00:13.054 Did Nate get in too? 00:13.138 --> 00:15.390 The doctor mentioned this experimental treatment option. 00:15.473 --> 00:17.809 We are a family going through an extremely difficult time, 00:17.892 --> 00:18.852 and I don't think that Nate can handle 00:18.935 --> 00:20.478 anything more on his plate. 00:20.562 --> 00:23.314 Maybe we should take some space. 00:23.398 --> 00:25.775 Signing with Bessie Street could catapult your career. 00:25.859 --> 00:28.194 I really wanted to build something special 00:28.278 --> 00:29.779 and you're willing to throw it all away 00:29.863 --> 00:32.115 because some big record label is flashing dollar signs 00:32.198 --> 00:33.324 in front of your eyes. 00:34.284 --> 00:37.037 [gentle music] 00:38.538 --> 00:39.664 [narrator] Tell me, 00:41.124 --> 00:43.168 what do you think is the meaning of life? 00:45.086 --> 00:47.046 It's not what you've done. 00:47.130 --> 00:48.381 It's who you are. 00:51.718 --> 00:52.927 It's your heart. 00:54.137 --> 00:56.473 That's the whole point of living, isn't it? 01:02.896 --> 01:06.483 To have your heart connect with other hearts. 01:06.566 --> 01:09.402 [gentle music] 01:16.367 --> 01:18.661 [gentle music continues] 01:18.745 --> 01:20.497 [Walter] You do have a storage unit, right? 01:20.580 --> 01:22.957 Well, if it doesn't fit, it has to go. 01:23.041 --> 01:24.501 Well, you gettin' ready to say goodbye 01:24.584 --> 01:27.712 'cause you got a whole lot of stuff here. 01:27.796 --> 01:28.963 Well, I used to have the space, 01:29.047 --> 01:33.301 but no income and my astronomical rent. 01:33.384 --> 01:35.178 I'd be on the streets in six months. 01:35.261 --> 01:36.387 How much are they charging 01:36.471 --> 01:38.681 for apartments these days anyway? 01:38.765 --> 01:39.682 It's exorbitant. 01:39.766 --> 01:40.725 Tell me a number. 01:40.809 --> 01:42.393 It's ridiculous. 01:42.477 --> 01:43.812 I'm too embarrassed. 01:43.895 --> 01:45.772 See, now you just bragging. 01:47.148 --> 01:48.107 Really wanna know? 01:48.191 --> 01:49.901 You really wanna know, okay. 01:51.027 --> 01:52.487 [Walter chuckles] 01:52.570 --> 01:54.864 Wow, you really are a sucker. 01:54.948 --> 01:55.949 Walter. 01:56.032 --> 01:57.867 -That's a lot. -I know. 01:59.077 --> 02:01.412 It was my dream apartment though. 02:01.496 --> 02:06.125 Views from every window and now my view is a brick wall 02:07.627 --> 02:11.881 or if I look at it at just the right angle, a dumpster. 02:13.716 --> 02:14.634 I'm laughing so I don't cry. 02:14.717 --> 02:15.885 Oh, come on. 02:15.969 --> 02:17.637 Things are gonna turn around for you. 02:17.720 --> 02:19.514 -I hope so. -Yeah. 02:19.597 --> 02:22.934 I keep telling myself that I am not taking a step back. 02:23.017 --> 02:24.310 Right? 02:24.394 --> 02:26.020 I'm investing in my future. 02:28.231 --> 02:29.607 It's not the end of the world 02:29.691 --> 02:31.776 that the fridge is in the same room as the bed. 02:31.860 --> 02:32.944 Right? 02:35.738 --> 02:38.116 Don't say something fake to make me feel better. 02:38.199 --> 02:40.160 -Okay. -Say something though. 02:40.243 --> 02:42.829 Starting over at age 40. 02:42.912 --> 02:44.497 Now wait a minute. 02:44.581 --> 02:47.208 I was 41 when I met Brenda. 02:47.292 --> 02:49.168 You never know what's gonna be coming next. 02:49.252 --> 02:51.421 At least I try to tell myself that. 02:52.422 --> 02:53.381 Yeah. 02:53.464 --> 02:54.841 Have you seen Nate recently? 02:54.924 --> 02:56.092 Here and there. 02:56.175 --> 02:58.636 He's not at the bar much these days. 02:58.720 --> 02:59.596 What about you? 02:59.679 --> 03:02.015 No, not in a month or so. 03:02.098 --> 03:04.726 I thought you two were dating or something. 03:04.809 --> 03:07.437 No, our timing's always been 03:07.520 --> 03:09.230 sort of horribly wrong. 03:10.189 --> 03:11.566 Hope he's okay. 03:11.649 --> 03:13.276 I gotta go by the bar. 03:13.359 --> 03:15.945 Maybe wanna stop by 03:16.029 --> 03:18.156 Uh, I probably shouldn't. 03:18.239 --> 03:19.908 It's his turf. 03:19.991 --> 03:21.284 I really want to be in his life, 03:21.367 --> 03:24.495 but I just have to figure out when and how. 03:26.039 --> 03:30.710 Just don't hold yourself up alone here in this shoebox. 03:32.170 --> 03:33.713 Don't worry, 03:33.796 --> 03:36.633 that fridge is a surprisingly good conversationalist. 03:36.716 --> 03:38.176 Maybe I'll make myself go for a run 03:38.259 --> 03:40.303 in this freezing cold weather. 03:40.386 --> 03:43.514 Look, I got to jet, I got basketball plans 03:43.598 --> 03:47.393 with the guys before I head over to Lumi later. 03:47.477 --> 03:48.353 You take care, huh? 03:48.436 --> 03:49.520 Be strong. 03:50.772 --> 03:51.898 -See? -Yeah. 03:51.981 --> 03:55.777 Whoa, whoa, whoa, okay, bye, bye. 03:55.860 --> 03:56.945 Bye. 04:00.740 --> 04:02.283 I remember being busy. 04:05.828 --> 04:07.372 -Oh. -It's fine, it's fine. 04:07.455 --> 04:08.998 -Okay, you got that? -Yeah. 04:10.041 --> 04:11.459 It's just so weird. 04:11.542 --> 04:12.377 What? 04:12.460 --> 04:14.963 This new normal. 04:15.046 --> 04:17.382 Still getting used to you being busier than me. 04:17.465 --> 04:18.549 Ha. 04:21.427 --> 04:23.554 So what's on the agenda today, rockstar? 04:23.638 --> 04:25.098 Producer session 04:25.181 --> 04:27.558 and then Carrie wants me to meet with some stylist 04:27.642 --> 04:29.477 to go over my performance look. 04:29.560 --> 04:31.229 That sounds pretty glam. 04:31.312 --> 04:32.939 You don't look that excited. 04:33.022 --> 04:33.940 No, I am. 04:34.023 --> 04:35.525 I'm just adjusting 04:35.608 --> 04:37.277 to this new commercial direction they want me to go in. 04:37.360 --> 04:39.696 -It's exciting for sure. -[phone dings] 04:39.779 --> 04:40.822 Oh my God. 04:40.905 --> 04:41.823 -Oh my God. -What? 04:41.906 --> 04:43.116 Whoa, everything okay? 04:43.199 --> 04:45.284 Okay, I didn't mention anything to you 04:45.368 --> 04:46.661 because I didn't think it was actually gonna happen, 04:46.744 --> 04:48.496 but Vesey Street pitched me to open 04:48.579 --> 04:50.289 for Brandi Carlisle on her winter tour 04:50.373 --> 04:51.416 and I guess it's happening. 04:51.499 --> 04:52.625 -What? -It's happening. 04:52.709 --> 04:53.876 -That's amazing. -I opened the door. 04:53.960 --> 04:55.086 Oh my god. 04:57.338 --> 04:58.673 How long is this tour? 04:58.756 --> 05:01.092 Uh, two months, I think. 05:03.219 --> 05:04.595 That's a long time. 05:04.679 --> 05:06.514 Not really for a tour. 05:06.597 --> 05:09.726 Yeah, no, I know, I meant for you to be away. 05:09.809 --> 05:12.603 Now you'll finally learn what it feels like to miss me. 05:16.441 --> 05:19.235 [gentle music] 05:21.112 --> 05:24.615 And you're gonna have the support you need 05:24.699 --> 05:26.034 while you're away? 05:27.035 --> 05:28.619 I'll have a whole entourage. 05:29.579 --> 05:30.997 That's musical support. 05:31.080 --> 05:33.666 I mean like mental. 05:35.001 --> 05:36.377 Don't think I can handle being on the road? 05:36.461 --> 05:39.130 -I didn't say that. -You kind of did. 05:39.213 --> 05:41.758 I've just seen you at some pretty low lows. 05:41.841 --> 05:43.885 You can't blame me for worrying. 05:43.968 --> 05:45.970 I doubt myself enough as it is. 05:46.054 --> 05:47.638 Okay? 05:47.722 --> 05:50.058 I really don't need you doing it too. 05:51.267 --> 05:54.771 [gentle music continues] 06:01.360 --> 06:02.403 I feel like you're having doubts. 06:02.487 --> 06:04.030 Uh, I doubt that. 06:04.113 --> 06:07.784 Babe, I'm being serious. 06:07.867 --> 06:10.078 I'm leaving for Montana in three weeks 06:10.161 --> 06:11.829 and you still haven't made up your mind. 06:11.913 --> 06:14.540 I know, I know. 06:16.125 --> 06:18.419 I'm sorry, it's just like a lot to think about right now. 06:18.503 --> 06:21.506 Well, the more you think about it, the more I feel like. 06:21.589 --> 06:22.965 Like what? 06:23.049 --> 06:24.926 Well, like I'm not enough. 06:25.009 --> 06:27.220 Babe, you know that's not true. 06:27.303 --> 06:28.513 That's how it feels. 06:28.596 --> 06:29.931 I could say the same thing, couldn't I, 06:30.014 --> 06:31.682 that I'm not enough to keep you in the city. 06:33.726 --> 06:34.811 Yeah. 06:35.394 --> 06:36.479 I guess. 06:38.314 --> 06:39.482 I just love you. 06:40.399 --> 06:44.403 I love you too so much, 06:44.487 --> 06:46.697 so much just like, feels like one of us has to lose 06:46.781 --> 06:48.366 and I don't want either of us to lose. 06:48.449 --> 06:49.826 I know, I don't want that either, 06:49.909 --> 06:53.079 but this in-between thing is torture. 06:53.162 --> 06:54.455 Yeah, that's my fault. 06:57.667 --> 07:00.837 I'm sorry, just gimme like one more night to think on it. 07:02.255 --> 07:03.464 One. 07:03.548 --> 07:04.632 Just one. 07:07.468 --> 07:08.553 Thanks. 07:11.681 --> 07:14.308 -Okay, it's settled. -That you gonna lose? 07:14.392 --> 07:16.060 No, Brenda's estate 07:16.144 --> 07:18.354 and I'm gonna charge you an extra hour for that. 07:18.438 --> 07:19.730 Go ahead, it's worth it 07:19.814 --> 07:21.524 not to have to deal with all that stuff. 07:21.607 --> 07:23.192 You know, why don't somebody tell you 07:23.276 --> 07:24.569 about all the business things 07:24.652 --> 07:26.571 you gotta go through when someone passes? 07:26.654 --> 07:27.989 Well, they do actually. 07:28.072 --> 07:29.866 That's why she had a will. 07:29.949 --> 07:31.450 Wills are so savage. 07:31.534 --> 07:33.911 They let you know exactly where you really stand 07:33.995 --> 07:35.496 and the worst part is they're not around 07:35.580 --> 07:36.789 to see you get pissed. 07:36.873 --> 07:38.082 I hope to God there's an afterlife 07:38.166 --> 07:40.418 so my pops can explain some things. 07:40.501 --> 07:42.170 Hey. 07:42.253 --> 07:44.714 Well we know where Walt stood with Brenda 07:44.797 --> 07:47.216 'cause she left him everything. 07:47.300 --> 07:48.718 I would rather have her. 07:50.344 --> 07:52.847 Yeah, of course, man. 07:52.930 --> 07:55.725 Look, but I advise you to invest some of that money 07:55.808 --> 07:57.727 or taxes will come and bite you. 07:57.810 --> 08:00.521 No man, I don't know what to do with all that money. 08:00.605 --> 08:03.065 Wanna invest in some college education? 08:03.149 --> 08:05.484 It's not his fault that you had so many kids. 08:05.568 --> 08:06.986 -So what? -Oh, come on man. 08:07.069 --> 08:09.197 Look, I live a very modest life. 08:09.280 --> 08:13.284 You know, I never thought about making any big purchases. 08:13.367 --> 08:14.202 Well give it a think. 08:14.285 --> 08:15.328 We got a little time. 08:15.411 --> 08:16.287 -Yeah, we do. -Yeah. 08:16.370 --> 08:18.414 Right, okay, look, hey, look, 08:18.498 --> 08:20.124 maybe I'll take a little trip or something, 08:20.208 --> 08:22.418 but for right now, 08:22.501 --> 08:27.006 I am going to tear you apart on the court. 08:27.089 --> 08:28.174 Bring it. 08:28.883 --> 08:32.345 [all cheering] 08:32.428 --> 08:33.679 -There it is, baby. -Watch yourself now. 08:33.763 --> 08:36.891 Look at that, look at that. 08:36.974 --> 08:42.021 -Who got the ball now? -[upbeat music] 08:45.358 --> 08:46.817 -Kris, Kris. -Oh. 08:46.901 --> 08:48.945 Sorry, I'm so sorry. 08:49.028 --> 08:51.697 I've been here for an hour hoping this is still your route. 08:51.781 --> 08:54.825 I'm sorry for everything. 08:54.909 --> 08:57.328 I need you to know that I know that I messed up. 08:58.538 --> 08:59.622 You saved me. 09:02.333 --> 09:04.585 I will never forgive myself for hurting you. 09:05.461 --> 09:07.672 Uh, thanks. 09:09.215 --> 09:10.174 Is that all? 09:10.258 --> 09:11.425 What can I do? 09:11.509 --> 09:12.635 How can I make this better, please? 09:13.678 --> 09:15.096 Please, we can't not be friends. 09:15.179 --> 09:16.097 I don't even like that many people 09:16.180 --> 09:17.807 and I know you don't either. 09:19.642 --> 09:21.769 Oh, bloody hell just come here. 09:23.479 --> 09:24.939 Still mad at you, by the way. 09:28.192 --> 09:29.819 Come on, let's go get a coffee. 09:35.324 --> 09:36.784 -Hey, you. -Hi. 09:38.369 --> 09:39.620 Are those for sharing 09:39.704 --> 09:41.581 or did you bring them just for you? 09:41.664 --> 09:44.458 Oh, I just got this for me, but I can go get you some. 09:45.459 --> 09:46.627 No, no, no, no, it's fine. 09:46.711 --> 09:47.795 I was just asking. 09:50.589 --> 09:52.341 Okay, that's it. 09:55.094 --> 09:56.762 What's up? 09:56.846 --> 09:59.140 I have noticed you getting annoyed with me a lot lately. 09:59.223 --> 10:00.433 Really? 10:00.516 --> 10:02.351 I haven't felt annoyed. 10:02.435 --> 10:03.352 What? 10:03.436 --> 10:04.729 -I haven't. -Okay. 10:04.812 --> 10:06.689 But it would be okay if you were. 10:08.149 --> 10:09.567 I'm sure you had a way of doing things with your wife 10:09.650 --> 10:11.986 and living with someone else 10:12.069 --> 10:14.071 must be a big adjustment for you. 10:14.155 --> 10:15.781 I mean, sure, 10:15.865 --> 10:18.659 but I have been managing it well. 10:18.743 --> 10:20.161 Of course you have. 10:20.244 --> 10:21.203 I just, I know that we wouldn't be spending every night 10:21.287 --> 10:22.663 together so soon if my building 10:22.747 --> 10:24.373 hadn't become a mold factory. 10:25.750 --> 10:27.543 Anyway, they said that I can move back into my place 10:27.627 --> 10:29.170 in the next couple of days. 10:29.253 --> 10:32.256 I am happy for you to stay as long as you need. 10:32.340 --> 10:33.632 Thank you. 10:33.716 --> 10:34.800 Okay. 10:40.973 --> 10:43.142 -I would say the lip. -Same. 10:43.225 --> 10:44.352 [woman on TV] Not for me. 10:44.435 --> 10:46.228 For a long time. 10:46.312 --> 10:47.772 [man on TV] I simply thought this. 10:49.398 --> 10:52.360 -Yet those who survived now. -I swear I'm gonna lose it. 10:52.443 --> 10:54.695 These expenses just keep climbing. 10:54.779 --> 10:57.531 I know I'm doing my part, hmm. 10:57.615 --> 10:59.283 I should have my face on the wall, really. 10:59.367 --> 11:00.993 -Mhmm. -You should. 11:01.077 --> 11:02.620 I'm working on that, Walter. 11:02.703 --> 11:04.830 It doesn't matter how business is doing. 11:04.914 --> 11:07.291 I feel like we packed this place most nights 11:07.375 --> 11:08.501 and we're still in the red. 11:08.584 --> 11:09.960 Is this a bad time to tell you 11:10.044 --> 11:12.129 that my paycheck still hasn't arrived yet? 11:13.297 --> 11:14.757 -Of course. -It's fine. 11:14.840 --> 11:16.425 -I'm free right now. -It's okay. 11:16.509 --> 11:18.010 I will cut one for you right now. 11:18.094 --> 11:19.678 -No worries, brother. -Let me help you. 11:19.762 --> 11:20.638 You already did. 11:20.721 --> 11:23.140 No, I mean, financially. 11:23.224 --> 11:26.352 I just settled Brenda's estate 11:26.435 --> 11:30.606 and my buddy, Al, he advised me to invest in something. 11:31.732 --> 11:34.026 Let me invest in Lumi. 11:34.110 --> 11:35.945 -No. -Dude. 11:36.028 --> 11:39.448 I'm sorry, no, I, I meant no thank you. 11:39.532 --> 11:40.783 Come on, Nate. 11:41.742 --> 11:44.036 I'm here all the time anyway. 11:44.120 --> 11:45.746 Let's make it official, hmm? 11:47.498 --> 11:52.420 That is a very kind offer, but I got it. 11:52.962 --> 11:54.130 I'll figure it out. 11:54.213 --> 11:56.340 I'm not being kind. 11:57.133 --> 11:59.427 I believe in your business. 11:59.510 --> 12:01.637 You know, I wouldn't even need a title. 12:01.720 --> 12:03.389 We're definitely gonna need free wine, 12:03.472 --> 12:04.849 so if that's a deal breaker. 12:04.932 --> 12:06.267 Nate, are you all right? 12:08.394 --> 12:11.355 [dramatic music] 12:18.237 --> 12:21.991 [dramatic music continues] 12:30.624 --> 12:32.543 I feel bad even talking to you about this. 12:32.626 --> 12:34.211 Oh, what's done is done. 12:35.379 --> 12:36.630 I'm sad we're not working together, 12:36.714 --> 12:37.965 but I would be highly annoyed 12:38.048 --> 12:39.800 if you didn't tell me what's going on. 12:40.509 --> 12:41.552 Okay. 12:41.635 --> 12:42.720 Mhmm. 12:44.305 --> 12:46.807 I'm going on tour opening for Brandi Carlisle. 12:46.891 --> 12:47.975 It's too soon, right, yeah. 12:48.058 --> 12:49.393 What do you mean too soon? 12:49.477 --> 12:50.853 It's incredible. 12:50.936 --> 12:53.481 Yeah, I'm out of my mind excited. 12:54.982 --> 12:56.567 You know, do you think 12:56.650 --> 12:59.278 that it would be too much for me to handle? 12:59.361 --> 13:01.614 Oh God, I'm so bored of telling you how talented you are. 13:01.697 --> 13:05.367 Oh, you know where I was a few months ago mentally. 13:06.243 --> 13:07.745 I could barely leave the house. 13:07.828 --> 13:10.331 I see you now and you're ready. 13:11.081 --> 13:12.333 You really think so? 13:12.416 --> 13:16.128 -It's a no brainer. -[phones dinging] 13:16.212 --> 13:19.089 [dramatic music] 13:19.173 --> 13:20.257 Oh my God. 13:23.886 --> 13:25.471 He has a serious infection. 13:25.554 --> 13:27.139 Now it's obviously very dangerous 13:27.223 --> 13:30.434 since his immune system is so compromised from the chemo 13:30.518 --> 13:32.895 and they're gonna admit him so we can monitor him 13:32.978 --> 13:34.605 and administer some antibiotics. 13:34.688 --> 13:37.107 Now, these next 24 hours will be crucial 13:37.191 --> 13:38.817 to know what we're dealing with, 13:38.901 --> 13:42.655 but for right now, all we can do is wait. 13:42.738 --> 13:43.864 -Yeah. -Yeah. 13:43.948 --> 13:45.533 He'll be all right. 13:45.616 --> 13:46.659 Thanks for being here, guys. 13:46.742 --> 13:47.576 Yeah. 13:47.660 --> 13:49.370 Okay, I'll be back. 13:49.453 --> 13:52.248 [gentle music] 13:55.376 --> 13:56.293 Hey. 13:56.377 --> 13:59.380 Claire, can I have a blanket? 13:59.463 --> 14:01.298 Can I have a blanket? 14:01.382 --> 14:04.134 I'm sorry, but you actually can't, okay, 14:04.218 --> 14:06.136 because your fever's really high, 14:06.220 --> 14:08.973 so warming you up anymore would be a little too risky. 14:10.349 --> 14:12.726 Oh, you're doing so good. 14:12.810 --> 14:15.646 [gentle music] 14:21.819 --> 14:25.614 Hey, why don't you come and sit down, Kris. 14:25.698 --> 14:27.783 Ah, it's okay. 14:27.867 --> 14:30.202 I'm honestly not sure I belong here anyway. 14:31.412 --> 14:34.248 Well, let me be clear about something. 14:34.331 --> 14:35.499 Please, come. 14:36.667 --> 14:37.751 Sit. 14:42.715 --> 14:44.592 You do belong here 14:46.218 --> 14:50.055 and I have no question in my mind that Nate would agree. 14:50.139 --> 14:51.390 Absolutely. 14:51.473 --> 14:52.933 There's no way we're letting you leave. 14:55.477 --> 14:58.272 It is quite remarkable, you know. 14:58.355 --> 14:59.899 What? 14:59.982 --> 15:03.277 Well, how important you all have become to me 15:03.360 --> 15:07.364 knowing you for just a few short months. 15:08.324 --> 15:11.160 [gentle music] 15:17.041 --> 15:18.334 I'm here to talk if you need. 15:18.417 --> 15:21.170 Yeah, I do need to talk. 15:21.253 --> 15:22.588 I need to talk to Rebecca. 15:22.671 --> 15:24.757 There's no way I can go to Montana. 15:28.719 --> 15:29.887 It seems like a pretty big oversight 15:29.970 --> 15:31.347 for you not to tell us. 15:31.430 --> 15:33.057 But it was Nate's decision and he's an adult 15:33.140 --> 15:34.558 and I had to respect his wishes. 15:34.642 --> 15:36.560 Not when it's life and death. 15:36.644 --> 15:38.354 We have some connections in the medical community. 15:38.437 --> 15:39.605 We need to get him out of here right now. 15:39.688 --> 15:40.814 Call Bernard. 15:40.898 --> 15:42.358 Maybe we can get a transfer today. 15:42.441 --> 15:43.859 No, he's staying here. 15:43.943 --> 15:45.444 Claire, we're not asking. 15:45.527 --> 15:47.154 Frankly, I don't care, Lewis. 15:47.237 --> 15:49.698 You might have medical connections. 15:49.782 --> 15:51.659 I'm a medical professional, so I'm going to tell you 15:51.742 --> 15:52.993 that it would be a death sentence 15:53.077 --> 15:54.578 to relocate him in the condition that he's in. 15:54.662 --> 15:55.788 He's staying here. 15:57.331 --> 15:58.999 Fine, he can stay here until he's stable. 15:59.083 --> 16:00.751 With respect, this isn't your lane, it's mine 16:00.834 --> 16:05.422 With respect, he's our son and you two are separated. 16:05.506 --> 16:06.840 Do you know that this is the last thing 16:06.924 --> 16:08.634 that Nate needs right now, 16:08.717 --> 16:10.469 but if you wanna do something to be supportive and helpful, 16:10.552 --> 16:11.804 then why don't you go 16:11.887 --> 16:12.972 and be grandparents for a change and watch Anna. 16:13.055 --> 16:14.765 You're telling us to leave? 16:14.848 --> 16:15.933 I am. 16:19.436 --> 16:20.604 I'll keep you posted. 16:22.189 --> 16:24.983 [gentle music] 16:32.116 --> 16:33.826 It's a bit of a fixer upper, 16:33.909 --> 16:37.079 but the architecture is just prototypical historic New York. 16:37.162 --> 16:39.581 Absolutely, it's just marvelous. 16:39.665 --> 16:41.834 It's just like an old Roth building. 16:41.917 --> 16:43.085 Mom used to be in real estate, 16:43.168 --> 16:45.838 which is why she wanted to tag along. 16:45.921 --> 16:47.840 Of course, take a look around. 16:49.383 --> 16:52.803 What I wanna do is I wanna make combination music venue 16:52.886 --> 16:54.304 and wine bar 16:54.388 --> 16:58.058 and I think this place is very well suited for it. 16:58.142 --> 17:00.853 I could, I could, yeah, 17:00.936 --> 17:03.856 I could put built-in booths along the windows there, 17:03.939 --> 17:07.609 do diner style booths here 17:07.693 --> 17:09.945 all the way down to this area, 17:10.029 --> 17:14.825 which leads to the stage right there. 17:17.202 --> 17:20.956 Yeah, that's the stage. 17:21.040 --> 17:23.917 And then I really wanna honor the history of the building, 17:24.001 --> 17:27.838 so the brick that's already here, just leave that exposed, 17:27.921 --> 17:29.423 bar would be here, 17:29.506 --> 17:32.134 and then behind that I could do the library ladders, 17:32.217 --> 17:34.303 you know, and do maybe one of those 17:34.386 --> 17:36.096 so that we'd have access to the wine bottles, 17:36.180 --> 17:41.143 which will line the walls because I think, sorry, yes. 17:42.728 --> 17:44.146 I think what I'm trying to say is that it's kind of perfect. 17:44.229 --> 17:46.982 We will need an inspection at your expense, of course. 17:47.066 --> 17:49.109 -Hey, Dad, I got it. -Yeah. 17:49.193 --> 17:50.986 I'm glad you're responding so positively. 17:51.070 --> 17:53.322 It really is a special space. 17:53.405 --> 17:54.490 Yeah, it is. 17:56.241 --> 17:59.787 So in terms of budget, what are we looking at? 17:59.870 --> 18:00.954 Yeah, here you go. 18:02.081 --> 18:05.667 [gentle music continues] 18:07.920 --> 18:09.254 I'm sorry, this is out of my price range. 18:09.338 --> 18:11.757 Huh, says the boy who spent half his trust 18:11.840 --> 18:13.801 backpacking around Europe. 18:13.884 --> 18:15.385 Well, it wasn't like I was on vacation. 18:15.469 --> 18:16.720 I was about to start a business 18:16.804 --> 18:17.846 and I was doing this sommelier programme. 18:17.930 --> 18:19.515 Right, right, so drinking. 18:20.933 --> 18:23.894 Or getting menu concepts, gathering antiques to- 18:23.977 --> 18:25.687 So eating and shopping. 18:25.771 --> 18:28.607 [woman laughing] 18:30.359 --> 18:32.528 Yeah, so very inspirational place, 18:32.611 --> 18:34.696 but unfortunately can't swing in right now. 18:34.780 --> 18:38.450 [gentle music continues] 18:44.832 --> 18:46.667 Hey, you're awake. 18:50.546 --> 18:51.797 Were my parents here? 18:52.840 --> 18:54.049 They were, actually, 18:54.883 --> 18:56.468 but they left to go watch Anna. 18:57.386 --> 18:59.763 -I feel very strained. -Yeah. 18:59.847 --> 19:02.266 -Yeah, feel very. -Hey, look at me, look at me. 19:03.142 --> 19:04.643 It's just the infection. 19:04.726 --> 19:07.437 Okay, your body's just fighting really, really hard. 19:07.521 --> 19:08.564 You're doing so good. 19:08.647 --> 19:10.190 All right. 19:10.274 --> 19:13.026 All you gotta do is rest, okay? 19:13.110 --> 19:14.987 We'll take care of everything else. 19:15.070 --> 19:16.613 ♪ People find faith ♪ 19:16.697 --> 19:21.785 ♪ So now I pray to Jesus ♪ 19:23.287 --> 19:27.666 ♪ Ooo, yeah, soon you'll get better ♪ 19:27.749 --> 19:32.379 ♪ Ooo, yeah, soon you'll get better ♪ 19:32.462 --> 19:37.509 ♪ Ooo, ah, you'll get better soon ♪ 19:39.845 --> 19:41.513 ♪ Because you have to ♪ 19:41.597 --> 19:45.225 [gentle music continues] 19:57.654 --> 19:59.990 -I can leave. -It's fine. 20:03.327 --> 20:04.536 This doesn't feel real, 20:07.789 --> 20:08.874 but it is 20:13.670 --> 20:16.089 and I think I'm suffocating. 20:20.260 --> 20:24.056 I keep telling Nate he's gonna beat this, 20:25.015 --> 20:26.183 but I don't know that. 20:27.851 --> 20:29.394 So what am I supposed to do? 20:31.688 --> 20:32.856 Tell him the truth? 20:34.566 --> 20:36.068 And when do I tell Anna? 20:38.028 --> 20:40.280 She doesn't even know that he's here 20:42.199 --> 20:44.910 because I don't wanna traumatize her for no reason, 20:47.746 --> 20:49.581 but things happen so fast. 20:54.378 --> 20:56.838 What if she doesn't get to say goodbye to her dad? 20:58.632 --> 21:00.592 And who am I to be making these calls? 21:03.262 --> 21:05.305 I have to figure out 21:06.807 --> 21:09.351 when my daughter's last moment with her dad is gonna be. 21:12.771 --> 21:14.398 There's this part of me 21:14.481 --> 21:16.650 that wishes I could somehow have warned 21:16.733 --> 21:18.485 my younger self about this. 21:20.237 --> 21:22.406 I was so naive when Nate and I got together 21:24.283 --> 21:25.659 and for years at my job, 21:25.742 --> 21:28.328 I watched people grieve their loved ones. 21:32.249 --> 21:34.251 I just never imagined that would be me. 21:35.794 --> 21:39.381 [gentle music continues] 21:45.137 --> 21:46.888 Ugh, that's so good. 21:47.889 --> 21:49.433 Cried through all my tissues. 21:51.184 --> 21:54.646 [gentle music continues] 22:01.153 --> 22:04.781 [gentle music continues] 22:07.117 --> 22:08.201 Thanks. 22:09.161 --> 22:12.748 [gentle music continues] 22:17.669 --> 22:21.465 He can have visitors now if you wanna see him. 22:23.008 --> 22:26.595 [gentle music continues] 22:36.563 --> 22:39.316 [announcer] Attention, passengers on flight 871 22:40.525 --> 22:42.986 with service to New York's Kennedy Airport, 22:43.070 --> 22:45.030 we are still oversold. 22:45.113 --> 22:47.115 Please line up at the podium 22:47.199 --> 22:49.743 if you are willing to switch to a later flight. 22:49.826 --> 22:51.953 We are now offering $1000 voucher. 22:52.037 --> 22:56.041 ♪ We'll go back where we started from ♪ 22:56.124 --> 23:01.088 ♪ To a field by sea ♪ 23:01.171 --> 23:05.425 ♪ Watching waves without a care ♪ 23:05.509 --> 23:09.554 ♪ Where the time might be going ♪ 23:11.056 --> 23:13.850 [gentle music] 23:21.024 --> 23:24.653 [gentle music continues] 23:31.118 --> 23:34.704 [gentle music continues] 23:41.878 --> 23:44.089 I've missed you. 23:44.172 --> 23:47.801 [gentle music continues] 23:49.636 --> 23:50.929 [Tara] You got Kris' order, right? 23:51.012 --> 23:53.640 Two turkeys, two Italian, and one vegan. 23:53.723 --> 23:55.142 Okay, who's the vegan? 23:55.225 --> 23:56.309 I'm a sometimes vegan. 23:56.393 --> 23:58.145 I'm a Beyonce vegan. 23:58.228 --> 24:00.856 Oh, I thought it might be Alice. 24:00.939 --> 24:02.190 Hey, did I tell you 24:02.274 --> 24:03.859 that they decided to stay in New York? 24:03.942 --> 24:07.863 Yeah, you know, it's a hard call, but I think it's mature. 24:07.946 --> 24:09.865 Those two can't be abandoning their dreams 24:09.948 --> 24:11.241 for each other when they're still so young. 24:11.324 --> 24:12.409 Excuse me. 24:13.118 --> 24:14.452 -Really? -Mhmm. 24:14.536 --> 24:15.871 I was gonna tell 'em that it wasn't too late 24:15.954 --> 24:17.581 for them to change their mind 24:17.664 --> 24:19.124 'cause when you find love, you should follow it 24:19.207 --> 24:20.542 wherever it takes you. 24:20.625 --> 24:22.419 Well, that's easy for you to say. 24:22.502 --> 24:24.671 You met the love of your life in your 40s. 24:24.754 --> 24:26.298 -Look. -Look at this. 24:26.381 --> 24:28.341 One, thank you. 24:28.425 --> 24:32.345 I would've followed Brenda even if we met at 19, okay? 24:34.514 --> 24:38.894 Well, of course, as a straight man, it's an easy move, 24:38.977 --> 24:41.229 but some of us don't have the freedom 24:41.313 --> 24:42.439 to move just anywhere. 24:42.522 --> 24:43.815 Montana is not New York. 24:43.899 --> 24:45.609 -Okay. -Sorry to interrupt, 24:45.692 --> 24:46.610 but were you just gonna keep talking 24:46.693 --> 24:48.862 about my life without my input? 24:48.945 --> 24:50.238 I apologize for caring. 24:50.322 --> 24:51.239 That's okay. 24:51.323 --> 24:52.324 You can talk about my love life 24:52.407 --> 24:53.867 as long as I can talk about yours. 24:53.950 --> 24:55.035 Oh boy. 24:57.078 --> 24:58.079 Well go on. 24:58.163 --> 24:59.831 What do you have to say about it? 24:59.915 --> 25:01.833 -Sylvie's amazing. -I agree. 25:01.917 --> 25:03.001 So why do you keep trying 25:03.084 --> 25:04.628 to find something wrong with her? 25:04.711 --> 25:05.921 Are you guys serious? 25:06.004 --> 25:07.756 Yeah, well, I'm sorry for caring. 25:08.924 --> 25:09.966 Oh, come on. 25:10.050 --> 25:11.176 I don't know, I think you guys 25:11.259 --> 25:12.302 have something really special going on 25:12.385 --> 25:13.845 and you should hold onto it. 25:15.096 --> 25:17.432 -You heard that, right? -Okay, I'm listening. 25:17.515 --> 25:18.850 -Great. -Enough. 25:18.934 --> 25:20.477 -Good. -Onwards and forwards. 25:20.560 --> 25:22.687 Poke, poke into my relationship. 25:22.771 --> 25:26.441 -Okay, open 'em. -Surprise. 25:29.361 --> 25:31.279 Oh, oh, wait a minute. 25:31.363 --> 25:32.489 I'm so sorry, I don't really, 25:32.572 --> 25:33.698 I don't get it. 25:34.574 --> 25:35.659 It's yours. 25:36.451 --> 25:37.744 We made the down payment. 25:40.080 --> 25:41.331 Well, you're welcome. 25:42.707 --> 25:44.042 No, it's, sorry. 25:44.125 --> 25:46.044 Yes, thank you, thank you so much. 25:47.754 --> 25:48.713 I'm a little shocked. 25:48.797 --> 25:51.258 I was actually trying to save up 25:51.341 --> 25:53.593 for something a little bit more modest than this. 25:53.677 --> 25:55.220 He was just already in the process 25:55.303 --> 25:56.763 of looking for investors. 25:56.846 --> 25:58.723 Well, now he doesn't have to. 25:58.807 --> 26:00.058 Come on, son, take the gift. 26:00.141 --> 26:01.893 It's what you really wanted, isn't it? 26:02.811 --> 26:04.479 So it, I mean, it is. 26:04.562 --> 26:07.148 Well then congratulations, you are now a business owner. 26:08.942 --> 26:10.360 Yeah, thank you. 26:10.443 --> 26:11.695 This means a lot. 26:13.280 --> 26:18.034 I'm gonna test out your new wine bar's bathroom. 26:18.118 --> 26:19.494 Okay, it's back. 26:19.577 --> 26:21.496 -It's actually this direction. -I got it. 26:21.579 --> 26:22.956 Are are you gonna be long? 26:27.127 --> 26:28.461 She's great, right? 26:28.545 --> 26:29.546 She is. 26:29.629 --> 26:31.548 Very, very sweet. 26:31.631 --> 26:34.426 And did she tell you she's studying to be a nurse? 26:34.509 --> 26:36.636 She's not marriage material, 26:36.720 --> 26:38.888 but there's plenty of time for that. 26:38.972 --> 26:40.098 You're still very young. 26:40.181 --> 26:41.516 -[keys rattling] -Oh. 26:50.734 --> 26:51.818 Claire. 26:52.694 --> 26:53.778 Hey. 26:54.279 --> 26:55.405 You okay? 26:55.488 --> 26:56.990 Yeah, yeah. 26:59.492 --> 27:00.577 I'm sorry. 27:01.578 --> 27:02.829 Oh, what are you sorry about? 27:02.912 --> 27:06.624 I'm sorry for how things ended between us. 27:07.751 --> 27:09.336 It wasn't entirely your fault. 27:12.922 --> 27:15.050 I think it was actually a lot my fault. 27:17.218 --> 27:20.638 I wasn't exactly marriage material. 27:23.892 --> 27:25.393 I never told you I heard that, huh? 27:25.477 --> 27:27.395 -No, you didn't. -Yeah, I did. 27:27.479 --> 27:29.731 -Loud and clear. -I'm sorry. 27:29.814 --> 27:31.941 Hey, I want you to know, 27:33.651 --> 27:36.571 I don't regret us at all. 27:36.654 --> 27:38.198 Yeah. I mean, we wouldn't have Anna. 27:38.281 --> 27:39.491 She's the most. 27:39.574 --> 27:40.784 Oh, Claire, 27:43.286 --> 27:48.208 you have always been here for me when you didn't have to, 27:49.709 --> 27:53.338 okay, and I will always be there for you. 27:54.798 --> 27:57.592 [gentle music] 28:07.268 --> 28:10.271 [machine beeping] 28:12.649 --> 28:14.526 Hi, sweetie. 28:15.360 --> 28:16.653 Hi. 28:16.736 --> 28:18.154 Hi. 28:18.238 --> 28:22.951 Huh, where's Anna? 28:23.034 --> 28:24.369 Where's Anna right now? 28:24.452 --> 28:25.829 Oh, she's with your father. 28:25.912 --> 28:26.996 -Okay. -I wanted to come 28:27.080 --> 28:29.958 and visit you in spite of Claire. 28:32.210 --> 28:33.670 She told us to leave. 28:33.753 --> 28:34.838 I mean. 28:35.797 --> 28:38.133 Then why don't you leave? 28:39.759 --> 28:43.888 I know you think you're helping, but you can leave. 28:43.972 --> 28:45.223 Okay? 28:45.306 --> 28:47.851 I have all the help that I need. 28:51.104 --> 28:56.151 Well. 28:57.444 --> 28:59.279 If that's what you really want. 28:59.362 --> 29:00.780 I won't stand in your way. 29:02.073 --> 29:03.158 Mom. 29:04.576 --> 29:05.660 Thank you. 29:06.953 --> 29:09.747 [gentle music] 29:16.421 --> 29:18.465 [Ellis] Nate really needs me right now. 29:20.258 --> 29:21.342 So do I. 29:25.305 --> 29:26.389 No, you don't. 29:28.600 --> 29:30.268 You need me to let you go. 29:36.733 --> 29:38.526 I always thought love was enough, 29:42.155 --> 29:44.532 but when you want two different things, it's not, 29:44.616 --> 29:47.452 I just don't ever want to 29:48.912 --> 29:51.748 stop you from pursuing what makes you happy. 29:51.831 --> 29:53.082 You make me happy. 29:53.166 --> 29:55.084 I know, I know, but New York doesn't 29:56.377 --> 29:57.587 and that's where I want to be. 29:57.670 --> 29:58.755 This is, 30:02.050 --> 30:03.510 this is my home. 30:06.888 --> 30:09.307 But are you sure? 30:09.390 --> 30:11.351 [Ellis] Yes. 30:11.434 --> 30:13.269 Because you would look so cute in a snowsuit. 30:13.353 --> 30:15.021 Oh, girl, girl I know. 30:16.397 --> 30:18.525 -A little fur. -Excuse me. 30:18.608 --> 30:20.318 I'm still waiting on my Malbec. 30:22.237 --> 30:24.155 -It's just we. -Yeah, don't worry about it. 30:24.239 --> 30:25.198 -Okay. -Yeah. 30:25.281 --> 30:27.200 -Yeah, you. -Continue. 30:27.283 --> 30:28.368 Yeah. 30:30.078 --> 30:31.871 Uh, got it. 30:33.206 --> 30:34.791 You really like pushing this thing to its limits? 30:34.874 --> 30:38.044 What can I say, I like to reach maximum capacity. 30:38.127 --> 30:40.380 Okay, well, I guess this is goodbye, 30:40.463 --> 30:41.798 not like goodbye forever, 30:41.881 --> 30:44.384 just bye to me being all up in your business. 30:44.467 --> 30:45.760 Yeah. 30:45.843 --> 30:48.388 I was thinking about what you said 30:48.471 --> 30:51.015 and there's some truth to it. 30:51.099 --> 30:53.518 Maybe I do have some unfair reactions 30:53.601 --> 30:54.561 to the way you do things 30:54.644 --> 30:56.229 just because it's different 30:56.312 --> 30:58.439 from the routine I had with my wife. 30:58.523 --> 30:59.774 That's not fair to you. 31:00.567 --> 31:02.193 I appreciate you saying that. 31:03.403 --> 31:05.655 I can only imagine what it's like for you 31:05.738 --> 31:06.865 and I know that it's tough, 31:06.948 --> 31:08.408 but I just want you to know 31:08.491 --> 31:12.036 that I'm not trying to be some replacement for Dana. 31:12.120 --> 31:14.789 I'm not threatened by your love for her. 31:14.872 --> 31:16.416 I honestly think it's beautiful. 31:16.499 --> 31:18.293 I actually think you two would've gotten along. 31:18.376 --> 31:21.296 Even though I don't bring your strawberries? 31:21.379 --> 31:22.880 Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. 31:22.964 --> 31:25.300 I gotta ask, now that I'm getting outta your hair, 31:25.383 --> 31:27.135 what else did I do that bothered you? 31:27.218 --> 31:28.803 Oh, no, no, no, no, not doing that. 31:28.887 --> 31:30.597 Come on, I can take it. 31:30.680 --> 31:32.557 It's like I'm gonna stop doing any of it for the record. 31:32.640 --> 31:33.474 I'm just curious. 31:33.558 --> 31:35.393 -Come on. -For one, this. 31:35.476 --> 31:37.353 You won't drop anything until you get your way. 31:37.437 --> 31:38.771 That's true, I won't. 31:38.855 --> 31:40.315 Go on. 31:40.398 --> 31:42.525 You ask so many questions when we watch TV. 31:42.609 --> 31:44.777 I can't tell what's going on because you never stop talking. 31:44.861 --> 31:46.821 I get confused. 31:46.905 --> 31:48.573 Yeah because you're always on your phone. 31:48.656 --> 31:51.034 You can't watch two screens at once. 31:57.540 --> 31:59.959 There, we survived. 32:00.752 --> 32:02.170 By the skin of our teeth. 32:04.088 --> 32:08.134 Okay, oh, and you can go ahead 32:08.217 --> 32:10.845 and flip the toilet roll back the wrong way. 32:10.928 --> 32:13.890 Yep, I noticed. 32:16.476 --> 32:18.061 It's the right way, you know. 32:19.187 --> 32:20.855 -It's the right way. -Wrong way. 32:22.106 --> 32:25.068 [dramatic music] 32:30.156 --> 32:34.661 Oh no, nurse, intruder, intruder in my room. 32:34.744 --> 32:37.038 -Very funny. -I thought so. 32:37.121 --> 32:38.373 Is it chemo day? 32:39.582 --> 32:41.959 -Not today. -Were you sick too? 32:42.043 --> 32:44.629 Yeah, but I'm better than you. 32:46.089 --> 32:47.924 Better than I feel crappy than you. 32:49.425 --> 32:51.969 When you get out of here, I have something for you. 32:54.639 --> 32:56.015 Why are you so sad? 32:58.184 --> 32:59.560 It's all right. 32:59.644 --> 33:01.104 I don't want to get into it, you're just a kid. 33:01.187 --> 33:02.271 No, come on. 33:06.401 --> 33:08.194 I'm scared I won't get well again. 33:09.987 --> 33:12.115 And that if this is the end, 33:13.116 --> 33:14.951 there's a lot that I'm gonna miss. 33:15.034 --> 33:17.161 There's so much that I didn't do 33:19.330 --> 33:20.456 and I, 33:22.500 --> 33:26.212 I wish I had accomplished a lot more. 33:28.673 --> 33:30.383 Is that too deep? 33:30.466 --> 33:33.511 No, it's just pretty bold to tell a 9-year-old with cancer 33:33.594 --> 33:36.014 that you haven't accomplished much. 33:36.097 --> 33:39.517 Mhmm. 33:39.600 --> 33:43.896 Tell me, what do you think is the meaning of life? 33:44.772 --> 33:46.399 Okay, now that's deep. 33:47.275 --> 33:48.609 Let me explain it this way. 33:48.693 --> 33:51.446 What do you want people to say at your funeral? 33:52.280 --> 33:53.781 I was charming and hilarious. 33:59.746 --> 34:01.831 I want them to say that I was a good dad, 34:04.333 --> 34:05.418 yeah, 34:07.670 --> 34:09.630 and then I was a good friend. 34:11.966 --> 34:14.677 I hope they use a pre-cancer photo on the programme. 34:15.762 --> 34:17.680 -See? -What? 34:18.973 --> 34:21.559 It's not what you've done, it's who you are. 34:22.852 --> 34:24.353 It's your heart. 34:25.605 --> 34:28.816 That's the whole point of living, isn't it? 34:31.986 --> 34:35.490 To have your heart connect with other hearts. 34:40.203 --> 34:41.871 Yeah, you're right. 34:43.164 --> 34:44.457 What's that? 34:44.540 --> 34:46.000 I said you're right. 34:46.083 --> 34:48.002 Sorry, one more time. 34:49.754 --> 34:51.547 I said you are right. 34:55.510 --> 34:56.719 Thank you, Finn. 34:58.304 --> 34:59.472 You're welcome. 35:00.848 --> 35:02.850 Oh, and you know what else? 35:02.934 --> 35:04.060 What? 35:06.771 --> 35:09.524 Got you last. 35:09.607 --> 35:14.654 -[Finn giggles] -[gentle music] 35:18.825 --> 35:21.202 -Oh my god, solid food. -I know. 35:22.453 --> 35:23.830 That's my big boy. 35:23.913 --> 35:26.833 Oh yeah, I understand I was on my deathbed, 35:26.916 --> 35:30.545 but I will crush you after I crush this bagel. 35:30.628 --> 35:31.546 I know you're not that strong, 35:31.629 --> 35:33.714 even when you're well, my sir. 35:33.798 --> 35:35.091 -Uh oh. -Oh no. 35:35.174 --> 35:36.717 Uh oh, why uh oh? 35:36.801 --> 35:39.178 Usually whenever you walk into a room that I'm in, 35:39.262 --> 35:42.431 it's to deliver crushingly bad news, so bet on me. 35:42.515 --> 35:44.600 I am sorry to disappoint, 35:44.684 --> 35:46.769 but today I have something good to share. 35:48.020 --> 35:49.939 Spot opened up in the clinical trial. 35:51.566 --> 35:52.650 You're in. 35:53.818 --> 35:55.236 -Really? -Yes. 35:57.071 --> 35:58.865 That is, that's good news. 35:58.948 --> 36:01.534 You said good news to me that. 36:01.617 --> 36:02.952 But you're still neutropenic. 36:03.035 --> 36:05.496 Ah, there's Dr. Ross that I know and love. 36:05.580 --> 36:07.039 It's a white blood cell thing. 36:07.123 --> 36:09.125 So let's get those numbers up to a better spot 36:09.208 --> 36:10.334 before we travel you. 36:10.418 --> 36:11.294 Then we'll get you to Houston 36:11.377 --> 36:13.045 as soon as you're stable enough. 36:13.129 --> 36:14.172 Thank you. 36:14.255 --> 36:16.674 -That's crazy. -Okay. 36:16.757 --> 36:19.218 -I guess I'm. -Oh my god. 36:19.302 --> 36:20.845 I guess I'm going to Texas. 36:23.347 --> 36:26.726 I just wanted to pop by before you left town. 36:27.560 --> 36:28.644 Yeah, sure. 36:28.728 --> 36:30.271 I don't have a lot of time, though. 36:30.354 --> 36:31.814 I figured. 36:31.898 --> 36:34.025 You've been so busy these days. 36:34.108 --> 36:35.526 I got you some things. 36:35.610 --> 36:37.361 When your dad would go on tour, 36:37.445 --> 36:39.655 he always wanted his own blanket and pillow. 36:39.739 --> 36:41.240 I love that. 36:41.324 --> 36:43.784 Yeah, so I bought you a little travel size set. 36:44.619 --> 36:47.038 I also threw in some accessories 36:47.121 --> 36:49.665 I thought might be cool on stage. 36:51.375 --> 36:52.418 There's like no pressure to wear them. 36:52.501 --> 36:53.586 Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom, Mom. 36:53.669 --> 36:55.212 This is really thoughtful. 36:55.296 --> 36:56.881 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 37:00.009 --> 37:01.719 You know I was at the Lumi show. 37:02.970 --> 37:04.639 Yes, I know, John told me. 37:04.722 --> 37:07.141 You were so weird for not saying hi, 37:07.225 --> 37:09.477 but I am really glad you came. 37:09.560 --> 37:11.479 I was worried it would throw you off. 37:12.647 --> 37:13.814 You were incredible. 37:14.607 --> 37:15.816 -Yeah, -Yeah. 37:15.900 --> 37:18.361 Oh, don't act like you don't know that. 37:18.444 --> 37:20.154 [both laughing] 37:20.238 --> 37:22.573 I will say it did feel pretty great. 37:24.033 --> 37:26.327 I know I'm a big part of why you ran away from music 37:27.954 --> 37:30.790 and I'm so glad music caught back up to you. 37:32.166 --> 37:33.334 Thank you, Mom. 37:34.168 --> 37:36.128 -I love you. -I love you, too. 37:36.504 --> 37:39.298 [gentle music] 37:48.474 --> 37:49.600 You're too quiet. 37:54.897 --> 37:56.232 Are you broken now? 38:02.029 --> 38:03.155 Interesting. 38:06.951 --> 38:12.081 -Aw. -[gentle music] 38:13.582 --> 38:16.002 ♪ But it doesn't matter ♪ 38:16.085 --> 38:18.713 ♪ I'm here with you now ♪ 38:18.796 --> 38:20.715 ♪ And I'll hold your hand ♪ 38:20.798 --> 38:24.927 ♪ through all the darkness 'til your sun comes out ♪ 38:25.011 --> 38:26.554 Chateau Simone. 38:28.180 --> 38:30.891 Something rouge and it's on me. 38:32.768 --> 38:33.853 Pale. 38:35.604 --> 38:36.689 Merci. 38:37.815 --> 38:40.651 [gentle music] 38:44.196 --> 38:45.823 Oh, that's nice. 38:47.783 --> 38:51.662 ♪ Don't let your dust get in your eyes ♪ 38:51.746 --> 38:56.042 ♪ I know we can only go up from here ♪ 39:00.463 --> 39:01.547 Hey. 39:02.465 --> 39:03.591 Sorry I'm late. 39:04.633 --> 39:08.804 Oh my God. 39:08.888 --> 39:10.139 Oh. 39:10.222 --> 39:11.599 We've been waiting months to see you. 39:11.682 --> 39:12.641 What's another 10 minutes? 39:12.725 --> 39:16.062 ♪ Same old day, same old cry ♪ 39:16.145 --> 39:20.191 ♪ Same old heartbeat on the inside ♪ 39:20.274 --> 39:22.068 ♪ I know we can only go up from here ♪ 39:22.151 --> 39:23.611 How are you feeling? 39:24.445 --> 39:26.155 Forget me, how are you now? 39:26.238 --> 39:27.740 I'm doing all right, man. 39:27.823 --> 39:32.286 ♪ I know we can only go up from here ♪ 39:33.662 --> 39:35.081 Come in. 39:35.164 --> 39:36.248 Come in. 39:38.667 --> 39:41.170 Angela, I really hope you're not crying for me. 39:41.253 --> 39:44.173 I'm very much kicking and feeling. 39:47.259 --> 39:48.469 What's going on? 39:50.554 --> 39:51.639 It's Finn. 39:53.766 --> 39:55.059 Is she okay? 39:56.102 --> 39:59.146 Her health took a turn and 40:01.315 --> 40:03.776 she didn't make it. 40:03.859 --> 40:06.862 She didn't make. 40:06.946 --> 40:08.406 I'm sorry, Angela, I don't really understand right now 40:08.489 --> 40:10.908 because she was here last night. 40:12.952 --> 40:14.120 Angela, I held her hand. 40:14.203 --> 40:15.287 She was here. 40:15.371 --> 40:18.874 No, she passed yesterday morning. 40:21.210 --> 40:23.212 ♪ Rising water line ♪ 40:23.295 --> 40:24.922 Uh. 40:25.005 --> 40:26.173 I don't, 40:26.257 --> 40:29.176 ♪ While the sky is finally open ♪ 40:29.385 --> 40:30.553 I don't think so. 40:33.556 --> 40:35.224 Dr. Ross came in earlier 40:35.307 --> 40:39.812 and said that I got a spot. 40:41.814 --> 40:44.024 The one that opened up in the clinical trial, 40:46.360 --> 40:48.571 was that her spot? 40:48.654 --> 40:51.907 ♪ That there's always been a rainbow ♪ 40:51.991 --> 40:53.951 ♪ Hanging over your head ♪ 40:54.034 --> 40:55.578 [Angela] Her parents knew you two had a special bond. 40:55.661 --> 40:57.413 Oh God. 40:58.038 --> 40:59.748 [Angela] They just wanted to make sure you heard. 40:59.832 --> 41:01.876 ♪ Over ♪ 41:02.793 --> 41:05.379 Okay, um. 41:06.255 --> 41:08.883 Could you get Dr. Ross, please? 41:08.966 --> 41:10.509 Can you get me out of this, please? 41:10.593 --> 41:15.639 -♪ It'll all be all right ♪ -[gentle music] 41:24.607 --> 41:27.318 [gentle music] 41:34.366 --> 41:37.870 [gentle music continues] 41:44.335 --> 41:47.880 [gentle music continues] ht ♪ -[gentle music]