WEBVTT 00:06.875 --> 00:09.916 [ragged breathing] 00:10.000 --> 00:13.083 [eerie music playing] 00:28.083 --> 00:30.916 [ragged breathing continues] 00:41.083 --> 00:42.958 [door creaking] 00:49.166 --> 00:50.708 [ragged breathing continues] 00:50.791 --> 00:53.833 [doo-wop music playing over radio in distance] 00:59.083 --> 01:00.083 [squelching] 01:09.166 --> 01:10.125 Good. 01:14.000 --> 01:15.083 [exhales] 01:21.083 --> 01:23.791 [door creaking] 01:24.416 --> 01:26.416 [suspenseful music playing] 01:33.833 --> 01:35.541 [door creaking] 01:37.500 --> 01:40.375 [eerie music playing] 01:42.000 --> 01:44.541 [ragged breathing] 01:45.458 --> 01:47.291 [breathing quickens] 01:47.375 --> 01:50.416 [eerie music intensifies] 01:58.166 --> 02:03.541 [clock chiming] 02:26.083 --> 02:28.916 [ragged breathing continues] 02:38.666 --> 02:43.250 [breathing intensifies] 02:52.458 --> 02:54.958 [music crescendos] 02:55.041 --> 02:58.625 [alarm beeping] 02:58.708 --> 03:00.791 -[yawning] -[alarm stops] 03:04.958 --> 03:08.125 [alarm beeping] 03:08.208 --> 03:11.083 ["Getting Killed" by Geese playing] 03:11.166 --> 03:17.708 ♪ I can't even taste my own tears ♪ 03:18.583 --> 03:20.458 ♪ They fall into ♪ 03:20.541 --> 03:26.583 ♪ An even sadder bastard's eyes ♪ 03:27.500 --> 03:34.333 ♪ Yeah, I'm… I'm a TV on the road ♪ 03:36.625 --> 03:43.625 ♪ Yeah, I'm… I'm getting up to leave ♪ 03:47.041 --> 03:51.125 You don't know what it means to me that you've all welcomed me into your family, 03:51.208 --> 03:55.708 and I just want to say thank you. 03:55.791 --> 03:57.166 And, um… 03:58.250 --> 04:00.916 Nothing. I just… I hope you can forgive me. 04:01.000 --> 04:03.791 [pop ballad playing over radio] 04:04.958 --> 04:07.625 I don't really play with toys like this anymore. 04:07.708 --> 04:10.666 I want a video camera. A nice one. 04:10.750 --> 04:15.041 Oh, well, I don't… It was just more of a… a gesture. 04:16.583 --> 04:18.125 Write it in a card instead. 04:19.708 --> 04:22.000 That's actually a good idea. 04:22.083 --> 04:24.541 There's card stock in the junk drawer. 04:30.541 --> 04:32.000 [drawer closes] 04:32.083 --> 04:33.000 Thanks. 04:47.708 --> 04:50.583 -[eerie music playing] -[ragged breathing] 04:50.666 --> 04:53.250 [pop ballad playing over radio, muffled] 05:09.291 --> 05:11.291 [ragged breathing quickens] 05:12.708 --> 05:13.708 [gasps] 05:13.791 --> 05:15.250 [man] Sorry, ma'am. 05:15.333 --> 05:16.916 [Rachel, muffled] Holy fuck! 05:17.791 --> 05:20.041 [ragged breathing continues] 05:26.833 --> 05:29.291 [Rachel] Hi. Who are you talking to? 05:29.375 --> 05:32.541 I'm just on hold with, um, neurosurgery at Johns Hopkins. 05:32.625 --> 05:34.875 I talked to this guy at UCSF. He was, like, a total dick. 05:34.958 --> 05:37.708 But there's this world-renowned surgeon in Paris I'm gonna try next. 05:37.791 --> 05:39.833 -He's done promising new research. -Why? 05:41.000 --> 05:42.208 To help my mom. 05:42.291 --> 05:44.125 Honey, I don't think she's looking for help. 05:44.208 --> 05:46.416 You know what I realized? It's a brain tumor. 05:46.500 --> 05:50.500 You know, I think the tumor, it's, like, messing with her head. 05:50.583 --> 05:52.750 It's, uh… it's, like, clouding her judgment. 05:53.333 --> 05:55.666 You know, I just… It makes total sense. 05:55.750 --> 05:57.250 You know, she's doing fine. 05:57.333 --> 05:59.000 She seems like herself, 05:59.083 --> 06:02.708 except for this one insane decision she's made, and I just… 06:04.125 --> 06:05.166 [exhales] 06:06.791 --> 06:08.375 She doesn't need to die. 06:09.291 --> 06:12.208 She needs the best neurosurgeon in the world. 06:12.291 --> 06:14.791 And I don't know why Jules isn't calling everyone he knows. 06:14.875 --> 06:17.291 Actually, he might know someone who knows this doctor at Sinai. 06:17.375 --> 06:19.958 -Take a shower and get dressed. -I'm in the middle of something. 06:20.041 --> 06:21.333 -This is important! -Nicky. 06:21.416 --> 06:23.375 This is the most important thing to me. 06:23.458 --> 06:25.916 [keypad clicking] 06:26.000 --> 06:27.250 Let's postpone the wedding. 06:27.333 --> 06:28.541 [clicking stops] 06:28.625 --> 06:30.375 [pensive music playing] 06:30.458 --> 06:31.375 Are you serious? 06:31.458 --> 06:34.416 No, so you can focus on the most important thing to you. 06:35.041 --> 06:36.916 I didn't mean it like that. I… 06:37.000 --> 06:40.750 I don't mean it like that either. I mean that your mom dropped a huge bomb on you, 06:40.833 --> 06:44.375 and yeah, it is more important than the wedding. And… 06:45.875 --> 06:50.375 I don't know. Maybe we don't want to get married under these circumstances. 06:56.375 --> 06:57.500 Come here. 06:57.583 --> 06:58.750 [Nicky exhales] 07:02.916 --> 07:05.208 [kissing] 07:09.500 --> 07:10.500 [Nicky] Who's that? 07:11.291 --> 07:12.458 [Rachel] Mmm? 07:12.541 --> 07:14.166 Who's that little guy? [chuckles] 07:14.666 --> 07:16.416 [Rachel] Oh… [clears throat] 07:17.875 --> 07:23.250 This is my dumb apology for, like, tactlessly unearthing your family secret. 07:23.333 --> 07:24.166 [Nicky sighs] 07:26.000 --> 07:28.125 We can have the wedding as planned this week. 07:28.208 --> 07:30.541 This doesn't change anything for us. 07:31.041 --> 07:31.958 Yeah. 07:33.958 --> 07:35.458 But it does, like… 07:37.583 --> 07:39.000 It does change a lot. 07:41.250 --> 07:43.541 I'm not gonna let it get in the way of our wedding. 07:47.416 --> 07:48.416 I'm with you. 07:50.541 --> 07:52.416 -Really? -Mm-hmm. I'm with you. 07:52.916 --> 07:54.125 4ever? 07:54.208 --> 07:55.166 4ever. 07:55.916 --> 07:57.458 -[Rachel chuckles] -[door opens] 07:57.541 --> 07:58.625 -[Nicky] What? -Oh! Portia! 07:58.708 --> 08:00.708 Where's the dress? It needs to be altered. 08:00.791 --> 08:03.333 I have 500 things I have to do. Nicky, stop touching her! 08:03.416 --> 08:05.250 The table man delivered eight tables-- 08:05.333 --> 08:06.541 -Nicky, stop. Ew! -I'm helping. 08:06.625 --> 08:09.458 -The caterer needs the menu finalized. -[Rachel] Okay, let me help you. 08:10.458 --> 08:11.291 What? 08:11.875 --> 08:12.833 Let me help you. 08:13.666 --> 08:15.083 The dress is in there. 08:15.166 --> 08:17.333 Nicky's suit is in there. What else do you need? 08:19.500 --> 08:21.916 By the way, I haven't gotten to say thank you, Portia, for-- 08:22.000 --> 08:23.666 I saw your cake. 08:23.750 --> 08:25.416 -Oh, yeah. -And I read your card. 08:26.166 --> 08:28.375 You know what's weird? I have to ask you something. 08:28.458 --> 08:30.750 -[floorboards creaking] -You thought we were gonna kill you? 08:31.333 --> 08:34.000 No offense, but that's kind of an insane conclusion to draw. 08:34.083 --> 08:36.125 Did someone try to kill you once or something? 08:36.208 --> 08:38.875 -No. No. -Then why did you think that? 08:38.958 --> 08:41.166 It's just how my brain works. 08:41.250 --> 08:44.125 -[creaking continues] -[exhales] 08:45.000 --> 08:50.125 Like, right now, I… I feel like there's someone standing behind this door. 08:51.166 --> 08:53.208 [creaking continues] 08:53.291 --> 08:55.916 [eerie music playing] 09:00.458 --> 09:01.750 [door creaking] 09:01.833 --> 09:03.500 [Portia] I googled you, you know. 09:04.250 --> 09:05.875 It's like you don't even exist. 09:08.750 --> 09:12.041 No social media, no LinkedIn, not even, like, high school sports stats. 09:12.125 --> 09:14.125 Either you didn't play sports, or you weren't good. 09:14.208 --> 09:15.750 [Rachel] I was homeschooled, actually. 09:15.833 --> 09:19.958 So I played the sport of, like, trying not to be a total freak. [chuckles] 09:20.041 --> 09:22.208 But I don't think that it worked. 09:22.291 --> 09:24.541 [Portia chuckles] Yeah, I'm like the opposite. 09:24.625 --> 09:26.625 I never thought anyone was trying to kill me. 09:27.791 --> 09:28.625 [door opens] 09:28.708 --> 09:29.708 [creaking] 09:29.791 --> 09:31.583 [eerie music playing] 09:33.041 --> 09:36.125 -[Rachel] Whoa, when did all this happen? -[Portia] Hey. Hey. 09:36.208 --> 09:39.958 What is this? It's supposed to be live-edge cedar. 09:40.041 --> 09:41.250 These are like sticks. 09:41.333 --> 09:44.416 [chuckles] This is a tasteful wedding, not the Blair Witch Project. 09:44.500 --> 09:46.666 [man] This is what you ordered. Rustic beechwood. 09:46.750 --> 09:48.291 [Portia] Rustic beechwood. [chuckles] 09:48.375 --> 09:50.791 Look around you, man. I don't see a fucking beach. Um… 09:50.875 --> 09:53.791 The wedding theme is forest of love. Could I talk to Dominick? 09:53.875 --> 09:56.708 [man] He doesn't do consults after his work's been approved. You approved. 09:56.791 --> 09:59.583 [Portia] Well, no, I didn't approve this. This is not my vision. 09:59.666 --> 10:01.708 Hey, Portia. Come here. Look. 10:01.791 --> 10:05.083 I… I think that this… this is actually gonna look really nice. 10:05.166 --> 10:06.375 -No. -Yeah, it is. It is. 10:06.458 --> 10:08.208 They're gonna do that thing here. 10:08.291 --> 10:10.666 And I think, I mean, they have a plan. You guys have a plan. 10:10.750 --> 10:11.916 Of course we have a plan. 10:12.000 --> 10:13.708 This stick goes there, that stick goes there. 10:13.791 --> 10:15.916 -I'm not tipping him. -[man] It makes an arch. 10:16.000 --> 10:19.166 Portia, I think the flowers look really nice. 10:19.250 --> 10:22.833 -I think that's gonna look nice too-- -These aren't the flowers, Rachel. 10:24.708 --> 10:25.541 Mmm… What? 10:26.166 --> 10:29.250 Well, they're fake. They're fake. The real ones come day of. 10:29.333 --> 10:31.625 [chuckling] What? Portia, that's crazy. 10:32.375 --> 10:34.041 These are… these are perfectly arranged. 10:34.125 --> 10:36.000 They're ready to go. Why don't we just use these? 10:37.750 --> 10:40.416 We obviously need real flowers, Rachel. 10:40.500 --> 10:42.875 Do you want your wedding to look like a hospital waiting room? 10:42.958 --> 10:46.166 God, I did this arrangement in advance so I could actually see it. 10:46.250 --> 10:49.166 We've always envisioned a winter wedding at Somerhouse. 10:49.250 --> 10:50.875 Went back and forth about the color scheme. 10:50.958 --> 10:52.458 Rust, sage, evergreen, and white. 10:52.541 --> 10:56.291 But there is just too much rust and not enough sage. Here, take these. 10:57.333 --> 10:59.041 I think it's… 10:59.666 --> 11:01.416 They look pretty perfect to me. 11:01.500 --> 11:03.166 [Portia] You can't be trusted with flowers. 11:03.250 --> 11:05.375 You brought white lilies, funeral flowers. 11:07.333 --> 11:09.750 -Fuck. -[Portia] Of course you didn't know. 11:09.833 --> 11:12.958 Apparently you grew up homeschooled in some ditch or something. 11:13.041 --> 11:15.375 [intriguing music playing] 11:15.458 --> 11:16.875 Whoa. [chuckles] 11:19.541 --> 11:21.958 -Thanks. -You know, I don't understand you at all. 11:22.041 --> 11:24.166 Who's your maid of honor? What's your walk song? 11:24.250 --> 11:26.000 Do you have anyone to walk you down the aisle? 11:26.083 --> 11:27.583 It's okay, Portia. You really… You… 11:27.666 --> 11:30.791 -You don't have to worry about this. -I do have to worry about it. 11:30.875 --> 11:33.750 Because you're not worried, and someone has to fucking worry. 11:34.333 --> 11:35.166 Okay. 11:39.500 --> 11:41.666 Okay. I will 11:43.000 --> 11:44.708 walk myself down the aisle. 11:44.791 --> 11:50.791 I don't know. I don't know what song yet, but I promise you I will… I will pick one. 11:52.291 --> 11:53.125 Okay? 11:54.541 --> 11:56.250 Will you be my maid of honor? 11:59.000 --> 12:00.500 Would you do that for me? 12:02.958 --> 12:06.291 The caterer called, and they don't have everyone's final meal choice, so… 12:06.375 --> 12:07.500 Okay. Great. 12:07.583 --> 12:10.916 Then I will ask everyone here what they want. What are the options? 12:11.000 --> 12:11.833 Chicken or fish. 12:11.916 --> 12:14.500 -Okay. And veggie option? -I will light you on fire. 12:14.583 --> 12:18.000 [disturbing music playing] 12:21.291 --> 12:22.500 [knocking on door] 12:22.583 --> 12:25.416 Come in. You can help me. 12:25.500 --> 12:26.916 [fire crackling] 12:30.083 --> 12:32.375 Which do you think best captures… 12:32.458 --> 12:33.291 Oh my God. 12:33.375 --> 12:34.416 …his spirit? 12:38.500 --> 12:39.625 [Rachel chuckles] 12:39.708 --> 12:41.041 He's so cute. 12:43.416 --> 12:44.583 This one. 12:45.333 --> 12:47.833 Oh! Oh, I don't have one of you. 12:47.916 --> 12:50.541 -Oh, no. Don't worry. That's totally fine. -Mm-mm, mm-mm. 12:50.625 --> 12:52.041 Oh, no, no, no, no. Please. I don't… 12:52.125 --> 12:55.000 I don't want to disturb you. I just wanted to ask you if… 12:55.500 --> 12:56.625 if you wanted 12:58.166 --> 12:59.916 chicken or fish for the wedding? 13:00.000 --> 13:02.875 I want to be buried with my whole family. 13:02.958 --> 13:06.166 [camera clicks, whirring] 13:12.541 --> 13:13.583 [exhales] 13:14.833 --> 13:15.750 Do you want it? 13:16.291 --> 13:19.541 I'm… I'm getting rid of my attachment to all things. 13:19.625 --> 13:21.166 -Thanks. -[Victoria] Mm-hmm. 13:21.666 --> 13:22.500 [blowing] 13:24.916 --> 13:27.166 Do you know where Dr. Cunningham is? 13:27.250 --> 13:30.333 He's probably in his dungeon working on the dog. 13:31.625 --> 13:35.791 Now that he's finished the grave, he needs something else to fixate on. 13:36.375 --> 13:41.375 Oh, and that's all right if that's how he wants to spend his last days with me. 13:45.958 --> 13:47.250 [Victoria sighs] 13:49.083 --> 13:50.750 [Rachel] Can I ask you something? 13:51.791 --> 13:53.500 Do you think that everyone 13:55.166 --> 13:57.958 is dealing okay? I mean, with… 13:58.833 --> 14:00.166 [inhales] 14:00.250 --> 14:01.250 …with your death? 14:02.125 --> 14:05.000 Well… [chuckles] …how could they be? I mean… 14:06.291 --> 14:08.666 Well, you know, they could be talking to each other about it. 14:08.750 --> 14:11.083 They could be leaning on each other. 14:11.166 --> 14:13.500 They could be processing it all with you. 14:13.583 --> 14:15.333 [pensive music playing] 14:16.291 --> 14:19.541 There are doulas for these situations, someone who can help you-- 14:19.625 --> 14:21.041 [Victoria] Have you dealt with it? 14:23.666 --> 14:25.208 With what? With your death? 14:25.291 --> 14:27.625 With yours. Your mother's, I mean. 14:30.000 --> 14:33.458 My mother died before I knew her. There was nothing left to deal with. 14:38.625 --> 14:39.875 Well, I know that 14:40.958 --> 14:42.708 you grew up without a mother. 14:43.208 --> 14:47.250 But it would be naive to think that just because you didn't know your mother, 14:47.333 --> 14:48.791 you don't have to deal with all this. 14:48.875 --> 14:51.333 It doesn't go away if you close your eyes real tight. 14:51.416 --> 14:56.000 You didn't just suddenly exist. You came from… 14:57.750 --> 15:03.041 somewhere, and when you die, you will leave somewhere behind. 15:04.250 --> 15:06.833 "There was nothing left"? 15:07.666 --> 15:09.083 You are what's left. 15:15.458 --> 15:16.416 I'll have both. 15:17.500 --> 15:19.083 Chicken and fish. Why not? 15:37.250 --> 15:39.083 [ragged breathing] 15:39.166 --> 15:41.166 [disturbing music playing] 15:44.916 --> 15:50.083 -["Only One" by Eilen Jewell playing] -♪ Baby, why am I missing you ♪ 15:51.333 --> 15:56.083 ♪ When I ought to be kissing you? ♪ 15:57.125 --> 16:02.500 ♪ Tell me our love has just begun ♪ 16:03.916 --> 16:08.500 ♪ You're my only one… ♪ 16:10.833 --> 16:11.708 [drawer slams] 16:11.791 --> 16:13.375 [song playing over radio] 16:13.458 --> 16:15.583 [Nell] You shouldn't sleep in the bathtub. 16:15.666 --> 16:17.125 I wasn't sleeping. 16:17.208 --> 16:19.458 [Nell] I had to give a girl CPR once in college. 16:19.541 --> 16:21.541 I had to give her chest compressions and everything. 16:21.625 --> 16:23.333 Yeah, that is what CPR is. 16:23.416 --> 16:25.000 [Nell] The girl drowned, Jules. 16:26.083 --> 16:27.000 Guess how. 16:27.583 --> 16:29.458 She fell asleep in the bathtub. 16:29.541 --> 16:31.583 I know. You've told me that before. 16:31.666 --> 16:34.541 I already know everything that's ever happened to you. 16:35.250 --> 16:38.208 Do you wanna know why Rachel thought we were gonna kill her? 16:38.291 --> 16:42.666 I don't know. She's got something fucky going on with her. 16:42.750 --> 16:45.041 I bet you like that, don't you? 16:47.375 --> 16:48.541 Your Sorry Man. 16:53.000 --> 16:57.416 Nell, what about me soaking quietly in a bathtub makes you go, 16:57.500 --> 17:02.208 "Let me come in here and stab Jules over and over again with a toothpick 17:02.291 --> 17:03.583 till he bleeds to death." 17:03.666 --> 17:06.083 That's what it's like with you. [chuckles] 17:06.583 --> 17:09.041 Portia's the one who told her about The Sorry Man. 17:09.125 --> 17:11.625 Portia always has to be the center of attention. 17:11.708 --> 17:15.500 Portia's the one who fucked everything up. No one ever blames Portia for anything. 17:15.583 --> 17:16.541 [inhales] 17:18.583 --> 17:19.541 Whatever. 17:20.583 --> 17:21.875 Whatever. [chuckles] 17:21.958 --> 17:23.416 [mumbles] Whatever. 17:24.208 --> 17:28.625 And it's not my fault Nicky gets off on damaged, self-absorbed girls. 17:29.208 --> 17:31.916 He's a simp for girls who walk all over him. [chuckles] 17:32.000 --> 17:33.875 He thinks he's fixing them. 17:33.958 --> 17:35.458 [chuckling] 17:36.416 --> 17:38.583 I'm just trying to be at peace. 17:39.291 --> 17:43.333 Why are you disturbing my peace? 17:44.833 --> 17:46.166 It's bath time. 18:09.916 --> 18:11.500 You used to be nicer. 18:12.125 --> 18:15.375 Oh, baby, you want nice? You should have married the other one. 18:15.458 --> 18:17.041 [both chuckling] 18:17.833 --> 18:20.958 But that's the thing, Nellie. You don't want nice. 18:21.583 --> 18:23.458 Because I hate to break it to you. 18:24.000 --> 18:26.416 You're not actually nice either. 18:26.500 --> 18:29.583 And you couldn't stand to watch Nicky take the punches. 18:29.666 --> 18:32.875 You want someone who punches back. It's true. 18:32.958 --> 18:34.708 Sometimes nice is nice. 18:34.791 --> 18:36.291 Well, I'm sometimes nice. 18:36.375 --> 18:37.750 [pensive music playing] 18:37.833 --> 18:39.291 [chuckling] 18:41.875 --> 18:42.708 What? 18:43.583 --> 18:44.458 Say it. 18:46.250 --> 18:49.250 Didn't we say that in our vows? That we'd always be honest no matter what? 18:49.333 --> 18:52.250 Oh! We've really stuck to our vows, haven't we? 18:53.416 --> 18:54.250 Say it. 18:55.875 --> 18:57.333 [intriguing music playing] 19:00.458 --> 19:01.833 [inhaling] Say it. 19:05.666 --> 19:06.583 Say it. 19:13.333 --> 19:14.250 Say it. 19:16.916 --> 19:17.875 Or drown me. 19:23.166 --> 19:24.083 Drown me. 19:25.416 --> 19:27.666 Yeah. Yeah. 19:28.250 --> 19:32.208 Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. [panting] 19:37.791 --> 19:40.583 Oh, sorry. Oh my God. Oh my God. Sorry. Sorry. 19:40.666 --> 19:43.166 [Nell] No. Don't go. One moment. 19:48.833 --> 19:51.416 -[Nell exhales] -[panting] 19:57.375 --> 20:00.041 [Nell] Okay. You want me to say it. 20:00.708 --> 20:02.916 Your mother will be gone in a month, 20:03.625 --> 20:05.208 and you haven't dealt with it. 20:05.708 --> 20:08.166 You've never really dealt with anything, have you? 20:08.250 --> 20:12.750 Not your last failed marriage, not this jealous brother bullshit, 20:12.833 --> 20:15.458 and not your maybe fictitious, maybe real serial killer 20:15.541 --> 20:17.791 who's been haunting you since you were Jude's age, 20:17.875 --> 20:20.458 which is exactly how old you were when you stopped growing up. 20:21.041 --> 20:23.875 You need to deal with your shit, yeah? 20:24.625 --> 20:27.916 Because things will start slipping away all around you. 20:29.916 --> 20:32.083 Are you who you want your son to be, Julian? 20:35.375 --> 20:37.125 Yes! What do you want? 20:37.208 --> 20:40.375 Sorry. I didn't mean to interrupt. I just… Uh, it's… it's really stupid. 20:40.458 --> 20:41.875 I didn't realize he was in the tub. 20:41.958 --> 20:44.000 That was really nice, what you did with the cake. 20:44.083 --> 20:46.166 [Jules] Really nice. Nellie likes 'em nice. 20:46.250 --> 20:48.500 Ignore him. It's the key to a healthy marriage. 20:48.583 --> 20:50.416 It's actually stupid. The caterer needs to know 20:50.500 --> 20:52.500 if you guys want chicken or fish for the wedding. 20:52.583 --> 20:53.458 Uh, chicken. 20:53.541 --> 20:55.875 Rachel, have you written your vows? 20:57.041 --> 20:59.708 Uh, no, not yet. I… 20:59.791 --> 21:01.875 -I haven't. -Here's the key to a healthy marriage. 21:02.541 --> 21:03.416 [smacks tongue] 21:03.500 --> 21:09.125 In our vows, Nellie and I promised to always be honest, so I mean it when I say, 21:09.708 --> 21:13.041 "Baby, sometimes I fantasize about hiring someone to kill you." 21:13.125 --> 21:14.666 Oh, babe. 21:17.375 --> 21:21.041 So even in your fantasies, you don't do anything yourself? 21:21.125 --> 21:22.000 [gasps] 21:23.166 --> 21:24.416 [laughing] 21:27.625 --> 21:30.125 What's the fish, and how's the chicken prepared? 21:30.708 --> 21:31.541 I don't know. 21:31.625 --> 21:34.500 You don't know? 'Cause I can't answer until I have all the information. 21:34.583 --> 21:36.750 Don't be a dick. He'll have the fish. 21:40.250 --> 21:42.250 You should really write your vows. 21:46.291 --> 21:47.416 -Sorry. -Sorry. 21:50.000 --> 21:52.333 -[dog barking] -[Jude] What are you looking at? 21:52.416 --> 21:53.375 What's in here? 21:54.041 --> 21:55.083 Jude. 21:55.166 --> 21:56.458 I got you something. 21:56.541 --> 21:58.375 -I think there's someone in here. -[dog whining] 21:58.458 --> 22:00.500 -Huh? -I think there's someone in there. 22:01.458 --> 22:03.500 [Rachel] Hey. No, it's okay. 22:03.583 --> 22:06.708 I… I know the feeling, but there's… there's no one back there. 22:07.583 --> 22:09.500 Why would it be locked? [panting] 22:11.291 --> 22:12.125 [Rachel] Here. 22:12.750 --> 22:14.083 -[Jude] See? -[Rachel groans] 22:14.958 --> 22:18.625 I don't know, but sometimes it's better not to open a locked door, 22:18.708 --> 22:22.583 because there might be something in there that's not meant for you. Hey, look. 22:24.500 --> 22:25.541 Hey? 22:26.541 --> 22:28.250 [chuckles] Yeah? 22:28.750 --> 22:30.666 I mean, it's not new or nice, 22:30.750 --> 22:34.000 but it was once considered new and nice. So… 22:34.083 --> 22:35.583 -[Jude] Let's go, buddy. -[dog panting] 22:35.666 --> 22:36.750 That's something. 22:36.833 --> 22:38.458 [footsteps receding] 22:38.541 --> 22:41.125 [intriguing music playing] 22:42.208 --> 22:44.833 [lock grinding] 22:48.166 --> 22:51.208 [Nicky] She's not thinking clearly because of the brain tumor. 22:51.291 --> 22:52.375 You're giving up? That's it? 22:52.458 --> 22:54.458 -Throw in the towel… -[Rachel] Sorry. 22:54.541 --> 22:59.541 …on a 40-year marriage, on a human life, on Mom's life, on your family. 22:59.625 --> 23:01.750 You're just… you're done. You give up. 23:01.833 --> 23:03.666 I am not giving up, Nicky. 23:05.708 --> 23:09.000 Uh… in my marriage, we make decisions together. 23:09.666 --> 23:12.875 I'm not a witness to your mother's decision. I am a part of it. 23:12.958 --> 23:14.625 I'm standing by my wife. 23:17.083 --> 23:18.875 I'm embracing my last moments with her, 23:18.958 --> 23:21.541 continuing a tradition that was established by her father. 23:21.625 --> 23:22.958 Sorry, by skinning a dog? 23:23.041 --> 23:23.916 Rachel. 23:26.000 --> 23:26.916 [Dr. Cunningham sighs] 23:30.916 --> 23:32.250 You got engaged. 23:34.958 --> 23:35.958 You called us. 23:36.833 --> 23:38.375 You didn't want to have a big wedding. 23:38.458 --> 23:41.208 You just wanted to do something here with the family. 23:41.791 --> 23:43.375 Your mother was happy. 23:44.166 --> 23:45.750 She didn't want to ruin your wedding, 23:45.833 --> 23:48.500 so she planned this for after your wedding. 23:48.583 --> 23:52.708 It is so difficult to get family together, and this is to be her final celebration. 23:52.791 --> 23:55.583 It is, uh… her dying wish. 23:55.666 --> 23:58.416 And you two are not gonna ruin it for her. Understood? 23:58.500 --> 24:01.291 This involves all of us. It's not just her decision. 24:01.375 --> 24:03.958 -Understood?! -Okay, how do I call a family meeting? 24:05.541 --> 24:07.875 -[Nicky] A what? -A family meeting. How do I call one? 24:07.958 --> 24:08.958 Can I do that? 24:09.583 --> 24:10.750 [intriguing music playing] 24:10.833 --> 24:13.458 [Rachel] Again, I'm so sorry for my misunderstanding. 24:13.541 --> 24:15.583 And maybe I am totally out of line by doing this, 24:15.666 --> 24:19.041 but I imagine that close families like you 24:19.125 --> 24:22.250 can talk to each other about your feelings. 24:23.000 --> 24:26.500 I know that I'm new to the family dynamic, but I've… I've realized that 24:26.583 --> 24:29.416 it was your plan to use our wedding 24:29.500 --> 24:33.583 as a surrogate living funeral. 24:33.666 --> 24:36.041 But because most of you haven't done much processing, 24:36.125 --> 24:39.375 the wedding has now become a highly pressurized distraction 24:39.458 --> 24:42.333 from what is really going on. 24:42.958 --> 24:48.166 And I think that maybe we should do something about it, or else… 24:50.083 --> 24:52.041 we shouldn't have a wedding at all. 24:52.750 --> 24:54.125 Um, she can't do that. 24:54.208 --> 24:56.291 [Jules] I knew this would happen. 24:56.375 --> 24:57.541 Just let her talk. 24:57.625 --> 25:00.375 [Rachel] It doesn't make sense to carry on like it's no big deal. 25:00.458 --> 25:03.458 Couching your death inside of our wedding without talking about it, 25:03.541 --> 25:06.125 it's… it's not going to be what you want. 25:07.291 --> 25:10.916 What do you think? Can we do something to process all of this? Can we… 25:11.708 --> 25:12.708 Can we try it? 25:13.750 --> 25:14.583 [Nicky] Yeah. 25:14.666 --> 25:17.625 [inhales] Yeah, let's, um… let's try it, guys. 25:17.708 --> 25:19.500 I don't understand what she's getting at. 25:19.583 --> 25:23.583 Are you suggesting you cancel the wedding because of our dying mother? 25:23.666 --> 25:25.666 Because that seems a little unfair. 25:25.750 --> 25:27.333 Okay, good. 25:27.833 --> 25:29.833 Uh, no, I'm… I'm not saying that. 25:29.916 --> 25:33.541 I'm saying that I think that we need a forum for you to say what you feel 25:33.625 --> 25:35.541 ahead of the wedding so it's not a disaster 25:35.625 --> 25:38.875 and you can all actually have some peace around it. 25:38.958 --> 25:40.250 I think that was a good start. 25:40.333 --> 25:41.583 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 25:41.666 --> 25:45.833 You want us to do family therapy led by you. 25:46.833 --> 25:48.750 No offense, but a stranger, basically. 25:48.833 --> 25:51.583 Well, isn't that what a therapist is? A stranger? 25:51.666 --> 25:52.958 Are you a therapist? 25:53.041 --> 25:55.541 -She's getting her doctorate. -Oh, in what? 25:55.625 --> 25:57.583 -Behavioral psychology. -You're a therapist? 25:57.666 --> 26:00.166 No, I'm a behavioral psychologist. Uh, almost. 26:00.750 --> 26:03.250 -Have you studied your own behavior? -[Nicky] Jules… 26:04.750 --> 26:06.750 -Be respectful. -[Jules] I am being respectful. 26:06.833 --> 26:07.958 [Dr. Cunningham sighs] 26:08.750 --> 26:12.666 What… what are we gonna do, Rachel? Sit in a circle and hold hands and cry? 26:12.750 --> 26:16.291 Well, that… that would be better than nothing. Yeah. 26:16.375 --> 26:18.666 Where are you getting your doctorate? 26:19.875 --> 26:20.833 U of I. 26:20.916 --> 26:24.208 -Oh, I went to Northwestern. -[Rachel] Cool. 26:24.291 --> 26:26.208 So is there something you wanna say to your mother 26:26.291 --> 26:28.041 before you no longer have the opportunity to? 26:28.125 --> 26:29.500 [chuckling] 26:29.583 --> 26:31.583 Um… Um… 26:36.458 --> 26:37.291 Go ahead. 26:38.625 --> 26:40.875 [inhales, exhales] 26:43.083 --> 26:44.208 [Jules] Uh… 26:49.416 --> 26:50.250 No. 27:00.208 --> 27:01.166 Okay. 27:04.833 --> 27:06.666 [inhales] 27:07.666 --> 27:10.375 So is there anything anyone wants to say to Mrs. Cunningham 27:10.458 --> 27:11.958 before she's no longer with us? 27:30.708 --> 27:35.916 Why don't we… why don't we do this? Why don't we all take some time alone? 27:37.083 --> 27:39.375 Really… really alone. Sit with yourself. 27:39.458 --> 27:43.583 Think about what you want to say or write it down or be prepared to say it. 27:43.666 --> 27:45.708 Do what you need to do, and then we can… 27:46.375 --> 27:48.291 We can all come back together. Yeah? 27:48.375 --> 27:51.375 [somber music playing] 27:53.125 --> 27:54.583 That was good. Okay. 27:55.541 --> 27:57.291 Nell, can you come with me? 27:58.125 --> 27:59.000 Yeah. 28:07.916 --> 28:11.291 [lens whirring] 28:13.000 --> 28:15.041 [birds cawing] 28:15.666 --> 28:17.666 -[trees creaking] -[birds cawing] 28:17.750 --> 28:19.750 [Nell] That was more impressive than you realize. 28:19.833 --> 28:24.208 [Rachel] It's not. It's just very obvious that they're failing to cope. 28:24.291 --> 28:26.750 [Nell] No. I meant stealing the spotlight from Queen V. 28:26.833 --> 28:27.916 [Rachel] I didn't steal it. 28:28.000 --> 28:31.625 Yes. You've only been here two days, and everyone's doing everything you ask. 28:32.208 --> 28:33.041 She's like… 28:33.125 --> 28:35.041 [snow crunching underfoot] 28:35.125 --> 28:37.666 …sort of a narcissist, isn't she? 28:37.750 --> 28:40.541 Sort of? Didn't she just turn your wedding into her funeral? 28:41.250 --> 28:42.916 -Right. [chuckles] -[chuckles] 28:44.166 --> 28:45.291 Yeah. 28:47.875 --> 28:49.375 -[chuckling] What? -[chuckles] 28:50.333 --> 28:51.625 You don't take compliments well. 28:51.708 --> 28:53.583 Sorry, what part of that was a compliment? 28:53.666 --> 28:55.750 -The funeral wedding? -When I said you were impressive! 28:55.833 --> 29:00.791 Oh my God, that's… Uh… Who… who does take compliments well? 29:00.875 --> 29:02.333 I take compliments well. 29:04.250 --> 29:05.208 Go ahead. 29:09.166 --> 29:10.416 [chuckles] 29:10.500 --> 29:12.291 I don't know, it's, like, kind of a 29:13.541 --> 29:16.166 bad omen to get married during a death ceremony, so… 29:16.666 --> 29:20.583 -Good thing you're not superstitious then. -Yeah, good thing, good thing. 29:21.291 --> 29:23.791 Good thing I haven't had this awful feeling ever since I got here 29:23.875 --> 29:25.250 that something bad is gonna happen. 29:25.333 --> 29:28.416 Yeah, but this is a bad thing, isn't it? Victoria's death. 29:28.500 --> 29:30.625 No, it's… it's something else. 29:31.333 --> 29:34.166 -Okay. -The feeling hasn't… gone away. 29:35.083 --> 29:37.291 I'll keep an eye out for other bad things. 29:37.375 --> 29:40.291 -[rope creaking] -[fabric flapping] 29:40.375 --> 29:41.625 -There's one. -Oh. 29:47.458 --> 29:48.458 [chuckles] 29:49.416 --> 29:50.250 What? 29:50.333 --> 29:53.125 I was worried that you'd be, like, an evil bitch who hated me 29:53.208 --> 29:55.333 for marrying your ex, but you're not. So… 29:55.416 --> 29:57.500 Okay. You don't give compliments well either. 29:57.583 --> 29:59.833 -Thank you. -You're welcome. 30:00.416 --> 30:03.416 [inhales] So what the fuck are we gonna do with this? 30:05.958 --> 30:09.708 [Rachel] Sometimes it's easier to speak truthfully 30:10.541 --> 30:13.250 if you don't have to look someone in the eye. 30:13.333 --> 30:16.583 -So you will talk to that. -Gotta be quiet. They're having a meeting. 30:16.666 --> 30:18.500 [somber music playing] 30:18.583 --> 30:20.125 You'll each go around 30:21.125 --> 30:22.750 and tell it how you feel, 30:24.291 --> 30:28.416 and it will absorb your pain 30:30.083 --> 30:31.916 and grief, and 30:33.166 --> 30:34.666 then we will release it. 30:38.125 --> 30:38.958 Okay. 30:39.583 --> 30:40.875 Who wants to go first? 30:41.916 --> 30:42.750 [Nell] I can go. 30:48.958 --> 30:49.875 "Victoria." 30:52.291 --> 30:53.916 "You're an incredible woman." 30:54.791 --> 30:56.458 "You are the Cunningham family, 30:57.000 --> 31:00.958 and you will leave a hole in this family that shouldn't be filled, 31:01.500 --> 31:05.708 not only because it would be impossible but because this is the end of an era 31:06.541 --> 31:08.625 and it should be honored as one." 31:10.166 --> 31:13.166 "Your presence, strength, and unwavering courage 31:13.250 --> 31:16.250 have shaped us in ways we will carry forever." 31:17.125 --> 31:18.000 Um… 31:20.375 --> 31:24.250 I've always, uh, revered you and Dad 31:26.041 --> 31:31.083 and your life together and your marriage 31:31.166 --> 31:36.458 and the way you… devote yourselves to each other. 31:37.041 --> 31:40.083 And I always wanted to follow in your footsteps, 31:40.166 --> 31:42.250 and I hope I'm doing that, 31:42.333 --> 31:45.166 because I see the way that you protect each other, 31:45.250 --> 31:49.875 and you've taught me the value in understanding someone so well 31:50.750 --> 31:52.708 you know how to shield them from pain. 31:53.208 --> 31:56.541 I know we haven't always seen eye to eye. Um… 31:57.041 --> 32:00.041 I hope you love me for my flaws and missteps. 32:00.125 --> 32:04.666 I, uh… I have found a way to love you for yours. 32:06.000 --> 32:08.125 I love you, Mom, and… and I'll miss you. 32:08.625 --> 32:12.333 The time we missed two days in Santorini 32:12.416 --> 32:16.083 because of my failure to admit that I'd been wrong… 32:20.625 --> 32:25.333 and missing your 32nd birthday for an inconsequential business trip. 32:25.416 --> 32:26.541 I am 32:27.750 --> 32:29.416 terribly, terribly sorry. 32:31.166 --> 32:34.291 I will make sure that my future children know you. 32:35.666 --> 32:38.875 I will make sure to keep family traditions alive. 32:39.875 --> 32:42.041 I will take care of Somerhouse. 32:42.125 --> 32:45.125 I will make sure you live on forever in our hearts 32:46.083 --> 32:48.375 and in the hearts of those who knew you. 32:49.583 --> 32:52.750 I know that we only just met, and… [exhales] 32:53.708 --> 32:55.375 …I'm very sorry to lose you. 32:57.583 --> 33:00.625 You've been such a great mother to Nicky, and, you know, 33:00.708 --> 33:03.583 I think it's… it's true what you said about 33:05.041 --> 33:08.750 children absorbing their mothers and vice versa. 33:10.708 --> 33:13.916 [disturbing music playing] 33:15.916 --> 33:17.791 [eerie music playing] 33:24.750 --> 33:26.916 [Jude] This is the cake Rachel bought to say sorry 33:27.000 --> 33:29.333 for thinking we're a family of murderers. 33:30.416 --> 33:31.791 [lens whirring] 33:31.875 --> 33:35.000 [Rachel] Nicky is so loving because of you. 33:35.916 --> 33:38.666 And he's so lucky that he had you and Dr. Cunningham 33:38.750 --> 33:40.916 to show him where he came from 33:41.000 --> 33:44.291 and how to love and how to be loved. 33:46.000 --> 33:47.833 [Jude] Why… why is this door open? 33:52.375 --> 33:54.625 [creaking] 34:00.583 --> 34:02.583 [breathing heavily] 34:15.500 --> 34:17.875 [creaking] 34:17.958 --> 34:20.500 [Rachel] I'm so glad that Nicky absorbed that from you 34:21.083 --> 34:24.583 and that he got to grow up with this unconditional love. 34:26.333 --> 34:28.000 I can't imagine what that's like. 34:31.916 --> 34:34.666 [Jude] This is where Papa honors the dead animals. 34:35.250 --> 34:37.500 He says the dogs can see. 34:38.500 --> 34:39.750 [lens whirring] 34:45.416 --> 34:46.916 [lens whirring] 34:52.583 --> 34:53.750 [objects rattling] 34:59.666 --> 35:01.666 [breathing quickens] 35:03.958 --> 35:05.083 [objects rattling] 35:05.166 --> 35:07.333 [dramatic sting] 35:07.416 --> 35:10.750 [disturbing music playing] 35:22.750 --> 35:23.875 [silence] 35:50.958 --> 35:54.000 [ragged breathing] 36:11.541 --> 36:12.583 [gasps] 36:18.041 --> 36:20.791 [ragged breathing quickens] 36:20.875 --> 36:23.166 [Rachel screams, muffled] 36:23.250 --> 36:25.250 [tense music playing] 36:29.708 --> 36:31.000 [attacker grunts] 36:35.958 --> 36:37.625 [attacker exhales] 36:52.250 --> 36:53.541 [music fades] 36:53.625 --> 36:57.541 [sinister music playing] 39:22.708 --> 39:23.541 [music ends] ic playing]