1 00:00:06,105 --> 00:00:08,945 [Belle] It would've been different if Milla was in the same city. 2 00:00:09,025 --> 00:00:10,305 Open the fucking door! 3 00:00:11,065 --> 00:00:13,545 [Belle] We'd met online, but then had gotten so close. 4 00:00:13,625 --> 00:00:15,345 -We got each other. -[phone dings] 5 00:00:15,425 --> 00:00:17,785 -We need to use proper doctors. -Oh, because you know. 6 00:00:17,865 --> 00:00:19,825 You've looked at none of the research. 7 00:00:19,905 --> 00:00:22,385 [Alma] There's no point in coming if you don't have the book. 8 00:00:22,465 --> 00:00:24,465 You will buy the book today. 9 00:00:24,545 --> 00:00:27,425 -You said you read the book. -I read the articles. 10 00:00:27,505 --> 00:00:30,745 The thing you need to understand is Belle doesn't have friends. 11 00:00:30,825 --> 00:00:31,865 She has hosts. 12 00:00:33,025 --> 00:00:34,425 How's your business babe? 13 00:00:34,505 --> 00:00:36,705 -My health, you mean? -No. 14 00:00:37,425 --> 00:00:39,905 I think I would like to try for a baby. 15 00:00:40,745 --> 00:00:42,825 I'm Belle. Belle Gibson. 16 00:00:42,905 --> 00:00:46,225 [Justin] Belle Gibson has faked her entire cancer diagnosis. 17 00:00:46,305 --> 00:00:49,105 -Why are you being so stupid? -Why are you yelling at me? 18 00:00:49,185 --> 00:00:50,545 [Belle] I wanna do an app. 19 00:00:50,625 --> 00:00:54,425 One that tracks recipes, gives health advice. Like a coach. 20 00:00:54,505 --> 00:00:55,785 Or a friend. 21 00:00:55,865 --> 00:00:58,345 Like the best friend you ever had. 22 00:01:00,785 --> 00:01:02,785 [thrilling instrumental music playing] 23 00:01:14,825 --> 00:01:17,985 [Hek] This is a true-ish story based on a lie. 24 00:01:18,785 --> 00:01:22,185 Some names have been changed and characters invented. Which is… 25 00:01:22,265 --> 00:01:23,785 -[knock at door] -[snorts] 26 00:01:23,865 --> 00:01:25,065 [Belle] Hek? 27 00:01:25,785 --> 00:01:26,745 Do you care? 28 00:01:27,305 --> 00:01:28,145 Should you? 29 00:01:28,225 --> 00:01:30,105 Fake news. Post truth. 30 00:01:30,185 --> 00:01:31,865 Our arrogance where we fuck facts 31 00:01:31,945 --> 00:01:34,225 and cherry pick science we want to believe in… 32 00:01:34,305 --> 00:01:35,665 [knock at door] 33 00:01:35,745 --> 00:01:37,385 -[Belle] Hek? -[groans] 34 00:01:37,465 --> 00:01:39,505 Stories were meant to connect us. 35 00:01:39,585 --> 00:01:43,105 But our compulsion to narrativize and dramatize heroes journeys, 36 00:01:43,185 --> 00:01:44,105 goodies, baddies. 37 00:01:44,185 --> 00:01:46,345 We've become incapable of objective thought. 38 00:01:46,425 --> 00:01:48,385 -[knock at door] -[Belle] Hek? You okay? 39 00:01:48,465 --> 00:01:50,465 [speaking in Farsi] 40 00:01:55,025 --> 00:01:56,385 [Hek exhales] You ready? 41 00:01:57,265 --> 00:01:59,945 Don't be nervous. Don't be charming. 42 00:02:00,025 --> 00:02:02,145 Simple answers. Don't overshare. 43 00:02:02,225 --> 00:02:03,625 Did you sleep last night? 44 00:02:04,225 --> 00:02:05,865 Yeah. Why? 45 00:02:05,945 --> 00:02:07,585 You've got pubes on your chest. 46 00:02:07,665 --> 00:02:09,265 Ah… I shaved. 47 00:02:09,345 --> 00:02:11,945 Can I check we're all signed off on the agreed questions? 48 00:02:12,025 --> 00:02:15,705 I sent an updated version yesterday at 2:00 p.m. PST. 49 00:02:15,785 --> 00:02:18,385 I just have to say, Anais… 50 00:02:18,465 --> 00:02:20,825 I love Women's Weekly despite the circumstances. 51 00:02:20,905 --> 00:02:23,305 This is genuinely so surreal for me. 52 00:02:23,385 --> 00:02:25,585 My grandmother used to subscribe every month 53 00:02:25,665 --> 00:02:27,345 even when she couldn't afford it. 54 00:02:27,425 --> 00:02:29,545 I would look at the women in the articles. 55 00:02:29,625 --> 00:02:30,745 It was before I could read. 56 00:02:30,825 --> 00:02:32,825 I would imagine what it would be like 57 00:02:32,905 --> 00:02:36,185 to be that interesting someone would wanna write about me. 58 00:02:37,305 --> 00:02:39,305 I'm a big, big fan. 59 00:02:40,185 --> 00:02:42,505 [Anais] Why don't you tell me about yourself? 60 00:02:42,585 --> 00:02:44,825 [Belle] Oh, okay. What do you want to know? 61 00:02:45,385 --> 00:02:49,625 Uh, well, I'm a Libra Sun. Capricorn rising. [chuckles] 62 00:02:50,865 --> 00:02:53,465 And I never had a father. 63 00:02:54,265 --> 00:02:57,545 I don't say that to elicit sympathy. It's just an objective fact. 64 00:02:58,865 --> 00:03:03,865 But there are definitely father figures who have guided me, shaped me. 65 00:03:03,945 --> 00:03:07,185 We wanted to create software that would empower lots of people. 66 00:03:07,265 --> 00:03:10,305 And so we thought of ourselves, what would we like to see? 67 00:03:10,385 --> 00:03:13,705 I can't resist a good idea. My biggest weakness is I can't say no. 68 00:03:13,785 --> 00:03:17,105 [man] Focus obsessively on solving a real problem. 69 00:03:17,185 --> 00:03:18,945 Make something people want. 70 00:03:19,025 --> 00:03:21,545 The good news is, you don't need to open a factory. 71 00:03:21,625 --> 00:03:23,185 You just need to open a laptop. 72 00:03:23,265 --> 00:03:27,625 [Mark Zuckerberg] The web isn't going to solve disease or solve poverty. 73 00:03:27,705 --> 00:03:30,505 It makes it so that people can share information effectively 74 00:03:30,585 --> 00:03:31,705 and know what's going on. 75 00:03:31,785 --> 00:03:35,345 When people are better informed, they can make better decisions. 76 00:03:35,425 --> 00:03:36,825 Yes, nice, mates. 77 00:03:36,905 --> 00:03:39,225 We've got health and wellness lifestyle guides, 78 00:03:39,305 --> 00:03:40,545 a recipe conversion tool 79 00:03:40,625 --> 00:03:43,305 and a shopping list function which is so cute and fun. 80 00:03:43,385 --> 00:03:46,585 But it's the 50 recipes, all gluten-free, paleo, and all vegan. 81 00:03:47,505 --> 00:03:50,065 I need to collaborate with a photographic vision. 82 00:03:50,145 --> 00:03:51,545 I don't shoot food, though. 83 00:03:51,625 --> 00:03:53,145 Food photography is so static. 84 00:03:53,225 --> 00:03:58,505 I don't want it to be slops on a plate. It needs to feel alive, kinetic. 85 00:03:58,585 --> 00:03:59,585 [camera shutter clicks] 86 00:03:59,665 --> 00:04:01,425 Like all your work. 87 00:04:01,505 --> 00:04:03,305 You found my work on Insta, yeah? 88 00:04:03,385 --> 00:04:05,505 [Sean] She just contacted you out of nowhere. 89 00:04:05,585 --> 00:04:07,705 Did you ever wonder if she was legit? 90 00:04:07,785 --> 00:04:08,865 About the cancer? 91 00:04:09,545 --> 00:04:11,105 No, no, no, that all tracked. 92 00:04:12,545 --> 00:04:13,425 About the app? 93 00:04:13,985 --> 00:04:15,705 Yeah, yeah. 94 00:04:15,785 --> 00:04:18,185 She was a hustler, straight up. That was obvious. 95 00:04:18,705 --> 00:04:20,185 Welcome to HQ. 96 00:04:21,065 --> 00:04:22,225 Lenny, this is Alex. 97 00:04:22,305 --> 00:04:26,184 He's managing the iPhone app and Christopher's coding Android. 98 00:04:26,265 --> 00:04:27,585 How's it going? 99 00:04:27,665 --> 00:04:29,625 Oh, no, they're wired in for the next 20 minutes. 100 00:04:29,705 --> 00:04:33,065 Like the Facebook movie, we're going to do appletinis on Fridays. 101 00:04:33,145 --> 00:04:34,825 Mocktails for me, obviously. 102 00:04:38,105 --> 00:04:41,865 Okay, so I know it doesn't look profesh yet, 103 00:04:41,945 --> 00:04:43,505 but it's 3.1 by 5.6, 104 00:04:43,585 --> 00:04:46,345 which is actually bigger than most professional studios. 105 00:04:46,425 --> 00:04:48,025 And whatever equipment you need, 106 00:04:48,105 --> 00:04:50,385 we can just put it on the company credit card. 107 00:04:50,465 --> 00:04:52,465 I'm paying everyone 21.50 an hour. 108 00:04:52,545 --> 00:04:55,025 Or we could explore foregoing of an hourly fee 109 00:04:55,105 --> 00:04:57,345 for more of a profit-share arrangement? 110 00:04:57,425 --> 00:04:58,785 If that's of interest… 111 00:05:00,145 --> 00:05:04,345 say 3%, all earnings? 112 00:05:04,425 --> 00:05:06,785 Never saw a fucking cent. And I've chased. 113 00:05:06,865 --> 00:05:09,865 But she says that the brain cancer makes her forget things. 114 00:05:09,945 --> 00:05:11,345 What, like paying her bills? 115 00:05:11,425 --> 00:05:12,545 Why'd you sign up? 116 00:05:12,625 --> 00:05:14,585 She had taste, aesthetically. 117 00:05:14,665 --> 00:05:16,145 Not every client has that. 118 00:05:16,225 --> 00:05:19,865 And I guess she was pretty beguiling. 119 00:05:19,945 --> 00:05:21,985 Oh, she's wriggling. 120 00:05:22,825 --> 00:05:25,625 Fifteen weeks. She's the size of a peach. 121 00:05:25,705 --> 00:05:27,425 You know, she was this… 122 00:05:27,505 --> 00:05:29,905 she was this brave pregnant lady 123 00:05:30,745 --> 00:05:33,025 who, sure, was dribbling shit. 124 00:05:33,105 --> 00:05:35,385 Three years ago, I was in chemo chucking hell, 125 00:05:35,465 --> 00:05:37,705 poisoned by the medical establishment. 126 00:05:37,785 --> 00:05:40,305 But she had a dream for the world, and that's nice. 127 00:05:40,385 --> 00:05:43,185 I feel it's more than a responsibility, 128 00:05:43,265 --> 00:05:46,225 like a compulsion to get what I've learned out there 129 00:05:46,305 --> 00:05:48,625 into the hands of people who need it. 130 00:05:48,705 --> 00:05:51,305 Besides, it feels nice to believe in something sometimes. 131 00:05:51,385 --> 00:05:52,825 Even if it isn't real? 132 00:05:53,665 --> 00:05:55,785 Yeah, but you believe in it, and it becomes real. 133 00:05:55,865 --> 00:05:58,385 That's how perception works. That's how startups work. 134 00:05:59,745 --> 00:06:02,305 Like, I'm doing some work on this hypnosis app at the moment. 135 00:06:03,265 --> 00:06:05,785 Man, the results are fucking unreal. 136 00:06:07,425 --> 00:06:09,665 -You got some spare cash to invest? -[laughs] 137 00:06:09,745 --> 00:06:12,185 ["Clap Your Hands" by Sia playing] 138 00:06:14,985 --> 00:06:16,585 Whoo, whoo, whoo! 139 00:06:16,665 --> 00:06:21,225 ♪ Shake me out of my misery Oh, oh, oh ♪ 140 00:06:21,825 --> 00:06:25,625 ♪ Oh, oh, make me ♪ 141 00:06:25,705 --> 00:06:27,985 ♪ Get out and wiggle it ♪ 142 00:06:28,665 --> 00:06:29,865 [camera shutter clicks] 143 00:06:29,945 --> 00:06:33,305 ♪ Clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 144 00:06:33,385 --> 00:06:37,185 ♪ Turn the lights on my nights This is life and we only get one chance ♪ 145 00:06:37,265 --> 00:06:40,825 ♪ Oh, clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 146 00:06:40,905 --> 00:06:43,225 ♪ Come on dance Take a chance on romance ♪ 147 00:06:43,305 --> 00:06:45,225 ♪ We only get one shot at love ♪ 148 00:06:45,305 --> 00:06:49,105 ♪ Oh, clap your hands Clap your hands ♪ 149 00:06:49,185 --> 00:06:53,145 ♪ Turn the lights on my nights This is life and we only get one chance ♪ 150 00:06:53,905 --> 00:06:57,225 Would have been, what, three years ago, honey? 151 00:06:57,305 --> 00:06:58,545 My diagnosis? 152 00:06:58,625 --> 00:07:00,665 [nurse] Oh, you poor thing. 153 00:07:00,745 --> 00:07:03,185 I think it was the Gardasil that kicked it off. 154 00:07:03,265 --> 00:07:05,945 I don't wanna invest time into getting angry about it. 155 00:07:06,025 --> 00:07:08,345 I personally think we're over-vaccinated, 156 00:07:08,425 --> 00:07:11,185 -but you didn't hear that from me. -[laughs] 157 00:07:12,705 --> 00:07:17,425 Let's have a look. You're 23 weeks? 158 00:07:18,105 --> 00:07:20,265 -Twenty-four. -Yeah, on Tuesday. 159 00:07:20,345 --> 00:07:22,345 I was so nauseous with my first. 160 00:07:23,065 --> 00:07:24,745 This one's been an angel. 161 00:07:24,825 --> 00:07:26,025 [machine warbling softly] 162 00:07:28,025 --> 00:07:30,065 It's usually the opposite with girls. 163 00:07:31,745 --> 00:07:34,185 Sorry. I'm just… 164 00:07:38,905 --> 00:07:40,665 [machine warbling] 165 00:07:46,345 --> 00:07:49,625 Yeah. Can you put the, um, sound up? 166 00:08:00,305 --> 00:08:02,025 I'll pop out and grab a doctor. 167 00:08:02,785 --> 00:08:04,025 I won't be long. 168 00:08:17,065 --> 00:08:18,185 What are you doing? 169 00:08:18,265 --> 00:08:19,905 I'm going to turn it off and on. 170 00:08:19,985 --> 00:08:22,465 What a fucking idiot. You don't need the rhetoric. 171 00:08:22,545 --> 00:08:24,905 -Clive! -It just needs… just needs a reboot. 172 00:08:24,985 --> 00:08:26,065 [Belle sighs] 173 00:08:32,665 --> 00:08:34,465 [machine warbling] 174 00:08:41,465 --> 00:08:43,385 At 23 weeks, 175 00:08:44,345 --> 00:08:47,745 our options are a vaginal delivery or a C-section. 176 00:08:47,825 --> 00:08:49,705 There are risks and benefits to both. 177 00:08:49,785 --> 00:08:52,465 If you're planning on another vaginal birth in future, 178 00:08:52,545 --> 00:08:55,105 I suggest you go with vaginal birth. 179 00:08:55,665 --> 00:08:56,905 It's less invasive, 180 00:08:56,985 --> 00:08:59,345 -and it might seem confronting… -[Clive crying] 181 00:08:59,425 --> 00:09:01,745 …but you'll be on your feet quicker and home. 182 00:09:01,825 --> 00:09:05,865 Aisling has some more information for you. I recommend you have a read. 183 00:09:05,945 --> 00:09:08,425 But we really need to get working on this process. 184 00:09:09,305 --> 00:09:10,985 -I'll come back. -[sobs] Oh, fuck! 185 00:09:14,425 --> 00:09:16,585 Here's some more Miso to insert. 186 00:09:16,665 --> 00:09:18,665 We've got to keep softening that cervix. 187 00:09:18,745 --> 00:09:20,305 I don't want another pessary. 188 00:09:20,385 --> 00:09:23,145 Can I just swallow this? There's no efficacy difference. 189 00:09:23,225 --> 00:09:25,305 Yep, fine. Just pop it under your tongue. 190 00:09:26,865 --> 00:09:28,505 -Why can't-- -Shh. 191 00:09:29,145 --> 00:09:31,625 Oh, God. This is all wrong. 192 00:09:31,705 --> 00:09:33,185 -[Clive] I know. -[groans] 193 00:09:33,745 --> 00:09:35,745 [sniffles, sighs] 194 00:09:35,825 --> 00:09:37,665 I need a candle or something. 195 00:09:41,065 --> 00:09:43,025 I need a fucking candle, Clive! 196 00:09:43,785 --> 00:09:46,865 Um, do you want me to… I'll go to the gift shop. 197 00:09:46,945 --> 00:09:48,705 Oh, fuck. I don't have my wallet. 198 00:09:49,225 --> 00:09:51,185 Um… Do you have any cash? 199 00:09:51,265 --> 00:09:53,665 -[Belle] Just go, Clive. -[door opens] 200 00:09:55,145 --> 00:09:56,305 -[sighs] -[door closes] 201 00:09:56,385 --> 00:09:58,425 -[Dr. Walsh] She's going. -[Belle] Oh, fuck. 202 00:09:58,505 --> 00:09:59,465 Just breathe. 203 00:09:59,545 --> 00:10:02,505 I want you to really give it a nice, strong push. Breathe. 204 00:10:02,585 --> 00:10:04,025 -That's it. -[Belle groaning] 205 00:10:04,105 --> 00:10:06,265 -That's it. -You're very close. Good. 206 00:10:06,345 --> 00:10:08,665 -[Belle groaning] -[Dr. Walsh] Good. 207 00:10:08,745 --> 00:10:10,305 -[groans] -[Dr. Walsh] Almost there. 208 00:10:12,145 --> 00:10:14,305 -[camera shutter clicks] -Okay. 209 00:10:14,385 --> 00:10:16,385 -[camera shutter clicks] -Oh, let me see. 210 00:10:17,225 --> 00:10:19,825 Good. I'll just take a couple more. 211 00:10:20,465 --> 00:10:21,705 Can you angle down? 212 00:10:21,785 --> 00:10:23,865 Oh. Okay. 213 00:10:25,025 --> 00:10:27,545 And go. 214 00:10:27,625 --> 00:10:28,825 [camera shutter clicks] 215 00:10:30,025 --> 00:10:30,985 Thank you. 216 00:10:32,345 --> 00:10:33,225 Good job. 217 00:10:37,385 --> 00:10:38,265 [door opens] 218 00:10:40,705 --> 00:10:41,625 [door closes] 219 00:10:47,785 --> 00:10:49,105 Do you want to hold her? 220 00:10:51,585 --> 00:10:52,505 [sighs] 221 00:10:53,505 --> 00:10:56,545 You should. It's okay. You won't drop her. 222 00:11:05,665 --> 00:11:06,625 [sighs softly] 223 00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:09,825 Oh. She's perfect. 224 00:11:16,065 --> 00:11:17,465 This is how nature does it. 225 00:11:19,385 --> 00:11:21,065 Nature knows she's not perfect. 226 00:11:24,185 --> 00:11:26,345 [breath trembling] 227 00:11:33,545 --> 00:11:34,465 [nurse] Hi. 228 00:11:37,825 --> 00:11:39,305 Do you wanna take a look now? 229 00:11:40,185 --> 00:11:41,025 Uh, yeah. 230 00:11:41,585 --> 00:11:43,785 There, she's up in Bellingen. 231 00:11:43,865 --> 00:11:46,265 Does some really lovely placenta jewelry. 232 00:11:46,345 --> 00:11:47,385 Hmm. 233 00:11:47,465 --> 00:11:48,905 Which would be nice to have. 234 00:11:53,625 --> 00:11:54,985 And her capsules. 235 00:11:55,625 --> 00:11:57,345 They get your iron back up. 236 00:12:04,185 --> 00:12:07,865 It's 400 dollars for 70 capsules. 237 00:12:08,425 --> 00:12:10,945 But I'm sure I can get you a discount 238 00:12:11,025 --> 00:12:12,985 given the circumstances. 239 00:12:16,745 --> 00:12:18,385 Yeah, that'd be great. 240 00:12:23,425 --> 00:12:25,425 [nurse] You'll feel a lot better soon. 241 00:12:29,305 --> 00:12:31,425 [inaudible] 242 00:12:33,665 --> 00:12:35,225 [Lucy] Sorry, so what is it? 243 00:12:35,305 --> 00:12:38,425 [doctor] It's called an implantable cardioverter defibrillator. 244 00:12:38,505 --> 00:12:39,985 Okay? They pop it in 245 00:12:40,745 --> 00:12:44,025 and if it senses an arrhythmia it sends you an electric shock 246 00:12:44,105 --> 00:12:45,305 to get you back in time. 247 00:12:45,385 --> 00:12:47,505 [Lucy] And so… another surgery? 248 00:12:47,585 --> 00:12:50,865 [doctor] It has to happen before your next round of chemo. 249 00:12:55,065 --> 00:12:55,945 [sniffles] 250 00:13:03,665 --> 00:13:04,505 [sniffles] 251 00:13:04,585 --> 00:13:09,065 I lost a baby and poured myself into another. 252 00:13:09,145 --> 00:13:10,305 [inhales deeply] 253 00:13:10,385 --> 00:13:14,665 [Belle] The Whole Pantry was born out of a place of unimaginable grief… 254 00:13:14,745 --> 00:13:15,785 [exhales] 255 00:13:15,865 --> 00:13:18,545 [Belle] …but also out of love. 256 00:13:19,745 --> 00:13:22,105 It's love that powers me. 257 00:13:23,505 --> 00:13:24,945 Transforms me. 258 00:13:25,025 --> 00:13:27,025 -Do you come here often? -[Belle] It sustains me. 259 00:13:27,105 --> 00:13:28,625 I saw you from across the bar. 260 00:13:28,705 --> 00:13:31,505 Hey, look what I found on YouTube. 261 00:13:32,425 --> 00:13:34,625 If we're brave enough to let it. 262 00:13:34,705 --> 00:13:36,625 [audience applauding] 263 00:13:37,425 --> 00:13:38,905 [Sean] Hey, Lucy Goosey. 264 00:13:38,985 --> 00:13:40,345 -Hi! -Hey! [chuckles] 265 00:13:41,105 --> 00:13:42,385 Is it Jessica Rabbit? 266 00:13:42,465 --> 00:13:43,905 Ariel, Little Mermaid. 267 00:13:44,465 --> 00:13:48,265 And I've got my little chicken fillets in tonight if anyone was interested. 268 00:13:48,345 --> 00:13:51,545 Oh, nah. He wouldn't want me to look. 269 00:13:51,625 --> 00:13:54,825 Do you know anything about Belle Gibson's supposed miscarriage? 270 00:13:55,705 --> 00:13:57,585 What's a bet it's also bullshit? 271 00:13:58,425 --> 00:14:00,225 Sorry, he's off down a hole. 272 00:14:00,305 --> 00:14:02,985 Do you know when he'll be out? Dinner in 10 minutes. 273 00:14:03,705 --> 00:14:04,705 Shit. 274 00:14:05,265 --> 00:14:07,065 I reminded you this morning. 275 00:14:07,985 --> 00:14:09,945 We were gonna go back to the office for a bit. 276 00:14:10,025 --> 00:14:11,745 We met Belle's photographer today, 277 00:14:11,825 --> 00:14:13,945 just need to finish off some transcribing. 278 00:14:15,145 --> 00:14:16,145 Go to dinner, mate. 279 00:14:21,385 --> 00:14:22,585 [Justin] When was this? 280 00:14:22,665 --> 00:14:24,585 Uh, just this afternoon. 281 00:14:25,105 --> 00:14:26,065 With who? 282 00:14:26,145 --> 00:14:28,745 Dr. Chidiac and the cardiac surgeon. 283 00:14:28,825 --> 00:14:30,665 I don't think they told me his name. 284 00:14:30,745 --> 00:14:32,585 Did they say which artery? 285 00:14:32,665 --> 00:14:34,545 God, you're in full work mode right now. 286 00:14:34,625 --> 00:14:36,945 No, I mean, was it an important artery…? 287 00:14:37,025 --> 00:14:40,905 Let's call it minor, but with a great personality. 288 00:14:42,025 --> 00:14:44,305 Any idea when they wanna schedule the surgery? 289 00:14:45,265 --> 00:14:46,825 We're circling back on that. 290 00:14:47,385 --> 00:14:49,345 Happy? Sated? 291 00:14:51,265 --> 00:14:53,145 I would have come with you to the appointment. 292 00:14:53,225 --> 00:14:54,705 I know, but you were busy. 293 00:15:01,705 --> 00:15:03,625 -[sighs] -You look beautiful. 294 00:15:04,425 --> 00:15:05,745 Stupid. 295 00:15:06,305 --> 00:15:08,105 It is so fucking itchy. 296 00:15:09,265 --> 00:15:10,305 Hey. 297 00:15:12,745 --> 00:15:13,745 You ready? 298 00:15:14,265 --> 00:15:15,385 [groans softly] 299 00:15:15,465 --> 00:15:16,305 Come on. 300 00:15:16,785 --> 00:15:17,905 Ah, there. 301 00:15:17,985 --> 00:15:19,105 -Hi! -Hey! 302 00:15:19,185 --> 00:15:20,905 -Hello! -[Lucy] Hi! 303 00:15:20,985 --> 00:15:23,425 Oh, my God, you look amazing! [chuckles] 304 00:15:24,705 --> 00:15:25,905 You look beautiful. 305 00:15:25,985 --> 00:15:28,345 -[dog whimpering] -[dog barks distantly] 306 00:15:40,905 --> 00:15:42,345 -[sniffles] -[door opens] 307 00:15:50,065 --> 00:15:50,905 Hi. 308 00:15:53,865 --> 00:15:54,945 [Belle clears throat] 309 00:15:55,545 --> 00:15:57,225 The little one is in bed. 310 00:15:57,785 --> 00:15:59,265 We watched a movie. 311 00:15:59,345 --> 00:16:00,865 [sobs] 312 00:16:01,345 --> 00:16:02,505 Thanks, Magda. 313 00:16:05,225 --> 00:16:06,505 Where's Alex? 314 00:16:07,745 --> 00:16:09,625 -Should be working. -I sent them home. 315 00:16:11,625 --> 00:16:12,905 There's still work to do. 316 00:16:13,865 --> 00:16:15,225 They keep fucking around. 317 00:16:15,785 --> 00:16:16,705 Coding. 318 00:16:21,465 --> 00:16:23,665 [phone vibrating] 319 00:16:26,705 --> 00:16:29,305 It's Mum again. Do you mind if I… 320 00:16:32,345 --> 00:16:33,425 I'll be quick. 321 00:16:38,265 --> 00:16:39,145 Hi. 322 00:16:40,105 --> 00:16:40,985 Hi. 323 00:16:41,745 --> 00:16:43,185 -Yeah. [sighs] -[door closes] 324 00:16:46,465 --> 00:16:47,905 Yeah. [crying] 325 00:16:49,345 --> 00:16:51,345 [Clive cries hysterically] 326 00:17:00,465 --> 00:17:04,945 I think… it should be soon. 327 00:17:14,305 --> 00:17:15,145 Yeah. 328 00:17:17,785 --> 00:17:19,785 [birds chirping] 329 00:17:46,225 --> 00:17:47,185 [door opens] 330 00:17:49,305 --> 00:17:50,185 Cup of tea? 331 00:17:52,905 --> 00:17:56,225 Mum was asking if, uh, you'd had any pain the last couple of days. 332 00:17:57,705 --> 00:17:58,945 You've been so busy. 333 00:18:00,905 --> 00:18:01,825 Nothing. 334 00:18:02,625 --> 00:18:03,945 Yeah, that's what I said. 335 00:18:05,665 --> 00:18:08,345 It's no one's fault. We did everything we could. 336 00:18:09,265 --> 00:18:10,105 [scoffs] 337 00:18:16,785 --> 00:18:17,865 Well, I did. 338 00:18:19,385 --> 00:18:21,145 -Clive. -What? 339 00:18:22,145 --> 00:18:25,585 I can't even count how many Wi-Fi networks are in this area. 340 00:18:25,665 --> 00:18:27,985 The EMF load, the DNA damage. 341 00:18:28,065 --> 00:18:31,465 -Didn't know you were worried about that. -[scoffs] Are you kidding? 342 00:18:31,545 --> 00:18:34,665 The… the fucking mold in the kitchen, I can't even work in it. 343 00:18:34,745 --> 00:18:37,385 I've asked you so many times to move. 344 00:18:38,585 --> 00:18:39,585 [sighs] 345 00:18:40,585 --> 00:18:42,745 I have a knife in my head 346 00:18:42,825 --> 00:18:45,305 and it's back because of this fucking apartment. 347 00:18:49,105 --> 00:18:51,905 I wanted you to take care of us. 348 00:18:54,945 --> 00:18:56,265 Yeah. Sorry. 349 00:18:58,385 --> 00:18:59,465 [sighs] 350 00:19:02,865 --> 00:19:04,185 -I'm sorry. -[scoffs] 351 00:19:06,785 --> 00:19:07,705 [boy] Mama. 352 00:19:11,425 --> 00:19:12,745 Hi, bubby. 353 00:19:12,825 --> 00:19:15,825 Oh, honey. You have a dream? Huh? 354 00:19:18,545 --> 00:19:19,625 You have a dream? 355 00:19:20,425 --> 00:19:21,785 Yeah, it's okay. 356 00:19:22,385 --> 00:19:23,345 It's okay. 357 00:19:25,865 --> 00:19:27,825 [man on laptop] …not very generous. 358 00:19:27,905 --> 00:19:29,265 Not really sure why. 359 00:19:30,425 --> 00:19:32,545 Can't find my credit card though, you know? 360 00:19:32,625 --> 00:19:34,185 -[crowd laughing] -Yeah, "ha-ha-ha." 361 00:19:34,265 --> 00:19:36,505 Credit card theft is really funny, isn't it? 362 00:19:37,185 --> 00:19:39,865 He's on TV, you can treat him with no respect. 363 00:19:40,665 --> 00:19:42,785 That's bullshit, all right? I got no… 364 00:19:56,545 --> 00:19:58,145 [Milla] Think of an intention… 365 00:19:59,785 --> 00:20:01,585 and I want you to blow it into the balloon. 366 00:20:01,665 --> 00:20:03,705 So something that fills you up, 367 00:20:03,785 --> 00:20:08,465 makes you feel excited and happy and something that's for you, okay? Go. 368 00:20:08,545 --> 00:20:10,305 [man 1] That's all product is. 369 00:20:10,385 --> 00:20:11,985 It's a story we're telling the world 370 00:20:12,065 --> 00:20:15,105 and it's constantly evolving and we're putting it on this grand stage, 371 00:20:15,185 --> 00:20:16,145 which is the world. 372 00:20:16,225 --> 00:20:19,545 [man 2] Few ideas come fully formed out of the air and just are realized. 373 00:20:19,625 --> 00:20:22,825 [man 3] There is no limit in terms of the numbers of millions of people 374 00:20:22,905 --> 00:20:24,385 and the impact you can have. 375 00:20:24,465 --> 00:20:27,065 [Belle] I was given six weeks to live. 376 00:20:27,145 --> 00:20:28,665 Four months, tops. 377 00:20:30,265 --> 00:20:32,905 The doctors were only treating my disease. 378 00:20:32,985 --> 00:20:34,385 They didn't care about me. 379 00:20:39,345 --> 00:20:43,065 And it reminded me just how much magic there was in the world. 380 00:20:43,705 --> 00:20:45,945 [Belle] I threw myself into research. 381 00:20:46,025 --> 00:20:48,505 I read about the healing properties of lemons, 382 00:20:48,585 --> 00:20:50,905 and how they are a detoxification tool. 383 00:20:50,985 --> 00:20:53,865 Everybody should write a book. Everyone's got a story. 384 00:20:53,945 --> 00:20:57,305 [Belle] And this got me thinking about what foods I put in my body. 385 00:20:57,385 --> 00:20:59,385 And it was that moment… [sighs] 386 00:20:59,465 --> 00:21:02,225 that I started not thinking with my head. 387 00:21:02,305 --> 00:21:05,785 We had a vision that we believed in and so started with nothing. 388 00:21:05,865 --> 00:21:07,705 It is sort of a dream come true… 389 00:21:07,785 --> 00:21:09,265 [Belle] It all just clicked. 390 00:21:09,905 --> 00:21:13,825 I wanted to live and I wanted to live well. 391 00:21:19,505 --> 00:21:21,505 [birds chirping] 392 00:21:25,345 --> 00:21:26,905 Mum, you don't have to do that. 393 00:21:26,985 --> 00:21:28,785 [Tamara] It's okay. I'm having fun. 394 00:21:30,385 --> 00:21:31,385 What's Dad doing? 395 00:21:31,945 --> 00:21:34,665 He's outside, being proud. 396 00:21:39,345 --> 00:21:40,345 Dad! 397 00:21:47,345 --> 00:21:48,465 You all right, Dad? 398 00:21:51,305 --> 00:21:53,505 The white ants have gotten into that veranda. 399 00:21:54,345 --> 00:21:55,225 [Milla] Okay. 400 00:21:55,305 --> 00:21:56,785 It's not a problem yet. 401 00:21:57,625 --> 00:21:59,705 But you'll have to keep your eye on it. 402 00:22:01,625 --> 00:22:03,705 We don't know how to look after a house. 403 00:22:03,785 --> 00:22:04,985 Gonna need your help. 404 00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:06,705 No shit. 405 00:22:07,585 --> 00:22:08,865 It's okay. 406 00:22:08,945 --> 00:22:11,625 I'm not sure any of us wanna see Arlo with a chainsaw. 407 00:22:11,705 --> 00:22:12,665 That's mean. 408 00:22:16,825 --> 00:22:19,065 You know, he asked me if he could ask you to marry him. 409 00:22:20,185 --> 00:22:21,665 You know anything about that? 410 00:22:26,385 --> 00:22:27,585 What did you say? 411 00:22:28,425 --> 00:22:29,505 Ask the boss. 412 00:22:31,345 --> 00:22:33,385 I'm way too low on the pecking order. 413 00:22:33,465 --> 00:22:34,425 [chuckles softly] 414 00:22:35,465 --> 00:22:37,265 [Milla] Okay, I know the mortgage is massive. 415 00:22:37,345 --> 00:22:39,825 And you think I should've been sensible and bought a townhouse, 416 00:22:39,905 --> 00:22:43,305 but I'm gonna plant orange trees, do events. 417 00:22:44,305 --> 00:22:45,225 Got a whole plan. 418 00:22:46,785 --> 00:22:49,265 All of this from scratch? 419 00:22:51,425 --> 00:22:52,465 My daughter. 420 00:22:55,105 --> 00:22:55,945 Wow. 421 00:22:56,025 --> 00:22:57,985 ["Feel So Close" by Calvin Harris playing] 422 00:22:58,065 --> 00:23:00,705 ♪ I feel so close to you right now It's a force field ♪ 423 00:23:03,025 --> 00:23:08,425 ♪ I wear my heart upon my sleeve Like a big deal ♪ 424 00:23:10,705 --> 00:23:14,345 ♪ And there's no stopping us right now ♪ 425 00:23:14,425 --> 00:23:17,905 ♪ I feel so close to you right now… ♪ 426 00:23:30,545 --> 00:23:31,985 What's that? Plant-based? 427 00:23:33,305 --> 00:23:34,385 How you feeling? 428 00:23:34,465 --> 00:23:37,145 -Um… Better. Yeah. -Hmm? 429 00:23:38,065 --> 00:23:38,945 [grunts softly] 430 00:23:39,025 --> 00:23:40,945 It's a bloody long driveway, isn't it? 431 00:23:41,585 --> 00:23:43,545 -[Tamara] You made it! -Yeah. 432 00:23:43,625 --> 00:23:45,625 The flight got delayed in Abu Dhabi. 433 00:23:45,705 --> 00:23:47,745 You know what? That's a lie. 434 00:23:47,825 --> 00:23:51,105 That's a lie. I was in duty free and they don't call the flights there. 435 00:23:51,185 --> 00:23:52,905 Can you believe they don't call the flights? 436 00:23:52,985 --> 00:23:54,105 -Hello, Joseph. -How are we? 437 00:23:54,185 --> 00:23:56,545 -I'm good. You look handsome! -Good to see you. 438 00:23:56,625 --> 00:23:58,505 -Milla's got me making kefir. -What's that? 439 00:23:58,585 --> 00:24:00,465 Welcome home, darling. 440 00:24:00,545 --> 00:24:01,625 Where's my Moo? 441 00:24:01,705 --> 00:24:03,745 Um, bathroom, next to the bedroom. 442 00:24:03,825 --> 00:24:04,665 Okay. 443 00:24:04,745 --> 00:24:06,745 She'll be in there shoving coffee up her arsehole. 444 00:24:06,825 --> 00:24:09,625 -[Chanelle] Oh. -But she'll want to see you, sweetheart. 445 00:24:10,425 --> 00:24:12,945 [woman 1] Channy Fanny! How was Belgium? 446 00:24:13,025 --> 00:24:16,345 Berlin. But, er… same, same. How's here? 447 00:24:16,425 --> 00:24:18,265 Married. Pregnant. 448 00:24:18,345 --> 00:24:19,905 Wow, me too! 449 00:24:19,985 --> 00:24:21,385 I've missed you. 450 00:24:21,465 --> 00:24:22,665 And I've missed you too. 451 00:24:22,745 --> 00:24:25,225 Aso, I didn't miss you at all, mate. 452 00:24:30,345 --> 00:24:31,385 [exhales] 453 00:24:32,425 --> 00:24:33,465 [sighs] 454 00:24:33,545 --> 00:24:34,385 Arlo Palmer. 455 00:24:34,945 --> 00:24:37,465 -Hmm. -Didn't he used to vomit on command? 456 00:24:37,545 --> 00:24:40,505 -That was to get out of maths. -Oh, yeah. And social studies. 457 00:24:41,065 --> 00:24:43,305 He didn't really like the book learning much. 458 00:24:43,825 --> 00:24:46,625 Hmm. Reader, she married him. 459 00:24:46,705 --> 00:24:48,225 -Are you finished? -[laughing] 460 00:24:48,305 --> 00:24:49,745 [both laugh] 461 00:24:49,825 --> 00:24:52,425 [Milla] I fired my manager, I'm doing it all myself. 462 00:24:52,505 --> 00:24:54,825 And I don't wanna complain, it's just a lot of pressure. 463 00:24:54,905 --> 00:24:56,905 You know, mortgage, a wedding. 464 00:24:58,545 --> 00:25:01,505 Everyone's so proud and I feel so grateful all the fucking time. 465 00:25:01,585 --> 00:25:02,545 Sounds dreadful. 466 00:25:02,625 --> 00:25:04,705 It is, and I feel like I have to keep deserving it. 467 00:25:04,785 --> 00:25:06,265 What I really want is just… 468 00:25:07,225 --> 00:25:08,545 I want the book to win. 469 00:25:08,625 --> 00:25:10,025 I want the business to… 470 00:25:11,625 --> 00:25:13,745 Sorry, the caffeine is hitting the bloodstream. 471 00:25:13,825 --> 00:25:15,945 -Anal walls are paper thin. -Hmm. 472 00:25:16,025 --> 00:25:17,705 Fuck cocaine. Do an enema. 473 00:25:18,945 --> 00:25:21,025 -[chuckles] -I want to cure cancer. 474 00:25:21,105 --> 00:25:22,945 Fuck. All right. 475 00:25:23,025 --> 00:25:25,265 I wanna change the fucking world. 476 00:25:25,985 --> 00:25:27,265 And not because I'm grateful, 477 00:25:27,345 --> 00:25:29,505 but because I was right and they were wrong. 478 00:25:31,465 --> 00:25:34,425 So you are good, right? Health-wise? 479 00:25:35,865 --> 00:25:37,185 Never been better. 480 00:25:37,265 --> 00:25:39,585 And you're eating? Not just juicing? 481 00:25:40,345 --> 00:25:42,625 From where I was then to where I am now. 482 00:25:46,585 --> 00:25:48,305 That makes me really happy. Hmm. 483 00:25:50,545 --> 00:25:51,585 And hey, listen. 484 00:25:52,385 --> 00:25:53,465 The business stuff. 485 00:25:53,545 --> 00:25:56,265 You should be leveraging the fuck out of those numbers. 486 00:25:56,345 --> 00:25:57,465 I can help with that. 487 00:25:58,265 --> 00:25:59,265 -Really? -Mmm-hmm. 488 00:25:59,345 --> 00:26:00,865 ["We Can Do Anything" playing] 489 00:26:00,945 --> 00:26:03,065 ♪ We can fly Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 490 00:26:03,145 --> 00:26:05,585 ♪ Hit the sky Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 491 00:26:05,665 --> 00:26:07,985 ♪ You and I Yeah we doin' it, oh ♪ 492 00:26:08,065 --> 00:26:10,025 ♪ We can do anything ♪ 493 00:26:22,185 --> 00:26:23,905 -[door opens] -[Clive] Hi. 494 00:26:24,465 --> 00:26:25,425 Headache? 495 00:26:25,505 --> 00:26:26,345 Always. 496 00:26:27,105 --> 00:26:27,945 Do you mind? 497 00:26:28,505 --> 00:26:31,025 Just thought you might wanna know, they, um… 498 00:26:31,745 --> 00:26:33,385 they think it's ready. 499 00:26:34,425 --> 00:26:35,825 -What? -Yeah. 500 00:26:35,905 --> 00:26:37,425 Why didn't you say it's ready? 501 00:26:38,105 --> 00:26:38,945 Ah! 502 00:26:39,025 --> 00:26:41,665 [Christopher] Load time. It's 0.5 of a second. 503 00:26:42,225 --> 00:26:44,065 -No glitches. -[sighs in relief] 504 00:26:45,585 --> 00:26:46,585 I did it. 505 00:26:50,385 --> 00:26:52,345 You're artists. [laughs] 506 00:26:52,425 --> 00:26:54,665 Thank you, thank you. Thank you, thank you. 507 00:26:54,745 --> 00:26:57,545 Hey! Happy new year! [laughs] 508 00:26:57,625 --> 00:27:00,225 -[all laughing] -Babe, tell me that's French. 509 00:27:00,305 --> 00:27:03,065 Ah, from the champagne region, s'il vous plaît. 510 00:27:03,145 --> 00:27:05,425 This is your provisional profile developer ID. 511 00:27:05,505 --> 00:27:07,465 -Okay. Great. -["Get Lucky" by Daft Punk playing] 512 00:27:07,545 --> 00:27:10,385 -You're gonna be famous! -Can you get off me? Um… 513 00:27:11,825 --> 00:27:13,625 -I download it here? -Yeah, yeah. 514 00:27:14,185 --> 00:27:16,025 Cheers. Cheers. 515 00:27:16,105 --> 00:27:17,385 ♪ Ah ♪ 516 00:27:17,465 --> 00:27:19,625 ♪ The force from the beginning ♪ 517 00:27:20,985 --> 00:27:21,825 ♪ Look ♪ 518 00:27:22,865 --> 00:27:26,185 ♪ We've come too far ♪ 519 00:27:26,265 --> 00:27:30,745 ♪ To give up who we are ♪ 520 00:27:30,825 --> 00:27:34,865 ♪ So let's raise the bar ♪ 521 00:27:34,945 --> 00:27:39,225 ♪ And our cups to the stars ♪ 522 00:27:39,305 --> 00:27:41,825 ♪ She's up all night 'til the sun ♪ 523 00:27:41,905 --> 00:27:43,745 ♪ I'm up all night to get some ♪ 524 00:27:43,825 --> 00:27:45,865 ♪ She's up all night for good fun ♪ 525 00:27:45,945 --> 00:27:48,185 ♪ I'm up all night to get lucky ♪ 526 00:27:48,265 --> 00:27:50,025 ♪ We're up all night 'til the sun ♪ 527 00:27:50,105 --> 00:27:51,945 ♪ We're up all night to get some ♪ 528 00:27:52,025 --> 00:27:53,945 ♪ We're up all night for good fun ♪ 529 00:27:54,025 --> 00:27:56,305 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 530 00:27:56,385 --> 00:27:58,145 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 531 00:27:58,225 --> 00:28:00,225 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 532 00:28:00,305 --> 00:28:02,225 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky… ♪ 533 00:28:02,305 --> 00:28:03,345 [scanner beeps] 534 00:28:04,865 --> 00:28:05,785 Matchy-matchy. 535 00:28:06,665 --> 00:28:08,825 Oh, my partner created it. 536 00:28:09,785 --> 00:28:11,025 -Are you serious? -Yeah. 537 00:28:11,105 --> 00:28:13,865 Wow. Could you tell her thank you for me? 538 00:28:13,945 --> 00:28:16,345 Yeah, for sure. She'd appreciate that. 539 00:28:16,425 --> 00:28:20,385 My dad has lymphoma and it's really helping him. [chuckles] 540 00:28:20,465 --> 00:28:21,745 Oh. 541 00:28:21,825 --> 00:28:23,425 No more hidden nasties. 542 00:28:23,505 --> 00:28:25,305 No. Right. 543 00:28:25,385 --> 00:28:29,545 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 544 00:28:29,625 --> 00:28:31,625 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 545 00:28:31,705 --> 00:28:35,625 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ ♪ We're up all night to get lucky ♪ 546 00:28:35,705 --> 00:28:37,625 ♪ We're up all night to get lucky… ♪ 547 00:28:39,425 --> 00:28:40,425 [door closes] 548 00:28:40,505 --> 00:28:41,625 [Belle] Hi! 549 00:28:41,705 --> 00:28:42,705 [Clive] Hi. 550 00:28:43,465 --> 00:28:45,385 -You've been shopping? -Yeah. 551 00:28:46,345 --> 00:28:48,705 I bought that platter from that place on Acland. 552 00:28:49,745 --> 00:28:51,385 We need to do some entertaining. 553 00:28:51,465 --> 00:28:53,705 I told Mum and Dad to come in June. 554 00:28:54,505 --> 00:28:55,425 Awesome. 555 00:28:56,585 --> 00:28:59,705 I am the flat pack king. 556 00:29:00,305 --> 00:29:01,305 Uh… 557 00:29:02,705 --> 00:29:04,025 When did this come? 558 00:29:05,745 --> 00:29:07,345 -What's that? -[gasps] 559 00:29:09,025 --> 00:29:09,865 Oh. 560 00:29:10,345 --> 00:29:12,385 Oh, my God. It's them. 561 00:29:13,425 --> 00:29:14,585 It's the publishers. 562 00:29:22,025 --> 00:29:24,625 [thrilling music playing] 563 00:29:36,105 --> 00:29:37,465 Belle? 564 00:29:37,545 --> 00:29:39,265 [exhales] Fuck. 565 00:29:39,345 --> 00:29:43,665 I… I understand the rejection policy. I'm just asking for feedback. 566 00:29:45,625 --> 00:29:49,185 I'm actually a good friend of one of your authors. Milla Blake. 567 00:29:50,905 --> 00:29:52,505 Uh-huh. She's a dream. 568 00:29:53,065 --> 00:29:53,905 Mmm. 569 00:29:54,385 --> 00:29:57,905 My app, though, was downloaded over 50,000 times in its first month, 570 00:29:57,985 --> 00:29:59,105 which is… 571 00:30:08,905 --> 00:30:12,385 You know, I read a study of the endorphins found in chocolate. 572 00:30:12,465 --> 00:30:13,305 Here. 573 00:30:15,105 --> 00:30:17,425 Come on. The app is a hit. 574 00:30:18,025 --> 00:30:19,105 Platinum. 575 00:30:19,185 --> 00:30:21,105 Cupertino's gonna come knocking any day. 576 00:30:21,185 --> 00:30:22,025 [sighs] 577 00:30:22,105 --> 00:30:24,105 -I want a book, Clive. -Yeah. 578 00:30:24,185 --> 00:30:26,825 Something I can hold in my hands so my son can look at it 579 00:30:26,905 --> 00:30:28,785 and tell his kids, "My mum did that." 580 00:30:28,865 --> 00:30:30,625 -[sighs] -Yeah… 581 00:30:31,185 --> 00:30:34,345 I just feel like focusing on the app right now. 582 00:30:35,265 --> 00:30:39,025 Letting it grow organically away from the personal story. 583 00:30:39,105 --> 00:30:40,745 And when we're ready to sell up… 584 00:30:40,825 --> 00:30:42,465 He wants a bigger house already? 585 00:30:42,545 --> 00:30:44,465 -Hmm. [sighs] -[scoffs] 586 00:30:44,545 --> 00:30:46,985 Babe, you can't shit in three bathrooms. 587 00:30:47,065 --> 00:30:48,305 Yeah, the opposite. 588 00:30:48,825 --> 00:30:51,225 This place, I'm… I'm nervous. 589 00:30:51,305 --> 00:30:54,065 [scoffs] It's a tax deduction and a home office. 590 00:30:54,145 --> 00:30:55,745 -It's all right. -Get off of me. 591 00:30:56,745 --> 00:30:57,865 [Belle sighs] 592 00:30:57,945 --> 00:31:00,225 I can do the photos here. You agreed. 593 00:31:00,305 --> 00:31:02,185 -Yeah. -You love living by the beach. 594 00:31:02,265 --> 00:31:03,545 Yeah. 595 00:31:05,065 --> 00:31:07,345 I met a woman doing groceries. 596 00:31:07,425 --> 00:31:08,625 Her dad's sick. 597 00:31:09,505 --> 00:31:11,105 She has the app and… 598 00:31:11,985 --> 00:31:14,865 I think maybe we go under the radar a little. 599 00:31:16,265 --> 00:31:18,625 I think that cardigan should go under the radar. 600 00:31:19,385 --> 00:31:21,665 Short legs, long torso, not your fault. 601 00:31:21,745 --> 00:31:24,065 Like maybe we just don't push it as much. 602 00:31:24,145 --> 00:31:26,105 Dial back the cancer part? 603 00:31:29,825 --> 00:31:32,745 So, what is that? You want me to… 604 00:31:32,825 --> 00:31:35,425 I don't know, why don't we talk to potential buyers? 605 00:31:35,505 --> 00:31:37,625 I've started to dive into some research. 606 00:31:37,705 --> 00:31:40,145 You've been reading my Steve Jobs biography 607 00:31:40,225 --> 00:31:41,625 and watching Silicon Valley. 608 00:31:41,705 --> 00:31:43,625 You can do anything, Belle. You've… 609 00:31:43,705 --> 00:31:45,825 You've proven that maybe there's a business 610 00:31:45,905 --> 00:31:47,905 that's not so much about your cancer. 611 00:31:47,985 --> 00:31:50,425 All that energy in that space, it's negative energy. 612 00:31:50,505 --> 00:31:53,385 Then Milla gets to be the authority on how to beat this disease? 613 00:31:54,265 --> 00:31:56,265 Don't know. Feels wrong. 614 00:31:56,345 --> 00:31:58,825 Yeah, well, fresh start. 615 00:31:59,945 --> 00:32:00,905 Yeah. 616 00:32:01,625 --> 00:32:03,825 Wants to turn me off and on at the wall. 617 00:32:03,905 --> 00:32:06,865 No, no. Just future-proofing. 618 00:32:08,345 --> 00:32:09,665 Some safeguards. 619 00:32:11,385 --> 00:32:12,505 Who knows? 620 00:32:19,945 --> 00:32:22,665 [secretary] Hi. I have Belle Gibson for Julie. 621 00:32:24,225 --> 00:32:25,865 She's in the lobby with me now. 622 00:32:28,425 --> 00:32:29,425 Okay, bye-bye. 623 00:32:30,745 --> 00:32:33,185 I'm sorry, that's not on Julie's schedule today. 624 00:32:33,265 --> 00:32:35,425 Oh, it's on mine. 625 00:32:35,505 --> 00:32:38,265 I have a confirmation right here. Um… 626 00:32:38,345 --> 00:32:41,545 There's been some disorganization lately because of the merger. 627 00:32:41,625 --> 00:32:44,545 Oh, that must be so stressful, you poor thing. 628 00:32:45,705 --> 00:32:48,825 I just flew up from Melbourne, which would be totally fine, 629 00:32:48,905 --> 00:32:53,105 but I had to cancel my appointment with an oncologist. 630 00:32:58,545 --> 00:32:59,465 Oh. 631 00:33:00,985 --> 00:33:07,585 I'm just interested, I really am, in how one might justify 35K on R&D 632 00:33:07,665 --> 00:33:10,185 with a chef that no one's ever heard of. 633 00:33:10,265 --> 00:33:12,425 That chef was trained by Martin Berasategui. 634 00:33:12,505 --> 00:33:15,105 She's gonna change the culture of Basque cuisine in Melbourne. 635 00:33:15,185 --> 00:33:19,785 That's just great for the Basque people of Melbourne, all fucking 55 of them. 636 00:33:19,865 --> 00:33:21,345 Or they could just connect to this, 637 00:33:21,425 --> 00:33:23,825 it's a new thing, it's called the internet. 638 00:33:23,905 --> 00:33:26,025 -Oh, no. -And they can… Wait, wait, wait. 639 00:33:26,105 --> 00:33:27,985 They could just Google the recipes. 640 00:33:28,065 --> 00:33:30,625 Oh, I cannot keep having this fucking fight. 641 00:33:30,705 --> 00:33:32,945 Oh, my God. I'm even older than I look. 642 00:33:33,025 --> 00:33:34,585 Yeah, I'm aware of that, Julie. 643 00:33:34,665 --> 00:33:37,825 -You know, I'm trying to help you, right? -Yes, yes, thank you. 644 00:33:37,905 --> 00:33:39,505 I have Belle Gibson for you. 645 00:33:39,585 --> 00:33:41,625 Oh, right, right. Well, there you go. 646 00:33:41,705 --> 00:33:43,625 -Okay, we're done. -Off you trot. 647 00:33:43,705 --> 00:33:44,945 Great. 648 00:33:45,025 --> 00:33:48,825 Julie, relevance, Jules, changing world, said with love, said with love. 649 00:33:48,905 --> 00:33:50,065 I'm feeling the love. 650 00:33:50,145 --> 00:33:51,625 -All love. Okay. -Really feeling it. 651 00:33:52,305 --> 00:33:54,585 Not a good time? Shall I tell her to go away? 652 00:33:54,665 --> 00:33:55,785 Who is it again? 653 00:33:56,465 --> 00:33:57,465 Belle Gibson. 654 00:34:00,185 --> 00:34:01,185 Brain cancer. 655 00:34:03,625 --> 00:34:06,385 [Belle] We launched a little under four months ago. 656 00:34:06,465 --> 00:34:09,305 In the first month we were downloaded 50,000 times 657 00:34:09,385 --> 00:34:12,265 and that was with no marketing other than my Instagram following. 658 00:34:12,345 --> 00:34:15,824 I'm up past 200,000 followers, all potential readers. 659 00:34:15,905 --> 00:34:18,264 All the recipes on the app and in the book 660 00:34:18,344 --> 00:34:21,264 spring forth from an integrated whole food philosophy. 661 00:34:21,344 --> 00:34:24,865 Paleo, vegan, gluten-free, low sugar, of course. 662 00:34:24,945 --> 00:34:26,025 [Julie] Hmm. 663 00:34:26,585 --> 00:34:28,145 Where'd you get the recipes? 664 00:34:28,225 --> 00:34:30,385 Um… They're mine. 665 00:34:30,465 --> 00:34:32,585 I'm not a trained chef, self-taught. 666 00:34:32,665 --> 00:34:34,505 I started with cakes, actually. 667 00:34:35,585 --> 00:34:38,185 When I was little I used to read The Women's Weekly Birthday Cake 668 00:34:38,264 --> 00:34:39,784 under the covers. [chuckles] 669 00:34:39,865 --> 00:34:41,304 It was my best friend. 670 00:34:42,025 --> 00:34:43,585 Sold a million copies. 671 00:34:43,665 --> 00:34:45,945 -My mentor created that book. -Oh, wow. 672 00:34:46,025 --> 00:34:46,945 Mmm. 673 00:34:48,344 --> 00:34:50,264 I believe good food can save you. 674 00:34:51,585 --> 00:34:55,344 But creating a cookbook, I'm… I'm out of my depth. 675 00:34:56,185 --> 00:34:57,744 I have everything to learn. 676 00:34:59,185 --> 00:35:00,344 That's why I'm here. 677 00:35:02,505 --> 00:35:04,505 Maggie Beer had no formal training. 678 00:35:04,585 --> 00:35:07,905 Sometimes it works in your favor. It makes you more… accessible. 679 00:35:09,305 --> 00:35:10,185 Mmm. 680 00:35:17,025 --> 00:35:18,825 I lied before… 681 00:35:19,385 --> 00:35:20,425 to you. 682 00:35:20,505 --> 00:35:22,025 I didn't have an appointment. 683 00:35:24,385 --> 00:35:26,305 Did you just talk your way in here? 684 00:35:28,545 --> 00:35:30,665 And am I supposed to find that impressive, 685 00:35:31,425 --> 00:35:33,065 charming, desperate? 686 00:35:34,225 --> 00:35:35,185 Determined. 687 00:35:37,985 --> 00:35:38,825 Ah. 688 00:35:40,225 --> 00:35:41,185 Ah, I see. 689 00:35:42,385 --> 00:35:43,225 Okay. 690 00:35:44,665 --> 00:35:45,505 Babe? 691 00:35:46,225 --> 00:35:47,945 I need you to book me a hotel. 692 00:35:48,905 --> 00:35:50,745 I'm cooking for Julie Gibbs tonight. 693 00:35:50,825 --> 00:35:53,345 ["Can't Get Enough of Myself" by Santigold playing] 694 00:35:55,665 --> 00:35:56,665 [doorbell rings] 695 00:35:59,425 --> 00:36:01,185 [Julie] What are you gonna cook for me? 696 00:36:01,265 --> 00:36:02,545 A peach tart. 697 00:36:03,425 --> 00:36:04,425 Vegan. 698 00:36:04,905 --> 00:36:08,305 I chose it because I used to pick the peaches at my grandma's house. 699 00:36:09,145 --> 00:36:11,025 She had an orchard just outside of Brisbane. 700 00:36:11,105 --> 00:36:12,705 Mmm. Well, let's drink to that. 701 00:36:13,265 --> 00:36:14,865 -Clare Valley? -Yeah. 702 00:36:17,865 --> 00:36:18,945 There you go. 703 00:36:19,025 --> 00:36:20,665 ♪ Living a, living a fantasy ♪ 704 00:36:20,745 --> 00:36:22,985 ♪ Live in, I live in my vanity ♪ 705 00:36:23,065 --> 00:36:25,265 ♪ Hey Mom Hey, do you see me now? ♪ 706 00:36:26,185 --> 00:36:29,585 ♪ All I wanna do is what I do well ♪ 707 00:36:29,665 --> 00:36:33,945 ♪ Ain't a gambler But honey, I'd put money on myself ♪ 708 00:36:35,305 --> 00:36:38,705 ♪ All I wanna do is bottle it to sell ♪ 709 00:36:38,785 --> 00:36:43,145 ♪ 'Cause my brand of vainglory Is much better for your health ♪ 710 00:36:44,025 --> 00:36:46,265 ♪ Oh… ♪ 711 00:36:46,905 --> 00:36:48,665 ♪ I can't get enough ♪ 712 00:36:49,225 --> 00:36:51,065 ♪ I'ma say it, it's true ♪ 713 00:36:51,145 --> 00:36:52,985 ♪ I can't get enough of myself ♪ 714 00:36:53,065 --> 00:36:55,785 ♪ Oh… ♪ 715 00:36:56,665 --> 00:36:58,665 I usually use unsalted nuts. 716 00:36:59,945 --> 00:37:02,025 Caught me off guard, Jules. [chuckles] 717 00:37:23,025 --> 00:37:24,505 Do you eat red meat? 718 00:37:25,945 --> 00:37:27,425 -Um… -I might order in. 719 00:37:28,665 --> 00:37:30,945 Was that bullshit about your grandma? 720 00:37:31,745 --> 00:37:33,545 Peaches don't grow well in Brisbane. 721 00:37:33,625 --> 00:37:36,185 Stone fruit, they like a cold winter. 722 00:37:38,745 --> 00:37:41,545 Right, no. Um, she was in Tassie at that point. 723 00:37:41,625 --> 00:37:42,825 She moved around. 724 00:37:49,105 --> 00:37:50,705 [Belle] I was more than chubby. 725 00:37:50,785 --> 00:37:52,545 Obese, clinically. 726 00:37:53,105 --> 00:37:54,905 Not that anyone took me to a doctor. 727 00:37:55,505 --> 00:37:57,145 My mum doesn't cook. 728 00:37:57,225 --> 00:38:00,305 Neither does mine. Cans and packets. 729 00:38:01,025 --> 00:38:02,025 [Belle] Mmm. 730 00:38:07,065 --> 00:38:09,505 I remember standing on the stool. 731 00:38:11,225 --> 00:38:14,065 I was making pasta. I was about four. 732 00:38:16,185 --> 00:38:17,585 I burnt my hand. 733 00:38:17,665 --> 00:38:18,745 [Julie] Oh, gosh. 734 00:38:23,745 --> 00:38:25,745 How does it work with your authors? 735 00:38:27,025 --> 00:38:30,585 Because I'd need to be able to control the aesthetic on the recipes. 736 00:38:30,665 --> 00:38:32,665 It's a collaboration. 737 00:38:36,105 --> 00:38:37,705 -Do you have kids? -No. 738 00:38:37,785 --> 00:38:38,865 No, my books. 739 00:38:38,945 --> 00:38:42,265 I mean, I like children, but I couldn't eat a whole one. 740 00:38:42,345 --> 00:38:44,345 [both laughing hysterically] 741 00:38:57,625 --> 00:38:58,745 [sobs] 742 00:39:00,945 --> 00:39:02,345 [Belle] Oh, I'm sorry. 743 00:39:04,745 --> 00:39:05,945 [crying] 744 00:39:13,825 --> 00:39:14,705 I lost… 745 00:39:18,825 --> 00:39:20,105 I lost a baby. 746 00:39:23,785 --> 00:39:24,705 When was this? 747 00:39:27,905 --> 00:39:29,305 Just before the app. 748 00:39:37,865 --> 00:39:39,585 -I lost one child. -[sniffles] 749 00:39:41,185 --> 00:39:43,465 And I threw myself into another. 750 00:39:46,345 --> 00:39:48,105 From the depths of pain… 751 00:39:49,505 --> 00:39:50,665 comes a blessing. 752 00:39:54,305 --> 00:39:56,905 Just forget your grandma's pretty orchard. 753 00:39:58,145 --> 00:40:01,865 You are a battler from the 'burbs. 754 00:40:03,705 --> 00:40:05,105 No frills. 755 00:40:05,905 --> 00:40:06,825 Hills hoist. 756 00:40:08,425 --> 00:40:10,905 You have fought all your life, 757 00:40:10,985 --> 00:40:14,385 and now you are a mum fighting cancer. 758 00:40:14,465 --> 00:40:17,465 These recipes should have no frills. 759 00:40:17,545 --> 00:40:20,465 They're clean, and kind to the woman who's cooking them. 760 00:40:21,025 --> 00:40:23,025 "I see you." That's what you're saying. 761 00:40:23,105 --> 00:40:24,745 I've got your back. 762 00:40:39,665 --> 00:40:41,705 Wait. Hold on a second. Is that you? 763 00:40:41,785 --> 00:40:42,785 [Milla] Shut up. 764 00:40:42,865 --> 00:40:45,985 Wow. Looks like we've got a minor celebrity in our midst. 765 00:40:46,065 --> 00:40:48,305 -Stop it. -Maybe they could properly pay you. 766 00:40:48,385 --> 00:40:50,505 Would you hate it if I asked for a selfie? 767 00:40:50,585 --> 00:40:53,025 -I'm just such a big fan. -Stop it. Mum, hold on. 768 00:40:53,105 --> 00:40:54,225 Oh, my God. 769 00:40:54,305 --> 00:40:58,145 Guess who just got nominated for Cosmo's Women in Media Fun and Fearless Award? 770 00:40:58,225 --> 00:40:59,665 -[Milla] Really? -Yeah. 771 00:40:59,745 --> 00:41:02,105 I don't know what that is, but they really want you to come, 772 00:41:02,185 --> 00:41:04,105 so I'm thinking that means you've won. Congrats. 773 00:41:04,185 --> 00:41:06,385 -Do we accept or decline? -We accept. 774 00:41:06,465 --> 00:41:09,225 Got it. I'm gonna start looking into dress options. 775 00:41:09,305 --> 00:41:12,265 Ooh. Alexa Chung at London Fashion Week or Blake Lively in anything. 776 00:41:12,345 --> 00:41:15,385 On it. Also, real quick, before I lose the internet, 777 00:41:16,625 --> 00:41:17,505 the juice people. 778 00:41:17,585 --> 00:41:20,465 Look at that. It's like another world. 779 00:41:20,545 --> 00:41:23,625 Oh, my God. The mosquitoes are dickheads out here. 780 00:41:23,705 --> 00:41:28,265 So, Mills, um, I think we should give them a definitive yes or no. 781 00:41:28,745 --> 00:41:30,545 I don't want to leave them dangling. 782 00:41:30,625 --> 00:41:33,385 I don't know. I know the money is… 783 00:41:33,465 --> 00:41:34,745 Borderline offensive. 784 00:41:35,465 --> 00:41:37,745 I hate the product. Thirty-five grams of sugar, I can't. 785 00:41:37,825 --> 00:41:39,625 Mmm. Okay. 786 00:41:39,705 --> 00:41:42,105 But maybe we could start a juice range. 787 00:41:42,185 --> 00:41:43,025 Hmm, no. 788 00:41:43,105 --> 00:41:44,385 That sounds like infrastructure, 789 00:41:44,465 --> 00:41:47,105 and right now, what we need is posts for cash. 790 00:41:47,185 --> 00:41:49,665 Hmm? Posts for cash. Stay focused. 791 00:41:49,745 --> 00:41:51,785 Did you actually look at the link I sent you? 792 00:41:51,865 --> 00:41:52,865 You all right, Mum? 793 00:41:53,985 --> 00:41:55,025 Wow. What a view. 794 00:41:55,105 --> 00:41:57,625 That Belle girl in Melbourne just launched a recipe app, 795 00:41:57,705 --> 00:42:00,785 and I'm not saying we do an app, but yeah, maybe we do an app. 796 00:42:00,865 --> 00:42:02,025 Yeah, I'll read it. 797 00:42:02,105 --> 00:42:04,425 But we should keep talking about the juice thing. 798 00:42:04,505 --> 00:42:06,705 You know, glass bottles could be really special. 799 00:42:06,785 --> 00:42:08,745 [Chanelle] Yeah, or posts for cash. 800 00:42:16,745 --> 00:42:20,825 Girls, I think I might stay in and enjoy the villa tonight. 801 00:42:20,905 --> 00:42:22,745 What? Why? 802 00:42:23,745 --> 00:42:25,385 You'll miss the keynote speaker. 803 00:42:25,865 --> 00:42:29,825 Well, it's just that I've got that little pain again. 804 00:42:29,905 --> 00:42:30,825 What pain? 805 00:42:31,825 --> 00:42:34,105 Well, it's not really pain. I'm just, um… 806 00:42:35,265 --> 00:42:36,545 just a little clogged up. 807 00:42:36,625 --> 00:42:39,385 Oh, no, Tam. Should we get some prunes in you? 808 00:42:39,465 --> 00:42:41,425 -Or maybe a laxative? -She's not taking laxatives. 809 00:42:41,505 --> 00:42:42,985 Yeah, they don't work anyway. 810 00:42:43,065 --> 00:42:44,065 Sorry? 811 00:42:45,665 --> 00:42:48,105 Mum, tell me you didn't. 812 00:42:48,185 --> 00:42:50,545 Oh, it's just laxative chocolate. 813 00:42:50,625 --> 00:42:53,425 It's so bad for you. Why would you do that? 814 00:42:54,505 --> 00:42:56,945 Okay, bathroom. Pants. Off. Now. 815 00:42:57,025 --> 00:42:58,145 This is my department. 816 00:42:58,225 --> 00:42:59,945 Jesus. Milly! 817 00:43:01,985 --> 00:43:03,305 Pants off? 818 00:43:09,265 --> 00:43:11,145 I need to find somewhere to put this. 819 00:43:11,985 --> 00:43:15,385 Honey, I'm fine. Please, just go to the party. 820 00:43:15,465 --> 00:43:17,665 Perfect. Come on. 821 00:43:17,745 --> 00:43:19,825 Lie down. No one's gonna see you out here. 822 00:43:20,865 --> 00:43:23,585 Oh, okay. I'm good. I'll be upstairs. 823 00:43:23,665 --> 00:43:25,865 How long has this been going on? Why didn't you tell me? 824 00:43:25,945 --> 00:43:27,585 'Cause you just boss her around. 825 00:43:27,665 --> 00:43:29,785 Leave your mother alone, you dirty pervert. 826 00:43:30,305 --> 00:43:31,265 [groans] 827 00:43:31,905 --> 00:43:32,785 [sighs] 828 00:43:33,585 --> 00:43:35,465 -[Milla] All good? -[softly] All good. 829 00:43:43,745 --> 00:43:46,145 [Tamara groans in pain] 830 00:43:47,225 --> 00:43:48,465 It shouldn't hurt. 831 00:43:50,825 --> 00:43:53,945 Mum? Mum? Hey! Hey, don't do that. What are you doing? 832 00:43:54,025 --> 00:43:55,385 Hey! Mum? Mum? Mum? 833 00:44:02,345 --> 00:44:03,945 [Chanelle] Uh, I need a doctor. 834 00:44:04,025 --> 00:44:05,705 Ambulance, please. 835 00:44:06,625 --> 00:44:07,825 Villa number eight. 836 00:44:14,505 --> 00:44:15,745 [Chanelle] Hey, Joe. 837 00:44:16,265 --> 00:44:17,105 In here. 838 00:44:18,865 --> 00:44:20,105 Hey, hey, hey. Hey. 839 00:44:20,185 --> 00:44:21,425 -[Tamara] Hey. -Hey. 840 00:44:21,505 --> 00:44:24,745 -Hey. Shh, breathe. I'm okay, my darling. -[Milla] She's okay. 841 00:44:25,465 --> 00:44:26,385 It's okay. 842 00:44:28,465 --> 00:44:30,265 We just got a little stuck. 843 00:44:30,345 --> 00:44:31,665 [sighs] Okay. 844 00:44:31,745 --> 00:44:33,185 -Didn't we? -Yeah. 845 00:44:34,905 --> 00:44:37,425 You see, this is where the lower bowel has been most impacted, 846 00:44:37,505 --> 00:44:39,465 but there's an obstruction here. 847 00:44:44,705 --> 00:44:46,305 We're gonna keep you in overnight. 848 00:44:46,385 --> 00:44:47,345 Keep up the fluids. 849 00:44:47,425 --> 00:44:48,865 We'll have a specialist in tomorrow 850 00:44:48,945 --> 00:44:51,825 to talk about how to navigate the obstruction. Come up with a game plan. 851 00:44:51,905 --> 00:44:52,865 Thank you. 852 00:44:53,545 --> 00:44:55,025 Has the biopsy come back? 853 00:44:55,905 --> 00:44:56,905 Uh, not yet. 854 00:44:57,425 --> 00:44:59,465 Can I ask if it is cancerous? 855 00:44:59,545 --> 00:45:00,945 Let's not get ahead of the biopsy. 856 00:45:01,025 --> 00:45:02,905 Our family has a lot of negative experiences 857 00:45:02,985 --> 00:45:04,225 when it comes to oncologists. 858 00:45:04,305 --> 00:45:06,105 Do you know where this specialist was trained? 859 00:45:06,185 --> 00:45:08,665 -Under what methodology? -[doctor] I'll get that information. 860 00:45:08,745 --> 00:45:11,865 I wanna shift the obstruction naturally before any surgical interference. 861 00:45:12,425 --> 00:45:15,105 I would say that coffee enemas aren't medically recommended. 862 00:45:15,185 --> 00:45:17,465 I saw someone a few months ago with a serious burn. 863 00:45:17,545 --> 00:45:19,265 That would've been performed incorrectly. 864 00:45:19,345 --> 00:45:21,265 There are huge benefits, the immunoboost alone. 865 00:45:21,345 --> 00:45:23,545 [doctor] There's a risk of chronic proctocolitis. 866 00:45:23,625 --> 00:45:25,705 That's constant diarrhea, bleeding in the bowel, 867 00:45:25,785 --> 00:45:27,585 -which can lead to sepsis. -I have five a day. 868 00:45:27,665 --> 00:45:29,585 And that's not been my lived experience at all. 869 00:45:29,665 --> 00:45:31,105 [exhales] 870 00:45:31,185 --> 00:45:33,185 [Milla continues indistinctly] 871 00:45:33,265 --> 00:45:36,585 I would just really like a private consultation… 872 00:45:56,825 --> 00:45:59,425 [inaudible conversation] 873 00:46:04,425 --> 00:46:06,705 We've got three doctors. Top specialists. 874 00:46:06,785 --> 00:46:10,185 They all want to say you can't cure brain cancer with diet. 875 00:46:10,265 --> 00:46:11,945 They're all falling over themselves to say 876 00:46:12,025 --> 00:46:15,425 that the crap she's espousing is dangerous, magical thinking. 877 00:46:15,505 --> 00:46:17,785 -[Toby] Hmm. -I like a bit of magic with my chemo. 878 00:46:17,865 --> 00:46:21,105 Thing is, the doctors can't say she's faking her diagnosis and recovery 879 00:46:21,185 --> 00:46:23,145 without looking at her medical records. 880 00:46:23,225 --> 00:46:25,745 If we could put on pressure for her to produce those records, 881 00:46:25,825 --> 00:46:28,865 then no doctor who looks at them can tell us about her particular case 882 00:46:28,945 --> 00:46:31,065 because of patient-client confidentiality. 883 00:46:31,145 --> 00:46:33,345 -Right. -And you were following her, Luce? 884 00:46:33,425 --> 00:46:35,105 [chuckles softly] She still is. 885 00:46:35,745 --> 00:46:37,265 She has recipes I like. 886 00:46:37,345 --> 00:46:39,665 I don't see why nutrition can't be a part of… 887 00:46:40,865 --> 00:46:44,025 It's all alleged anyway. They don't know she's faking it. 888 00:46:44,105 --> 00:46:46,425 Oh, we do. We just can't write about it. 889 00:46:47,705 --> 00:46:49,385 Anyway… [chuckles] 890 00:46:50,425 --> 00:46:52,425 Do you guys know what kind of birth you wanna have? 891 00:46:52,505 --> 00:46:55,065 -[Toby] Mmm. -Are you going to go public or private? 892 00:46:55,145 --> 00:46:57,665 Yeah, well, some water somewhere, definitely. 893 00:46:57,745 --> 00:47:00,225 -[Toby] Mmm-hmm. -We'd love to have a home birth. 894 00:47:00,305 --> 00:47:02,265 [Toby] Yeah, but that might not be feasible. 895 00:47:02,345 --> 00:47:04,225 We're just gonna keep an open mind, I think. 896 00:47:04,305 --> 00:47:07,265 [Kelly] I really wanna focus on the fourth trimester. You know? 897 00:47:07,345 --> 00:47:11,705 Everyone obsesses over the birth, but that's just one day. 898 00:47:11,785 --> 00:47:13,425 [Toby] Yeah, babies are forever. 899 00:47:13,505 --> 00:47:16,065 -[Kelly] Not like puppies. -[Toby] It's not just Christmas Day. 900 00:47:16,145 --> 00:47:17,345 Gonna eat something? 901 00:47:28,385 --> 00:47:30,385 [sighs] Well, that was fun. 902 00:47:31,905 --> 00:47:33,545 Which part did you enjoy most? 903 00:47:33,625 --> 00:47:34,745 Childcare rebates? 904 00:47:34,825 --> 00:47:36,305 Skin-to-skin parenting. 905 00:47:36,385 --> 00:47:37,345 Sounds sexy. 906 00:47:37,425 --> 00:47:38,985 It's not. [exhales] 907 00:47:43,425 --> 00:47:44,345 I'm sorry. 908 00:47:47,265 --> 00:47:48,105 For what? 909 00:47:56,945 --> 00:47:59,105 Are you thinking we should've put some in the freezer? 910 00:47:59,185 --> 00:48:00,745 I mean, I know you wanted to. 911 00:48:00,825 --> 00:48:03,105 I hadn't really thought about it. 912 00:48:03,865 --> 00:48:05,985 Because if my heart is screwed up, 913 00:48:06,065 --> 00:48:07,865 my eggs are well cooked now. 914 00:48:08,545 --> 00:48:11,425 Not even yellow, just grey and smelly. 915 00:48:12,905 --> 00:48:14,145 We'll get to that later. 916 00:48:14,905 --> 00:48:16,905 Just got to fix up the other bits first. 917 00:48:19,625 --> 00:48:21,185 Let's walk through the gardens. 918 00:48:21,265 --> 00:48:23,425 Can we get the tram, please? 919 00:48:23,505 --> 00:48:26,545 I've got an early start and I'm just shattered. 920 00:48:30,625 --> 00:48:32,065 [Lucy] Europe, and Southeast Asia, 921 00:48:32,145 --> 00:48:34,425 and I actually just came back from three months in India. 922 00:48:34,505 --> 00:48:36,945 I'm planning a trip to South America. 923 00:48:37,025 --> 00:48:38,065 -Really? -Yeah, yeah. 924 00:48:38,145 --> 00:48:43,345 I want to get an old Ducati and just ride through the whole country. 925 00:48:43,425 --> 00:48:45,705 -Amazing. -I'm going to have to save up a bit. 926 00:48:45,785 --> 00:48:47,185 What do you wanna see there? 927 00:48:47,265 --> 00:48:49,545 [Justin] Um, I mostly just want to… 928 00:49:00,705 --> 00:49:02,505 I wanna do the South America trip. 929 00:49:04,105 --> 00:49:06,345 That's a good idea. We should book it in. 930 00:49:07,025 --> 00:49:07,865 Yeah? 931 00:49:08,465 --> 00:49:09,345 Yeah. 932 00:49:10,625 --> 00:49:12,745 Let's find some time after the next round? 933 00:49:12,825 --> 00:49:13,905 Great. 934 00:49:14,625 --> 00:49:17,265 Except that the next round might knock off yet another artery 935 00:49:17,345 --> 00:49:19,345 and then I'd have to get that fixed. 936 00:49:19,425 --> 00:49:20,985 I don't know why you're mad at me. 937 00:49:21,065 --> 00:49:22,145 Because… 938 00:49:23,225 --> 00:49:25,825 It's just too predictable. 939 00:49:26,665 --> 00:49:30,145 You running around and fussing about a story. 940 00:49:30,225 --> 00:49:32,665 -I have to investigate her. -Fixating on that 'cause… 941 00:49:32,745 --> 00:49:34,305 -It's my job. -No, you don't. 942 00:49:35,265 --> 00:49:36,825 What do you want me to do? 943 00:49:36,905 --> 00:49:37,785 Pack a bag. 944 00:49:38,985 --> 00:49:39,985 Right, okay. 945 00:49:41,865 --> 00:49:42,745 I'm done. 946 00:49:44,225 --> 00:49:46,545 I don't wanna be messed around by more doctors. 947 00:49:46,625 --> 00:49:47,785 You've made that clear. 948 00:49:47,865 --> 00:49:51,265 You're really lucky to have access to first world medical treatment. 949 00:49:51,345 --> 00:49:52,585 Don't you dare lecture me! 950 00:49:56,545 --> 00:49:59,625 I don't really wanna wait around for you to finish work, okay? 951 00:50:00,185 --> 00:50:01,305 I don't have time. 952 00:50:01,825 --> 00:50:04,425 Sit in the chair, put that shit in your arm. 953 00:50:04,505 --> 00:50:05,785 "Be a good girl, Lucy." 954 00:50:05,865 --> 00:50:07,945 Okay, so, um, Machu Picchu? 955 00:50:08,025 --> 00:50:09,265 That sounds fun. 956 00:50:09,345 --> 00:50:11,625 Yeah, maybe drink some Pisco Sours, 957 00:50:11,705 --> 00:50:14,185 find a cure to breast cancer in a fucking mud hut in Patagonia. 958 00:50:14,265 --> 00:50:15,305 Maybe! 959 00:50:15,385 --> 00:50:18,105 There's a place in Peru, it helps people accept… 960 00:50:18,185 --> 00:50:19,545 -Accept what? -I don't know. 961 00:50:19,625 --> 00:50:21,225 -Yeah, great. -[scoffs] 962 00:50:21,305 --> 00:50:23,265 I also want to float down the Amazon. 963 00:50:23,785 --> 00:50:24,945 See pink dolphins. 964 00:50:25,025 --> 00:50:28,345 All the while, getting sicker every minute that you're not getting treated. 965 00:50:28,425 --> 00:50:29,545 Okay, look. 966 00:50:30,665 --> 00:50:32,745 I know it's inconvenient, okay? 967 00:50:32,825 --> 00:50:35,625 I know it is fucking fucked, all right? 968 00:50:35,705 --> 00:50:39,465 But if we do this, if we just try, okay? 969 00:50:40,105 --> 00:50:43,665 I'm so sorry, that this is so scary for you. 970 00:50:43,745 --> 00:50:45,305 [sighs] 971 00:50:45,385 --> 00:50:46,625 But I have tried. 972 00:50:48,505 --> 00:50:49,465 It hasn't worked. 973 00:50:49,545 --> 00:50:51,825 The treatment is not finished, Lucy. 974 00:50:51,905 --> 00:50:53,185 We are not finished. 975 00:50:53,905 --> 00:50:56,625 And you don't get to walk away because it's too hard. 976 00:50:57,825 --> 00:50:59,345 I'm sorry, all right? 977 00:50:59,425 --> 00:51:02,185 I'm not being unreasonable, but I don't want you to die. 978 00:51:03,185 --> 00:51:05,185 I think it's a pretty normal reaction. 979 00:51:05,265 --> 00:51:06,745 I don't want you to die. 980 00:51:08,945 --> 00:51:10,225 That's not about me. 981 00:51:12,025 --> 00:51:13,305 That's about you. 982 00:51:15,625 --> 00:51:16,905 Don't you see that? 983 00:51:21,985 --> 00:51:23,065 [chuckles softly] 984 00:51:56,025 --> 00:51:57,505 -You're good. -Thank you. 985 00:51:58,785 --> 00:52:00,625 [Belle] I love it, Jules. 986 00:52:00,705 --> 00:52:02,665 How did you know? I'm obsessed. 987 00:52:03,905 --> 00:52:05,665 Oh, I know, me too. 988 00:52:05,745 --> 00:52:07,465 I wish you could be here. 989 00:52:09,825 --> 00:52:12,425 -It's not… -Fairy princess? 990 00:52:12,505 --> 00:52:14,345 No. Powerful. 991 00:52:14,425 --> 00:52:17,265 Oh, also, it is on loan, so be careful. 992 00:52:17,345 --> 00:52:19,345 -[Milla] I look big. -No, shh. 993 00:52:19,425 --> 00:52:20,305 [Chanelle] Hmm. 994 00:52:21,545 --> 00:52:22,425 I like it. 995 00:52:24,025 --> 00:52:24,985 Gotta go. 996 00:52:25,945 --> 00:52:27,865 [Clive] Quick night-night for Mama. 997 00:52:27,945 --> 00:52:29,785 -[Belle] Hi, baby. -[boy] Hi. 998 00:52:31,025 --> 00:52:33,305 -What do you think? -You look like a princess! 999 00:52:33,385 --> 00:52:35,985 -[Belle chuckles] -Yeah! Are there gonna be cameras? 1000 00:52:39,825 --> 00:52:41,185 Lots of cameras. 1001 00:52:44,945 --> 00:52:47,345 [female host] Milla Blake, Green Stone Healing. 1002 00:52:48,345 --> 00:52:51,185 Margaux Ferguson, The Steminist Collective. 1003 00:52:52,345 --> 00:52:54,825 Belle Gibson, The Whole Pantry. 1004 00:52:54,905 --> 00:52:59,385 And the winner of the inaugural 2013 Cosmopolitan 1005 00:52:59,465 --> 00:53:02,705 Fun and Fearless Women in Business Award 1006 00:53:02,785 --> 00:53:06,625 is Belle Gibson, CEO of The Whole Pantry. 1007 00:53:06,705 --> 00:53:08,465 [crowd cheering] 1008 00:53:08,545 --> 00:53:10,865 ["Brave" by Sara Bareilles on speakers playing] 1009 00:53:10,945 --> 00:53:13,225 ♪ And let the words fall out ♪ 1010 00:53:13,305 --> 00:53:18,185 ♪ Honestly I wanna see you be brave… ♪ 1011 00:53:18,265 --> 00:53:19,665 Do you want me to trip her? 1012 00:53:20,425 --> 00:53:23,625 ♪ And let the words fall out ♪ 1013 00:53:23,705 --> 00:53:25,785 ♪ Honestly I wanna see… ♪ 1014 00:53:25,865 --> 00:53:27,185 [Belle] Ah! 1015 00:53:28,385 --> 00:53:30,025 Oh! [giggles] 1016 00:53:30,105 --> 00:53:31,465 Fun and fearless? 1017 00:53:32,305 --> 00:53:33,705 I'll take it. 1018 00:53:37,105 --> 00:53:40,345 It's been a rocky few years being a person in the world. 1019 00:53:41,505 --> 00:53:43,345 I think a lot of you know 1020 00:53:43,425 --> 00:53:47,145 I was diagnosed with terminal brain cancer three years ago. 1021 00:53:47,705 --> 00:53:48,745 I've met her. 1022 00:53:53,705 --> 00:53:54,945 What you don't know 1023 00:53:55,545 --> 00:53:58,185 because as a culture we don't talk about it… 1024 00:54:00,905 --> 00:54:02,225 a little while ago 1025 00:54:03,025 --> 00:54:06,585 I lost a baby at almost 24 weeks. 1026 00:54:09,825 --> 00:54:12,945 [Julie] I lost one child and I threw myself into another. 1027 00:54:15,385 --> 00:54:19,625 From the depths of pain… comes a blessing. 1028 00:54:23,865 --> 00:54:27,545 I lost a baby and poured myself into another. 1029 00:54:33,145 --> 00:54:35,225 The Whole Pantry was born… 1030 00:54:38,185 --> 00:54:40,465 [Belle] …out of a place of unimaginable grief. 1031 00:54:40,545 --> 00:54:42,185 Out of a place of… [cries] 1032 00:54:44,265 --> 00:54:46,545 unimaginable grief… [sniffles] 1033 00:54:49,945 --> 00:54:51,025 but also… 1034 00:54:54,145 --> 00:54:55,465 out of love. 1035 00:54:58,905 --> 00:55:01,385 Out of a place of unimaginable grief… 1036 00:55:05,305 --> 00:55:06,425 but also… 1037 00:55:08,505 --> 00:55:09,665 out of love. 1038 00:55:13,505 --> 00:55:16,225 It's love that powers me, 1039 00:55:18,185 --> 00:55:22,185 transforms me, sustains me, all of us. 1040 00:55:23,585 --> 00:55:25,905 If we're brave enough to let it. 1041 00:55:25,985 --> 00:55:27,985 [crowd cheering] 1042 00:55:29,945 --> 00:55:31,545 [upbeat music playing] 1043 00:55:34,985 --> 00:55:35,905 [chuckles] 1044 00:55:40,745 --> 00:55:43,225 [Milla] You came up to me at my event in Brisbane? 1045 00:55:43,305 --> 00:55:46,225 Right. Yeah, that's right. I think just briefly. 1046 00:55:46,945 --> 00:55:48,385 And the app? 1047 00:55:48,465 --> 00:55:51,385 How did you even think of it? It's such an incredible idea. 1048 00:55:51,465 --> 00:55:54,025 Oh, you know, just thinking about what people need. 1049 00:55:54,105 --> 00:55:55,465 Has Apple been in touch? 1050 00:55:56,145 --> 00:55:57,905 I just, I heard a rumor. 1051 00:55:57,985 --> 00:55:59,345 -Shit. Really? -Congratulations. 1052 00:55:59,425 --> 00:56:00,665 Oh, thanks so much. 1053 00:56:00,745 --> 00:56:03,105 We've just started talking. It's a long process. 1054 00:56:03,185 --> 00:56:05,225 -Yeah. -I have to get your book. 1055 00:56:05,305 --> 00:56:08,905 I… I keep going into bookstores but I can never find it. 1056 00:56:08,985 --> 00:56:10,505 Yeah, it sold out really fast. 1057 00:56:11,345 --> 00:56:13,345 I ended up signing with Julie. 1058 00:56:14,185 --> 00:56:15,625 -Gibbs? -Yeah. 1059 00:56:15,705 --> 00:56:18,585 -She's at Penguin. -Wow. I mean, she's the best. Congrats. 1060 00:56:18,665 --> 00:56:20,505 I didn't know there was an advance. 1061 00:56:20,585 --> 00:56:21,865 I'd write it for free. 1062 00:56:21,945 --> 00:56:23,465 I feel so grateful. 1063 00:56:24,065 --> 00:56:25,185 Me too. 1064 00:56:25,265 --> 00:56:26,345 So grateful. 1065 00:56:27,665 --> 00:56:29,705 -I'm gonna call it. Gotta juice. -Hmm? 1066 00:56:29,785 --> 00:56:32,505 Ah, I tried Hirsch. Couldn't stick. 1067 00:56:33,025 --> 00:56:34,225 It's a commitment. 1068 00:56:34,785 --> 00:56:36,025 The enemas. 1069 00:56:36,105 --> 00:56:37,745 I mean, you don't smell at all. 1070 00:56:39,305 --> 00:56:40,465 No, you smell amazing. 1071 00:56:40,545 --> 00:56:42,505 I just reeked all the time. 1072 00:56:42,585 --> 00:56:44,305 [Chanelle chuckles] 1073 00:56:46,145 --> 00:56:48,865 -Okay, I'm calling a cab. -Um, hold on. I just, um… 1074 00:56:48,945 --> 00:56:52,265 Sorry, I feel like I should maybe stay and schmooze the Cosmo peeps 1075 00:56:52,345 --> 00:56:54,065 about the profile they want to do on you. 1076 00:56:54,145 --> 00:56:56,585 Please stay. I don't know any of these people. 1077 00:56:56,665 --> 00:56:58,465 -Sorry, I… -You should have a big night. 1078 00:56:58,545 --> 00:57:01,265 -No, actually… -Have a big night. I'm being boring. 1079 00:57:01,345 --> 00:57:03,065 -Are you sure? -It's fine. 1080 00:57:03,145 --> 00:57:04,265 -[Chanelle] Okay. -Bye. 1081 00:57:05,025 --> 00:57:06,225 Okay. Just… 1082 00:57:07,385 --> 00:57:08,265 Is she okay? 1083 00:57:08,825 --> 00:57:11,105 Oh, yeah. No, no. She's fine. 1084 00:57:12,465 --> 00:57:14,305 Like, it's not a secret or anything. 1085 00:57:14,385 --> 00:57:16,985 Her mum just got diagnosed with bowel cancer, 1086 00:57:17,065 --> 00:57:18,865 so like, she's gonna be fine. 1087 00:57:19,785 --> 00:57:21,385 But they're just really close. 1088 00:57:23,545 --> 00:57:24,745 Fucking cancer. 1089 00:57:25,545 --> 00:57:26,545 What a bitch. 1090 00:57:27,505 --> 00:57:29,945 ["Endless Summer" by The Jezabels playing] 1091 00:57:30,025 --> 00:57:34,545 ♪ Black cinder till the end ♪ 1092 00:57:34,625 --> 00:57:36,025 ♪ You came home ♪ 1093 00:57:37,945 --> 00:57:40,825 ♪ For the endless summer ♪ 1094 00:57:40,905 --> 00:57:42,545 ♪ Watch me go ♪ 1095 00:57:44,345 --> 00:57:46,665 ♪ Paint a different color… ♪ 1096 00:57:46,745 --> 00:57:48,745 [intense music playing] 1097 00:58:30,225 --> 00:58:31,985 [Lenny] I never saw a fucking cent. 1098 00:58:33,065 --> 00:58:36,945 She says that the brain cancer makes her forget things. 1099 00:58:37,025 --> 00:58:38,265 Yeah, it pissed me off. 1100 00:58:38,345 --> 00:58:39,505 It pissed me off. 1101 00:58:39,585 --> 00:58:42,185 I kept turning the whole thing over and over in my head. 1102 00:58:42,265 --> 00:58:43,905 It was eating away at me. 1103 00:58:43,985 --> 00:58:45,225 And then… 1104 00:58:48,265 --> 00:58:49,465 Bang. 1105 00:58:49,545 --> 00:58:51,025 You a Melbourne boy, Lenny? 1106 00:58:52,465 --> 00:58:53,825 Nah, Brisbane. 1107 00:58:54,425 --> 00:58:57,345 [Lenny] We fucking met, like, ten years prior. 1108 00:58:59,665 --> 00:59:00,665 Lenny! 1109 00:59:01,425 --> 00:59:04,385 -[Belle] Take a picture of me! -[Lenny] Hooked up once, briefly. 1110 00:59:04,465 --> 00:59:05,825 I don't… Foggy. 1111 00:59:06,585 --> 00:59:07,905 No, just a kiss. 1112 00:59:08,385 --> 00:59:10,545 Nothing untoward. Totally respectful. 1113 00:59:10,625 --> 00:59:11,585 Ugh! 1114 00:59:11,665 --> 00:59:14,265 Yo! It's tampon fingers! 1115 00:59:14,345 --> 00:59:17,105 What the fuck? This bitch is ragging! 1116 00:59:17,185 --> 00:59:19,705 [boys shouting indistinctly] 1117 00:59:19,785 --> 00:59:23,345 [Belle] Um, so, I just woke up out of a coma-like thing. 1118 00:59:23,425 --> 00:59:26,025 The doctor told me I went into full cardiac arrest 1119 00:59:26,105 --> 00:59:28,665 and died for just under three minutes. 1120 00:59:29,465 --> 00:59:32,145 Turns out, I have fluid in my pericardium, 1121 00:59:32,225 --> 00:59:34,105 which is the sac around my heart. 1122 00:59:34,185 --> 00:59:36,865 Need to get a new valve or it'll stop pumping forever. 1123 00:59:36,945 --> 00:59:39,105 Got the most hectic bruising from the paddles 1124 00:59:39,185 --> 00:59:41,425 when they electrocuted me back to consciousness. 1125 00:59:42,025 --> 00:59:44,105 Hey, does anyone know her name? 1126 00:59:44,185 --> 00:59:46,065 -[boy] Tampon Fingers. -[Belle] It's all right. 1127 00:59:46,145 --> 00:59:47,465 I'm not in the ICU anymore. 1128 00:59:47,545 --> 00:59:49,385 They're letting me roll about in my wheelchair 1129 00:59:49,465 --> 00:59:51,145 and I'm off my head on fucking morphine. 1130 00:59:51,225 --> 00:59:54,705 [girl 1] Weren't you pregnant last week? Oh, no. Leukemia. Lols. 1131 00:59:54,785 --> 00:59:56,945 [boy 1] Someone call the whambulance. Faker. 1132 00:59:57,025 --> 00:59:58,345 [girl 2] Hope you're okay. 1133 00:59:58,425 --> 01:00:00,105 Oh, my God. 1134 01:00:01,465 --> 01:00:03,425 Why would she… 1135 01:00:03,505 --> 01:00:04,425 I don't know. 1136 01:00:04,505 --> 01:00:07,345 But that's a pretty big fucking coincidence, right? 1137 01:00:07,425 --> 01:00:09,505 You said earlier the cancer part tracked. 1138 01:00:09,585 --> 01:00:10,625 Hmm. 1139 01:00:10,705 --> 01:00:12,265 What made you think that? 1140 01:00:13,025 --> 01:00:14,985 My mum works in nursing homes. 1141 01:00:15,665 --> 01:00:18,545 These homes, they have this smell. 1142 01:00:20,105 --> 01:00:22,745 This death smell, like a rotting. 1143 01:00:22,825 --> 01:00:23,905 Belle has that smell? 1144 01:00:23,985 --> 01:00:25,345 Oh, yeah, big time. 1145 01:00:25,865 --> 01:00:27,145 Big time. 1146 01:00:27,225 --> 01:00:30,465 Yeah, I mean I've thought about this a whole lot, okay? 1147 01:00:31,025 --> 01:00:32,105 We're all gonna die. 1148 01:00:34,585 --> 01:00:37,745 Yeah? But you and I, most people, 1149 01:00:38,425 --> 01:00:39,505 that's too big. 1150 01:00:40,305 --> 01:00:42,705 We can't hold that concept in our heads. 1151 01:00:42,785 --> 01:00:46,465 We gotta run away from it, we gotta numb it, gotta distract. 1152 01:00:47,265 --> 01:00:49,705 But the people who are really sick, 1153 01:00:49,785 --> 01:00:51,345 who know they're dying, 1154 01:00:52,305 --> 01:00:55,545 who open their eyes and try to face it, mate… 1155 01:00:56,625 --> 01:00:58,625 they are up at the sun. 1156 01:00:58,705 --> 01:01:00,385 They're looking up, looking down, 1157 01:01:00,465 --> 01:01:02,865 they're trying to get in peace before they say night-night. 1158 01:01:04,665 --> 01:01:07,505 Either that, or they're rats in a cage. 1159 01:01:08,905 --> 01:01:09,785 Cornered. 1160 01:01:10,785 --> 01:01:12,185 Shitting themselves. 1161 01:01:14,745 --> 01:01:17,025 They know they're very fucking unwell. 1162 01:01:17,105 --> 01:01:18,505 They know they're dying. 1163 01:01:21,865 --> 01:01:22,745 That's Belle. 1164 01:01:27,505 --> 01:01:29,665 It's just scary, to be honest, 1165 01:01:29,745 --> 01:01:33,385 because you doubt the crux of all the things that make up who you are. 1166 01:01:34,465 --> 01:01:36,545 You know, I'm… I'm blonde, 1167 01:01:37,465 --> 01:01:39,145 and I have brown eyes, 1168 01:01:40,625 --> 01:01:41,905 and I've got cancer. 1169 01:01:42,625 --> 01:01:45,225 When you take away some of those high-level things, 1170 01:01:46,665 --> 01:01:48,465 it's daunting. 1171 01:01:49,465 --> 01:01:51,865 I… I don't want sympathy. 1172 01:01:53,225 --> 01:01:54,905 I want people to say… 1173 01:01:55,825 --> 01:01:58,505 "Okay, she's human." 1174 01:01:59,585 --> 01:02:01,025 "She's had a big life." 1175 01:02:02,105 --> 01:02:03,425 "Not an easy life." 1176 01:02:04,185 --> 01:02:08,265 Yes, well, we've spoken to your mum and dad about some of that. 1177 01:02:16,945 --> 01:02:17,785 Andrew? 1178 01:02:18,545 --> 01:02:20,945 He's not my dad. She met him like five years ago. 1179 01:02:21,025 --> 01:02:23,265 Will you be including this in your article? 1180 01:02:23,345 --> 01:02:24,825 Anais, this is a curveball. 1181 01:02:24,905 --> 01:02:27,305 We need all sides for a complete picture. 1182 01:02:28,265 --> 01:02:29,465 What did she say? 1183 01:02:30,225 --> 01:02:31,785 What did she tell you about me? 1184 01:02:31,865 --> 01:02:34,545 Because she's a compulsive liar and a fantasist. 1185 01:02:34,625 --> 01:02:36,425 You can't print her toxic bullshit. 1186 01:02:36,505 --> 01:02:40,545 You're meant to be a credible magazine that no one even reads. 1187 01:02:40,625 --> 01:02:42,865 You know that? No one reads you. 1188 01:02:44,065 --> 01:02:45,865 Your work is irrelevant. 1189 01:02:46,585 --> 01:02:48,705 Magazines are irrelevant. 1190 01:02:48,785 --> 01:02:51,265 Dead. 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