1 00:00:06,625 --> 00:00:09,105 I actually have to keep working and making money. 2 00:00:09,185 --> 00:00:11,065 Or we're fucked, Clive. Fucked! 3 00:00:11,585 --> 00:00:13,865 Belle. Belle Gibson. 4 00:00:13,945 --> 00:00:15,505 She wants me to help professionally. 5 00:00:15,585 --> 00:00:17,825 [Milla] Of course. She's competitive with me. 6 00:00:17,905 --> 00:00:21,785 She's got her app on people's wrists in like Vietnam and Morocco… 7 00:00:22,505 --> 00:00:23,745 and Peru. 8 00:00:23,825 --> 00:00:25,705 And what are you doing? 9 00:00:25,785 --> 00:00:27,385 Just sitting here. 10 00:00:27,465 --> 00:00:29,625 My business and I often raise money for charities. 11 00:00:29,705 --> 00:00:33,145 Maybe the boys would like a play date, let's talk about what'll be possible. 12 00:00:33,225 --> 00:00:34,425 [Joe] She will kill you. 13 00:00:34,505 --> 00:00:38,145 If you go down this path, this will kill you. 14 00:00:38,225 --> 00:00:40,465 Have you ever heard of black salve? 15 00:00:40,545 --> 00:00:42,145 [Milla] Don't shush me! 16 00:00:42,225 --> 00:00:45,265 They fucking poisoned me, are you okay with that? 17 00:00:45,345 --> 00:00:48,665 Dad thinks I should leave you. They wonder if you do have cancer. 18 00:00:49,225 --> 00:00:51,265 Why would they wonder that, Clive? 19 00:00:51,345 --> 00:00:54,265 You can't fuck up my relationship with my child 20 00:00:54,345 --> 00:00:56,865 and then swan back in with your parents' bullshit. 21 00:00:56,945 --> 00:00:59,865 Mum, Mum. Can someone help me, please! 22 00:00:59,945 --> 00:01:00,865 [Belle's son] Mumma! 23 00:01:00,945 --> 00:01:02,505 [Clive] It's all right, mate. 24 00:01:02,585 --> 00:01:04,945 -She just had a bit of a fall. -[Belle's son] Mum! 25 00:01:19,425 --> 00:01:21,865 [Natalie] Women, especially mothers. 26 00:01:21,945 --> 00:01:25,585 We have to be everything to everyone, all at once. 27 00:01:26,585 --> 00:01:29,825 I've practically worked myself into an early grave 28 00:01:29,905 --> 00:01:32,145 to give that girl everything she wanted. 29 00:01:32,865 --> 00:01:35,265 If she lost her favorite teddy bear, 30 00:01:35,345 --> 00:01:38,425 would you believe we'd go as far as Toowoomba? 31 00:01:38,505 --> 00:01:40,705 Her father, my husband Andy and I, 32 00:01:40,785 --> 00:01:44,705 we would drive all the way back to Toowoomba 33 00:01:44,785 --> 00:01:48,985 to the same baby shop to get the same teddy bear. 34 00:01:49,545 --> 00:01:51,025 That's how much we loved her. 35 00:01:51,505 --> 00:01:52,385 Hek! 36 00:01:52,465 --> 00:01:53,425 Who's that? 37 00:01:54,265 --> 00:01:56,025 It's a client, I didn't invite her. 38 00:01:56,105 --> 00:01:59,265 Did you see it? She did the interview. This is fucking bullshit! 39 00:02:00,265 --> 00:02:04,585 She's just a silly girl who's always had ideas above her station, 40 00:02:04,665 --> 00:02:08,545 living beyond her means and addicted to that computer. 41 00:02:08,625 --> 00:02:11,945 I told her, that world is not real. 42 00:02:13,144 --> 00:02:15,545 -It's not healthy. [exhales] -[camera shutter clicks] 43 00:02:15,625 --> 00:02:17,105 You were meant to protect me! 44 00:02:17,185 --> 00:02:18,985 -Were you trying to fuck me?! -What? 45 00:02:19,065 --> 00:02:22,425 I'm calling 60 Minutes, okay? You won't be getting the commission. 46 00:02:22,505 --> 00:02:24,265 -Don't touch me! -It's a children's party! 47 00:02:24,345 --> 00:02:25,705 -[Hek] I got it. -Is this your ex? 48 00:02:25,785 --> 00:02:28,545 He needs professional help with serious substance abuse. 49 00:02:28,625 --> 00:02:30,465 -[Hek] Go home, Belle. -You go home. 50 00:02:31,945 --> 00:02:34,145 I hope you sort out your own shit, okay? 51 00:02:36,545 --> 00:02:37,425 We are done! 52 00:02:39,625 --> 00:02:40,625 No commission. 53 00:02:42,625 --> 00:02:43,945 No problem, baby. 54 00:02:45,625 --> 00:02:46,905 Light and love! 55 00:02:47,985 --> 00:02:49,225 Light and love! 56 00:02:49,825 --> 00:02:53,185 I can't begin to tell you how embarrassed we are 57 00:02:53,265 --> 00:02:54,905 by what that girl has done. 58 00:02:54,985 --> 00:02:58,465 And for all the poor people who she has deceived. 59 00:02:58,545 --> 00:03:01,625 For the small part that we have played in her life, 60 00:03:02,345 --> 00:03:06,065 I am deeply and profoundly sorry. 61 00:03:06,145 --> 00:03:07,465 [camera shutter clicks] 62 00:03:07,545 --> 00:03:08,425 How was that? 63 00:03:08,905 --> 00:03:09,905 [Anais] Uh, good. 64 00:03:09,985 --> 00:03:12,385 -You get everything? -Yeah. Mmm-hmm. 65 00:03:13,305 --> 00:03:16,305 Uh, we did have a call from the hotel. 66 00:03:16,985 --> 00:03:19,105 Oh, did I forget something? 67 00:03:20,345 --> 00:03:23,665 They had a question about the minibar bill 68 00:03:23,745 --> 00:03:25,545 and the room service charges. 69 00:03:25,625 --> 00:03:26,465 Oh. 70 00:03:27,545 --> 00:03:29,185 [camera shutter clicking] 71 00:03:29,865 --> 00:03:32,985 You did say to order dinner and breakfast. 72 00:03:38,865 --> 00:03:40,665 Is that our pantsuit? 73 00:03:41,145 --> 00:03:42,025 Yeah. 74 00:03:43,145 --> 00:03:45,385 [Anais] Is she gonna put it back on the rack? 75 00:03:46,665 --> 00:03:48,425 No. Okay. 76 00:03:48,985 --> 00:03:51,385 This is not a true story. 77 00:03:51,465 --> 00:03:52,665 Full disclaimer. 78 00:03:53,185 --> 00:03:56,665 And Belle Gibson has not been paid a cent for it. 79 00:03:57,985 --> 00:03:59,545 Neither have I for that matter. 80 00:04:00,065 --> 00:04:01,585 Not that it's about the money. 81 00:04:02,305 --> 00:04:04,585 That lot in there, the magazine people. 82 00:04:04,665 --> 00:04:06,145 They offered me two grand. 83 00:04:06,705 --> 00:04:08,065 Two grand. 84 00:04:08,145 --> 00:04:09,465 And I said, 85 00:04:09,545 --> 00:04:13,425 "You are a multi-billion dollar company." 86 00:04:14,345 --> 00:04:17,945 "And I will not sell out my daughter for any price." 87 00:04:18,025 --> 00:04:18,985 "Thank you." 88 00:04:19,065 --> 00:04:20,385 That is motherhood. 89 00:04:21,145 --> 00:04:23,184 Terrible. Wonderful. 90 00:04:23,665 --> 00:04:26,105 Thankless. Rewarding. 91 00:04:27,265 --> 00:04:28,345 End of the day… 92 00:04:30,425 --> 00:04:31,905 I love my daughter. 93 00:04:32,825 --> 00:04:33,785 Simple as that. 94 00:04:45,585 --> 00:04:46,825 [shatters] 95 00:04:47,385 --> 00:04:48,265 [thuds] 96 00:04:48,345 --> 00:04:53,905 [Chanelle] It looked real and it went on and on for 40 minutes. 97 00:05:04,225 --> 00:05:06,545 -[Justin] I've been thinking about Clive. -[Chanelle] Hmm. 98 00:05:07,665 --> 00:05:09,225 What's he get out of this? 99 00:05:09,305 --> 00:05:12,225 Dude, money. Bags and bags of money. 100 00:05:13,145 --> 00:05:14,625 [Justin] You think that's it? 101 00:05:14,705 --> 00:05:17,265 [Chanelle] Kinda hard to get a proper handle on him. 102 00:05:18,185 --> 00:05:20,945 Kicked puppy? Stockholm syndrome? 103 00:05:21,025 --> 00:05:22,545 He's not not complicit. 104 00:05:22,625 --> 00:05:24,025 You think he'd talk to me? 105 00:05:24,545 --> 00:05:26,905 Even off the record, could be all that's needed. 106 00:05:26,985 --> 00:05:28,345 Uh, I doubt it. 107 00:05:29,265 --> 00:05:31,025 I mean, he's a bit… I don't know. 108 00:05:31,105 --> 00:05:33,065 Although, you do get a sense… 109 00:05:33,145 --> 00:05:35,625 Motherfucking cunt bitch! 110 00:05:35,705 --> 00:05:37,505 Cunt bitch! Motherfuck-- 111 00:05:40,545 --> 00:05:41,865 Actually, I don't know. 112 00:05:46,465 --> 00:05:47,625 [Clive] Belle. 113 00:05:47,705 --> 00:05:48,785 Belle. 114 00:05:49,345 --> 00:05:50,425 Shh. 115 00:05:50,505 --> 00:05:51,905 Come on, get dressed. 116 00:05:52,705 --> 00:05:54,265 [sighs] I'm sick. 117 00:05:54,345 --> 00:05:56,345 Yeah, so we're going to the hospital. 118 00:05:56,425 --> 00:05:58,705 You want your trackies or your jeans? 119 00:05:59,505 --> 00:06:00,945 [phone dings] 120 00:06:20,465 --> 00:06:21,385 Hey. 121 00:06:21,465 --> 00:06:23,145 Hey, Mills. Um… 122 00:06:24,945 --> 00:06:26,825 I… I just heard. Um… 123 00:06:27,545 --> 00:06:29,945 I don't really know what to say. Um… 124 00:06:30,705 --> 00:06:32,705 I'm… I'm here, you can call me. 125 00:06:32,785 --> 00:06:34,785 Call me whenever you need. I'm… 126 00:06:35,385 --> 00:06:36,665 I'm so sorry. 127 00:06:37,425 --> 00:06:38,345 I love you. 128 00:06:41,505 --> 00:06:42,625 Chanelle? 129 00:06:43,825 --> 00:06:46,945 Clive's making me go to hospital. Will you be here when I'm back? Sleepover? 130 00:06:47,025 --> 00:06:47,985 Um… 131 00:06:50,025 --> 00:06:51,785 Millie's mum just died. 132 00:07:01,185 --> 00:07:02,225 When? 133 00:07:02,745 --> 00:07:04,945 [cries] I don't know. I don't… [sniffles] 134 00:07:06,065 --> 00:07:08,265 They were on their way to Mexico and um… 135 00:07:09,065 --> 00:07:10,385 I just don't, um… 136 00:07:12,865 --> 00:07:14,465 I don't really know. [sniffles] 137 00:07:14,545 --> 00:07:16,665 Are you going up there to see her? 138 00:07:16,745 --> 00:07:17,585 [Chanelle] Yeah. 139 00:07:17,665 --> 00:07:19,385 She used to drive me to school. 140 00:07:20,265 --> 00:07:23,385 I was there all the time. I grew up there, you know. [sniffles] 141 00:07:24,625 --> 00:07:27,145 You totally should go, don't worry. 142 00:07:28,265 --> 00:07:29,825 We can do a lot of prep on email. 143 00:07:32,425 --> 00:07:33,265 Oh… 144 00:07:34,105 --> 00:07:35,185 Poor Milla. 145 00:07:36,385 --> 00:07:37,625 Yeah. [sniffles] 146 00:07:38,905 --> 00:07:40,625 Yeah, poor Milla. 147 00:07:55,745 --> 00:07:57,185 [siren wails] 148 00:08:11,465 --> 00:08:12,505 Come on. 149 00:08:13,065 --> 00:08:15,185 Wait, I just need to send flowers to Mill… 150 00:08:17,625 --> 00:08:18,745 What are you doing? 151 00:08:20,025 --> 00:08:21,545 You're acting like a crazy person. 152 00:08:21,625 --> 00:08:23,865 You had a seizure, you need to see a doctor. 153 00:08:27,345 --> 00:08:29,225 -[Belle scoffs] -[unfastens seat belt] 154 00:08:29,305 --> 00:08:30,465 Can you not? 155 00:08:31,745 --> 00:08:33,785 That little boy was terrified. 156 00:08:33,865 --> 00:08:35,905 -He was shaking in my arms. -[scoffs] 157 00:08:35,985 --> 00:08:37,664 I'm sorry that I collapsed. 158 00:08:38,225 --> 00:08:40,105 -Okay. -You think I'm a bad mum. 159 00:08:41,065 --> 00:08:43,385 -Like Natalie. -No, I think you need help. 160 00:08:48,305 --> 00:08:50,465 Give me my phone. Clive, give me… 161 00:08:53,905 --> 00:08:54,785 [Belle scoffs] 162 00:08:54,865 --> 00:08:56,305 This is about your parents. 163 00:08:56,945 --> 00:08:59,825 Every time you go back to Adelaide, they get in your head. 164 00:09:01,945 --> 00:09:02,865 You're in my head. 165 00:09:04,905 --> 00:09:05,945 You are. 166 00:09:06,025 --> 00:09:07,105 In here. 167 00:09:07,185 --> 00:09:08,625 All the fucking time. 168 00:09:09,785 --> 00:09:10,785 [Belle's son groans] 169 00:09:13,705 --> 00:09:16,265 It's all right, mate. Hey? It's okay. 170 00:09:22,665 --> 00:09:24,025 If you don't go in there, 171 00:09:24,585 --> 00:09:25,465 that's it. 172 00:09:26,065 --> 00:09:26,945 I'm done. 173 00:09:38,745 --> 00:09:40,785 We have such a beautiful family. 174 00:09:42,785 --> 00:09:44,425 You guys have such a bond. 175 00:09:46,065 --> 00:09:49,585 You're like soulmates. It would break his heart if you left. 176 00:09:51,105 --> 00:09:53,905 Kids go between households all the time. 177 00:09:54,465 --> 00:09:55,345 They adjust. 178 00:09:57,345 --> 00:09:58,945 What, like shared custody? 179 00:10:00,705 --> 00:10:02,105 You, me, Nathan? 180 00:10:05,105 --> 00:10:07,305 How would that even work? Huh? 181 00:10:09,665 --> 00:10:11,465 You're not on his birth certificate. 182 00:10:12,625 --> 00:10:14,065 You don't have any rights. 183 00:10:17,905 --> 00:10:18,785 [sighs] 184 00:10:19,265 --> 00:10:20,905 Which is so unfair. 185 00:10:21,945 --> 00:10:23,065 I'm… I'm sorry. 186 00:10:26,025 --> 00:10:28,545 I'm sorry. Please. 187 00:10:30,265 --> 00:10:32,585 Hey, I promise I'll see a doctor, okay? 188 00:10:36,025 --> 00:10:37,625 I'll make an appointment. 189 00:10:37,705 --> 00:10:39,025 You can come with me. 190 00:10:40,625 --> 00:10:42,585 Okay, can we please go home now? 191 00:10:42,665 --> 00:10:45,905 So bubby can unwrap his presents. Okay? 192 00:10:52,265 --> 00:10:55,065 Don't. Don't do this. Clive, please. 193 00:10:55,705 --> 00:10:59,185 I promise. I promise, okay? Please. 194 00:11:01,065 --> 00:11:01,985 Come. 195 00:11:02,065 --> 00:11:03,345 Please. 196 00:11:05,105 --> 00:11:05,945 Please. 197 00:11:09,225 --> 00:11:11,145 Here's your fucking phone. 198 00:11:11,225 --> 00:11:13,745 Don't ever fucking do that in front of him again. 199 00:11:43,865 --> 00:11:45,825 So that right there is the OG. 200 00:11:47,065 --> 00:11:50,145 And I got you the brown rice instead of the, um, the cabbage. 201 00:11:50,225 --> 00:11:51,425 It's a bit more filling. 202 00:11:52,385 --> 00:11:54,185 Does anybody want anything to drink? 203 00:11:54,265 --> 00:11:55,465 -Water? -[Joe] No. 204 00:12:02,785 --> 00:12:03,705 [sighs] 205 00:12:05,385 --> 00:12:08,545 Dad, I was thinking we could use the same funeral service as Nana. 206 00:12:09,385 --> 00:12:10,265 Yeah. 207 00:12:12,585 --> 00:12:14,705 Do you remember them? Did you like them? 208 00:12:17,385 --> 00:12:18,865 [exhales] 209 00:12:22,945 --> 00:12:25,145 She died in agony, didn't she? 210 00:12:30,945 --> 00:12:32,745 She died in agony, didn't she? 211 00:12:37,745 --> 00:12:38,785 [softly] Yes. 212 00:12:40,985 --> 00:12:43,265 [breath trembling] 213 00:12:50,185 --> 00:12:52,305 Thanks, Arlo, but I'm gonna go to bed. 214 00:12:52,945 --> 00:12:56,025 You guys… should probably hit the road. 215 00:13:03,065 --> 00:13:04,745 [birds calling] 216 00:13:11,185 --> 00:13:12,345 [groans softly] 217 00:13:13,185 --> 00:13:15,185 [cries softly] 218 00:13:21,985 --> 00:13:23,465 Milla, you coming to bed? 219 00:13:24,105 --> 00:13:25,065 In a minute. 220 00:13:26,105 --> 00:13:27,105 [Arlo] Hey, Mills. 221 00:13:28,865 --> 00:13:30,625 Are you still using that black salve stuff? 222 00:13:33,505 --> 00:13:36,505 I've been reading about it and I think maybe you should chuck it. 223 00:13:39,625 --> 00:13:40,625 Mills? 224 00:13:41,825 --> 00:13:42,785 Yeah, okay. 225 00:14:00,265 --> 00:14:01,785 [thuds, clatters] 226 00:14:16,505 --> 00:14:19,265 Um, hey, did you see Julie's office? 227 00:14:19,345 --> 00:14:21,505 They sent a guest list for the book launch 228 00:14:21,585 --> 00:14:22,825 and it's just like, 229 00:14:22,905 --> 00:14:25,185 it is a little underwhelmed. A lot of oldies. 230 00:14:25,265 --> 00:14:28,105 Think you could take a look and add some interesting names? 231 00:14:29,425 --> 00:14:30,985 You're so good at that. 232 00:14:31,065 --> 00:14:34,465 [Justin] With all those doubts, why did you keep working for her? 233 00:14:34,545 --> 00:14:35,705 I don't know. 234 00:14:35,785 --> 00:14:37,665 My guts were in a knot. 235 00:14:37,745 --> 00:14:39,785 I felt so sick… 236 00:14:39,865 --> 00:14:41,905 Like, all the time. 237 00:14:42,705 --> 00:14:44,385 She started to repulse me. 238 00:14:44,465 --> 00:14:46,545 -[Lucy] Two Buddha bowls? -[Belle] Oh! 239 00:14:46,625 --> 00:14:49,785 Yum. You have the best shiitake. Is it foraged? 240 00:14:49,865 --> 00:14:50,705 I wish. 241 00:14:51,425 --> 00:14:53,945 Hey, is that waitress looking at us weirdly? 242 00:14:54,025 --> 00:14:56,985 Uh, I don't know. Maybe she thinks you'll do a runner. 243 00:14:59,625 --> 00:15:01,145 -[Belle] Look. -Hmm. 244 00:15:01,225 --> 00:15:02,585 She's a fan. 245 00:15:02,665 --> 00:15:04,385 -Oh. -I'll go say hello. 246 00:15:18,985 --> 00:15:20,985 [cell phone ringing] 247 00:15:22,545 --> 00:15:23,385 Hi. 248 00:15:23,945 --> 00:15:24,865 Hi. 249 00:15:26,185 --> 00:15:27,505 How… How was it? 250 00:15:30,145 --> 00:15:31,305 I, um… 251 00:15:32,305 --> 00:15:34,665 I sent flowers. I don't know if you got 'em. 252 00:15:34,745 --> 00:15:36,065 We asked for donations. 253 00:15:37,785 --> 00:15:38,945 Sorry, that was bitchy. 254 00:15:39,025 --> 00:15:41,385 No, no, no, it's okay. Um… 255 00:15:42,865 --> 00:15:45,185 I was gonna come up, but Arlo said that… 256 00:15:45,825 --> 00:15:47,265 he didn't think you wanted-- 257 00:15:47,345 --> 00:15:48,825 It was just family, so… 258 00:15:50,265 --> 00:15:51,705 We'll do a memorial another time. 259 00:15:55,745 --> 00:15:57,025 How's Joe holding up? 260 00:15:58,985 --> 00:16:00,705 [voice breaking] I think I have to go. 261 00:16:01,305 --> 00:16:03,505 Wait, um, Millie, I… 262 00:16:05,665 --> 00:16:09,265 [sighs] I feel like I have so much to apologize for. 263 00:16:09,345 --> 00:16:13,625 But also, I told Belle… 264 00:16:14,625 --> 00:16:16,465 about Tamara and… 265 00:16:17,025 --> 00:16:19,625 she just went and posted it on her Insta 266 00:16:19,705 --> 00:16:22,265 and I've been feeling really sick about it. 267 00:16:22,345 --> 00:16:23,745 [cries] Yeah, I saw. 268 00:16:25,145 --> 00:16:26,825 I was at the morgue at the time. 269 00:16:28,185 --> 00:16:29,345 Airports have morgues. 270 00:16:30,185 --> 00:16:32,025 -Who knew? -I'm sorry, Millie. 271 00:16:32,625 --> 00:16:35,585 Why? It was so thoughtful of Belle, 272 00:16:35,665 --> 00:16:38,985 having never met my mother, to inveigle herself in the drama. 273 00:16:39,065 --> 00:16:40,665 Look, she's so sweet. 274 00:16:40,745 --> 00:16:41,625 Breast cancer. 275 00:16:41,705 --> 00:16:44,465 I told her she can come to the launch, make note of it. 276 00:16:45,625 --> 00:16:46,545 Okay. 277 00:16:48,945 --> 00:16:49,985 Millie? 278 00:16:51,025 --> 00:16:52,945 I'll leave you to it, okay? [sniffles] 279 00:16:57,305 --> 00:16:58,545 [Chanelle] That was it. 280 00:16:58,625 --> 00:17:01,785 Tipping point, smack in the face, whatever you wanna call it. I was done. 281 00:17:05,345 --> 00:17:07,345 [electronic music playing] 282 00:17:10,865 --> 00:17:13,305 Five minutes before ETA, I sent her a text. 283 00:17:16,025 --> 00:17:18,025 Do… you… 284 00:17:18,625 --> 00:17:22,865 have fucking brain cancer? 285 00:17:24,865 --> 00:17:26,825 I stopped for a nervous poo on the way. 286 00:17:26,905 --> 00:17:29,464 My stationary heart rate was 99 beats per minute. 287 00:17:29,545 --> 00:17:32,065 -[door buzzes] -That's borderline tachycardia, FYI. 288 00:17:32,145 --> 00:17:33,385 [Belle grunts] 289 00:17:34,305 --> 00:17:37,225 Hi! I'm so glad you're here. 290 00:17:37,305 --> 00:17:39,385 Fun! Okay, I have a surprise for you. 291 00:17:39,465 --> 00:17:40,625 Come, come, come. 292 00:17:42,825 --> 00:17:43,665 Okay. 293 00:17:47,385 --> 00:17:48,945 [Belle chuckles] 294 00:17:50,545 --> 00:17:53,145 I don't think it's a perfect match, but it's close. 295 00:17:54,145 --> 00:17:55,105 Do you like? 296 00:17:55,945 --> 00:17:58,305 Right, um… Phew, okay. 297 00:18:00,385 --> 00:18:02,265 Can we, uh… 298 00:18:03,385 --> 00:18:05,305 Can you please just sit down? 299 00:18:05,785 --> 00:18:07,505 It's an homage, not a copy. 300 00:18:08,865 --> 00:18:09,705 Okay. 301 00:18:12,665 --> 00:18:13,785 Belle. [exhales] 302 00:18:14,745 --> 00:18:15,865 Chanelle. [chuckles] 303 00:18:19,625 --> 00:18:21,785 Are we falling in love right now? [chuckles] 304 00:18:21,865 --> 00:18:23,545 [clears throat] Belle. 305 00:18:23,625 --> 00:18:24,505 Yeah. 306 00:18:25,145 --> 00:18:27,545 I am here tonight… 307 00:18:28,865 --> 00:18:30,345 to ask you… 308 00:18:32,705 --> 00:18:34,225 do you have brain cancer? 309 00:18:34,305 --> 00:18:35,625 How'd she react? 310 00:18:35,705 --> 00:18:36,545 [scoffs] 311 00:18:36,625 --> 00:18:38,945 A river of white girl tears. 312 00:18:39,465 --> 00:18:41,465 [crying hysterically] 313 00:18:44,945 --> 00:18:47,305 -[Belle] Why are you doing this? -"Why are you doing this?" 314 00:18:47,385 --> 00:18:50,385 -"Why are you being so mean to me?" -Why are you being so mean to me? 315 00:18:50,465 --> 00:18:51,865 [laughs] 316 00:18:51,945 --> 00:18:54,185 -[continues crying] -Hey, Belle. 317 00:18:54,265 --> 00:18:56,185 What did I do? I don't understand. 318 00:18:56,265 --> 00:18:58,705 This is your inner circle, okay? 319 00:18:58,785 --> 00:19:00,145 You are safe here. 320 00:19:00,225 --> 00:19:02,305 This is where it begins and where it can end. 321 00:19:02,385 --> 00:19:04,065 I thought Milla was your inner circle. 322 00:19:04,145 --> 00:19:06,665 Well, yeah, Milla's also my friend. 323 00:19:06,745 --> 00:19:08,665 But you can have as many as you want… 324 00:19:08,745 --> 00:19:11,185 I heard her cancer's back. [cries] 325 00:19:11,265 --> 00:19:14,505 No. No, actually, it's not. Where did you hear that? 326 00:19:15,025 --> 00:19:16,425 Have you two fallen out? 327 00:19:17,265 --> 00:19:19,465 I feel bad if it's my fault. Her follower numbers… 328 00:19:19,545 --> 00:19:20,825 No, Milla's not insecure. 329 00:19:20,905 --> 00:19:23,625 You said she's the most competitive person you've ever met 330 00:19:23,705 --> 00:19:26,625 in that laneway bar where we drank a bucket of mojitos? 331 00:19:26,705 --> 00:19:28,265 Her eating disorder in year 10. 332 00:19:28,345 --> 00:19:31,145 She was almost hospitalized 'cause she had to be the thinnest. 333 00:19:31,225 --> 00:19:32,825 Do you have brain cancer? 334 00:19:32,905 --> 00:19:35,425 Just show me one single piece of medical evidence. 335 00:19:35,505 --> 00:19:38,545 One… One scan, one scribbled note from an oncologist 336 00:19:38,625 --> 00:19:40,945 and I'll leave it alone. I'll never bring it up again. 337 00:19:41,025 --> 00:19:43,705 I threw it out. I don't want the energy in my house. 338 00:19:43,785 --> 00:19:45,425 -Who diagnosed you? -Why attack me? 339 00:19:45,505 --> 00:19:47,865 It's like I had a seizure and now everyone hates me. 340 00:19:47,945 --> 00:19:50,505 Which doctors, Belle? Let's just get them on the phone. 341 00:19:50,585 --> 00:19:52,385 You've met Dr. Phil. 342 00:19:52,465 --> 00:19:54,865 Oh, for fuck's sake. Are you serious? 343 00:19:54,945 --> 00:19:56,985 Dr. Phil doesn't wear fucking shoes! 344 00:19:57,065 --> 00:19:59,505 Keep your voice down. Clive's putting little man to bed. 345 00:19:59,585 --> 00:20:01,945 Know what? Let's get him up here. Clive? 346 00:20:03,465 --> 00:20:05,745 -Hey. Clive? -[Clive] Huh? 347 00:20:05,825 --> 00:20:07,905 We need to talk about Belle. Just… 348 00:20:07,985 --> 00:20:09,425 -[bangs on door] -Clive? 349 00:20:09,985 --> 00:20:11,945 Are you hiding in the bathroom? 350 00:20:12,025 --> 00:20:13,385 [line ringing] 351 00:20:13,465 --> 00:20:15,705 -[cell phone ringing] -I'm sorry. Excuse me. Hey. 352 00:20:16,545 --> 00:20:19,145 [whispering] Jules. Jules, it's me. Hey. 353 00:20:19,865 --> 00:20:21,345 Something's happened. 354 00:20:21,425 --> 00:20:23,985 I don't know if you've spoken to anyone, but, um… 355 00:20:24,065 --> 00:20:26,585 Bella, sweetheart, just… just calm down. 356 00:20:26,665 --> 00:20:27,745 What's going on? 357 00:20:27,825 --> 00:20:28,785 Clive, please. 358 00:20:29,665 --> 00:20:32,585 [sighs] Clive, I need you to be there. 359 00:20:32,665 --> 00:20:34,505 Have you heard any rumors about my cancer? 360 00:20:34,585 --> 00:20:35,545 What rumors? 361 00:20:35,625 --> 00:20:38,065 There's stuff going around, but it's not true. 362 00:20:38,145 --> 00:20:40,705 If you hear anything, please know a jealous friend is… 363 00:20:40,785 --> 00:20:43,105 Hey. Hey! Who are you talking to? 364 00:20:43,185 --> 00:20:46,025 -Who is that? -I have to go. Love you. Love you. Bye. 365 00:20:49,265 --> 00:20:50,825 -[Chanelle] Who was that? -A friend. 366 00:20:50,905 --> 00:20:53,025 Right. Okay, Clive, excuse me. 367 00:20:53,105 --> 00:20:55,145 Clive, can you please join us in the living room? 368 00:20:55,225 --> 00:20:56,505 -Just get some water… -No. 369 00:20:56,585 --> 00:20:58,745 Please join us in the living room right now. 370 00:20:58,825 --> 00:21:00,345 Belle, you too. Come on. 371 00:21:01,545 --> 00:21:03,425 Okay. Uh, right. 372 00:21:03,985 --> 00:21:06,065 So, look, I am not a parent, 373 00:21:06,145 --> 00:21:08,745 but I really believe that your son 374 00:21:08,825 --> 00:21:12,145 deserves to know that his mother isn't dying, basically. 375 00:21:12,705 --> 00:21:15,265 And Clive agrees with me, don't you, Clive? 376 00:21:15,825 --> 00:21:17,265 Yeah. Yeah. 377 00:21:17,345 --> 00:21:18,425 -Yep. -Generally, yep. 378 00:21:18,505 --> 00:21:21,185 So, we are all gonna go to the hospital. 379 00:21:21,265 --> 00:21:23,745 -[cries] We already went after my seizure. -Well… 380 00:21:23,825 --> 00:21:24,905 And I decided… 381 00:21:24,985 --> 00:21:27,185 Uh, what does "well" mean, Clive? 382 00:21:27,265 --> 00:21:29,025 We already went to the hospital 383 00:21:29,105 --> 00:21:32,225 and we decided I don't have time to get into it with another medical team 384 00:21:32,305 --> 00:21:35,945 when I just want to enjoy the time I have with my family. [crying] 385 00:21:36,025 --> 00:21:39,065 I shouldn't have to confirm or deny, 386 00:21:39,145 --> 00:21:41,625 like, the paparazzi following Lindsay Lohan around 387 00:21:41,705 --> 00:21:43,825 when she just had a miscarriage. 388 00:21:43,905 --> 00:21:47,025 Her pregnancy is no one's business but hers. 389 00:21:47,105 --> 00:21:47,945 [sniffles] 390 00:21:48,025 --> 00:21:50,185 You know what, babe? I… 391 00:21:51,105 --> 00:21:53,025 I actually completely agree with you. 392 00:21:54,385 --> 00:21:55,985 You are a really good person. 393 00:21:57,025 --> 00:21:59,465 You are. And I see how big your heart is. 394 00:21:59,545 --> 00:22:01,425 And if I didn't believe that, then… 395 00:22:02,065 --> 00:22:03,705 Look, I wouldn't be here. 396 00:22:04,305 --> 00:22:05,865 I'd be talking to the media. 397 00:22:12,545 --> 00:22:13,505 Um… 398 00:22:15,945 --> 00:22:19,625 I need a peppermint tea and some snacks. 399 00:22:20,585 --> 00:22:21,825 [softly] Can you please? 400 00:22:26,425 --> 00:22:27,985 Belle? Hey. 401 00:22:30,065 --> 00:22:31,905 I know you wanna do the right thing. 402 00:22:33,945 --> 00:22:37,465 -And honestly, babe, you can survive this. -[sighs] 403 00:22:39,785 --> 00:22:41,825 It's just… I mean, I get it. It's just… 404 00:22:41,905 --> 00:22:44,065 It's snowballed. It's gotten out of control. 405 00:22:44,145 --> 00:22:46,025 [scoffs] That's not what's happened. 406 00:22:46,865 --> 00:22:47,705 [sniffles] 407 00:22:50,745 --> 00:22:52,665 I'm just so tired all the time. 408 00:22:54,185 --> 00:22:55,345 -Yeah. -[sniffles] 409 00:22:55,905 --> 00:22:58,825 Maybe this will be a bit of a relief? 410 00:23:00,145 --> 00:23:01,625 -Yeah? -[sighs] 411 00:23:05,505 --> 00:23:06,505 [exhales] 412 00:23:06,585 --> 00:23:07,705 Would you be there? 413 00:23:08,825 --> 00:23:10,585 Oh, my God, of course I'd be there. 414 00:23:11,305 --> 00:23:14,825 You just got to make sure you cancel the book, you know? 415 00:23:14,905 --> 00:23:16,225 No launch. 416 00:23:16,305 --> 00:23:17,945 Tell Apple you're off the watch. 417 00:23:19,225 --> 00:23:20,865 I don't know if that's possible. 418 00:23:24,105 --> 00:23:25,265 But I can try, right? 419 00:23:25,905 --> 00:23:26,745 Right. 420 00:23:33,705 --> 00:23:35,345 You'll stop hating me? 421 00:23:36,705 --> 00:23:37,905 I don't hate you. 422 00:23:38,705 --> 00:23:40,865 [sighs] Promise? 423 00:23:41,905 --> 00:23:43,105 Yeah, I promise. 424 00:23:52,385 --> 00:23:54,625 [somber piano music playing] 425 00:24:12,785 --> 00:24:13,625 [sighs] 426 00:24:35,705 --> 00:24:37,945 To my beautiful, game-changing community. 427 00:24:39,985 --> 00:24:44,385 With an ache in my heart, I find space tonight… 428 00:24:46,065 --> 00:24:47,065 to let you know… 429 00:24:47,145 --> 00:24:48,465 To let you know… 430 00:24:49,425 --> 00:24:50,705 To let you know… 431 00:24:53,345 --> 00:24:54,585 [typing] 432 00:24:54,665 --> 00:24:56,585 I was tragically misdiag… 433 00:25:11,345 --> 00:25:13,385 I have recently been diagnosed 434 00:25:14,665 --> 00:25:15,505 with a third… 435 00:25:15,585 --> 00:25:18,585 With a third and fourth cancer. 436 00:25:19,985 --> 00:25:22,625 I now have cancer in my brain, 437 00:25:23,185 --> 00:25:24,065 liver… 438 00:25:24,865 --> 00:25:25,865 spleen… 439 00:25:26,585 --> 00:25:27,745 uterus… 440 00:25:28,425 --> 00:25:29,745 and blood. 441 00:25:30,865 --> 00:25:34,705 And so, with so much love in my heart, 442 00:25:34,785 --> 00:25:37,705 I must hand the work over to everyone else at TWP 443 00:25:37,785 --> 00:25:39,825 so they can carry on our collective message. 444 00:25:42,185 --> 00:25:44,305 Although I am hurting, 445 00:25:45,145 --> 00:25:48,505 I am still here reading, listening, 446 00:25:49,385 --> 00:25:51,905 and learning from each of you. 447 00:25:52,465 --> 00:25:56,625 Let us grow our philosophy of living #TheWholeLife 448 00:25:56,705 --> 00:26:01,385 as we work towards releasing our first book. 449 00:26:01,945 --> 00:26:02,825 Yay! 450 00:26:04,545 --> 00:26:07,465 And ensure the legacies of our charity 451 00:26:07,545 --> 00:26:08,865 and our community work 452 00:26:08,945 --> 00:26:12,105 continue hundreds of years into the future. 453 00:26:12,865 --> 00:26:14,265 For the next month, 454 00:26:14,745 --> 00:26:19,425 I'll be donating 95% of all earnings to the Asylum Seeker Resource Centre, 455 00:26:20,625 --> 00:26:22,065 the Bumi Sehat Foundation, 456 00:26:23,425 --> 00:26:24,625 One Girl Foundation, 457 00:26:25,465 --> 00:26:26,985 and the Hunter Cross 458 00:26:27,065 --> 00:26:29,905 and the Cross Family for a life-saving surgery. 459 00:26:35,425 --> 00:26:37,145 Thank you for all your support. 460 00:26:38,185 --> 00:26:42,345 It means the world, but please don't carry my pain. 461 00:26:43,745 --> 00:26:45,385 I've got this. 462 00:26:46,425 --> 00:26:48,505 Love, Belle. 463 00:26:50,345 --> 00:26:51,185 Kiss. 464 00:26:52,625 --> 00:26:53,465 Kiss. 465 00:27:05,945 --> 00:27:08,705 It has 90,000 likes. 466 00:27:08,785 --> 00:27:10,465 She does not have spleen cancer. 467 00:27:11,425 --> 00:27:14,065 The pink balloons, she took that from my radical self-love. 468 00:27:14,945 --> 00:27:16,785 If I call her out, people would listen, right? 469 00:27:16,865 --> 00:27:18,225 I should have done this ages ago. 470 00:27:18,305 --> 00:27:20,065 Mills, I don't know. I don't think it's you. 471 00:27:20,145 --> 00:27:22,065 I don't care if I look petty. 472 00:27:22,745 --> 00:27:24,825 She can't keep lying, it's too dangerous. 473 00:27:40,185 --> 00:27:41,185 [exhales] 474 00:27:58,745 --> 00:28:00,745 [cell phone ringing] 475 00:28:05,145 --> 00:28:06,265 [clears throat] 476 00:28:10,385 --> 00:28:11,665 Hi. Oh… 477 00:28:12,625 --> 00:28:14,425 [chuckles softly] Uh… 478 00:28:15,065 --> 00:28:17,705 Milla? Is this a bum dial? 479 00:28:19,745 --> 00:28:22,025 Oh. Hi. 480 00:28:22,945 --> 00:28:26,225 I'm… I'm so sorry about your mum. 481 00:28:26,305 --> 00:28:28,185 I'm sorry to hear about your cancers. 482 00:28:28,985 --> 00:28:31,345 Oh, thanks. I'm just… 483 00:28:32,385 --> 00:28:33,265 [sighs softly] 484 00:28:33,345 --> 00:28:36,105 I'll probably have to step away from The Whole Pantry, 485 00:28:36,185 --> 00:28:39,065 but you're out there doing such good work in the space. 486 00:28:39,625 --> 00:28:41,265 How are your symptoms this time? 487 00:28:43,065 --> 00:28:45,665 Um, I might try Hirsch again. 488 00:28:46,305 --> 00:28:47,985 Maybe even go to the clinic. 489 00:28:48,065 --> 00:28:50,025 I'd love your advice on that, actually. 490 00:28:50,105 --> 00:28:51,785 Yeah, maybe we can go together. 491 00:28:52,385 --> 00:28:53,505 Share a room. 492 00:28:54,065 --> 00:28:56,305 You can help me with my enemas. [chuckles] 493 00:28:57,385 --> 00:28:58,345 I don't know. 494 00:28:59,865 --> 00:29:02,425 Once you take away all your shit, what's left? 495 00:29:11,905 --> 00:29:13,465 Maybe you should go regardless. 496 00:29:14,145 --> 00:29:15,545 I've heard your arm is just… 497 00:29:17,025 --> 00:29:17,865 riddled. 498 00:29:19,905 --> 00:29:21,425 That's what the internet says. 499 00:29:22,505 --> 00:29:24,345 There's a horrible thread on Reddit. 500 00:29:24,425 --> 00:29:25,905 Have you seen the video? 501 00:29:26,785 --> 00:29:27,865 People are awful. 502 00:29:28,905 --> 00:29:29,985 [line disconnects] 503 00:29:44,025 --> 00:29:46,105 -[beathing heavily] -[message sent chimes] 504 00:29:49,065 --> 00:29:50,185 [phone buzzes] 505 00:29:54,745 --> 00:29:58,225 If you claim to be organic and charge prices that reflect this, 506 00:29:58,305 --> 00:30:01,425 we should be able to trust that what you're serving is organic. 507 00:30:01,505 --> 00:30:04,985 This is false advertising on par with greenwashing. 508 00:30:05,065 --> 00:30:06,985 -[Arlo] Mills, we just-- Shh! -Don't shush me! 509 00:30:07,065 --> 00:30:09,945 They fucking poisoned me, are you okay with that? 510 00:30:19,705 --> 00:30:22,745 -OMG, that blob is hideous. -She needs a doctor. ASAP! 511 00:30:22,825 --> 00:30:25,425 -Didn't her mum die of cancer? -Can't stand the entitlement. 512 00:30:25,505 --> 00:30:27,265 She's the one dishing out false advertising. 513 00:30:27,345 --> 00:30:29,545 -Organic diet freaks… -Fucking influencers! 514 00:30:29,625 --> 00:30:31,105 Get a grip, seriously. 515 00:30:31,185 --> 00:30:33,465 -Kill with fake medicine. -Her mom just died of cancer. 516 00:30:33,545 --> 00:30:35,625 Having cancer doesn't give you the right to be rude. 517 00:30:35,705 --> 00:30:36,825 Can't stand the entitlement. 518 00:30:36,905 --> 00:30:38,745 Unfollow, block, delete. 519 00:30:38,825 --> 00:30:40,185 She needs to see a doctor. 520 00:30:40,265 --> 00:30:44,065 Watch this bitch have a meltdown over her fucking veggie burger. 521 00:30:44,145 --> 00:30:45,185 She won't live long. 522 00:30:45,265 --> 00:30:48,105 -She's crazy. -She's really losing it. 523 00:30:48,185 --> 00:30:50,425 -What a psycho. -Shameful behavior. 524 00:30:50,505 --> 00:30:52,665 I heard her arm is riddled with it. 525 00:30:52,745 --> 00:30:54,145 The cancer is out of control. 526 00:30:54,225 --> 00:30:55,985 Cancer must've spread to her brain. 527 00:30:56,065 --> 00:30:58,265 How many people will she kill with fake medicine. 528 00:30:58,345 --> 00:31:00,025 [voices overlapping] 529 00:31:00,105 --> 00:31:02,065 [screaming] 530 00:31:13,385 --> 00:31:14,265 Dad? 531 00:31:19,225 --> 00:31:20,145 Dad? 532 00:31:20,745 --> 00:31:21,825 [Joe] I'm in here! 533 00:31:23,385 --> 00:31:25,385 [breathing heavily] 534 00:31:31,665 --> 00:31:33,225 [Joe] The hose is broken, 535 00:31:33,305 --> 00:31:36,305 the thing's not even five years old, piece of shit. 536 00:31:43,425 --> 00:31:44,585 Dad, look at me. 537 00:31:55,945 --> 00:31:57,265 [breath trembling] 538 00:32:06,265 --> 00:32:07,985 -I'm sorry. -[sighs] 539 00:32:08,625 --> 00:32:09,665 I'm sorry. 540 00:32:11,145 --> 00:32:12,145 [sniffles] 541 00:32:12,225 --> 00:32:14,025 Why did she listen to me? 542 00:32:15,985 --> 00:32:17,585 I'm sorry. [cries] 543 00:32:18,985 --> 00:32:20,025 I'm sorry. 544 00:32:26,065 --> 00:32:28,545 -I'm sorry. -Come here, come here. Sweetheart. 545 00:32:32,225 --> 00:32:33,425 [crying] 546 00:32:34,625 --> 00:32:35,865 I'm sorry. 547 00:32:37,225 --> 00:32:38,385 Shh. 548 00:32:39,465 --> 00:32:41,905 [crying hysterically] Why did she listen? 549 00:32:42,625 --> 00:32:44,745 I don't wanna die. 550 00:32:45,745 --> 00:32:47,265 I don't wanna die. 551 00:32:59,265 --> 00:33:01,105 I keep looking at it every which way 552 00:33:01,185 --> 00:33:04,825 and objectively I think the book is stronger without the cancer element. 553 00:33:05,385 --> 00:33:06,665 It's much more inclusive. 554 00:33:06,745 --> 00:33:09,825 I mean, you don't have to have cancer to want to be well. 555 00:33:09,905 --> 00:33:11,385 I… [chuckles softly] 556 00:33:11,865 --> 00:33:15,025 I'm sick of the cancer. Let's just change the story. 557 00:33:15,105 --> 00:33:18,225 Oh, honey, when I read your post, it broke my heart. 558 00:33:18,305 --> 00:33:20,265 I… I should have called you before. 559 00:33:20,345 --> 00:33:21,185 Probably. 560 00:33:21,265 --> 00:33:23,065 It's just been swirling around lately. 561 00:33:23,145 --> 00:33:25,305 I couldn't keep lying to everyone that things are okay 562 00:33:25,385 --> 00:33:27,385 when my body is under attack. 563 00:33:28,145 --> 00:33:30,465 I know that post has implications for the book. 564 00:33:30,545 --> 00:33:32,225 I'm more worried about you. 565 00:33:32,305 --> 00:33:34,745 Thanks, but pragmatically in an optic sense. 566 00:33:35,505 --> 00:33:38,385 The recipes haven't healed my cancer. 567 00:33:38,465 --> 00:33:41,025 I'm sicker than ever, which is a problem. 568 00:33:41,625 --> 00:33:43,865 That's why I want to take the cancer out altogether. 569 00:33:45,225 --> 00:33:48,065 Poh, do you wanna see if they're ready for us down at the cave? 570 00:33:48,145 --> 00:33:49,505 [Belle] No, let her stay. 571 00:33:49,585 --> 00:33:51,585 Poh, I'd love your opinion. 572 00:33:51,665 --> 00:33:55,825 What if we call it "The Whole Pantry by The Whole Pantry"? 573 00:33:56,825 --> 00:33:59,905 -[Belle chuckles] -So just take your name off it? 574 00:33:59,985 --> 00:34:03,585 Exactly. Right, I don't need the ego thing. 575 00:34:03,665 --> 00:34:04,785 Look, let's remember, 576 00:34:05,505 --> 00:34:09,185 we don't buy cookbooks for the recipes, we buy them for the story. 577 00:34:09,265 --> 00:34:14,145 And The Whole Pantry, it tells a tale of transformation and hope. 578 00:34:15,425 --> 00:34:18,985 And you are a young single mother who has beaten cancer. 579 00:34:19,065 --> 00:34:21,304 But I didn't. It's back. 580 00:34:22,025 --> 00:34:23,304 Well, you did for a bit. 581 00:34:24,465 --> 00:34:26,304 And now you're fighting it. 582 00:34:26,385 --> 00:34:28,945 Holistically and courageously. 583 00:34:29,025 --> 00:34:31,545 You're not a finished story and that's okay. 584 00:34:33,264 --> 00:34:34,105 We can say that. 585 00:34:34,905 --> 00:34:36,865 [Poh] Um, we're ready. 586 00:34:38,304 --> 00:34:40,465 [Julie] Meet Belle Gibson, 587 00:34:40,545 --> 00:34:43,385 one of Australia's greatest success stories. 588 00:34:43,465 --> 00:34:44,985 This feels a bit lame, Jules. 589 00:34:45,065 --> 00:34:47,385 Oh, I know, but it's just for us to watch back, 590 00:34:47,465 --> 00:34:49,344 do some homework, you know, whatever tweaks. 591 00:34:49,425 --> 00:34:52,585 Normal interview prep, but whatever questions you might get. 592 00:34:52,665 --> 00:34:54,625 It's not like I've never done an interview. 593 00:34:54,705 --> 00:34:57,225 I know, but not with an investigative journalist 594 00:34:57,304 --> 00:34:59,105 who will just wanna rake up all the dirt. 595 00:34:59,185 --> 00:35:02,385 You know what they're like, they're just scratch, scratch, relentless. 596 00:35:02,945 --> 00:35:05,825 Um, Jules, who's that? We haven't met. 597 00:35:06,745 --> 00:35:09,225 Oh, that's Michael, that's a friend of mine. 598 00:35:09,305 --> 00:35:11,145 Amateur sleuth, loves a deep Google. 599 00:35:11,705 --> 00:35:13,465 Hi, how you going? 600 00:35:13,545 --> 00:35:16,545 I've asked him to compile everything he can about you, 601 00:35:16,625 --> 00:35:18,225 anything on the public record. 602 00:35:18,305 --> 00:35:19,225 [shudders] 603 00:35:20,025 --> 00:35:21,865 -That's not creepy at all. -[Julie chuckles] 604 00:35:21,945 --> 00:35:25,065 -Ugh! -I know. We wanna be prepared. 605 00:35:25,145 --> 00:35:29,025 All right, so what I'm gonna do is fire off a whole lot of questions. 606 00:35:29,105 --> 00:35:32,985 Some you won't like, but that's okay because it's just us. 607 00:35:33,065 --> 00:35:33,905 Okay. 608 00:35:33,985 --> 00:35:36,625 We're gonna help you figure out what you want to say. 609 00:35:36,705 --> 00:35:37,945 [Belle] Uh… 610 00:35:39,185 --> 00:35:41,145 These lights and this, um… 611 00:35:41,945 --> 00:35:43,825 Does anyone have a Nurofen? 612 00:35:43,905 --> 00:35:45,705 Poh, get a Nurofen for Belle? 613 00:35:45,785 --> 00:35:47,265 If it's not too much trouble. 614 00:35:47,345 --> 00:35:49,905 All right, so let's just start with the basics. 615 00:35:49,985 --> 00:35:53,985 Okay, um, my favorite color is blue. 616 00:35:54,665 --> 00:35:56,785 I'm a Libra sun, Capricorn rising. 617 00:35:56,865 --> 00:35:58,945 [chuckles] All right, so how old are you? 618 00:35:59,545 --> 00:36:01,025 -Turning 26. -[Julie] Mmm-hmm. 619 00:36:01,105 --> 00:36:03,105 And so you were born? 620 00:36:03,185 --> 00:36:05,665 8th of October, 1988. 621 00:36:05,745 --> 00:36:09,665 So not 1991, because Michael says sometimes there's this funny discrepancy. 622 00:36:09,745 --> 00:36:14,185 I know, they print it wrong once and then it gets reprinted. 623 00:36:14,705 --> 00:36:17,465 Yeah, so, um, you grew up in Brisbane. 624 00:36:17,545 --> 00:36:18,465 Correct. 625 00:36:18,545 --> 00:36:20,945 And what suburb was that? 626 00:36:22,705 --> 00:36:25,545 Um, I don't feel comfortable. 627 00:36:26,105 --> 00:36:27,625 My mum still lives there. 628 00:36:28,185 --> 00:36:32,025 I wanted to ask you about your mum, Natalie. 629 00:36:32,105 --> 00:36:36,065 Thanks. Um, you know, she… 630 00:36:37,305 --> 00:36:40,665 Single mum with her own health issues. 631 00:36:41,745 --> 00:36:43,105 She did her best. 632 00:36:44,265 --> 00:36:47,305 [Julie] Was it an abusive situation? 633 00:36:47,385 --> 00:36:50,265 I mean, you ran away when you were 12 years old. 634 00:36:51,945 --> 00:36:54,865 Um, I've never said that. 635 00:36:56,465 --> 00:36:59,505 Oh, um, Michael found it here on Facebook. 636 00:37:00,865 --> 00:37:01,785 Can I take a look? 637 00:37:01,865 --> 00:37:04,785 Oh… Oh, God, it's just… No, it's all out of order. 638 00:37:04,865 --> 00:37:08,665 So, did you run away? What happened? 639 00:37:08,745 --> 00:37:10,025 -[girl] Are you okay? -Ah! 640 00:37:10,105 --> 00:37:12,905 I moved out. Different. 641 00:37:13,905 --> 00:37:16,585 Twelve years old, my God, Belle. 642 00:37:16,665 --> 00:37:18,785 That's too young to look after yourself. 643 00:37:18,865 --> 00:37:20,345 [nurse] We got your bloods back. 644 00:37:20,425 --> 00:37:22,145 We can't find any medical reason 645 00:37:22,225 --> 00:37:24,785 for your chest pain and the shortness of breath. 646 00:37:25,785 --> 00:37:27,505 Is there someone to take you home? 647 00:37:29,585 --> 00:37:31,865 [Julie] Just to get back to your mum, 648 00:37:31,945 --> 00:37:35,865 just to clarify, so, it wasn't like you ran away in the middle of the night? 649 00:37:35,945 --> 00:37:37,785 Oh, no, not at all. 650 00:37:37,865 --> 00:37:40,865 Mum was in a depressive cycle. 651 00:37:40,945 --> 00:37:42,865 I just needed some distance. 652 00:37:43,385 --> 00:37:44,825 [Natalie] Where've you been? 653 00:37:44,905 --> 00:37:48,705 Hospital. The doctors think I might need heart surgery. 654 00:37:48,785 --> 00:37:49,665 [sighs] 655 00:37:50,705 --> 00:37:51,905 Mum, I'm sick. 656 00:37:52,905 --> 00:37:54,385 You don't look sick. 657 00:38:00,385 --> 00:38:02,105 Who did you live with? 658 00:38:02,745 --> 00:38:08,625 You know, the usual look around for girlfriends from school at first, 659 00:38:08,705 --> 00:38:11,745 and then my supervisor at work. 660 00:38:16,465 --> 00:38:19,025 What was his name, if anyone asks? 661 00:38:20,945 --> 00:38:21,825 No. 662 00:38:21,905 --> 00:38:24,265 I've already given you a trauma origin story. 663 00:38:24,345 --> 00:38:26,385 Brain cancer… You don't need this. 664 00:38:26,465 --> 00:38:28,225 Why do you want it anyway? 665 00:38:28,305 --> 00:38:31,425 That's so disgusting when I told you it's off limits. 666 00:38:31,505 --> 00:38:32,385 [chuckles] 667 00:38:33,985 --> 00:38:36,745 That's like, not important or interesting. 668 00:38:36,825 --> 00:38:38,065 They might still ask. 669 00:38:38,145 --> 00:38:40,905 It's a micro detail of a whole other part of my private life. 670 00:38:40,985 --> 00:38:43,585 I mean, I'm… I'm more than happy to, like, 671 00:38:43,665 --> 00:38:45,425 deflect and just like… 672 00:38:46,585 --> 00:38:50,425 "Sorry, that's not relevant to my current situation," you know? 673 00:38:50,505 --> 00:38:52,145 To all those sorts of questions. 674 00:38:52,705 --> 00:38:55,745 We frame the narrative… not them. 675 00:39:01,625 --> 00:39:02,785 [exhales] 676 00:39:02,865 --> 00:39:05,705 Yeah, I just… [inhales deeply] 677 00:39:05,785 --> 00:39:08,785 …don't think that's quite gonna cut it with the tabloids, 678 00:39:08,865 --> 00:39:12,065 but, um, yeah, let's just keep going. 679 00:39:12,785 --> 00:39:16,465 Um, I hate to be a brat, 680 00:39:16,545 --> 00:39:19,105 but this is Panadol, not Nurofen. 681 00:39:23,625 --> 00:39:24,585 [Poh] Julie? 682 00:39:26,305 --> 00:39:29,545 Belle wants to leave. She says her migraine's getting worse. 683 00:39:30,265 --> 00:39:31,105 Yep. 684 00:40:27,065 --> 00:40:28,985 And what are you treating this with? 685 00:40:29,665 --> 00:40:30,985 Um, black salve. 686 00:40:40,425 --> 00:40:42,025 Here, here 687 00:40:42,705 --> 00:40:45,025 and… here. 688 00:40:46,025 --> 00:40:49,385 The sarcoma I identified in your right forearm five years ago 689 00:40:49,465 --> 00:40:51,945 has metastasized via the lymph nodes. 690 00:40:52,025 --> 00:40:54,025 It is here in your right lung 691 00:40:54,625 --> 00:40:55,785 and in the rib, 692 00:40:56,585 --> 00:40:57,745 sacrum… 693 00:40:59,945 --> 00:41:01,985 and left femur. 694 00:41:02,065 --> 00:41:05,105 Okay, so what do we do now? 695 00:41:05,185 --> 00:41:09,625 So it's… [inhales deeply] …some radiation, chemotherapy. 696 00:41:09,705 --> 00:41:11,985 I mean, you're the boss, do we… 697 00:41:13,145 --> 00:41:16,345 Is there experimental trials, the immunotherapies. 698 00:41:16,425 --> 00:41:19,745 Unfortunately, Milla is no longer eligible for those trials. 699 00:41:22,665 --> 00:41:23,505 Why? 700 00:41:24,025 --> 00:41:26,985 She may have been once. That is no longer the case. 701 00:41:27,065 --> 00:41:28,265 I am very sorry. 702 00:41:30,145 --> 00:41:33,705 What does that mean? You mean, what, she's not worthy of a trial? 703 00:41:33,785 --> 00:41:35,585 She's 28 years of age. 704 00:41:35,665 --> 00:41:36,985 It's too far progressed. 705 00:41:40,065 --> 00:41:41,585 I am going to refer you 706 00:41:41,665 --> 00:41:44,665 to a good palliative care specialist up your way, 707 00:41:44,745 --> 00:41:45,785 and a counselor. 708 00:41:46,345 --> 00:41:47,985 Obviously, you're not there yet, 709 00:41:48,065 --> 00:41:51,145 but it might feel comforting to be prepared. 710 00:41:55,745 --> 00:41:57,225 How long until I am there? 711 00:41:58,265 --> 00:42:01,425 I would say under three months, as a guess. 712 00:42:01,505 --> 00:42:03,185 You know what, fuck three months! 713 00:42:03,745 --> 00:42:07,265 Right, my daughter has come to you for help, and you're gonna help her! 714 00:42:08,385 --> 00:42:12,225 You doctors sit here like you're fucking gods! 715 00:42:12,305 --> 00:42:14,345 Be a god and move a fucking mountain! 716 00:42:14,425 --> 00:42:15,865 [voice shaking] Daddy, he can't. 717 00:42:15,945 --> 00:42:17,665 I mean, what is this? You tell me? 718 00:42:17,745 --> 00:42:19,305 Is this… You're punishing her 719 00:42:19,385 --> 00:42:21,745 'cause she didn't listen to you in the first place? 720 00:42:21,825 --> 00:42:22,665 [Dr. Xiu] Joe… 721 00:42:24,265 --> 00:42:25,265 It's medicine. 722 00:42:26,265 --> 00:42:28,265 It doesn't have personal opinions. 723 00:42:29,265 --> 00:42:33,265 Your daughter has a cancer that has spread, and I am sorry, 724 00:42:33,345 --> 00:42:35,625 but it is killing her very quickly. 725 00:42:37,345 --> 00:42:38,465 [crying] 726 00:42:38,545 --> 00:42:40,185 [whispers] I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 727 00:42:42,705 --> 00:42:44,905 If you can save her, please. 728 00:42:45,585 --> 00:42:47,825 -Please, save her. Please. -[Milla] Daddy. 729 00:42:47,905 --> 00:42:48,745 Please. 730 00:42:51,105 --> 00:42:52,665 Hey. Hey. 731 00:42:53,385 --> 00:42:55,305 Fucking do something! 732 00:42:55,385 --> 00:42:56,345 [Milla] He can't. 733 00:42:59,185 --> 00:43:00,225 It's okay. 734 00:43:01,465 --> 00:43:03,425 -It's okay. -[Joe] I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 735 00:43:05,545 --> 00:43:06,545 Let's go. 736 00:43:23,185 --> 00:43:25,185 [indistinct chatter] 737 00:43:32,425 --> 00:43:35,545 [Julie] So, let's just fast forward to Melbourne. 738 00:43:35,625 --> 00:43:38,065 All right, you've had your stroke, 739 00:43:38,145 --> 00:43:41,545 had your cancer diagnosis, and you're at which hospital? 740 00:43:42,785 --> 00:43:43,625 Uh… 741 00:43:44,345 --> 00:43:45,865 Peter MacCallum Cancer Centre. 742 00:43:45,945 --> 00:43:49,505 Mmm-hmm. Do you think your oncologist would be happy 743 00:43:49,585 --> 00:43:53,985 to be in some articles or do some press with us? 744 00:43:54,065 --> 00:43:56,905 I don't think so, because I left his treatment plan. 745 00:43:56,985 --> 00:43:58,305 He didn't like that. 746 00:43:58,385 --> 00:44:00,585 [chuckles softly] They're so territorial. 747 00:44:03,105 --> 00:44:06,105 [Julie] Well, that's… I mean, that's fine. We can… 748 00:44:06,185 --> 00:44:08,665 We can use the written medical records. 749 00:44:09,705 --> 00:44:11,705 -Got them handy? -Absolutely. 750 00:44:13,145 --> 00:44:16,305 Some of them were at my mum's place, so it might take a minute to unearth. 751 00:44:18,425 --> 00:44:19,745 She's a bit of a hoarder. 752 00:44:32,505 --> 00:44:33,385 [sighs] 753 00:44:33,905 --> 00:44:36,385 It's going to be great, I promise. Yeah? 754 00:44:36,465 --> 00:44:38,465 [upbeat music playing] 755 00:44:43,305 --> 00:44:45,465 -Very good job with the presale. -Oh. 756 00:44:45,545 --> 00:44:46,985 A lot of excitement here. 757 00:44:47,065 --> 00:44:48,185 Thank you, Jeremy. 758 00:44:48,265 --> 00:44:49,905 That's a lovely scarf. 759 00:44:52,105 --> 00:44:54,945 You look beautiful. Are we waiting for Clive? 760 00:44:55,025 --> 00:44:57,585 -Oh. No, he's at the footy. -Oh. 761 00:44:57,665 --> 00:44:59,105 You know, boys and football. 762 00:44:59,185 --> 00:45:00,065 It's better. 763 00:45:00,585 --> 00:45:02,745 His social anxiety. And my son loves him. 764 00:45:02,825 --> 00:45:05,185 Um… just one second. 765 00:45:05,265 --> 00:45:07,025 -Okay, I'll see you up there. -Okay. 766 00:45:08,705 --> 00:45:09,705 Hey. 767 00:45:10,225 --> 00:45:11,065 Hmm? 768 00:45:11,625 --> 00:45:14,585 I promise you, I swear I asked them to take my name off it, 769 00:45:14,665 --> 00:45:17,105 but they wouldn't let me out of the contract. 770 00:45:17,185 --> 00:45:18,745 Hey, look. 771 00:45:18,825 --> 00:45:20,105 Don't worry about it. 772 00:45:21,025 --> 00:45:23,185 I'm just here to watch you lie 773 00:45:23,265 --> 00:45:24,825 to a whole room of people. 774 00:45:25,625 --> 00:45:28,105 And for the canapes… which are delicious. 775 00:45:29,785 --> 00:45:32,345 Hey. Hello, hello, hello, everyone. 776 00:45:32,425 --> 00:45:34,105 Hello. Welcome. 777 00:45:34,185 --> 00:45:36,385 Let's get this show started, shall we? 778 00:45:36,465 --> 00:45:37,505 [crowd cheering] 779 00:45:37,585 --> 00:45:39,745 It's so lovely to see you all here. 780 00:45:40,305 --> 00:45:41,625 I miss you. 781 00:45:41,705 --> 00:45:44,985 For those of you who don't know, my name's Julie Gibbs. 782 00:45:45,065 --> 00:45:47,265 [crowd cheering] 783 00:45:47,345 --> 00:45:51,425 I'm the director of Penguin's Lifestyle in Print Lantern. 784 00:45:52,345 --> 00:45:57,185 And I'd like to welcome on the stage the young woman of the moment. 785 00:45:57,265 --> 00:45:59,265 She's a mother. 786 00:45:59,345 --> 00:46:01,545 She's a cancer survivor. 787 00:46:02,105 --> 00:46:04,665 She is an entrepreneur. 788 00:46:04,745 --> 00:46:06,425 And now she's an author. 789 00:46:07,305 --> 00:46:08,185 Belle Gibson. 790 00:46:08,265 --> 00:46:09,865 [crowd cheering] 791 00:46:25,385 --> 00:46:27,745 Oh, thank you. Thank you so much. 792 00:46:27,825 --> 00:46:29,905 Wow. [chuckles] 793 00:46:29,985 --> 00:46:31,625 This is a privilege. 794 00:46:32,265 --> 00:46:34,905 I can't believe I'm standing here before all of you. 795 00:46:34,985 --> 00:46:36,825 -[scattered applause] -Whoo! 796 00:46:36,905 --> 00:46:37,785 [Belle] Um… 797 00:46:38,465 --> 00:46:41,825 I wanna thank my mum. 798 00:46:43,825 --> 00:46:45,465 And my partner, Clive. 799 00:46:47,145 --> 00:46:48,585 And my beautiful son. 800 00:46:50,425 --> 00:46:52,985 Of course, my… my besties. 801 00:46:53,865 --> 00:46:55,305 You always have my back. 802 00:46:55,385 --> 00:46:56,905 Do you have brain cancer? 803 00:46:57,465 --> 00:46:59,065 I don't take that for granted. 804 00:47:00,065 --> 00:47:02,065 I couldn't let this moment pass… 805 00:47:03,265 --> 00:47:05,185 without paying respect 806 00:47:05,745 --> 00:47:08,185 to my friend and mentor, 807 00:47:09,625 --> 00:47:10,465 Milla. 808 00:47:12,705 --> 00:47:14,945 Unfortunately, she couldn't be here tonight 809 00:47:15,025 --> 00:47:17,425 for reasons I'm sure you can all understand. 810 00:47:20,145 --> 00:47:22,665 But I know this has brought her comfort, so… 811 00:47:24,025 --> 00:47:24,905 [clears throat] 812 00:47:30,385 --> 00:47:32,065 [Milla] I'm not alone. 813 00:47:32,145 --> 00:47:33,425 And I'm not broken. 814 00:47:34,345 --> 00:47:38,385 I'm allowed to be loud. I'm allowed to take up space. 815 00:47:38,465 --> 00:47:40,625 I am stronger than I know. 816 00:47:40,705 --> 00:47:43,345 So look out, world, and hear me roar. 817 00:47:44,385 --> 00:47:45,785 I used to bite my tongue… 818 00:47:45,865 --> 00:47:47,385 "I used to bite my tongue…" 819 00:47:47,465 --> 00:47:50,385 -[Milla] …and hold my breath. -"…and hold my breath." 820 00:47:50,465 --> 00:47:52,905 -[Milla] Scared to rock the boat… -"Scared to rock the boat…" 821 00:47:52,985 --> 00:47:54,545 -…and make a mess. -"…and make a mess." 822 00:47:54,625 --> 00:47:56,585 [Milla] I let you push me past the breaking point. 823 00:47:56,665 --> 00:47:58,625 "I let you push me past the breaking point." 824 00:47:59,225 --> 00:48:01,825 -[Milla] I stood for nothing… -"I stood for nothing." 825 00:48:02,785 --> 00:48:06,385 -[Milla] So I fell… for everything. -"So I fell… for everything." 826 00:48:10,625 --> 00:48:11,985 [woman coughs] 827 00:48:18,265 --> 00:48:20,945 ♪ You held me down, but I got up ♪ 828 00:48:21,665 --> 00:48:23,905 ♪ Get ready 'cause I've had enough ♪ 829 00:48:23,985 --> 00:48:26,945 ♪ I see it all, I see it now ♪ 830 00:48:27,505 --> 00:48:30,625 ♪ I've got the eye of the tiger ♪ 831 00:48:30,705 --> 00:48:32,265 ♪ The fighter ♪ 832 00:48:32,345 --> 00:48:34,825 ♪ Dancing through the fire ♪ 833 00:48:34,905 --> 00:48:37,985 ♪ 'Cause I am a champion ♪ 834 00:48:38,065 --> 00:48:42,385 ♪ And you're gonna hear me roar ♪ 835 00:48:42,465 --> 00:48:43,705 ♪ Louder ♪ 836 00:48:43,785 --> 00:48:46,385 ♪ Louder than a lion ♪ 837 00:48:46,465 --> 00:48:49,025 ♪ 'Cause I am a champion ♪ 838 00:48:49,585 --> 00:48:54,585 ♪ And you're gonna hear me roar ♪ 839 00:48:54,665 --> 00:48:56,225 [crowd cheering] 840 00:48:57,465 --> 00:48:58,305 Wow! 841 00:49:02,545 --> 00:49:03,545 [Julie] Thank you. 842 00:49:05,385 --> 00:49:06,545 Hey, Millie. 843 00:49:08,105 --> 00:49:09,585 What do you want me to do? 844 00:49:09,665 --> 00:49:13,185 Just… Just tell me. Whatever you want me to do, I will do it. 845 00:49:15,265 --> 00:49:16,705 I wanna destroy her. 846 00:49:18,105 --> 00:49:19,145 Okay. 847 00:49:20,385 --> 00:49:22,385 Wait, I don't know if I mean that. 848 00:49:22,465 --> 00:49:23,585 Hang on. 849 00:49:27,105 --> 00:49:28,545 Arlo brought home a kitten. 850 00:49:29,225 --> 00:49:30,145 Really? 851 00:49:31,185 --> 00:49:32,145 What's its name? 852 00:49:33,145 --> 00:49:34,425 Lila Fowler. 853 00:49:35,505 --> 00:49:38,265 'Cause she's beautiful and a bit mean. 854 00:49:39,985 --> 00:49:41,465 She has the best face. 855 00:49:45,385 --> 00:49:46,745 You should come and see it. 856 00:49:47,545 --> 00:49:50,465 Yeah. [sighs] I'd love that. 857 00:49:52,825 --> 00:49:53,905 What about Belle? 858 00:49:54,505 --> 00:49:57,745 Are you saying you don't want me to go to the media or…? 859 00:49:59,105 --> 00:50:00,585 You know what you need to do. 860 00:50:04,265 --> 00:50:06,185 I just don't wanna think about it anymore. 861 00:50:06,265 --> 00:50:07,145 Um… 862 00:50:07,865 --> 00:50:09,625 How are you feeling, Mill? 863 00:50:09,705 --> 00:50:10,665 Tired. 864 00:50:11,745 --> 00:50:12,865 All the drugs. 865 00:50:14,665 --> 00:50:15,825 Crazy dreams. 866 00:50:16,745 --> 00:50:18,625 I'm gonna come see you really soon. 867 00:50:19,945 --> 00:50:20,825 Okay. 868 00:50:25,305 --> 00:50:28,385 [Chanelle] I tried to book a flight a bunch of times, but… 869 00:50:31,145 --> 00:50:33,025 I just… I don't wanna see her like that. 870 00:50:35,865 --> 00:50:39,225 And I know it's selfish, and I'll probably regret it later, but… 871 00:50:39,905 --> 00:50:40,865 You're scared. 872 00:50:42,705 --> 00:50:44,145 Fuck you, you're scared. 873 00:50:47,225 --> 00:50:48,585 I'm shitting myself. 874 00:51:08,105 --> 00:51:08,945 Mate! 875 00:51:10,505 --> 00:51:11,345 Coming in! 876 00:51:26,025 --> 00:51:27,785 -[Sean] Is that from Lucy? -Yeah. 877 00:51:28,345 --> 00:51:29,745 [Sean] When is she back? 878 00:51:30,505 --> 00:51:31,345 Uh… 879 00:51:32,865 --> 00:51:34,145 Ask Instagram. 880 00:51:37,545 --> 00:51:38,945 -[Justin grunts] -[Sean] Ah. 881 00:51:39,025 --> 00:51:40,425 Looks nice. 882 00:51:40,505 --> 00:51:41,545 Baby lambs. 883 00:51:42,145 --> 00:51:44,145 [chuckles] I'd love a lamb. 884 00:51:48,465 --> 00:51:51,265 Listen, mate. Um… 885 00:51:51,345 --> 00:51:55,465 I couldn't help but notice you haven't filed a story in weeks. 886 00:51:55,545 --> 00:51:58,065 It's getting a touch awkward in there with the grown-ups. 887 00:51:58,145 --> 00:52:00,865 -I filed yesterday. Twice. -Hmm. 888 00:52:01,545 --> 00:52:03,825 A good story. I should have clarified. 889 00:52:04,385 --> 00:52:06,585 [sighs] Might take some time off. 890 00:52:07,105 --> 00:52:08,625 Yeah, it's not a bad idea. 891 00:52:11,585 --> 00:52:15,145 Can I tell you about the extremely thoughtful present that I've brought you? 892 00:52:15,825 --> 00:52:17,305 Hot sauce for my eggs? 893 00:52:17,385 --> 00:52:20,305 I have brought you hot sauce for your eggs, yes, that is true. 894 00:52:20,385 --> 00:52:22,385 But also, hang on, 895 00:52:22,905 --> 00:52:25,065 I was looking at these, and… 896 00:52:26,465 --> 00:52:27,385 Casseroles. 897 00:52:27,905 --> 00:52:29,545 -Casseroles? -Casseroles. 898 00:52:29,625 --> 00:52:31,785 Chanelle said Belle didn't pass on the frozen food 899 00:52:31,865 --> 00:52:33,865 to that poor little dude with cancer. 900 00:52:33,945 --> 00:52:35,105 Right? 901 00:52:35,185 --> 00:52:39,305 Do you think she passed on cold, hard cash to faceless charities? 902 00:52:41,185 --> 00:52:42,385 Charity fraud. 903 00:52:43,185 --> 00:52:44,905 That can be legaled. 904 00:52:45,625 --> 00:52:47,545 That can be legaled to fuck. 905 00:52:47,625 --> 00:52:50,505 "100% of all sales from The Whole Pantry app this month 906 00:52:50,585 --> 00:52:53,025 will go to Hunter for his life-saving treatment." 907 00:52:53,625 --> 00:52:55,665 "#BrainCancerBuddies." 908 00:52:56,545 --> 00:52:58,585 -100% of all sales. -Hmm. 909 00:52:59,745 --> 00:53:01,345 No overheads that month, Belle. 910 00:53:01,425 --> 00:53:03,985 So generous. What an angel. 911 00:53:05,505 --> 00:53:06,905 We don't mention her health. 912 00:53:06,985 --> 00:53:08,585 Not a hint. Not a slur. 913 00:53:08,665 --> 00:53:09,865 [laughs] 914 00:53:09,945 --> 00:53:11,945 I'm very good. Hug me. 915 00:53:13,385 --> 00:53:14,985 [both grunt] 916 00:53:15,505 --> 00:53:17,105 -Charity fraud. -Mmm-hmm. 917 00:53:17,185 --> 00:53:18,465 Where are my keys? 918 00:53:18,545 --> 00:53:20,585 -I'm gonna make these up to go. -Yeah. 919 00:53:20,665 --> 00:53:21,665 Give me an address. 920 00:53:38,705 --> 00:53:41,945 -[Fiona] What can I tell you about Belle? -[Justin] How long you known her? 921 00:53:42,025 --> 00:53:44,705 We met in a hospital, would have been about a year ago. 922 00:53:44,785 --> 00:53:46,785 Was that when you started working together? 923 00:53:46,865 --> 00:53:48,585 I wouldn't say we're working with her. 924 00:53:48,665 --> 00:53:50,785 She offered to raise money for a surgery for Hunter. 925 00:53:50,865 --> 00:53:52,345 She's got an online platform. 926 00:53:52,425 --> 00:53:53,305 That's generous. 927 00:53:53,385 --> 00:53:54,705 Yeah, it's incredible. 928 00:53:55,585 --> 00:53:58,025 Sorry, I don't understand. What's the angle here? 929 00:54:00,225 --> 00:54:02,225 -[Harris] I got it. -Harris, give it back! 930 00:54:02,305 --> 00:54:05,305 Harris! Mum! Give it back! 931 00:54:08,505 --> 00:54:11,305 [man] Okay. All right, come on, shower time. Rinse off. 932 00:54:11,385 --> 00:54:12,265 Take your time. 933 00:54:12,345 --> 00:54:15,585 -He always takes my stuff. -Okay, just take it easy. Come on. 934 00:54:15,665 --> 00:54:17,825 [Fiona] There's a neurosurgeon, Dr. Teddy Mac. 935 00:54:17,905 --> 00:54:20,185 -Heard of him? He's on telly. -[Justin] No. 936 00:54:20,265 --> 00:54:23,225 He takes on all the cases no one else will at a cost. 937 00:54:23,305 --> 00:54:25,825 $60,000 before the surgery, the other half after. 938 00:54:25,905 --> 00:54:26,865 -That's a lot. -[scoffs] 939 00:54:28,465 --> 00:54:29,585 It's impossible. 940 00:54:30,625 --> 00:54:33,585 I'm not working, I'm caring full time, the hospital appointments are… 941 00:54:34,105 --> 00:54:36,425 I don't know what you've been told about Belle, 942 00:54:37,025 --> 00:54:38,905 but it couldn't be further from the truth. 943 00:54:39,545 --> 00:54:41,865 Without her help raising money for Hunter, we… 944 00:54:45,665 --> 00:54:46,865 That money… 945 00:54:48,705 --> 00:54:49,945 is it in your account? 946 00:54:50,025 --> 00:54:52,025 No, because we haven't booked the surgery yet. 947 00:54:53,385 --> 00:54:55,825 We agreed that's what it's gonna be used for, so… 948 00:55:00,505 --> 00:55:01,345 No. 949 00:55:01,905 --> 00:55:04,065 [Justin] Belle hasn't paid that family, fuck all. 950 00:55:04,705 --> 00:55:05,665 [Sean] Holy shit. 951 00:55:05,745 --> 00:55:07,985 Well, I just contacted Consumer Affairs. 952 00:55:08,065 --> 00:55:10,665 The Whole Pantry isn't a registered fundraiser. 953 00:55:10,745 --> 00:55:12,305 She could be facing criminal charges. 954 00:55:13,225 --> 00:55:14,505 I'll see you back at the office. 955 00:55:15,105 --> 00:55:16,345 It's getting exciting. 956 00:55:30,785 --> 00:55:32,025 [inaudible] 957 00:56:17,985 --> 00:56:20,385 [cell phone ringing] 958 00:56:46,185 --> 00:56:47,345 [cell phone buzzes] 959 00:56:52,745 --> 00:56:55,385 [Milla] For the first time in my journey with cancer, 960 00:56:56,625 --> 00:56:57,905 I am really unwell. 961 00:56:59,945 --> 00:57:01,305 If it was an option, 962 00:57:01,945 --> 00:57:04,705 I'd be returning to conventional medicine. 963 00:57:06,225 --> 00:57:07,225 But it's not. 964 00:57:08,945 --> 00:57:10,945 When I was diagnosed with cancer, 965 00:57:11,665 --> 00:57:13,465 I believed it was my fault. 966 00:57:14,585 --> 00:57:15,425 It wasn't. 967 00:57:16,585 --> 00:57:18,985 I believed it was up to me to cure myself. 968 00:57:20,905 --> 00:57:22,025 It wasn't. 969 00:57:23,465 --> 00:57:25,985 I thought I could become whole through diet, 970 00:57:26,065 --> 00:57:28,265 and by listening to my own instincts. 971 00:57:29,985 --> 00:57:31,105 But I was wrong. 972 00:57:32,025 --> 00:57:34,305 And I'm sorry for not being honest with you. 973 00:57:35,745 --> 00:57:37,545 I wasn't being honest with myself. 974 00:57:49,745 --> 00:57:51,545 -You've got this, Milla! -You killed your mum. 975 00:57:51,625 --> 00:57:54,225 -How many people will die because of you? -Stay strong. 976 00:57:54,305 --> 00:57:57,225 Please contact me ASAP. I feel you've allowed negative energy in. 977 00:57:57,305 --> 00:57:59,345 Love you, Milla. Keep fighting! 978 00:57:59,425 --> 00:58:01,145 I have a healer in Indonesia… 979 00:58:01,945 --> 00:58:03,945 [soft piano playing] 980 00:58:19,505 --> 00:58:21,665 Hello? I'm here. 981 00:58:22,585 --> 00:58:23,825 Ah, shit. 982 00:58:24,705 --> 00:58:25,945 You're in the bath. 983 00:58:27,145 --> 00:58:29,385 Did you want me to jump in? [chuckles] 984 00:58:30,105 --> 00:58:31,065 You can try. 985 00:58:35,465 --> 00:58:36,745 [Chanelle] Arlo and Joe. 986 00:58:38,065 --> 00:58:39,625 A love story for the ages. 987 00:58:40,105 --> 00:58:41,385 [chuckles softly] 988 00:58:46,345 --> 00:58:49,425 [laughing] 989 00:58:56,345 --> 00:58:58,225 Hey, do you remember in grade one… 990 00:59:00,145 --> 00:59:01,785 that day I wet my pants. 991 00:59:02,825 --> 00:59:04,945 And it got all over your homework diary. 992 00:59:05,625 --> 00:59:07,545 God, everyone laughed at me. 993 00:59:08,145 --> 00:59:09,705 And you told them all off. 994 00:59:10,665 --> 00:59:11,825 You were fearless. 995 00:59:14,385 --> 00:59:15,345 At five. 996 00:59:17,825 --> 00:59:18,745 You still are. 997 00:59:31,225 --> 00:59:32,945 I'm so fucking scared. 998 00:59:37,465 --> 00:59:38,425 [sniffles] 999 00:59:40,625 --> 00:59:42,705 I'm so fucking scared. 1000 00:59:44,505 --> 00:59:46,105 [cries] 1001 00:59:46,985 --> 00:59:47,985 Honey. 1002 00:59:55,825 --> 00:59:58,625 [breathes deeply] 1003 01:00:01,865 --> 01:00:03,865 [exhales] 1004 01:00:07,545 --> 01:00:08,705 [sniffles] Hey. 1005 01:00:10,425 --> 01:00:12,065 [sighs] Where you up to? 1006 01:00:12,145 --> 01:00:14,065 I'm where the dog ear is. 1007 01:00:15,505 --> 01:00:18,345 "Jessica Wakefield had come up with a brilliant idea." 1008 01:00:19,745 --> 01:00:21,465 "For as long as Jessica could remember, 1009 01:00:21,545 --> 01:00:24,745 Elizabeth had always outshone her when it came to giving gifts." 1010 01:00:26,305 --> 01:00:29,145 "It wasn't that Jessica didn't have good ideas." 1011 01:00:29,785 --> 01:00:32,105 "It's just that Elizabeth was so hard to compete with." 1012 01:00:33,185 --> 01:00:35,305 "Liz was perfect at everything, 1013 01:00:35,385 --> 01:00:39,185 Jessica thought, sighing. And she was organized…" 1014 01:00:42,625 --> 01:00:46,825 Miss Gibson, please find below a list of 21 questions. 1015 01:00:47,585 --> 01:00:50,065 We will need your response by 2:00 p.m. tomorrow. 1016 01:00:50,985 --> 01:00:52,225 One. 1017 01:00:52,305 --> 01:00:56,265 You say a large part of everything the company earns is donated to charities. 1018 01:00:57,345 --> 01:01:01,585 Which specific charities have received support from The Whole Pantry? 1019 01:01:02,545 --> 01:01:03,545 Two. 1020 01:01:04,105 --> 01:01:06,185 Can you provide tax receipts? 1021 01:01:06,265 --> 01:01:07,345 [Sean] Three. 1022 01:01:07,425 --> 01:01:10,905 Why have you not passed on the charitable donations you publicly promised 1023 01:01:10,985 --> 01:01:12,705 to the Asylum Seeker Resource Centre, 1024 01:01:12,785 --> 01:01:17,225 the Birthing Kit Foundation, One Girl, the 2H Project… 1025 01:01:17,305 --> 01:01:19,105 -The Cross Family. -[Sean] The Cross Family. 1026 01:01:19,185 --> 01:01:21,945 The Bumi Sehat Foundation… 1027 01:01:22,025 --> 01:01:23,225 The Schwartz Family. 1028 01:01:23,825 --> 01:01:24,745 [Justin] Four. 1029 01:01:25,225 --> 01:01:27,825 If the funds were never received by these organizations, 1030 01:01:27,905 --> 01:01:31,065 then for what purpose were they used? 1031 01:01:31,145 --> 01:01:31,985 Five. 1032 01:01:32,065 --> 01:01:34,305 -And quickly, can you please clarify… -[phone dings] 1033 01:01:34,385 --> 01:01:37,785 …at which facility you were diagnosed with cancer? 1034 01:01:38,985 --> 01:01:41,945 Six. What stage was it at diagnosis? 1035 01:01:42,545 --> 01:01:46,065 Seven. What was the precise prognosis? 1036 01:01:46,145 --> 01:01:49,585 Eight. Did you receive chemotherapy and radiation treatment? 1037 01:01:49,665 --> 01:01:51,945 Nine. At which facility? 1038 01:01:52,025 --> 01:01:56,025 Ten. What is the current status of your cancer? 1039 01:01:56,105 --> 01:01:57,625 Eleven. What is your age? 1040 01:01:57,705 --> 01:02:00,865 Twelve. Can you confirm your full given name as there is… 1041 01:02:00,945 --> 01:02:04,825 Thirteen. Will you provide information on the last hospital you presented at? 1042 01:02:04,905 --> 01:02:07,625 Fifteen… Sixteen. Will you provide the name of the doctors… 1043 01:02:07,705 --> 01:02:10,425 What treatments… Eighteen… 1044 01:02:10,505 --> 01:02:13,065 If you have made donations to other organizations… 1045 01:02:13,145 --> 01:02:15,545 Can you provide us with a copy of your medical records? 1046 01:02:15,625 --> 01:02:19,305 Twenty-one. If not, will you provide us with permission 1047 01:02:19,385 --> 01:02:24,025 to contact your current doctor to verify your health status? 1048 01:02:24,585 --> 01:02:27,105 We look forward to hearing from you. 1049 01:02:27,665 --> 01:02:28,865 Boom. 1050 01:02:28,945 --> 01:02:31,105 Fuck! 1051 01:02:31,185 --> 01:02:32,905 ["Flagpole Sitta" by Harvey Danger playing] 1052 01:02:32,985 --> 01:02:36,625 ♪ I'm not sick but I'm not well ♪ 1053 01:02:36,705 --> 01:02:39,825 ♪ And I'm so hot ♪ 1054 01:02:39,905 --> 01:02:43,985 ♪ 'Cause I'm in Hell ♪ 1055 01:02:44,065 --> 01:02:45,745 ♪ Been around the world and found ♪ 1056 01:02:45,825 --> 01:02:48,905 ♪ That only stupid people are breeding ♪ 1057 01:02:49,425 --> 01:02:52,225 ♪ The cretins cloning and feeding ♪ 1058 01:02:52,305 --> 01:02:54,985 ♪ And I don't even own a TV ♪