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[glass cracks]
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[chatter and whooping]
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["Heaven is a Place on Earth" playing]
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[DJ] Belinda Carlisle there with one
of the biggest hits of 1987 so far.
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Gotta love that track!
Coming up next in just a moment...
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[woman] Could you please stop it?
I just wanna have some fun, okay?
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[man] Kelly, come on.
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-Kelly.
-I'm still walking, Wes.
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We've only got a couple of hours
so let's, uh... let's use it.
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I am using it.
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["C'est La Vie"
by Robbie Nevil playing]
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[chatter and laughter]
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[shouting]
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♪ Got a job, that's okay ♪
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♪ But they've got me workin'
night and day ♪
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♪ Punching in, punching out ♪
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♪ Is this really what it's all about? ♪
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♪ What you gonna do,
what you gonna feel? ♪
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♪ I don't know ♪
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♪ What you gonna feel,
what you gonna do? ♪
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♪ Won't someone tell me? ♪
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♪ What you gonna say,
what you gonna do? ♪
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♪ There's only one thing left to say ♪
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♪ C'est la vie, c'est la vie ♪
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♪ That's just the way it goes ♪
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♪ That's right ♪
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♪ C'est la vie, c'est la vie ♪
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[machines bleep]
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[coin drops]
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[machine bleeps]
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Hey.
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You're good at this.
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It's, uh... got different endings.
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Depending on if you're in one
or two player.
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[woman] Uh-huh?
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-It was kinda the first game to do that.
-[bangs machine] Damn it!
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Do you wanna play Top Speed?
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-[crash]
-Oh, no.
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Thank you.
I just wanna get my bearings a bit.
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Uh... okay.
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-See you around?
-Mm-hmm.
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[music and chatter]
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Go along with whatever I say.
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-Sorry?
-Whatever I say, go along with it.
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Okay, Wes, you're just pestering now.
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-Do I have to red light you?
-Two hours 35.
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-There's not much time left.
-Wes.
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[Wes] Look...
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-Last week, we had the most amazing--
-Last week was last week.
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I need to talk with my friend here, okay?
Haven't seen her in a while.
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Wes, she's sick.
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Like "six months to live" sick.
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Five, actually.
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I need to catch up with her.
Private time.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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-Hey, I'm sorry.
-That's okay.
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See you around?
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Sure.
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Sorry for killing you.
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The whole "six months to live" thing?
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Sorry. Five.
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-Five was a nice touch.
-[laughs]
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-Kelly.
-Yorkie.
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-Yurgie?
-Yorkie.
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Like the dog breed?
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Yeah.
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He's not a bad guy. I feel kinda bad.
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-Met him at the Quagmire so...
-What's the Quagmire?
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If you don't already know
what the Quagmire is,
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you probably don't wanna know.
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No?
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You want another one?
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-Oh, no, I--
-Yeah, you do. Come on.
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Do I have to tug your leash?
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-Hey, Blondie.
-I'm Blondie?
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You are. Jack and Coke times two.
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-Oh, no. Mine was just a Coke.
-Times two.
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-What are you doing?
-I'm... regarding you.
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[laughs] I feel like I'm being analysed.
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-Why the glasses?
-Um...
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I like them. They totally work on you.
But do you need them?
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-Yeah, the lenses don't do anything.
-Knew it!
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I used to wear them in school.
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So I guess now
they're just kind of a... comfort thing.
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I figured they were
kind of a fashion statement.
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-Really?
-But then the rest of your outfit is not.
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Don't take that wrong.
It's refreshing. I mean, look around.
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People try so hard to look
how they think they should look.
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They probably saw it in some movie.
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But I like these.
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You're authentically you.
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Thanks.
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Cheers.
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-[clears throat]
-You never tasted it before?
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No, I...
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I just haven't had it in a while.
It's good.
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Do you live here?
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-No. Oh, uh--
-Tourist?
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We'll go with tourist.
So you're new here?
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-First night.
-First night? Wow, okay!
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["Fake" by Alexander O'Neal playing]
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Oh, my God! [laughs]
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We have to dance to this.
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-With each other?
-Uh-huh.
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-Oh, no. Dance floors aren't my thing.
-Oh, let's not limit ourselves.
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-No, I can't.
-Yes, you can, come on.
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-No, I'll look dumb--
-Just follow my lead!
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♪ Your name was Patty, but now it's Kay ♪
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♪ Girl, you seem to change it every day ♪
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Copy me.
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♪ But now it's short, you say ♪
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♪ I got it cut,
but I don't see no hair upon the floor ♪
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You got it.
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♪ Whenever I go out with you ♪
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♪ I find out something new ♪
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♪ You're a fake, baby ♪
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♪ You can't conceal it ♪
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♪ Know how I know 'cause I can feel it ♪
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♪ You're a fake, baby... ♪
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[music fades]
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[music resumes]
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[man shouts]
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Hey!
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-Why did you run away?
-Oh, sorry.
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I... I said I'm not much of a dancer.
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No shit.
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Like a frightened horse
on a frozen lake back there.
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I'm kidding. Half kidding.
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Sorry I pushed you into it.
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Saturday nights once a week.
It's like no time. I get impatient.
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No, no, it's not that. It's...
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-Everyone was looking.
-Looking?
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Yeah. You know, two girls dancing.
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Okay, one, folks are way less uptight
than they used to be.
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And two, this is a party town.
No one's judging.
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Face it. If they were staring,
it's because I am bodacious.
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[laughs]
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-You're stupid.
-Thank you!
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-I've never been on a dance floor.
-Never?
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As in the whole time
you've been alive never?
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-Never.
-[laughs]
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What are you, like, Amish?
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That's one sheltered existence
you got there.
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Yeah, well.
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As far as my family's concerned,
I can't do anything.
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Well, no one knows
about even half the shit I get up to.
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With your folks, though,
it's from a place of love, though, right?
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-They worry.
-They don't worry.
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Just the concept of me enjoying myself
would blow their minds.
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What would you like to do?
That you've never done?
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Oh...
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So many things.
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San Junipero is a party town.
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All up for grabs.
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Midnight's two hours away.
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Oh, that's not long.
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Why waste time sitting here?
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I, um...
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-Listen...
-It's okay.
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-No, I mean...
-Really, it's okay.
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No, I'm, uh...
I'm engaged. I have a fiancé.
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-He's called Greg.
-And is Greg here?
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-No, he's--
-Elsewhere?
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Yeah.
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Oh.
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Wanna go to bed with me?
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We could be back at mine in like...
[snaps fingers]
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I never did anything like that.
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All the more reason.
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Oh, you're nice.
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-I can't.
-Okay.
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-I just... I can't.
-I get it.
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-I have to go.
-In this?
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It's been really great to meet you.
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Likewise.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Okay.
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Shit.
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["Girlfriend In A Coma"
by The Smiths plays]
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♪ Girlfriend in a coma,
I know, I know, it's-- ♪
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[music stops]
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["Don't You Forget About Me"
by Simple Minds plays]
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♪ I'll be alone-- ♪
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[music stops]
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["Heart And Soul" by T'Pau plays]
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♪ The shadow of a lover
goes dancing by-- ♪
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[music stops]
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["Addicted To Love"
by Robert Palmer plays]
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♪ You're addicted to love ♪
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♪ Might as well face it
you're addicted to love ♪
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♪ Might as well-- ♪
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["Wishing Well"
by Terence Trent D'Arby playing]
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♪ Wish me love a wishing well
to kiss and tell ♪
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♪ A wishing well of butterfly tear ♪
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♪ Wish me love a wishing well
to kiss and tell ♪
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♪ A wishing well of crocodile cheers,
sing ♪
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[engages handbrake]
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-What the hell, Wes?
-Look, I know I'm coming across--
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-I'm red lighting you, for real. Okay?
-No, don't do that. Just...
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-Then stop this.
-Can you hear me out? Please? Please.
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How many girls do you think there are
in San Junipero?
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Hundreds? Thousands?
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I don't care.
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I'm saying there's plenty
of other girls out there for you, Wes.
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The locals? They're like dead people.
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-[whooping]
-A little lively for dead people.
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Look, I don't want some kind
of boring romance, okay?
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Like, Jesus,
put us in a retirement home deal.
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Well, if you're looking for someone
to fuck, there's options.
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-Hang out at the Quagmire again.
-It's not just sex.
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-It was just sex.
-No, we made a connection.
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Wes, it was just sex.
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-No--
-No roots.
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We had fun.
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I'm sorry.
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Enjoy the town, for God's sake.
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["Living In A Box"
by Living In A Box playing]
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-Hey.
-Hey.
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Waiting for someone?
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Not really.
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I'll get you a drink?
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[Kelly] Uh, yeah, sure.
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So, uh... yeah,
it was microsurgery, I guess.
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You know, both my kneecaps
had kind of just worn down.
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You know, I never got this song.
Kind of weird.
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-Shall we dance?
-Sure.
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["Need You Tonight" by INXS playing]
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♪ All we've got is this moment ♪
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♪ The 21st century's yesterday ♪
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[music fades]
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[chattering]
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[man] I mean, I guess by the time
I'd put my mind to, like, computing.
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You know, caught that first wave,
would have had a different story.
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Gotta use the bathroom.
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[man] Okay.
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[door closes]
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-I don't know how to do this.
-Do what?
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Just help me.
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Can you just...
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Just make this easy for me?
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You wanna get in my car?
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[engine revs]
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-How long have you been here?
-Sorry?
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-How long have you been here?
-In San Junipero?
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Uh... Couple of months.
Plan is long enough to enjoy myself.
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Guess I'm a tourist, like you.
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Yeah.
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Hey. You okay?
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Yeah.
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-[horn honking]
-[screams] Stop!
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[tyres screech]
254
00:18:48,760 --> 00:18:50,040
[thuds]
255
00:18:50,120 --> 00:18:52,720
[both pant]
256
00:18:57,480 --> 00:18:59,040
Sorry, but...
257
00:19:00,400 --> 00:19:01,960
[laughs] Man, your face!
258
00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:04,800
[laughing]
259
00:19:33,520 --> 00:19:34,720
Wow.
260
00:19:35,480 --> 00:19:38,720
-You like it?
-It's just so big.
261
00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:42,480
Reminds me of where I grew up.
262
00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:51,200
Miss your mom?
263
00:20:22,800 --> 00:20:24,720
[moaning]
264
00:20:27,280 --> 00:20:29,920
[gasps] You have to show me.
265
00:20:30,840 --> 00:20:32,200
-Okay.
-Okay.
266
00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:52,360
You never slept with a woman before?
267
00:20:55,320 --> 00:20:59,560
That's not a critique.
I mean, it was fucking awesome.
268
00:21:04,360 --> 00:21:05,960
No, never with a woman.
269
00:21:08,360 --> 00:21:10,600
Never with anyone.
270
00:21:11,840 --> 00:21:13,560
Not anyone?
271
00:21:14,680 --> 00:21:18,520
-What, in town or...?
-No. No one, nowhere.
272
00:21:21,320 --> 00:21:25,360
-I guess you deflowered me.
-I deflowered you?
273
00:21:26,520 --> 00:21:28,320
What is this? Merry England?
274
00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:30,640
[laughs] Shut up.
275
00:21:35,600 --> 00:21:37,720
You've had relationships though.
276
00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:39,600
Mnh-mnh.
277
00:21:40,520 --> 00:21:42,680
Hello! You got a fiancé.
278
00:21:44,280 --> 00:21:48,280
-It's complicated.
-Yeah, I'll say.
279
00:21:52,720 --> 00:21:54,640
When did you know...
280
00:21:56,440 --> 00:22:00,200
-that you liked women?
-I like men too.
281
00:22:01,120 --> 00:22:01,920
Equal rights.
282
00:22:06,040 --> 00:22:07,040
Okay.
283
00:22:09,000 --> 00:22:10,280
But when did you know?
284
00:22:12,560 --> 00:22:14,560
Do you always know?
285
00:22:21,080 --> 00:22:25,160
I was married to a guy.
A long time, I was married.
286
00:22:27,920 --> 00:22:29,600
I always knew.
287
00:22:29,680 --> 00:22:33,520
I mean, I'd be attracted to other girls,
288
00:22:34,400 --> 00:22:40,160
co-workers, friends,
some waitress that served me.
289
00:22:41,880 --> 00:22:45,600
They were crushes.
God, they were crushes.
290
00:22:50,000 --> 00:22:51,600
Never acted on any of it.
291
00:22:55,800 --> 00:22:57,400
Never did anything.
292
00:23:02,880 --> 00:23:04,440
I was in love with him.
293
00:23:07,280 --> 00:23:09,440
I really was in love with him.
294
00:23:11,720 --> 00:23:16,640
But he chose not to stick around.
295
00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:26,760
So now it's me.
And I'm passing through.
296
00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:31,200
And before I leave,
I'll have a good time.
297
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:35,600
I'm just gonna have a good time.
298
00:23:47,840 --> 00:23:49,000
Time's nearly up.
299
00:23:52,120 --> 00:23:53,840
Then let's lie here.
300
00:24:17,720 --> 00:24:20,200
-[shouting]
-[laughing]
301
00:24:24,440 --> 00:24:26,840
["Heart And Soul" by T'Pau playing]
302
00:24:34,840 --> 00:24:37,040
["Lean On Me" by Club Nouveau playing]
303
00:24:44,600 --> 00:24:45,840
Excuse me?
304
00:24:46,800 --> 00:24:48,120
Have you seen Kelly?
305
00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:50,040
-What's that?
-Kelly.
306
00:24:50,960 --> 00:24:52,480
I haven't seen her all night.
307
00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:56,320
You tried the Quagmire?
308
00:24:57,720 --> 00:24:59,240
What is the Quagmire?
309
00:25:08,720 --> 00:25:09,920
[shouting]
310
00:25:21,560 --> 00:25:23,320
[rock music playing]
311
00:25:23,400 --> 00:25:25,400
[chattering and laughing]
312
00:26:04,080 --> 00:26:06,200
[cheering and whistling]
313
00:26:24,560 --> 00:26:26,160
-[glass shatters]
-[gasps]
314
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:35,760
-Whoa! Hey!
-I'm sorry!
315
00:26:37,240 --> 00:26:39,640
Yeah, I know you from somewhere.
316
00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:42,960
Tucker's.
317
00:26:43,640 --> 00:26:46,200
-Kelly's friend, huh?
-Do you know where to find her?
318
00:26:46,920 --> 00:26:49,840
-How would I know that?
-You're her friend.
319
00:26:51,200 --> 00:26:53,720
-Was a friend.
-Has she been here?
320
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:55,880
No.
321
00:26:58,040 --> 00:27:01,440
[laughs] You too, huh?
322
00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:03,600
Well...
323
00:27:07,080 --> 00:27:10,120
Hey. Try a different time.
324
00:27:11,480 --> 00:27:15,400
Here in '80, the '90s, 2002 one time.
325
00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:18,560
She's worth the shot, right?
326
00:27:33,560 --> 00:27:37,120
Introducing the totally redesigned
Chrysler Cordoba.
327
00:27:37,200 --> 00:27:39,720
All the luxury you expect is here.
328
00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:42,760
But so is gas mileage...
329
00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:44,320
[woman] No, no, no.
330
00:27:44,400 --> 00:27:47,000
["Funky Town" by Lipps, Inc. playing]
331
00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:57,520
-Hey.
-Hey.
332
00:27:58,840 --> 00:28:00,240
Golden age, right?
333
00:28:00,960 --> 00:28:02,600
-Right.
-You playing or...
334
00:28:02,680 --> 00:28:04,800
I'm sorry, I'm looking for someone.
335
00:28:06,120 --> 00:28:08,000
Maybe... next time.
336
00:28:12,160 --> 00:28:13,960
["Ironic" by Alanis Morissette playing]
337
00:28:15,000 --> 00:28:16,920
♪ Don't you think? ♪
338
00:28:17,000 --> 00:28:19,080
♪ It's like rain... ♪
339
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:39,920
[game beeps]
340
00:28:47,000 --> 00:28:48,760
[knocks]
341
00:28:49,920 --> 00:28:50,920
Kelly?
342
00:29:18,320 --> 00:29:20,760
[pop music playing on game]
343
00:29:34,240 --> 00:29:36,120
[cheering on game]
344
00:29:36,200 --> 00:29:38,320
Yeah! [laughs]
345
00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:40,920
[man on game] You're beautiful!
346
00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:44,280
-Select a song!
-Hi.
347
00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:47,920
Ladies' room.
348
00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:50,720
["Can't Get You Out Of My Head"
by Kylie Minogue playing]
349
00:29:51,720 --> 00:29:53,240
Hey.
350
00:29:54,560 --> 00:29:56,440
Hey. No, you--
351
00:29:58,080 --> 00:29:59,560
Wait a minute.
352
00:30:00,560 --> 00:30:02,240
Why are you here?
353
00:30:02,320 --> 00:30:04,480
I was looking for you.
Where did you go?
354
00:30:04,560 --> 00:30:06,240
I like a change of music.
355
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:08,800
How the hell is this your era?
356
00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:16,000
-You hid from me.
-One, I did not.
357
00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:20,800
Two, I owe you zero.
And three... see point two.
358
00:30:26,920 --> 00:30:30,840
It's not about who owes who.
It's about manners.
359
00:30:31,480 --> 00:30:33,120
You don't know who I am.
360
00:30:34,600 --> 00:30:36,680
You don't know what this means.
361
00:30:37,520 --> 00:30:39,880
This means fun.
362
00:30:40,760 --> 00:30:42,920
Or it should. And this...
363
00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:46,240
This is not fun, okay?
364
00:30:47,560 --> 00:30:48,920
This is not fun.
365
00:30:50,400 --> 00:30:51,720
So you don't feel bad?
366
00:30:55,240 --> 00:31:00,320
Maybe you should feel bad.
Or at least feel something.
367
00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:08,160
[door closes]
368
00:31:15,720 --> 00:31:17,360
[glass shatters]
369
00:31:37,120 --> 00:31:38,280
[horn honks]
370
00:31:45,560 --> 00:31:48,560
Have you seen a girl?
Mid-20s, brown hair, glasses?
371
00:31:48,640 --> 00:31:50,200
Uh...
372
00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:57,360
Oh, jeez.
373
00:32:10,320 --> 00:32:11,320
Hey.
374
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:20,160
Please tell me
you got your pain slider set to zero.
375
00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:24,320
Yeah, I think so.
376
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:37,400
-Okay, listen.
-How many of them are dead?
377
00:32:39,920 --> 00:32:41,120
Like what percentage?
378
00:32:44,520 --> 00:32:45,960
As in full-timers?
379
00:32:49,520 --> 00:32:52,600
[Kelly] Eighty. Eighty-five.
380
00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:03,360
I'm sorry.
381
00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:10,640
-I'm not gonna jump.
-I know, and I'm sorry, whatever it's...
382
00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:15,280
In the time I've been here,
I said I wouldn't...
383
00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:19,920
I don't know, do feelings.
384
00:33:21,880 --> 00:33:23,480
You freaked me out.
385
00:33:25,680 --> 00:33:28,040
I don't want to like anyone.
386
00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:34,160
So you've been just...
totally fucking inconvenient.
387
00:33:36,640 --> 00:33:37,600
It's that...
388
00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:41,680
I don't know how long there is.
389
00:33:42,800 --> 00:33:48,480
And I can't. I wasn't prepared for you.
For wanting something--
390
00:34:11,400 --> 00:34:12,640
[sighs] Next week it is.
391
00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:15,840
I'm getting married.
392
00:34:16,720 --> 00:34:17,800
Next week?
393
00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:21,720
-To nice Greg?
-[laughs]
394
00:34:23,200 --> 00:34:25,600
-Sure you're going through with that?
-I have to.
395
00:34:27,840 --> 00:34:30,440
-You have to?
-Mm-hmm.
396
00:34:32,000 --> 00:34:34,160
He really is a good guy.
397
00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:40,320
I mean, my family don't approve, but...
398
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:43,560
they can't stop us.
399
00:34:48,560 --> 00:34:52,160
I know he pities me. That pisses me off.
400
00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:58,200
-But that's not fair 'cause he's...
-[shushes]
401
00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:10,680
You said you don't know
how much time there is.
402
00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:13,120
What does that mean?
403
00:35:19,920 --> 00:35:21,600
They tell me three months.
404
00:35:23,840 --> 00:35:26,480
It's spread basically everywhere.
405
00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:31,000
They said three months before
six months ago.
406
00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:33,000
So, you know, what do they know?
407
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:38,680
Doesn't even taste of anything.
408
00:35:42,000 --> 00:35:46,240
-But so you'll stay here after?
-No.
409
00:35:46,920 --> 00:35:50,040
When I'm done, I am done.
410
00:35:50,120 --> 00:35:52,360
But that's cra-- I mean...
411
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:56,680
-Why?
-Richard.
412
00:35:58,440 --> 00:35:59,440
That's...
413
00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:04,200
My husband's name was Richard.
414
00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:09,760
He died just two years ago.
415
00:36:11,240 --> 00:36:14,680
So we had the opportunity
to stay in San Junipero.
416
00:36:14,760 --> 00:36:15,760
Pass over.
417
00:36:17,920 --> 00:36:18,960
Didn't take it.
418
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:23,560
-Didn't want to take it.
-Why wouldn't anyone take it?
419
00:36:26,400 --> 00:36:27,400
He had his viewpoint.
420
00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:34,400
There were things he believed
and things he didn't believe in,
421
00:36:34,480 --> 00:36:36,160
and this place was one of them.
422
00:36:38,120 --> 00:36:41,000
Wouldn't even visit. Take the trial run.
423
00:36:41,080 --> 00:36:42,320
Shit.
424
00:36:44,440 --> 00:36:48,840
I didn't know if I wanted to try it
but... I mean...
425
00:36:50,560 --> 00:36:54,760
Jesus, without this place,
I never would've met someone like you.
426
00:36:54,840 --> 00:36:58,800
-Yeah, you could have.
-No, I wouldn't.
427
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:01,120
-We could have met outside all this.
-No.
428
00:37:02,560 --> 00:37:06,560
You... would not have got me at all.
429
00:37:09,720 --> 00:37:10,720
At all.
430
00:37:12,560 --> 00:37:15,680
If we really met, I mean...
431
00:37:15,760 --> 00:37:19,160
If we really met, you wouldn't like me.
432
00:37:19,920 --> 00:37:21,080
Try me.
433
00:37:22,000 --> 00:37:25,440
Or you'd--
You wouldn't want to spend time with me.
434
00:37:25,520 --> 00:37:27,760
-You'd come and then--
-Try me.
435
00:37:27,840 --> 00:37:28,840
Why?
436
00:37:30,240 --> 00:37:32,440
Why? What's the point?
437
00:37:32,520 --> 00:37:34,640
What? Where are you? Houston?
438
00:37:36,160 --> 00:37:37,360
Carson City, Nevada.
439
00:37:39,000 --> 00:37:40,480
So come on.
440
00:37:41,240 --> 00:37:43,640
I showed you mine.
441
00:37:44,320 --> 00:37:45,520
Where are you?
442
00:37:47,960 --> 00:37:51,040
-I can just look it up.
-Santa Rosa, California.
443
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:54,840
-That's no distance.
-I don't want you to--
444
00:37:58,600 --> 00:38:02,040
-I don't want you to see me. I'm scared--
-And I'm dying.
445
00:38:03,440 --> 00:38:06,040
Whatever you are can't scare me.
446
00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:11,360
Let me come visit.
447
00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:14,920
I want to say hi.
448
00:38:57,400 --> 00:38:58,840
Here you go.
449
00:39:22,560 --> 00:39:23,360
You okay?
450
00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:35,640
[man over loudspeaker]
Please check in at our self-service pods
451
00:39:35,720 --> 00:39:37,520
using swipe cards provided.
452
00:39:38,760 --> 00:39:42,280
-You must be Kelly.
-I guess I must.
453
00:39:42,360 --> 00:39:44,600
-She's waiting for you.
-Thank you.
454
00:39:47,080 --> 00:39:49,400
-Please.
-[beeps]
455
00:39:50,320 --> 00:39:52,960
She won't be able
to physically respond in any way.
456
00:39:53,040 --> 00:39:54,880
But she can hear you.
457
00:39:56,560 --> 00:39:58,000
I'll give you some privacy.
458
00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:33,320
[whispers] Hello, stupid.
459
00:40:35,920 --> 00:40:37,240
It's good to see you.
460
00:40:51,960 --> 00:40:57,160
Uh... Hello. Excuse me. Is it... Kelly?
461
00:40:59,000 --> 00:41:00,040
It is.
462
00:41:01,440 --> 00:41:04,280
-I'm Greg.
-You're Greg?
463
00:41:05,520 --> 00:41:07,680
-Holy shit.
-[laughs]
464
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:11,520
Yeah, I think it's great
that you came down here in person
465
00:41:11,600 --> 00:41:12,880
before she passes over.
466
00:41:12,960 --> 00:41:14,720
Even her folks
don't come visit no more so...
467
00:41:14,800 --> 00:41:16,080
She's passing over?
468
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:21,040
-When?
-Uh...
469
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:23,480
-Let's go grab a coffee.
-Okay.
470
00:41:25,360 --> 00:41:28,160
-She didn't tell you?
-No, she did not.
471
00:41:29,040 --> 00:41:33,760
-Said she was just visiting.
-More like sampling the trial version.
472
00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:41,480
I mean, I've only known her
the past three years.
473
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:44,520
We talk on the comm box.
474
00:41:47,160 --> 00:41:50,240
She told you how she ended up
quadriplegic?
475
00:41:50,320 --> 00:41:52,160
And how long she's been that way?
476
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:58,280
One night, she's 21,
comes out to her folks.
477
00:41:58,360 --> 00:42:01,040
They're a little uptight about it,
you might say.
478
00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:03,880
They told her they don't
want a gay daughter.
479
00:42:03,960 --> 00:42:06,040
It's not natural and so forth.
480
00:42:06,120 --> 00:42:10,160
They fight. She gets in her car.
Runs it off the road. Boom!
481
00:42:10,240 --> 00:42:13,360
-When she was 21?
-More than 40 years back.
482
00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:16,480
It's been her whole lifetime, basically.
483
00:42:16,560 --> 00:42:19,080
So the whole San Junipero system
has been a big deal for her.
484
00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:20,680
The biggest deal.
485
00:42:20,760 --> 00:42:25,680
Of course now, until she passes over,
it goes permanent,
486
00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:28,160
she's on a five-hour weekly limit.
487
00:42:28,240 --> 00:42:30,120
I guess you're the same.
488
00:42:30,200 --> 00:42:33,680
They ration it out.
They don't trust us with more.
489
00:42:33,760 --> 00:42:36,760
They say you go crazy
if you have too much, you know?
490
00:42:36,840 --> 00:42:39,720
You don't leave your seat.
You disassociate body from mind.
491
00:42:39,800 --> 00:42:43,840
Like that doesn't happen
in every senior home already. [laughs]
492
00:42:44,720 --> 00:42:47,160
The system's there
for therapeutic reasons,
493
00:42:47,240 --> 00:42:50,200
immersive nostalgia therapy.
494
00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:52,800
Plunge you into a world of memories.
495
00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:56,880
Helps with Alzheimer's,
that's what they say.
496
00:42:56,960 --> 00:42:58,200
Small mercies.
497
00:42:59,720 --> 00:43:00,840
So...
498
00:43:02,120 --> 00:43:03,880
About this marriage...
499
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:09,200
The state's got a triple lockdown
on euthanasia cases.
500
00:43:09,280 --> 00:43:13,400
You gotta have a sign-off from the doc,
the patient, a family member.
501
00:43:13,480 --> 00:43:17,880
It's to stop folks from passing over just
because they prefer San Junipero flat out.
502
00:43:17,960 --> 00:43:19,800
Anyhow, Yorkie's family,
503
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:23,080
they're big-time religious,
and they will not sign.
504
00:43:23,160 --> 00:43:25,400
But a spouse can override them.
505
00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:29,600
-Hence the wedding bells.
-You got it.
506
00:43:29,680 --> 00:43:31,720
We got a pastor coming tomorrow a.m.,
507
00:43:31,800 --> 00:43:34,640
and then she's scheduled to pass
tomorrow afternoon.
508
00:43:34,720 --> 00:43:38,080
"Scheduled to pass."
Let's just call it dying.
509
00:43:38,160 --> 00:43:40,160
If you can call it dying.
510
00:43:40,240 --> 00:43:43,360
Uploaded to the cloud, sounds like heaven.
511
00:43:44,320 --> 00:43:45,520
I guess.
512
00:43:47,280 --> 00:43:48,680
You gonna wear a suit?
513
00:43:48,760 --> 00:43:50,480
[laughs]
514
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:52,960
The ceremony's on my coffee break.
515
00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:57,840
I never married so I just figured,
you know, what's the harm?
516
00:43:58,840 --> 00:44:00,240
You're a good man.
517
00:44:02,280 --> 00:44:03,720
It's the least I could do, right?
518
00:44:07,440 --> 00:44:10,560
Think you could hook us up
to the system now?
519
00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:13,680
Just for a little while,
before she passes?
520
00:44:13,760 --> 00:44:17,360
You can still see her afterwards.
I mean, then she's no limit.
521
00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:20,280
She's full, fat, permanent San Juniperan.
522
00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:22,520
I know, but can you?
523
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:25,200
Seriously, it is so tight here
that they monitor every--
524
00:44:25,280 --> 00:44:27,240
I only want a moment.
525
00:44:45,440 --> 00:44:46,240
[Greg] Ma'am.
526
00:44:47,680 --> 00:44:50,320
-You got five minutes
-Thank you.
527
00:45:03,960 --> 00:45:05,160
Hey!
528
00:45:07,400 --> 00:45:09,520
I've never been here
during the daylight.
529
00:45:10,720 --> 00:45:11,520
It's warm.
530
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:15,240
Listen, I gotta be quick.
So I spoke to Greg.
531
00:45:15,320 --> 00:45:16,440
Oh.
532
00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:21,600
-You're passing over tomorrow?
-Yeah.
533
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,400
Couple of hours after the wedding.
534
00:45:24,160 --> 00:45:28,560
So I guess I am technically
honeymooning here forever.
535
00:45:30,440 --> 00:45:32,280
-I'm sorry I didn't tell you.
-[shushes]
536
00:45:35,160 --> 00:45:38,400
-I'm gonna say something crazy.
-Okay.
537
00:45:42,800 --> 00:45:44,200
Wanna marry me instead?
538
00:45:46,120 --> 00:45:49,160
It's just... Greg seems great, but...
539
00:45:50,600 --> 00:45:52,800
-Why not someone you've connected with?
-[laughs]
540
00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:03,640
-[laughs] Is that a yes?
-[laughs]
541
00:46:06,360 --> 00:46:08,160
[man] ...to be your lawfully wedded wife,
542
00:46:08,240 --> 00:46:13,400
to have and to hold,
in sickness and in health,
543
00:46:14,640 --> 00:46:19,280
in good times and in woe,
for richer, for poorer...
544
00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:21,520
[beeping]
545
00:46:27,400 --> 00:46:30,160
[Yorkie breathing faintly]
546
00:46:47,400 --> 00:46:48,960
[breathing stops]
547
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:08,880
[sighs]
548
00:47:10,600 --> 00:47:13,600
[gulls squawking]
549
00:47:13,680 --> 00:47:16,040
[waves rippling]
550
00:47:49,280 --> 00:47:50,360
[sighs]
551
00:47:52,440 --> 00:47:53,600
[nurse] Hold tight.
552
00:47:55,880 --> 00:47:57,240
There you go.
553
00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:02,560
Nearly there.
554
00:48:04,720 --> 00:48:05,800
That's it.
555
00:48:09,320 --> 00:48:11,280
[Kelly coughing]
556
00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:17,800
Are you sure you're all right?
557
00:48:21,880 --> 00:48:23,200
[beeps]
558
00:48:26,360 --> 00:48:28,040
[sighs]
559
00:48:45,240 --> 00:48:48,320
[horn honks]
560
00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:49,880
Hey!
561
00:48:49,960 --> 00:48:51,880
[both laughing]
562
00:48:59,040 --> 00:49:00,600
You didn't dress up to see me?
563
00:49:01,120 --> 00:49:02,360
Oh...
564
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:03,880
Come on!
565
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:08,120
-Better?
-[both laugh]
566
00:49:10,240 --> 00:49:11,240
Whoop!
567
00:49:14,400 --> 00:49:15,640
Oh!
568
00:49:17,400 --> 00:49:18,800
Oh! Whoo!
569
00:49:27,640 --> 00:49:29,520
[Yorkie] Looks so real.
570
00:49:32,240 --> 00:49:34,560
It feels so real!
571
00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:39,080
[Kelly laughs]
572
00:49:40,000 --> 00:49:41,400
[laughs and screams]
573
00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:46,320
-What are you doing?
-Oh, I love it here! [laughs]
574
00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:47,400
I just love it.
575
00:49:47,480 --> 00:49:51,160
-You've been here before.
-But now I live here!
576
00:49:52,720 --> 00:49:53,960
Be with me.
577
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:58,920
-I'm with you now.
-That's not what I mean.
578
00:50:00,840 --> 00:50:02,200
Pass over.
579
00:50:03,360 --> 00:50:06,480
-When it's your time.
-Yorkie.
580
00:50:06,560 --> 00:50:09,920
-Stay here with me.
-Can we just enjoy tonight?
581
00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:12,000
It's almost midnight.
582
00:50:12,080 --> 00:50:13,440
In ten minutes, you're out of here.
583
00:50:13,520 --> 00:50:15,160
Then I gotta wait a week
to see you again.
584
00:50:15,240 --> 00:50:18,360
-You know I'm just a visitor.
-What, a couple of months, then what?
585
00:50:18,440 --> 00:50:21,160
-We're not discussing this.
-Then you're gone.
586
00:50:21,240 --> 00:50:25,080
-Just gone. You could have forever.
-Forever?
587
00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:28,400
-Who can even make sense of forever?
-However long you want then.
588
00:50:28,480 --> 00:50:31,080
I mean, you can remove yourself
like that. [snaps fingers]
589
00:50:31,160 --> 00:50:32,960
It's not a trap.
590
00:50:33,040 --> 00:50:36,440
I mean, look at it! Jesus! Touch it!
[bangs vehicle]
591
00:50:36,520 --> 00:50:38,840
-I'm going.
-Hey! Oh. Hey.
592
00:50:40,720 --> 00:50:41,720
It's real.
593
00:50:42,880 --> 00:50:45,280
This is real.
594
00:50:46,880 --> 00:50:48,520
And this.
595
00:50:50,040 --> 00:50:51,560
-Hmm?
-Come on.
596
00:50:51,640 --> 00:50:53,480
You know that was just a gesture.
597
00:50:55,440 --> 00:50:59,160
-You married me.
-To help you pass over.
598
00:50:59,240 --> 00:51:04,120
-As a... kindness.
-It's not so kind to leave.
599
00:51:08,120 --> 00:51:11,160
Okay, look, look, I'm sorry, I just...
600
00:51:13,160 --> 00:51:14,960
I got this chance.
601
00:51:16,720 --> 00:51:19,840
We got this chance.
I wanna share it with you.
602
00:51:22,240 --> 00:51:24,880
I said I made my choice.
603
00:51:24,960 --> 00:51:28,080
What is it? You feel bad
because your husband isn't here?
604
00:51:28,880 --> 00:51:31,760
-Because that was his choice.
-Don't.
605
00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:34,520
He chose not to stay here.
It's like he left you.
606
00:51:35,480 --> 00:51:38,560
You know, he could have stayed,
but he chose to leave you.
607
00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:40,920
-You don't know what you're saying.
-You should be mad at him.
608
00:51:41,000 --> 00:51:43,040
-Not whipping yourself with guilt.
-Get off me.
609
00:51:43,120 --> 00:51:47,000
You can't see it!
But what he did, it was selfish actually!
610
00:51:47,080 --> 00:51:48,080
[gasps]
611
00:51:51,680 --> 00:51:53,120
Forty-nine years...
612
00:51:55,280 --> 00:52:00,560
I was with him for 49 years.
613
00:52:01,600 --> 00:52:04,160
You can't begin to imagine.
614
00:52:05,320 --> 00:52:06,880
You can't know...
615
00:52:08,720 --> 00:52:12,280
the bond, the commitment, the boredom,
616
00:52:12,360 --> 00:52:14,720
the yearning, the laughter,
the love of it.
617
00:52:14,800 --> 00:52:17,360
The fucking love. You just cannot know!
618
00:52:19,360 --> 00:52:21,480
Everything we sacrificed.
619
00:52:22,920 --> 00:52:26,440
The years I gave him.
The years he gave me.
620
00:52:26,520 --> 00:52:27,880
Did you think to ask?
621
00:52:29,840 --> 00:52:32,440
Did it occur to you to ask?
622
00:52:35,000 --> 00:52:36,400
We had a daughter.
623
00:52:39,120 --> 00:52:40,360
Alison.
624
00:52:42,280 --> 00:52:45,160
Always difficult, always beautiful.
625
00:52:45,240 --> 00:52:47,960
Died at 39 years old, bless her heart.
626
00:52:48,040 --> 00:52:51,120
And Richard and I,
we felt that heartbreak as one.
627
00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:55,320
You think you're the only person
ever suffered, go fuck yourself.
628
00:52:55,400 --> 00:52:57,600
-Well, I didn't know--
-Didn't think to.
629
00:52:59,160 --> 00:53:01,680
You know, when he was dying,
Richard said to me
630
00:53:01,760 --> 00:53:05,400
when they offered him this,
to pass over, pass through,
631
00:53:05,480 --> 00:53:08,160
spend eternity in this fucking graveyard
you're so in love with,
632
00:53:08,240 --> 00:53:13,920
he said, "How can I?
When she missed out, how can I?"
633
00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:16,400
And so he went.
634
00:53:17,800 --> 00:53:20,800
And I wish I could believe he's
with her now,
635
00:53:20,880 --> 00:53:22,520
that they're together, but I don't.
636
00:53:23,480 --> 00:53:26,440
I believe they're nowhere.
Just like you said.
637
00:53:27,040 --> 00:53:31,120
Gone. No, I pitied you,
and that's the truth. I pitied you.
638
00:53:31,200 --> 00:53:32,600
Now you give me some sales pitch
639
00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:34,560
about how fucking peachy forever
could be.
640
00:53:34,640 --> 00:53:35,680
I'm sorry.
641
00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:37,960
You wanna spend forever
somewhere nothing matters?
642
00:53:38,800 --> 00:53:40,840
End up like Wes?
643
00:53:40,920 --> 00:53:44,040
All those lost fucks at the Quagmire
644
00:53:44,120 --> 00:53:46,200
trying anything to feel something,
go ahead.
645
00:53:47,480 --> 00:53:50,200
But I'm out. I'm gone.
646
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:57,160
Kelly, I'm sorry. Kelly!
647
00:54:02,440 --> 00:54:04,160
[engine revs]
648
00:54:20,680 --> 00:54:22,280
[tyres screech]
649
00:54:27,600 --> 00:54:28,960
[engine revs]
650
00:54:33,120 --> 00:54:34,960
-[crashes]
-[Kelly grunts]
651
00:54:47,920 --> 00:54:50,480
[waves ripple]
652
00:54:55,200 --> 00:54:57,240
[coughs]
653
00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:07,600
[chattering]
654
00:56:11,720 --> 00:56:13,200
[nurse] Hey, Kelly.
655
00:56:15,040 --> 00:56:18,200
-You all right?
-Yeah, I am fine.
656
00:56:28,000 --> 00:56:30,120
[wheezes]
657
00:57:15,080 --> 00:57:18,040
-Well, okay then.
-Huh?
658
00:57:22,480 --> 00:57:23,480
Kelly?
659
00:57:24,560 --> 00:57:26,720
All things considered...
660
00:57:28,760 --> 00:57:30,200
I guess I'm ready.
661
00:57:32,720 --> 00:57:33,840
For what?
662
00:57:37,120 --> 00:57:39,120
For the rest of it.
663
00:57:47,240 --> 00:57:48,600
[seagulls cry]
664
00:57:57,760 --> 00:57:59,520
[starts engine]
665
00:57:59,600 --> 00:58:03,040
♪ Ooh, baby,
do you know what that's worth ♪
666
00:58:03,120 --> 00:58:07,320
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
667
00:58:07,400 --> 00:58:11,320
♪ They say in heaven love comes first ♪
668
00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:15,120
♪ We'll make heaven a place on Earth ♪
669
00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:18,880
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
670
00:58:35,920 --> 00:58:40,080
♪ When I feel alone ♪
671
00:58:40,160 --> 00:58:41,520
♪ I reach for you ♪
672
00:58:41,600 --> 00:58:44,000
-♪ And you bring me home ♪
-[honks horn]
673
00:58:44,080 --> 00:58:47,520
♪ When I'm lost at sea ♪
674
00:58:47,600 --> 00:58:51,600
-[laughs]
-♪ I hear your voice and it carries me ♪
675
00:58:52,200 --> 00:58:53,280
Ready?
676
00:58:53,360 --> 00:58:56,280
-♪ In this world we're just beginning ♪
-[both] Whoo!
677
00:58:56,360 --> 00:59:00,320
♪ To understand the miracle of living ♪
678
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:03,480
-♪ Maybe I wasn't brave before ♪
-[both] Whoo!
679
00:59:03,560 --> 00:59:07,480
♪ But I'm not afraid anymore ♪
680
00:59:08,160 --> 00:59:11,680
♪ Ooh, baby,
do you know what that's worth ♪
681
00:59:11,760 --> 00:59:15,680
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
682
00:59:15,760 --> 00:59:19,440
♪ They say in heaven love comes first ♪
683
00:59:19,520 --> 00:59:23,080
♪ We'll make a heaven a place on Earth ♪
684
00:59:23,160 --> 00:59:28,080
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
685
00:59:35,400 --> 00:59:36,920
[beeping]
686
00:59:38,000 --> 00:59:41,000
♪ Heaven ♪
687
00:59:46,040 --> 00:59:49,480
♪ Heaven ♪
688
00:59:53,520 --> 00:59:56,400
♪ Heaven ♪
689
00:59:57,920 --> 01:00:01,680
♪ In this world, we're just beginning ♪
690
01:00:01,760 --> 01:00:05,280
♪ To understand the miracle of living ♪
691
01:00:05,920 --> 01:00:09,200
♪ Baby, I was afraid before ♪
692
01:00:09,280 --> 01:00:13,560
♪ I'm not afraid anymore ♪
693
01:00:28,040 --> 01:00:29,360
♪ Ooh, baby ♪
694
01:00:29,440 --> 01:00:31,800
♪ Do you know what that's worth ♪
695
01:00:31,880 --> 01:00:35,640
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
696
01:00:35,720 --> 01:00:39,720
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place
on Earth ♪
697
01:00:39,800 --> 01:00:43,640
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place on Earth ♪
698
01:00:43,720 --> 01:00:47,200
♪ Ooh, heaven is a place
on Earth ♪