1 00:00:14,577 --> 00:00:16,577 [theme music playing] 2 00:01:21,728 --> 00:01:23,728 [crickets chirping] 3 00:02:17,867 --> 00:02:21,617 -[Bent-Neck Lady screams] -[Young Nell screaming] 4 00:02:23,456 --> 00:02:24,616 [panting] 5 00:02:25,583 --> 00:02:27,343 -[Olivia] Shh. -[whimpering] 6 00:02:27,710 --> 00:02:28,710 It's okay, baby. 7 00:02:28,878 --> 00:02:30,258 It's okay. 8 00:02:30,546 --> 00:02:32,046 It was just a nightmare. 9 00:02:32,882 --> 00:02:34,092 I was awake. 10 00:02:34,676 --> 00:02:36,046 She was there. 11 00:02:36,719 --> 00:02:39,639 She screamed so loud it hurt my ears. 12 00:02:40,056 --> 00:02:41,976 -Maybe it was Theo playing a joke. -No. 13 00:02:42,058 --> 00:02:43,478 It wasn't Theo. 14 00:02:45,228 --> 00:02:46,308 It was... 15 00:02:47,272 --> 00:02:48,232 like... 16 00:02:48,982 --> 00:02:51,192 a bent-neck lady. 17 00:02:53,152 --> 00:02:54,782 Well, that's a new one. 18 00:02:54,862 --> 00:02:56,412 -She's gone now, right? -[sniffles] 19 00:02:56,739 --> 00:02:57,569 [Olivia] Yeah. 20 00:02:58,658 --> 00:02:59,828 If she comes back... 21 00:03:00,410 --> 00:03:02,040 you come find us, okay? 22 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:04,120 Yeah, and we'll scare her away. 23 00:03:04,497 --> 00:03:06,577 Promise? [sniffles] 24 00:03:06,749 --> 00:03:08,129 [Young Nell] Just tonight. 25 00:03:08,334 --> 00:03:10,714 {\an8}[Olivia sighs] Won't you miss your brother? 26 00:03:12,255 --> 00:03:13,835 {\an8}I'd rather sleep here. 27 00:03:15,174 --> 00:03:17,144 {\an8}In case she comes back. 28 00:03:22,098 --> 00:03:23,638 Okay, just tonight, then. 29 00:03:24,684 --> 00:03:25,604 [chuckles softly] 30 00:03:25,727 --> 00:03:27,017 I'll stay with her a bit. 31 00:03:29,188 --> 00:03:30,228 [Younger Hugh] Good night. 32 00:03:32,317 --> 00:03:35,817 -Young ladies. -Hmm. Good night. [chuckles] 33 00:03:37,155 --> 00:03:39,315 -Hey, will you grab her blanket? -[Younger Hugh] Yeah. 34 00:03:39,407 --> 00:03:40,237 Thanks. 35 00:03:42,827 --> 00:03:43,827 [sighs] 36 00:03:45,246 --> 00:03:46,786 You feeling a little better? 37 00:03:47,999 --> 00:03:50,129 Tell me what's inside your locket. 38 00:03:50,918 --> 00:03:52,878 You know... [softly] what's inside my locket. 39 00:03:53,796 --> 00:03:55,166 -I am. -[Olivia chuckles] 40 00:03:55,423 --> 00:03:56,263 You are. 41 00:03:57,717 --> 00:03:58,887 Both of you are. 42 00:03:59,469 --> 00:04:00,299 Right? 43 00:04:01,596 --> 00:04:03,766 Can I have a locket like that someday? 44 00:04:04,599 --> 00:04:06,059 You can hold onto it tonight, 45 00:04:06,142 --> 00:04:08,482 and when you're older, I'll give you this one. 46 00:04:08,895 --> 00:04:10,355 That exact one? 47 00:04:10,438 --> 00:04:12,068 This exact one. 48 00:04:12,690 --> 00:04:13,650 When you're older. 49 00:04:14,776 --> 00:04:15,606 Okay? 50 00:04:49,394 --> 00:04:50,354 [moans softly] 51 00:05:20,133 --> 00:05:21,223 [clock ticking faintly] 52 00:05:24,345 --> 00:05:26,345 [ticking gets louder] 53 00:05:34,439 --> 00:05:37,149 [breathing heavily] 54 00:05:38,901 --> 00:05:40,901 [ticking gets slower] 55 00:05:41,404 --> 00:05:43,414 [breathing shakily] 56 00:05:54,959 --> 00:05:58,799 [Bent-Neck Lady] No, no, no, no, no no, no, no, no, no... 57 00:05:58,880 --> 00:06:00,800 -[Young Nell panting] -[Nell] I'm frozen. 58 00:06:01,424 --> 00:06:02,384 I can't talk. 59 00:06:03,718 --> 00:06:05,428 Or move my arms or legs. 60 00:06:07,013 --> 00:06:10,523 I usually start to panic, and my breath gets fast and heavy. 61 00:06:11,184 --> 00:06:13,644 My heart feels like it's pounding out of my chest. 62 00:06:15,188 --> 00:06:16,018 [man] Okay. 63 00:06:16,314 --> 00:06:19,154 And how long does this last, until you're able to move again? 64 00:06:19,275 --> 00:06:21,735 [inhales sharply] Maybe a minute, maybe two. 65 00:06:23,321 --> 00:06:25,071 But it feels like hours sometimes. 66 00:06:28,326 --> 00:06:30,576 [man] And you said the first occurrence happened... 67 00:06:30,661 --> 00:06:31,701 When I was six. 68 00:06:32,497 --> 00:06:35,037 Do you ever see anything during these episodes? 69 00:06:36,292 --> 00:06:37,172 Like what? 70 00:06:38,169 --> 00:06:40,129 People sometimes say they see things. 71 00:06:41,422 --> 00:06:43,342 Now I know this all must sound really weird. 72 00:06:43,424 --> 00:06:44,344 Not at all. 73 00:06:44,592 --> 00:06:47,432 Sleep paralysis is actually more common than you think, 74 00:06:47,512 --> 00:06:49,512 but it's completely harmless. 75 00:06:50,389 --> 00:06:52,729 Which is easy for the sleep tech to say, right? 76 00:06:53,142 --> 00:06:54,442 [both chuckle] 77 00:06:55,269 --> 00:06:57,019 Uh... and so... 78 00:06:57,480 --> 00:07:00,730 you've never sought treatment or done any other sleep studies? 79 00:07:00,816 --> 00:07:01,646 No. 80 00:07:01,734 --> 00:07:03,114 I Googled it. I... 81 00:07:03,903 --> 00:07:06,363 I was surprised to find that there was something to be done. 82 00:07:06,572 --> 00:07:07,412 Okay. 83 00:07:08,616 --> 00:07:11,616 So, during the night, you... you cycle 84 00:07:11,869 --> 00:07:13,909 -through different stages of sleep. -Hmm. 85 00:07:14,121 --> 00:07:17,711 In the deepest stage, your brain basically switches off the muscles 86 00:07:17,792 --> 00:07:20,132 to stop you from acting out your dreams. 87 00:07:20,836 --> 00:07:23,586 Some people just come out of that stage quicker than others. 88 00:07:23,923 --> 00:07:26,933 Your brain wakes up before it starts the engines again. 89 00:07:28,052 --> 00:07:30,302 It just takes a minute for your muscles to catch up. 90 00:07:31,973 --> 00:07:32,853 And... 91 00:07:34,225 --> 00:07:35,975 about the things I sometimes see? 92 00:07:36,811 --> 00:07:38,521 It's funny the things people... 93 00:07:39,105 --> 00:07:41,225 sometimes report. Shadow people. 94 00:07:41,566 --> 00:07:42,526 Animals. 95 00:07:42,900 --> 00:07:43,940 Dead loved ones. 96 00:07:44,777 --> 00:07:49,067 Hallucinations are actually fairly common because of the disrupted boundary between 97 00:07:49,407 --> 00:07:52,197 your dream state and your wakefulness. 98 00:07:52,910 --> 00:07:55,040 So your dreams may carry over. 99 00:07:55,955 --> 00:07:57,035 "A little spill." 100 00:07:58,249 --> 00:07:59,129 What's that? 101 00:08:02,211 --> 00:08:03,051 So... 102 00:08:04,088 --> 00:08:05,208 what now... 103 00:08:05,506 --> 00:08:06,336 Dr. Vance? 104 00:08:06,841 --> 00:08:09,221 Oh, I'm not a doctor, I'm just a sleep tech. 105 00:08:10,261 --> 00:08:11,141 Oh. 106 00:08:11,721 --> 00:08:14,141 Okay, uh, what then, what now, 107 00:08:14,223 --> 00:08:16,483 Mr. Sleep Tech... nician? 108 00:08:16,559 --> 00:08:18,439 -Tech... Technologist. -Technologist. 109 00:08:18,519 --> 00:08:19,349 Yeah. 110 00:08:19,437 --> 00:08:21,727 -[chuckles softly] -Just... just call me Arthur. 111 00:08:22,398 --> 00:08:23,608 So what now, Arthur? 112 00:08:25,192 --> 00:08:28,702 Well, first, we'll schedule you for a sleep test, 113 00:08:28,779 --> 00:08:32,489 where we chart your brain waves, heartbeat, and breathing while you sleep, 114 00:08:32,575 --> 00:08:35,785 then we'll use that information to develop a kind of escape plan. 115 00:08:36,120 --> 00:08:37,000 An escape plan? 116 00:08:37,079 --> 00:08:39,869 A series of actions you'll be able to recall during these episodes 117 00:08:39,957 --> 00:08:41,287 to help you get through them. 118 00:08:41,375 --> 00:08:45,085 It won't stop the process, but... it could get rid of the panic. 119 00:08:45,713 --> 00:08:47,133 -[Nell exhales] -You okay? 120 00:08:49,091 --> 00:08:50,091 Yeah, I... 121 00:08:52,011 --> 00:08:55,011 The last doctor I saw, my... my general practitioner, 122 00:08:55,514 --> 00:08:58,354 he... wasn't an expert. [sighs] 123 00:08:59,185 --> 00:09:01,805 He just told me to avoid TV before bedtime. 124 00:09:02,188 --> 00:09:03,018 It's... 125 00:09:03,481 --> 00:09:05,071 It's nice to be listened to. 126 00:09:06,359 --> 00:09:07,399 Do you drink coffee? 127 00:09:09,570 --> 00:09:10,780 Uh, yeah, I... 128 00:09:12,073 --> 00:09:12,913 Are... 129 00:09:13,699 --> 00:09:16,289 are you asking me if I want to get coffee? 130 00:09:16,535 --> 00:09:18,535 Uh, it's... uh, it's for the... 131 00:09:18,788 --> 00:09:21,288 -health history section in your file. -Oh. 132 00:09:22,166 --> 00:09:23,576 [stutters] I'm... I'm sorry. 133 00:09:23,668 --> 00:09:25,998 -No, don't be. -No, I really misread that. 134 00:09:26,087 --> 00:09:30,127 I was planning on waiting until the end of your visit to ask you out for coffee. 135 00:09:31,008 --> 00:09:32,678 But since you brought it up... 136 00:09:33,427 --> 00:09:35,637 -Yeah. [chuckles] -Okay. 137 00:09:35,846 --> 00:09:37,176 [both laugh] 138 00:09:44,313 --> 00:09:47,403 ♪ Let us go where the wild things grow ♪ 139 00:09:47,775 --> 00:09:50,065 ♪ Let us go where time runs slow ♪ 140 00:09:51,070 --> 00:09:54,200 ♪ To the fields that brought you here ♪ 141 00:09:54,365 --> 00:09:58,535 ♪ From the heels That walked through fear ♪ 142 00:09:59,120 --> 00:10:00,250 [Nell moans softly] 143 00:10:00,996 --> 00:10:05,666 ♪ Everything you got, it is gold ♪ 144 00:10:06,711 --> 00:10:09,051 Ever had a better offer in your whole life? 145 00:10:09,755 --> 00:10:11,085 One with everything? 146 00:10:12,717 --> 00:10:13,547 [all] Ten! 147 00:10:14,218 --> 00:10:15,218 Nine! 148 00:10:15,344 --> 00:10:16,184 Eight! 149 00:10:16,429 --> 00:10:17,389 Seven! 150 00:10:17,805 --> 00:10:19,675 Six! Five! 151 00:10:20,057 --> 00:10:21,767 Four! Three! 152 00:10:22,101 --> 00:10:24,231 Two! One! 153 00:10:24,687 --> 00:10:26,187 Happy New Year! 154 00:10:27,982 --> 00:10:31,192 ♪ Don't you know you're not alone ♪ 155 00:10:37,324 --> 00:10:39,664 ♪ Universe in bloom ♪ 156 00:10:40,619 --> 00:10:43,249 ♪ Hear the roots calling ♪ 157 00:10:43,956 --> 00:10:46,376 ♪ Universe in bloom ♪ 158 00:10:47,918 --> 00:10:50,418 ♪ Meet me in the garden ♪ 159 00:10:52,089 --> 00:10:54,549 ♪ I planted for you ♪ 160 00:10:58,012 --> 00:10:59,762 -[chuckles] Yes! -[Arthur chuckles] 161 00:10:59,889 --> 00:11:01,219 [cheering] 162 00:11:17,448 --> 00:11:19,448 [panting] 163 00:11:25,456 --> 00:11:27,366 [whimpering] 164 00:11:29,543 --> 00:11:30,383 Hey. 165 00:11:30,669 --> 00:11:32,759 Oh, you haven't had one of these in a while. 166 00:11:33,589 --> 00:11:35,589 [continues whimpering] 167 00:11:35,758 --> 00:11:38,718 -Hey. You got it. -[breathing shakily] 168 00:11:39,637 --> 00:11:41,557 Remember the plan. All right? 169 00:11:42,181 --> 00:11:44,061 Control your breath. 170 00:11:44,975 --> 00:11:46,845 [inhales] Uh-huh. 171 00:11:46,936 --> 00:11:48,436 [moans, continues breathing shakily] 172 00:11:48,521 --> 00:11:49,691 Clench your fist. 173 00:11:52,983 --> 00:11:53,823 Uh-huh. 174 00:11:54,735 --> 00:11:55,895 And I'll get the light. 175 00:11:56,362 --> 00:11:57,662 Okay? Right here. 176 00:12:00,282 --> 00:12:01,162 Uh-huh. 177 00:12:01,325 --> 00:12:03,325 [moaning] 178 00:12:04,620 --> 00:12:05,790 There you go. 179 00:12:12,419 --> 00:12:13,339 Clench your fist. 180 00:12:13,712 --> 00:12:16,172 -[gasps, whimpers] -Good. 181 00:12:18,467 --> 00:12:20,257 [panting] 182 00:12:20,344 --> 00:12:23,314 Huh? Yeah. 183 00:12:23,430 --> 00:12:26,270 You did it. Good. 184 00:12:26,559 --> 00:12:28,559 ♪ Oh, heavenly day ♪ 185 00:12:33,315 --> 00:12:38,355 ♪ All the clouds blew away ♪ 186 00:12:41,907 --> 00:12:46,247 ♪ Got no trouble today ♪ 187 00:12:49,707 --> 00:12:52,627 ♪ With anyone ♪ 188 00:12:57,548 --> 00:13:02,178 ♪ The smile on your face ♪ 189 00:13:04,388 --> 00:13:08,058 ♪ I live only to see ♪ 190 00:13:13,022 --> 00:13:15,572 ♪ It's enough for me, baby ♪ 191 00:13:16,692 --> 00:13:18,822 ♪ It's enough for me ♪ 192 00:13:19,111 --> 00:13:21,111 ♪ Oh heavenly day ♪ 193 00:13:21,447 --> 00:13:23,197 ♪ Heavenly day ♪ 194 00:13:23,407 --> 00:13:26,487 ♪ Heavenly day ♪ 195 00:13:28,412 --> 00:13:30,502 -Watch. Any second now. -Okay. 196 00:13:33,667 --> 00:13:35,667 [romantic piano music playing] 197 00:13:39,715 --> 00:13:40,925 [Nell] It's taking her forever. 198 00:13:41,008 --> 00:13:43,468 -No, any second. Penny's gonna drop. -[chuckles] 199 00:13:45,304 --> 00:13:46,434 [Nell laughs] 200 00:13:47,890 --> 00:13:48,720 There it is. 201 00:13:48,807 --> 00:13:51,557 -[Steve snickers] -[Nell laughing] 202 00:13:53,604 --> 00:13:55,814 [Steve] Ten minutes. It took her almost ten minutes. 203 00:13:55,898 --> 00:13:57,478 -Ten minutes and 30 years. -[Steve laughs] 204 00:13:58,567 --> 00:13:59,647 [Nell sighs] 205 00:13:59,985 --> 00:14:01,815 [Steve] Hey, did you close on the house yet? 206 00:14:02,404 --> 00:14:03,494 Next week. 207 00:14:03,989 --> 00:14:06,159 Arthur doesn't start his UCLA job till June, 208 00:14:06,241 --> 00:14:08,491 so we'll have lots of time to spend with you guys. 209 00:14:08,577 --> 00:14:09,827 -Great. -[Nell] Yeah. 210 00:14:10,621 --> 00:14:12,581 Luke said he might move out there too. 211 00:14:12,957 --> 00:14:14,327 [Steve chuckles] 212 00:14:14,416 --> 00:14:16,086 He's following you west, huh? 213 00:14:16,168 --> 00:14:17,458 Yeah, it's a twin thing. 214 00:14:20,422 --> 00:14:23,092 I wouldn't get my hopes too high. I mean... 215 00:14:23,425 --> 00:14:25,835 who knows if he'll be in any condition to... 216 00:14:27,304 --> 00:14:28,354 I hope he does. 217 00:14:30,015 --> 00:14:31,595 Yeah, I wish he was here today. 218 00:14:33,811 --> 00:14:34,691 You're gonna love LA. 219 00:14:34,770 --> 00:14:35,900 -[Nell] Oh, yeah? -Oh, yeah. 220 00:14:35,980 --> 00:14:38,520 You can go skiing and surfing on the same day. 221 00:14:38,607 --> 00:14:40,187 -Why? -[Steve] I don't know. 222 00:14:40,275 --> 00:14:42,855 I don't know why you'd want to do that, but you can. 223 00:14:42,945 --> 00:14:43,855 [both laughing] 224 00:14:44,113 --> 00:14:47,283 And you'll never have to scrape ice off your windshield ever again. 225 00:14:47,366 --> 00:14:48,696 -That's so nice. -[Steve] Yeah. 226 00:14:48,784 --> 00:14:50,624 -It's very nice. -[laughs] 227 00:14:50,703 --> 00:14:51,873 [Steve] It's the best. 228 00:15:04,508 --> 00:15:05,718 What are you looking at? 229 00:15:06,135 --> 00:15:07,135 Nothing. 230 00:15:08,303 --> 00:15:09,263 Nobody, um... 231 00:15:10,014 --> 00:15:12,774 -Too much champagne, maybe. -[both laughing] 232 00:15:15,060 --> 00:15:16,440 You deserve this, Nellie. 233 00:15:16,520 --> 00:15:17,400 Thank you. 234 00:15:18,022 --> 00:15:20,232 I mean, Eleanor Vance. 235 00:15:20,315 --> 00:15:21,685 -Oh, yeah. -[chuckles] 236 00:15:22,192 --> 00:15:24,702 I'm gonna have to get used to that, but I like it. 237 00:15:25,446 --> 00:15:26,276 It's perfect. 238 00:16:00,230 --> 00:16:02,020 [Nell whimpering] 239 00:16:04,818 --> 00:16:05,738 Whoa. 240 00:16:06,361 --> 00:16:08,821 -[continues whimpering] -It's been a long time. 241 00:16:10,657 --> 00:16:11,577 Honey. 242 00:16:11,992 --> 00:16:12,832 Hey. 243 00:16:13,410 --> 00:16:14,290 Shh. 244 00:16:15,579 --> 00:16:16,459 Relax. 245 00:16:16,955 --> 00:16:20,205 -[Arthur breathing steadily] -[Nell breathing shakily] 246 00:16:25,672 --> 00:16:26,672 I'll get the light. 247 00:16:31,053 --> 00:16:32,513 [Nell whimpering] 248 00:16:37,351 --> 00:16:39,981 [Arthur choking] 249 00:16:42,773 --> 00:16:43,983 [muffled screaming] 250 00:16:51,281 --> 00:16:53,491 [screaming intensifies] 251 00:16:57,621 --> 00:16:59,041 [sobbing] 252 00:17:05,838 --> 00:17:07,258 [groaning] 253 00:17:08,340 --> 00:17:10,260 [Nell continues sobbing] 254 00:17:18,851 --> 00:17:20,851 [panting] 255 00:17:21,186 --> 00:17:23,186 [sobbing] 256 00:17:28,068 --> 00:17:29,528 [panting] 257 00:17:33,157 --> 00:17:34,737 No! 258 00:17:36,201 --> 00:17:38,621 [panting] No. 259 00:17:40,289 --> 00:17:41,619 No! 260 00:17:42,166 --> 00:17:44,536 Arthur! [sobbing] 261 00:17:44,793 --> 00:17:45,883 [Nell] He was dead. 262 00:17:46,712 --> 00:17:48,382 He was dead, and she was back. 263 00:17:50,632 --> 00:17:51,762 How long had it been? 264 00:17:52,342 --> 00:17:53,932 Since you'd seen her, I mean? 265 00:17:55,637 --> 00:17:57,097 It'd been almost two years. 266 00:17:57,764 --> 00:17:58,934 I actually hadn't... 267 00:18:00,017 --> 00:18:01,187 seen her since... 268 00:18:05,022 --> 00:18:06,572 well, since Arthur and I met. 269 00:18:07,858 --> 00:18:09,688 I... I started seeing her... 270 00:18:10,402 --> 00:18:11,652 when I was a kid. 271 00:18:12,487 --> 00:18:15,777 And after the house, when we lived with my aunt, I saw her some more. 272 00:18:16,533 --> 00:18:19,123 But then he came into my life, and she went away. 273 00:18:22,372 --> 00:18:23,622 And then she killed him. 274 00:18:24,708 --> 00:18:28,298 Oh, we've talked about this before. Arthur died of an aneurysm. 275 00:18:28,545 --> 00:18:29,375 I know. 276 00:18:29,463 --> 00:18:32,173 Well, if you know, then you must also know that it was a... 277 00:18:32,424 --> 00:18:33,724 a random tragic event. 278 00:18:33,800 --> 00:18:35,590 I know it looked like an aneurysm. 279 00:18:36,011 --> 00:18:38,431 It's perfectly normal to wanna find something to blame. 280 00:18:38,513 --> 00:18:40,063 I know what's to blame. 281 00:18:40,807 --> 00:18:41,927 Hill House. 282 00:18:42,601 --> 00:18:43,481 Hill House. 283 00:18:45,604 --> 00:18:46,654 That's right. 284 00:18:47,522 --> 00:18:49,072 Don't worry, Dr. Montague. 285 00:18:50,609 --> 00:18:52,489 I don't expect you to believe me. 286 00:18:53,612 --> 00:18:55,702 [Young Nell humming] 287 00:18:57,908 --> 00:19:00,578 Your hair is awful tangled, Mr. Bristles. 288 00:19:02,412 --> 00:19:04,252 Maybe I could find a brush for you. 289 00:19:16,260 --> 00:19:18,260 [clinking] 290 00:19:28,021 --> 00:19:30,521 Mrs. Dudley, look what I found. 291 00:19:32,859 --> 00:19:33,819 My goodness. 292 00:19:34,695 --> 00:19:36,145 What a lovely tea set. 293 00:19:36,613 --> 00:19:37,613 Can I keep it? 294 00:19:38,323 --> 00:19:39,373 Well, let's see. 295 00:19:39,783 --> 00:19:41,083 Where did you find this? 296 00:19:41,159 --> 00:19:42,449 In the toy room. 297 00:19:42,744 --> 00:19:43,584 Where? 298 00:19:44,329 --> 00:19:45,499 Look at this one. 299 00:19:46,290 --> 00:19:47,460 Stars. 300 00:19:48,583 --> 00:19:50,093 [Mrs. Dudley] A cup of stars. 301 00:19:50,502 --> 00:19:51,382 Well, I'll be. 302 00:19:53,005 --> 00:19:54,125 It's beautiful. 303 00:19:55,716 --> 00:19:56,626 You know... 304 00:19:57,301 --> 00:20:01,101 I think I know who this may have belonged to. 305 00:20:03,432 --> 00:20:04,602 Jacqueline. 306 00:20:05,058 --> 00:20:06,768 Jacqueline's cup of stars. 307 00:20:07,644 --> 00:20:08,524 Here she is. 308 00:20:08,979 --> 00:20:11,189 -[Young Nell] Jacqueline? -Jacqueline Hill. 309 00:20:11,523 --> 00:20:13,573 Her mom owned this house, Mrs. Hill. 310 00:20:14,318 --> 00:20:17,778 This was her room, actually. Hazel. Her name was Hazel. 311 00:20:18,613 --> 00:20:20,203 That's her when she was young. 312 00:20:20,490 --> 00:20:22,620 -[Young Nell] Did you know her? -I did. 313 00:20:22,701 --> 00:20:24,751 I took care of her when she was old. 314 00:20:24,995 --> 00:20:26,325 She lived in that bed. 315 00:20:26,747 --> 00:20:29,457 She said a lot of things toward the end that didn't make sense. 316 00:20:29,541 --> 00:20:32,961 One of the things she kept saying was that Jacqueline needed her cup of stars. 317 00:20:33,045 --> 00:20:35,415 I didn't understand then, but I guess I do now. 318 00:20:35,797 --> 00:20:37,467 So, can I keep it? 319 00:20:38,216 --> 00:20:40,676 Yes, I'm sure it's fine that you keep the tea set. 320 00:20:41,303 --> 00:20:42,973 As long as your parents agree. 321 00:20:43,263 --> 00:20:45,353 I'm only going to drink out of this one. 322 00:20:45,766 --> 00:20:46,976 For anything. 323 00:20:47,059 --> 00:20:50,649 For juice, or milk, or anything Mommy has. 324 00:20:51,188 --> 00:20:52,898 Unless Mommy says no. 325 00:20:53,982 --> 00:20:55,572 I broke a mug once. 326 00:20:55,859 --> 00:20:58,279 I'm not supposed to have things that are fragile. 327 00:20:58,362 --> 00:21:00,412 And this looks fragile. 328 00:21:00,947 --> 00:21:01,867 No, dear. 329 00:21:02,574 --> 00:21:04,164 Use your cup of stars. 330 00:21:04,618 --> 00:21:06,748 Insist on your cup of stars. 331 00:21:07,662 --> 00:21:09,752 Once they've trapped you into being like everyone else, 332 00:21:09,831 --> 00:21:11,711 you'll never see your cup of stars again. 333 00:21:14,503 --> 00:21:15,963 But you should wash it first. 334 00:21:16,213 --> 00:21:17,263 It's very dusty. 335 00:21:25,055 --> 00:21:25,885 Nellie. 336 00:21:26,390 --> 00:21:27,220 Mommy... 337 00:21:27,808 --> 00:21:29,058 look what I found. 338 00:21:29,142 --> 00:21:31,402 -Can we have a tea party? -Not now. 339 00:21:32,104 --> 00:21:35,234 -Young lady. -Please, oh please, oh please? 340 00:21:35,315 --> 00:21:36,475 No. 341 00:21:36,566 --> 00:21:38,566 Come with me, right now. 342 00:21:40,404 --> 00:21:43,784 [Olivia] We have a very, very important job. 343 00:21:44,908 --> 00:21:47,238 And that's to take care of this house. 344 00:21:48,078 --> 00:21:48,948 To fix it. 345 00:21:50,455 --> 00:21:53,455 We take care of the house, it takes care of us. 346 00:21:54,418 --> 00:21:56,958 -So why would you do that? -I... I didn't. 347 00:21:57,212 --> 00:22:00,722 -I saw you playing with chalk yesterday. -[Young Nell] On the patio. 348 00:22:00,799 --> 00:22:02,629 I wouldn't write on the wall. 349 00:22:03,635 --> 00:22:04,465 What happened? 350 00:22:04,553 --> 00:22:06,433 Would you like to tell your sister what you did? 351 00:22:06,513 --> 00:22:07,683 [Young Nell] I didn't! 352 00:22:07,764 --> 00:22:09,064 She says she didn't. 353 00:22:09,724 --> 00:22:10,734 [inhales sharply] 354 00:22:11,893 --> 00:22:12,733 [whimpers] 355 00:22:13,895 --> 00:22:15,055 Are you okay? 356 00:22:15,147 --> 00:22:16,017 No. 357 00:22:17,023 --> 00:22:20,363 I have a steel poker in my head, and my daughters 358 00:22:20,444 --> 00:22:21,654 are trashing my... 359 00:22:24,322 --> 00:22:25,452 You know what? [sighs] 360 00:22:25,991 --> 00:22:27,781 You can help her clean up, Theo. 361 00:22:28,201 --> 00:22:31,411 And I expect it to be done before I get back. 362 00:22:36,209 --> 00:22:37,379 Well, she's in a mood. 363 00:22:38,587 --> 00:22:39,837 I didn't do it. 364 00:22:40,714 --> 00:22:41,674 I swear. 365 00:23:03,278 --> 00:23:04,238 No. 366 00:23:05,614 --> 00:23:06,534 You didn't. 367 00:23:07,616 --> 00:23:08,776 You can tell? 368 00:23:10,118 --> 00:23:11,288 With your hand? 369 00:23:16,833 --> 00:23:18,713 [sighs] I don't see why it matters. 370 00:23:19,503 --> 00:23:21,673 They're pulling down this wallpaper anyway. 371 00:24:06,132 --> 00:24:08,342 -Hey. -Hey. Thanks for picking me up. 372 00:24:08,426 --> 00:24:09,636 How you doing? 373 00:24:09,719 --> 00:24:12,509 -I'm good. So we're going to... -It's on Seventh. 374 00:24:12,597 --> 00:24:15,227 -Just go like you're going to the stadium. -Okay. 375 00:24:23,817 --> 00:24:24,987 I'm proud of you. 376 00:24:25,569 --> 00:24:27,649 [Luke] Yeah. I'm a real winner. 377 00:24:28,530 --> 00:24:30,120 -Is this a good place? -Oh, yeah. 378 00:24:30,198 --> 00:24:32,868 It's a palace. Turn left here. 379 00:24:32,951 --> 00:24:34,741 A summer camp for junkies. 380 00:24:35,537 --> 00:24:36,787 Well, I'm proud of you. 381 00:24:37,205 --> 00:24:40,245 Doesn't matter where you do it. What matters is you wanna change. 382 00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:42,500 It's always gonna make me proud of you. 383 00:24:43,420 --> 00:24:44,380 How are you? 384 00:24:45,589 --> 00:24:46,719 -Me? -Yeah. 385 00:24:46,798 --> 00:24:48,548 -[chuckles] -How you doing? 386 00:24:49,092 --> 00:24:50,222 I'm good. 387 00:24:50,468 --> 00:24:51,548 -Yeah? -Yeah. 388 00:24:52,804 --> 00:24:56,064 Yeah, it's been really hard ever since Arthur, you know. 389 00:24:56,766 --> 00:25:00,096 I've been having a hard time sleeping in that house without him, so... 390 00:25:00,186 --> 00:25:02,016 Well, yeah. I mean... 391 00:25:02,272 --> 00:25:03,822 Yeah, it's just been-- 392 00:25:03,898 --> 00:25:06,688 Can you take a right and pull over, please? 393 00:25:13,617 --> 00:25:16,947 I, uh... I just need one more favor. 394 00:25:17,871 --> 00:25:19,411 -Why are we-- -See that guy? 395 00:25:20,415 --> 00:25:21,745 That guy in the white hat? 396 00:25:23,918 --> 00:25:24,748 [Nell] Yeah. 397 00:25:25,086 --> 00:25:26,206 See, uh... 398 00:25:28,048 --> 00:25:29,378 Okay, so here it is. 399 00:25:29,466 --> 00:25:32,886 Um, I need to get well before I go in. 400 00:25:33,762 --> 00:25:35,262 I'm not sure I understand. 401 00:25:35,347 --> 00:25:39,017 It helps, you know, you... you get well, um, 402 00:25:39,351 --> 00:25:40,441 one last time. 403 00:25:40,852 --> 00:25:44,862 You get to kind of go through the gates and kind of get it out of your system, 404 00:25:44,939 --> 00:25:48,109 you know, and... [stutters] ...and get well one last time. 405 00:25:48,193 --> 00:25:50,573 And it helps, it's... it's really helpful. 406 00:25:51,029 --> 00:25:51,859 Okay. 407 00:25:52,197 --> 00:25:55,197 Um... you know, I was just gonna have you stop here, 408 00:25:55,283 --> 00:25:58,793 and-- and I was gonna hop out and take care of it, but, um, 409 00:25:58,870 --> 00:26:01,710 but, uh, you see that guy in the white hat? 410 00:26:01,790 --> 00:26:03,920 See, I owe that guy, 411 00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:07,550 and if he sees me coming, and I don't have enough money, 412 00:26:07,629 --> 00:26:08,589 he's... 413 00:26:10,131 --> 00:26:11,511 he's just not gonna sell to me. 414 00:26:12,425 --> 00:26:14,755 But, um, he doesn't know you. 415 00:26:16,054 --> 00:26:18,354 -So... -So you want me to-- 416 00:26:18,431 --> 00:26:21,181 -Nellie, it's a little-- -You want me to buy you heroin? 417 00:26:21,267 --> 00:26:24,227 -It's... Don't say it like-- -And then drop you off at rehab? 418 00:26:24,312 --> 00:26:26,562 It's a little thing, Nellie. 419 00:26:27,107 --> 00:26:29,607 And I'll pay... I'll pay you back as soon as I get out. 420 00:26:30,110 --> 00:26:32,280 And it's... it's gonna take, I promise you. 421 00:26:33,029 --> 00:26:36,239 Look, I'm tired of this shit. Okay? I'm done. 422 00:26:36,741 --> 00:26:38,241 I'm gonna do it this time. 423 00:26:38,493 --> 00:26:39,373 All right? 424 00:26:39,703 --> 00:26:41,753 Look, I can bullshit Steve and Shirl 425 00:26:41,830 --> 00:26:43,870 and Theo if I gotta, but-- but not... 426 00:26:44,165 --> 00:26:45,415 not you, Nellie. 427 00:26:45,875 --> 00:26:47,165 Never you. 428 00:26:49,796 --> 00:26:50,666 Look at me. 429 00:26:51,172 --> 00:26:52,052 [sighs] 430 00:26:54,342 --> 00:26:56,052 It's just you and me. 431 00:26:57,387 --> 00:26:58,967 That's it. This is it. 432 00:26:59,055 --> 00:27:00,885 I'm... I'm gonna do it. I just... 433 00:27:03,309 --> 00:27:05,439 I just, uh, I just need to get... 434 00:27:06,187 --> 00:27:08,607 I just need to get well one last time, just to... 435 00:27:08,982 --> 00:27:12,692 just to push me through the gates, and then... and then that's it. That's it. 436 00:27:13,445 --> 00:27:14,565 You believe me, right? 437 00:27:15,905 --> 00:27:17,155 I believed you. 438 00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:20,490 I always, always believed you. [stutters] 439 00:27:20,577 --> 00:27:22,407 When we were kids, and then... 440 00:27:22,495 --> 00:27:24,155 and later when... when you saw... 441 00:27:24,289 --> 00:27:26,209 when you said you saw... I-- I believed you. 442 00:27:26,291 --> 00:27:27,251 [sighs] 443 00:27:27,959 --> 00:27:28,839 Believe me now. 444 00:27:35,467 --> 00:27:37,967 -How much is it gonna cost? -Just twenty bucks. 445 00:27:38,511 --> 00:27:39,851 One balloon. That's all you need. 446 00:27:40,847 --> 00:27:43,177 You know, I always believed in you, you know that? 447 00:27:43,767 --> 00:27:45,807 And I get it. [sniffs] 448 00:27:45,894 --> 00:27:49,064 I've been having a really hard time too, and nobody wants to see it-- 449 00:27:49,147 --> 00:27:51,777 Look, I wanna see it. Okay? I wanna see it. 450 00:27:52,358 --> 00:27:54,188 I get it. So... 451 00:27:54,402 --> 00:27:56,452 you help me get well... 452 00:27:57,655 --> 00:27:59,655 and then you can tell me all about it. 453 00:27:59,741 --> 00:28:01,661 -[sniffles] -Okay? 454 00:28:03,912 --> 00:28:05,122 -Okay. -Okay? 455 00:28:05,705 --> 00:28:06,535 Okay. 456 00:28:06,623 --> 00:28:07,463 Yeah. 457 00:28:12,754 --> 00:28:13,714 I'll be right back. 458 00:28:24,516 --> 00:28:26,976 Fuck. Fuck. 459 00:28:48,373 --> 00:28:50,383 -Thanks. -He just spit that out of his mouth. 460 00:28:50,458 --> 00:28:51,998 Yeah, that's what they do. 461 00:29:24,534 --> 00:29:26,664 [Luke] You still collecting those buttons? 462 00:29:30,081 --> 00:29:30,921 Huh? 463 00:29:31,332 --> 00:29:33,792 I'll see if I can find some for you at the center. 464 00:29:38,423 --> 00:29:40,763 [breathes heavily] 465 00:29:43,344 --> 00:29:44,264 [Luke] Sorry. 466 00:29:45,013 --> 00:29:47,773 We all just need a little help sometimes, right, Nellie? 467 00:29:49,767 --> 00:29:50,767 Nellie? 468 00:29:52,478 --> 00:29:53,438 Nellie? 469 00:29:54,564 --> 00:29:56,114 [panting] 470 00:30:01,237 --> 00:30:02,447 [flushes] 471 00:30:07,410 --> 00:30:09,120 [Nell] I saw my brother last month. 472 00:30:09,746 --> 00:30:13,326 A bed opened up in a center downtown, and he needed someone to drive him. 473 00:30:15,293 --> 00:30:16,503 [Dr. Montague] And did you? 474 00:30:17,879 --> 00:30:18,709 I did. 475 00:30:20,590 --> 00:30:21,800 [Dr. Montague] Last month? 476 00:30:22,175 --> 00:30:24,045 -That's right. -[Dr. Montague sighs] 477 00:30:24,761 --> 00:30:28,181 Is there any particular reason that you didn't mention this 478 00:30:28,264 --> 00:30:30,774 at any of our other sessions since then? 479 00:30:33,561 --> 00:30:34,851 How's he been doing? 480 00:30:36,189 --> 00:30:37,149 Good, actually. 481 00:30:37,690 --> 00:30:38,690 [Dr. Montague] You've... 482 00:30:38,775 --> 00:30:40,185 you've spoken to him again? 483 00:30:41,486 --> 00:30:42,316 No. 484 00:30:43,446 --> 00:30:44,906 The first few days he was there, 485 00:30:44,989 --> 00:30:47,119 I felt like I had the worst flu of my life. 486 00:30:47,367 --> 00:30:48,327 [chuckles] 487 00:30:48,826 --> 00:30:50,866 Day four, I started to feel better. 488 00:30:51,663 --> 00:30:54,543 And I haven't had any phantom pains or anything like that. 489 00:30:57,251 --> 00:30:59,341 You probably don't believe in the twin thing, do you? 490 00:30:59,420 --> 00:31:03,470 [Dr. Montague] Oh, I believe a unique shared empathy exists between twins, sure. 491 00:31:04,175 --> 00:31:05,005 Well... 492 00:31:06,219 --> 00:31:10,099 my shared empathy made me feel nauseous for the first few days, 493 00:31:10,181 --> 00:31:11,061 but then... 494 00:31:11,516 --> 00:31:12,766 I guess he got better. 495 00:31:13,226 --> 00:31:16,056 How is this new medication working for you? 496 00:31:16,354 --> 00:31:18,274 Any... issues? 497 00:31:19,023 --> 00:31:19,863 None. 498 00:31:20,316 --> 00:31:21,316 It's great. 499 00:31:22,902 --> 00:31:24,452 [sighs] Are you sure? 500 00:31:26,614 --> 00:31:28,124 What kind of question is that? 501 00:31:28,199 --> 00:31:30,869 I mean, this event seems to have really upset you. 502 00:31:32,286 --> 00:31:34,076 Is there more to this story? 503 00:31:35,623 --> 00:31:37,753 He needed my help, and I helped him, and... 504 00:31:38,584 --> 00:31:39,464 that's all. 505 00:31:39,669 --> 00:31:41,459 [Theo] Wait, you did what? 506 00:31:41,546 --> 00:31:43,046 He needed to get well. 507 00:31:44,924 --> 00:31:49,054 I wish you would have called me. That is not the way you help an addict. 508 00:31:51,055 --> 00:31:52,055 [sighs] 509 00:31:52,348 --> 00:31:54,848 It was a little thing... and he's fine. 510 00:31:55,101 --> 00:31:56,021 Can we drop it? 511 00:32:00,106 --> 00:32:01,266 So are we heading out? 512 00:32:01,524 --> 00:32:04,694 -I'm really excited to see the beach-- -Not yet, um... [sighs] 513 00:32:05,903 --> 00:32:06,993 Could you just... 514 00:32:08,614 --> 00:32:09,574 You said you would. 515 00:32:09,657 --> 00:32:11,867 -Please, you know I don't like-- -You said you would. 516 00:32:14,996 --> 00:32:15,866 [sighs] 517 00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:21,790 Where? 518 00:32:22,211 --> 00:32:23,051 The pillow. 519 00:32:26,299 --> 00:32:27,799 -Which one? -[sniffs] That one. 520 00:32:41,564 --> 00:32:42,824 Anything? 521 00:32:46,194 --> 00:32:47,074 No. 522 00:32:49,405 --> 00:32:50,405 I'm sorry. 523 00:32:54,786 --> 00:32:55,616 Here. 524 00:32:59,540 --> 00:33:00,370 Theo. 525 00:33:02,168 --> 00:33:03,088 Okay, okay. 526 00:33:12,845 --> 00:33:14,005 [Nell] It's where he died. 527 00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:20,980 Nellie, I don't want to... 528 00:33:21,479 --> 00:33:24,859 -You said you would. -Hey! Hey! What the fuck! Nellie! 529 00:33:25,775 --> 00:33:28,395 -Anything? -Jesus, no! All right? 530 00:33:28,820 --> 00:33:30,860 You really can't feel anything? I mean, I feel like... 531 00:33:30,947 --> 00:33:32,237 I can feel him here sometimes. 532 00:33:32,323 --> 00:33:36,453 I am feeling serious fucking concern! That is what I am feeling! 533 00:33:36,536 --> 00:33:40,076 -I just want to know if he's still here. -He's not. 534 00:33:41,207 --> 00:33:42,667 And that fucking sucks. 535 00:33:44,502 --> 00:33:45,462 And I know that. 536 00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:47,800 And I'm sorry, but you can't... 537 00:33:49,841 --> 00:33:51,381 You can't live like this. 538 00:33:53,678 --> 00:33:55,968 Jesus, when was the last time you cleaned? 539 00:33:57,181 --> 00:33:59,771 I came out here to see my sister. I thought we'd go to a museum, 540 00:33:59,851 --> 00:34:01,141 I thought we'd go to the beach, 541 00:34:01,227 --> 00:34:03,017 I thought we might get drunk and fucking cry, 542 00:34:03,104 --> 00:34:04,314 but I didn't think I'd be treated 543 00:34:04,397 --> 00:34:06,357 -like a goddamn servant. -I'm sorry! 544 00:34:06,816 --> 00:34:09,026 What is this new doctor doing for you, anyway? 545 00:34:09,110 --> 00:34:09,940 I'm sorry. 546 00:34:10,027 --> 00:34:12,447 You look worse now than you did four months ago. 547 00:34:13,239 --> 00:34:15,619 -Has this quack got you on new meds? -He's not a quack. 548 00:34:16,534 --> 00:34:18,044 Well, he's not exactly impressing me, 549 00:34:18,119 --> 00:34:20,159 and I know what the fuck I'm talking about. 550 00:34:20,246 --> 00:34:21,496 [whispers] Oh my God. 551 00:34:22,623 --> 00:34:25,923 Honestly, Nell, I wish you would consider just moving back east. 552 00:34:26,002 --> 00:34:28,342 -You are here all by yourself. -I have Steven. 553 00:34:28,421 --> 00:34:29,921 When he's not on a book tour. 554 00:34:30,506 --> 00:34:31,336 And... 555 00:34:31,424 --> 00:34:33,764 I have to be here for Luke when he gets out. 556 00:34:33,843 --> 00:34:36,303 -So he has a place to crash after a binge? -He's in rehab. 557 00:34:36,387 --> 00:34:40,017 He made you buy him heroin on the way in. 558 00:34:42,852 --> 00:34:44,902 Does Shirley know what he made you do? 559 00:34:44,979 --> 00:34:45,809 [laughs] 560 00:34:47,773 --> 00:34:49,233 Like you're above taking money from family? 561 00:34:50,526 --> 00:34:52,776 You wanna talk about what Shirley knows and doesn't know? 562 00:34:52,862 --> 00:34:54,202 What does that mean? 563 00:34:54,280 --> 00:34:55,450 I guess that's a no. 564 00:34:56,991 --> 00:34:58,701 She might not let you freeload anymore. 565 00:34:59,660 --> 00:35:00,700 Nellie. 566 00:35:01,287 --> 00:35:02,457 I've got your back... 567 00:35:02,997 --> 00:35:05,207 -but I also have my limits. -Only with us. 568 00:35:06,083 --> 00:35:07,423 Yeah, never with yourself. 569 00:35:09,754 --> 00:35:12,514 You've never cared about anyone more than yourself, 570 00:35:12,965 --> 00:35:14,045 and that's sad. 571 00:35:14,884 --> 00:35:17,184 But don't lecture me about adulthood, Theo. 572 00:35:17,261 --> 00:35:19,561 Not from Shirley's fucking guesthouse. 573 00:35:33,110 --> 00:35:34,110 [sniffles] 574 00:35:40,576 --> 00:35:41,406 [door slams] 575 00:35:41,494 --> 00:35:42,794 [Steve] It was fascinating. 576 00:35:43,371 --> 00:35:46,501 Prisoners, rangers, visitors. 577 00:35:47,208 --> 00:35:50,838 {\an8}They had so many stories to tell, more than I could fit in the book. 578 00:35:52,338 --> 00:35:55,548 {\an8}Whispering in cells, locked cell doors shutting, 579 00:35:55,883 --> 00:35:56,973 phantom figures. 580 00:35:58,219 --> 00:36:01,889 Even the sounds of musical instruments and sewing machines. I... 581 00:36:02,974 --> 00:36:04,814 I wish I could have included it all. 582 00:36:05,685 --> 00:36:07,135 Uh, any other questions? 583 00:36:07,812 --> 00:36:08,692 Yeah. 584 00:36:08,980 --> 00:36:11,940 Have you or your siblings been back to Hill House since '92? 585 00:36:12,358 --> 00:36:15,068 {\an8}Look, I'm thrilled you guys came out for the reading today, 586 00:36:15,152 --> 00:36:17,282 {\an8}but I'm really here to talk about Alcatraz. 587 00:36:17,780 --> 00:36:20,370 {\an8}-Yes! -Do you keep in touch with your father? 588 00:36:20,449 --> 00:36:23,869 [sighs] Again, I'm not gonna answer questions about my family. 589 00:36:24,328 --> 00:36:25,198 [clicks tongue] 590 00:36:25,871 --> 00:36:28,121 So does anyone else have another question... 591 00:36:28,499 --> 00:36:30,039 not related to Hill House? 592 00:36:31,711 --> 00:36:32,711 [woman] I have a question. 593 00:36:35,715 --> 00:36:37,585 Oh, my God. That's Nell Crain. 594 00:36:37,675 --> 00:36:39,215 I have a question, Steve. 595 00:36:39,510 --> 00:36:42,010 Nell. I didn't know you... 596 00:36:42,388 --> 00:36:43,558 I'm so glad you're here. 597 00:36:43,639 --> 00:36:45,429 Why do you keep lying to these people? 598 00:36:46,434 --> 00:36:47,354 [scoffs] 599 00:36:47,435 --> 00:36:48,265 What? 600 00:36:48,352 --> 00:36:51,982 I'm saying, why did you charge these people $30 a head 601 00:36:52,398 --> 00:36:55,898 to sit here and listen to you talk about things that you don't believe. 602 00:36:55,985 --> 00:36:58,525 [chuckles] Nellie, we can talk about this after the reading. 603 00:36:58,612 --> 00:36:59,492 [Nell] No! 604 00:37:00,156 --> 00:37:01,736 I'd like you to answer me now. 605 00:37:01,824 --> 00:37:04,084 Look, everybody, I'm... I'm sorry about this. 606 00:37:04,201 --> 00:37:06,701 My... family is just like any other family. 607 00:37:06,787 --> 00:37:09,497 -We don't always agree on everything. -[Nell] We're not, though. 608 00:37:11,292 --> 00:37:12,592 Like any other family. 609 00:37:13,794 --> 00:37:14,754 We're different. 610 00:37:15,296 --> 00:37:16,876 Because of where we grew up. 611 00:37:17,715 --> 00:37:22,135 Now, you stand there and you talk about ghosts and spirits. 612 00:37:23,220 --> 00:37:27,350 And you sell tickets for the privilege, and yet you don't believe in any of it. 613 00:37:27,850 --> 00:37:29,640 -Nell-- -[Nell] And you tell me I'm crazy, 614 00:37:29,727 --> 00:37:33,187 and that Mom was crazy, and Luke's crazy, 615 00:37:33,272 --> 00:37:34,612 and we're all just nuts, 616 00:37:34,690 --> 00:37:36,360 and then you tell our stories. 617 00:37:36,984 --> 00:37:39,654 My stories, the same stories that you told me 618 00:37:39,737 --> 00:37:42,067 were just dreams or delusions. 619 00:37:42,198 --> 00:37:43,618 We can talk about this later-- 620 00:37:43,699 --> 00:37:45,659 And you're supposed to be my big brother. 621 00:37:47,411 --> 00:37:49,411 You know, you're supposed to protect me. 622 00:37:50,456 --> 00:37:54,626 But you say the meanest things to me when I try to tell you. 623 00:37:56,212 --> 00:37:57,132 And then you make 624 00:37:57,588 --> 00:37:59,838 so... much... money. 625 00:37:59,924 --> 00:38:01,974 -Nell! -I'm just asking why. 626 00:38:05,638 --> 00:38:08,968 I don't ask you for anything, ever. [sniffles] 627 00:38:10,017 --> 00:38:10,937 Just this. 628 00:38:13,270 --> 00:38:15,020 I just want to know why. 629 00:38:18,234 --> 00:38:19,574 What the fuck, Nell? 630 00:38:19,652 --> 00:38:20,952 It was a fair question. 631 00:38:21,612 --> 00:38:22,952 This is my work. 632 00:38:23,531 --> 00:38:25,621 This place, think of it as my office. 633 00:38:25,699 --> 00:38:27,659 -I'm at work right now. -[scoffs] 634 00:38:27,743 --> 00:38:30,293 You don't come in here and embarrass me like that. 635 00:38:30,371 --> 00:38:31,711 -Me embarrass you? -Jesus. 636 00:38:31,789 --> 00:38:33,419 Have you read what you wrote about us? 637 00:38:33,499 --> 00:38:35,669 You've had six years to file a complaint. 638 00:38:35,751 --> 00:38:37,631 Why the hell are you doing this now? 639 00:38:38,003 --> 00:38:38,843 Huh? 640 00:38:40,089 --> 00:38:42,009 -Are you off your meds? -No. 641 00:38:43,008 --> 00:38:43,838 Bullshit. 642 00:38:44,385 --> 00:38:46,345 I've seen all the phases with you. 643 00:38:46,554 --> 00:38:49,144 The Christian phase, the New Age phase, 644 00:38:49,223 --> 00:38:52,563 the crystal phase, the antidepressant phase. 645 00:38:52,643 --> 00:38:54,693 You don't get to just start smashing up our lives 646 00:38:54,770 --> 00:38:57,520 because you're transitioning into a new treatment, Nell. 647 00:38:58,858 --> 00:38:59,818 [sighs] 648 00:39:00,985 --> 00:39:02,645 This was not the time or place. 649 00:39:03,654 --> 00:39:04,954 Not the time or place. 650 00:39:07,491 --> 00:39:08,831 [Nell] I confronted my brother. 651 00:39:09,785 --> 00:39:11,035 Just like you told me to. 652 00:39:11,412 --> 00:39:14,622 [scoffs] I'm not so sure I used that word, "confront." 653 00:39:14,707 --> 00:39:16,127 I-- I drove to Ojai, 654 00:39:16,417 --> 00:39:17,747 and I-- I called him out 655 00:39:18,043 --> 00:39:19,883 in front of all of his little fans. 656 00:39:20,546 --> 00:39:21,836 You should have seen his face. 657 00:39:21,922 --> 00:39:24,342 -Do you think that was constructive? -[Nell laughs] 658 00:39:27,094 --> 00:39:28,054 It felt good. 659 00:39:31,724 --> 00:39:33,184 I'm going to, uh... 660 00:39:34,602 --> 00:39:36,062 I'm gonna ask you something, 661 00:39:36,145 --> 00:39:39,725 -and I need you to be honest with me. -Yes, I'm taking my meds. 662 00:39:41,066 --> 00:39:42,736 And I'm standing up for myself. 663 00:39:43,777 --> 00:39:44,987 For the first time. 664 00:39:47,198 --> 00:39:48,028 In ever. 665 00:39:48,407 --> 00:39:50,577 You're certain you're taking your medications? 666 00:39:53,704 --> 00:39:57,294 Because, you know, this was never about confronting Steven 667 00:39:57,374 --> 00:39:58,754 or your other siblings. 668 00:39:59,293 --> 00:40:02,253 The problem is that you haven't confronted your past. 669 00:40:03,380 --> 00:40:07,510 Every time we talk about your mother or your childhood... 670 00:40:07,927 --> 00:40:10,427 or your symptoms or Arthur... 671 00:40:10,804 --> 00:40:13,224 it always comes back to one thing. 672 00:40:14,016 --> 00:40:14,976 The house. 673 00:40:15,518 --> 00:40:17,188 There's an excellent reason for that. 674 00:40:17,269 --> 00:40:22,609 How can a house, just a collection of bricks, wood, and glass... 675 00:40:23,609 --> 00:40:25,399 have that much power over people? 676 00:40:27,154 --> 00:40:28,914 [sniffles] You've never been there. 677 00:40:28,989 --> 00:40:30,529 [Dr. Montague] Well, that's true. 678 00:40:30,616 --> 00:40:33,946 But see, neither have you, not for a long, long time. 679 00:40:34,286 --> 00:40:37,996 And I think that if you were to look at it today, after all these years, 680 00:40:38,082 --> 00:40:41,542 empty in the woods, you'd find it's not a monster. 681 00:40:41,877 --> 00:40:43,417 It's barely even a house. 682 00:40:44,088 --> 00:40:45,508 It's a... carcass. 683 00:40:45,881 --> 00:40:47,551 I mean, no one's lived there in, 684 00:40:47,675 --> 00:40:49,425 what, 26 years, you said? 685 00:40:49,927 --> 00:40:51,097 It's just a building. 686 00:40:51,428 --> 00:40:52,928 Probably littered with, uh... 687 00:40:53,597 --> 00:40:55,347 with graffiti and dirt. 688 00:40:57,309 --> 00:40:59,599 -I-- -What would Arthur say to you if... 689 00:41:00,229 --> 00:41:02,059 if he could talk to you right now? 690 00:41:03,399 --> 00:41:06,189 [Dr. Montague] What do you think he'd want for the rest of your life? 691 00:41:32,344 --> 00:41:34,354 [typing] 692 00:41:43,397 --> 00:41:45,397 {\an8}[car approaching] 693 00:42:21,101 --> 00:42:21,981 [chuckles softly] 694 00:42:35,699 --> 00:42:37,699 [car approaching] 695 00:42:45,709 --> 00:42:47,039 What are we doing here? 696 00:42:48,420 --> 00:42:49,920 Are we going back for Mom? 697 00:42:51,006 --> 00:42:51,836 Not yet. 698 00:42:52,883 --> 00:42:53,973 [breathes deeply] 699 00:42:58,222 --> 00:42:59,102 [sighs] 700 00:42:59,848 --> 00:43:00,718 Come in. 701 00:43:07,523 --> 00:43:08,863 Why did we leave Mommy? 702 00:43:09,900 --> 00:43:10,820 It's okay. 703 00:43:11,652 --> 00:43:12,702 Everything's okay. 704 00:43:12,820 --> 00:43:15,570 I just need you guys to camp out here for a little while. 705 00:43:15,948 --> 00:43:17,528 [panting] I have to... 706 00:43:18,117 --> 00:43:20,947 I have to go back to the house and get Mommy. 707 00:43:21,662 --> 00:43:24,672 -[Young Nell] You're leaving? -I'll be right back. I promise. 708 00:43:25,124 --> 00:43:27,214 Stevie, I need you to be in charge, okay? 709 00:43:27,918 --> 00:43:29,798 -What's wrong with Mommy? -[Young Luke] She looked hurt. 710 00:43:29,878 --> 00:43:30,708 When? 711 00:43:30,796 --> 00:43:32,256 [Younger Hugh] I'll bring her back, 712 00:43:32,673 --> 00:43:33,803 but I have to go now. 713 00:43:34,925 --> 00:43:37,845 Now, I need you guys to take care of each other right now. 714 00:43:37,928 --> 00:43:39,098 Can you do that for me? 715 00:43:41,890 --> 00:43:43,430 Come here. Come here. 716 00:43:46,228 --> 00:43:47,148 Okay. 717 00:43:47,938 --> 00:43:48,768 Okay. 718 00:43:53,110 --> 00:43:54,740 You lock this door behind me. 719 00:43:58,866 --> 00:43:59,986 [lock clicks] 720 00:44:00,868 --> 00:44:02,998 -What the hell is happening? -I don't know. 721 00:44:03,078 --> 00:44:05,208 You were the last one out. What did you see? 722 00:44:05,748 --> 00:44:07,918 Dad woke me up, carried me out. 723 00:44:08,041 --> 00:44:09,171 I'm not sure what I-- 724 00:44:09,251 --> 00:44:11,461 Theo, did you see anything? 725 00:44:14,089 --> 00:44:15,419 I don't know what I saw. 726 00:44:16,300 --> 00:44:18,470 What did you mean, Mommy looked hurt? 727 00:44:19,011 --> 00:44:21,511 -She fell on the floor. -Where? 728 00:44:22,806 --> 00:44:24,306 We were in the Red Room. 729 00:44:25,184 --> 00:44:26,024 What? 730 00:44:26,185 --> 00:44:30,805 We were in the Red Room having a tea party with Abigail and Mommy. 731 00:44:30,898 --> 00:44:32,608 How? The Red Room's locked. 732 00:44:34,902 --> 00:44:36,822 That wasn't Mommy. 733 00:44:49,875 --> 00:44:50,705 Hmm. 734 00:45:24,159 --> 00:45:25,159 [sniffs] 735 00:45:29,623 --> 00:45:31,463 One, two, 736 00:45:32,000 --> 00:45:33,960 three, four, 737 00:45:34,211 --> 00:45:35,921 five, six, 738 00:45:36,213 --> 00:45:37,093 seven. 739 00:45:43,011 --> 00:45:44,391 [sighs] 740 00:46:00,737 --> 00:46:01,737 [groans softly] 741 00:46:03,407 --> 00:46:04,737 [whimpers] 742 00:46:06,785 --> 00:46:08,245 [pants] 743 00:46:12,833 --> 00:46:14,843 [continues whimpering] 744 00:46:27,598 --> 00:46:29,018 [groaning] 745 00:46:31,602 --> 00:46:34,152 [groaning intensifies] 746 00:46:39,026 --> 00:46:40,396 [moans] 747 00:46:41,695 --> 00:46:45,155 -[continues moaning] -[door handle rattles] 748 00:46:51,246 --> 00:46:53,246 [whimpering] 749 00:46:59,880 --> 00:47:00,840 [sighs] 750 00:47:13,060 --> 00:47:13,980 [sighs] 751 00:47:23,445 --> 00:47:25,155 [Young Nell] Did you find Mommy? 752 00:47:30,702 --> 00:47:31,702 I found her. 753 00:47:35,082 --> 00:47:36,382 Is she okay? 754 00:47:38,502 --> 00:47:39,592 She's okay now. 755 00:47:49,096 --> 00:47:50,136 It's just paint. 756 00:47:52,391 --> 00:47:54,981 You should get some sleep. You've had a rough night. 757 00:47:55,310 --> 00:47:57,100 I was waiting for you. 758 00:47:58,021 --> 00:47:59,861 I didn't know if you'd come back. 759 00:48:01,358 --> 00:48:02,528 [sirens wailing] 760 00:48:16,123 --> 00:48:18,003 It's okay, honey. I called them. 761 00:48:20,627 --> 00:48:21,627 Why? 762 00:48:24,589 --> 00:48:26,009 Give me a second, sweetie. 763 00:48:30,137 --> 00:48:32,137 [speaking indistinctly] 764 00:48:35,767 --> 00:48:37,437 [indistinct radio chatter] 765 00:48:38,228 --> 00:48:39,768 Thank you. I'll just be a moment. 766 00:48:41,189 --> 00:48:42,439 What's going on? 767 00:48:43,191 --> 00:48:45,901 I have to go with them now and answer some questions, 768 00:48:46,319 --> 00:48:48,909 but one of them is gonna stay here with you guys 769 00:48:48,989 --> 00:48:50,949 -until your Aunt Janet gets here. -What? 770 00:48:51,033 --> 00:48:52,663 -She'll be here later. -[Young Nell] Later? 771 00:48:52,743 --> 00:48:54,293 How long is later? 772 00:48:54,369 --> 00:48:56,199 -It won't be that long. -[Young Nell] No. 773 00:48:56,288 --> 00:48:59,998 You said you'd be right back before, and it was the longest time. 774 00:49:00,083 --> 00:49:02,673 [sighs] Your Aunt Janet's flight gets in at, uh... 775 00:49:02,961 --> 00:49:05,761 She should be here at no later than two o'clock. 776 00:49:06,673 --> 00:49:07,763 See, so... 777 00:49:08,508 --> 00:49:10,968 when the little hand's on the two, and... 778 00:49:11,511 --> 00:49:13,761 [sighs] ...the big hand's on the 12... 779 00:49:14,222 --> 00:49:15,642 she should be here, okay? 780 00:49:17,309 --> 00:49:18,349 Two o'clock. 781 00:49:21,104 --> 00:49:22,814 [Younger Hugh] You hold onto this, 782 00:49:23,273 --> 00:49:24,523 and I'll try to, uh... 783 00:49:25,984 --> 00:49:27,744 I'll try to be back here soon as I can. Okay? 784 00:49:29,529 --> 00:49:31,199 Okay, Daddy. 785 00:49:39,706 --> 00:49:40,746 [sniffles] 786 00:49:43,126 --> 00:49:44,206 [Younger Hugh] Ready. 787 00:49:45,545 --> 00:49:46,505 Thank you. 788 00:49:53,762 --> 00:49:54,812 [car door closes] 789 00:49:58,934 --> 00:49:59,814 [sighs] 790 00:50:09,361 --> 00:50:10,451 Holy shit. 791 00:50:13,198 --> 00:50:14,118 [whimpers] 792 00:50:20,997 --> 00:50:22,037 [sniffs] 793 00:50:23,875 --> 00:50:24,955 [line ringing] 794 00:50:25,085 --> 00:50:29,165 How are your brother and sisters doing, I wondered, since the book? 795 00:50:29,297 --> 00:50:31,087 -How are they doing these days? -[phone rings] 796 00:50:31,424 --> 00:50:35,224 You know who I wish would write a book? Your dad. 797 00:50:35,804 --> 00:50:37,144 [whimpers] 798 00:50:39,141 --> 00:50:41,691 [phone rings, vibrates] 799 00:50:41,768 --> 00:50:43,228 [Shirley] I'm sorry. Uh... 800 00:50:44,187 --> 00:50:45,017 so... 801 00:50:45,981 --> 00:50:48,361 are you saying you'd prefer not to do a viewing? 802 00:50:48,817 --> 00:50:50,237 It's Nell, um... 803 00:50:50,694 --> 00:50:51,864 I need you to call me. 804 00:50:53,405 --> 00:50:55,525 It's hard to understand, everything's so... 805 00:50:56,408 --> 00:50:59,788 twisted, and it's hard to explain, but... [sighs] 806 00:51:03,498 --> 00:51:04,668 I'm worried about Luke. 807 00:51:06,418 --> 00:51:07,588 Have you talked to him? 808 00:51:10,088 --> 00:51:10,918 Call me. 809 00:51:44,706 --> 00:51:45,866 [rattles] 810 00:51:57,302 --> 00:51:58,552 [tube light buzzing] 811 00:52:19,824 --> 00:52:20,914 [gasps] 812 00:52:22,619 --> 00:52:23,579 [screams] 813 00:52:26,331 --> 00:52:27,671 [whimpers] 814 00:52:37,259 --> 00:52:38,219 [phone chimes] 815 00:52:40,303 --> 00:52:41,603 [whimpers] 816 00:52:52,649 --> 00:52:54,609 It's Steve. Sorry I missed your call. 817 00:52:55,277 --> 00:52:57,607 I talked to Shirley. I know you're worried about Luke, 818 00:52:57,696 --> 00:53:00,236 but I called his rehab center, and he's fine. 819 00:53:00,323 --> 00:53:03,543 He actually got his 90-day chip today, if you can believe that. 820 00:53:05,662 --> 00:53:08,582 Um, I'll be around tomorrow if you still need to chat. 821 00:53:08,665 --> 00:53:09,825 [crying] 822 00:53:10,625 --> 00:53:12,085 I hope you're well, Nellie. 823 00:53:13,044 --> 00:53:14,004 I mean that. 824 00:53:17,215 --> 00:53:18,675 [panting] 825 00:53:26,099 --> 00:53:28,099 [crickets chirping] 826 00:53:31,271 --> 00:53:32,111 [sniffles] 827 00:53:33,857 --> 00:53:35,937 [breathing shakily] 828 00:53:38,028 --> 00:53:39,608 [inhales sharply] 829 00:53:40,780 --> 00:53:42,450 Okay. [sniffles] Okay, okay. 830 00:53:44,451 --> 00:53:47,121 [sniffs] How long are you gonna put this off, Nellie? 831 00:53:48,163 --> 00:53:49,163 [sniffs] Okay. 832 00:53:49,247 --> 00:53:50,117 [panting] 833 00:53:50,957 --> 00:53:51,827 Okay. 834 00:53:53,710 --> 00:53:55,670 You probably shouldn't have slept all day. 835 00:53:58,631 --> 00:54:00,721 There's nothing wrong with going at night. 836 00:54:02,302 --> 00:54:04,012 It's just a carcass in the woods. 837 00:54:05,764 --> 00:54:07,684 It's just a carcass in the woods. 838 00:54:08,933 --> 00:54:10,103 It's just a carcass... 839 00:54:11,061 --> 00:54:12,271 in the woods. 840 00:54:56,314 --> 00:54:58,324 [gate rattles] 841 00:55:30,598 --> 00:55:31,888 [inhales sharply] 842 00:55:52,412 --> 00:55:54,412 [line ringing] 843 00:56:00,295 --> 00:56:01,125 Nell? 844 00:56:02,297 --> 00:56:03,257 Daddy. 845 00:56:04,340 --> 00:56:06,510 Honey, are... are you okay? What time is it? 846 00:56:08,386 --> 00:56:10,256 Do you remember the Bent-Neck Lady? 847 00:56:16,269 --> 00:56:17,099 Yes. 848 00:56:18,396 --> 00:56:19,396 She's back. 849 00:56:20,690 --> 00:56:21,520 Okay. 850 00:56:22,817 --> 00:56:24,487 Nell, where are you? 851 00:56:25,695 --> 00:56:26,855 I'm at home. 852 00:56:27,614 --> 00:56:28,454 In bed. 853 00:56:28,823 --> 00:56:31,243 I want you to go to Steve and Leigh's, all right? 854 00:56:31,743 --> 00:56:33,873 I'm... I'm gonna drive to Orlando... 855 00:56:34,621 --> 00:56:35,791 and get a flight to LA. 856 00:56:35,872 --> 00:56:38,122 You... Steve's closest, so you go to him. 857 00:56:40,835 --> 00:56:43,545 Okay? And I'll see... I'll see you there tomorrow. 858 00:56:45,256 --> 00:56:46,126 Okay. 859 00:56:48,426 --> 00:56:49,466 I love you, Daddy. 860 00:56:49,719 --> 00:56:51,219 Are you okay? 861 00:56:57,227 --> 00:56:58,897 I'm fine. [sniffs] 862 00:56:59,229 --> 00:57:00,609 I'm sorry to wake you. 863 00:57:02,315 --> 00:57:03,475 Good night, Daddy. 864 00:57:35,390 --> 00:57:38,770 [Young Steve, faintly] One, two, three, four, 865 00:57:39,352 --> 00:57:42,812 five, six, seven, eight, 866 00:57:43,273 --> 00:57:44,903 nine, ten, 867 00:57:45,149 --> 00:57:47,939 eleven, twelve, thirteen, 868 00:57:48,403 --> 00:57:50,703 fourteen, fifteen, sixteen... 869 00:57:50,780 --> 00:57:51,910 Where have you been? 870 00:57:52,115 --> 00:57:54,115 [Young Steve] ...eighteen, nineteen. 871 00:57:54,200 --> 00:57:55,370 Here I come! 872 00:57:58,788 --> 00:58:00,288 Which way did he go, Nellie? 873 00:58:06,504 --> 00:58:07,464 Oh, there you are. 874 00:58:08,298 --> 00:58:09,298 Where have you been? 875 00:58:10,800 --> 00:58:12,010 It's almost bedtime. 876 00:58:13,219 --> 00:58:14,969 [Young Shirley] We were gonna have a tea party. 877 00:58:17,307 --> 00:58:18,517 [chuckles] Okay, then. 878 00:58:19,142 --> 00:58:20,392 Nellie, your mom's looking for you. 879 00:58:21,436 --> 00:58:22,346 Mom? 880 00:58:23,146 --> 00:58:24,356 Shirley, where's your mother? 881 00:58:25,231 --> 00:58:26,111 Come on. 882 00:58:28,192 --> 00:58:29,192 She's over here. 883 00:58:31,195 --> 00:58:32,695 [crickets chirping] 884 00:58:51,549 --> 00:58:52,799 [chuckles softly] 885 00:58:53,885 --> 00:58:54,715 [softly] Mommy! 886 00:58:57,096 --> 00:58:58,176 [chuckles softly] 887 00:59:00,099 --> 00:59:02,639 Oh, good. You're here. 888 00:59:06,397 --> 00:59:07,897 But you're not even dressed. 889 00:59:13,112 --> 00:59:14,072 Sorry. 890 00:59:16,074 --> 00:59:17,624 I didn't... sniffles] 891 00:59:17,950 --> 00:59:19,200 I didn't write that. 892 00:59:20,411 --> 00:59:21,291 [chuckles] 893 00:59:22,163 --> 00:59:23,083 [Young Theo] I know. 894 00:59:26,417 --> 00:59:27,247 We know. 895 00:59:28,544 --> 00:59:31,264 I know you didn't... sweetie. 896 00:59:33,007 --> 00:59:34,087 We always knew. 897 00:59:35,259 --> 00:59:36,759 We always believed you. 898 00:59:38,137 --> 00:59:39,137 [exhales] 899 00:59:40,306 --> 00:59:42,226 Now you have to get dressed for bed. 900 00:59:43,810 --> 00:59:46,770 I have something you can wear. Middle drawer of my dresser. 901 00:59:47,313 --> 00:59:48,483 [sighs] 902 00:59:50,316 --> 00:59:51,566 [crickets chirping] 903 01:00:46,414 --> 01:00:47,834 [Olivia] You're so beautiful. 904 01:00:52,920 --> 01:00:53,760 So... 905 01:00:54,297 --> 01:00:55,417 so are you, Momma. 906 01:00:57,425 --> 01:00:58,375 Oh, my goodness! 907 01:00:58,885 --> 01:01:00,085 We need to get downstairs. 908 01:01:01,012 --> 01:01:01,852 Downstairs? 909 01:01:02,764 --> 01:01:03,724 Of course. 910 01:01:04,015 --> 01:01:05,925 We can't be late for the reception. 911 01:01:13,316 --> 01:01:14,476 You're expected. 912 01:01:22,575 --> 01:01:24,155 [clock ticking] 913 01:01:26,829 --> 01:01:27,789 Wow! 914 01:01:27,914 --> 01:01:29,044 You look amazing. 915 01:01:30,166 --> 01:01:31,876 Sorry for everything I said. 916 01:01:33,586 --> 01:01:35,296 I always should have believed you. 917 01:01:36,422 --> 01:01:37,422 About everything. 918 01:01:41,219 --> 01:01:42,929 I'm so sorry that we fought. 919 01:01:43,763 --> 01:01:44,603 It's okay. 920 01:01:46,015 --> 01:01:47,675 -You were right. -[chuckles] 921 01:01:51,521 --> 01:01:53,481 I'm so proud of you, Button. 922 01:01:54,065 --> 01:01:55,395 [cries] 923 01:01:56,108 --> 01:01:56,938 [sniffles] 924 01:02:03,407 --> 01:02:05,197 Thanks for believing in me, Nellie. 925 01:02:06,536 --> 01:02:07,616 It did the trick. 926 01:02:08,204 --> 01:02:10,334 I'm clean and sober, all thanks to you. 927 01:02:11,290 --> 01:02:12,420 [gasps] 928 01:02:21,092 --> 01:02:22,132 Hi, gorgeous. 929 01:02:23,469 --> 01:02:25,349 [sobs] Hi. 930 01:02:29,809 --> 01:02:30,849 [sobbing] 931 01:02:36,983 --> 01:02:38,233 [sighs] 932 01:02:39,402 --> 01:02:40,442 I've missed you. 933 01:02:42,488 --> 01:02:43,318 So much. 934 01:02:43,781 --> 01:02:46,371 [sobbing] I've missed you. 935 01:02:47,034 --> 01:02:47,874 I know. 936 01:02:49,537 --> 01:02:50,367 I know. 937 01:02:51,247 --> 01:02:56,877 ♪ All the clouds blew away ♪ 938 01:02:59,839 --> 01:03:04,139 ♪ Got no trouble today ♪ 939 01:03:07,638 --> 01:03:10,468 ♪ With anyone ♪ 940 01:03:15,813 --> 01:03:20,073 ♪ The smile on your face ♪ 941 01:03:22,278 --> 01:03:26,198 ♪ I live only to see ♪ 942 01:03:30,828 --> 01:03:33,288 ♪ It's enough for me, baby ♪ 943 01:03:34,790 --> 01:03:36,670 ♪It's enough for me ♪ 944 01:03:37,084 --> 01:03:38,964 ♪ Oh, heavenly day ♪ 945 01:03:39,295 --> 01:03:40,955 ♪ Heavenly day ♪ 946 01:03:41,297 --> 01:03:44,297 ♪ Heavenly day ♪ 947 01:03:44,926 --> 01:03:46,926 [crickets chirping] 948 01:03:58,105 --> 01:04:01,355 ♪ No one at my shoulder ♪ 949 01:04:02,360 --> 01:04:05,610 ♪ Bringing me fears ♪ 950 01:04:06,447 --> 01:04:09,737 ♪ Got no clouds up above me ♪ 951 01:04:10,159 --> 01:04:12,749 ♪ Bringing me tears ♪ 952 01:04:13,829 --> 01:04:15,869 ♪ Got nothing to tell you ♪ 953 01:04:16,332 --> 01:04:20,042 ♪ I've got nothing much to say ♪ 954 01:04:20,127 --> 01:04:23,967 ♪ Only I'm glad to be here with you ♪ 955 01:04:24,048 --> 01:04:31,008 ♪ On this heavenly, heavenly Heavenly, heavenly day ♪ 956 01:04:31,097 --> 01:04:33,097 [music fades] 957 01:04:54,578 --> 01:04:55,408 Hello. 958 01:05:05,006 --> 01:05:05,836 Come along. 959 01:05:06,090 --> 01:05:07,720 We're going to have a tea party. 960 01:06:12,990 --> 01:06:14,120 [chuckles softly] 961 01:06:18,412 --> 01:06:19,292 [Olivia] Nellie. 962 01:06:24,210 --> 01:06:25,250 [chuckles softly] 963 01:06:34,470 --> 01:06:35,350 It's yours now. 964 01:06:43,187 --> 01:06:44,017 [chuckles] 965 01:07:07,253 --> 01:07:08,093 Mom? 966 01:07:09,255 --> 01:07:10,295 It's okay, honey. 967 01:07:17,221 --> 01:07:19,011 [whimpering] 968 01:07:20,182 --> 01:07:21,852 [panting] Mommy. 969 01:07:23,144 --> 01:07:24,484 [crying] 970 01:07:29,984 --> 01:07:31,994 It's time to wake up, sweetheart. 971 01:07:50,004 --> 01:07:51,594 [screams] 972 01:08:00,723 --> 01:08:02,983 [muffled screaming] 973 01:08:03,267 --> 01:08:04,977 [screaming intensifies] 974 01:08:12,735 --> 01:08:15,235 -[panting] -No, no, no, no, no, no! 975 01:08:21,535 --> 01:08:22,445 [shrieks]