1 00:00:14,577 --> 00:00:16,577 [theme music playing] 2 00:01:18,975 --> 00:01:20,975 -[thunder rumbles] -[rain patters] 3 00:01:27,192 --> 00:01:28,742 [Shirley breathing shakily] 4 00:01:40,079 --> 00:01:42,289 In movies, they always say that they, uh, 5 00:01:42,582 --> 00:01:43,962 look like they're sleeping. 6 00:01:45,210 --> 00:01:48,090 She doesn't look like she's sleeping. She looks dead. 7 00:01:50,757 --> 00:01:51,797 I mean, you, um... 8 00:01:52,425 --> 00:01:54,715 She looks great. You did a really good job, as usual. 9 00:01:54,802 --> 00:01:57,472 -Thanks. -But she doesn't look like she's sleeping. 10 00:01:59,182 --> 00:02:01,392 [sniffles] I don't know why people say that. 11 00:02:01,893 --> 00:02:04,813 Most of what people say at a funeral is a wish. 12 00:02:05,396 --> 00:02:06,436 They're... 13 00:02:07,065 --> 00:02:10,985 in a better place, they're at peace, they're smiling down. 14 00:02:11,069 --> 00:02:12,609 People just wishing out loud. 15 00:02:12,695 --> 00:02:13,775 How bad was it? 16 00:02:15,073 --> 00:02:19,163 I mean, when she... got here, how did she look? 17 00:02:19,953 --> 00:02:21,083 Are you really asking? 18 00:02:23,414 --> 00:02:24,254 No. 19 00:02:25,083 --> 00:02:25,923 You're right. 20 00:02:28,461 --> 00:02:29,921 You might wanna slow down. 21 00:02:30,380 --> 00:02:33,380 It's gonna be a long night. You've been at that all day. 22 00:02:40,765 --> 00:02:41,845 [sighs] 23 00:02:43,476 --> 00:02:46,146 There's a stupid amount of food. It keeps showing up. 24 00:02:47,188 --> 00:02:49,148 [Shirley] Hope they didn't eat dinner. 25 00:02:49,732 --> 00:02:50,942 -[Kevin] Can I have one? -[Theo] Mm-hmm. 26 00:02:51,025 --> 00:02:52,815 [Shirley] Should've told them not to eat dinner. 27 00:02:52,902 --> 00:02:55,282 There's plenty in the kitchen if we burn through that. 28 00:02:55,571 --> 00:02:56,411 [sniffles] 29 00:02:56,489 --> 00:02:57,449 [sighs] 30 00:02:57,615 --> 00:02:59,075 -Thank you. -[Theo] Yeah. 31 00:03:00,535 --> 00:03:02,745 Did you connect with a florist for tomorrow? 32 00:03:02,996 --> 00:03:04,246 Yeah, it's all set. 33 00:03:04,664 --> 00:03:05,544 I promise. 34 00:03:06,666 --> 00:03:08,416 This gonna be a problem for Luke? 35 00:03:09,752 --> 00:03:12,592 If he tries for it, Steve can take him back to the hotel. 36 00:03:20,430 --> 00:03:22,180 [Theo] So, Luke's fresh off the streets? 37 00:03:22,265 --> 00:03:25,095 [Shirley] Steve says he didn't even have shoes when he found him. 38 00:03:25,226 --> 00:03:26,186 [Theo] Great. 39 00:03:26,394 --> 00:03:28,104 We get to watch him come down. 40 00:03:28,187 --> 00:03:30,817 He flies across the country to puke on his dead sister. 41 00:03:30,898 --> 00:03:32,108 Jesus, Theo. 42 00:03:33,484 --> 00:03:36,034 Might as well hide our purses, though. 43 00:03:37,739 --> 00:03:38,869 [Theo] What about Dad? 44 00:03:38,948 --> 00:03:41,368 They flew in together, I know that, so he's here. 45 00:03:41,451 --> 00:03:42,791 Has he been here before? 46 00:03:42,869 --> 00:03:44,789 I was trying to remember that, too. 47 00:03:44,996 --> 00:03:46,246 He hasn't, has he? 48 00:03:46,331 --> 00:03:48,961 -Or if he has, I can't remember it. -[doorbell rings] 49 00:03:50,501 --> 00:03:52,921 -[Theo sighs] -I got it. You guys relax. 50 00:03:54,756 --> 00:03:56,916 -[Kevin exhales] -Please, Luke. 51 00:03:57,008 --> 00:03:58,838 Don't fuck this up. 52 00:04:01,137 --> 00:04:04,767 It's funny, Nellie was always trying to get all of us together in one place. 53 00:04:04,849 --> 00:04:05,679 [Steve] Hey. 54 00:04:05,767 --> 00:04:07,937 -Even Dad tried for years. -[Kevin] Can I get your coat? 55 00:04:08,019 --> 00:04:09,059 [Steve] Yeah. 56 00:04:10,897 --> 00:04:13,727 Someone should've told her she didn't have to try this hard. 57 00:04:14,067 --> 00:04:15,067 -[Shirley] Hi. -Hey. 58 00:04:15,777 --> 00:04:18,397 -[Shirley] It's pretty bad out there. -Yeah. [sighs] 59 00:04:18,738 --> 00:04:19,948 It's just a little rain. 60 00:04:20,782 --> 00:04:22,412 -[Theo sighs] -Hi, Shirl. 61 00:04:24,369 --> 00:04:25,369 Hey. 62 00:04:25,578 --> 00:04:26,578 Still not a hugger? 63 00:04:29,332 --> 00:04:30,212 Flight's good? 64 00:04:30,583 --> 00:04:32,423 It was... It was not too bad. 65 00:04:32,794 --> 00:04:33,634 Long. 66 00:04:36,881 --> 00:04:38,091 [Shirley clears throat] 67 00:04:39,342 --> 00:04:40,472 Dad's not with you? 68 00:04:40,760 --> 00:04:43,720 Uh, he's still at the hotel. He told us to go ahead. 69 00:04:43,805 --> 00:04:45,595 He kept changing his clothes. 70 00:04:46,808 --> 00:04:48,098 He's nervous, I guess. 71 00:04:48,184 --> 00:04:50,694 Luke, can I get you some water or something to eat? 72 00:04:50,770 --> 00:04:53,110 We've got a mountain of food. Anything you want. 73 00:04:53,189 --> 00:04:54,229 [sighs] 74 00:04:59,153 --> 00:05:00,073 I'm sorry. 75 00:05:00,154 --> 00:05:03,534 [stammering] I can't-- I can't-- I can't... 76 00:05:06,035 --> 00:05:08,195 He seems a lot better than I expected. 77 00:05:08,287 --> 00:05:09,407 I know. 78 00:05:10,039 --> 00:05:12,379 I think he's, like, actually clean, a little while now. 79 00:05:12,458 --> 00:05:14,998 -So what was with the jailbreak? -Long story. 80 00:05:16,379 --> 00:05:17,209 Hey, Luke. 81 00:05:18,423 --> 00:05:19,553 [sighs] 82 00:05:26,055 --> 00:05:27,305 -You okay? -Yeah. 83 00:05:27,390 --> 00:05:29,270 -Yeah? -Yeah, I, um... 84 00:05:31,644 --> 00:05:33,904 [breathing shakily] I... [sniffles] 85 00:05:34,272 --> 00:05:36,442 I thought... I thought I could do it. 86 00:05:36,524 --> 00:05:37,904 -I know. -She's right there. 87 00:05:38,484 --> 00:05:39,404 Take your time. 88 00:05:40,361 --> 00:05:41,241 We can wait. 89 00:05:42,363 --> 00:05:43,203 Yeah. 90 00:05:43,281 --> 00:05:44,321 There's no rush. 91 00:05:44,907 --> 00:05:45,827 I... 92 00:05:46,117 --> 00:05:47,617 -[sighs] -It's okay. Come on. 93 00:05:47,994 --> 00:05:49,874 [breathing shakily] 94 00:05:50,788 --> 00:05:51,958 So, where's Leigh? 95 00:05:53,458 --> 00:05:54,288 What? 96 00:05:55,001 --> 00:05:57,421 Um, she'll be here tomorrow. We're, um... 97 00:05:57,879 --> 00:05:59,299 We didn't travel together. 98 00:05:59,547 --> 00:06:00,377 Why not? 99 00:06:01,966 --> 00:06:03,506 We're taking a... break. 100 00:06:04,510 --> 00:06:07,260 Luke, you sure I can't get you an iced tea or something? 101 00:06:07,513 --> 00:06:08,763 -That might be good. -Yeah. 102 00:06:08,848 --> 00:06:09,928 -Want some iced tea? -Yeah. 103 00:06:10,016 --> 00:06:12,096 -Iced tea, you got it. -That'd be great. Thanks, Kev. 104 00:06:12,518 --> 00:06:14,478 -You're taking a what? -A break. 105 00:06:14,562 --> 00:06:16,562 -Like a separation? -Like... [scoffs] 106 00:06:16,981 --> 00:06:18,441 If it's all the same to you, 107 00:06:18,524 --> 00:06:21,244 maybe we can save this conversation for a little later. 108 00:06:21,319 --> 00:06:24,279 I... I mean, I think we got bigger things to tackle tonight 109 00:06:24,363 --> 00:06:26,163 than my marital... [sighs] 110 00:06:27,492 --> 00:06:28,452 If you were married, 111 00:06:28,534 --> 00:06:31,124 you'd know that sometimes people need a little room. 112 00:06:32,413 --> 00:06:34,623 I mean, I... Theo, I'm not... 113 00:06:34,707 --> 00:06:36,667 This is coming out wrong. I... 114 00:06:37,001 --> 00:06:40,251 I just think it's not unusual for people in a relationship as long as us-- 115 00:06:40,338 --> 00:06:41,258 I don't care. 116 00:06:42,048 --> 00:06:44,718 -Getting you a drink. -[sighs] Thank Christ. 117 00:06:45,927 --> 00:06:48,007 [breathing shakily] Thank you. 118 00:06:52,141 --> 00:06:54,101 -Okay. -[exhales deeply] 119 00:06:54,477 --> 00:06:55,557 -Yeah? -Yeah. 120 00:06:57,355 --> 00:06:58,725 Just rip off the Band-Aid. 121 00:06:58,814 --> 00:06:59,864 Yeah, let's, um... 122 00:07:01,317 --> 00:07:02,527 -Let's do it. -Okay. 123 00:07:06,447 --> 00:07:08,737 -[breathes shakily] -I'm with you. 124 00:07:09,158 --> 00:07:10,118 We got this. 125 00:07:10,743 --> 00:07:12,873 It's not as bad as it is in your head, 126 00:07:13,037 --> 00:07:15,367 but... she doesn't look like she's sleeping, 127 00:07:15,456 --> 00:07:17,116 -so forget that. -Right. Right, right. 128 00:07:17,291 --> 00:07:20,421 And... and if you're not ready, we'll just go back. 129 00:07:22,296 --> 00:07:24,006 -That's all right. Come on. -Okay. 130 00:07:26,384 --> 00:07:28,394 [thunder rumbling] 131 00:07:38,980 --> 00:07:40,650 [both breathing shakily] 132 00:07:48,823 --> 00:07:49,663 Yep. 133 00:07:51,075 --> 00:07:53,155 That's... that's her, detective. 134 00:07:53,953 --> 00:07:54,953 Positive. 135 00:07:55,830 --> 00:07:56,830 Positive ID. 136 00:07:56,914 --> 00:07:59,884 [stuttering] That's Nellie, all right, and she's dead. 137 00:07:59,959 --> 00:08:00,999 [sighs] 138 00:08:01,252 --> 00:08:02,172 Jesus. 139 00:08:03,087 --> 00:08:04,087 Jesus! 140 00:08:04,297 --> 00:08:05,417 Shit, Shirl. 141 00:08:06,132 --> 00:08:07,132 [exhales deeply] 142 00:08:08,467 --> 00:08:11,427 [breathing shakily] I'm sorry, I don't know what that was. 143 00:08:11,512 --> 00:08:13,722 I changed every light bulb in the house this afternoon, 144 00:08:13,806 --> 00:08:15,516 because if one went out tonight or tomorrow, 145 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:18,140 I wouldn't have time to change it with everything going. 146 00:08:18,561 --> 00:08:20,651 It's... it's... crazy. 147 00:08:23,149 --> 00:08:23,979 I get it. 148 00:08:24,066 --> 00:08:25,856 -It's... it's crazy. -[sighs] 149 00:08:26,777 --> 00:08:27,647 Right. 150 00:08:28,863 --> 00:08:30,413 We don't have to stay in here. 151 00:08:31,032 --> 00:08:31,992 Let's sit. 152 00:08:32,158 --> 00:08:33,488 -She's okay. -Yeah. 153 00:08:33,784 --> 00:08:34,664 That'd be good. 154 00:08:36,412 --> 00:08:37,372 Thank you. 155 00:08:42,793 --> 00:08:45,633 I'm drinking every time I feel like punching something. 156 00:08:46,380 --> 00:08:48,010 [Luke] It's just not fucking fair. 157 00:08:48,633 --> 00:08:50,013 -Fuck! -[exhales] 158 00:08:50,676 --> 00:08:53,256 -[Shirley] Okay, Steve? -Yeah, I'll be right there. 159 00:08:54,847 --> 00:08:55,927 [sighs deeply] 160 00:08:58,684 --> 00:09:00,694 [thunder rumbling] 161 00:09:02,396 --> 00:09:04,396 Oh, fuck. 162 00:09:04,565 --> 00:09:06,815 [inhales sharply] Come on, get it together. 163 00:09:07,026 --> 00:09:09,106 [breathing shakily] Get it together. 164 00:09:11,822 --> 00:09:13,822 [thunder rumbling] 165 00:09:16,661 --> 00:09:17,541 [sighs] 166 00:09:19,789 --> 00:09:21,869 Oh, okay, okay! 167 00:09:23,751 --> 00:09:24,751 Okay. 168 00:09:26,796 --> 00:09:27,756 You okay? 169 00:09:27,838 --> 00:09:29,088 -[Steve] Huh? -Spill it. 170 00:09:29,298 --> 00:09:31,128 -What? -The details. 171 00:09:31,676 --> 00:09:34,256 Um, I... I don't know much more than you. I... 172 00:09:34,970 --> 00:09:37,180 She killed herself at that goddamn house. 173 00:09:37,765 --> 00:09:40,805 -[Luke] I don't think it's that simple. -Thanks. That clears it all right up. 174 00:09:40,893 --> 00:09:43,773 I... Listen, I'm not saying it's simple. That's all I know. 175 00:09:43,854 --> 00:09:46,234 -No, I mean the suicide part. -[chuckles] 176 00:09:46,774 --> 00:09:48,784 Luke, she went back to the house, 177 00:09:48,859 --> 00:09:51,399 she didn't tell anybody, and she... 178 00:09:52,571 --> 00:09:54,661 -You spoke to the coroner, right? -Right. 179 00:09:55,491 --> 00:09:57,951 [Steve] So you probably know more than I do. 180 00:09:58,035 --> 00:10:01,785 She-- she hung herself. Her neck... was broken. 181 00:10:02,748 --> 00:10:03,618 [sighs] 182 00:10:04,375 --> 00:10:05,205 Her neck? 183 00:10:05,584 --> 00:10:06,504 Here you go. 184 00:10:06,585 --> 00:10:08,875 I still don't get why she'd go there in the first place. 185 00:10:08,963 --> 00:10:12,433 -Well... Mom. -She barely remembered Mom. 186 00:10:12,758 --> 00:10:13,838 Luke... 187 00:10:13,968 --> 00:10:15,468 how much do you remember Mom? 188 00:10:15,928 --> 00:10:18,468 -Yeah, I don't know. -She was like six years old. 189 00:10:18,556 --> 00:10:20,016 Well, what then, Dr. Crain? 190 00:10:21,225 --> 00:10:22,055 Punch. 191 00:10:22,143 --> 00:10:24,693 I want to know what Mrs. Dudley said to him. [sighs] 192 00:10:24,770 --> 00:10:26,480 -Me too. -He didn't tell you? 193 00:10:26,772 --> 00:10:28,152 [Steve] What do you think? 194 00:10:30,526 --> 00:10:32,066 Six hours on a plane? 195 00:10:32,778 --> 00:10:33,738 Didn't come up? 196 00:10:34,488 --> 00:10:35,488 No. 197 00:10:35,990 --> 00:10:37,240 [Luke] Dad was in coach. 198 00:10:38,701 --> 00:10:39,541 Wait... 199 00:10:39,869 --> 00:10:42,619 you put yourself... in first class? 200 00:10:43,372 --> 00:10:44,752 I put him there, too. 201 00:10:45,166 --> 00:10:46,876 -And made Dad fly coach? -[chuckles] 202 00:10:46,959 --> 00:10:48,249 He insisted. 203 00:10:48,544 --> 00:10:50,714 -That's-- -Look, Shirl, he wanted to... 204 00:10:50,796 --> 00:10:52,916 -That's just-- -...pay for his own ticket. 205 00:10:53,007 --> 00:10:55,127 -So, yeah, he was in coach. -Hmm. 206 00:10:56,218 --> 00:10:59,218 It's not like we were really talking each other's ears off before that. 207 00:10:59,305 --> 00:11:00,925 -[doorbell rings] -[sighs] 208 00:11:02,057 --> 00:11:03,057 [sighs] God. 209 00:11:03,851 --> 00:11:04,771 I got it. 210 00:11:08,189 --> 00:11:10,609 [door creaks open] 211 00:11:12,151 --> 00:11:14,151 [thunder rumbles] 212 00:11:14,278 --> 00:11:16,158 -[Kevin] Hey, welcome. Hi. -[Hugh] Hi. 213 00:11:17,156 --> 00:11:17,986 Hey. 214 00:11:18,199 --> 00:11:19,579 Boy, it's... [sniffles] 215 00:11:19,992 --> 00:11:22,412 -...it's coming down out there. -Yeah, yeah. 216 00:11:22,495 --> 00:11:24,325 I know, I know, I know. It's... 217 00:11:25,915 --> 00:11:26,915 How are you, Kevin? 218 00:11:27,875 --> 00:11:28,705 I'm... 219 00:11:29,585 --> 00:11:30,535 so sorry. 220 00:11:31,504 --> 00:11:33,304 Yeah, yeah. Thanks. 221 00:11:33,422 --> 00:11:34,592 Me-- me-- me too. 222 00:11:40,888 --> 00:11:41,718 Wow. 223 00:11:46,477 --> 00:11:48,517 Hey, sorry, I'm... a little late. 224 00:11:49,772 --> 00:11:50,942 [Young Shirley] That's okay. 225 00:11:52,483 --> 00:11:53,783 [Young Theo] How was your flight? 226 00:11:54,026 --> 00:11:55,066 Uh... 227 00:11:55,903 --> 00:11:57,073 Well, it was... 228 00:11:58,364 --> 00:11:59,534 It was, uh... 229 00:12:03,285 --> 00:12:04,115 fine. 230 00:12:04,703 --> 00:12:07,003 -You know. -[Shirley] Thanks for being here. 231 00:12:11,085 --> 00:12:12,035 [Hugh] Hey. 232 00:12:13,838 --> 00:12:14,758 Thank you. 233 00:12:14,839 --> 00:12:16,589 You-- you have a beautiful home. 234 00:12:17,383 --> 00:12:20,513 Oh, this is the... this is the business side of the... 235 00:12:21,220 --> 00:12:23,720 The residential side is over in the... 236 00:12:25,182 --> 00:12:26,642 Thank you. [chuckles] 237 00:12:29,937 --> 00:12:31,057 God. [exhales deeply] 238 00:12:31,564 --> 00:12:32,524 Look at you girls. 239 00:12:32,857 --> 00:12:33,937 It's been a minute. 240 00:12:34,567 --> 00:12:35,607 Yeah, it has. 241 00:12:36,986 --> 00:12:38,146 Longer than a minute. 242 00:12:39,113 --> 00:12:40,413 Or a long... 243 00:12:41,448 --> 00:12:42,828 -minute. -[chuckles softly] 244 00:12:43,200 --> 00:12:45,370 -I'm not sure... which. -[chuckles] 245 00:12:48,289 --> 00:12:52,169 Can I get you anything? We got tons to eat, plenty to drink. 246 00:12:52,251 --> 00:12:55,091 This is Kevin's coping mechanism. He turns into a waiter. 247 00:12:56,088 --> 00:13:00,508 No, uh, thanks, I'm fine. I... I don't really know... 248 00:13:01,552 --> 00:13:03,552 -what to say, uh... -Mm-hmm 249 00:13:03,888 --> 00:13:04,808 ...really. 250 00:13:05,389 --> 00:13:06,889 Other than, um... 251 00:13:08,642 --> 00:13:10,732 you know, to see all of you in the same... 252 00:13:11,103 --> 00:13:12,483 room. Well, not all. 253 00:13:14,565 --> 00:13:15,685 I'm just sorry that... 254 00:13:16,567 --> 00:13:19,067 that we have to... be here... 255 00:13:20,154 --> 00:13:21,074 under... 256 00:13:22,865 --> 00:13:26,035 Neither can I. Look at them, they're all grown up. 257 00:13:27,745 --> 00:13:28,615 What? 258 00:13:29,496 --> 00:13:30,366 Hmm? 259 00:13:31,790 --> 00:13:33,130 Under these circumstances, 260 00:13:33,208 --> 00:13:35,168 that we have to be here under these circumstances-- 261 00:13:35,252 --> 00:13:37,712 Wow, well put. You want to do the eulogy tomorrow? 262 00:13:37,796 --> 00:13:39,546 -'Cause it's-- -You wanna go see her? 263 00:13:39,632 --> 00:13:42,132 -Yes, actually, if you'll excuse me. -Of course. 264 00:13:42,217 --> 00:13:43,387 That's why we're here. 265 00:13:44,178 --> 00:13:46,178 [thunder rumbles] 266 00:14:04,907 --> 00:14:06,117 [Hugh] Oh, Shirley. 267 00:14:06,992 --> 00:14:07,872 Shirley. 268 00:14:08,577 --> 00:14:11,747 You... [inhales] You-- you... did a... 269 00:14:13,374 --> 00:14:14,924 She looks beautiful. 270 00:14:16,710 --> 00:14:17,710 Not too much makeup. 271 00:14:17,795 --> 00:14:20,125 Sometimes they put too much makeup on them, 272 00:14:20,214 --> 00:14:21,224 but she looks, uh... 273 00:14:25,135 --> 00:14:26,095 [clicks tongue] 274 00:14:26,345 --> 00:14:27,505 You did a... 275 00:14:29,181 --> 00:14:30,141 Thank you for... 276 00:14:31,684 --> 00:14:33,944 taking care of her, and if there's a... 277 00:14:36,188 --> 00:14:37,148 Is there...? 278 00:14:37,856 --> 00:14:39,816 I could use a bathroom. Where would be the closest? 279 00:14:39,900 --> 00:14:41,240 -Just head up that hall. -Okay. 280 00:14:41,318 --> 00:14:43,528 -To your left at your-- the end. -Okay. 281 00:15:08,262 --> 00:15:10,262 [thunder rumbling] 282 00:15:16,854 --> 00:15:18,864 [thunder roaring] 283 00:15:37,833 --> 00:15:39,843 [loud crash] 284 00:15:40,794 --> 00:15:42,004 [sighs] 285 00:15:49,845 --> 00:15:51,175 Oh, man. 286 00:15:53,182 --> 00:15:54,222 [sighs deeply] 287 00:16:00,731 --> 00:16:01,571 Great. 288 00:16:01,940 --> 00:16:02,780 [Olivia] Honey? 289 00:16:03,192 --> 00:16:05,282 [Younger Hugh] There you are. You weren't in bed. Where'd you go? 290 00:16:05,360 --> 00:16:06,820 -[Olivia] Jesus Christ. -Yeah. 291 00:16:07,154 --> 00:16:08,534 Oh, that makes sense. 292 00:16:08,781 --> 00:16:10,371 It sounded like a car crash. 293 00:16:10,449 --> 00:16:12,619 I guess, but I don't know why it would fall. 294 00:16:13,118 --> 00:16:14,498 Where-- Where'd you go? 295 00:16:15,662 --> 00:16:18,042 I don't know. I guess I was... wandering. 296 00:16:18,123 --> 00:16:19,423 Maybe I was sleepwalking. 297 00:16:19,708 --> 00:16:21,418 I had the strangest dream. 298 00:16:21,835 --> 00:16:24,585 -[Young Nell] Jesus Christ! -[Olivia] Honey, don't say that. 299 00:16:24,671 --> 00:16:26,671 -[Young Nell] You just said it. -[both chuckle] 300 00:16:26,965 --> 00:16:28,795 You're right. I'm sorry. 301 00:16:29,176 --> 00:16:32,346 -You guys hear a scary noise? -So many scary noises. 302 00:16:32,429 --> 00:16:34,259 Yeah. It's okay, see? It was that. 303 00:16:34,348 --> 00:16:36,978 -Someone broke the sannadeer! -"Chandelier." It just fell. 304 00:16:37,267 --> 00:16:39,137 -[Young Theo] What the hell happened? -[Young Nell] Language. 305 00:16:39,228 --> 00:16:40,938 -[Olivia] We don't know. -That explains the noise. 306 00:16:41,021 --> 00:16:42,271 -I don't like this. -[sighs] 307 00:16:42,689 --> 00:16:45,109 It's just a silly old storm, sweetheart. 308 00:16:45,192 --> 00:16:46,742 [Younger Hugh] Your mother hates storms, too. 309 00:16:47,653 --> 00:16:48,993 -[Young Nell] You do? -Mm-hmm. 310 00:16:49,071 --> 00:16:51,241 Since I was a little girl, just like you. 311 00:16:51,865 --> 00:16:53,275 But you know what storms do? 312 00:16:54,284 --> 00:16:56,544 -Do they pass? -They pass. 313 00:16:56,620 --> 00:16:58,210 [Younger Hugh] Stevie, give me a hand. 314 00:16:58,580 --> 00:17:00,960 -What do you need? -Just grab that other side. 315 00:17:01,041 --> 00:17:03,671 I wanna move this out of the way, so no one's tripping on it. 316 00:17:03,752 --> 00:17:04,592 Got it. 317 00:17:04,670 --> 00:17:05,500 Ready? 318 00:17:05,671 --> 00:17:06,511 [Steve] Yep. 319 00:17:07,131 --> 00:17:08,671 [Young Nell] How did it fall? 320 00:17:08,966 --> 00:17:10,506 Did it get hit by lightning? 321 00:17:10,592 --> 00:17:12,262 [Olivia] No, no, nothing like that, honey. 322 00:17:12,344 --> 00:17:14,014 [Younger Hugh] Gently, gently. 323 00:17:14,304 --> 00:17:15,314 [grunts] Okay. 324 00:17:16,765 --> 00:17:18,765 [hail pouring rapidly] 325 00:17:20,227 --> 00:17:21,517 [Young Theo] What's that? 326 00:17:22,771 --> 00:17:23,691 That's hail. 327 00:17:26,650 --> 00:17:30,070 Yep, it is. [chuckles] 328 00:17:30,237 --> 00:17:32,317 It's really loud, huh? [chuckles] 329 00:17:32,823 --> 00:17:34,953 All right, come with me. Let's go sit down. 330 00:17:37,077 --> 00:17:37,997 [Young Nell] Hail? 331 00:17:38,078 --> 00:17:41,168 Yeah. Well, sometimes in thunderstorms, 332 00:17:41,623 --> 00:17:45,543 the wind can push the storm up into the sky really, really high... 333 00:17:45,836 --> 00:17:47,126 and the rain can freeze. 334 00:17:47,629 --> 00:17:48,959 So it's ice? 335 00:17:49,047 --> 00:17:49,917 Exactly. 336 00:17:50,174 --> 00:17:51,884 Explains why my room is freezing. 337 00:17:52,176 --> 00:17:55,256 And the ice balls fall back down to Earth and they pick up more water 338 00:17:55,345 --> 00:17:57,215 and they get bigger and bigger. 339 00:17:57,306 --> 00:17:58,426 [glass shatters] 340 00:17:59,474 --> 00:18:00,564 [Young Theo] What was that? 341 00:18:00,642 --> 00:18:02,522 [Olivia] Um, sounded like a window. 342 00:18:03,145 --> 00:18:04,095 Which is fine. 343 00:18:04,855 --> 00:18:06,475 -Everything's fine, okay? -Yeah. 344 00:18:06,565 --> 00:18:08,105 My window just broke. 345 00:18:08,483 --> 00:18:09,823 -Seriously? -It exploded. 346 00:18:09,902 --> 00:18:11,532 -[Olivia] You okay? -I'm-- I'm fine. 347 00:18:11,612 --> 00:18:13,952 -[Younger Hugh] Let me check it out. -[Young Steve] Can I come? 348 00:18:14,031 --> 00:18:15,661 Um, sure. 349 00:18:16,074 --> 00:18:19,164 But the rest of you, stay down here and stay away from the windows. 350 00:18:19,244 --> 00:18:21,254 Watch your step. There's glass on the floor. 351 00:18:21,330 --> 00:18:23,370 -Like someone threw a rock through it. -[Younger Hugh] Great. 352 00:18:23,457 --> 00:18:25,417 -Ice. -The hell happened to the chandelier? 353 00:18:25,500 --> 00:18:27,090 -The wind turned it into ice. -Hey, Shirl? 354 00:18:27,169 --> 00:18:30,009 Can you do me a favor? Go in the kitchen and make some cocoa. 355 00:18:30,088 --> 00:18:31,088 Seriously? 356 00:18:31,590 --> 00:18:34,340 You know how to do it, and your brother and sister are scared. 357 00:18:35,052 --> 00:18:36,052 Fine. 358 00:18:36,136 --> 00:18:38,306 -Theo, you can help. Take Luke, too. -[Young Theo] Mom. 359 00:18:38,388 --> 00:18:40,138 Thank you. Go ahead. 360 00:18:40,224 --> 00:18:41,984 -Go with your sisters. -[Young Theo] Come on. 361 00:18:43,310 --> 00:18:44,270 [Olivia sighs] 362 00:18:45,020 --> 00:18:47,190 [Shirley] You wearing those gloves to bed now? 363 00:18:47,356 --> 00:18:48,976 -Wanna play a game? -[Young Theo] Shut up. 364 00:18:49,358 --> 00:18:51,568 So, when there's another flash of lightning, 365 00:18:52,069 --> 00:18:54,659 let's count how long it takes until we hear thunder. 366 00:18:54,988 --> 00:18:56,988 That way, we can tell how far away it is. 367 00:18:57,074 --> 00:18:57,914 Okay? 368 00:18:58,075 --> 00:19:01,495 So for every five seconds, that's one whole mile away. 369 00:19:02,371 --> 00:19:04,371 All right, let's wait for the next one. 370 00:19:06,708 --> 00:19:07,538 There. 371 00:19:07,626 --> 00:19:10,546 -Okay, one, two-- -[thunderclap] 372 00:19:11,088 --> 00:19:12,088 Two miles. 373 00:19:12,172 --> 00:19:13,722 Uh, no, okay, not quite. 374 00:19:13,799 --> 00:19:16,089 So, for every five seconds, that's only one mile away, 375 00:19:16,176 --> 00:19:17,926 so that one was actually closer. 376 00:19:19,263 --> 00:19:20,763 -[Shirley] Mom! [screams] -It's okay. 377 00:19:20,847 --> 00:19:22,807 -It's just the power. -[Theo] Mommy! Mommy! 378 00:19:22,891 --> 00:19:24,601 The power went out. I'm right here, you guys. 379 00:19:24,685 --> 00:19:26,185 -Come here. -[Younger Hugh] It's all right. 380 00:19:26,270 --> 00:19:28,480 -[Olivia] It's a really old house. -[Younger Hugh] It's all right. 381 00:19:29,356 --> 00:19:30,936 Flashlight's in the kitchen. 382 00:19:31,024 --> 00:19:32,784 [Olivia] Okay, you got it? 383 00:19:33,485 --> 00:19:34,485 All right. 384 00:19:41,368 --> 00:19:43,118 [Young Nell screams] 385 00:19:43,370 --> 00:19:45,250 Bent-Neck Lady! Bent-Neck Lady! 386 00:19:45,330 --> 00:19:47,000 -[Olivia] It's okay. -[Younger Hugh] You okay? 387 00:19:47,082 --> 00:19:48,462 -[Olivia] We're okay. -She's there. 388 00:19:48,542 --> 00:19:50,502 -[Olivia] It's all right. Shh. -With the statue. 389 00:19:50,585 --> 00:19:53,165 -[Olivia] It's all right, baby. It's okay. -She's here again. 390 00:19:53,297 --> 00:19:55,297 Here, listen to me, my love. 391 00:19:56,591 --> 00:19:58,841 [inhales deeply] Mommy's seen things, too. 392 00:19:59,469 --> 00:20:02,309 Sometimes, Mommy sees people here, too. 393 00:20:02,848 --> 00:20:06,098 But they won't hurt us, okay? They're not here to hurt us. 394 00:20:06,810 --> 00:20:08,770 [Young Nell] What did you see? 395 00:20:08,854 --> 00:20:11,694 -Everybody okay in here? -[Olivia] Yeah, everybody's fine. 396 00:20:11,773 --> 00:20:14,323 Well, this one's working, but these need batteries. 397 00:20:15,319 --> 00:20:16,449 Theo's got you. 398 00:20:16,528 --> 00:20:18,158 -Take your sister's hand. -[Young Theo] Mom. 399 00:20:18,238 --> 00:20:21,828 Just for a second. I'll get a flashlight. I'll be right back. [sighs] 400 00:20:22,492 --> 00:20:24,412 All right. I got yours, Luke. 401 00:20:24,494 --> 00:20:28,004 [Young Theo] Let up on my hand. It's just a storm. 402 00:20:28,165 --> 00:20:32,625 -[Young Shirley] A bad storm. -Yeah, this wasn't forecast. This is nuts. 403 00:20:32,836 --> 00:20:36,256 Your stuff's all wet, Shirl. The hail's blowing right in the window. 404 00:20:36,340 --> 00:20:38,590 -[Young Shirley] For real? -[Olivia] Very helpful, Steve. 405 00:20:38,675 --> 00:20:40,715 -[Younger Hugh laughs] -[Olivia] We'll figure it out. 406 00:20:40,844 --> 00:20:42,604 -[Younger Hugh] Fun, huh? -[Olivia] There. 407 00:20:42,929 --> 00:20:45,469 When I was a kid, we used to go camping all the time. 408 00:20:45,557 --> 00:20:46,727 I was a Life Scout. 409 00:20:46,975 --> 00:20:48,055 What's a Life Scout? 410 00:20:48,602 --> 00:20:50,062 Well, it's a group of, uh... 411 00:20:50,687 --> 00:20:52,517 Anyway, we used to go camping. 412 00:20:53,065 --> 00:20:54,775 And one time, there was a storm, 413 00:20:54,858 --> 00:20:57,528 and it was such a bad storm that we took our packs, 414 00:20:57,611 --> 00:21:00,361 and we tied them to the trees to keep them from washing away. 415 00:21:00,781 --> 00:21:01,821 [thunderclap] 416 00:21:01,907 --> 00:21:03,827 -Whoo! -[Young Nell] Stop it! 417 00:21:04,159 --> 00:21:06,409 It's okay. We're totally safe, okay? 418 00:21:07,579 --> 00:21:10,119 -That was a good one, huh? -[Olivia exhales deeply] 419 00:21:10,457 --> 00:21:12,127 Are you sure we're safe? 420 00:21:12,209 --> 00:21:15,089 The roof isn't gonna explode or whatever? 421 00:21:15,212 --> 00:21:17,882 You know what, this house has been here for a long, long time. 422 00:21:17,964 --> 00:21:20,434 It's seen plenty of storms and worse than this. 423 00:21:21,093 --> 00:21:22,723 -It's gonna keep us safe. -[Younger Hugh] Yeah. 424 00:21:22,803 --> 00:21:25,063 -I thought you hated this house. -[chuckles softly] 425 00:21:25,889 --> 00:21:26,929 [sighs deeply] 426 00:21:27,349 --> 00:21:29,519 -[Young Steve] That's something, anyway. -Uh-huh. 427 00:21:30,102 --> 00:21:31,482 Okay, one... 428 00:21:32,270 --> 00:21:34,980 -two, three... -[children] ...two, three... 429 00:21:35,107 --> 00:21:36,687 -[faint rumble of thunder] -See? 430 00:21:37,109 --> 00:21:38,069 It's moving away. 431 00:21:38,568 --> 00:21:41,028 What'd I tell you, Nellie? That's what storms do. They... 432 00:21:41,279 --> 00:21:42,199 [faint thunder] 433 00:21:42,280 --> 00:21:43,280 Where's your sister? 434 00:21:44,699 --> 00:21:45,529 Theo? 435 00:21:46,034 --> 00:21:49,124 [stammers] She was right there. I was holding her hand the entire time. 436 00:21:49,454 --> 00:21:50,544 [softly] Okay. 437 00:21:50,872 --> 00:21:52,422 -Nellie? -[Young Theo] The whole time, I... 438 00:21:52,499 --> 00:21:54,169 I could feel her hand until I looked down. 439 00:21:54,251 --> 00:21:56,461 -[Olivia] Nellie? Honey? -[Younger Hugh] Nellie? 440 00:21:58,422 --> 00:22:00,262 -[Young Shirley] Nellie? Nell. -[Olivia] Sweetheart? 441 00:22:01,842 --> 00:22:04,552 Where could she have gone? It was only a few seconds. 442 00:22:04,636 --> 00:22:06,216 [Young Theo] Maybe she went to her room. 443 00:22:06,304 --> 00:22:07,144 Maybe. 444 00:22:07,889 --> 00:22:11,139 -[Young Theo] I could feel her hand-- -I know. It's not your fault. 445 00:22:11,226 --> 00:22:12,056 [Young Shirley] Nellie! 446 00:22:12,144 --> 00:22:14,154 -[Olivia] We're gonna find her. -What if something gets her? 447 00:22:14,229 --> 00:22:17,359 Oh, I know you're scared, pal. I know you are. 448 00:22:17,441 --> 00:22:20,151 -[Young Steve] Come on out. -Listen, she's just hiding from the storm. 449 00:22:20,235 --> 00:22:22,485 -She's probably in her room under her bed. -[Olivia] Yeah. 450 00:22:22,571 --> 00:22:25,411 We'll go and find her, we'll bring her back, okay? Okay? 451 00:22:25,949 --> 00:22:28,119 -Maybe we should... -My sweet boy. Yes. 452 00:22:28,326 --> 00:22:31,116 Ah, Steve, okay, you keep an eye on everyone. 453 00:22:31,580 --> 00:22:33,620 -We'll be right back. -[Younger Hugh] We'll be back. 454 00:22:33,707 --> 00:22:35,997 You guys stay here and stay away from the windows. 455 00:22:36,084 --> 00:22:37,594 [Olivia] Keep hold of your flashlights. 456 00:22:37,752 --> 00:22:39,252 [Younger Hugh] Think she went upstairs? 457 00:22:39,337 --> 00:22:41,507 [Olivia] We would've seen her if she went for the halls. 458 00:22:41,590 --> 00:22:43,590 -[Young Shirley] Come out, it's okay. -Don't worry. 459 00:22:43,675 --> 00:22:46,045 -She's gonna be okay. -How do you know? 460 00:22:46,219 --> 00:22:48,469 'Cause I won't let anything happen to her. 461 00:22:49,097 --> 00:22:50,347 To any of you guys. 462 00:22:51,057 --> 00:22:52,267 That's my whole job. 463 00:22:52,350 --> 00:22:54,310 First thing they teach us in Big Brother School. 464 00:22:54,394 --> 00:22:55,484 [Young Shirley] Nell? 465 00:22:56,480 --> 00:22:57,560 I'm with you. 466 00:22:58,106 --> 00:22:59,066 We got this. 467 00:23:00,275 --> 00:23:01,105 Okay? 468 00:23:02,235 --> 00:23:04,355 Luke. Luke? 469 00:23:06,114 --> 00:23:07,164 [Young Steve] Luke. 470 00:23:08,074 --> 00:23:08,954 [Steve] Luke? 471 00:23:09,784 --> 00:23:10,874 Luke. [scoffs] 472 00:23:11,453 --> 00:23:13,963 Do you remember what it was, that word she made up? 473 00:23:15,290 --> 00:23:16,920 -I'm not sure. -[scoffs] 474 00:23:17,501 --> 00:23:19,211 This made-up word. 475 00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:23,010 Aunt Janet kept correcting her, and she just went on using it. 476 00:23:23,089 --> 00:23:25,629 -What the hell was that word? -Trying to remember. 477 00:23:26,301 --> 00:23:27,391 [sighs] 478 00:23:28,303 --> 00:23:30,853 Doesn't matter. Finally, Aunt Janet... [sniffles] 479 00:23:31,598 --> 00:23:36,138 she gets fed up and tells Nellie to stop using whatever it was and speak properly. 480 00:23:36,978 --> 00:23:39,018 "You're ten years old. Speak properly." 481 00:23:40,565 --> 00:23:42,685 And Nellie just... looks at her. 482 00:23:42,776 --> 00:23:45,066 Like beyond her years, patient... [inhales] 483 00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:47,280 ...and asks what she's doing wrong. 484 00:23:48,698 --> 00:23:51,238 And Aunt Janet says, "It's a made-up word." 485 00:23:52,661 --> 00:23:55,081 And Nellie looks her right in the eye and says... 486 00:23:55,455 --> 00:23:58,075 "All words are made-up at first." [chuckles] 487 00:23:58,208 --> 00:24:00,628 [sighs] God, I wish I could remember what the... 488 00:24:01,044 --> 00:24:02,094 that word. 489 00:24:02,337 --> 00:24:03,337 [Theo] "Puffalope." 490 00:24:04,548 --> 00:24:06,718 [Steve] That's it. "Puffalope." 491 00:24:07,050 --> 00:24:09,140 Padded, puffy envelope. 492 00:24:09,928 --> 00:24:10,968 "Puffalope." 493 00:24:12,305 --> 00:24:15,175 She would say she was running out of puffalopes for her letters 494 00:24:15,267 --> 00:24:19,097 and she wanted Aunt Janet to pick up puffalopes at the store. 495 00:24:21,273 --> 00:24:24,693 And that is the third story you've told about that one stupid summer. 496 00:24:24,776 --> 00:24:27,856 I didn't live there after that. That's what I remember most, I guess. 497 00:24:27,946 --> 00:24:30,656 I know those stories, 'cause I was there for those stories. 498 00:24:31,324 --> 00:24:33,084 I just wanna hear some new stories. 499 00:24:33,159 --> 00:24:35,579 Serious, Theo. You might wanna slow down. 500 00:24:36,121 --> 00:24:39,081 I'm trying to drink her back to life. Would you like me to stop? 501 00:24:39,165 --> 00:24:40,075 [Hugh] Yes. 502 00:24:40,292 --> 00:24:42,042 She got that from your mother. 503 00:24:42,127 --> 00:24:43,877 -You know. -Alcoholism? 504 00:24:45,171 --> 00:24:46,671 No. Uh, "puffalope." 505 00:24:49,426 --> 00:24:50,426 She used to... 506 00:24:51,344 --> 00:24:53,604 She used to tell Nell that her letters, uh... 507 00:24:54,264 --> 00:24:56,734 to Santa would be safe and warm in the North Pole 508 00:24:56,808 --> 00:24:58,058 if she used a puffalope. 509 00:25:04,774 --> 00:25:05,614 Yeah. 510 00:25:14,492 --> 00:25:16,662 Nellie used to write letters to Santa. 511 00:25:19,164 --> 00:25:20,084 Took it... 512 00:25:20,832 --> 00:25:21,962 very seriously. 513 00:25:22,417 --> 00:25:23,417 Formal letters. 514 00:25:25,211 --> 00:25:26,761 Didn't want to call him, uh... 515 00:25:27,505 --> 00:25:29,415 Santa, so she called him Mr. Claus. 516 00:25:29,507 --> 00:25:33,297 She thought "Santa" would be rude. That's not how you... talk to grown-ups. 517 00:25:35,597 --> 00:25:36,507 So... 518 00:25:37,974 --> 00:25:39,564 "Dear Mr. Claus, this is, uh... 519 00:25:41,269 --> 00:25:42,939 Nellie Crain." In whatever... 520 00:25:44,105 --> 00:25:45,395 address we were at. 521 00:25:45,774 --> 00:25:48,444 I told her she didn't need to include that, but she... 522 00:25:48,860 --> 00:25:49,780 she insisted. 523 00:25:51,154 --> 00:25:53,164 You know, 'cause she's... [sniffles] 524 00:25:54,032 --> 00:25:56,662 [sobbing] 525 00:25:58,662 --> 00:26:00,252 She said, uh, you know... 526 00:26:00,789 --> 00:26:02,789 "Who knows how many Nells there are in the world?" 527 00:26:02,874 --> 00:26:04,634 And we moved around so much. 528 00:26:07,295 --> 00:26:08,915 Yeah, we moved around so much... 529 00:26:09,923 --> 00:26:12,433 that, you know, he might get confused. 530 00:26:12,509 --> 00:26:14,889 "Dear Mr. Claus, this is Nellie Crain in Boston. 531 00:26:15,345 --> 00:26:17,675 [inhales deeply] And, uh... 532 00:26:18,223 --> 00:26:20,733 [exhales] ...my brother, Steve... 533 00:26:22,560 --> 00:26:23,810 he wants a typewriter. 534 00:26:27,273 --> 00:26:30,193 And he's such a good brother," she would say. 535 00:26:31,820 --> 00:26:34,280 "And my sister, Shirley, she could use a new camera, 536 00:26:34,364 --> 00:26:38,284 'cause she's capturing our memories, you know, and they're so very precious." 537 00:26:38,368 --> 00:26:39,738 And the thing is, guys, you know, 538 00:26:39,828 --> 00:26:42,118 she'd never ask for anything for herself, ever. 539 00:26:42,205 --> 00:26:43,155 Not once. 540 00:26:44,958 --> 00:26:47,628 She'd only ask for presents for you guys. And God... 541 00:26:48,962 --> 00:26:52,012 damn it, you know, we had to make sure... 542 00:26:52,590 --> 00:26:54,430 we got you what... what you wanted, 543 00:26:54,509 --> 00:26:57,049 what she... what she mentioned in those letters. 544 00:26:58,221 --> 00:27:00,931 'Cause we weren't about... to discourage that instinct. 545 00:27:01,015 --> 00:27:03,555 Your mom would say, "Oh no, we water that seed... 546 00:27:04,561 --> 00:27:05,901 until that's her tree." 547 00:27:11,234 --> 00:27:12,114 Well... 548 00:27:12,318 --> 00:27:13,818 she used to write letters. 549 00:27:16,156 --> 00:27:17,616 And, uh... [sniffles] 550 00:27:18,241 --> 00:27:19,911 ...always, you know, handwritten. 551 00:27:20,535 --> 00:27:21,865 She wrote me once a month. 552 00:27:25,790 --> 00:27:26,620 Always. 553 00:27:28,209 --> 00:27:29,379 Just telling me... 554 00:27:31,129 --> 00:27:33,259 the amazing things going on with you guys. 555 00:27:36,176 --> 00:27:37,006 Two of us. 556 00:27:39,137 --> 00:27:40,217 What do you mean? 557 00:27:40,472 --> 00:27:41,722 I mean, two of us. 558 00:27:42,390 --> 00:27:45,060 There were seven of us, and now there's five, 559 00:27:45,143 --> 00:27:46,483 because two of us... 560 00:27:46,895 --> 00:27:48,055 decided... 561 00:27:48,396 --> 00:27:49,356 to die. 562 00:27:53,026 --> 00:27:56,486 You know, some religions won't let you be buried in their cemeteries 563 00:27:56,571 --> 00:27:57,701 if you kill yourself? 564 00:27:57,781 --> 00:27:59,621 It's... it's monstrous. 565 00:28:01,284 --> 00:28:02,664 Like you committed a crime. 566 00:28:03,953 --> 00:28:07,123 When... when really it was just that you're in so much pain. 567 00:28:09,918 --> 00:28:10,958 So much pain. 568 00:28:13,671 --> 00:28:14,961 And Nellie knew that. 569 00:28:16,841 --> 00:28:19,681 She knew the price the rest of us pay when someone does that, 570 00:28:19,761 --> 00:28:21,011 and she did it anyway. 571 00:28:24,224 --> 00:28:25,064 God. 572 00:28:26,142 --> 00:28:28,732 I wish she felt like she could've talked to me. 573 00:28:29,479 --> 00:28:32,319 I don't know why she didn't feel like she could talk to me. 574 00:28:34,192 --> 00:28:35,112 There's nothing... 575 00:28:35,777 --> 00:28:38,277 she was going through that wouldn't have been okay. 576 00:28:39,072 --> 00:28:39,912 Nothing. 577 00:28:46,037 --> 00:28:47,157 [Luke] You know, uh... 578 00:28:49,082 --> 00:28:52,542 [breathing shakily] ...this one time, uh, Aunt Janet, she, um... 579 00:28:53,795 --> 00:28:57,085 [clicks tongue] ...she let us camp out in the backyard, and... 580 00:28:57,507 --> 00:28:58,417 [sniffles] 581 00:29:00,051 --> 00:29:03,221 ...set up a tent, you know, roasted marshmallows all night. 582 00:29:03,304 --> 00:29:05,314 -I remember that. -Yeah, and, um... 583 00:29:07,225 --> 00:29:08,305 Steve... 584 00:29:08,685 --> 00:29:10,685 -Right, the bear thing. -Yeah. 585 00:29:11,187 --> 00:29:12,727 -[sniffles] -Steve, uh... 586 00:29:13,898 --> 00:29:15,898 he was outside, pretending to be a bear, 587 00:29:16,359 --> 00:29:18,149 banging on the tent, and, uh... 588 00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:22,910 You know, I'm freaking out, and Nellie says... 589 00:29:25,368 --> 00:29:26,698 Nellie says, "Don't worry. 590 00:29:26,953 --> 00:29:29,043 We're safe in here. This, uh... 591 00:29:30,915 --> 00:29:32,035 this tent is magic. 592 00:29:33,042 --> 00:29:34,502 It makes us indivisible." 593 00:29:38,840 --> 00:29:41,130 And Steve... Steve stopped shaking the tent. 594 00:29:41,759 --> 00:29:45,679 He says, "Hey," still in the bear voice, "I think you mean... 595 00:29:46,806 --> 00:29:47,636 invisible." 596 00:29:49,309 --> 00:29:50,809 And Nellie shouts at the bear, 597 00:29:51,269 --> 00:29:52,809 "I meant what I said, bear." 598 00:29:56,316 --> 00:29:57,276 [exhales sharply] 599 00:29:58,192 --> 00:30:01,112 [inhales deeply] I'd like to go back to something you said. 600 00:30:02,405 --> 00:30:03,235 [Luke] What? 601 00:30:03,489 --> 00:30:05,119 [sighs] Not you, him. 602 00:30:07,660 --> 00:30:08,870 You said Nellie... 603 00:30:10,038 --> 00:30:11,248 wrote you a letter... 604 00:30:11,789 --> 00:30:12,669 once a month? 605 00:30:13,458 --> 00:30:15,078 Yeah, that's... that's right. 606 00:30:16,753 --> 00:30:20,673 So maybe she mentioned something in one of her monthly letters that... 607 00:30:21,382 --> 00:30:23,892 might have raised the flag about, I don't know, 608 00:30:24,469 --> 00:30:25,549 her state of mind? 609 00:30:25,762 --> 00:30:27,432 No, she just... 610 00:30:28,473 --> 00:30:31,143 No, she would... You know, she'd... 611 00:30:31,392 --> 00:30:33,852 talk about you guys, and just like the Santa letter, 612 00:30:33,937 --> 00:30:36,607 -she'd just tell me about you guys. -You said that, but... 613 00:30:36,814 --> 00:30:39,694 You see, we're all aware of how you like to hold back information 614 00:30:39,776 --> 00:30:42,106 when a family member offs themselves. 615 00:30:42,195 --> 00:30:43,735 -[Luke] Steve-- -So I'm just wondering 616 00:30:43,821 --> 00:30:45,951 if there's a little more you're not telling us. 617 00:30:49,285 --> 00:30:50,285 Do you want to do... 618 00:30:50,662 --> 00:30:51,622 do this now, huh? 619 00:30:53,915 --> 00:30:54,915 Yeah, I do. 620 00:30:56,459 --> 00:30:57,749 We've all got questions, 621 00:30:57,835 --> 00:31:01,295 and I think it'd be swell if you'd give us a few answers for a change. 622 00:31:05,969 --> 00:31:07,139 [sighs] 623 00:31:09,180 --> 00:31:10,100 All right. 624 00:31:11,057 --> 00:31:13,307 Let's start with that call you got from Mrs. Dudley 625 00:31:13,393 --> 00:31:15,943 -and what exactly she said about-- -She called me... 626 00:31:17,563 --> 00:31:20,613 immediately after, she called-- called the police. [sniffs] 627 00:31:20,858 --> 00:31:23,568 She said she'd noticed the car out front. 628 00:31:23,861 --> 00:31:27,031 Well, she went inside, and she... she saw your sister, uh... 629 00:31:28,992 --> 00:31:32,662 [sighs] ...hanging next to the spiral staircase in the library. 630 00:31:32,745 --> 00:31:33,745 Oh, and... 631 00:31:34,288 --> 00:31:36,958 Mrs. Dudley, she-- she also apologized, 632 00:31:37,041 --> 00:31:39,501 because she said she threw up on the floor, and... 633 00:31:40,503 --> 00:31:42,553 -[sighs] -[Hugh] What's... what's next? 634 00:31:43,214 --> 00:31:45,434 Did Nellie mention in one of her puffalopes 635 00:31:45,508 --> 00:31:48,588 that she crashed a book signing of mine about a month ago? 636 00:31:48,678 --> 00:31:50,218 -[Hugh] She did not. -To scream at me. 637 00:31:50,304 --> 00:31:51,394 -Wait, what? -Yeah. 638 00:31:51,472 --> 00:31:53,472 -Does that sound like Nell to you? -No, it doesn't. 639 00:31:53,558 --> 00:31:54,598 She wasn't herself. 640 00:31:54,684 --> 00:31:57,234 She was seeing a new therapist since Arthur, I know that. 641 00:31:57,311 --> 00:31:59,651 -That's right. -Anybody know anything about this doctor? 642 00:31:59,731 --> 00:32:02,481 Any psychiatrist worth their shit would've kept her on a shorter leash. 643 00:32:02,567 --> 00:32:05,027 -He's a fucking quack. -She was clearly off her meds 644 00:32:05,111 --> 00:32:07,241 -when I saw her. -How did she sound when she called you? 645 00:32:07,321 --> 00:32:09,241 -She called you? -Yeah, the day it happened. 646 00:32:09,323 --> 00:32:11,373 -She called Steve, too. -Did you talk to her? 647 00:32:11,451 --> 00:32:13,491 -No, I didn't get to. -[sighs] Me either. 648 00:32:13,661 --> 00:32:16,461 She wasn't worried about herself; she was apparently worried about you. 649 00:32:16,539 --> 00:32:17,459 [sighs] 650 00:32:18,082 --> 00:32:19,332 [Hugh] I talked to her. 651 00:32:19,667 --> 00:32:21,667 [thunder rumbles] 652 00:32:22,128 --> 00:32:23,088 Yeah. 653 00:32:23,921 --> 00:32:25,421 I talked to her that night. 654 00:32:26,591 --> 00:32:28,221 And she was... 655 00:32:29,802 --> 00:32:33,102 She was worried about a lot more than, uh, than Luke. 656 00:32:34,640 --> 00:32:36,390 [Steve] Well... [breathing shakily] 657 00:32:36,476 --> 00:32:37,346 Like what? 658 00:32:40,563 --> 00:32:42,823 She said the Bent-Neck Lady was back. 659 00:32:42,899 --> 00:32:44,729 [thunder rumbles] 660 00:32:44,859 --> 00:32:46,649 [sighs] There it is. 661 00:32:47,487 --> 00:32:48,817 Mental illness. 662 00:32:48,905 --> 00:32:50,775 -No, no, Steve-- -Clear as day. 663 00:32:50,865 --> 00:32:52,365 -[Hugh] No, you don't-- -Hereditary. 664 00:32:52,450 --> 00:32:54,830 You let her believe all that bullshit. 665 00:32:54,911 --> 00:32:57,291 -[Hugh] You don't-- -All that bullshit about Hill House, 666 00:32:57,371 --> 00:33:00,211 and this is the inevitable conclusion, which makes you culpable. 667 00:33:00,291 --> 00:33:01,921 -Who is the Bent-Neck Lady? -Frankly. 668 00:33:02,001 --> 00:33:04,051 So you hear her spout some of the crazy stuff... 669 00:33:04,128 --> 00:33:05,958 -[Hugh] It's not crazy. -...she said when she was six, 670 00:33:06,047 --> 00:33:08,377 and you don't think that maybe you should get her some help? 671 00:33:08,466 --> 00:33:10,006 I did. I called you immediately. 672 00:33:10,093 --> 00:33:12,513 -Just like Mom, you ignore the signs. -That's not how it is. 673 00:33:12,595 --> 00:33:15,555 You hope it'll go away, and then you hold back information! 674 00:33:15,640 --> 00:33:18,770 If I held back anything, it was to protect you kids. 675 00:33:18,851 --> 00:33:21,651 I don't need... Why do I need protection from the truth? 676 00:33:22,563 --> 00:33:24,193 -[breathing heavily] -No... 677 00:33:24,357 --> 00:33:27,107 She's... No. [stutters] He's entitled... 678 00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:30,570 What... [stutters] What is that? What's that? 679 00:33:31,114 --> 00:33:32,414 I said you're entitled. 680 00:33:33,491 --> 00:33:36,331 -I'm entitled to the truth? -You're entitled to your anger. 681 00:33:36,410 --> 00:33:37,450 Remember why we're here. 682 00:33:37,537 --> 00:33:40,577 It's very generous of you to allow me to feel my anger. 683 00:33:40,665 --> 00:33:42,745 [stuttering] All of you... you're entitled. 684 00:33:42,834 --> 00:33:45,884 What else am I entitled to while you're being so fucking generous? 685 00:33:45,962 --> 00:33:48,262 You might want to... check yourself... 686 00:33:48,881 --> 00:33:51,801 before you start talking about the truth, Steve. 687 00:33:52,260 --> 00:33:55,180 Oh... great, are we breaking this out? 688 00:33:55,263 --> 00:33:57,353 -You're drunk. -[panting] 689 00:33:57,431 --> 00:33:59,391 Theo's drunk; I'm just pissed. 690 00:33:59,767 --> 00:34:03,097 And this is the part of the show where you break out my goddamn book? 691 00:34:03,187 --> 00:34:05,227 [Shirley] Want to talk about propagating delusions? 692 00:34:05,314 --> 00:34:06,824 -Why don't we just...? -There it is. 693 00:34:06,899 --> 00:34:09,399 [Shirley] ...paranoid delusions for entertainment and profit. 694 00:34:09,485 --> 00:34:11,485 -...gonna make-- -What about that, huh? 695 00:34:11,571 --> 00:34:15,621 You took all that paranoia and craziness, and you mass-marketed it 696 00:34:15,700 --> 00:34:18,450 -to jump-start your writing career. -[Steve] Really? 697 00:34:18,536 --> 00:34:20,906 So don't stand in plain view of Nellie's casket 698 00:34:20,997 --> 00:34:24,287 -and lecture us about responsibility. -Are you gonna stop the book fight? 699 00:34:24,375 --> 00:34:26,455 -We're all real tired-- -You were happy enough 700 00:34:26,544 --> 00:34:28,504 to exploit all of us for some blood money. 701 00:34:28,588 --> 00:34:30,968 That's why none of us ever took your fucking money, Steve. 702 00:34:31,048 --> 00:34:33,048 -Cut it out. -[Shirley] And you're fucking drunk! 703 00:34:33,134 --> 00:34:35,264 While we're supposed to be honoring Nellie. 704 00:34:36,679 --> 00:34:38,349 Real class act, Theo. 705 00:34:38,514 --> 00:34:39,474 No, no, no. 706 00:34:40,349 --> 00:34:42,889 No, you don't know. You don't know what I felt. 707 00:34:43,686 --> 00:34:45,686 And you don't know what I feel. 708 00:34:46,272 --> 00:34:49,232 And I am allowed to process that any way that I want to. 709 00:34:49,317 --> 00:34:53,067 You don't just stand there and dictate how we all grieve our dead si-- 710 00:34:53,905 --> 00:34:55,065 -Fuck! -[Kevin] Fuck! 711 00:34:55,406 --> 00:34:56,406 -Ow. -You okay? 712 00:34:56,490 --> 00:34:58,370 I'm fine. God, don't touch me! 713 00:35:01,329 --> 00:35:02,909 Don't fucking touch. 714 00:35:05,666 --> 00:35:07,706 I have enough of my own grief. I... 715 00:35:08,586 --> 00:35:09,956 I don't need yours, too. 716 00:35:10,796 --> 00:35:13,046 [Shirley] Whatever that means. [sobs] 717 00:35:20,890 --> 00:35:21,770 You know what? 718 00:35:21,933 --> 00:35:23,313 I took the money, Shirl. 719 00:35:24,977 --> 00:35:25,807 Yeah. 720 00:35:26,979 --> 00:35:28,609 I took his fucking money. 721 00:35:28,898 --> 00:35:30,688 -[Steve grunts] -I got my degree. 722 00:35:31,067 --> 00:35:32,277 I started my career. 723 00:35:32,652 --> 00:35:36,032 'Cause you know what? It's good fucking money. 724 00:35:36,572 --> 00:35:37,622 The book was a hit. 725 00:35:37,698 --> 00:35:39,528 The royalties still haven't dried up. 726 00:35:39,617 --> 00:35:42,077 I'm fucking glad that I took it. 727 00:35:45,748 --> 00:35:47,418 You took his money. 728 00:35:47,708 --> 00:35:50,708 [Theo] You'd have to be a stubborn bitch not to, so... 729 00:35:52,421 --> 00:35:53,921 Congratulations. 730 00:35:55,508 --> 00:35:56,338 Shut up. 731 00:35:57,051 --> 00:35:57,931 You're drunk. 732 00:35:58,261 --> 00:35:59,101 Nope. 733 00:36:00,554 --> 00:36:02,894 Yup... but I'm right. 734 00:36:04,684 --> 00:36:06,734 So what now? You want to come after me? 735 00:36:06,811 --> 00:36:09,021 So you just thought you'd live under my roof? 736 00:36:09,105 --> 00:36:10,935 -Shirl-- -No, let me get this right. 737 00:36:11,023 --> 00:36:13,653 Live under my roof, eat my food, 738 00:36:13,734 --> 00:36:16,574 and lie to my face for how many years? 739 00:36:17,029 --> 00:36:18,859 Guess we should've charged you rent after all. 740 00:36:18,948 --> 00:36:20,738 I offered to pay rent, you sanctimonious bitch. 741 00:36:20,825 --> 00:36:23,655 I guess you won't have a problem paying for a place of your own, will you? 742 00:36:23,744 --> 00:36:26,044 You can use all your royalties. 743 00:36:26,122 --> 00:36:27,082 [Kevin] Shirley. 744 00:36:27,164 --> 00:36:28,424 -[Theo] Are you serious? -I am. 745 00:36:28,499 --> 00:36:30,169 -[Kevin] She's not. -We agreed. All of us. 746 00:36:30,251 --> 00:36:32,711 -We weren't going to participate-- -We didn't agree. 747 00:36:32,795 --> 00:36:35,255 -You stood up and dictated-- -[Shirley] You don't get to lie 748 00:36:35,339 --> 00:36:38,089 and live off me at the same time, and call me a bitch. 749 00:36:38,175 --> 00:36:39,885 -[Steve] All right. -That's not gonna fly. 750 00:36:39,969 --> 00:36:41,509 -Slow up, Shirl. -Fuck you! 751 00:36:41,637 --> 00:36:43,097 Fuck both of you! 752 00:36:43,514 --> 00:36:46,184 Blood money! Blood money! 753 00:36:46,475 --> 00:36:47,515 You're out, Theo. 754 00:36:47,601 --> 00:36:49,101 -Are you gonna stop this? -What am I-- 755 00:36:49,186 --> 00:36:51,516 After the funeral, you can fuck off back to Cali, Steven. 756 00:36:51,605 --> 00:36:54,355 You can start looking for a new place to squat, Dr. Crain. 757 00:36:54,442 --> 00:36:57,192 If I were you, I'd get off that high horse before I fall off. 758 00:36:57,278 --> 00:36:59,818 [Shirley] If you were me, you wouldn't be such a fucking asshole. 759 00:36:59,905 --> 00:37:02,155 You're just embarrassing yourself. You don't even know it. 760 00:37:02,241 --> 00:37:05,751 She's falling on the goddamn ground, and I'm embarrassing myself? 761 00:37:05,828 --> 00:37:07,078 We took the money, too. 762 00:37:11,751 --> 00:37:14,301 I mean, I took the money, I guess. 763 00:37:15,755 --> 00:37:16,665 We did. 764 00:37:19,759 --> 00:37:21,219 No, you didn't. 765 00:37:22,470 --> 00:37:23,760 I opened an account for it. 766 00:37:23,846 --> 00:37:26,266 The checkbook that you found the other day... 767 00:37:26,891 --> 00:37:30,441 Shirl, you keep cutting prices down to cost. 768 00:37:30,728 --> 00:37:32,808 -Right? I mean-- -Don't you dare. 769 00:37:32,897 --> 00:37:36,067 [stammers] The pro bono funerals, the special cases. 770 00:37:36,150 --> 00:37:37,190 Don't put this on me. 771 00:37:37,276 --> 00:37:39,316 How else was I supposed to keep the business going? 772 00:37:39,403 --> 00:37:41,913 I mean, look, look, if you think about it, 773 00:37:41,989 --> 00:37:44,699 we took that money and we changed it into something that helped people 774 00:37:44,784 --> 00:37:47,084 -on the worst day of their lives. -Stop. Stop. 775 00:37:49,789 --> 00:37:53,129 Do you have any idea how much you've humiliated me? 776 00:37:53,209 --> 00:37:54,669 Look, honey... 777 00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:57,335 Don't. [sighs] 778 00:37:59,090 --> 00:37:59,920 Both of you. 779 00:38:00,132 --> 00:38:02,432 [crying] Just... out. I can't... 780 00:38:02,760 --> 00:38:03,590 [Kevin] Shirley... 781 00:38:03,677 --> 00:38:06,057 I can't look at either one of you right now. 782 00:38:07,181 --> 00:38:08,101 Get out. 783 00:38:09,725 --> 00:38:12,765 [sniffles] We're just... We're done here. Everybody out. 784 00:38:13,771 --> 00:38:15,821 -Do I really have to move out? -[Shirley sniffles] 785 00:38:16,982 --> 00:38:19,362 -Out! -Just give her her space. 786 00:38:19,985 --> 00:38:20,985 Look, I need... 787 00:38:21,987 --> 00:38:23,447 I need some more vodka. 788 00:38:25,825 --> 00:38:27,615 -I want more vodka. -There's more downstairs. 789 00:38:27,701 --> 00:38:30,161 -I need another bottle-- -Okay. We gotta go, let's go. 790 00:38:30,246 --> 00:38:31,286 Why don't we... 791 00:38:31,705 --> 00:38:35,875 go back to the hotel and give your sister some space? 792 00:38:35,960 --> 00:38:38,300 You know, she's wounded, we're all wounded. 793 00:38:38,587 --> 00:38:41,467 -People lash out. It's perfectly-- -[Shirley] What? [crying] 794 00:38:42,133 --> 00:38:43,803 What the hell? [whimpers] 795 00:38:44,260 --> 00:38:45,090 [Hugh] What? 796 00:38:46,137 --> 00:38:47,467 Who did this? 797 00:38:47,555 --> 00:38:48,675 -[Luke] What? -[Hugh] What? 798 00:38:48,764 --> 00:38:49,684 [Steve] Shirl. 799 00:38:50,266 --> 00:38:51,676 -[Shirley sniffles] -[Steve] What? 800 00:38:53,269 --> 00:38:54,269 [Shirley] Is this... 801 00:38:54,562 --> 00:38:56,232 What is this? [sniffles] 802 00:38:56,397 --> 00:38:57,517 [stammers] It's... 803 00:38:57,857 --> 00:38:59,897 You think this is... this is cute? 804 00:39:01,152 --> 00:39:03,612 -[Steve] I didn't... -[Shirley] Someone thought, what? 805 00:39:03,696 --> 00:39:06,196 This was... funny? This was... 806 00:39:06,657 --> 00:39:07,777 Who the fuck did this? 807 00:39:07,867 --> 00:39:09,617 I swear to God, I didn't-- 808 00:39:09,869 --> 00:39:12,199 -You were the last one up here. -No, absolutely-- 809 00:39:12,288 --> 00:39:14,668 -You were standing here. -Why would I do something... 810 00:39:15,082 --> 00:39:16,082 I... 811 00:39:16,250 --> 00:39:18,540 What... the hell? 812 00:39:19,128 --> 00:39:22,008 -[Steve] Did you blow a fuse? -[Shirley] I've got a backup generator. 813 00:39:22,089 --> 00:39:23,759 [Steve] The storm's not that bad. 814 00:39:24,717 --> 00:39:26,297 Goddamn tonight. 815 00:39:26,802 --> 00:39:27,762 Just damn it. 816 00:39:28,971 --> 00:39:31,141 [Steve] Where... where's your breaker box? 817 00:39:31,390 --> 00:39:32,520 [Luke] Can I do anything? 818 00:39:36,812 --> 00:39:38,812 [thunder rumbling] 819 00:39:42,276 --> 00:39:43,316 [Nell] Daddy. [sobs] 820 00:39:43,444 --> 00:39:44,614 [sighs] 821 00:39:45,571 --> 00:39:46,531 Oh, Nell. 822 00:40:10,221 --> 00:40:11,471 [sighs] 823 00:40:13,307 --> 00:40:14,307 Nell. 824 00:40:14,975 --> 00:40:16,095 Oh, no. 825 00:40:18,938 --> 00:40:19,898 Nell. 826 00:40:26,111 --> 00:40:26,991 Nell? 827 00:40:37,331 --> 00:40:38,581 She's not in our room. 828 00:40:39,291 --> 00:40:41,791 I don't know why she'd go anywhere else by herself. 829 00:40:42,419 --> 00:40:43,839 Ah, the roof. 830 00:40:44,296 --> 00:40:45,126 I know. 831 00:40:45,214 --> 00:40:48,134 [sighs] The hail, they sounded like golf balls. 832 00:40:48,217 --> 00:40:50,757 I don't even wanna think about what it did to this roof. 833 00:40:50,886 --> 00:40:52,006 [Younger Hugh exhales] 834 00:40:52,346 --> 00:40:54,306 I'll get Mullen over tomorrow to look. 835 00:40:55,933 --> 00:40:57,103 [gasps] 836 00:40:58,185 --> 00:40:59,595 I just put batteries in. 837 00:40:59,687 --> 00:41:01,607 Okay, you get fresh ones, I'll keep looking. 838 00:41:01,689 --> 00:41:02,689 All right. 839 00:41:05,276 --> 00:41:08,026 I'll check the library and the kitchen, just to be sure. 840 00:41:09,863 --> 00:41:11,413 -Be right back. -Okay. 841 00:41:14,535 --> 00:41:15,405 Nellie? 842 00:41:19,081 --> 00:41:20,791 Oh, shit. 843 00:41:32,469 --> 00:41:33,349 Nellie? 844 00:41:35,347 --> 00:41:36,217 You in here? 845 00:41:44,982 --> 00:41:45,822 Come on. 846 00:41:47,693 --> 00:41:49,033 Where did you go? 847 00:41:49,528 --> 00:41:51,528 -[water dripping] -[Olivia sighs] 848 00:41:53,741 --> 00:41:55,701 Really? [sighs] 849 00:41:58,120 --> 00:42:01,120 -Oh. -[squeaks, clangs] 850 00:42:01,206 --> 00:42:02,166 Okay. 851 00:42:03,334 --> 00:42:04,344 [pants] 852 00:42:04,418 --> 00:42:06,418 [doorknob rattling] 853 00:42:12,259 --> 00:42:14,929 [rattling continues] 854 00:42:20,184 --> 00:42:21,024 Nellie? 855 00:42:22,102 --> 00:42:23,402 [sighs] 856 00:42:54,677 --> 00:42:56,177 [footsteps approaching] 857 00:43:03,644 --> 00:43:04,524 Liv? 858 00:43:22,663 --> 00:43:23,543 Liv! 859 00:43:34,174 --> 00:43:35,634 You kids okay down there? 860 00:43:36,510 --> 00:43:37,850 [children] We're all right. 861 00:43:47,521 --> 00:43:48,401 [Younger Hugh] Liv. 862 00:43:49,356 --> 00:43:50,186 Hey! 863 00:44:11,837 --> 00:44:12,667 Liv. 864 00:44:13,005 --> 00:44:14,375 How the hell did you... 865 00:44:16,633 --> 00:44:18,643 [windows rattling] 866 00:44:24,057 --> 00:44:26,437 Liv, you better stay away from these windows. 867 00:44:26,852 --> 00:44:28,442 This storm's getting really... 868 00:44:34,735 --> 00:44:35,645 [glasses shattering] 869 00:44:42,367 --> 00:44:43,237 Liv! 870 00:44:43,327 --> 00:44:44,907 Get away from the windo-- 871 00:44:46,205 --> 00:44:47,365 Jesus Christ! 872 00:44:53,962 --> 00:44:55,462 [panting] 873 00:44:57,633 --> 00:44:58,633 Liv... 874 00:45:00,135 --> 00:45:00,965 Liv! 875 00:45:01,261 --> 00:45:02,101 Jesus! 876 00:45:02,971 --> 00:45:03,851 Liv. 877 00:45:04,389 --> 00:45:06,179 -What the hell? -Hon... honey? 878 00:45:07,059 --> 00:45:08,139 Are you okay? 879 00:45:09,102 --> 00:45:10,482 [stutters] I think so. 880 00:45:10,562 --> 00:45:13,112 I looked in the rooms, but she wasn't up here. 881 00:45:13,649 --> 00:45:16,819 -What were you doing? -[stutters] I looked in the bed... 882 00:45:17,402 --> 00:45:18,492 bedrooms. 883 00:45:19,154 --> 00:45:20,534 Honey. [chuckles] 884 00:45:21,198 --> 00:45:24,488 -I'm having the strangest dream. -[children screaming] 885 00:45:26,161 --> 00:45:28,161 [Olivia panting] 886 00:45:31,375 --> 00:45:32,995 -[Olivia] Are you okay? -What's wrong? 887 00:45:33,085 --> 00:45:33,955 [screaming continues] 888 00:45:34,044 --> 00:45:35,094 [Olivia] We're coming! 889 00:45:45,931 --> 00:45:47,141 [Olivia] What happened? 890 00:45:48,183 --> 00:45:49,893 [Young Shirley] There's something in the house. 891 00:45:49,977 --> 00:45:51,137 My flashlight stopped working, 892 00:45:51,228 --> 00:45:53,728 and I heard it breathing, and I... I don't know what it was, 893 00:45:53,814 --> 00:45:55,734 -but it was so close to us. -Okay. 894 00:45:55,816 --> 00:45:57,476 Slow down, slow down. 895 00:45:57,568 --> 00:45:59,948 Even I saw it. I... I think it was a big dog. 896 00:46:00,028 --> 00:46:02,028 It ran right through here toward the kitchen. 897 00:46:02,114 --> 00:46:04,624 It was like this big wolf and had red these glowing eyes. 898 00:46:04,700 --> 00:46:07,660 I... I didn't see any glowing eyes, but it was in here. 899 00:46:07,744 --> 00:46:09,754 -It was definitely something. -[Olivia] Okay. 900 00:46:10,289 --> 00:46:11,539 [Younger Hugh] Where did it go? 901 00:46:12,291 --> 00:46:13,541 [Young Shirley panting] 902 00:46:17,462 --> 00:46:18,422 [Olivia] It's okay. 903 00:46:25,178 --> 00:46:27,308 -[Younger Hugh grunts] -[taps flashlight] 904 00:46:27,431 --> 00:46:28,271 Again? 905 00:46:30,142 --> 00:46:32,902 [Young Nell coughs, whimpering] 906 00:46:33,770 --> 00:46:35,770 [breathing shakily] 907 00:46:46,491 --> 00:46:47,701 [Luke] Where'd you go? 908 00:46:48,994 --> 00:46:50,084 No... 909 00:46:50,579 --> 00:46:52,039 I just... nowhere. 910 00:46:54,374 --> 00:46:56,594 Oh, you're just wandering around in the dark? 911 00:46:56,668 --> 00:46:57,748 Well, aren't we all? 912 00:47:00,672 --> 00:47:03,382 Steve and Shirl are still trying to get the lights back on. 913 00:47:03,967 --> 00:47:05,677 Something tells me they won't. 914 00:47:06,386 --> 00:47:07,256 Yeah. 915 00:47:07,846 --> 00:47:09,426 Something tells me the same. 916 00:47:21,360 --> 00:47:23,110 [Luke] Who do you think did this? 917 00:47:27,282 --> 00:47:29,792 Well, if I'm honest, uh... 918 00:47:31,954 --> 00:47:32,834 none of us. 919 00:47:35,540 --> 00:47:36,500 But... 920 00:47:38,168 --> 00:47:41,418 you, uh, probably know that already, don't you? 921 00:47:47,386 --> 00:47:48,346 So... 922 00:47:51,056 --> 00:47:53,096 The Bent-Neck Lady, you think she was... 923 00:47:53,642 --> 00:47:55,392 I mean, this whole time was... 924 00:47:56,645 --> 00:47:57,555 Yeah. 925 00:48:00,148 --> 00:48:01,728 She didn't do this to herself. 926 00:48:03,110 --> 00:48:03,940 No. 927 00:48:07,155 --> 00:48:08,525 Neither did Mom, did she? 928 00:48:11,451 --> 00:48:12,541 That's a... 929 00:48:13,704 --> 00:48:15,374 that's a complicated question. 930 00:48:18,583 --> 00:48:20,133 [Shirley] Doesn't make any sense. 931 00:48:20,252 --> 00:48:24,382 We have a backup genny in the basement for the refrigeration. 932 00:48:24,464 --> 00:48:26,344 This is... It's not even a storm. 933 00:48:26,425 --> 00:48:28,585 The rest of the block's fine. It's just us. 934 00:48:28,677 --> 00:48:29,797 -[Shirley] For real? -[Steve] Yeah. 935 00:48:29,886 --> 00:48:32,886 -Why is it complicated? -It's been a long night. 936 00:48:32,973 --> 00:48:35,893 -Why don't we... head back? -[Steve] All right. 937 00:48:35,976 --> 00:48:38,516 I'd really like to know, Dad. 938 00:48:39,396 --> 00:48:40,356 [Steve] Know what? 939 00:48:42,524 --> 00:48:44,074 Nellie didn't kill herself. 940 00:48:44,317 --> 00:48:45,317 [Steve] Oh, Luke. 941 00:48:45,402 --> 00:48:47,322 -Let's not do this again. -She didn't. 942 00:48:47,404 --> 00:48:49,284 -And Dad knows it, too. -[Steve] Oh, does he? 943 00:48:49,364 --> 00:48:51,284 I don't think Mom did either. Dad said that-- 944 00:48:51,366 --> 00:48:52,406 "Dad said." 945 00:48:52,492 --> 00:48:55,452 -Luke, Dad propped up Nell's crazy ideas. -No-- 946 00:48:55,537 --> 00:48:57,707 -[Steve] This is how that ended. -[Luke] It's not crazy. 947 00:48:57,789 --> 00:49:00,749 As soon as we leave the room, you start working on him, too? 948 00:49:00,834 --> 00:49:02,594 -No, Steve. -No, let's hear it. 949 00:49:02,669 --> 00:49:06,009 No, I don't want to upset anyone any more than we're already upset. 950 00:49:06,089 --> 00:49:08,679 -No, just... just get it all out. -It's not-- 951 00:49:11,178 --> 00:49:13,008 No, he's not gonna want to hear that from me. 952 00:49:13,096 --> 00:49:14,716 [Steve] You see what I'm talking about? 953 00:49:14,806 --> 00:49:17,386 I don't understand why this family has such a hard time 954 00:49:17,476 --> 00:49:19,726 acknowledging mental illness. 955 00:49:20,312 --> 00:49:23,692 Mom, Nell, Dad's talking to himself all night. 956 00:49:23,774 --> 00:49:24,824 It's not like that. 957 00:49:24,900 --> 00:49:27,570 -Then explain yourself, finally, please. -[Hugh sighs] 958 00:49:28,653 --> 00:49:29,533 Okay. 959 00:49:29,988 --> 00:49:31,778 Nell didn't kill herself, the house did. 960 00:49:31,865 --> 00:49:34,405 You don't understand Hill House, Steve, you never did. 961 00:49:34,659 --> 00:49:36,909 And Nell and Luke, 962 00:49:36,995 --> 00:49:38,825 they could see its face clearer than you kids... 963 00:49:38,914 --> 00:49:40,624 -Jesus, Dad. -...and your mother saw it, too. 964 00:49:40,707 --> 00:49:43,627 And anything I did, I did it for a very good reason. 965 00:49:43,710 --> 00:49:46,210 -All this bullshit about... -You want to hear this or not? 966 00:49:46,296 --> 00:49:48,916 -...a haunted house. You don't get it. -I don't get it? 967 00:49:49,007 --> 00:49:52,047 You don't get it. You're the ghost. You are, Dad. 968 00:49:52,135 --> 00:49:54,675 -You're the spectral presence-- -Come on, Steve. 969 00:49:54,763 --> 00:49:57,143 -I can see right through you. -Yeah? 970 00:49:57,224 --> 00:50:00,024 And the only difference between you and the stuff of campfire stories 971 00:50:00,102 --> 00:50:01,392 is that you keep getting older. 972 00:50:01,478 --> 00:50:03,898 I just tried to keep your kids safe and to protect 973 00:50:03,980 --> 00:50:06,820 what memories you kids still have of your poor mother. 974 00:50:06,900 --> 00:50:09,110 -This is what got into her head! -You've never understood. 975 00:50:09,194 --> 00:50:10,864 -This is what made her sick. -Your problem-- 976 00:50:10,946 --> 00:50:12,736 -It's always been your problem. -My problem? 977 00:50:12,823 --> 00:50:14,573 You think you know what happened that night? 978 00:50:14,658 --> 00:50:17,408 -You don't know-- -My problem is that the wrong parent died! 979 00:50:17,536 --> 00:50:18,946 [crashes] 980 00:50:49,860 --> 00:50:51,950 [Hugh] Let's... [panting] 981 00:50:54,447 --> 00:50:56,317 -[Steve] One, two... -[Hugh] Let's go. 982 00:50:56,533 --> 00:50:57,413 [Steve] ...three. 983 00:50:58,910 --> 00:51:00,620 -[grunts] -Okay, down. 984 00:51:00,954 --> 00:51:02,754 Set it down. 985 00:51:03,999 --> 00:51:04,999 [Hugh sighs deeply] 986 00:51:16,178 --> 00:51:17,008 I... 987 00:51:18,889 --> 00:51:20,809 [tearfully] I have to fix her makeup. 988 00:51:26,646 --> 00:51:28,356 [softly] I'll get my kit. 989 00:52:15,779 --> 00:52:17,109 It's all right, boys. 990 00:52:42,889 --> 00:52:43,769 Wait. 991 00:52:55,610 --> 00:52:56,570 [Kevin] Shirley. 992 00:52:56,987 --> 00:52:58,237 Shirley, wait. 993 00:52:59,698 --> 00:53:01,118 -[Olivia] Nellie. -[whimpers] 994 00:53:01,324 --> 00:53:03,874 There you are. We were worried sick. 995 00:53:04,077 --> 00:53:05,447 [Olivia sighs] 996 00:53:09,291 --> 00:53:12,341 -Where did you go? -I was... here. 997 00:53:13,003 --> 00:53:15,013 I was right here. 998 00:53:15,422 --> 00:53:17,512 Oh, honey, you're freezing. 999 00:53:17,590 --> 00:53:19,970 I was right here and I was screaming and shouting, 1000 00:53:20,051 --> 00:53:21,551 and none of you could see me. 1001 00:53:22,429 --> 00:53:24,349 Why couldn't you see me? 1002 00:53:24,889 --> 00:53:27,519 -[Olivia] It's okay, baby. -I waved and jumped and screamed, 1003 00:53:27,600 --> 00:53:28,770 and you didn't even look. 1004 00:53:29,311 --> 00:53:31,521 -[Young Nell] None of you even looked. -[Olivia] So sorry. 1005 00:53:31,604 --> 00:53:32,774 We're so sorry. 1006 00:53:37,736 --> 00:53:40,236 [Steve sighs] Come on. We'll see her tomorrow. 1007 00:53:47,162 --> 00:53:48,162 Come on. 1008 00:54:01,176 --> 00:54:03,756 [Young Luke] Don't do that ever again. 1009 00:54:04,137 --> 00:54:06,137 Don't do that ever again. 1010 00:54:06,848 --> 00:54:07,678 Ever. 1011 00:54:08,892 --> 00:54:13,312 I thought the house things had got you. I thought they took you. 1012 00:54:13,855 --> 00:54:16,395 -I'm so glad you're okay. -[sobbing] 1013 00:54:18,276 --> 00:54:19,236 [Steve] Come on. 1014 00:54:27,827 --> 00:54:31,157 [Young Luke] I'll never let you go again. Never again. 1015 00:54:31,373 --> 00:54:32,623 I promise. 1016 00:54:35,585 --> 00:54:37,125 [Young Nell] I was right here. 1017 00:54:37,462 --> 00:54:39,512 I didn't go anywhere. 1018 00:54:40,131 --> 00:54:41,721 I was right here. 1019 00:54:43,343 --> 00:54:44,933 I was right here... 1020 00:54:45,261 --> 00:54:46,761 the whole time. 1021 00:54:48,014 --> 00:54:49,524 None of you could see me. 1022 00:54:51,476 --> 00:54:53,476 Nobody could see me.