1 00:00:23,356 --> 00:00:24,649 Hey, man. 2 00:00:47,297 --> 00:00:48,715 What? 3 00:00:48,798 --> 00:00:51,676 This is some Edward Scissorhands shit right here. 4 00:00:54,471 --> 00:00:55,513 What happened, Ed? 5 00:00:55,597 --> 00:00:58,933 Mommy stick your face in a blender? 6 00:00:59,017 --> 00:01:00,018 Billy... 7 00:01:03,021 --> 00:01:06,524 Say something, dummy! You got a tongue in your head? 8 00:01:06,608 --> 00:01:08,151 Why won't you help me? 9 00:01:10,403 --> 00:01:12,530 Jesus Christ. What, are you deaf, too? 10 00:01:12,614 --> 00:01:15,700 -Billy! -Man, you are one sad bastard. 11 00:01:17,786 --> 00:01:19,913 This ain't the short bus, buddy. 12 00:01:23,333 --> 00:01:25,710 Billy, you're not ready to be on your own, okay? 13 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:26,961 You can trust me. 14 00:01:27,670 --> 00:01:30,590 It's not too late to put this right. We can do that, you and I. 15 00:02:00,411 --> 00:02:01,746 What do you want, freak? 16 00:03:58,238 --> 00:04:00,823 I had to get to Castle before they put him in the system. 17 00:04:01,491 --> 00:04:02,575 He called you? 18 00:04:03,910 --> 00:04:04,744 Yeah. 19 00:04:04,827 --> 00:04:07,956 He, uh, made it obvious what would happen if I didn't get him out of there, 20 00:04:08,039 --> 00:04:09,916 and it's nothing we want. 21 00:04:09,999 --> 00:04:12,835 The terms of the deal we made with him were pretty clear. 22 00:04:13,586 --> 00:04:14,879 Castle was on his own. 23 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:18,925 Yeah, well, I guess that's the problem with telling lies and covering things up. 24 00:04:19,008 --> 00:04:21,302 You can't really trust anyone afterwards. 25 00:04:22,095 --> 00:04:24,764 A lie that was designed to protect you. 26 00:04:25,974 --> 00:04:27,892 Oh, don't pretend you did it for me. 27 00:04:31,729 --> 00:04:32,730 Where is he now? 28 00:04:34,691 --> 00:04:38,278 I, uh, dropped him off outside the city. Told him to get lost. 29 00:04:39,821 --> 00:04:42,282 Why not leave him in the middle of Ohio? 30 00:04:43,032 --> 00:04:44,575 He wanted to come here. 31 00:04:46,077 --> 00:04:47,787 Did he come here because of Russo? 32 00:04:49,372 --> 00:04:50,581 No. 33 00:04:50,665 --> 00:04:52,583 I didn't even tell him about Russo. 34 00:04:53,418 --> 00:04:55,378 We'll talk about Russo when I get back. 35 00:04:57,213 --> 00:05:00,800 You can decide on living arrangements between yourselves. I'll go to a hotel. 36 00:05:01,342 --> 00:05:03,428 Do not leave, Frank. For anything. 37 00:05:05,471 --> 00:05:06,723 Frank? 38 00:05:08,433 --> 00:05:09,684 Yeah. 39 00:05:10,893 --> 00:05:11,894 Okay. 40 00:05:19,694 --> 00:05:23,197 Your mother tells me you still won't talk to anyone. 41 00:05:25,158 --> 00:05:26,701 How often do you talk to my mom? 42 00:05:27,785 --> 00:05:29,329 How often do you? 43 00:05:30,455 --> 00:05:33,249 I think you need to talk to someone. 44 00:05:35,460 --> 00:05:38,629 Look, I completed the department's required counseling. 45 00:05:38,713 --> 00:05:40,131 Yes, you did. 46 00:05:40,214 --> 00:05:44,802 And then, twice a day, you went and sat at the foot of Russo's bed. 47 00:05:47,013 --> 00:05:49,932 But now you want me to believe you have no plans to go after him? 48 00:05:50,016 --> 00:05:51,225 You told me not to. 49 00:05:53,269 --> 00:05:56,606 What happens when Castle does hear about Russo? 50 00:05:57,690 --> 00:06:01,152 You may have brought the war right back to our doorstep. 51 00:06:01,694 --> 00:06:02,904 Are you gonna help her? 52 00:06:04,197 --> 00:06:06,074 Is she gonna help us? 53 00:06:06,157 --> 00:06:09,369 Why are we here In her place? 54 00:06:10,536 --> 00:06:13,039 What - 55 00:06:13,122 --> 00:06:16,250 Because this place looks like it belongs to a serial killer. 56 00:06:16,334 --> 00:06:17,752 Which would make sense. 57 00:06:18,795 --> 00:06:22,173 Who else keeps everything this neat 58 00:06:22,256 --> 00:06:23,800 I wouldn't be surprised, honestly, 59 00:06:23,883 --> 00:06:26,260 to find a nicely-stacked pile of arms in the freezer. 60 00:06:27,136 --> 00:06:28,471 God damn it. 61 00:06:30,598 --> 00:06:32,892 Why do you have a Homeland Security chopper on call 62 00:06:32,975 --> 00:06:34,102 like it's an Uber? 63 00:06:39,816 --> 00:06:40,983 Who are you... 64 00:06:42,276 --> 00:06:43,444 Frank? 65 00:06:45,947 --> 00:06:47,657 You're gonna take the bedroom. 66 00:06:48,574 --> 00:06:50,034 I'll take the couch. 67 00:07:31,576 --> 00:07:33,953 ...do so by contacting the Red Cross. 68 00:07:34,036 --> 00:07:36,080 And now, breaking news. 69 00:07:36,622 --> 00:07:38,583 Police are searching for Billy Russo, 70 00:07:38,666 --> 00:07:41,669 who has escaped from a secure hospital facility 71 00:07:41,752 --> 00:07:43,921 and is suspected of several murders. 72 00:07:44,005 --> 00:07:48,384 NYPD says Russo is dangerous and should not be approached. 73 00:07:48,468 --> 00:07:51,137 Russo was last seen wearing a gray hooded sweatshirt 74 00:07:51,220 --> 00:07:55,683 00 p.m. on the corner of Northern Boulevard and 122nd... 75 00:10:46,270 --> 00:10:47,271 Another. 76 00:10:47,980 --> 00:10:48,981 Please. 77 00:11:00,534 --> 00:11:02,578 And now, a breaking news update. 78 00:11:02,662 --> 00:11:04,622 Police are searching for this man, 79 00:11:04,705 --> 00:11:08,250 who escaped from a secure hospital facility late last night. 80 00:11:08,334 --> 00:11:10,002 The suspect, Billy Russo, 81 00:11:10,086 --> 00:11:12,838 is armed and believed to be extremely dangerous. 82 00:11:12,922 --> 00:11:16,008 If you see him, do not attempt to apprehend him. 83 00:11:18,135 --> 00:11:20,054 Seventeen... 84 00:11:22,264 --> 00:11:23,724 ...eighteen... 85 00:11:24,975 --> 00:11:26,102 nineteen... 86 00:11:42,368 --> 00:11:43,369 Twenty. 87 00:11:46,080 --> 00:11:47,164 Pathetic. 88 00:11:49,291 --> 00:11:50,876 How many did you do before? 89 00:11:54,797 --> 00:11:56,006 I knew this... 90 00:11:56,674 --> 00:11:58,676 this recruiter for the corps. 91 00:11:58,759 --> 00:12:01,262 Told me that they like to ask that same question. 92 00:12:02,138 --> 00:12:06,517 This one kid, he says, "50," or "100." 93 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:08,769 I mean, whatever. Who cares, right? 94 00:12:09,603 --> 00:12:10,855 What he wanted... 95 00:12:12,773 --> 00:12:14,108 was the kid who said, 96 00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:17,361 "I don't know," or... 97 00:12:19,029 --> 00:12:20,698 or, "More than the next guy." 98 00:12:25,202 --> 00:12:27,246 The kid who didn't know what he was capable of. 99 00:12:27,788 --> 00:12:29,039 What did you say? 100 00:12:33,169 --> 00:12:34,962 They never asked me that one. 101 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:42,470 Shit. 102 00:12:50,686 --> 00:12:54,607 Jesus. I can't even walk across the room without breaking a sweat. 103 00:12:55,191 --> 00:12:57,526 Is that ever gonna end? 104 00:12:57,610 --> 00:13:00,029 You're only six months into your recovery, Billy. 105 00:13:01,947 --> 00:13:04,492 You've achieved a lot in a very short time. 106 00:13:05,242 --> 00:13:08,704 Yeah, wiping my own ass again, that was a real milestone. 107 00:13:10,289 --> 00:13:11,665 We've talked about this. 108 00:13:12,374 --> 00:13:13,751 Be kind to yourself. 109 00:13:15,336 --> 00:13:16,337 Hang in there. 110 00:13:26,972 --> 00:13:28,682 Like the-- Like the, um... 111 00:13:29,475 --> 00:13:30,559 kitten. 112 00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:34,313 The kitten. Hanging on the branch, right? 113 00:13:35,689 --> 00:13:37,441 "Hang in there," it says. 114 00:13:37,525 --> 00:13:39,026 I used to love that. 115 00:13:40,486 --> 00:13:45,115 "Hang in there." I used to have the, uh... the poster. 116 00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:46,325 The poster. 117 00:13:47,117 --> 00:13:48,577 Back in the group home. 118 00:13:50,746 --> 00:13:52,456 As if we had a... 119 00:13:52,540 --> 00:13:54,583 As if we had a choice, you know? 120 00:13:55,417 --> 00:13:57,545 As if we had a choice, you know? 121 00:13:58,170 --> 00:13:59,630 Have you seen the skull... 122 00:13:59,713 --> 00:14:02,007 Have you seen the skull in your dreams lately? 123 00:14:06,971 --> 00:14:09,598 -How often? -Look, I really just... 124 00:14:10,182 --> 00:14:13,769 I hate talking about these dreams. So can we just... 125 00:14:15,521 --> 00:14:16,522 not? 126 00:14:18,482 --> 00:14:19,567 Billy. 127 00:14:21,944 --> 00:14:24,238 -Billy. 128 00:14:25,531 --> 00:14:28,617 It's like a knot. We need to work at it. 129 00:14:28,701 --> 00:14:31,495 And we need to break it down so it stops getting in your way. 130 00:14:32,788 --> 00:14:33,789 Okay? 131 00:14:42,256 --> 00:14:44,925 There's this thing I do with my TBI patients. 132 00:14:45,009 --> 00:14:48,220 They make masks that help them represent 133 00:14:48,304 --> 00:14:50,681 what they want to portray to the outside world. 134 00:14:51,265 --> 00:14:53,684 You already have the mask. Why don't you try it? 135 00:14:56,312 --> 00:14:57,438 You want me to... 136 00:14:58,147 --> 00:14:59,481 decorate this thing? 137 00:15:00,065 --> 00:15:01,442 That's exactly what I mean. 138 00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:06,864 Well, I'm not in kindergarten, Doc. 139 00:15:09,575 --> 00:15:11,452 And I ain't gonna finger paint. 140 00:15:13,203 --> 00:15:15,205 Just do me a favor and think on this. 141 00:15:18,500 --> 00:15:20,669 What face do you want the world to see? 142 00:16:04,588 --> 00:16:06,548 Okay, so you wanna fill me in? 143 00:16:06,632 --> 00:16:08,300 I don't think you wanna know. 144 00:16:08,884 --> 00:16:10,010 No? 145 00:16:10,094 --> 00:16:13,681 No, I've probably flushed my career down the toilet for you already, so... 146 00:16:13,764 --> 00:16:15,516 For me? 147 00:16:15,599 --> 00:16:17,393 You're so full of shit, Madani. 148 00:16:17,476 --> 00:16:21,397 Now, see, I called you when I needed you, and you didn't do a goddamn thing, right? 149 00:16:21,480 --> 00:16:24,233 But now I'm here because you need me to deal with Billy. 150 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:28,320 It must mean that, what, officially, you're not allowed to, right? 151 00:16:31,073 --> 00:16:32,074 Okay. 152 00:16:33,200 --> 00:16:34,743 They thought Billy would die. 153 00:16:36,453 --> 00:16:38,831 Yeah, he was in a coma for six weeks. 154 00:16:38,914 --> 00:16:42,334 Major surgery where you stabbed him. Fed through a tube. Bag on his hip. 155 00:16:42,418 --> 00:16:44,211 Brain injury. Facial reconstruction. 156 00:16:44,294 --> 00:16:45,713 And then he woke up. 157 00:16:46,422 --> 00:16:49,842 But they never thought he would walk, talk, take a shit or... 158 00:16:50,759 --> 00:16:52,469 function again. 159 00:16:52,553 --> 00:16:54,430 And he did all those things. 160 00:16:56,223 --> 00:16:57,975 Okay, Frank? 161 00:16:58,058 --> 00:17:00,352 Russo dragged himself back from hell. 162 00:17:00,436 --> 00:17:02,563 I mean, imagine the strength that requires. 163 00:17:02,646 --> 00:17:03,647 I don't know. 164 00:17:06,108 --> 00:17:08,235 Billy's. Look at it. 165 00:17:10,154 --> 00:17:12,197 You might have moved on, but he hasn't. 166 00:17:14,158 --> 00:17:17,244 He pretended he didn't remember what happened. 167 00:17:17,327 --> 00:17:19,830 He acted like a basket case. 168 00:17:19,913 --> 00:17:22,374 He bided his time and lulled them into thinking he was harmless. 169 00:17:22,458 --> 00:17:23,625 But, as you can see, he knows. 170 00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:33,260 You are all he thinks about. 171 00:17:36,972 --> 00:17:37,973 Good. 172 00:17:58,285 --> 00:18:01,371 Okay, that blood, it's yours and it's mine and it's his. 173 00:18:02,247 --> 00:18:05,417 Maybe you moved on, Frank. Maybe you got closure. Good for you. 174 00:18:05,959 --> 00:18:07,377 But he hasn't. 175 00:18:08,796 --> 00:18:11,757 The only closure Billy would have understood is a bullet in the head. 176 00:18:11,840 --> 00:18:14,760 For Chrissake. You had the shot. You didn't take it. 177 00:18:14,843 --> 00:18:17,304 What do you want from me 178 00:18:17,930 --> 00:18:20,891 I went to see him in the hospital every day once I was recovered. 179 00:18:21,558 --> 00:18:24,019 Because I wanted to hear him admit what he did. 180 00:18:26,480 --> 00:18:28,190 I trusted him just like you. 181 00:18:29,733 --> 00:18:32,111 Yeah, maybe that's why you couldn't kill him either. 182 00:18:32,194 --> 00:18:35,739 -Excuse me? -That's why you couldn't kill him either. 183 00:18:35,823 --> 00:18:38,992 -No. Killing him would have been too easy. -Yeah, or too hard. 184 00:18:39,952 --> 00:18:42,955 That why I'm here, Madani 185 00:18:47,292 --> 00:18:48,919 Just give me names. 186 00:18:49,002 --> 00:18:52,673 Names, places. Anything. Anything I can use to find him. 187 00:18:53,298 --> 00:18:56,468 You know, I would have thought you knew better by now, Madani. 188 00:18:56,552 --> 00:18:58,345 This shit never ends. 189 00:18:59,304 --> 00:19:00,597 Trust me. 190 00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:06,914 Come on, really 191 00:20:08,457 --> 00:20:09,958 You got to be faster than that. 192 00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:11,376 Come on. 193 00:20:12,127 --> 00:20:13,962 Come on. Stop. 194 00:21:37,713 --> 00:21:38,839 It's me, Curt. 195 00:21:49,599 --> 00:21:50,600 You good? 196 00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:53,061 So much for the peaceful life, huh? 197 00:21:54,813 --> 00:21:57,399 -What the hell you been up to? -Eh, long story. 198 00:21:57,983 --> 00:21:59,067 Are you all right? 199 00:22:03,405 --> 00:22:04,906 Shit, man, you know, 200 00:22:04,990 --> 00:22:09,619 why can't we meet up and go fishing in Florida like normal friends, huh? 201 00:22:09,703 --> 00:22:11,413 You know I don't fish, Curt. 202 00:22:11,496 --> 00:22:13,415 -Have you ever been to Florida? -Stop. 203 00:22:13,498 --> 00:22:14,916 They practically jump into the boat. 204 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:18,045 I went fishing once with dynamite. That was pretty fun. 205 00:22:18,128 --> 00:22:20,922 You see? There you go, Frank. That right there, that's the problem. 206 00:22:21,006 --> 00:22:24,134 -What's that? -That-- That modern disease. 207 00:22:25,427 --> 00:22:28,513 -The need for instant gratification. -Good to see you, buddy. 208 00:22:28,597 --> 00:22:30,182 Not sure I can say the same. 209 00:22:32,309 --> 00:22:33,393 What's with that? 210 00:22:35,395 --> 00:22:36,396 Billy. 211 00:22:37,147 --> 00:22:40,150 If he starts to remember some shit, I'm his first stop. 212 00:22:40,233 --> 00:22:43,403 What do you mean, "starts to remember" 213 00:22:43,487 --> 00:22:46,073 You cracked his head like an egg. What do you think? 214 00:22:49,785 --> 00:22:52,579 Yo, they still have me down as next of kin. 215 00:22:52,662 --> 00:22:54,122 Can you believe that? 216 00:22:54,206 --> 00:22:55,624 Sent me all his shit. 217 00:22:56,875 --> 00:23:00,379 So I went to the hospital. I had to see for myself. 218 00:23:01,046 --> 00:23:02,672 -And, dude... -Yeah. 219 00:23:02,756 --> 00:23:05,050 ...he was so skinny, he could barely move. 220 00:23:05,133 --> 00:23:08,053 Slurring his words. Face behind a mask. 221 00:23:08,804 --> 00:23:11,973 And he thought he was there to see me after I lost my leg. 222 00:23:12,057 --> 00:23:15,143 You know that, uh, Madani? 223 00:23:15,727 --> 00:23:19,689 She thinks he's just putting on an act, you know, that it's all bullshit. 224 00:23:19,773 --> 00:23:22,901 Mmm-mmm. No. Not from where I was standing. 225 00:23:22,984 --> 00:23:26,988 His wires are definitely screwed. I mean, he thought we were all in the service. 226 00:23:27,072 --> 00:23:28,407 Jesus Christ. 227 00:23:28,949 --> 00:23:30,700 Talked about you like a brother. 228 00:23:32,744 --> 00:23:36,415 See, whatever it is that you wanted him to live with, 229 00:23:36,498 --> 00:23:38,458 you knocked it clean out of his head. 230 00:23:40,043 --> 00:23:41,670 And that's the irony. 231 00:23:42,421 --> 00:23:45,340 See, now, everybody but him has to live with what he did. 232 00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:47,717 And what you did, too, Frank. 233 00:23:51,721 --> 00:23:54,850 -You should've put him down for good. -Yeah. 234 00:23:59,396 --> 00:24:03,567 You see, I figured it's easy not giving a shit. 235 00:24:04,818 --> 00:24:09,448 Not caring about anybody, running from all sorts of feelings, 236 00:24:09,531 --> 00:24:11,825 worrying about nobody but yourself. 237 00:24:13,034 --> 00:24:16,788 Sounds miserable as hell, but easy, I guess. 238 00:24:20,000 --> 00:24:23,128 But, Frank, I want a real life. 239 00:24:24,087 --> 00:24:27,382 A life that doesn't include me pulling guard duty in my own apartment. 240 00:24:27,466 --> 00:24:28,675 I get it. 241 00:24:37,392 --> 00:24:38,894 I'm seeing somebody. 242 00:24:40,061 --> 00:24:41,354 Yeah. 243 00:24:41,438 --> 00:24:44,441 I don't know what it is yet, but she's a cool girl. 244 00:24:44,524 --> 00:24:45,650 That's great. 245 00:24:46,860 --> 00:24:49,196 But I don't want her anywhere around this shit. 246 00:24:49,279 --> 00:24:51,156 Hey, look, I get it, Curt. 247 00:24:51,239 --> 00:24:54,201 The last thing I ever wanted was for you to be hurt by this. 248 00:24:55,243 --> 00:24:58,246 -I know. But here we are. -Yeah. 249 00:25:00,123 --> 00:25:02,334 So, Billy's running, right? 250 00:25:02,876 --> 00:25:05,504 He can't go to you. He can't go to me. So where does he go? 251 00:25:07,005 --> 00:25:09,341 What did he do last time, huh? 252 00:25:10,509 --> 00:25:14,930 He didn't run. He didn't hide. He wanted to settle scores. 253 00:25:17,015 --> 00:25:18,892 But if he don't remember us... 254 00:25:20,769 --> 00:25:22,354 who the hell would it be? 255 00:25:33,740 --> 00:25:34,658 Run! 256 00:25:35,158 --> 00:25:36,201 Run, run! 257 00:25:41,873 --> 00:25:46,461 I loved baseball, man. That's the worst part. 258 00:25:47,629 --> 00:25:49,381 I used to love coming down here... 259 00:25:50,632 --> 00:25:54,886 watching the other kids with their... fancy gloves and shit. 260 00:25:57,722 --> 00:25:59,641 I thought I was the next Joe DiMaggio. 261 00:26:01,476 --> 00:26:02,978 I used to head back and... 262 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,273 and play stickball in the street. 263 00:26:07,941 --> 00:26:11,861 It didn't matter that I didn't have a uniform or... 264 00:26:14,322 --> 00:26:16,992 a real diamond to play on. 265 00:26:17,075 --> 00:26:18,159 I loved it. 266 00:26:20,370 --> 00:26:21,496 But Arthur... 267 00:26:28,420 --> 00:26:29,838 he took that away from me. 268 00:26:31,673 --> 00:26:33,258 After my shoulder healed... 269 00:26:36,720 --> 00:26:37,721 I hated it. 270 00:26:38,722 --> 00:26:41,433 I hated playing. And, yeah... 271 00:26:43,059 --> 00:26:44,436 it would hurt, but... 272 00:26:50,275 --> 00:26:51,568 that wasn't it. 273 00:26:54,112 --> 00:26:55,488 Tell you what, Bill. 274 00:26:56,031 --> 00:26:58,074 I think about the shit you went through. 275 00:27:00,368 --> 00:27:02,120 I was one of these kids. 276 00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:05,415 Never stopped to think about how lucky I was, you know. 277 00:27:05,498 --> 00:27:07,709 The old man was at every single game I played at. 278 00:27:07,792 --> 00:27:09,127 Every single one. 279 00:27:14,132 --> 00:27:15,550 You know, I wish you... 280 00:27:16,926 --> 00:27:18,345 I wish you had that. 281 00:27:19,763 --> 00:27:20,764 I'm... 282 00:27:21,598 --> 00:27:23,016 I'm sorry you didn't. 283 00:27:28,229 --> 00:27:30,148 -It made me who I am. -That's right. 284 00:27:30,231 --> 00:27:31,858 -I guess. -Mmm-hmm. 285 00:27:33,777 --> 00:27:36,696 Made you into the baddest son of a bitch I ever met in my life. 286 00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:38,114 That's what it made you. 287 00:27:38,948 --> 00:27:40,700 Yeah. Huh? 288 00:27:41,284 --> 00:27:43,495 -Right. -Right. 289 00:27:50,293 --> 00:27:51,961 Somehow, I always end up here. 290 00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:55,048 Thinking about... 291 00:29:09,456 --> 00:29:10,457 Hey. 292 00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:15,336 Hey. Hey! Let me out! Hey. Let me out! Let me out! 293 00:29:15,420 --> 00:29:17,589 -Hey, you all right? -Hey, hey! 294 00:29:17,672 --> 00:29:20,842 Don't lock me inside like that ever again. Do you hear me? 295 00:29:20,925 --> 00:29:23,219 Don't ever do that to me ever again! 296 00:29:23,303 --> 00:29:26,556 I hate you. Don't you ever lock me inside, ever. 297 00:29:46,910 --> 00:29:50,705 All's I got's a TV. Take it and go. 298 00:29:57,212 --> 00:29:58,797 I'm not going to hurt you... 299 00:29:59,964 --> 00:30:01,216 Arthur. 300 00:30:06,262 --> 00:30:08,056 You don't remember me? 301 00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:13,561 Billy Russo. 302 00:30:15,271 --> 00:30:18,733 I'm from the Ray of Hope Group Home? 303 00:30:22,237 --> 00:30:26,282 It's like every time I close my eyes, I smell hot sauce. 304 00:30:28,243 --> 00:30:30,328 I'm never eating hot sauce again. 305 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:32,163 And blood. 306 00:30:34,791 --> 00:30:36,209 It's got a smell to it. 307 00:30:37,502 --> 00:30:39,045 I never really knew that. 308 00:30:43,925 --> 00:30:47,220 Drink some of this. Calm you down. 309 00:30:48,263 --> 00:30:51,015 Um, right. That's not really how caffeine works. 310 00:30:52,433 --> 00:30:53,726 Suit yourself. 311 00:30:58,147 --> 00:31:00,817 You know, you should really get your hand looked at. 312 00:31:00,900 --> 00:31:02,902 Looks pretty bad. You should go to the hospital. 313 00:31:15,748 --> 00:31:17,292 Want to try talking to me? 314 00:31:18,626 --> 00:31:19,627 Huh? 315 00:31:21,045 --> 00:31:22,463 Tell me what happened. 316 00:31:24,215 --> 00:31:25,216 Um... 317 00:31:26,301 --> 00:31:28,136 I was getting tacos for us all, 318 00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:31,681 and then I was hiding under the bed, 319 00:31:31,764 --> 00:31:34,475 and then he came back in, and it was just, like, after that-- 320 00:31:34,559 --> 00:31:37,770 No, wait. Who... who's "he" 321 00:31:40,523 --> 00:31:43,318 No. I... Look, I really think we should just get out of here. 322 00:31:43,943 --> 00:31:45,028 That's what Fiona would do. 323 00:31:45,111 --> 00:31:47,447 She'd say, "If you think your cover is blown, just run." 324 00:31:47,989 --> 00:31:48,823 Who's Fiona? 325 00:31:48,907 --> 00:31:49,908 Um... 326 00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:53,036 I worked for her. Me and the others. 327 00:31:53,870 --> 00:31:56,247 She took care of us, and we did jobs for her. 328 00:31:56,331 --> 00:31:58,917 The kind of jobs that got people trying to kill you? 329 00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,920 Doesn't sound like she cared about you that much. 330 00:32:02,003 --> 00:32:03,755 Well, you didn't know her, did you? 331 00:32:06,341 --> 00:32:08,885 And how'd you end up with her, living a life like that? 332 00:32:08,968 --> 00:32:11,429 I don't know. How does anybody end up doing anything? 333 00:32:22,732 --> 00:32:23,983 Anyways, um... 334 00:32:26,235 --> 00:32:29,072 the next thing I know, I'm under the bed in this motel, 335 00:32:29,155 --> 00:32:30,949 and my friends... 336 00:32:32,116 --> 00:32:34,535 My friends are all bleeding out on the carpet. 337 00:32:34,619 --> 00:32:38,539 And I want to run, but I can't, because that guy... 338 00:32:40,124 --> 00:32:43,711 the guy-- the one with the vest and the old-timey preacher shirt... 339 00:32:44,253 --> 00:32:48,883 he comes back in, and I couldn't run, I couldn't scream, I couldn't... 340 00:32:48,967 --> 00:32:53,554 I couldn't do anything, because he was literally standing, like, right there. 341 00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:56,015 Where was this? 342 00:32:56,891 --> 00:33:00,353 -A job. In Chicago. -What was the job? 343 00:33:00,436 --> 00:33:03,648 Fiona snuck us onto some catering crew for this funeral. 344 00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:07,360 This fancy event thing. 345 00:33:08,027 --> 00:33:09,946 We had to take pictures of these guys, 346 00:33:10,029 --> 00:33:11,864 and I felt super weird about it, 347 00:33:11,948 --> 00:33:16,077 because they were, like, hugging and kissing and crying, but... 348 00:33:16,869 --> 00:33:18,621 Whatever. It doesn't matter. 349 00:33:30,216 --> 00:33:32,552 You don't get it. You don't... 350 00:33:32,635 --> 00:33:35,221 He killed everybody that I've ever cared about. 351 00:33:35,304 --> 00:33:36,973 How do you think that feels? 352 00:33:42,895 --> 00:33:44,731 So, what do you want to do about it? 353 00:33:45,189 --> 00:33:47,483 Do about it? What can... 354 00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:49,402 What? 355 00:33:50,278 --> 00:33:52,822 They're gone. Dead. 356 00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:56,075 And he wants to kill me, too, now. 357 00:33:56,159 --> 00:33:57,410 Us. 358 00:34:00,329 --> 00:34:03,291 You know, really, what we should do right now is split up 359 00:34:03,374 --> 00:34:05,460 and get the H-E-L-L out of here. 360 00:34:05,543 --> 00:34:07,503 -There's this girl I know, Shantel. 361 00:34:07,587 --> 00:34:09,630 She's here in the city. Used to run with us. 362 00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:12,300 She's doing really well. And she'd hook us up. I know she would. 363 00:34:12,383 --> 00:34:13,301 Yeah. 364 00:34:14,218 --> 00:34:16,804 See, I think you know that we can't do that. 365 00:34:18,056 --> 00:34:21,434 You've seen what this guy can do. You know that he's not gonna stop. 366 00:34:22,018 --> 00:34:26,022 You're gonna run He's gonna find you. He's connected. 367 00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:31,944 If you go to your friend, she's as good as dead. 368 00:34:33,321 --> 00:34:34,781 You know it, don't you? 369 00:34:37,492 --> 00:34:38,576 Then what? 370 00:34:43,456 --> 00:34:45,333 Sometimes, kid, you gotta fight. 371 00:34:49,253 --> 00:34:50,880 You take the fight to them. 372 00:34:55,343 --> 00:34:56,844 You want some coffee? 373 00:34:59,180 --> 00:35:00,181 Sure. 374 00:35:01,516 --> 00:35:04,602 I got it on a timer. Neat, eh? 375 00:35:08,147 --> 00:35:10,191 It's been forever since I had coffee. 376 00:35:13,194 --> 00:35:14,737 They won't let me. 377 00:35:26,874 --> 00:35:28,167 Should we make it Irish? 378 00:35:32,672 --> 00:35:33,673 Okay. 379 00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:44,642 Oh, it's... 380 00:35:46,727 --> 00:35:47,895 It's good. 381 00:35:51,941 --> 00:35:53,317 I went to the... 382 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:55,820 I went to the group home. 383 00:35:56,988 --> 00:36:00,324 It's all apartments now, or something. 384 00:36:00,408 --> 00:36:01,367 So? 385 00:36:06,914 --> 00:36:08,207 So... 386 00:36:14,422 --> 00:36:16,257 I didn't know where else to go. 387 00:36:16,924 --> 00:36:18,593 So you came to see me? 388 00:36:20,303 --> 00:36:21,846 You expect me to believe that? 389 00:36:25,016 --> 00:36:28,227 It's too late, kid. They took everything. 390 00:36:28,311 --> 00:36:30,688 You're-- You're at the back of the queue. 391 00:36:34,859 --> 00:36:37,528 What the hell happened to your face? 392 00:36:45,328 --> 00:36:46,370 Accident. 393 00:36:47,496 --> 00:36:50,333 Messed with my head. 394 00:36:50,416 --> 00:36:55,338 It's all... It's all messed up in there, you know? 395 00:37:00,801 --> 00:37:04,472 I remembered your address, though. Clear as day. 396 00:37:08,601 --> 00:37:09,852 Crazy, huh? 397 00:37:12,396 --> 00:37:14,190 You were a good-looking kid. 398 00:37:16,442 --> 00:37:17,944 It's a damn shame. 399 00:37:32,875 --> 00:37:34,001 You're still here. 400 00:37:34,961 --> 00:37:39,173 Yup. Shitty-ass health food of yours, it almost drove us off, 401 00:37:39,257 --> 00:37:41,592 but, you and I, we had a deal. 402 00:37:41,676 --> 00:37:44,178 Yeah? You want a pancake breakfast, find me Billy. 403 00:37:44,262 --> 00:37:45,846 Hmm. You know... 404 00:37:47,265 --> 00:37:48,766 I've been thinking about that. 405 00:37:48,849 --> 00:37:52,895 The thing is, if he is bullshitting, you'd probably be dead already. 406 00:37:54,397 --> 00:37:55,898 Okay, I'm listening. 407 00:37:57,692 --> 00:37:58,818 Eat your food. 408 00:37:59,485 --> 00:38:01,946 There's a piece of shit from Billy's childhood, yeah? 409 00:38:02,029 --> 00:38:05,700 He... When he went after Bill, Bill wasn't having it, so he fought back. 410 00:38:06,284 --> 00:38:09,870 -The guy hurt him. Hurt him bad. -Yeah, the, uh, stickball guy. 411 00:38:09,954 --> 00:38:12,206 -That's right, he told you, huh? -Yeah. 412 00:38:13,165 --> 00:38:14,083 Yeah. 413 00:38:14,625 --> 00:38:16,002 Uh, so what about him? 414 00:38:16,085 --> 00:38:17,878 There was a time Billy wanted to make him pay. 415 00:38:17,962 --> 00:38:20,464 We went to Bensonhurst. He wanted to tune the guy up. 416 00:38:20,548 --> 00:38:23,092 The guy showed up, and he changed his mind. 417 00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:26,262 -Do you think he'd go there now? -I don't know, Madani, he might. 418 00:38:26,345 --> 00:38:27,847 Yeah, if he's angry enough. 419 00:38:27,930 --> 00:38:31,100 The guy's name is Arthur Walsh. He's got to be about 60 years old. 420 00:38:31,183 --> 00:38:32,560 You know, I, um... 421 00:38:34,687 --> 00:38:36,814 I was thinking maybe I could do this for you. 422 00:38:37,648 --> 00:38:39,775 -You know, keep you out of it. -In that state? 423 00:38:39,859 --> 00:38:42,194 The bullet you took was meant for me, all right? I owe you. 424 00:38:42,278 --> 00:38:44,989 Uh, wow, um... Who are you people? 425 00:38:45,072 --> 00:38:45,990 Shut up. 426 00:38:46,741 --> 00:38:50,619 Frank, I'm gonna do this my way. Okay? My kind of justice, not yours. 427 00:38:50,703 --> 00:38:52,371 All right, Madani, all I'm saying 428 00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,124 is if you get him in your sights, you cannot hesitate. All right? 429 00:38:55,207 --> 00:38:57,418 -Because Bill will not. I don't care-- 430 00:38:59,795 --> 00:39:01,714 Go. Go. Now. 431 00:39:01,797 --> 00:39:04,091 Get in the bedroom. Go. Hurry up. 432 00:39:11,724 --> 00:39:14,769 Morning, Agent Madani. Sorry, do you have company? 433 00:39:14,852 --> 00:39:16,187 Mahoney, what are you doing here? 434 00:39:16,270 --> 00:39:18,564 I wanted to run something by you, one cop to another-- 435 00:39:18,647 --> 00:39:19,648 I'm on my way out. 436 00:39:19,732 --> 00:39:22,068 Russo's journal went missing from the hospital. 437 00:39:22,651 --> 00:39:24,403 It didn't turn up in your pocket, did it? 438 00:39:25,404 --> 00:39:26,697 Absolutely not. 439 00:39:26,781 --> 00:39:29,116 Hmm. 440 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:33,120 You know, Madani, I had this girlfriend once, Aviva. 441 00:39:34,163 --> 00:39:35,831 I was so in love with her. 442 00:39:36,457 --> 00:39:40,378 It ended badly. She didn't shoot me, but she may as well have. 443 00:39:40,461 --> 00:39:41,754 Is that supposed to be funny? 444 00:39:42,588 --> 00:39:44,298 I guess not, but just bear with me. 445 00:39:44,382 --> 00:39:46,133 Do you have a breakfast place you like? 446 00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:47,968 -Coffee is great? -Yeah, sure. 447 00:39:48,052 --> 00:39:51,263 Couple years after we broke up, I see Aviva at my breakfast place, 448 00:39:51,347 --> 00:39:55,059 and I'm like, "God damn her." You know? "This place is mine. I showed it to her." 449 00:39:55,142 --> 00:39:59,355 So, I got, uh, stinking drunk, as one does, and... 450 00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:02,775 I found her new address and I staked her out. 451 00:40:02,858 --> 00:40:06,445 -Oh, classy. -I know. It was a horrible decision. 452 00:40:07,029 --> 00:40:08,864 So, anyway, while I'm waiting to tell her 453 00:40:08,948 --> 00:40:11,325 to stay the hell away from my breakfast place... 454 00:40:11,909 --> 00:40:15,746 I passed out on her doorstep like a complete psycho. 455 00:40:15,830 --> 00:40:17,373 Look, Mahoney, what's your point? 456 00:40:17,456 --> 00:40:21,961 don't show up on Billy Russo's doorstep. 457 00:40:22,044 --> 00:40:23,754 Metaphorically speaking. 458 00:40:23,838 --> 00:40:25,339 -Or I look like a psycho? -Look, 459 00:40:25,423 --> 00:40:29,385 if it were me... after what went down, 460 00:40:29,468 --> 00:40:32,138 I'd be using every resource at my disposal to kill him. 461 00:40:32,888 --> 00:40:35,099 Tell me, what exactly is it you think went down? 462 00:40:35,182 --> 00:40:36,183 You tell me. 463 00:40:36,267 --> 00:40:39,520 You've been lying to me since Russo and Frank Castle went at it at that hotel. 464 00:40:39,603 --> 00:40:41,480 I told you then that Russo was dirty. 465 00:40:41,564 --> 00:40:42,898 Mmm-hmm. 466 00:40:43,899 --> 00:40:48,529 Well, it seems like you moved on, at any rate. 467 00:40:48,612 --> 00:40:49,613 I'm sorry? 468 00:40:50,322 --> 00:40:51,449 Two bowls. 469 00:40:54,368 --> 00:40:55,995 Wow. You are good. 470 00:40:56,078 --> 00:40:58,706 I mean, you must be the pride of the NYPD. 471 00:40:58,789 --> 00:41:00,916 Now, excuse me, I have to go. 472 00:41:21,353 --> 00:41:24,356 I'll go take a shower, if you don't mind. 473 00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:26,650 Yeah, as long as you don't want me to watch. 474 00:41:43,167 --> 00:41:45,211 I was good to you kids. 475 00:41:45,753 --> 00:41:48,547 And what did I get? They took my pension. 476 00:41:48,631 --> 00:41:51,592 That was because of your friend, little Tommy O'Neal. 477 00:41:51,675 --> 00:41:54,720 Because of that prick, I spent ten years in Sing Sing. 478 00:41:54,803 --> 00:41:56,597 You ever been to Sing Sing? 479 00:41:58,682 --> 00:41:59,683 No. 480 00:41:59,767 --> 00:42:02,144 I worked all my life. 481 00:42:02,228 --> 00:42:05,731 I volunteered to help you kids. And for what? 482 00:42:06,565 --> 00:42:07,816 What did I get? 483 00:42:08,859 --> 00:42:10,736 I tried. I was there, 484 00:42:10,819 --> 00:42:15,407 which is more than I can say for your smackhead mothers and degenerate fathers. 485 00:42:16,700 --> 00:42:17,701 Shit! 486 00:42:18,244 --> 00:42:23,624 I loved you kids, and some of you were happy to love me back. 487 00:42:26,001 --> 00:42:27,711 But not you. 488 00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:32,925 Remember when you come after me with that stick? 489 00:42:37,012 --> 00:42:38,639 Why the hell are you here? 490 00:42:39,723 --> 00:42:44,812 Whatever happened in your life ain't my fault. 491 00:42:44,895 --> 00:42:48,107 You can't escape your nature, kid. 492 00:42:48,190 --> 00:42:49,525 I was a marine. 493 00:42:49,608 --> 00:42:50,985 -Yeah? -Yeah. 494 00:42:52,152 --> 00:42:57,825 And is that what you got for your service? Well, thank you, sir. 495 00:42:58,617 --> 00:43:01,870 What, did some hajji jack up your face? 496 00:43:01,954 --> 00:43:03,914 Is that why you're here? 497 00:43:06,333 --> 00:43:08,294 Is that why you're here? 498 00:43:08,836 --> 00:43:13,591 You ain't so fussy anymore, now you ain't so pretty? 499 00:43:29,023 --> 00:43:30,232 How's that one looking? 500 00:43:31,233 --> 00:43:34,069 Pretty good. Yeah. Uh, just one quick question. 501 00:43:35,070 --> 00:43:37,448 Uh, what's the clock rate on this computer? 502 00:43:39,199 --> 00:43:41,994 Do-- Do you have any other questions? 503 00:43:42,077 --> 00:43:44,705 Last one. Last one. Promise. 504 00:44:12,483 --> 00:44:14,276 It's 1.8 gigahertz. 505 00:44:15,861 --> 00:44:18,113 Oh, shit, the Punisher. 506 00:44:18,197 --> 00:44:19,281 Uh, what's that? 507 00:44:19,365 --> 00:44:22,284 This guy killed, like, 50 criminals and escaped from jail. 508 00:44:22,368 --> 00:44:24,912 And everybody thought he was dead, but he wasn't. 509 00:44:24,995 --> 00:44:27,081 I mean, dude was a total badass. 510 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:28,165 Was? 511 00:44:28,248 --> 00:44:30,417 Yeah, I think he's dead for real this time. 512 00:44:32,628 --> 00:44:35,047 Uh, thanks for the info, Mark. 513 00:44:35,130 --> 00:44:37,675 -So, this is a great computer. -Mmm-hmm. 514 00:44:37,758 --> 00:44:41,220 -Yeah. How much is it? -Uh, 999, plus tax. 515 00:44:41,303 --> 00:44:42,971 Would you take 700? 516 00:44:43,055 --> 00:44:45,641 This isn't an Arabian bazaar. 517 00:44:46,558 --> 00:44:47,768 That's racist. 518 00:45:48,412 --> 00:45:49,496 Shit. 519 00:45:54,877 --> 00:45:57,713 What the hell, Mahoney 520 00:46:05,888 --> 00:46:07,264 You okay? 521 00:46:07,347 --> 00:46:09,266 Shit, that hurts. 522 00:46:10,893 --> 00:46:12,811 Yeah, try taking one in the head. 523 00:46:14,271 --> 00:46:15,939 I could have your badge for this. 524 00:46:16,023 --> 00:46:19,401 You snuck up on a law enforcement officer at a crime scene. That's on you. 525 00:46:19,485 --> 00:46:21,278 You knew Russo would be here. 526 00:46:21,361 --> 00:46:23,614 Who says this has anything to do with Russo? 527 00:46:28,869 --> 00:46:31,163 Jeez. 528 00:46:32,664 --> 00:46:34,208 That's not a fun way to go. 529 00:46:37,669 --> 00:46:41,465 Look, Madani, if I forgive you for shooting me, 530 00:46:41,548 --> 00:46:44,259 will you please tell me what the hell is going on here? 531 00:46:48,889 --> 00:46:50,766 I'll have you up for obstruction! 532 00:46:57,648 --> 00:47:00,526 I'm the special agent in charge for New York. 533 00:47:02,402 --> 00:47:06,406 And you, you're an NYPD dick who can't catch his breath. 534 00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:08,283 So go ahead. Tell everyone I shot you. 535 00:47:08,367 --> 00:47:10,285 Bet the guys at the precinct will love that. 536 00:47:10,828 --> 00:47:13,831 You know what, while you're at it, try and ding me for obstruction. 537 00:47:13,914 --> 00:47:15,374 Let's see how far you get. 538 00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:21,672 Looks like you have a homicide on your hands, Detective. 539 00:47:36,812 --> 00:47:37,813 It's me. 540 00:48:08,927 --> 00:48:11,221 They killed your whole family right in front of you. 541 00:48:13,765 --> 00:48:15,934 Why... Why didn't you tell me that? 542 00:48:24,192 --> 00:48:25,903 And you killed them for it. 543 00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:31,241 Yeah. 544 00:48:32,534 --> 00:48:33,493 That's right. 545 00:48:35,412 --> 00:48:37,039 Did it make you feel better? 546 00:48:44,171 --> 00:48:45,380 Sometimes. 547 00:48:47,424 --> 00:48:48,967 Well, what does that mean? 548 00:48:56,099 --> 00:48:57,935 You came back. Hmm. 549 00:49:01,355 --> 00:49:02,356 I did. 550 00:49:09,363 --> 00:49:11,907 My name isn't Rachel, by the way. 551 00:49:13,617 --> 00:49:14,660 It's Amy. 552 00:49:16,119 --> 00:49:18,413 Figured you should probably know that. 553 00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:22,751 Okay. 554 00:49:25,253 --> 00:49:26,254 Okay. 555 00:49:29,591 --> 00:49:31,093 So, no more running? 556 00:49:38,350 --> 00:49:39,518 All right, then. 557 00:50:07,087 --> 00:50:08,088 Hello? 558 00:50:08,630 --> 00:50:11,425 It's me. It's Billy Russo. 559 00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,022 What... 560 00:50:27,858 --> 00:50:29,192 Are you hurt? 561 00:50:30,444 --> 00:50:31,445 Come in. 562 00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:40,412 I didn't know where else I could go. 563 00:50:40,495 --> 00:50:43,707 I didn't know who else I could, um... 564 00:50:44,458 --> 00:50:46,168 How did you find my apartment? 565 00:50:47,044 --> 00:50:49,296 I, uh, I followed you home. 566 00:51:00,098 --> 00:51:01,850 Billy, whose blood is this? 567 00:51:11,234 --> 00:51:13,779 Please help me. 568 00:51:23,955 --> 00:51:24,915 Come on. 569 00:52:16,716 --> 00:52:18,135 It looks good. 570 00:52:22,514 --> 00:52:23,932 Feels the same. 571 00:52:26,393 --> 00:52:27,561 What about up here? 572 00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:32,274 I don't know. 573 00:52:34,734 --> 00:52:36,361 I did get to thinking about... 574 00:52:37,404 --> 00:52:40,949 about the people that I do know. Did know. 575 00:52:42,909 --> 00:52:44,286 My brothers out there... 576 00:52:46,538 --> 00:52:47,747 They were family. 577 00:52:51,001 --> 00:52:52,961 Never really had that before, you know? 578 00:52:55,380 --> 00:52:56,506 You miss them. 579 00:53:08,018 --> 00:53:14,024 I was... I was the best version of myself out there in the service. 580 00:53:14,107 --> 00:53:15,817 Swift, silent, deadly. 581 00:53:15,901 --> 00:53:17,819 We all were all of those things. 582 00:53:17,903 --> 00:53:20,405 We were a family, and we were fighting for something. 583 00:53:20,488 --> 00:53:22,073 We weren't afraid of shit. 584 00:53:22,782 --> 00:53:23,867 And now... 585 00:53:25,994 --> 00:53:27,913 Now, there's... 586 00:53:29,831 --> 00:53:31,791 something just, just... 587 00:53:31,875 --> 00:53:34,669 just on the... edges of my mind. 588 00:53:34,753 --> 00:53:40,800 It's like a dark... shadow just waiting for me. 589 00:53:51,811 --> 00:53:53,230 The thing is, Doc... 590 00:53:55,398 --> 00:53:57,317 I deserve to feel the fear. 591 00:54:00,654 --> 00:54:04,407 I don't know why, but I know... 592 00:54:09,412 --> 00:54:10,747 I deserve this. 593 00:54:21,132 --> 00:54:22,217 What if... 594 00:54:24,886 --> 00:54:27,681 What if you opened your mind to the idea of redemption? 595 00:54:29,182 --> 00:54:32,435 Every human being deserves that. I promise you. 596 00:54:34,771 --> 00:54:37,315 I will help you get there. 597 00:54:43,697 --> 00:54:45,573 I wouldn't blame you. 598 00:54:48,034 --> 00:54:51,913 You asked me what face it is I want the world to see. 599 00:54:54,040 --> 00:54:57,210 This face. This... This face... 600 00:54:58,336 --> 00:55:02,007 has everything that I ever did wrong written all over it. 601 00:55:02,590 --> 00:55:05,927 And when I look in the mirror, I want to see... 602 00:55:07,929 --> 00:55:11,182 I want to see the best version of myself again. 603 00:55:16,688 --> 00:55:19,899 Do you think that that's possible? 604 00:55:22,777 --> 00:55:25,447 Do you think that that's possible for someone like me?