1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:08,200 ["She Used to Wanna Be a Ballerina" playing] 2 00:00:08,280 --> 00:00:09,520 -[girl 1] Hey! -[girl 2 squeals] 3 00:00:09,600 --> 00:00:11,080 [girl 1] I haven't seen you in ages! 4 00:00:11,160 --> 00:00:12,680 [girl 3] Oh my God! 5 00:00:12,760 --> 00:00:14,040 Do I have to go? 6 00:00:14,120 --> 00:00:16,120 Camp's only for a couple of nights. 7 00:00:16,200 --> 00:00:18,640 And you're with all your schoolmates. It'll be fun. 8 00:00:18,720 --> 00:00:20,960 You sure you don't want to bring the special pants? 9 00:00:21,040 --> 00:00:24,360 Sh. No. It hasn't happened for ages, okay. 10 00:00:24,960 --> 00:00:25,920 I'm going now. 11 00:00:26,760 --> 00:00:28,200 [dad] Have fun, Rubes! 12 00:00:28,280 --> 00:00:29,160 Love you. 13 00:00:29,240 --> 00:00:31,120 -What is she wearing? -"Love you!" 14 00:00:31,200 --> 00:00:32,040 She stinks. 15 00:00:32,120 --> 00:00:34,280 Been to the charity shop again, Ruby? 16 00:00:34,360 --> 00:00:36,000 -[laughter] -Ew! 17 00:00:38,120 --> 00:00:42,120 Ruby, this is Sarah. She's new. I want you to look after her, please. 18 00:00:43,080 --> 00:00:44,040 Hi. 19 00:00:44,880 --> 00:00:46,640 -Hi. -Come on. 20 00:00:46,720 --> 00:00:48,880 [girls laughing] 21 00:00:48,960 --> 00:00:51,960 -Which bunk do you want? -This one looks good. 22 00:00:52,800 --> 00:00:55,360 Ew. Can anyone smell something bad? 23 00:00:55,440 --> 00:00:57,280 -It's just Ruby Matthews. -Yeah. 24 00:00:57,360 --> 00:00:59,160 Poor people always stink. 25 00:00:59,240 --> 00:01:00,160 [laughing] 26 00:01:02,120 --> 00:01:03,320 Who was that? 27 00:01:03,840 --> 00:01:07,040 That's Darla. She doesn't let anyone into her group. 28 00:01:07,120 --> 00:01:09,040 She seems unpleasant. 29 00:01:09,560 --> 00:01:12,360 Hey. Do you wanna have a burpin' competition? 30 00:01:12,440 --> 00:01:14,480 ♪ To see where she's at… ♪ 31 00:01:15,600 --> 00:01:18,320 -[burps] -[both laugh] 32 00:01:18,400 --> 00:01:20,440 -[burps loudly] -♪ La dat dat dat ♪ 33 00:01:20,520 --> 00:01:21,720 -♪ Oh ♪ -♪ Oh ♪ 34 00:01:21,800 --> 00:01:23,760 ♪ Look in your heart ♪ 35 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:26,440 ♪ Why don't you see where she's at? ♪ 36 00:01:27,120 --> 00:01:30,760 ♪ She used to wanna be a ballerina ♪ 37 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:31,960 [song fades] 38 00:01:33,360 --> 00:01:34,760 [gasps] 39 00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:36,880 [whimpers] 40 00:01:38,240 --> 00:01:39,360 Oh no. 41 00:01:40,480 --> 00:01:41,520 Oh God. 42 00:01:44,320 --> 00:01:45,920 -Did you wet the bed? -[gasps] 43 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:49,200 No. I spilled some water. 44 00:01:53,800 --> 00:01:55,400 I've got some spare pajamas. 45 00:01:56,800 --> 00:01:58,280 Please don't tell anyone. 46 00:01:58,360 --> 00:01:59,320 I won't. 47 00:02:03,320 --> 00:02:06,080 ♪ All you gotta do is Tick the box beside my name ♪ 48 00:02:06,160 --> 00:02:07,960 ["Way I Walk" by The Cramps playing] 49 00:02:16,760 --> 00:02:21,040 ♪ The way I walk is just the way I walk ♪ 50 00:02:21,760 --> 00:02:24,440 ♪ The way I talk is just the way I talk… ♪ 51 00:02:24,520 --> 00:02:25,560 Maybe. 52 00:02:26,200 --> 00:02:29,680 ♪ The way I smile Is just the way I smile ♪ 53 00:02:30,960 --> 00:02:34,920 -♪ Touch me, baby, and I'll go hog wild! ♪ -♪ Whoo! ♪ 54 00:02:39,200 --> 00:02:41,040 -Did you clean, Mum? -[Joy fussing] 55 00:02:41,120 --> 00:02:44,120 -No, I think Joanna did. -Oh. 56 00:02:44,200 --> 00:02:45,560 Um… 57 00:02:45,640 --> 00:02:49,200 Have you seen my bright green dress, darling? 58 00:02:49,280 --> 00:02:50,120 No. 59 00:02:50,200 --> 00:02:53,080 Um… I've gotta go. 60 00:02:53,160 --> 00:02:56,760 -I'm not gonna be back till late tonight. -All right. Well, have fun. 61 00:02:58,040 --> 00:02:59,920 -Thanks. -[sighs] Ah! 62 00:03:03,920 --> 00:03:05,360 [sighs] 63 00:03:05,440 --> 00:03:07,800 -See ya. -Where are you off to looking all fancy? 64 00:03:07,880 --> 00:03:09,120 [laughs] 65 00:03:09,200 --> 00:03:11,520 I'm going to a queer night later with a friend. 66 00:03:11,600 --> 00:03:12,680 -I'm his wingman. -Hmm! 67 00:03:12,760 --> 00:03:14,440 -What do you think? -[laughs] 68 00:03:14,520 --> 00:03:15,760 Come here. 69 00:03:16,600 --> 00:03:17,520 [clears throat] 70 00:03:18,360 --> 00:03:19,280 Oh… 71 00:03:20,720 --> 00:03:21,880 -I don't-- -A bit of eyeliner. 72 00:03:21,960 --> 00:03:24,800 -Okay. Uh… [groans] -Lovely. And now the other side. 73 00:03:24,880 --> 00:03:27,240 -Ah! Oh! Yeah, that's in my eye. -There we are. 74 00:03:28,160 --> 00:03:30,440 -Now you're perfect. -Really? 75 00:03:30,520 --> 00:03:32,280 Great. Thank you. 76 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:34,240 -You're welcome. -See you later. 77 00:03:34,320 --> 00:03:35,600 [Joanna chuckles] 78 00:03:36,600 --> 00:03:37,720 Oh, 79 00:03:38,600 --> 00:03:40,800 -Can I have my dress, please? -What dress? 80 00:03:41,400 --> 00:03:44,520 -The one you're wearing. -It was on the drying rack. [sighs] 81 00:03:45,760 --> 00:03:49,920 There was a scarf on the drying rack too. White with flowers. 82 00:03:52,240 --> 00:03:55,080 Are you gonna thank me for, uh… the cleaning? 83 00:03:56,000 --> 00:03:59,160 Thank you for cleaning. And for stealing my clothes. 84 00:03:59,240 --> 00:04:04,040 Oh, I've got this baby group thing. Do you want to come with me? 85 00:04:04,120 --> 00:04:08,000 Um… No. I'm good. I think I'm just gonna hang out here. 86 00:04:09,360 --> 00:04:11,960 What's that creepy tree house all about? 87 00:04:12,600 --> 00:04:15,280 My ex built it. Never really liked it. 88 00:04:15,360 --> 00:04:18,360 The ex that's not Joy's father? 89 00:04:19,400 --> 00:04:21,360 You can do your own washing later if you want. 90 00:04:22,960 --> 00:04:25,120 [phone rings] 91 00:04:27,400 --> 00:04:28,920 -Hey. -[Eric] Are you on your way? 92 00:04:29,000 --> 00:04:31,080 -I need help. -With what? 93 00:04:31,160 --> 00:04:32,880 Decidin' what to wear. 94 00:04:32,960 --> 00:04:34,440 I've got too many options. 95 00:04:34,520 --> 00:04:36,760 I've confused myself, and I'm in fashion hell. 96 00:04:36,840 --> 00:04:39,960 But, dude, it's… it's only two o'clock. What's the big rush? 97 00:04:40,040 --> 00:04:44,760 Otis, this is my first proper gay night out. 98 00:04:44,840 --> 00:04:47,760 It is a big deal, and I must prepare! 99 00:04:47,840 --> 00:04:49,640 I know it's a big deal. 100 00:04:49,720 --> 00:04:51,720 I just have to go to Ruby's first. 101 00:04:52,480 --> 00:04:53,960 Does Maeve know you're hangin' out? 102 00:04:54,040 --> 00:04:56,880 We're not hangin' out. She's helping with my campaign. 103 00:04:57,520 --> 00:04:58,960 And, no, Maeve doesn't know. 104 00:04:59,040 --> 00:05:01,920 -I told you we had a fight. -Is she still not talkin' to you? 105 00:05:02,000 --> 00:05:03,240 Uh… We… 106 00:05:03,320 --> 00:05:06,480 I don't know if she's not talking to me, but I'm not talking to her. 107 00:05:06,560 --> 00:05:09,760 -We're not even officially together, so… -What time are you gonna get here? 108 00:05:10,600 --> 00:05:11,880 I don't know, like… 109 00:05:12,400 --> 00:05:13,600 -Seven-ish. -[yells] Seven? 110 00:05:14,240 --> 00:05:17,640 Otis, I can't glam myself alone for five hours. 111 00:05:17,720 --> 00:05:20,400 -Well, I'll be there as soon as I can. -[Eric splutters] 112 00:05:20,480 --> 00:05:21,640 -You-- -[beeping] 113 00:05:22,600 --> 00:05:23,520 No! 114 00:05:23,600 --> 00:05:24,560 No… 115 00:05:24,640 --> 00:05:26,640 -[girl shrieks] -[boy] Go, go that way! 116 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:30,400 -[Tyrone] Molloy hasn't read your chapter? -[Maeve] No, I haven't heard anything. 117 00:05:30,480 --> 00:05:32,240 [Tyrone] I'd ask him what he thinks. 118 00:05:32,320 --> 00:05:34,360 No. I don't wanna seem desperate. 119 00:05:34,960 --> 00:05:37,000 You've gotta stop being so meek and British. 120 00:05:37,080 --> 00:05:40,080 You're in America now. You can ask for what you want. 121 00:05:40,160 --> 00:05:42,000 Mm-hmm. Really? 122 00:05:42,080 --> 00:05:43,800 Guys, I got the internship. 123 00:05:44,680 --> 00:05:46,520 -[gasps] -Molloy just called me to his office. 124 00:05:46,600 --> 00:05:48,600 I'm going with him to this book launch next week, 125 00:05:48,680 --> 00:05:50,960 where he's gonna introduce me to his publisher. 126 00:05:51,040 --> 00:05:53,000 -Can you believe it? -Wow. 127 00:05:53,080 --> 00:05:54,160 Congratulations. 128 00:05:54,240 --> 00:05:55,920 Yeah. Congrats, that's amazing. 129 00:05:56,000 --> 00:05:59,040 I gotta go call my mom. She's gonna lose her shit! [squeals] 130 00:05:59,920 --> 00:06:02,040 [somber music playing] 131 00:06:07,320 --> 00:06:08,640 Are you okay? 132 00:06:10,400 --> 00:06:12,600 Yeah. How about you? 133 00:06:14,640 --> 00:06:18,160 It's stupid. I convinced myself I might actually get it. 134 00:06:18,240 --> 00:06:19,800 I kinda knew she was gonna get it. 135 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:24,400 Her brother went to Wallace, and, um… her dad donated a building or somethin'. 136 00:06:25,680 --> 00:06:28,160 Her chapter was about how hard it is to go to boarding school. 137 00:06:28,240 --> 00:06:30,080 [snickers] Yeah. 138 00:06:30,160 --> 00:06:33,560 I mean, I… I love Ellen, but she's never gonna get 139 00:06:33,640 --> 00:06:36,120 why an opportunity like this is such a big deal for us. 140 00:06:38,120 --> 00:06:39,400 Don't worry about it. 141 00:06:40,080 --> 00:06:43,480 You're an amazing writer, and there will be other things. 142 00:06:48,640 --> 00:06:49,880 [phone chimes] 143 00:06:53,040 --> 00:06:54,280 Hello. 144 00:07:09,160 --> 00:07:11,120 -Hiya. I brought cakes. -Hi. 145 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:15,920 -What's on them? -Oh, my squirrels. I miss them so much. 146 00:07:16,000 --> 00:07:19,480 It's Sadie, Simon, Selina, and Bruce, 'cause he looks like my stepdad. 147 00:07:20,000 --> 00:07:21,920 Right. Who are you? 148 00:07:22,000 --> 00:07:23,520 Oh, I'm Aimee. Is Isaac in? 149 00:07:23,600 --> 00:07:25,000 [Isaac] I said it's for me. 150 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:28,760 -Aimee. -[Aimee] Hi. 151 00:07:28,840 --> 00:07:30,000 This is my brother, Joe. 152 00:07:30,600 --> 00:07:32,000 -Who is leaving. -Am I? 153 00:07:32,080 --> 00:07:35,160 Yes. I said I needed the caravan today, remember? 154 00:07:35,240 --> 00:07:38,120 -Without you playing video games in it. -[Joe] Fine. 155 00:07:38,200 --> 00:07:39,600 I'm goin' out. 156 00:07:39,680 --> 00:07:41,480 Cool. Which one's Sadie? 157 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:44,800 Bye, Isaac. 158 00:07:45,400 --> 00:07:46,480 Goodbye. 159 00:07:47,840 --> 00:07:49,800 [mysterious music playing] 160 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:51,080 Rubes! 161 00:07:51,160 --> 00:07:54,920 The person who I'm not allowed to mention by name is here. 162 00:07:58,880 --> 00:07:59,960 How have you been? 163 00:08:00,600 --> 00:08:04,360 If you make my daughter cry again, it will not be good for you. 164 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:06,280 -[footsteps] -[sighs] 165 00:08:06,360 --> 00:08:09,160 -Why do you look like a French pirate? -I'm going to a-- 166 00:08:09,240 --> 00:08:11,440 No, I don't have all day. I'm meeting Anwar and Olivia. 167 00:08:11,520 --> 00:08:15,400 You'll just have to lose the eyeliner and borrow some of Dad's clothes, okay? 168 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:16,960 He's helping us with the video. 169 00:08:18,200 --> 00:08:19,040 What video? 170 00:08:19,120 --> 00:08:21,120 [suspenseful music playing] 171 00:08:22,400 --> 00:08:23,640 [sighs] 172 00:08:24,960 --> 00:08:26,560 [phone rings] 173 00:08:27,800 --> 00:08:28,680 Ah, yes! 174 00:08:29,280 --> 00:08:30,920 -[Abbi] Hey, Savior. -[Roman and Aisha] Hi! 175 00:08:31,000 --> 00:08:31,920 Hi! 176 00:08:32,000 --> 00:08:35,040 What are you doing? We're at Roman's. Do you wanna come over? 177 00:08:35,120 --> 00:08:37,880 I'm gettin' ready to go to a queer night later. 178 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:38,920 Emerald City? 179 00:08:39,000 --> 00:08:40,320 -Yeah. -We were thinkin' of goin'. 180 00:08:41,000 --> 00:08:43,000 -Let's all go together. -Oh my God! 181 00:08:43,080 --> 00:08:44,040 -Please! -[Roman] Come. 182 00:08:44,120 --> 00:08:45,400 -Uh, yeah. -[all] Please! 183 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:47,000 -[Aisha] Please! -Yeah, let's do it. 184 00:08:47,080 --> 00:08:48,560 Do you wanna get ready together? 185 00:08:48,640 --> 00:08:53,000 Well, I'm… I'm waitin' for Otis to, uh… finish a thing. 186 00:08:53,080 --> 00:08:55,320 -Fine. Tell him he can swing by later. -Yeah. 187 00:08:55,400 --> 00:08:56,840 Come. It'd be fun. 188 00:08:56,920 --> 00:08:59,680 -[Abbi] You know you want to. -[Roman] We'll have a ball. 189 00:08:59,760 --> 00:09:00,600 Yes. 190 00:09:00,680 --> 00:09:02,080 -[Abbi] Yes! -[laughs] 191 00:09:03,680 --> 00:09:04,600 Hmm… 192 00:09:07,120 --> 00:09:09,760 [Otis] Don't you think I should wear something a bit more hip? 193 00:09:10,360 --> 00:09:14,080 No. This outfit is great. You could be anyone. 194 00:09:14,160 --> 00:09:18,040 Which means people can project what they want onto you. 195 00:09:18,120 --> 00:09:19,360 -Mmm. -[phone chimes] 196 00:09:19,880 --> 00:09:21,160 [sighs] 197 00:09:29,400 --> 00:09:31,320 Oh, whoa. I don't need that, do I? 198 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:34,000 He does need it. 199 00:09:35,760 --> 00:09:37,840 -Your skin looks like an onion, Otis. -Um… 200 00:09:37,920 --> 00:09:39,520 -Uh… -Thank you. 201 00:09:39,600 --> 00:09:41,120 [Otis whimpers] 202 00:09:41,200 --> 00:09:42,840 -Smile. -[groans] 203 00:09:46,080 --> 00:09:47,240 Ugh… [shudders] 204 00:09:47,320 --> 00:09:48,160 [Ruby] Okay! 205 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:49,280 Here? 206 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:50,600 [Ruby] Yes. 207 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:52,440 [sighs] 208 00:09:53,040 --> 00:09:54,280 -[Roland] Okay. -[clears throat] 209 00:09:54,360 --> 00:09:56,080 And we're rolling. 210 00:09:56,160 --> 00:09:57,720 [camera whirring] 211 00:10:00,880 --> 00:10:01,720 Should I start? 212 00:10:02,560 --> 00:10:03,400 Yes. 213 00:10:03,480 --> 00:10:05,120 Sorry, I thought you'd say "action." 214 00:10:06,280 --> 00:10:08,160 Oh my God. Dad, please say "action." 215 00:10:08,840 --> 00:10:10,920 And… action. 216 00:10:11,640 --> 00:10:15,640 ♪ I am Otis Milburn, and I'm here to say I'm the best therapist you'll hear today ♪ 217 00:10:15,720 --> 00:10:16,600 [Ruby] Cut! 218 00:10:17,680 --> 00:10:19,080 What the hell are you doing? 219 00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:20,720 I'm responding to O's video. 220 00:10:20,800 --> 00:10:24,120 O is dynamic, interesting, and mysterious. 221 00:10:24,200 --> 00:10:25,360 She can rap. 222 00:10:25,440 --> 00:10:27,600 You are none of those things. 223 00:10:27,680 --> 00:10:31,200 So, you need a clean message, 224 00:10:31,280 --> 00:10:34,000 which is why I've made you a script. 225 00:10:35,120 --> 00:10:37,880 Just relax and be normal. 226 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:43,920 And… action. 227 00:10:44,440 --> 00:10:45,360 Hello there. 228 00:10:45,880 --> 00:10:50,200 I'm the original sex therapist, formerly practicing at Moordale Secondary. 229 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:52,440 I'm compassionate and honest. 230 00:10:52,520 --> 00:10:54,400 I will meet you where you're at. -This is bad. 231 00:10:54,480 --> 00:10:56,680 -Before starting my clinic… -Why does he look so startled? 232 00:10:56,760 --> 00:10:59,480 -I don't know. -…the students were lost and uned--- 233 00:11:00,680 --> 00:11:03,680 This isn't working. This is ridiculous. 234 00:11:03,760 --> 00:11:05,320 O is better at this than I am. 235 00:11:05,400 --> 00:11:08,000 She's better at being cool. She's probably a better therapist. 236 00:11:08,080 --> 00:11:09,320 -Otis. Otis! -I'm hot. 237 00:11:09,400 --> 00:11:10,880 -Otis. -[sighs] 238 00:11:11,400 --> 00:11:12,400 Listen to me. 239 00:11:13,520 --> 00:11:16,640 You know you are good at talking to people. 240 00:11:16,720 --> 00:11:18,040 You make them feel heard. 241 00:11:18,720 --> 00:11:21,600 Now, forget the camera. Forget the script. 242 00:11:21,680 --> 00:11:23,240 Pretend I'm a client, 243 00:11:23,320 --> 00:11:26,480 and you're telling me why I should listen to you. 244 00:11:27,480 --> 00:11:28,320 Okay? 245 00:11:29,320 --> 00:11:30,560 [sighs] 246 00:11:33,040 --> 00:11:34,160 [Otis exhales] 247 00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:38,800 [exhales] 248 00:11:42,400 --> 00:11:45,880 Hi, I'm Otis Milburn, and I'm running for student counselor. 249 00:11:47,680 --> 00:11:49,480 And I am also a bit of a mess. 250 00:11:50,040 --> 00:11:53,800 I am incredibly awkward, and I struggle with public speaking. 251 00:11:54,720 --> 00:11:56,240 I suffer from anxiety. 252 00:11:56,320 --> 00:11:57,360 [gentle music playing] 253 00:11:57,440 --> 00:12:00,680 And I often don't like the way my body looks. 254 00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:04,840 I didn't kiss anyone until I was 16, 255 00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:07,520 and I've had problems wanking and fingering. 256 00:12:08,120 --> 00:12:12,200 I've had my heart broken by people I like, and I've hurt people who like me. 257 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:15,960 And I feel misunderstood a lot of the time. 258 00:12:17,120 --> 00:12:18,440 So… 259 00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:22,640 I am a mess, but I think all teenagers are, 260 00:12:22,720 --> 00:12:26,360 and I think that's why it's so important that we can talk. 261 00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:31,240 [sighs] 262 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:32,800 Yeah? 263 00:12:33,320 --> 00:12:35,040 ♪ Welcome, everyone ♪ 264 00:12:35,120 --> 00:12:38,440 ♪ How are you? How are you? ♪ 265 00:12:38,520 --> 00:12:40,440 -♪ How are you? ♪ -[baby babbling] 266 00:12:40,520 --> 00:12:42,280 ♪ Welcome, everyone ♪ 267 00:12:42,360 --> 00:12:43,920 ♪ How are you? ♪ 268 00:12:44,000 --> 00:12:48,320 ♪ How are you today? ♪ 269 00:12:48,400 --> 00:12:51,080 -[laughter] -Welcome to Tickle Tots. 270 00:12:51,720 --> 00:12:53,720 Let's start by going around the room, 271 00:12:53,800 --> 00:12:56,800 saying you and your baby's names, their age, 272 00:12:56,880 --> 00:12:59,520 and an interesting fact about yourself. 273 00:13:01,760 --> 00:13:03,000 [rainstick rattles] 274 00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:07,400 Hello. 275 00:13:08,000 --> 00:13:10,680 My name's Jean, and this is Joy. 276 00:13:10,760 --> 00:13:13,000 She's eight weeks old. 277 00:13:13,600 --> 00:13:14,560 And, um… 278 00:13:15,800 --> 00:13:17,920 Interesting fact, well… [chuckles] 279 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:19,040 Aah… 280 00:13:20,120 --> 00:13:23,040 I almost died when giving birth. 281 00:13:23,640 --> 00:13:25,360 It happened very suddenly, 282 00:13:25,440 --> 00:13:27,640 and I thought for a very split second 283 00:13:27,720 --> 00:13:31,880 that maybe I wouldn't get to meet my baby or see my son again. 284 00:13:32,400 --> 00:13:34,800 And, um… well, it was terrifying. 285 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:37,840 But, um… but we're fine now. 286 00:13:37,920 --> 00:13:42,280 And, uh… Well, except Joy cries quite a lot. 287 00:13:42,360 --> 00:13:47,440 And I'm a little bit worried that it might be because of my stress 288 00:13:47,520 --> 00:13:48,600 because of the birth, 289 00:13:48,680 --> 00:13:51,080 and, well, my sister's staying with us, 290 00:13:51,160 --> 00:13:52,840 and I've gone back to work. 291 00:13:52,920 --> 00:13:54,120 Um… 292 00:13:54,200 --> 00:13:56,960 And also, my partner left because he is… 293 00:13:58,400 --> 00:13:59,600 he's not the father. 294 00:13:59,680 --> 00:14:00,800 [murmuring] 295 00:14:00,880 --> 00:14:03,720 Sorry, um… it's not very interesting. 296 00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:07,640 Worries, I guess. 297 00:14:09,560 --> 00:14:10,840 Welcome, Jean. 298 00:14:10,920 --> 00:14:12,360 -Mmm. -[all] Hi, Jean. 299 00:14:12,440 --> 00:14:13,360 [woman] Hi, welcome. 300 00:14:14,400 --> 00:14:15,960 -[rattles] -[chuckles] 301 00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:20,560 Ahem. I'm Geri. This is Marlow. 302 00:14:20,640 --> 00:14:22,000 She's ten weeks old, 303 00:14:22,080 --> 00:14:26,000 and I like to dip the entire digestive in the mug 304 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:29,320 and suck the tea through it like a biscuity straw. 305 00:14:29,400 --> 00:14:31,400 -[laughter] -[woman] I'm the same! 306 00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:33,160 [rattles] 307 00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:40,280 [Michael] Checks first. 308 00:14:43,200 --> 00:14:44,120 Okay. 309 00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:47,880 Now gently lift your left foot off the clutch. 310 00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:52,680 Left foot. That's your right foot. 311 00:14:56,840 --> 00:14:58,600 [Adam] Yeah. Mm-hm. 312 00:15:05,640 --> 00:15:08,080 [Michael] Good. Now, stop. 313 00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:11,520 -Stop! -You didn't teach me how to stop! 314 00:15:11,600 --> 00:15:12,960 [both scream] 315 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:16,640 -Oh, Jesus Christ, Adam! -You didn't tell me how to stop. 316 00:15:16,720 --> 00:15:18,200 This was a mistake. 317 00:15:18,280 --> 00:15:21,080 I am capable of patience. I am trying to be a better me. 318 00:15:22,360 --> 00:15:25,160 Adam, you're right. I didn't teach you how to stop. 319 00:15:25,240 --> 00:15:27,400 It's my fault. I am sorry I yelled. 320 00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:32,040 Why do you keep saying sorry? It's freaking me out. 321 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:35,680 I'm doing an online course. It's called Being a Better Man. 322 00:15:36,440 --> 00:15:38,040 It's helping, I think. 323 00:15:38,880 --> 00:15:39,840 Please. 324 00:15:40,640 --> 00:15:41,760 Shall we try again? 325 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:43,440 [sighs] 326 00:15:43,520 --> 00:15:45,400 [bright music playing] 327 00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:48,520 [brakes squeal] 328 00:15:50,400 --> 00:15:51,520 [knocks] 329 00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:55,960 Welcome to me humble abode! 330 00:15:56,040 --> 00:15:58,160 -[laughs] -Hi! You look amazing! 331 00:15:58,240 --> 00:16:00,600 -Oh, thank you. So do you. -Thank you. 332 00:16:00,680 --> 00:16:02,080 [Roman] Make yourself at home. 333 00:16:02,160 --> 00:16:04,560 I forgot to say to bring swimmin' shorts. 334 00:16:04,640 --> 00:16:07,880 But you can borrow some of mine if you feel like a dip in the pool. 335 00:16:08,520 --> 00:16:10,560 -The pool? -[laughter and chatter] 336 00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:12,520 [excited shouts] 337 00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:16,280 Stop it! Oi, oi! Hands up, Savior! 338 00:16:16,360 --> 00:16:18,400 Don't even dare! Don't even dare! 339 00:16:18,480 --> 00:16:20,320 No one's safe. Look. 340 00:16:20,400 --> 00:16:23,640 -I'll get you those shorts now. -Um… Hold my flippin' glass. 341 00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:26,760 -Are you kiddin'? -No, he's not. 342 00:16:26,840 --> 00:16:28,880 -[Eric] Yes, she is! -[Abbi] No, he is not! 343 00:16:28,960 --> 00:16:30,720 Whoo! [laughs] 344 00:16:36,320 --> 00:16:38,120 [Isaac] So, you could do sculpture. 345 00:16:38,880 --> 00:16:41,320 Or there's printmaking as well, here. 346 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:45,760 But it's about finding what's the right expression for you. 347 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:46,720 Yeah. 348 00:16:53,080 --> 00:16:54,520 I don't think I get art. 349 00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:59,080 What makes you decide how to decorate your cakes? 350 00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:04,320 -Dunno, just what I feel on the day. -Well, that's basically art. 351 00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:09,280 Is that someone's bed? 352 00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:11,280 Yeah. 353 00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:13,520 Yeah, that's Tracey Emin. 354 00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:17,120 It's what her bed looked like after she'd had a depressive episode. 355 00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:21,120 And then she put it in a gallery. How badass is that? 356 00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:24,560 And this over here is Ana Mendieta. 357 00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:26,960 She took loads of photographs of herself. 358 00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:30,640 A lot of female artists like to use self-portraiture. 359 00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:34,440 Maybe it's because other people don't see them how they really are. 360 00:17:36,160 --> 00:17:37,000 Yeah. 361 00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:39,120 Do you have a camera? 362 00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:50,760 Um… Do you have any sort of regular income? 363 00:17:50,840 --> 00:17:56,240 Um, I work… mainly in the wellness industry. 364 00:17:56,320 --> 00:18:00,720 I… I do Reiki, and, um, I teach reflexology. 365 00:18:00,800 --> 00:18:03,480 And I sold cold press juicers for a bit. 366 00:18:03,560 --> 00:18:07,640 -Oh, okay. -And these days, I am a nanny. 367 00:18:08,160 --> 00:18:10,640 Oh, I love babies. Babies are the best. 368 00:18:10,720 --> 00:18:12,240 -Oh. -Uh… 369 00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:17,360 Cool. Okay. So, uh… we will need to run a… a credit check. 370 00:18:17,440 --> 00:18:18,560 I… 371 00:18:18,640 --> 00:18:22,000 I don't have a… like, a credit… score. 372 00:18:22,080 --> 00:18:24,920 Yeah, I… I've recently just come back from overseas, so… 373 00:18:25,000 --> 00:18:27,280 -Ah! Whereabouts? -Oh, well, um… yeah, I… 374 00:18:27,360 --> 00:18:30,640 I've spent a lot of time in Thailand and Malaysia. 375 00:18:30,720 --> 00:18:35,120 That's so cool. Uh, it's kind of my dream to go to New Zealand, if I'm honest. 376 00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:38,120 I wanna see where they shot Lord of the Rings. It's just… 377 00:18:38,200 --> 00:18:39,480 I know it's dumb, but… 378 00:18:39,560 --> 00:18:42,760 [as Gollum] "We wants it." 379 00:18:42,840 --> 00:18:44,520 "And we needs it." 380 00:18:44,600 --> 00:18:46,280 [as Gollum] "We must have the precious." 381 00:18:46,360 --> 00:18:48,880 -[laughing] -It's such a… Ah, it's… 382 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:53,200 Um. Ahem. Uh, anyway, where was I? Sorry. Uh, do… 383 00:18:53,280 --> 00:18:55,440 -What sort of, um… assets do you own? -Uh… 384 00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:59,720 None. In terms of material wealth. 385 00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:01,800 Oh. 386 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:05,920 Okay, listen. I… Unfortunately, I think it's pretty unlikely 387 00:19:06,000 --> 00:19:09,200 we're gonna be able to offer you any kind of loan today, Joanna. 388 00:19:09,280 --> 00:19:12,400 -Can I just get a credit card? -Absolutely not. 389 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:13,480 -Right. -No. But, um… 390 00:19:13,560 --> 00:19:17,480 What I did wonder was whether or not it would be okay to… 391 00:19:17,560 --> 00:19:18,640 [taps desk] 392 00:19:19,240 --> 00:19:20,720 …ask for your number? 393 00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:30,400 Jo? I thought you were staying at home. 394 00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:35,000 Uh, yeah, the, uh… the bank, uh… they blocked my card. 395 00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:38,000 Fell for one of those bloody text scam things. 396 00:19:38,080 --> 00:19:39,040 Right. 397 00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:40,960 Are you gonna take me home? 398 00:19:42,360 --> 00:19:43,440 Nice belt. 399 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:46,720 -I found it on your bedroom floor, so… -Mm-hmm. 400 00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:53,680 ♪ Que nul ne peut apprivoiser ♪ 401 00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:56,560 ♪ Et c'est bien en vain qu'on l'appelle… ♪ 402 00:19:56,640 --> 00:19:58,240 [woman] Vivienne, your friend is here. 403 00:19:58,320 --> 00:20:01,960 -Thanks, Mum. [sighs] -♪ Si tu ne m'aimes pas, je t'aime… ♪ 404 00:20:02,040 --> 00:20:03,240 [knocking at door] 405 00:20:03,320 --> 00:20:06,960 ♪ Si je t'aime prends garde à toi ♪ 406 00:20:07,040 --> 00:20:08,560 ♪ Prends garde à toi!… ♪ 407 00:20:08,640 --> 00:20:10,360 -Hey. -Hey. 408 00:20:11,160 --> 00:20:13,080 Oh, uh, this is my mate. Dave. 409 00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:16,160 Dave. 410 00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:20,840 [latex glove snaps] 411 00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:26,160 [doctor] Do you take any prescription medication? 412 00:20:26,640 --> 00:20:28,880 Cipralex. For anxiety. 413 00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:29,960 Are you a smoker? 414 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:31,600 I had one. Once. 415 00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:34,200 I lost my voice. [chuckles] 416 00:20:34,280 --> 00:20:36,560 Do you have any health issues in your family? 417 00:20:37,360 --> 00:20:40,520 Blood pressure problems, heart disease, cancer? 418 00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:42,440 No. My mums are pretty healthy. 419 00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:47,560 I don't know my dad. He was a sperm donor. 420 00:20:47,640 --> 00:20:49,520 Okay, you're all done. 421 00:20:50,120 --> 00:20:53,360 -Was everything all right down there? -Let's do some blood tests. 422 00:20:53,440 --> 00:20:55,640 And I'm going to refer you for an ultrasound. 423 00:20:55,720 --> 00:20:57,200 Just to be on the safe side. 424 00:20:57,560 --> 00:20:59,560 -[trash lid clatters] -[drops gloves] 425 00:21:00,120 --> 00:21:01,400 -Hmm. -[belt buckle jangles] 426 00:21:03,120 --> 00:21:04,800 Why did you ask about my parents? 427 00:21:04,880 --> 00:21:09,160 Well, some illnesses can be hereditary. 428 00:21:12,640 --> 00:21:14,640 [birdsong] 429 00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:24,960 You know, I thought I was gay for about a week when I was 15. 430 00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,640 I saw this film with Clint Eastwood. 431 00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:32,320 I couldn't stop thinking about him carrying a gun. 432 00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:37,000 Then I realized I just wanted to be Clint Eastwood, not have sex with him. 433 00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:43,840 Dad, this course you're doing is making you really weird. 434 00:21:44,360 --> 00:21:45,320 [Michael laughs] 435 00:21:48,560 --> 00:21:49,920 I saw your friend… 436 00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:52,880 Eric at school. 437 00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:58,160 He said you weren't friends anymore. 438 00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:02,320 And I thought maybe you'd want to talk about it. 439 00:22:02,400 --> 00:22:04,200 [gentle music playing] 440 00:22:04,280 --> 00:22:05,280 I'm okay. 441 00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:11,920 I mean, it was hard. 442 00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:15,160 But it doesn't… 443 00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:18,320 hurt as much as it did. 444 00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:23,440 Also, I'm not gay. 445 00:22:25,840 --> 00:22:26,920 I'm bisexual. 446 00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:32,000 They say Alexander the Great may have been bisexual. 447 00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:35,480 [phone chimes] 448 00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:42,080 What is it? 449 00:22:42,160 --> 00:22:44,520 It's a teacher from school asking me out for dinner. 450 00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:48,600 -A date? -No. No, just dinner, I think. 451 00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:53,360 She sent you a winky face. She's asking you on a date. 452 00:22:56,160 --> 00:22:57,080 You should go. 453 00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:00,480 Is your mother seeing anyone? 454 00:23:01,400 --> 00:23:02,600 Um… 455 00:23:02,680 --> 00:23:03,720 [sighs] 456 00:23:03,800 --> 00:23:05,720 She's taking self-defense classes, 457 00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:09,760 and I think she might be… dating her instructor. 458 00:23:09,840 --> 00:23:10,880 Is it serious? 459 00:23:12,520 --> 00:23:14,240 I think she's seeing a few people. 460 00:23:19,360 --> 00:23:21,960 This is, uh… really good. 461 00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:26,600 ["Dance Across the Floor" by Jimmy "Bo" Horne playing] 462 00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:29,360 I wanna wear this, but I do want somethin' sparkly. 463 00:23:29,440 --> 00:23:31,880 -Mmm! -[Abbi] Oh, look who it is! Hey! 464 00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:35,040 -No idea what to wear. -You'll find something. 465 00:23:35,120 --> 00:23:37,960 What about this? I reckon it's more you than me anyway. 466 00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:40,320 -[Abbi] Ooh, look at that. -Ooh! 467 00:23:41,360 --> 00:23:42,800 This could be a vibe. 468 00:23:42,880 --> 00:23:44,800 -Do you want me to help? -Yeah. Thank you. 469 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:45,720 -[Abbi] Got it? -Yeah. 470 00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:47,680 -Stunning. -Yes! 471 00:23:47,760 --> 00:23:49,840 That was made for you! 472 00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:51,760 -Yes! -I need a pic of this. 473 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:52,760 -And pose. -Oh! 474 00:23:52,840 --> 00:23:53,680 -Mmm! -And pose. 475 00:23:53,760 --> 00:23:54,960 -Oh, you look amazing. -[chimes] 476 00:23:55,040 --> 00:23:56,400 -No, I love it! -Oh! 477 00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:59,120 Your friend has put up a campaign video. 478 00:23:59,200 --> 00:24:01,800 -[Eric] Oh, okay! -[Aisha] He's so cute. 479 00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:04,160 Oh! [chuckles] 480 00:24:04,240 --> 00:24:06,080 How long have you guys been friends? 481 00:24:06,160 --> 00:24:08,400 We've been best friends since primary school. 482 00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:11,400 [Aisha] You seem really different. 483 00:24:11,480 --> 00:24:12,400 Yeah. 484 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:15,520 Yeah. No, we are. Uh… [laughs] 485 00:24:15,600 --> 00:24:19,000 He's always been my person, though. But I guess… 486 00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:22,080 I don't know. I guess, um… 487 00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:27,360 Sometimes, I feel like he doesn't entirely get me. 488 00:24:27,440 --> 00:24:30,120 I think that's why I don't have many straight friends. 489 00:24:30,200 --> 00:24:33,120 Me either. So much emotional labor! 490 00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:34,800 Aah! [laughs] 491 00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:39,640 I also think sometimes straight people can just be a bit basic. 492 00:24:39,720 --> 00:24:42,360 Okay, Roman. Let's not be mean. Otis is Eric's friend. 493 00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:44,080 I was only agreeing with Eric. 494 00:24:44,160 --> 00:24:46,880 Sometimes it's just hard to, you know, bridge the gap. 495 00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:49,200 [Abbi] Okay, it's getting a bit heavy. 496 00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:51,800 Do you know what we need? We need some of this. 497 00:24:51,880 --> 00:24:54,000 ["Feels Like I'm in Love" by Kelly Marie playing] 498 00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:57,440 ♪ My head is in a spin My feet don't touch the ground ♪ 499 00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:01,280 ♪ Because you're near to me My head goes round and round ♪ 500 00:25:01,880 --> 00:25:03,680 ♪ My knees are shakin', baby ♪ 501 00:25:03,760 --> 00:25:05,800 -♪ My heart it beats like a drum ♪ -[door opens] 502 00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:08,320 -Hey, what are you up to? -Just homework. 503 00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:12,240 -Do you want a snack? -I'm good. Thanks. 504 00:25:12,880 --> 00:25:16,640 I was gonna do a face mask and watch a film later. You fancy it? 505 00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:18,640 No, thanks. I'm good. 506 00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:20,440 Okay. 507 00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:26,360 [door closes] 508 00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:28,080 [tablet chimes] 509 00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:38,440 I can't see anything. 510 00:25:38,520 --> 00:25:39,720 The lens cap's still on. 511 00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:41,600 Oh. 512 00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:47,360 If you move that front dial to the left, then it will focus. 513 00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,000 The numbers behind that are the aperture. 514 00:25:51,080 --> 00:25:53,040 The lower the number, the more light you let in. 515 00:25:53,120 --> 00:25:55,800 And there's a self-timer you can use as well. 516 00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:57,000 [shutter clicks] 517 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:02,960 Oh, right. Okay. Um… 518 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:07,120 [shutter clicks] 519 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,160 -[gasps] Are these for your portfolio? -Yeah. 520 00:26:10,240 --> 00:26:11,240 Can I? 521 00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:13,720 Yeah, sure. 522 00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:20,800 We moved around a lot when we were younger. 523 00:26:20,880 --> 00:26:23,480 -Have you always lived with your brother? -Yeah. 524 00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:27,160 -I wanna move out on my own soon, though. -[Aimee] Oh. 525 00:26:27,240 --> 00:26:30,240 Maybe get a teaching degree and earn a bit of money that way. 526 00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:34,680 But I just don't know how to talk to him about it yet. 527 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:42,920 I thought you did art just 'cause you liked painting. 528 00:26:43,440 --> 00:26:46,240 -This looks very personal. -Ah… 529 00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:48,160 Yeah, I… I suppose… 530 00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,800 I've had a lot of anger growing up in care. 531 00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:56,000 And painting helped me feel less, um… 532 00:26:58,120 --> 00:26:59,120 sad. 533 00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:00,760 Yeah. 534 00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:04,680 When I got sad as a kid, 535 00:27:04,760 --> 00:27:07,880 I'd bury all my mum's jewelry in the garden so she couldn't find it. 536 00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:12,000 -It's probably still there, actually. -[laughs] You're a maverick. 537 00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:13,400 What does that mean? 538 00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:16,760 It means that you don't think like other people. 539 00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:18,440 I thought that was being stupid. 540 00:27:18,520 --> 00:27:21,680 No, no, no. It means that you're your own person. 541 00:27:21,760 --> 00:27:23,840 [tender music playing] 542 00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,040 -[door opens] -[Joe] I'm home. 543 00:27:34,120 --> 00:27:35,000 Oh. 544 00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:36,960 Do you have any cakes left? 545 00:27:37,040 --> 00:27:39,800 Yeah, loads. Have 'em all. Um… I've gotta go. 546 00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:41,880 So… right now. [chuckles] 547 00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,040 Have a nice evening! 548 00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:47,520 -Don't forget the camera. -Oh, thank you. 549 00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:50,720 -Bye! -[Isaac] Bye. 550 00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:55,080 [Joe] Bit of a strange fish, that one. 551 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,160 I've had problems wanking and fingering. I've had my heart broken… 552 00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:03,320 If I was 17 and still an idiot, I'd vote for you. 553 00:28:03,400 --> 00:28:06,640 -[chuckles] Ah, thanks. -…I feel misunderstood a lot of the time. 554 00:28:06,720 --> 00:28:10,320 -Ooh. It's already got 40 views. -So… I am a mess. 555 00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:12,680 -Forty views is shit, Otis. -All teenagers are. 556 00:28:12,760 --> 00:28:16,120 -Yeah, well… -That's why it's so important we can talk. 557 00:28:16,200 --> 00:28:18,680 Thanks for all the help today. You guys were great. 558 00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:20,240 It's fine. 559 00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:27,000 Righty-ho. I'm gonna get the nachos ready. 560 00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:30,920 We're watching Third Wives of Miami tonight. 561 00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:36,240 I thought you were seeing Anwar and Olivia tonight? 562 00:28:36,320 --> 00:28:40,080 Oh, our plans changed. Didn't you have somewhere to be tonight? 563 00:28:40,160 --> 00:28:43,040 Yeah, I need to find out where I'm going. 564 00:28:43,120 --> 00:28:44,560 ["Respectable" by Mel & Kim playing] 565 00:28:44,640 --> 00:28:45,560 [phone ringing] 566 00:28:45,640 --> 00:28:47,240 -I love you guys so much. -Cheers. 567 00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,640 Oh my goodness. Two seconds. Sorry, sorry, sorry. 568 00:28:49,720 --> 00:28:52,360 -Oh my God. I love this so much. -Hello? 569 00:28:52,440 --> 00:28:54,840 Hey. Uh, I am leaving now. 570 00:28:54,920 --> 00:28:57,200 Shall I come to yours or meet you at Roman's? 571 00:28:58,320 --> 00:28:59,640 Okay. 572 00:28:59,720 --> 00:29:03,320 -♪ Explanation are complications… ♪ -Uh… Maybe meet us at the club? 573 00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:05,720 -♪ We don't need to know where or why… ♪ -Yeah. 574 00:29:05,800 --> 00:29:07,080 Yeah, yeah, can do. 575 00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:09,040 ♪ Take, take, take, take… ♪ 576 00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:11,160 -Are you sure you still want me to come? -Yes. 577 00:29:11,240 --> 00:29:14,200 -Yeah, you… you should still come. ♪ Takin' chances, bold advances… ♪ 578 00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:16,880 Um… unless you don't want to. 579 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,080 ♪ We're out of line… ♪ 580 00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:20,720 These guys are going to the club now, so I wouldn't… 581 00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:22,600 I wouldn't be on my own. 582 00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:25,160 -♪ Get out of here, we just… ♪ -Yeah. 583 00:29:25,240 --> 00:29:28,520 -Yeah, no. I mean, that's cool. I'll… -♪ Take, take, take, take… ♪ 584 00:29:28,600 --> 00:29:30,240 You guys go. Yeah, you have fun. 585 00:29:30,320 --> 00:29:32,720 -Um… I'll see you soon. Bye. -♪ Take or leave us… ♪ 586 00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:33,920 -[beeping] -♪ Believe us… ♪ 587 00:29:34,000 --> 00:29:36,600 ♪ We ain't never gonna be respectable ♪ -[Abbi] You are everything. 588 00:29:36,680 --> 00:29:37,520 Fuck. 589 00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:41,040 -♪ Like us, hate us… ♪ -Hey, Savior. Come on. Drink up. 590 00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:44,080 -Yes, bitch-uhhh! ♪ We ain't never gonna be… ♪ 591 00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,120 [sighs] 592 00:29:48,560 --> 00:29:49,840 Did you get uninvited? 593 00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,000 No, I decided not to go. 594 00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:56,920 You so got uninvited. 595 00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,200 Eric's friends with the popular kids now, and he doesn't want you tagging along. 596 00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:03,880 That's harsh. 597 00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:06,200 Even for you. 598 00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:10,320 Oh my God. No, you're actually upset. Okay. 599 00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,280 Do you wanna stay for nachos with me and my dad? 600 00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:16,680 Uh… 601 00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:20,560 I don't know, Ruby. I'm with Maeve now. Kind of. It's a bit weird. 602 00:30:20,640 --> 00:30:23,480 -What are you trying to say? -Nothing. 603 00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,680 Just that you're suddenly being very nice to me. 604 00:30:26,760 --> 00:30:29,560 -And you're helping me with this campaign. -Don't flatter yourself. 605 00:30:29,640 --> 00:30:32,160 If you must know, I went to primary school with O. 606 00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:36,080 Except she was called Sarah Owen back then. 607 00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:41,080 Never have I ever kissed Henry Gold with tongues. 608 00:30:41,160 --> 00:30:42,760 [giggling] 609 00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:46,040 New girl. Your go. 610 00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:49,240 Can you not speak or something? 611 00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:51,960 [girls giggling] 612 00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:56,360 Never have I ever 613 00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:59,400 wet the bed on school camp. 614 00:30:59,480 --> 00:31:00,360 [laughter] 615 00:31:00,440 --> 00:31:01,360 Oh my God. No. 616 00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:03,200 Ruby, you need to drink. 617 00:31:03,280 --> 00:31:06,160 She put the stinky piss sheets under her mattress. 618 00:31:06,240 --> 00:31:08,720 -Oh my God! -I always knew she was a bed wetter! 619 00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:10,680 -That's why she stinks. -Pisser! 620 00:31:10,760 --> 00:31:12,480 -[Ruby] Please stop! -Bed wetter! 621 00:31:12,560 --> 00:31:13,840 -Bed wetter! -Bed wetter! 622 00:31:13,920 --> 00:31:17,040 [chanting] Bed wetter! Bed wetter! Bed wetter! Bed wetter! 623 00:31:17,120 --> 00:31:19,800 [Ruby] They put the video online, so everyone found out. 624 00:31:19,880 --> 00:31:21,000 [Otis] Ruby, that's awful. 625 00:31:21,080 --> 00:31:23,160 -I'm sorry. -[girls] Bed wetter! Bed wetter! 626 00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:25,800 You know, there's nothing to be ashamed of. 627 00:31:26,320 --> 00:31:29,440 And being bullied can easily contribute to nocturnal enuresis. 628 00:31:29,520 --> 00:31:31,280 -Ugh, I don't need you to go… -It's a really… 629 00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:33,560 …into therapist mode right now, Otis. 630 00:31:33,640 --> 00:31:36,440 I saw a specialist. Got it under control. 631 00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:37,400 Obviously. 632 00:31:37,480 --> 00:31:39,440 Well, I'm glad you spoke with someone. 633 00:31:39,520 --> 00:31:40,520 [sighs] 634 00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:46,320 I mean, primary school was… hell, anyway. 635 00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:51,080 I was the weird girl with the weird parents whose mum made her clothes, 636 00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:54,640 I didn't think it could get worse. And then this happened. 637 00:31:55,840 --> 00:32:00,480 I ate lunch every day in the toilets by myself till I left. 638 00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:04,440 Because nobody wants to sit with the bed wetter. 639 00:32:04,520 --> 00:32:05,840 [somber music playing] 640 00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:07,240 Ruby. That's not fair. 641 00:32:07,320 --> 00:32:10,760 No, don't. Please don't look at me like that with the pity eyes. 642 00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:12,200 -I will throw up. -Okay. 643 00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:16,120 -Looking at you with normal eyes. -[sighs] 644 00:32:18,680 --> 00:32:20,360 So this is about revenge. 645 00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:25,200 I just think it's rich that she's walking around, 646 00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:28,760 preaching kindness, and pretending she doesn't know who I am. 647 00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:32,360 [footsteps] 648 00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:37,120 Rubes, I feel a bit dizzy. Uh… I think I'm gonna have to lie down. 649 00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:39,520 -Okay, Dad. Do you want some help? -No. I'm okay. 650 00:32:39,600 --> 00:32:41,640 Uh, nachos are in the oven. 651 00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:49,760 Look, it's fine if you can't stay. I get it's awkward with Maeve. 652 00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:56,320 No, I want to. 653 00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:03,040 -[bell rings] -[Ellen] Yeah, I know. It's crazy. 654 00:33:03,120 --> 00:33:04,360 [laughs] 655 00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,000 My mom and dad are so happy. 656 00:33:06,080 --> 00:33:09,720 Writing's what I've always wanted to do ever since I was a kid, 657 00:33:09,800 --> 00:33:11,560 and used to put on plays and stuff. 658 00:33:11,640 --> 00:33:13,920 -["New Radio" by Bikini Kill on earbuds] -Yeah. 659 00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:16,840 This is huge. 660 00:33:16,920 --> 00:33:20,120 He knows everyone. It will definitely help me get into Wallace. 661 00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:24,920 I had a pretty good chance, but now I probably will, you know? 662 00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:27,920 I'm so lucky. I am so lucky. 663 00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:30,920 -We just have the same style in writing… -[turns volume up] 664 00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:35,080 ♪ So what the fuck is written ♪ 665 00:33:35,160 --> 00:33:38,360 ♪ All over your pretty face? ♪ 666 00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:41,920 -[burps] -♪ Come on! ♪ 667 00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:45,400 Chain rule. Course. 668 00:33:45,480 --> 00:33:47,600 -I can't do it in my head… -No shame in substitution. 669 00:33:47,680 --> 00:33:50,280 Did you see that proof of the chain rule with cobwebbing? 670 00:33:50,360 --> 00:33:52,200 Yes! Yes, it was so interestin'. 671 00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:53,920 -Ye-- -[bowl rattles] 672 00:33:57,120 --> 00:34:00,480 Right. Um, I better make tracks. Thanks for the grub, Viv. 673 00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:02,520 Uh… 674 00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:05,160 -See you later, yeah? -Yeah, sure. 675 00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:07,560 -Bye, Dave. -See ya. 676 00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,800 And then t-here were two. -[chuckles] 677 00:34:15,880 --> 00:34:17,040 [sighs] 678 00:34:17,120 --> 00:34:20,080 So I was thinking we could get a head start on trigonometry? 679 00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:23,040 -Particularly cofunctioning identities. -You're so smart. 680 00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:27,520 Sorry, I know that was cringe, but I… thought I'd say it. 681 00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:31,000 You're really beautiful. You love maths, and I love maths. 682 00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,640 You're like my dream girl, basically. 683 00:34:34,440 --> 00:34:36,960 Sorry, Um… I know that's a lot, 684 00:34:37,040 --> 00:34:41,360 but I was talking to my dad about you, and he said I should say how I feel. 685 00:34:41,440 --> 00:34:44,000 -You spoke to your dad about me? -I tell him everything. 686 00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:46,440 We're close, but he's not been well recently, um… 687 00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:51,600 He had a stroke, so he can't speak very well. 688 00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:58,000 Can I… can I kiss you? 689 00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:00,400 Um… 690 00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:01,960 Yeah. 691 00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:11,440 [both laugh] 692 00:35:11,520 --> 00:35:14,640 -[Eric] Oh my God! Oh, it's gorgeous! -[Abbi] Yes, bitch! 693 00:35:14,720 --> 00:35:16,640 ["Love Vibration" by ESSEL playing] 694 00:35:16,720 --> 00:35:20,560 This is amazing! I'll catch you up. I'll catch you in a bit. 695 00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:22,800 This actually looks so insane. 696 00:35:22,880 --> 00:35:25,120 [Abbi] You are gonna love it. Hi! 697 00:35:25,200 --> 00:35:27,560 -No! -I'm obsessed. 698 00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:31,680 I am obsessed! [laughs] 699 00:35:31,760 --> 00:35:34,600 ♪ Tired of holdin' back my tears ♪ 700 00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:43,760 ♪ It's funny how you finally feel ♪ 701 00:35:43,840 --> 00:35:45,560 -♪ Feel like yourself… ♪ -Cal? 702 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:47,960 Are you comin' in? 703 00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:53,240 Yeah. I was going to, but I didn't think I would know anyone. 704 00:35:54,680 --> 00:35:55,800 You know me. 705 00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:58,480 And I will look after you. Yeah? 706 00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:00,880 ♪ Yeah ♪ 707 00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:02,240 ♪ Let's go ♪ 708 00:36:02,320 --> 00:36:04,640 ♪ Yeah ♪ 709 00:36:04,720 --> 00:36:06,680 ♪ Can you feel the beat? ♪ 710 00:36:06,760 --> 00:36:08,640 ♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 711 00:36:08,720 --> 00:36:10,680 ♪ We're gonna celebrate ♪ 712 00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:12,400 ♪ I was feeling alone… ♪ 713 00:36:12,480 --> 00:36:14,160 -[Roman] Do you want some? -Thanks. 714 00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:18,200 Um, I'm not sure. [laughs] 715 00:36:18,280 --> 00:36:20,680 I'm kind of supposed to go to church tomorrow. 716 00:36:20,760 --> 00:36:22,560 It's totally cool if you don't want to. 717 00:36:22,640 --> 00:36:25,000 -I don't do it. -It's just I've never done it before. 718 00:36:25,080 --> 00:36:28,920 Well, I'm not doing any tonight. I'm here to keep you safe if you want to. 719 00:36:29,000 --> 00:36:29,880 You do you. 720 00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,440 Oh… 721 00:36:32,520 --> 00:36:33,640 -I want to! -[Abbi] All right! 722 00:36:33,720 --> 00:36:35,400 I want to, I want to, I want to, I want to! 723 00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:37,800 Oh my gosh. Okay. 724 00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:40,880 -Cal, hold my hand. -♪ We're gonna celebrate ♪ 725 00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:45,920 -♪ We're gonna celebrate ♪ -♪ Yeah, yeah… 726 00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:49,240 -When will I feel something? -In about half an hour. It depends. 727 00:36:49,320 --> 00:36:51,240 -Okay. -Come on. Can we go dance now? 728 00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:52,480 Yes! 729 00:36:53,240 --> 00:36:55,320 ♪ Whoo, ooh-ooh! ♪ 730 00:36:56,520 --> 00:36:59,560 [Adam] Magdalena is so much happier now that she's left her husband. 731 00:36:59,640 --> 00:37:01,480 Mmm. I agree. 732 00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:04,080 -She's glowing. -Mmm. 733 00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:07,440 [woman on TV] …so intense, just putting out fires all day… 734 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:10,560 Did you know that Dad thought he was gay for a week when he was 15? 735 00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:14,120 No, no! I didn't know that. 736 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,000 But I think I did, too, though. 737 00:37:19,080 --> 00:37:21,480 There was this girl I sat behind in maths. 738 00:37:21,560 --> 00:37:23,480 She had a really beautiful neck. 739 00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:27,840 [chuckles] 740 00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:31,360 A teacher at school asked Dad on a date. 741 00:37:31,440 --> 00:37:32,920 -[woman on TV] Oh! -Oh. 742 00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:35,360 Is he gonna go? 743 00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,560 -Dunno. -[woman on TV] He came out of your vagina! 744 00:37:38,640 --> 00:37:41,800 -There's no way he likes Margerita more. -[woman 2 on TV] He asks for Margerita… 745 00:37:41,880 --> 00:37:43,000 Well, I… 746 00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:46,160 -[woman 2] He said, "I want Margerita!" -I'm glad he's moving on. 747 00:37:54,280 --> 00:37:56,920 He's busy training, and I'm really busy with… 748 00:37:57,000 --> 00:38:00,440 So, Magdalena has just filed for divorce, 749 00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:04,240 and she's gotten highlights, which have been very controversial. 750 00:38:04,320 --> 00:38:06,600 But I've had a few people looking through the window. 751 00:38:06,680 --> 00:38:09,040 I think I'm gonna do a launch party. 752 00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:11,880 You know, if… if people found out what O did to you, 753 00:38:11,960 --> 00:38:13,520 I don't think they'd vote for her. 754 00:38:14,160 --> 00:38:15,280 You cannot tell anyone. 755 00:38:15,360 --> 00:38:17,840 -I just thought you wanted to win. -Not like this. 756 00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:20,640 I'm a different person now. 757 00:38:21,240 --> 00:38:23,680 Yeah, you are. What happened? 758 00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:26,600 Nothing happened. 759 00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:30,760 Just learned to protect myself and stop letting my mum dress me. 760 00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:37,240 …husband was born again, and already being humiliated. 761 00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:38,440 Hey! 762 00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:42,760 [sighs] Ahem. 763 00:38:44,440 --> 00:38:47,000 So, what's happened with you and Maeve? 764 00:38:47,080 --> 00:38:47,920 [Otis] Nothing. 765 00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:52,760 She's just over there doing all these new things, 766 00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:54,840 and meeting all these new people, and… 767 00:38:56,080 --> 00:38:58,160 I sometimes feel like I'm getting left behind. 768 00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:03,520 Well, if it makes you feel any better, 769 00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:06,400 I wasn't going to hang out with Anwar and Olivia this evening. 770 00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:09,880 They have made loads of new friends, 771 00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,040 and they don't have time to see me. 772 00:39:17,840 --> 00:39:19,080 I'm glad we're hanging out. 773 00:39:19,880 --> 00:39:23,520 Stop talking, Otis. You're ruining the episode. 774 00:39:23,600 --> 00:39:24,560 [gentle music playing] 775 00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:25,720 [chuckles] 776 00:39:35,840 --> 00:39:37,760 -[knocking at door] -Come in. 777 00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:42,240 -Hi. -Hi, Maeve. 778 00:39:42,320 --> 00:39:44,720 -[door closes] -Can I help you with something? 779 00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:49,520 Yeah, um… I was wondering if you've had a chance to read my new chapter yet. 780 00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:52,640 Yeah, I have. 781 00:39:53,240 --> 00:39:55,360 Okay, great. Um, what did you think? 782 00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:01,160 I thought it was a little soapy. I could see what you were doing. 783 00:40:01,240 --> 00:40:04,840 It was like a Victorian novel set in a modern-day trailer park, 784 00:40:04,920 --> 00:40:09,320 but it was underdeveloped, and the characters weren't fully realized. 785 00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:10,800 Oh, okay. 786 00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,360 I thought I'd taken on your feedback. 787 00:40:13,440 --> 00:40:16,120 -Trying to write from a more honest place. -[clears throat] 788 00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:26,040 [sighs] 789 00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:28,480 What did Ellen do differently? 790 00:40:29,720 --> 00:40:32,080 She… she just told us she got the internship. 791 00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:35,960 I think she showed great potential. 792 00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:39,680 Why? Do you disagree with my choice? 793 00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:42,840 Do you somehow feel like you are more deserving? 794 00:40:42,920 --> 00:40:45,920 No! No. I just… 795 00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:49,680 I'd like to know what I can do to be better and get ahead. 796 00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:54,440 Well, after reading that, and your Brontë piece, 797 00:40:55,680 --> 00:40:58,200 I'm not sure you're cut out to be a writer. 798 00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:01,960 We have very high standards here. 799 00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:04,720 And like I said in our first class, 800 00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:07,360 writing is a very tough business, 801 00:41:07,440 --> 00:41:11,720 so I wouldn't want you to… get your hopes up. 802 00:41:13,440 --> 00:41:15,560 [tense music playing] 803 00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:17,360 Okay. 804 00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:20,800 Thanks for reading it. 805 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:23,480 Okay. 806 00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:26,400 [gasps] 807 00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:37,920 -[Ellen] Maeve? -Yeah? 808 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:41,280 They wanna see you at the front office. Someone from the UK is on the phone. 809 00:41:41,360 --> 00:41:44,240 -I think they said it's your brother. -Okay. Thanks. 810 00:41:48,040 --> 00:41:50,040 ♪ Lights, camera, action ♪ 811 00:41:50,120 --> 00:41:53,080 -♪ Too loose with the satisfaction… ♪ -Wow! Yes, baby. 812 00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:55,480 -You look amazing. -Thanks! 813 00:41:55,560 --> 00:41:57,560 ♪ Take a picture I know you're watching ♪ 814 00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:58,600 ♪ Front row seats… ♪ 815 00:41:58,680 --> 00:42:01,360 You go, you go! You go! Yes, bitch! 816 00:42:01,440 --> 00:42:03,200 -Call me, baby! -♪ We can make a movie, baby ♪ 817 00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:05,200 ♪ I can be your main star ♪ 818 00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:08,480 -Are yer havin' a good time? -Yes! 819 00:42:08,560 --> 00:42:12,520 Oh my God! Roman, I love you. 820 00:42:12,600 --> 00:42:13,640 I love you too! 821 00:42:13,720 --> 00:42:15,280 -So much! -Aww! 822 00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:21,720 Why is that man starin' at us? 823 00:42:21,800 --> 00:42:22,880 Are we naked? 824 00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:24,160 ♪ Movie star ♪ 825 00:42:26,120 --> 00:42:27,120 ♪ Call me Cleo… ♪ 826 00:42:27,200 --> 00:42:30,360 I know him! He goes to my church! 827 00:42:30,440 --> 00:42:32,280 -♪ Call me Cleo… ♪ -Hot Church Man! 828 00:42:32,360 --> 00:42:34,360 -He's coming over here. -No. Oh no! 829 00:42:34,440 --> 00:42:36,160 No! He's gonna know that I'm high! 830 00:42:36,240 --> 00:42:39,960 And then he's gonna tell my pastor, and God will know that I've done drugs. 831 00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:41,080 [Roman] He's here. 832 00:42:42,280 --> 00:42:43,840 I'm not naked! 833 00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:46,960 I can see that. 834 00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:48,920 [Roman] Okay. 835 00:42:49,520 --> 00:42:50,520 I'm leavin'. 836 00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:53,880 Want some? 837 00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:55,600 Yeah. 838 00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:03,960 ["Strut" by Big Freedia and Elohim playing] 839 00:43:14,240 --> 00:43:15,840 Uh-huh… 840 00:43:15,920 --> 00:43:17,760 Jesus is… 841 00:43:17,840 --> 00:43:19,280 [echoing] Oh! 842 00:43:20,000 --> 00:43:21,560 ♪ Bam bam ♪ 843 00:43:21,640 --> 00:43:22,920 ♪ Fuck the sidewalk ♪ 844 00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:25,000 ♪ It's a runway ♪ 845 00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:27,000 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 846 00:43:27,600 --> 00:43:28,960 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 847 00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:30,880 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 848 00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,560 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 849 00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:42,680 ♪ Take the Uber ♪ 850 00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:44,280 ♪ Fuck the Uber ♪ 851 00:43:44,880 --> 00:43:46,280 ♪ Take the airplane ♪ 852 00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:48,240 ♪ Fuck the airplane ♪ 853 00:43:48,320 --> 00:43:50,000 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 854 00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:51,920 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 855 00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:53,920 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 856 00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:55,920 ♪ Strut, strut ♪ 857 00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:57,520 ♪ Fuck a Seiko… ♪ 858 00:43:57,600 --> 00:43:58,920 I like your necklace. 859 00:43:59,000 --> 00:44:01,320 Thanks, I'm an Aries. 860 00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:05,240 Let me see. You're also an Aries? 861 00:44:05,320 --> 00:44:06,320 How did you guess? 862 00:44:06,400 --> 00:44:08,200 Oh, it's my thing. 863 00:44:09,720 --> 00:44:12,400 Are Aries supposed to be compatible together? 864 00:44:12,480 --> 00:44:17,960 Hmm. Big fights, but very good make-up sex. 865 00:44:18,040 --> 00:44:19,000 [Cal] Whoa! 866 00:44:19,080 --> 00:44:22,400 I don't know much about star signs. My mum reads them, but I-- 867 00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:25,720 ♪ Ain't polite about it I'm like, "Ho, be nice" ♪ 868 00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:27,760 ♪ For what? I make it look easy ♪ 869 00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:29,840 [muffled] ♪ Make a hater feel queasy ♪ 870 00:44:29,920 --> 00:44:31,880 ♪ Leave 'em sick, I leave 'em shook… ♪ 871 00:44:31,960 --> 00:44:34,720 I'm sorry. I have to see your lips. 872 00:44:34,800 --> 00:44:36,040 It's so dark in here. 873 00:44:37,240 --> 00:44:38,920 I thought you wanted to kiss me. 874 00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:44,240 -Hey, babe. Ooh! Okay, you look good. -Ooh! 875 00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:48,520 Wanna come bar with me? 876 00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:52,000 Oh, have you met my partner PK? 877 00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:53,560 [laughing] Hi. 878 00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:57,480 I'm feeling hot. I need some air. 879 00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,200 -Oh. -♪ Fuck the Waldorf… ♪ 880 00:45:01,280 --> 00:45:02,200 Bye. 881 00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:05,280 You're gonna feel rough at church tomorrow. 882 00:45:05,360 --> 00:45:07,080 Ah, I don't think I'm gonna go. 883 00:45:07,160 --> 00:45:08,360 How come? 884 00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:10,040 Well… [sighs] 885 00:45:10,120 --> 00:45:11,600 Pastor Samuel… 886 00:45:11,680 --> 00:45:12,760 Mmm? 887 00:45:12,840 --> 00:45:15,680 He basically said that I need to stay in the closet. 888 00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:18,520 -Ah. -Ah. 889 00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:19,520 -Yeah. -Mmm. 890 00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:20,920 That doesn't surprise me. 891 00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,200 Do you ever just wanna say fuck this? 892 00:45:24,920 --> 00:45:26,160 And not go anymore? 893 00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:29,640 Sometimes. 894 00:45:32,040 --> 00:45:34,440 But it's my community. 895 00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:37,600 My family. 896 00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:40,840 [sighs] It's… 897 00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:44,000 [sighs] …my heart. 898 00:45:44,080 --> 00:45:45,600 I can't cut it out. 899 00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:49,520 [banging] 900 00:45:49,600 --> 00:45:53,320 [boy] Can you hurry up? Some people actually need to take a shit! 901 00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:56,960 [laughing] 902 00:45:58,240 --> 00:45:59,400 ♪ When the bass line hits ♪ 903 00:45:59,480 --> 00:46:01,280 ♪ Don't need the bunny Just drums and shit ♪ 904 00:46:01,360 --> 00:46:03,400 ♪ Let's bang to the bang Put it on repeat ♪ 905 00:46:03,480 --> 00:46:04,880 ♪ Good girl… ♪ 906 00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:06,320 -All right? -Mm-hmm. 907 00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:08,640 ♪ A good beat that makes her body dance ♪ 908 00:46:08,720 --> 00:46:09,720 ♪ Everything's taller… ♪ 909 00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:12,360 I've noticed that you've had top surgery. 910 00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:15,800 Oh, sorry. I'm just a bit high right now. 911 00:46:15,880 --> 00:46:18,400 It's just I don't know that many other trans people, 912 00:46:18,480 --> 00:46:21,600 and I wanna get mine done, and I don't know what to expect, so… 913 00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:22,920 [laughs] 914 00:46:23,000 --> 00:46:24,720 It looks great on you, by the way. 915 00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:27,160 -Thanks. -Mmm. 916 00:46:27,240 --> 00:46:29,120 I had it done last year. 917 00:46:29,200 --> 00:46:32,000 Honestly, it was the best decision I've ever made. 918 00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:34,880 I finally just feel like myself. 919 00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:39,080 I've been on the waiting list for my GIC appointment 920 00:46:39,160 --> 00:46:41,840 for three years, almost. 921 00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:44,920 And, I dunno, I'm hoping it's not much longer. 922 00:46:45,000 --> 00:46:48,640 I saw a private consultant to get my T because I couldn't wait. 923 00:46:49,240 --> 00:46:50,920 Things are really bad right now. 924 00:46:51,000 --> 00:46:53,560 People wait up to five years for their first appointment, 925 00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:57,800 and then it can be another few years on top of that to get your surgery. 926 00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:00,520 I was lucky. I went private. 927 00:47:00,600 --> 00:47:03,400 Baby, you have to come in. They're playing our song. 928 00:47:04,680 --> 00:47:06,240 -Come dance with us? -♪ In a heartbeat ♪ 929 00:47:06,320 --> 00:47:08,120 -♪ I bang all the way into Wall Street ♪ -Sure. 930 00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:10,120 ♪ Tell 'em back down Make way for the real freak ♪ 931 00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:24,000 ♪ Beat go hard with a bang I just bang my way to… ♪ 932 00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:28,440 -[Otis sighs] -[birdsong] 933 00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:48,000 -Mmm… -Sorry, I don't know how I fell asleep. 934 00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:52,680 -Yeah. No, I don't know how that happened. -Yeah. 935 00:47:53,840 --> 00:47:54,960 Yeah, I'm sorry. 936 00:47:55,680 --> 00:47:56,600 Sorry. 937 00:47:57,160 --> 00:47:58,280 [sighs] 938 00:47:59,920 --> 00:48:02,800 Look, Otis, don't worry about it. We just fell asleep. 939 00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:04,520 Yeah. 940 00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:06,240 [mischievous music playing] 941 00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:09,440 [sighs] 942 00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:19,480 My phone's out of battery, and my mum's gonna be worried, so I… 943 00:48:19,560 --> 00:48:22,680 Charge it here, and then I could give you a lift home? 944 00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:25,840 Uh… I'd really better go. 945 00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:31,320 Look, let's meet up tomorrow morning and work out next steps. 946 00:48:33,400 --> 00:48:35,160 And I think you should talk to Maeve. 947 00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,720 Just let her know that you're feeling left behind. 948 00:48:40,760 --> 00:48:41,680 I will. 949 00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:45,680 Thanks for everything. 950 00:48:45,760 --> 00:48:47,840 [gentle music playing] 951 00:48:59,520 --> 00:49:00,600 [snoring] 952 00:49:02,280 --> 00:49:03,440 [sighing] 953 00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:09,200 [groaning] 954 00:49:14,040 --> 00:49:15,760 [moans] 955 00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:25,440 -We are going to church now. -Mmm! 956 00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:28,160 -I'd like it if you came with us. -Um… 957 00:49:28,240 --> 00:49:32,320 -I don't think I'm gonna go today, Mum. -But there's a lunch after the service. 958 00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:35,120 Auntie Oni has made puff-puff. 959 00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:37,640 [sister] Why do we have to go to church? 960 00:49:38,600 --> 00:49:40,440 [clears throat] 961 00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:43,400 Yeah, no. I do… I do love Auntie Oni's puff-puff. 962 00:49:43,480 --> 00:49:46,320 I'm just… I'm just so tired today, Mum. I'm so sorry. 963 00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:48,280 [sighs] 964 00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:49,640 Hmm. 965 00:49:50,240 --> 00:49:51,640 [sighs] 966 00:49:51,720 --> 00:49:52,680 [groans] 967 00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:54,600 Ow. 968 00:49:58,880 --> 00:50:01,160 ["Our Lips Are Sealed" by The Go-Go's playing] 969 00:50:04,440 --> 00:50:06,200 ♪ There's a weapon ♪ 970 00:50:06,720 --> 00:50:08,200 ♪ That we must use… ♪ 971 00:50:08,280 --> 00:50:09,760 -[camera clicking] -♪ In our defense ♪ 972 00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:11,480 ♪ Silence ♪ 973 00:50:11,560 --> 00:50:13,360 ♪ When you look at them ♪ 974 00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:15,480 ♪ Look right through them ♪ 975 00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:17,960 ♪ That's when they'll disappear ♪ 976 00:50:18,040 --> 00:50:20,240 ♪ That's when we'll be feared ♪ 977 00:50:20,840 --> 00:50:23,040 ♪ It doesn't matter what they say ♪ 978 00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:28,240 ♪ In the jealous games people play ♪ -[Joy crying] 979 00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:31,800 Sh, sh, sh, sh, sh, sh, shhh. 980 00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:34,280 [front door closes] 981 00:50:34,360 --> 00:50:35,520 Mum, I'm home. 982 00:50:35,600 --> 00:50:38,160 Hello, darling. Did you have fun? 983 00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:39,880 I didn't go. 984 00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:41,880 I need to charge my phone. 985 00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:47,080 Oh fuck! 986 00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:52,960 Stupid, long piece of fucking piece of fabric. Shit! 987 00:50:53,040 --> 00:50:54,320 [sobbing] 988 00:50:54,400 --> 00:50:56,400 [somber music playing] 989 00:50:58,160 --> 00:51:00,160 [Joy continues crying] 990 00:51:08,000 --> 00:51:12,240 ♪ I don't know what I was thinking… ♪ 991 00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:14,080 [sighs] 992 00:51:14,920 --> 00:51:20,280 ♪ Reachin' out beyond my grasp ♪ 993 00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:27,320 ♪ Liftin' up these wings To try to take to the sky ♪ 994 00:51:27,400 --> 00:51:29,840 -♪ As if I wasn't tied… ♪ -[ringing tone] 995 00:51:29,920 --> 00:51:33,640 ♪ To this 50-ton past ♪ 996 00:51:33,720 --> 00:51:36,560 -[Maeve] Hello. -Hey. Sorry, my phone was out of battery. 997 00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:38,560 Um, Maeve, I'm really sorry we fought. 998 00:51:38,640 --> 00:51:40,640 And I said some stupid things. 999 00:51:40,720 --> 00:51:44,280 And I should have been more supportive. You were right. I… I was being-- 1000 00:51:44,360 --> 00:51:47,840 Otis, it doesn't matter. I'm going to the airport. 1001 00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:52,200 My mum's in hospital. She's had an overdose. It's serious. 1002 00:51:52,280 --> 00:51:54,120 -♪ I see so much open space… ♪ -What? 1003 00:51:54,200 --> 00:51:55,680 -♪ In front of me… ♪ -I'm coming home. 1004 00:51:55,760 --> 00:52:00,960 -♪ But I don't get too far because… ♪ -[line beeps] 1005 00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:02,840 [sighs] 1006 00:52:02,920 --> 00:52:08,760 ♪ The tether pulls me back ♪ 1007 00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:14,680 ♪ The tether pulls me back ♪ 1008 00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:23,280 ♪ The tether pullin' me back ♪ 1009 00:52:23,880 --> 00:52:28,360 ♪ The tether always pulls me back ♪ 1010 00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:35,040 ♪ I thought I should let you know that ♪ 1011 00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:42,040 ♪ You'll be seein' me around ♪ 1012 00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:47,560 ♪ Tryin' to let go of anything ♪ 1013 00:52:47,640 --> 00:52:51,160 ♪ I might be draggin' with me ♪ 1014 00:52:51,240 --> 00:52:55,200 ♪ As I make my way back down ♪ 1015 00:52:57,360 --> 00:53:03,880 ♪ The tether pulls me back ♪ 1016 00:53:05,440 --> 00:53:09,840 ♪ The tether always pulls me back ♪