1 00:00:07,215 --> 00:00:10,552 Time is running to stop me 2 00:00:10,635 --> 00:00:12,387 I run faster 3 00:00:12,470 --> 00:00:14,055 AJ, who do you choose? 4 00:00:14,639 --> 00:00:19,519 And you know I'm gonna take all the glory, so be ready 5 00:00:19,602 --> 00:00:20,437 Marie. 6 00:00:21,187 --> 00:00:22,939 You can try and stop me 7 00:00:24,649 --> 00:00:26,693 You can try to end me 8 00:00:27,861 --> 00:00:30,405 Give it everything you've got 9 00:00:30,488 --> 00:00:31,781 I choose you, Marie, 10 00:00:31,865 --> 00:00:34,909 because there's just so much you can show me 11 00:00:35,618 --> 00:00:39,414 about bringing my best version of myself out. 12 00:00:42,417 --> 00:00:44,627 I could see myself marrying you one day 13 00:00:44,711 --> 00:00:48,214 because you have so much to offer. 14 00:00:48,298 --> 00:00:51,426 And I just hope that you see that, no matter what, 15 00:00:52,260 --> 00:00:54,012 you're going to get 100%. 16 00:00:54,095 --> 00:00:55,263 Thank you. 17 00:00:56,222 --> 00:01:00,018 I am unstoppable 18 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:05,482 I'm not happy. 19 00:01:06,274 --> 00:01:09,694 I was so set on the connection that I had with you. 20 00:01:10,528 --> 00:01:14,282 I had less dates than other people because, like, 21 00:01:14,365 --> 00:01:16,076 I was just following my heart. 22 00:01:16,159 --> 00:01:21,289 And that sucks because I was, like, almost robbed of the experience. 23 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:26,503 I came here looking for someone who would tell me 24 00:01:26,586 --> 00:01:30,924 that, like, they can care for me and, like, be romantic for me. 25 00:01:32,008 --> 00:01:34,385 I was so set and focused on 26 00:01:34,469 --> 00:01:37,055 what I thought was going to be… 27 00:01:38,681 --> 00:01:39,599 special. 28 00:01:39,682 --> 00:01:40,934 Now I feel stupid. 29 00:01:41,684 --> 00:01:43,978 -You're not stupid. -No, not at all. 30 00:01:44,521 --> 00:01:49,234 I mean, it's… Every date I had with you, I was just thinking about that, 31 00:01:49,317 --> 00:01:53,696 and, like, not focusing on… the other people. 32 00:02:00,245 --> 00:02:02,622 You were vulnerable and authentic to yourself. 33 00:02:02,705 --> 00:02:05,250 -Yeah, that's valid. -You did what was true to you. 34 00:02:07,502 --> 00:02:09,712 I would like to comment, if that's okay. 35 00:02:11,506 --> 00:02:14,050 I'm sorry, that was never my intention. 36 00:02:15,468 --> 00:02:19,430 I created a bond with you, and that to me was real. 37 00:02:20,348 --> 00:02:25,019 I don't want you to ever think that my connection with you was just bullshit 38 00:02:25,103 --> 00:02:26,980 because that wasn't the case. 39 00:02:28,731 --> 00:02:31,192 I still feel things for you. 40 00:02:31,860 --> 00:02:35,738 I just feel more for someone else in this moment. 41 00:02:38,700 --> 00:02:43,288 In the past, I've just been with people who tell me exactly what I want to hear 42 00:02:43,371 --> 00:02:45,290 because they're attracted to me. 43 00:02:45,957 --> 00:02:48,960 You were like, "This is what I can do for you romantically," 44 00:02:49,043 --> 00:02:50,920 and you know why I'm here. 45 00:02:51,504 --> 00:02:52,672 You were always at the top. 46 00:02:53,590 --> 00:02:57,802 For me, it was like you were telling me exactly what I wanted to hear 47 00:02:57,886 --> 00:03:00,013 so that you would stay at the top. 48 00:03:01,389 --> 00:03:02,223 Never that. 49 00:03:05,810 --> 00:03:08,146 Okay. We've all been through a lot. 50 00:03:08,229 --> 00:03:10,773 I know this has been a really intense week, 51 00:03:10,857 --> 00:03:14,777 and I know being vulnerable is so difficult. 52 00:03:14,861 --> 00:03:18,573 And I just want to commend you all because what you're doing is very brave, 53 00:03:18,656 --> 00:03:22,702 and I just have so much respect for each and every one of you. 54 00:03:23,953 --> 00:03:25,580 We're moving on to Pilar. 55 00:03:26,748 --> 00:03:31,002 Throughout this process, I've been connecting a lot with Bridget and Kyle. 56 00:03:31,085 --> 00:03:31,920 Okay. 57 00:03:32,587 --> 00:03:33,504 That's interesting. 58 00:03:33,588 --> 00:03:35,048 Spicy! 59 00:03:35,131 --> 00:03:36,507 Let's dig in. 60 00:03:38,259 --> 00:03:39,510 Who do you want to start with? 61 00:03:39,594 --> 00:03:41,221 -I'll start with Bridget. -Okay. 62 00:03:41,304 --> 00:03:43,848 Every date we've had has just… 63 00:03:43,932 --> 00:03:46,226 Time just flew by, and we're like, "What?" 64 00:03:46,309 --> 00:03:48,269 We're just so aligned on so many things. 65 00:03:48,353 --> 00:03:50,647 By the end, we're, like, finishing each other's sentences. 66 00:03:50,730 --> 00:03:52,148 I was like, "I feel the same way" 67 00:03:52,232 --> 00:03:53,566 -on everything. -Mm-hmm. 68 00:03:53,650 --> 00:03:55,985 And she just has this hilarious sense of humor. 69 00:03:56,069 --> 00:03:58,321 Like, I was cackling during our dates. 70 00:03:59,614 --> 00:04:02,200 You know, I came into this experience with Kyle, 71 00:04:02,283 --> 00:04:05,453 and I feel like our dates consisted of talking about 72 00:04:05,536 --> 00:04:07,789 how I feel like you'd be a great match for my ex. 73 00:04:07,872 --> 00:04:10,667 But we were also forming our own connection 74 00:04:10,750 --> 00:04:13,127 and, like, having a great time as well. 75 00:04:15,588 --> 00:04:18,466 Our reasons for being here feel kind of similar 76 00:04:18,549 --> 00:04:21,803 and aligned and what we want out of this experience. 77 00:04:21,886 --> 00:04:27,725 I feel like a relationship with you would be a lot more of that spontaneity 78 00:04:27,809 --> 00:04:30,728 that sometimes I, like, crave more with Kyle. 79 00:04:31,312 --> 00:04:35,608 And I feel like that would just make you an incredible partner. 80 00:04:35,692 --> 00:04:36,901 Okay, Kyle. 81 00:04:37,527 --> 00:04:41,322 Kyle really snuck up on me and surprised me. 82 00:04:42,198 --> 00:04:44,701 On our first date, I didn't really think she liked me, 83 00:04:44,784 --> 00:04:46,327 so I was really excited. 84 00:04:46,411 --> 00:04:49,205 Our chemistry just, like, exponentially grew. 85 00:04:49,289 --> 00:04:51,457 Every time, I just wanted more and more. 86 00:04:51,541 --> 00:04:55,795 And I found we're just so aligned down to fundamentals of what we want, 87 00:04:55,878 --> 00:04:58,589 like our future, our interests. 88 00:04:58,673 --> 00:05:00,258 But we are different. 89 00:05:00,341 --> 00:05:03,386 And because she's issuing an ultimatum, I've received an ultimatum, 90 00:05:03,469 --> 00:05:06,389 I ultimately think that she would challenge me 91 00:05:06,472 --> 00:05:07,598 and help me grow. 92 00:05:07,682 --> 00:05:09,142 That makes me feel really good. 93 00:05:09,225 --> 00:05:12,228 I feel very seen by you, and I feel the same way. 94 00:05:12,312 --> 00:05:15,189 So I'm glad that you felt what I was feeling. 95 00:05:17,984 --> 00:05:20,820 There's an energy between us 96 00:05:22,155 --> 00:05:24,907 that is very, like… enticing. 97 00:05:27,994 --> 00:05:32,081 It's scary, but also exciting. 98 00:05:33,374 --> 00:05:35,668 You're really interesting to talk to. 99 00:05:35,752 --> 00:05:39,464 I feel like I'm surprised, you know, every moment. 100 00:05:40,757 --> 00:05:43,384 You've had such a long relationship, 101 00:05:43,468 --> 00:05:46,763 and so you bring with that, like, a lot of experience. 102 00:05:46,846 --> 00:05:49,766 There'll be a lot more connecting deeper 103 00:05:49,849 --> 00:05:53,394 than there was in my previous relationship. 104 00:05:54,062 --> 00:05:56,481 Pilar, are you ready to make a choice? 105 00:05:57,774 --> 00:05:59,275 -I'm ready. -Okay. 106 00:06:00,943 --> 00:06:02,820 Pilar, who do you choose? 107 00:06:07,784 --> 00:06:09,327 I choose Kyle. 108 00:06:10,870 --> 00:06:13,623 There's a lot of qualities in Kyle 109 00:06:13,706 --> 00:06:17,043 that I would want in a future partner. 110 00:06:18,294 --> 00:06:21,547 What I love most about you is that you know who you are, 111 00:06:21,631 --> 00:06:23,633 what you want, where you're going. 112 00:06:23,716 --> 00:06:25,218 I have a lot to learn from you, 113 00:06:25,301 --> 00:06:28,179 and I have no doubt in my mind you'd make an amazing future wife. 114 00:06:30,181 --> 00:06:33,267 Kyle, are you ready to make a choice? 115 00:06:33,351 --> 00:06:34,185 I am. 116 00:06:38,314 --> 00:06:40,400 Kyle, who do you choose? 117 00:06:40,983 --> 00:06:41,984 Um… 118 00:06:44,904 --> 00:06:46,072 I choose Pilar, 119 00:06:47,490 --> 00:06:51,411 because we complement each other really well, 120 00:06:52,036 --> 00:06:53,955 and I don't feel like you're a safe choice. 121 00:06:55,915 --> 00:06:58,084 It will be a really good test. 122 00:07:00,795 --> 00:07:02,880 You know, I wanted Kyle to be with somebody 123 00:07:02,964 --> 00:07:06,592 who would test, you know, whether it is me that she wants, 124 00:07:06,676 --> 00:07:09,512 or if it's just a secure relationship that she wants. 125 00:07:09,595 --> 00:07:12,014 You know, hopefully, it doesn't come back to bite me. 126 00:07:13,015 --> 00:07:14,142 Okay. 127 00:07:16,269 --> 00:07:19,522 So, did you connect with anyone else? 128 00:07:19,605 --> 00:07:25,403 Ashley, I feel like we both feel like we came out of left field for each other, 129 00:07:25,486 --> 00:07:28,614 and it was unexpected, but at the same time, 130 00:07:28,698 --> 00:07:33,327 you do have this just self-assured confidence. 131 00:07:35,830 --> 00:07:40,751 And I just get this honest and authentic energy from you. 132 00:07:41,502 --> 00:07:43,796 It made me feel I could trust you, 133 00:07:44,755 --> 00:07:46,591 and you did issue the Ultimatum. 134 00:07:46,674 --> 00:07:50,386 You have this readiness and this maturity 135 00:07:50,469 --> 00:07:53,222 that would be really cool to have in a partner. 136 00:07:54,640 --> 00:07:58,269 Bridget, you also have this confidence about you that's so amazing. 137 00:07:58,352 --> 00:08:01,355 Like, you are so, like, authentically yourself. 138 00:08:02,440 --> 00:08:04,901 The communication with Bridget is just so good, 139 00:08:04,984 --> 00:08:08,488 and it was crazy that in a room full of, like, all these great personalities, 140 00:08:08,571 --> 00:08:12,491 you saw me, because sometimes in the past with Marita, I get in my head about 141 00:08:12,575 --> 00:08:14,285 maybe standing out in my own way, 142 00:08:14,368 --> 00:08:17,121 but I feel like with Bridget, it just felt good to know 143 00:08:17,205 --> 00:08:19,207 that we are so different, but, like, 144 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:21,709 we matched up in so many other ways as well. 145 00:08:23,669 --> 00:08:26,047 Bridget, are you ready to make a choice? 146 00:08:26,130 --> 00:08:27,006 I am. 147 00:08:31,344 --> 00:08:33,179 Bridget, who do you choose? 148 00:08:37,141 --> 00:08:38,226 I choose Ashley. 149 00:08:39,560 --> 00:08:42,021 In a lot of ways, this is a really easy decision for me. 150 00:08:42,104 --> 00:08:46,484 You are really kind and super authentic, 151 00:08:46,567 --> 00:08:50,780 and that would just be incredible in a partner. 152 00:08:53,074 --> 00:08:55,576 Ashley, are you ready to make a choice? 153 00:08:56,244 --> 00:08:57,078 Yeah. 154 00:09:01,916 --> 00:09:03,876 Ashley, who do you choose? 155 00:09:05,628 --> 00:09:07,255 I'm going to choose Bridget. 156 00:09:08,673 --> 00:09:11,509 I'm choosing you because, honestly, I would love to see 157 00:09:11,592 --> 00:09:13,302 where our connection can go. 158 00:09:14,554 --> 00:09:16,013 I feel you're confident in yourself, 159 00:09:16,097 --> 00:09:18,933 and, like, I want my partner to be fulfilled within themselves 160 00:09:19,016 --> 00:09:21,394 so that we can keep filling each other's cup 161 00:09:21,477 --> 00:09:23,813 and just have that energy for each other. 162 00:09:23,896 --> 00:09:27,441 I also think that you're going to push me in different ways 163 00:09:27,525 --> 00:09:31,070 that… I'm not sure about yet, but I'm excited to find out. 164 00:09:31,737 --> 00:09:34,657 Thank you. We have another couple. 165 00:09:36,659 --> 00:09:39,537 -My head is just crazy right now. -All over the place? 166 00:09:39,620 --> 00:09:42,873 I'm constantly thinking about what I did have 167 00:09:42,957 --> 00:09:45,126 and… if it was enough. 168 00:09:46,794 --> 00:09:48,421 I appreciate you sharing. 169 00:09:48,504 --> 00:09:51,591 I think you're gonna have some good clarity over the next few weeks. 170 00:09:52,174 --> 00:09:53,217 All right. 171 00:09:53,301 --> 00:09:55,803 -Haley. -Hi. 172 00:09:55,886 --> 00:09:57,013 How was your week? 173 00:09:57,513 --> 00:10:00,516 I came in as, like, an Ultimatum giver, 174 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:02,977 thinking that, like, my ex had, you know, 175 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:05,438 the work to do to meet me where I was at, 176 00:10:05,521 --> 00:10:09,317 but it has really opened my eyes that there's a lot of work I can also do 177 00:10:09,400 --> 00:10:13,404 to, like, show up as my best self should we move forward with marriage 178 00:10:13,487 --> 00:10:15,406 or a marriage between someone else. 179 00:10:16,240 --> 00:10:18,576 Who did you make connections with this week? 180 00:10:19,910 --> 00:10:21,370 Magan. 181 00:10:22,622 --> 00:10:25,458 We both clearly picked up on a vibe immediately. 182 00:10:26,459 --> 00:10:29,879 It was like, yeah, I enjoyed talking to you. 183 00:10:30,713 --> 00:10:34,467 It just went very naturally, and we were able to get really deep 184 00:10:34,550 --> 00:10:36,594 on topics that I wasn't expecting. 185 00:10:37,595 --> 00:10:40,681 I love how comforting you feel. 186 00:10:40,765 --> 00:10:42,683 I can be vulnerable, you can be vulnerable, 187 00:10:42,767 --> 00:10:44,644 and it is, like, a very safe space. 188 00:10:45,144 --> 00:10:48,606 You're able to be serious, but then still bring the fun into it. 189 00:10:51,692 --> 00:10:53,944 It's really nice to hear you say that. 190 00:10:54,028 --> 00:10:55,446 I really appreciate that. 191 00:10:56,614 --> 00:11:00,868 Honestly, this week was a lot harder than I ever thought it was gonna be. 192 00:11:01,494 --> 00:11:02,912 I couldn't really think clearly, 193 00:11:02,995 --> 00:11:06,123 and it was very hard for me splitting with my partner. 194 00:11:07,291 --> 00:11:09,627 I wasn't surrendering to the process. 195 00:11:09,710 --> 00:11:14,256 Until I finally surrendered. I was able to really open my eyes 196 00:11:14,340 --> 00:11:15,633 that I needed a change, 197 00:11:15,716 --> 00:11:19,428 and I think that this is such an opportunity to do so. 198 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:23,766 Oftentimes that kind of clarity and self-reflection comes with time. 199 00:11:23,849 --> 00:11:27,144 Now, obviously this is a very intense process, 200 00:11:27,228 --> 00:11:29,980 but that in itself is a very admirable quality. 201 00:11:30,064 --> 00:11:33,859 It's certainly one that I think would be very desirable in a partner. 202 00:11:33,943 --> 00:11:36,195 I mean, I have to say, that's impressive. 203 00:11:36,695 --> 00:11:37,863 Thank you. 204 00:11:37,947 --> 00:11:40,366 It wasn't easy. 205 00:11:40,449 --> 00:11:42,993 Haley, your want to just, like, be on the same page, 206 00:11:43,077 --> 00:11:44,912 whatever it is you got to do, 207 00:11:44,995 --> 00:11:49,417 to just keep that team-family mentality to move forward as a unit 208 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:51,502 is just something so amazing. 209 00:11:51,585 --> 00:11:53,754 It's something that, like, I want for a partner. 210 00:11:55,589 --> 00:11:58,843 I'm just, like, really excited to see our progress and how things go, 211 00:11:58,926 --> 00:12:00,719 because a lot of our belief systems 212 00:12:00,803 --> 00:12:03,305 and, like, the way that we do things are so in line. 213 00:12:04,932 --> 00:12:06,559 I'm really thankful for that. 214 00:12:08,561 --> 00:12:10,938 Haley, are you ready to make a choice? 215 00:12:11,564 --> 00:12:12,857 -Yes. -Okay. 216 00:12:15,151 --> 00:12:16,819 Haley, who do you choose? 217 00:12:16,902 --> 00:12:18,320 I choose Magan. 218 00:12:19,697 --> 00:12:21,699 I've seen a lot in past relationships 219 00:12:21,782 --> 00:12:24,326 of what it looks like to be with yin and yang, 220 00:12:24,410 --> 00:12:28,539 and I am curious what it would be like, being on the same wavelength in that way. 221 00:12:29,039 --> 00:12:31,417 It's something that is very exciting to me. 222 00:12:31,500 --> 00:12:34,545 I really want to feel safe and protected by someone. 223 00:12:34,628 --> 00:12:37,882 I want to feel like we are kind of like us against the world. 224 00:12:38,924 --> 00:12:40,593 I feel like I can see that with you. 225 00:12:45,306 --> 00:12:48,142 Magan, are you ready to make a choice? 226 00:12:48,767 --> 00:12:49,769 Yes. 227 00:12:51,937 --> 00:12:54,398 Magan, who do you choose? 228 00:12:56,567 --> 00:12:57,526 I choose Haley. 229 00:12:59,862 --> 00:13:03,908 When we had our first date, I feel like I knew right away. 230 00:13:05,534 --> 00:13:07,369 I've never dated anybody like you. 231 00:13:07,453 --> 00:13:11,290 I feel like no matter what happens, I'm always going to have you by my side, 232 00:13:11,373 --> 00:13:13,918 there to support me and just so curious to understand. 233 00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:19,590 I think your sense of communication is something that would be amazing for me 234 00:13:19,673 --> 00:13:21,926 because I'm big on communication myself. 235 00:13:22,510 --> 00:13:24,553 I could picture marrying you someday. 236 00:13:35,231 --> 00:13:36,607 We have another couple. 237 00:13:39,985 --> 00:13:42,655 Does anyone have anything to say about this couple? 238 00:13:42,738 --> 00:13:46,784 I feel emotional. But I have no choice but to, like, get through it. 239 00:13:46,867 --> 00:13:49,036 Do you know what I mean? I literally have to. 240 00:13:49,119 --> 00:13:51,455 Who are some people you made connections with this week? 241 00:13:52,373 --> 00:13:54,917 I think Mel has challenged me more than anyone else here. 242 00:13:55,000 --> 00:13:58,712 I feel like you understand me. I can be who I am around you. 243 00:13:58,796 --> 00:14:01,048 I'm not scared of judgment. 244 00:14:01,131 --> 00:14:02,883 I do hate being vulnerable, 245 00:14:02,967 --> 00:14:05,386 and I feel like you have pushed me into that 246 00:14:05,469 --> 00:14:08,347 probably more than I let most people. 247 00:14:09,348 --> 00:14:11,642 Magan is happy to make everyone else happy, 248 00:14:11,725 --> 00:14:13,269 and Mel is more like me. 249 00:14:13,352 --> 00:14:15,688 We are stubborn. 250 00:14:16,313 --> 00:14:20,442 As much as, like, I know it may be… not the easiest three weeks, 251 00:14:20,526 --> 00:14:22,903 I really feel like I can learn something from her, 252 00:14:22,987 --> 00:14:27,366 because we will have to change the way that we behave if we want to get along. 253 00:14:27,449 --> 00:14:30,494 Okay. How does that make you feel? 254 00:14:31,161 --> 00:14:34,832 It's what I thought I would hear her say. 255 00:14:34,915 --> 00:14:36,208 It's a little nicer, honestly. 256 00:14:37,668 --> 00:14:40,129 It makes me feel really good to hear that, for sure, 257 00:14:40,212 --> 00:14:43,173 because I feel, like, a similar way. 258 00:14:44,508 --> 00:14:47,761 So, this week, I definitely made two connections. 259 00:14:47,845 --> 00:14:50,431 One with Britney, the other with Dayna. 260 00:14:51,807 --> 00:14:56,604 So, Britney and I connected because she was, like, really easy to talk to. 261 00:14:56,687 --> 00:14:58,731 I always felt like she was listening to me. 262 00:14:58,814 --> 00:15:02,943 I just felt like we were able to communicate in a way that was safe. 263 00:15:03,027 --> 00:15:04,028 That's different. 264 00:15:04,111 --> 00:15:07,906 I think my ex and I have a lot of trouble communicating. 265 00:15:08,574 --> 00:15:14,246 Britney, I think that you have this energy where, like, if you walk into a room, 266 00:15:14,330 --> 00:15:17,041 you kind of hold it by the balls, and I love that. 267 00:15:17,124 --> 00:15:20,502 And you are absolutely beautiful. 268 00:15:21,503 --> 00:15:22,338 Thank you. 269 00:15:25,341 --> 00:15:29,553 I don't know. Something about you gives me this wild, like, free energy. 270 00:15:29,637 --> 00:15:33,933 Like, you're very, like, I don't know, like, with the shits. 271 00:15:34,016 --> 00:15:36,644 And I think you challenge me in those ways, 272 00:15:36,727 --> 00:15:38,354 like, making me not scared. 273 00:15:38,437 --> 00:15:40,481 You'd see that I'm overthinking and stressing, 274 00:15:40,564 --> 00:15:43,067 and you're like, "It's okay. You're gonna be good, you got this." 275 00:15:43,150 --> 00:15:45,778 So, that would be great to kind of push me 276 00:15:45,861 --> 00:15:50,532 and open my mind and my experiences to things that I've never tried. 277 00:15:52,576 --> 00:15:54,912 All right. Let's move to Dayna. 278 00:15:54,995 --> 00:15:57,790 From the moment that Dayna and I met, 279 00:15:57,873 --> 00:16:00,542 I looked at her and said that she would be trouble. 280 00:16:00,626 --> 00:16:03,128 And she kind of, like, was taken aback. 281 00:16:03,212 --> 00:16:05,172 She gave me that look she's giving me now. 282 00:16:05,255 --> 00:16:08,467 What I really meant by that was it would be trouble for me, 283 00:16:08,550 --> 00:16:10,260 and I feel like it has, 284 00:16:10,344 --> 00:16:14,139 specifically because I feel like I have trouble communicating 285 00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:15,933 in a way that you need, 286 00:16:16,016 --> 00:16:17,810 but you say things in a way where 287 00:16:17,893 --> 00:16:21,522 I really want to talk to you, and I want to have you learn about me, 288 00:16:21,605 --> 00:16:25,025 whereas I don't really feel that way about a lot of people. 289 00:16:25,109 --> 00:16:29,113 And you don't think of me as negative for being like that. 290 00:16:29,196 --> 00:16:31,407 That was something my ex and I struggled with. 291 00:16:31,490 --> 00:16:34,660 When I thought I was being real, she would feel I'm being negative, 292 00:16:34,743 --> 00:16:36,328 and it kind of hurt me to hear. 293 00:16:36,996 --> 00:16:38,664 You are a triple threat. 294 00:16:38,747 --> 00:16:41,000 I think you're a beautiful mind, body, and soul. 295 00:16:41,625 --> 00:16:42,835 -Thank you. -Um… 296 00:16:42,918 --> 00:16:44,461 You're intriguing to me. 297 00:16:48,298 --> 00:16:49,758 Dayna. 298 00:16:49,842 --> 00:16:51,635 Are you ready to make a choice? 299 00:16:51,719 --> 00:16:52,720 Um… 300 00:16:53,220 --> 00:16:54,096 Yeah. 301 00:16:59,393 --> 00:17:01,895 Dayna, who do you choose? 302 00:17:03,647 --> 00:17:04,481 Um… 303 00:17:08,485 --> 00:17:09,945 I'm gonna choose Mel. 304 00:17:11,447 --> 00:17:14,491 It's very risky in so many different ways. 305 00:17:14,575 --> 00:17:17,202 It's gonna be a challenge. It's gonna be hard. 306 00:17:17,953 --> 00:17:19,705 But I think we see each other 307 00:17:19,788 --> 00:17:22,374 in a way that I don't feel like anyone else sees me. 308 00:17:24,126 --> 00:17:27,254 You have the capacity and the personality 309 00:17:27,337 --> 00:17:31,175 to really push me in ways that I don't think I've been pushed before. 310 00:17:33,260 --> 00:17:34,303 -Thank you. -Yeah. 311 00:17:37,056 --> 00:17:39,933 Britney, are you ready to make a choice? 312 00:17:42,644 --> 00:17:43,937 I suppose so. 313 00:17:51,528 --> 00:17:54,323 Britney, who do you choose? 314 00:17:56,325 --> 00:17:58,077 I choose Mel, 315 00:17:58,160 --> 00:18:02,831 because we've gotten to know each other so deeply within all of our dates, 316 00:18:02,915 --> 00:18:06,502 and I feel our energy and vibe 317 00:18:06,585 --> 00:18:08,295 is just so natural, 318 00:18:08,378 --> 00:18:10,297 and we can be great together. 319 00:18:11,048 --> 00:18:12,758 -Thank you. -Thank you. 320 00:18:14,968 --> 00:18:18,138 Mel, are you ready to make a choice? 321 00:18:18,222 --> 00:18:19,139 I am. 322 00:18:27,189 --> 00:18:28,941 Mel, who do you choose? 323 00:18:32,110 --> 00:18:34,404 I choose… 324 00:18:41,703 --> 00:18:42,579 Dayna 325 00:18:44,206 --> 00:18:46,333 to be my trial marriage wife. 326 00:18:48,961 --> 00:18:49,837 I'm scared. 327 00:18:51,213 --> 00:18:52,089 Yeah, me too. 328 00:18:52,840 --> 00:18:53,924 Honestly. 329 00:18:54,758 --> 00:18:58,887 I chose you because you weren't the safe choice at all, 330 00:18:58,971 --> 00:19:04,017 and I think that's why I was so drawn to pick you. 331 00:19:06,436 --> 00:19:07,271 Thank you. 332 00:19:09,314 --> 00:19:13,110 Everyone has had a chance to choose, but two of you are still not paired up. 333 00:19:14,194 --> 00:19:18,949 Marita, Britney, now is your opportunity to make a choice for yourself. 334 00:19:20,242 --> 00:19:23,453 Do you agree to choose each other and fully commit to the Ultimatum? 335 00:19:24,496 --> 00:19:27,124 -I don't know. I'm blanking right now. -You're blanking? 336 00:19:27,207 --> 00:19:31,461 Yeah, I am. It's kind of a lot, but I'm down. I'm with it. 337 00:19:31,545 --> 00:19:33,046 Yeah, I guess so. 338 00:19:33,839 --> 00:19:35,507 I know this is super unconventional, 339 00:19:35,591 --> 00:19:39,553 and it's not like you guys got time to spend, 340 00:19:39,636 --> 00:19:41,597 but who knows, you might find 341 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:44,516 that the person that you kind of weren't looking for in the beginning 342 00:19:44,600 --> 00:19:46,810 could be the person that you needed in the end. 343 00:19:47,561 --> 00:19:50,647 I'm excited for our journey together, so… 344 00:19:50,731 --> 00:19:52,691 -Yeah. I think it'll be fun. -Yeah. 345 00:19:56,278 --> 00:19:58,280 I'm very excited for all of you, 346 00:19:58,363 --> 00:20:01,033 because I know it's going to be life-changing. 347 00:20:02,034 --> 00:20:04,578 We now have six brand-new couples. 348 00:20:06,079 --> 00:20:07,831 Pilar and Kyle, 349 00:20:09,875 --> 00:20:11,251 Dayna and Mel, 350 00:20:13,337 --> 00:20:15,339 Bridget and Ashley, 351 00:20:16,256 --> 00:20:18,216 AJ and Marie, 352 00:20:19,635 --> 00:20:21,386 Haley and Magan, 353 00:20:23,180 --> 00:20:24,806 and Britney and Marita. 354 00:20:30,270 --> 00:20:33,023 I have some engagement rings for you. 355 00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:38,654 An engagement ring is a symbol of commitment. 356 00:20:39,821 --> 00:20:42,532 You're each welcome to take one with you if you choose. 357 00:20:44,284 --> 00:20:47,287 In each couple, you have chosen each other, 358 00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:51,208 and you have committed to one another in a trial marriage. 359 00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:53,168 Over the next three weeks, 360 00:20:53,252 --> 00:20:55,796 you are going to have an accelerated experience 361 00:20:56,338 --> 00:21:00,634 designed to show you what being married to your new partner would be like. 362 00:21:02,219 --> 00:21:03,720 You'll move in together. 363 00:21:03,804 --> 00:21:08,141 You'll tackle difficult conversations that some people never have, 364 00:21:08,225 --> 00:21:09,893 even after they're married. 365 00:21:11,311 --> 00:21:13,021 Then, after three weeks, 366 00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:16,942 you will have the exact same experience with the person that you came here with. 367 00:21:20,654 --> 00:21:23,282 The terms of the Ultimatum are very clear. 368 00:21:23,365 --> 00:21:27,619 At the end, you will each have to decide for yourself 369 00:21:28,495 --> 00:21:30,998 who you want to spend the rest of your life with. 370 00:21:32,332 --> 00:21:34,084 Will you leave here engaged? 371 00:21:34,793 --> 00:21:36,670 Will you leave here alone? 372 00:21:38,130 --> 00:21:40,048 Or will you leave here with someone new? 373 00:21:43,093 --> 00:21:44,845 Okay, everyone, good luck. 374 00:21:45,512 --> 00:21:47,222 I'm going to cry. Thank you. 375 00:21:48,223 --> 00:21:50,934 And welcome to your potential future. 376 00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:55,480 Eyes wide shut to what's right in front 377 00:21:55,564 --> 00:21:57,733 Where do we go from here? 378 00:21:57,816 --> 00:22:00,193 Where do we go from here? 379 00:22:00,777 --> 00:22:04,906 Lost the chance But we're still in love 380 00:22:04,990 --> 00:22:06,908 Where do we go from here? 381 00:22:06,992 --> 00:22:09,286 Where do we go from 382 00:22:11,163 --> 00:22:12,831 I feel so lucky to have Mel. 383 00:22:12,914 --> 00:22:14,916 I'm really learning that in a relationship, 384 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:17,002 I don't want someone who'll shy away from a challenge, 385 00:22:17,085 --> 00:22:18,378 run away when things get hard. 386 00:22:18,462 --> 00:22:21,089 I want someone who's brave and fearless. 387 00:22:21,173 --> 00:22:24,926 All the things that I find attractive, Mel offers. 388 00:22:25,010 --> 00:22:27,220 I feel like that's someone I could spend my life with. 389 00:22:27,304 --> 00:22:29,473 Like, wow. This is, like, very real. 390 00:22:30,974 --> 00:22:35,145 I can't help but have these insanely strong feelings 391 00:22:35,228 --> 00:22:37,689 that I am being abandoned, 392 00:22:37,773 --> 00:22:40,734 and Dayna is starting with someone different. 393 00:22:41,318 --> 00:22:45,489 But when Haley was talking about the things that she liked about me, 394 00:22:45,572 --> 00:22:47,449 it makes me feel special. 395 00:22:47,532 --> 00:22:49,159 There's just a lot we have in common, 396 00:22:49,242 --> 00:22:52,996 so I'm just excited to see what the possibilities are. 397 00:22:54,289 --> 00:22:56,917 -Don't hesitate -We can move fast, we can make it last 398 00:22:57,000 --> 00:22:59,503 Longer than a summer romance if you want it 399 00:22:59,586 --> 00:23:01,797 -Don't hesitate -Make it stick, you can lay it on 400 00:23:01,880 --> 00:23:04,424 Till you cover me in sweet love Drip like honey 401 00:23:04,508 --> 00:23:08,929 I feel like it's quite ironic that Marita, who I'm now defaulted with, 402 00:23:09,012 --> 00:23:10,013 chose my ex. 403 00:23:10,097 --> 00:23:14,351 And not only chose my ex, but said she was falling for my ex. 404 00:23:14,434 --> 00:23:18,438 And now AJ seems, like, passionate about Marie now? Like, 405 00:23:18,522 --> 00:23:20,732 where did all these emotions come from? 406 00:23:20,816 --> 00:23:24,236 I don't know how this is all gonna turn out, so I'm scared. 407 00:23:24,319 --> 00:23:26,154 I'm feeling a lot of emotions right now. 408 00:23:27,531 --> 00:23:31,076 For all time Let's go, just you and me 409 00:23:31,159 --> 00:23:33,829 -Don't hesitate -We can move fast, we can make it last 410 00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:35,914 Longer than a summer romance if you want it 411 00:23:35,997 --> 00:23:36,832 Don't hesitate 412 00:23:36,915 --> 00:23:38,708 Make it stick, you can lay it on thick 413 00:23:38,792 --> 00:23:40,794 Cover me in sweet love Drip like honey 414 00:23:42,379 --> 00:23:43,213 Wow. 415 00:23:43,797 --> 00:23:44,714 How cute. 416 00:23:44,798 --> 00:23:46,925 What are these? 417 00:23:47,008 --> 00:23:48,260 It's the slippers, roomie. 418 00:23:48,343 --> 00:23:50,095 What are these? 419 00:23:51,388 --> 00:23:53,181 -This is literally me. -Puzzles of us? 420 00:23:53,265 --> 00:23:54,891 -Oh my God, it's you. -I know. 421 00:23:54,975 --> 00:23:56,351 These are so cool. 422 00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:58,937 -You do both of them. -I've never seen these before. 423 00:23:59,020 --> 00:24:01,148 -This place is so cute. -Okay. It is so cute. 424 00:24:01,231 --> 00:24:04,526 We're going to live here for three weeks. First of all, give me a hug. 425 00:24:04,609 --> 00:24:06,236 Are you seriously okay though? 426 00:24:06,319 --> 00:24:09,531 I know that was so hard hearing a lot of the stuff we had to hear. 427 00:24:09,614 --> 00:24:11,032 -It sucks. -It does suck. 428 00:24:11,116 --> 00:24:13,743 The most shitty part is just hearing someone… 429 00:24:13,827 --> 00:24:15,370 -Talk about your ex? -Yeah. 430 00:24:15,454 --> 00:24:18,707 When your ex is like, "This person is amazing." 431 00:24:18,790 --> 00:24:21,168 -Yeah. -And you're like, "I'm amazing." 432 00:24:22,252 --> 00:24:23,879 This is so cute! 433 00:24:23,962 --> 00:24:24,963 Scared of heights? 434 00:24:25,046 --> 00:24:25,922 Hell no. 435 00:24:26,006 --> 00:24:26,965 Good. 436 00:24:27,048 --> 00:24:28,842 Do you think you made the right choice? 437 00:24:29,467 --> 00:24:31,720 I feel it is the right choice. 438 00:24:32,429 --> 00:24:34,931 I had a feeling about you since I met you. 439 00:24:36,558 --> 00:24:38,685 We were always going to end up together. 440 00:24:40,270 --> 00:24:43,482 I know who you are. That we're gonna be, like, comfort. 441 00:24:44,733 --> 00:24:47,861 Whatever is going to happen organically, I want it to happen organically. 442 00:24:47,944 --> 00:24:50,822 I'm just going to live this as authentically as possible… 443 00:24:50,906 --> 00:24:51,740 Yeah. 444 00:24:51,823 --> 00:24:54,367 …and try to get everything we can out of each other. 445 00:24:54,451 --> 00:24:55,619 I think that there truly is 446 00:24:55,702 --> 00:24:57,412 -so much to learn from one another. -I agree. 447 00:24:58,455 --> 00:25:01,791 If we were very open-minded to each other in this whole experience, 448 00:25:01,875 --> 00:25:03,919 we could figure out a lot of shit together 449 00:25:04,002 --> 00:25:05,629 for ourselves, for each other. 450 00:25:06,129 --> 00:25:08,340 I do think highly of you. 451 00:25:09,508 --> 00:25:11,968 Whether or not you feel like I've maybe expressed that, 452 00:25:12,552 --> 00:25:16,890 if I were to get you to trust me, I could bring out a different side of you. 453 00:25:17,641 --> 00:25:18,600 I agree. 454 00:25:33,573 --> 00:25:35,700 I'm so happy that the dating is done with. 455 00:25:35,784 --> 00:25:37,410 I'm personally not one 456 00:25:37,494 --> 00:25:40,372 -to date multiple people at once. -Yeah. 457 00:25:40,455 --> 00:25:42,832 It was a lot. It was a lot of emotions, 458 00:25:42,916 --> 00:25:45,252 a lot of people's feelings getting involved. 459 00:25:45,335 --> 00:25:48,505 I'm, like, so sorry for how everything… 460 00:25:48,588 --> 00:25:51,633 I don't want to say played out, because I'm really glad how it played out. 461 00:25:51,716 --> 00:25:54,094 -Because we're here right now, right? -Yeah. Yeah. 462 00:25:54,177 --> 00:25:57,305 But still, that whole thing just, kind of, like, turned me off completely. 463 00:25:57,389 --> 00:26:00,517 I was just like, I don't really understand what you guys are seeing right now, 464 00:26:00,600 --> 00:26:02,978 because I've never seen that out of you. 465 00:26:03,061 --> 00:26:04,896 Nor did you ever give me that vibe. 466 00:26:04,980 --> 00:26:06,815 I really do appreciate you. 467 00:26:08,066 --> 00:26:10,777 It just felt special that, to even just have you say, 468 00:26:10,860 --> 00:26:13,363 "Hey, like, I want you." 469 00:26:13,989 --> 00:26:16,032 I like AJ a lot. 470 00:26:16,741 --> 00:26:22,998 She makes me feel very calm and safe in this brand new, scary setting. 471 00:26:23,081 --> 00:26:26,585 We're sharing space and I've known you for a week. 472 00:26:26,668 --> 00:26:28,545 But maybe that's the point, 473 00:26:28,628 --> 00:26:31,756 to let go and see what happens. 474 00:26:32,674 --> 00:26:34,259 What do you eat for breakfast? 475 00:26:34,342 --> 00:26:35,760 I'm huge on omelets. 476 00:26:35,844 --> 00:26:39,598 So if you can make a mean omelet, that's amazing. 477 00:26:39,681 --> 00:26:43,226 I don't know how my omelet skill is, but my scramble skill is good. 478 00:26:43,310 --> 00:26:46,021 Are you a wet scramble or a hard scramble? 479 00:26:47,897 --> 00:26:51,359 I like them a little brown, so yeah, I guess scramble well, I guess. 480 00:26:51,443 --> 00:26:53,320 -Scramble… well? -Well. 481 00:26:53,403 --> 00:26:55,280 -Scrambled well. -Hard? Yeah. 482 00:26:55,363 --> 00:26:56,489 -No. -What? 483 00:26:56,573 --> 00:26:57,949 I guess. It's like the same thing, 484 00:26:58,033 --> 00:26:59,451 but in my computer 485 00:26:59,534 --> 00:27:01,494 -at work, it's "scrambled well." -"Scrambled well." 486 00:27:01,578 --> 00:27:03,204 -I swear. -What do you think this is? Meat? 487 00:27:03,288 --> 00:27:06,207 Let me pick up a shift and then I'll send you a picture. 488 00:27:06,708 --> 00:27:08,001 Damn, okay. 489 00:27:08,084 --> 00:27:11,713 So. Do you normally, like, shower in the morning or at night? 490 00:27:11,796 --> 00:27:12,797 -Night. -Same. 491 00:27:12,881 --> 00:27:16,801 I'm the type of person that, number one, outside clothes on the bed, not. 492 00:27:16,885 --> 00:27:19,054 Um, shoes at the door. 493 00:27:19,137 --> 00:27:21,473 The second I put my shoe on this rug, I was like, "Oh." 494 00:27:22,474 --> 00:27:24,267 -No, I saw it. I saw it. -I was like, "Oh." 495 00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:25,769 And I was like, "Ooh. I like that." 496 00:27:25,852 --> 00:27:27,437 It made me tingle a little bit. 497 00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:29,189 That was a happiness tingle. 498 00:27:29,272 --> 00:27:30,190 -Oh! -Um… 499 00:27:30,273 --> 00:27:32,233 Do you have a lot of pairs of shoes? 500 00:27:32,734 --> 00:27:35,278 I left, like, a good chunk of my shoes at home. 501 00:27:35,362 --> 00:27:36,404 And yet there's a whole bin 502 00:27:36,488 --> 00:27:37,864 -in that closet. -Shh… 503 00:27:37,947 --> 00:27:39,949 There's a whole bin. 504 00:27:40,867 --> 00:27:43,870 What are those? I should have brought my work Crocs with me. 505 00:27:45,038 --> 00:27:47,666 How do you wear your Crocs? Do you put them in sport mode? 506 00:27:47,749 --> 00:27:49,417 -No. -Gotta put them in sport mode! 507 00:27:49,501 --> 00:27:53,171 You think I'm going anywhere in a hurry? You're out of your mind. 508 00:27:57,175 --> 00:28:02,806 It feels special that me and Marie have committed to each other. 509 00:28:02,889 --> 00:28:07,727 She's just someone that I absolutely, positively could see myself marrying. 510 00:28:07,811 --> 00:28:12,315 Don't try to tell me you don't see Where this is gonna go 511 00:28:12,399 --> 00:28:13,692 -I'm glad we're here. -Yeah. 512 00:28:13,775 --> 00:28:15,985 Right? Like, this is… It's going to be fun. 513 00:28:16,069 --> 00:28:18,613 Yeah, baby, you and me 514 00:28:20,073 --> 00:28:22,325 We're gonna make it last 515 00:28:24,536 --> 00:28:26,204 We're gonna make it last 516 00:28:30,041 --> 00:28:31,000 Do you like red? 517 00:28:31,084 --> 00:28:32,794 Um, red wine? 518 00:28:32,877 --> 00:28:34,879 -Yes. -Oh, oh. 519 00:28:34,963 --> 00:28:37,424 -Do you like the color? -I dunno what you're referring to. Yeah. 520 00:28:37,507 --> 00:28:38,758 Um, I do like red wine. 521 00:28:38,842 --> 00:28:40,301 -All right. -Mm-hmm. 522 00:28:40,802 --> 00:28:42,345 -Okay. -Yeah, you go for it. 523 00:28:42,429 --> 00:28:43,722 -You want me to? -Yeah. 524 00:28:43,805 --> 00:28:47,142 So, how are you feeling… 525 00:28:47,892 --> 00:28:49,352 Um… …about everything? 526 00:28:49,436 --> 00:28:52,313 I'm feeling… I don't even know how I'm feeling… 527 00:28:52,397 --> 00:28:53,523 -Yeah. -…to be honest. 528 00:28:54,315 --> 00:28:56,901 I'm honestly super excited. 529 00:28:56,985 --> 00:29:02,115 And I feel like I was pushed into a corner with, like, the choices that I did have. 530 00:29:02,198 --> 00:29:03,158 Mm-hmm. 531 00:29:03,700 --> 00:29:08,413 And I'm honestly relieved, if I can say that, 532 00:29:08,496 --> 00:29:11,040 that my first choice wasn't what happened. 533 00:29:11,124 --> 00:29:12,500 I mean, I know she's your ex. 534 00:29:12,584 --> 00:29:13,418 Ironically. 535 00:29:13,501 --> 00:29:16,212 -Watch me break this cork. -Look at this. I got you. 536 00:29:16,296 --> 00:29:18,131 I got you. We're gonna… 537 00:29:18,673 --> 00:29:19,841 What? What do I do? 538 00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:21,843 Try to wiggle it. Yeah, there we go. 539 00:29:24,429 --> 00:29:25,513 Or I can do it. 540 00:29:25,597 --> 00:29:26,848 -Oh! -You got it. 541 00:29:27,515 --> 00:29:29,768 I don't know. Everything happens for a reason. 542 00:29:29,851 --> 00:29:31,186 Yeah, I think so too. 543 00:29:31,895 --> 00:29:34,439 -But, cheers to our first night. -Cheers. 544 00:29:34,939 --> 00:29:36,733 -I know. -This is crazy. This is amazing. 545 00:29:36,816 --> 00:29:37,692 We're married. 546 00:29:37,775 --> 00:29:40,236 -We're married. -I love it. 547 00:29:40,320 --> 00:29:41,654 Oh my gosh. 548 00:29:42,322 --> 00:29:43,573 -Here we are. -I know. 549 00:29:43,656 --> 00:29:45,533 We got to start from, like, square one. 550 00:29:45,617 --> 00:29:47,952 Yeah. We had, like, a little ten-minute chat. 551 00:29:48,036 --> 00:29:50,121 -Yeah. -That's it. Yeah. 552 00:29:50,205 --> 00:29:53,082 -So, you gave the Ultimatum. -I did. 553 00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:56,836 What are you looking for in terms of this trial marriage? 554 00:29:56,920 --> 00:29:58,713 Is there anything specific? 555 00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:00,965 I know what you're looking for. I've heard it. 556 00:30:01,049 --> 00:30:03,635 Romance. And sweet things. 557 00:30:03,718 --> 00:30:06,763 I'm like, "Okay. Let me bring out my zaddy energy." 558 00:30:06,846 --> 00:30:10,183 And try to be, you know, try to, you know, 559 00:30:10,266 --> 00:30:12,143 make you feel appreciated like you… 560 00:30:12,227 --> 00:30:14,020 -Yeah. -You deserve. 561 00:30:14,103 --> 00:30:17,273 I always have this, like, thing in my head about love. 562 00:30:18,024 --> 00:30:22,111 And, like, how I want to be treated in a relationship. 563 00:30:22,195 --> 00:30:25,532 That I'm constantly trying to chase, and I'm kind of sick of it. 564 00:30:25,615 --> 00:30:27,408 It is attainable to, like, 565 00:30:27,492 --> 00:30:31,037 have at least someone… somewhat cater to your love language. 566 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:35,166 And I think your love language is very romantic and it's very intimate. 567 00:30:35,250 --> 00:30:39,504 And I don't know if your ex was giving that to you, and it seems like not. 568 00:30:39,587 --> 00:30:42,048 I want just for you to understand, like, that exists. 569 00:30:42,131 --> 00:30:45,760 I hope that I'm able to show that to you during our three weeks together. 570 00:30:45,843 --> 00:30:47,804 Maybe if we can do little cute things… 571 00:30:47,887 --> 00:30:51,057 -I'm trying to think of what we can do. -You are? 572 00:30:51,140 --> 00:30:53,518 Even if it's not up to your par, I'm trying. 573 00:30:53,601 --> 00:30:55,061 I don't have a par. 574 00:30:55,144 --> 00:30:57,397 Just a bit better than what you had before. 575 00:30:57,480 --> 00:31:01,192 That's better than nothing. Okay. Great. 576 00:31:01,276 --> 00:31:06,990 At this point, I think I'm just going to focus on my new trial marriage wife. 577 00:31:07,699 --> 00:31:11,077 But I'm just overwhelmed by how everything played out. 578 00:31:11,160 --> 00:31:14,706 And it just seems like everyone was just sprung over AJ. 579 00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:18,293 I'm just trying to, like, digest all of that. 580 00:31:19,419 --> 00:31:21,379 And also mentally prepare myself 581 00:31:21,462 --> 00:31:24,591 for walking away from this experience alone. 582 00:31:25,383 --> 00:31:29,888 We're going to just U-Haul it without even two minutes. 583 00:31:29,971 --> 00:31:33,266 -I don't know if that's a record. -I think this is a freaking record. 584 00:31:33,349 --> 00:31:35,768 They need to put it in the Guinness World Record book. 585 00:31:35,852 --> 00:31:39,480 Is it ever really mutual? 586 00:31:41,232 --> 00:31:43,735 Is it ever really mutual? 587 00:31:44,819 --> 00:31:48,114 -Well, cheers to our marriage. -And our first night in our new home. 588 00:31:48,197 --> 00:31:49,073 Yeah. 589 00:31:49,157 --> 00:31:51,701 I'm really happy I get to do this with you. 590 00:31:51,784 --> 00:31:53,161 -I know, same. -I'm excited. 591 00:31:53,244 --> 00:31:57,206 It was like a rocky road to get here, but like, I'm happy where it… 592 00:31:57,290 --> 00:32:00,918 And I'm, like, honestly just so relieved that that portion is over. 593 00:32:01,002 --> 00:32:03,796 I think, like, the build-up to it had me, 594 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,633 like, literally, like, stressing so bad. 595 00:32:06,716 --> 00:32:08,217 -I was overthinking everything. -Yeah. 596 00:32:08,301 --> 00:32:09,552 I could tell you were stressed. 597 00:32:09,636 --> 00:32:12,847 Yeah, things happened with AJ and then Marita. 598 00:32:13,431 --> 00:32:15,266 I could just read it on your face. 599 00:32:15,350 --> 00:32:17,727 Exactly what Marita said tonight about AJ. 600 00:32:17,810 --> 00:32:19,896 She was her number one this whole time. 601 00:32:19,979 --> 00:32:23,066 I knew when she said that exactly where she was coming from 602 00:32:23,149 --> 00:32:25,485 because I know how she is. 603 00:32:25,568 --> 00:32:28,863 And I don't necessarily agree that AJ robbed her of her time. 604 00:32:28,947 --> 00:32:32,158 I think that when Marita just, like, goes in, she's like all in. 605 00:32:32,241 --> 00:32:35,662 -But I don't know AJ, so I can't sit here. -Yeah, I know. 606 00:32:35,745 --> 00:32:37,664 I had one conversation with her. 607 00:32:37,747 --> 00:32:40,667 How do you feel about Kyle right now? Do you feel, like, weird? 608 00:32:40,750 --> 00:32:42,502 -Yeah, definitely. Like… -Okay. 609 00:32:43,002 --> 00:32:46,881 I feel, like, so weird that I pushed them together 610 00:32:46,965 --> 00:32:48,758 -and now it's like, why did I do that? -Right? 611 00:32:48,841 --> 00:32:53,930 Because obviously it doesn't feel great to hear that they had good energy 612 00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:56,099 and had an attraction. 613 00:32:56,182 --> 00:32:58,559 I don't really know what to make of that. So… 614 00:32:58,643 --> 00:33:01,354 Yeah, I wouldn't either. That's like… kind of frightening. 615 00:33:01,437 --> 00:33:03,439 Yeah, it's, like, not what I wanted to hear. 616 00:33:03,523 --> 00:33:06,150 But… yeah, so it's all like playing in my head on a loop. 617 00:33:06,234 --> 00:33:08,986 -But I'm trying not to think about it. -Oh my God, I'm so sorry. 618 00:33:11,155 --> 00:33:13,908 Even just tonight, hearing everything you had to say 619 00:33:13,992 --> 00:33:16,077 and everybody else had to say, 620 00:33:16,160 --> 00:33:19,288 I feel like it makes sense for us to be in a trial marriage together. 621 00:33:19,372 --> 00:33:20,373 I agree. Yeah. 622 00:33:20,456 --> 00:33:22,041 I was really only nervous with you 623 00:33:22,125 --> 00:33:24,961 because, like, you like, weren't ready to get married. 624 00:33:25,044 --> 00:33:27,839 And your opinion could change, my opinion could change. 625 00:33:27,922 --> 00:33:28,923 -Yeah. -Like, I don't know. 626 00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:32,969 I'm just excited to get to know you on a lighter level. 627 00:33:33,052 --> 00:33:37,056 See where our relationship goes because it's so new and so fresh. 628 00:33:37,140 --> 00:33:38,099 It's so wild. 629 00:33:38,182 --> 00:33:41,310 Like, are you going to be comfortable sleeping in the same room? 630 00:33:41,394 --> 00:33:43,104 I mean, I am if you are. 631 00:33:43,187 --> 00:33:46,024 -Okay. -I'm very like, yeah. I'm whatever. 632 00:33:46,774 --> 00:33:49,444 How does this place compare to where you live? 633 00:33:50,278 --> 00:33:51,279 This is smaller. 634 00:33:51,362 --> 00:33:52,363 -Okay. -Yeah. 635 00:33:52,447 --> 00:33:54,532 -This is an upgrade for me. -Really? Where do you live? 636 00:33:54,615 --> 00:33:56,367 Well, no, I live in a house. But… 637 00:33:56,451 --> 00:33:57,535 You live in a house? Okay. 638 00:33:57,618 --> 00:34:00,705 It's, like, different. This has a lot more amenities. 639 00:34:00,788 --> 00:34:01,956 There's a coffee bar. 640 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,291 That I'm excited about. 641 00:34:03,374 --> 00:34:05,209 Maybe I'll learn how to use the gym. 642 00:34:05,293 --> 00:34:06,794 -That'll be what I do. -I can teach you. 643 00:34:06,878 --> 00:34:11,674 Yeah. I'm ready to, like, put the past in the past and just, like, focus on us. 644 00:34:12,592 --> 00:34:13,593 Yeah. 645 00:34:13,676 --> 00:34:17,054 I can't forget you And everything that you do 646 00:34:17,138 --> 00:34:20,558 When we last touched is on my mind 647 00:34:21,434 --> 00:34:23,478 -Cheers. -To marriage. 648 00:34:23,561 --> 00:34:25,730 To marriage. We're finally here. 649 00:34:26,606 --> 00:34:27,690 Mm. 650 00:34:29,192 --> 00:34:31,235 Are you feeling nervous about anything? 651 00:34:31,319 --> 00:34:34,947 No, I'm excited to know all about you. 652 00:34:35,031 --> 00:34:37,492 Just know random things about you too. 653 00:34:37,575 --> 00:34:39,035 I agree. Yeah. 654 00:34:39,786 --> 00:34:42,413 I know. I haven't even, like, seen you with your hair up. 655 00:34:42,955 --> 00:34:46,250 Yeah. You're going to see that tonight. 656 00:34:46,334 --> 00:34:48,044 Slouchy, hair up, no makeup. 657 00:34:48,127 --> 00:34:50,213 Wow. I can't wait. I'm excited. 658 00:34:52,924 --> 00:34:54,550 What are you doing tomorrow? 659 00:34:54,634 --> 00:34:56,052 With you. I don't know. 660 00:34:59,347 --> 00:35:01,432 Do you have anything that you want to hit? 661 00:35:01,516 --> 00:35:03,267 -I want to go to the beach. -Yeah. 662 00:35:03,351 --> 00:35:05,520 -I'm going to figure it out. -Yeah. Perfect. 663 00:35:05,603 --> 00:35:08,022 We can see the city. It's going to be good. 664 00:35:08,606 --> 00:35:09,774 It'll be fun. Yeah. 665 00:35:12,318 --> 00:35:14,821 I think we have to address the elephant in the room. 666 00:35:15,321 --> 00:35:16,531 -Is there one? -Yeah. 667 00:35:16,614 --> 00:35:18,908 How are you supposed to shit in front of someone 668 00:35:18,991 --> 00:35:22,286 that you're just dating on, like, week one? 669 00:35:22,370 --> 00:35:25,331 -Yeah. -That's, like, month six for me. 670 00:35:27,250 --> 00:35:29,794 Kyle, she seems like she's a little nervous, 671 00:35:29,877 --> 00:35:30,962 a little anxious. 672 00:35:31,045 --> 00:35:34,132 Like maybe Kyle is regretting her choice. 673 00:35:34,215 --> 00:35:35,550 I don't know. I hope not. 674 00:35:35,633 --> 00:35:39,220 Because I feel there's a lot worth exploring there. 675 00:35:39,303 --> 00:35:41,639 All right. Well, you're stuck with me. 676 00:35:41,722 --> 00:35:43,641 Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed? 677 00:35:43,724 --> 00:35:44,559 Window-side. 678 00:35:45,309 --> 00:35:46,978 -Your what? -Window-side. 679 00:35:47,061 --> 00:35:48,479 Why is that again? 680 00:35:48,563 --> 00:35:51,941 If someone were to come in and, like, look over you, 681 00:35:52,525 --> 00:35:54,902 like, they would come from this way, you know? 682 00:35:55,778 --> 00:35:58,406 Okay. I guess. 683 00:35:59,198 --> 00:36:00,700 It's an irrational fear. 684 00:36:01,534 --> 00:36:05,037 -I'm being taken out and then you're next? -No, no, no. Because then I would… 685 00:36:05,121 --> 00:36:06,038 You would… 686 00:36:06,122 --> 00:36:07,123 I would defend. 687 00:36:08,708 --> 00:36:11,460 Do you have an electric toothbrush or…? 688 00:36:11,544 --> 00:36:13,296 I do. What kind of question is that? 689 00:36:13,379 --> 00:36:14,964 -I was just wondering. -Do you not? 690 00:36:15,047 --> 00:36:16,924 No, I do. Well, I was thinking about… 691 00:36:17,008 --> 00:36:18,342 I don't know where mine is. 692 00:36:18,426 --> 00:36:19,468 Do you want to share? 693 00:36:19,552 --> 00:36:20,428 No! 694 00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:25,141 I feel like you don't lose your stuff. 695 00:36:25,224 --> 00:36:27,018 I try really hard not to, 696 00:36:27,101 --> 00:36:29,520 but I do lose cards, keys. 697 00:36:29,604 --> 00:36:31,939 Recently, I went to throw the garbage out, 698 00:36:32,023 --> 00:36:34,650 the garbage in one hand, my keys and my wallet in one hand. 699 00:36:34,734 --> 00:36:38,196 And I threw it down the chute. It wasn't even like my own personal-- 700 00:36:38,279 --> 00:36:40,615 -No, you did not. -Yeah, through my apartment chute. Yeah. 701 00:36:41,991 --> 00:36:44,785 -Luckily, it was sitting… -I would never picture you 702 00:36:44,869 --> 00:36:47,455 to dump your keys down the chute. 703 00:36:47,538 --> 00:36:48,372 Really? 704 00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:50,291 Yes, you seem so put together. 705 00:36:50,374 --> 00:36:51,209 I'm not. 706 00:36:51,292 --> 00:36:53,628 Oh my God, you're sleeping with your socks. 707 00:36:53,711 --> 00:36:55,212 I'm not asleep yet. 708 00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:57,798 I literally told you I keep socks on. 709 00:36:57,882 --> 00:36:59,008 This is weird. 710 00:36:59,091 --> 00:37:01,594 -I'm going to wear my pajama socks. -It's definitely strange. 711 00:37:01,677 --> 00:37:02,720 No, it's not. 712 00:37:03,721 --> 00:37:06,891 I feel like I'm going to sleep really well. This bed is comfy. 713 00:37:06,974 --> 00:37:08,351 Do you sleep on your back normally? 714 00:37:08,434 --> 00:37:11,020 -No. I'm like smushed. My face is like… -Yeah, yeah. 715 00:37:11,103 --> 00:37:12,355 -I'm usually like a… -Mm-hmm. 716 00:37:12,438 --> 00:37:13,272 Yeah. 717 00:37:13,940 --> 00:37:15,441 I've never had a bed this big. 718 00:37:16,108 --> 00:37:17,860 This is like a California king. 719 00:37:17,944 --> 00:37:19,946 There's, like, so much room for activities. 720 00:37:27,787 --> 00:37:31,540 I think I might love you 721 00:37:32,625 --> 00:37:34,961 -Cheers to the first night. -Cheers to the first night. 722 00:37:35,044 --> 00:37:37,964 One thing that I keep thinking about, I do snore. 723 00:37:38,589 --> 00:37:40,132 That's okay, 'cause I talk in my sleep. 724 00:37:40,216 --> 00:37:41,592 Good. Okay, great. 725 00:37:42,176 --> 00:37:43,636 Is it loud? 726 00:37:43,719 --> 00:37:45,721 It's better now, but now what I do 727 00:37:45,805 --> 00:37:48,641 that's potentially weirder than snoring 728 00:37:48,724 --> 00:37:50,184 is I mouth tape. 729 00:37:50,935 --> 00:37:51,769 -Usually. -Okay. 730 00:37:51,852 --> 00:37:54,689 And just tape my mouth closed at night and that helps the snoring. 731 00:37:54,772 --> 00:37:55,648 -Really? -Yeah. 732 00:37:55,731 --> 00:37:58,901 But it does, like, feel a little bit like you're a hostage. 733 00:37:58,985 --> 00:38:01,445 I was going to say, does it feel like you're kidnapped? 734 00:38:02,321 --> 00:38:06,117 If you ever hear me sleep talk, sometimes it is a little bit intense. 735 00:38:06,200 --> 00:38:08,661 I'm not even, like, exaggerating. 736 00:38:08,744 --> 00:38:10,288 -Like sometimes… -Do you have an example? 737 00:38:10,371 --> 00:38:13,374 Yeah. Sometimes I'll be like, "I fucking told you." 738 00:38:13,457 --> 00:38:15,334 Something like that. It's never pleasant. 739 00:38:15,418 --> 00:38:18,004 I have spoken back if somebody else is sleep talking. 740 00:38:18,087 --> 00:38:20,131 So we might just, like, have a conversation. 741 00:38:20,214 --> 00:38:22,258 Just be talking all day, all night. 742 00:38:23,968 --> 00:38:27,430 What else? I'm very excited to get back into eating better. 743 00:38:27,513 --> 00:38:30,141 Same. Do you, like, work out too? 744 00:38:30,224 --> 00:38:32,226 Yeah, I do really like to go to the gym. 745 00:38:32,310 --> 00:38:35,688 I will say, like, you being a personal trainer, very intimidating. 746 00:38:35,771 --> 00:38:37,648 -No, don't be. -I don't do everything right. 747 00:38:37,732 --> 00:38:39,400 Do your thing. Don't worry about me. 748 00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:41,819 I won't be watching you. Like, if you want… 749 00:38:41,902 --> 00:38:43,738 -Like, "Your form is terrible." -Right? 750 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:45,448 "Ass to grass." 751 00:38:46,032 --> 00:38:46,907 Yeah. 752 00:38:46,991 --> 00:38:49,243 I'm just so excited to do everything. 753 00:38:49,327 --> 00:38:51,954 This is an experience that I'm so grateful to have. 754 00:38:52,038 --> 00:38:55,499 And I'm so thankful it was you that chose me. 755 00:38:55,583 --> 00:38:57,293 There's nobody else I'd want to do this with. 756 00:38:57,376 --> 00:38:59,170 Today is probably the best I've felt… 757 00:38:59,253 --> 00:39:01,213 -Good. Which is crazy. -…since coming to Florida. 758 00:39:02,381 --> 00:39:03,215 Yeah. 759 00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:04,717 I'm so happy. 760 00:39:04,800 --> 00:39:07,636 I'm excited. I wouldn't have wanted to do this with anyone else. 761 00:39:07,720 --> 00:39:10,973 I want to just do as much as I can with you. 762 00:39:11,057 --> 00:39:12,683 I want to get to know you. 763 00:39:12,767 --> 00:39:15,728 Can't believe I ever had a crush before I met you 764 00:39:15,811 --> 00:39:18,522 Is there anything, like, specifically you're thinking you want to know? 765 00:39:18,606 --> 00:39:19,899 Um… 766 00:39:19,982 --> 00:39:24,528 How do you feel about the physical side of being in the trial marriage? 767 00:39:25,488 --> 00:39:26,697 It is all based on vibe. 768 00:39:27,365 --> 00:39:30,076 Usually I play it cool Not today… 769 00:39:31,285 --> 00:39:32,870 If that is something that felt right 770 00:39:32,953 --> 00:39:36,207 and felt like it was, like, a part that was important to us 771 00:39:36,290 --> 00:39:38,876 to, like, get the full experience, then, like, great. 772 00:39:38,959 --> 00:39:41,545 I feel like the physical stuff is so easy. 773 00:39:41,629 --> 00:39:44,382 -It's so easily accessible… -Mm-hmm. Yeah. Totally. 774 00:39:44,465 --> 00:39:48,260 …that like, it can just happen, like, any time, anywhere, whatever. 775 00:39:49,261 --> 00:39:52,348 I definitely wanted to, like, dive into, like, the inner work 776 00:39:52,431 --> 00:39:55,267 and just, like, find how I can be a better partner, 777 00:39:55,351 --> 00:39:56,560 how I can support you. 778 00:39:56,644 --> 00:39:59,814 -I wanna make sure we're on the same page. -That's very much same page with me. 779 00:40:01,607 --> 00:40:05,194 I feel, in her presence, like, very safe. 780 00:40:06,529 --> 00:40:08,739 Something in me just feels like I can trust her. 781 00:40:08,823 --> 00:40:10,783 for some reason, I don't feel nervous around her. 782 00:40:10,866 --> 00:40:14,954 I feel like I can ask her anything, and that she's going to be honest with me. 783 00:40:16,247 --> 00:40:20,167 I just keep finding myself wanting to spend more time with her. 784 00:40:20,251 --> 00:40:24,130 So, it's exciting to kind of be, like, embarking on this journey. 785 00:40:24,213 --> 00:40:28,050 Haley is the best person to go through this process with. 786 00:40:28,134 --> 00:40:29,593 My gut is telling me that. 787 00:40:29,677 --> 00:40:31,887 It just feels right. It feels right. 788 00:40:33,472 --> 00:40:36,142 Can't believe I ever had a crush before I met you 789 00:40:36,225 --> 00:40:38,894 Friend is trying to set me up I told her I don't want to 790 00:40:38,978 --> 00:40:42,231 Think you wanna love me And I think I wanna let you 791 00:40:44,608 --> 00:40:47,027 This is our fifth date. 792 00:40:47,111 --> 00:40:49,738 And you're already staying the night at my house? Having a sleepover? 793 00:40:49,822 --> 00:40:52,366 I'm just too easy. I guess that's just what it is. 794 00:40:52,450 --> 00:40:53,659 Damn. 795 00:40:53,742 --> 00:40:57,329 All right, so do you or do you not sleep with the TV on? 796 00:40:57,413 --> 00:40:59,039 No, that's not happening. 797 00:40:59,123 --> 00:41:01,292 -Are you a sociopath? -Are you a sociopath? 798 00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:03,586 How do you sleep with no noise? What do you do? 799 00:41:03,669 --> 00:41:05,504 Your snoring is probably enough noise. 800 00:41:05,588 --> 00:41:07,506 I don't snore. Do you snore? 801 00:41:07,590 --> 00:41:08,966 -No. -Okay, good. 802 00:41:09,049 --> 00:41:12,261 I knew I was going to choose you after the second date. 803 00:41:13,637 --> 00:41:14,763 You are such a liar. 804 00:41:14,847 --> 00:41:19,185 I swear. But I did have some reservations for sure. 805 00:41:19,268 --> 00:41:20,144 Like what? 806 00:41:20,227 --> 00:41:23,898 I think that when you immediately just started pressing me 807 00:41:23,981 --> 00:41:28,235 and you're like, "Why the fuck do you have all these walls up now?" 808 00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:31,071 Like, I was just like, "Okay, hold on." 809 00:41:31,155 --> 00:41:33,491 Yeah, I liked it though. 810 00:41:38,245 --> 00:41:41,040 I think to me, that was almost a little more reassuring, 811 00:41:41,123 --> 00:41:43,125 because all that meant was that you cared. You know? 812 00:41:43,209 --> 00:41:44,043 I agree. 813 00:41:44,126 --> 00:41:45,836 I feel like you get me. You don't judge me. 814 00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:49,882 I can be myself,, and like, the walls you kind of keep up 815 00:41:49,965 --> 00:41:51,800 in the beginning to like be cute… 816 00:41:51,884 --> 00:41:54,929 You want to, like, keep it cute with someone for a little while. 817 00:41:55,012 --> 00:41:58,807 I feel I just like already, like, got rid of that shit with you, 818 00:41:58,891 --> 00:42:00,392 because you, like… you see me. 819 00:42:02,311 --> 00:42:04,730 I feel like I don't have to, like, impress you. 820 00:42:04,813 --> 00:42:06,982 I feel like it wouldn't even work anyway. 821 00:42:07,066 --> 00:42:09,360 -Yeah. -You would be like, "Whatever." 822 00:42:09,443 --> 00:42:10,277 No. 823 00:42:10,361 --> 00:42:12,404 We know that there's, like, a connection between us. 824 00:42:12,488 --> 00:42:14,323 We know there's something there, 825 00:42:14,406 --> 00:42:18,327 and I just didn't know, like, what would come if we got close. 826 00:42:18,410 --> 00:42:23,624 You and I are going to push each other to certain limits, 827 00:42:23,707 --> 00:42:26,460 and I think that we both need that. 828 00:42:26,544 --> 00:42:28,504 I won't hold back 829 00:42:29,171 --> 00:42:31,090 I should know that 830 00:42:31,715 --> 00:42:36,136 Of all the people here, I think you are the most interesting to me. 831 00:42:36,220 --> 00:42:37,930 -Same. Yeah. -Um… 832 00:42:38,013 --> 00:42:40,933 -I'm excited to get to know you for sure. -Me too. 833 00:42:41,016 --> 00:42:43,060 I'm just excited to laugh with you 834 00:42:43,143 --> 00:42:46,188 and argue with you over the TV, like, just bullshit. 835 00:42:46,272 --> 00:42:48,983 Like, I don't think it's going to be easy all the time, 836 00:42:49,066 --> 00:42:52,987 but I'm committed to the process, and I've committed to doing it with you, 837 00:42:53,070 --> 00:42:56,615 because I didn't think that I would want to do it with anybody else. 838 00:42:56,699 --> 00:42:58,576 Feels like falling 839 00:42:59,159 --> 00:43:01,245 Yeah. I feel the same way. 840 00:43:03,664 --> 00:43:06,250 So good Feels like falling 841 00:43:10,879 --> 00:43:14,758 Oh, you are stuck in my head Days and nights 842 00:43:14,842 --> 00:43:18,971 I wish I could've found a way to bottle this time 843 00:43:19,054 --> 00:43:21,223 I woke up at 3:00 a.m. and I was so disoriented. 844 00:43:21,307 --> 00:43:23,684 Like, "Where the fuck am I?" "Who the fuck is this?" 845 00:43:23,767 --> 00:43:25,227 "What the fuck's going on?" 846 00:43:25,311 --> 00:43:27,104 Yeah, like this, right? How cute are those? 847 00:43:27,187 --> 00:43:28,397 Mm-hmm. 848 00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:30,691 Yeah. That is what I was thinking of. 849 00:43:30,774 --> 00:43:33,235 I think she was spooning me and then I was spooning her. 850 00:43:33,319 --> 00:43:37,573 Remember all the fairy tale when we first met 851 00:43:37,656 --> 00:43:40,534 It was, like, nice. I, like, talked to her about it in the morning. 852 00:43:40,618 --> 00:43:43,329 I was like, "We were obviously comfortable last night." 853 00:43:43,412 --> 00:43:46,040 "How do you feel about that? Was that too fast? Too much?" 854 00:43:46,123 --> 00:43:48,584 And we both were on the same page of, like, 855 00:43:48,667 --> 00:43:50,711 we're comfortable, it's okay, 856 00:43:50,794 --> 00:43:53,505 and we're just rolling with what's coming. 857 00:43:54,173 --> 00:43:57,760 Oh, you are stuck in my head Days and nights 858 00:43:57,843 --> 00:44:00,179 Welcome home, Bentley. 859 00:44:00,262 --> 00:44:02,806 -Say hi! -Hi, cutie-pie. 860 00:44:03,307 --> 00:44:05,309 This is your new mom. 861 00:44:08,020 --> 00:44:11,899 Staying up and talking till, like, 5:00 a.m. was like… 862 00:44:11,982 --> 00:44:13,192 …what we both needed 863 00:44:13,275 --> 00:44:15,903 to be like, "Okay, we don't have to, like, have all these walls up." 864 00:44:15,986 --> 00:44:17,446 Yeah, I agree. 865 00:44:17,529 --> 00:44:19,865 I feel like every moment, I get more and more confident. 866 00:44:19,948 --> 00:44:21,950 And, like, this is exactly what I was supposed to do. 867 00:44:22,034 --> 00:44:24,036 -Like, this was supposed to happen. -Yeah. 868 00:44:24,119 --> 00:44:26,121 I don't know, I just feel like we were meant to meet. 869 00:44:29,875 --> 00:44:32,086 Are you nervous at all that, like… 870 00:44:33,754 --> 00:44:37,508 we could have a connection that could put a lot of things at stake for you? 871 00:44:40,427 --> 00:44:41,261 Yeah. 872 00:44:46,809 --> 00:44:49,895 Once upon a time I met a girl named Haley 873 00:44:49,978 --> 00:44:52,398 Been a week and she wanted to date me! 874 00:44:52,481 --> 00:44:54,942 Every day All she does is educate me 875 00:44:55,943 --> 00:44:58,028 I took your girl so you can hate… 876 00:44:58,112 --> 00:45:00,572 No, no, that's not… 877 00:45:05,994 --> 00:45:08,414 Whenever a cat's tail is up and arched, 878 00:45:08,497 --> 00:45:11,291 whenever he's swishing it so hard, like he is right now, 879 00:45:11,375 --> 00:45:13,168 he's not really in the mood to 880 00:45:13,752 --> 00:45:14,837 fuck with you. 881 00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:18,090 -I'm sorry, there's cat language? -Yeah, for sure. There's dog language too. 882 00:45:18,841 --> 00:45:20,467 I'm very versed in pussy language. 883 00:45:23,220 --> 00:45:24,680 Were you holding that in your pocket? 884 00:45:24,763 --> 00:45:26,473 Just slightly. 885 00:45:27,391 --> 00:45:29,268 Clearly I'm more versed in pussy language. 886 00:45:31,353 --> 00:45:33,188 Goodbye. Clearly. 887 00:46:01,592 --> 00:46:04,011 When I woke up, I felt like 888 00:46:04,094 --> 00:46:06,138 everything was just hitting me 889 00:46:06,221 --> 00:46:07,306 of, like… 890 00:46:10,058 --> 00:46:13,479 Ah… It was just like eating at my soul just trying to be happy, 891 00:46:14,062 --> 00:46:17,441 when I felt like I was losing grip of the things that I love 892 00:46:17,524 --> 00:46:18,650 and care for the most. 893 00:46:19,234 --> 00:46:20,068 My ex. 894 00:46:31,663 --> 00:46:33,207 Do you need a hug? 895 00:46:33,957 --> 00:46:35,834 Yeah, I do. 896 00:46:41,757 --> 00:46:43,634 It's okay, baby. 897 00:46:43,717 --> 00:46:46,512 Fighting a battle 898 00:46:47,095 --> 00:46:50,224 Fighting a battle inside 899 00:46:50,307 --> 00:46:52,184 We're fighting a battle 900 00:46:52,267 --> 00:46:53,894 I wear my emotions on my sleeve, 901 00:46:53,977 --> 00:46:57,022 so for me to just pretend everything is peaches and cream, 902 00:46:57,105 --> 00:47:01,276 especially with how positive Marita is… She's very happy and very bubbly. 903 00:47:01,360 --> 00:47:05,155 I'm trying to be that, but then yet there's like all this shit in my mind. 904 00:47:05,781 --> 00:47:08,033 I feel like my heart hurts. Like… 905 00:47:11,578 --> 00:47:13,580 I'm worried about, like… 906 00:47:13,664 --> 00:47:15,123 I don't know what… 907 00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:17,125 Just everything. 908 00:47:19,711 --> 00:47:24,341 And I don't know, I feel stressed out. I don't know what's going on. 909 00:47:24,424 --> 00:47:26,426 I keep hurting inside. 910 00:47:27,135 --> 00:47:29,096 It's natural. Do you want to go home? 911 00:47:29,179 --> 00:47:30,347 No. 912 00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:39,815 It just feels like I have no control over the things that matter the most to me. 913 00:47:41,024 --> 00:47:43,902 And I'm scared. I'm terrified. 914 00:47:43,986 --> 00:47:49,324 There's a likelihood me and AJ won't be engaged at the end of this. 915 00:47:50,284 --> 00:47:51,785 Exactly. So… 916 00:47:51,868 --> 00:47:55,205 I love it. That's a pinky promise. That's like, I love that. 917 00:47:55,289 --> 00:47:57,165 -You gotta kiss it. -That's cute. 918 00:47:58,166 --> 00:48:00,168 Fighting a battle 919 00:48:01,253 --> 00:48:04,464 Fighting a battle 920 00:48:04,548 --> 00:48:06,550 Inside 921 00:48:09,052 --> 00:48:13,932 I'm alive Can you hear me? 922 00:48:14,016 --> 00:48:18,395 Hear me, hear me, hear me 923 00:48:20,355 --> 00:48:23,108 I'm alive 924 00:48:28,864 --> 00:48:31,533 I'm alive 925 00:48:31,617 --> 00:48:33,619 Can you hear me? 926 00:48:33,702 --> 00:48:36,622 Hear me, hear me 927 00:48:37,289 --> 00:48:40,167 I'm alive ear me