1 00:00:06,005 --> 00:00:09,592 I'm free and wild for feelings just like this 2 00:00:11,219 --> 00:00:12,512 Oh 3 00:00:13,722 --> 00:00:17,392 You're staring like you think You've not got your eyes like this 4 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:20,020 Oh 5 00:00:20,103 --> 00:00:23,148 I'm going down And I can't get up 6 00:00:26,943 --> 00:00:28,278 What a lady. 7 00:00:30,488 --> 00:00:32,323 -Goodness. -Yeah, I know, right? 8 00:00:33,158 --> 00:00:35,869 Jeez, okay. Am I kicking you? 9 00:00:35,952 --> 00:00:38,163 No, I'd prefer if you did. 10 00:00:38,246 --> 00:00:39,831 -Wanna play footsies? -Yeah. 11 00:00:42,375 --> 00:00:43,376 -Hello! -How are you? 12 00:00:43,460 --> 00:00:44,586 Ready for your order? 13 00:00:44,669 --> 00:00:45,628 Yes. 14 00:00:45,712 --> 00:00:50,300 May we please do oysters and octopus? 15 00:00:51,134 --> 00:00:53,344 And then, a rib eye. 16 00:00:53,428 --> 00:00:55,430 -What temperature for the rib eye? -Mid-rare. 17 00:00:55,513 --> 00:00:56,347 Medium rare? 18 00:00:56,431 --> 00:01:00,477 And then… linguine or bucatini? 19 00:01:00,560 --> 00:01:02,395 -Bucatini. -Yeah? Okay, let's do that one. 20 00:01:02,479 --> 00:01:04,731 -Trust me. -I trust it. Yeah, we'll do it. Thank you. 21 00:01:04,814 --> 00:01:06,941 -I'll be back with the water. -Thank you. 22 00:01:07,692 --> 00:01:08,943 -That was sexy. -Yeah? 23 00:01:09,027 --> 00:01:10,195 -Yeah. -Wow, why? 24 00:01:10,278 --> 00:01:14,783 Because for you to order for me is like, wow. 25 00:01:16,743 --> 00:01:19,204 I like it. That's all you need to know. 26 00:01:20,663 --> 00:01:21,498 Okay. 27 00:01:21,998 --> 00:01:24,000 -I'm happy we're doing this. -Mm-hmm. 28 00:01:25,251 --> 00:01:27,170 I just see so much good in you. 29 00:01:27,253 --> 00:01:30,256 And just knowing what it is that you know you deserve, 30 00:01:30,840 --> 00:01:33,426 the right person will show you everything that you need. 31 00:01:35,845 --> 00:01:37,472 We are all growing up at a pace 32 00:01:37,555 --> 00:01:40,850 where all of my friends are getting married and having babies 33 00:01:40,934 --> 00:01:44,562 and, like, just buying houses and just doing these really big things. 34 00:01:44,646 --> 00:01:47,649 -Absolutely. -And it's very frustrating. 35 00:01:47,732 --> 00:01:48,566 Yeah. 36 00:01:49,067 --> 00:01:51,361 You know what I want to name my first child? 37 00:01:51,945 --> 00:01:52,779 Jewel. 38 00:01:52,862 --> 00:01:55,949 Would you be willing to compromise in making that a middle name? 39 00:01:56,908 --> 00:01:58,952 And then we could do the first name with an A. 40 00:01:59,035 --> 00:02:00,620 They could be AJ the second. 41 00:02:08,461 --> 00:02:09,671 You've been very great. 42 00:02:09,754 --> 00:02:11,840 -You'll make me blush. -I'm trying not to. 43 00:02:11,923 --> 00:02:13,716 I very much appreciate you. 44 00:02:14,801 --> 00:02:16,928 -Okay, let's see what you got. -I'm excited. 45 00:02:17,011 --> 00:02:19,305 These are our bestsellers, patatas bravas. 46 00:02:19,389 --> 00:02:20,849 -Thank you. -Thank you. 47 00:02:20,932 --> 00:02:22,433 Cheers to me and you. 48 00:02:25,353 --> 00:02:26,396 Tell me something. 49 00:02:27,188 --> 00:02:29,816 Is there anything that scares you about being with me? 50 00:02:32,068 --> 00:02:33,695 -Whoa. -You want me to say this at dinner? 51 00:02:33,778 --> 00:02:34,612 Yeah. 52 00:02:34,696 --> 00:02:37,198 You're great. I don't regret my choice at all. 53 00:02:37,282 --> 00:02:40,076 Like, I'm really proud to have walked out of there with you. 54 00:02:40,160 --> 00:02:41,536 Like, are you kidding? 55 00:02:41,619 --> 00:02:43,997 -Are you not? -So nothing scares you about us? 56 00:02:44,080 --> 00:02:45,748 -Back to that question. -Yes. 57 00:02:45,832 --> 00:02:47,584 Um, I don't know yet. 58 00:02:47,667 --> 00:02:49,627 Okay. I'll answer my own question. 59 00:02:49,711 --> 00:02:51,671 There's nothing that scares me about you. 60 00:02:52,255 --> 00:02:54,048 -Not yet. -Like what? 61 00:02:54,132 --> 00:02:56,009 Everyone's on their Ps and Qs right now. 62 00:02:56,092 --> 00:02:58,720 I think you will find that that's just me. 63 00:03:03,474 --> 00:03:05,852 I'm so happy to be in this moment with you. 64 00:03:05,935 --> 00:03:08,980 When I tell you, I absolutely… And I would say it till the cows come home, 65 00:03:09,063 --> 00:03:11,733 I absolutely could not have chosen a better person to do this with. 66 00:03:11,816 --> 00:03:12,650 Oh stop. 67 00:03:12,734 --> 00:03:16,112 I've picked a lot of wrong people, but with you, I haven't. 68 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:20,116 I'm so appreciative of just who you are as a person. 69 00:03:20,200 --> 00:03:24,537 Seeing how caring you are in just, like, the finest details. 70 00:03:24,621 --> 00:03:26,623 Something that you did you don't even realize 71 00:03:26,706 --> 00:03:30,627 that was such a huge deal for me was, like, you put chai tea next to my bed. 72 00:03:32,337 --> 00:03:35,715 No, I wasn't smiling in the moment 'cause I'm a groggy-ass bitch in the morning. 73 00:03:35,798 --> 00:03:37,967 -A groggy-ass bitch in the morning. -But I was smiling 74 00:03:38,051 --> 00:03:39,636 ear-to-ear on the inside. 75 00:03:39,719 --> 00:03:40,553 That's good! 76 00:03:40,637 --> 00:03:45,183 Because that started my morning in such a fantastic way, 77 00:03:45,767 --> 00:03:47,352 and I'm very, very grateful for you. 78 00:03:48,394 --> 00:03:50,730 I wanna run with you 79 00:03:51,481 --> 00:03:56,361 My worst fear in this process is if my partner falls in love. 80 00:03:57,195 --> 00:04:00,573 I never really thought if I fell in love that that would be my worst fear. 81 00:04:01,115 --> 00:04:03,451 -Cheers. To… -Cheers. 82 00:04:03,534 --> 00:04:05,453 -New beginnings. -New beginnings. 83 00:04:06,079 --> 00:04:06,913 Oh! 84 00:04:07,872 --> 00:04:09,874 'Cause I can run with you 85 00:04:10,792 --> 00:04:11,876 Forever 86 00:04:12,710 --> 00:04:15,797 We'll do it together Let's make your move 87 00:04:25,932 --> 00:04:28,309 Gonna hit you like Wow, oh, wow 88 00:04:28,393 --> 00:04:30,645 Let me see the way you work it out 89 00:04:30,728 --> 00:04:33,773 I'm back with coffee for my beautiful wife. 90 00:04:33,856 --> 00:04:35,775 Thank you. Best wife ever. 91 00:04:36,859 --> 00:04:38,987 My wife is such a hard-working girl. 92 00:04:39,570 --> 00:04:41,281 Just providing for this family. 93 00:04:43,700 --> 00:04:45,034 How's the world? 94 00:04:45,868 --> 00:04:47,203 Um… 95 00:04:47,954 --> 00:04:48,955 Lay it on me. 96 00:04:49,455 --> 00:04:50,873 A lot. 97 00:04:51,582 --> 00:04:52,500 I do miss AJ. 98 00:04:54,002 --> 00:04:55,586 -Yeah. -Do you regret coming here? 99 00:04:56,087 --> 00:04:58,589 No. This will benefit me in the long run. 100 00:04:58,673 --> 00:05:01,301 I just need to get through this, like, hurdle right now. 101 00:05:01,384 --> 00:05:04,053 I want to be here for you in any way. 102 00:05:04,137 --> 00:05:06,222 -Yeah. -Thank you. That really means a lot. 103 00:05:09,684 --> 00:05:12,645 I don't feel like it's a safe option to pick someone so 104 00:05:12,729 --> 00:05:13,938 -similar. -Yeah. 105 00:05:14,022 --> 00:05:16,316 -I feel like this was the ideal thing. -The ultimate pick. 106 00:05:16,399 --> 00:05:18,526 -The ultimate pick. Yeah. -Yes, I agree. 107 00:05:22,947 --> 00:05:27,076 Boom, boom, boom Gonna make you move, move, move 108 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:27,994 Let's go. 109 00:05:31,039 --> 00:05:32,040 I need to pee. 110 00:05:32,123 --> 00:05:35,084 -Do you want me to get out for a sec? -No, I kind of want you in there. 111 00:05:35,168 --> 00:05:36,669 You want me in here? 112 00:05:37,253 --> 00:05:40,006 -Is this growth you're having right now? -We're there. We're there. 113 00:05:40,089 --> 00:05:42,550 We onto something new, yeah 114 00:05:49,599 --> 00:05:50,808 There you go. 115 00:05:50,892 --> 00:05:51,726 Wow. 116 00:05:52,685 --> 00:05:54,479 How cute is this? 117 00:05:55,813 --> 00:05:57,065 Our first picture. 118 00:05:59,108 --> 00:06:00,026 What time is it? 119 00:06:01,611 --> 00:06:02,737 Nine. 120 00:06:02,820 --> 00:06:05,323 I'm actually feeling pretty good for sleeping for five hours. 121 00:06:05,406 --> 00:06:07,658 -I normally am very grouchy. -Mm-hmm. 122 00:06:07,742 --> 00:06:09,035 Do you have stuff like that? 123 00:06:09,118 --> 00:06:12,080 Yeah, for sure. If I'm around people that are annoying, 124 00:06:12,163 --> 00:06:13,456 then I… 125 00:06:13,539 --> 00:06:15,208 I, like, can't tolerate it for very long. 126 00:06:15,291 --> 00:06:19,295 -Yeah. Is Bridget like that? -Oh, for sure. 127 00:06:19,378 --> 00:06:22,757 Sometimes I never am really sure what's going to come out of her mouth. 128 00:06:22,840 --> 00:06:25,176 But that's kind of entertaining. 129 00:06:26,219 --> 00:06:28,012 I remember, like, we were at a party once 130 00:06:28,096 --> 00:06:30,640 where she thought the conversation was boring. 131 00:06:30,723 --> 00:06:32,141 And she just, like, started humming. 132 00:06:32,225 --> 00:06:33,393 And I'm like, "You can't hum…" 133 00:06:33,476 --> 00:06:36,729 "You can't, like, start humming when we're, like, with people." 134 00:06:36,813 --> 00:06:38,689 -You know, things like that. -That's so funny. 135 00:06:38,773 --> 00:06:41,442 Which, like, I love, but also, like, not me at all. 136 00:06:41,526 --> 00:06:44,529 This is your first healthy relationship? 137 00:06:44,612 --> 00:06:45,655 Mm-hmm. 138 00:06:46,906 --> 00:06:49,951 And that you're so sure that you want to get married of your first… 139 00:06:50,701 --> 00:06:52,537 -I don't-- -How are you so sure? 140 00:06:53,496 --> 00:06:58,126 I just am. Like, I don't really get that… that, like, questioning. 141 00:06:58,209 --> 00:07:01,504 Like, it's not like grass is greener syndrome. 142 00:07:01,587 --> 00:07:03,589 I am personally not trying to find 143 00:07:03,673 --> 00:07:05,424 -something better. -Mm-hmm. 144 00:07:05,508 --> 00:07:09,720 -It's just the finality of it all is… -Right. 145 00:07:09,804 --> 00:07:11,305 -…scary. -Yeah. 146 00:07:11,389 --> 00:07:14,350 I get that. It's like you're eating, like, a good piece of cake 147 00:07:14,433 --> 00:07:17,687 and you're like, are you sure this is as good as you think it is? Yeah, I am. 148 00:07:17,770 --> 00:07:20,481 Well, it's like you're gonna eat that cake for the rest of your life. 149 00:07:20,565 --> 00:07:22,859 Yeah, and I love it. Why do I need something else? 150 00:07:22,942 --> 00:07:25,862 -You've had bad cakes your whole life. -Uh-huh. 151 00:07:25,945 --> 00:07:27,947 And then you have a good cake and you're like, 152 00:07:28,030 --> 00:07:30,533 "I'm gonna eat this cake for the rest of my life." 153 00:07:30,616 --> 00:07:32,368 That sounds, like, insane. 154 00:07:32,952 --> 00:07:36,038 You would want to try and be like, "Oh, this is a great cake." 155 00:07:36,122 --> 00:07:38,291 "I'm sure there's other great cakes in the world." 156 00:07:38,374 --> 00:07:40,001 "I want to try great cakes." 157 00:07:40,084 --> 00:07:42,211 "I love cakes now." 158 00:07:42,879 --> 00:07:44,380 Really? That's how you would think? 159 00:07:44,464 --> 00:07:47,008 -If you were to simplify it like that… -Mm-hmm. 160 00:07:47,091 --> 00:07:48,676 …if something was bad 161 00:07:48,759 --> 00:07:52,096 and then you have one good thing and you're like, "That's it," 162 00:07:52,180 --> 00:07:54,932 that sounds, for a realistic person, crazy. 163 00:07:55,016 --> 00:07:55,850 Does it not? 164 00:07:56,434 --> 00:07:57,935 -I don't think so. -Really? 165 00:07:58,019 --> 00:08:00,771 Yeah, because you have it, and it's really good. 166 00:08:00,855 --> 00:08:03,024 Why do you need another one? You know? 167 00:08:03,107 --> 00:08:06,235 It's not that you need another one. Why is that the only one? 168 00:08:08,613 --> 00:08:10,281 How… how are you so sure? 169 00:08:14,118 --> 00:08:17,246 This is the one time I think you should be very selfish. 170 00:08:17,997 --> 00:08:19,498 -I guess. -Yeah. 171 00:08:19,582 --> 00:08:21,584 If I fall in love with you I need to know 172 00:08:21,667 --> 00:08:23,503 That you're scared of you falling too 173 00:08:24,212 --> 00:08:27,965 Yeah. I'm so hot, I feel like I have to turn the air down. 174 00:08:28,049 --> 00:08:31,385 -You asked for it to be hotter. -I was freezing. 175 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:34,055 -But now… it's… -This is directly because of you. 176 00:08:35,014 --> 00:08:36,515 Hey, Pilar, can you help me? 177 00:08:37,225 --> 00:08:38,601 No, I taught you. 178 00:08:38,684 --> 00:08:42,146 Oh no, I just set it to 85-- Oh, wait, I figured it out. 179 00:08:43,481 --> 00:08:45,441 Sixty-nine. Excellent. 180 00:08:50,154 --> 00:08:55,034 I wanna know the deepest struggles and the deepest 181 00:08:55,117 --> 00:08:58,371 Tell me all your secrets 182 00:08:59,455 --> 00:09:00,373 Over by me? 183 00:09:04,335 --> 00:09:05,836 All right, I'm on my way. 184 00:09:05,920 --> 00:09:07,922 Deep, deep 185 00:09:08,005 --> 00:09:13,052 Lead me to the deep Show me where you're weak 186 00:09:13,135 --> 00:09:18,307 Even if you're healing me 'cause 187 00:09:18,975 --> 00:09:23,854 I need you to feel it 188 00:09:23,938 --> 00:09:27,441 Tell me all your secrets 189 00:09:27,525 --> 00:09:29,860 All of your knowings All of your codes 190 00:09:29,944 --> 00:09:32,280 All of your mystery Under your folds 191 00:09:32,363 --> 00:09:34,699 Just how deep How deep does it go? 192 00:09:52,216 --> 00:09:55,052 Shh. 193 00:09:55,136 --> 00:09:56,470 Dukey, relax. 194 00:09:57,513 --> 00:09:59,432 You're gonna wake up Marie. 195 00:10:02,351 --> 00:10:03,477 Are you awake? 196 00:10:03,561 --> 00:10:05,146 You scared the shit out of me. 197 00:10:05,229 --> 00:10:06,439 I'm so sorry. 198 00:10:10,318 --> 00:10:11,569 -Are you okay? -Yeah. 199 00:10:12,361 --> 00:10:14,447 You've been up this entire time? 200 00:10:14,530 --> 00:10:15,406 Yeah. 201 00:10:17,908 --> 00:10:18,743 You okay? 202 00:10:20,286 --> 00:10:21,787 Ugh. I'll live. 203 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:24,957 It's a lot. 204 00:10:45,019 --> 00:10:46,979 -Yo. -Hello. 205 00:10:48,481 --> 00:10:51,233 There's a new volleyball team in Orlando. 206 00:10:51,317 --> 00:10:53,611 -Shut up, for real? -Mm-hmm. They're called the Valkyries. 207 00:10:53,694 --> 00:10:56,697 Orlando needs a WNBA basketball team. I would go to that. 208 00:10:58,824 --> 00:11:01,786 I did want to tell you, because it's kind of been looming on me. 209 00:11:02,453 --> 00:11:05,539 I wasn't, like, completely 100% honest with you. 210 00:11:07,541 --> 00:11:11,212 I just wanted to come clean with you and tell you I've seen Britney twice. 211 00:11:12,838 --> 00:11:16,300 And hung out with her, and I wanted to be transparent, 212 00:11:16,384 --> 00:11:18,511 clear with you, clarity, everything. 213 00:11:20,054 --> 00:11:23,432 And just wanted you to know, like, I'm sorry. 214 00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:26,852 Moving forward, like, that… that's not my concern. 215 00:11:26,936 --> 00:11:31,857 So… I just wanted to, like, put it out there and let you know, 216 00:11:32,983 --> 00:11:36,487 from here on out I'm completely invested and dedicated in this, 217 00:11:36,570 --> 00:11:40,199 and I want you to feel that and know that every single day. 218 00:11:46,247 --> 00:11:47,289 I appreciate that. 219 00:11:47,373 --> 00:11:49,792 I mean, you're in charge of your own grief. 220 00:11:49,875 --> 00:11:53,129 You'll deal with it in whatever way that you think is manageable. 221 00:11:53,921 --> 00:11:55,089 I appreciate that though. 222 00:11:55,172 --> 00:11:59,635 And if there's anything that I can do that I'm not currently doing for you, 223 00:12:00,344 --> 00:12:03,723 I hope that you are able to express that to me 224 00:12:03,806 --> 00:12:06,851 and make sure, like, you know you're getting what you need as well. 225 00:12:07,518 --> 00:12:08,352 Yeah. 226 00:12:12,857 --> 00:12:15,526 Broken stories 227 00:12:15,609 --> 00:12:19,196 Fallen glories again 228 00:12:20,030 --> 00:12:21,949 I feel like a fool, honestly. 229 00:12:22,032 --> 00:12:27,955 I thought there was actually a connection there with AJ, 230 00:12:28,038 --> 00:12:32,168 and now I'm shutting down because I do not trust her. 231 00:12:34,044 --> 00:12:34,962 Oh my God. 232 00:12:35,880 --> 00:12:38,215 Work is working my nerves today. 233 00:12:38,299 --> 00:12:41,260 I would do anything to be in your position currently. 234 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:44,680 I bet you would. Mm. 235 00:12:45,598 --> 00:12:50,144 I've never felt so betrayed, and it's very lonely. 236 00:13:01,322 --> 00:13:04,450 I think you got, like, seven seasonings today for one meal. 237 00:13:04,533 --> 00:13:07,495 $25 for fricking truffle, and I don't even know what it is. 238 00:13:07,578 --> 00:13:08,412 -Oh. -It's wild. 239 00:13:08,496 --> 00:13:09,997 I want you to smell it, actually. 240 00:13:10,706 --> 00:13:12,249 Oh! 241 00:13:12,875 --> 00:13:15,044 Why didn't you tell me not to smell it that close? 242 00:13:15,127 --> 00:13:16,921 Why would you do that? 243 00:13:17,004 --> 00:13:19,048 -Clear your sinuses. -You're terrible. 244 00:13:19,131 --> 00:13:20,049 Oh my God. 245 00:13:20,132 --> 00:13:22,134 -It's very intense. You don't use a lot. -God damn. 246 00:13:23,469 --> 00:13:25,513 -Does it always smell like that? -Yeah. 247 00:13:27,848 --> 00:13:30,309 I feel like we've been so, like, "protect our peace" 248 00:13:30,392 --> 00:13:31,560 since we've moved in together. 249 00:13:31,644 --> 00:13:33,604 Like, we want to stay in our little bubble. 250 00:13:33,687 --> 00:13:36,315 -Just padlock the door. -Literally just me and you. 251 00:13:36,398 --> 00:13:39,735 So I feel like it does show for both of us that we have that same mentality. 252 00:13:39,819 --> 00:13:40,653 Yeah. 253 00:13:43,656 --> 00:13:45,866 Wow, you're so fancy. 254 00:13:48,494 --> 00:13:51,497 I can't describe how I'm feeling 255 00:13:51,580 --> 00:13:54,041 I don't want your dirty fingers touching my food. 256 00:13:54,124 --> 00:13:56,502 Where would you like me to put my dirty fingers? 257 00:13:56,585 --> 00:13:58,087 You're so insane. 258 00:13:58,170 --> 00:14:02,508 It's just you and I Your hand in mine 259 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:03,843 Come on, let's go. 260 00:14:05,386 --> 00:14:07,221 Holy cow, Mel, look. 261 00:14:07,304 --> 00:14:08,681 That is insane, bro. 262 00:14:08,764 --> 00:14:11,225 -Is that the sun? What am I looking at? -That's the sun. 263 00:14:11,809 --> 00:14:13,477 Wow, how gorgeous. 264 00:14:15,771 --> 00:14:17,022 You're like a little chef. 265 00:14:17,106 --> 00:14:18,357 You literally are a chef. 266 00:14:18,983 --> 00:14:22,152 I feel like food is just… universal. 267 00:14:22,236 --> 00:14:24,405 Food and music are what bring people together. 268 00:14:24,488 --> 00:14:25,322 Facts. 269 00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:26,991 That's just one of those things. 270 00:14:27,074 --> 00:14:30,160 -And alcohol. -Valid. 271 00:14:30,744 --> 00:14:32,371 I'm having a great night. 272 00:14:32,955 --> 00:14:36,083 I'm always having a great night with you. 273 00:14:38,419 --> 00:14:42,006 I feel like we're, like… very close 274 00:14:42,089 --> 00:14:43,966 and, like, sure of each other. 275 00:14:44,049 --> 00:14:45,718 We're, like, invested in this. 276 00:14:46,343 --> 00:14:48,387 Did you think we'd like each other so much? 277 00:14:49,054 --> 00:14:51,682 -Honestly, no. -Yeah, me either. 278 00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:53,183 I thought that we would… 279 00:14:54,310 --> 00:14:55,895 -fight a lot more. -Yeah, me too. 280 00:14:55,978 --> 00:14:59,523 But other than that, I really thought, what am I going to talk about with Dayna? 281 00:14:59,607 --> 00:15:01,025 -For 24 hours a day. -Twelve… yeah. 282 00:15:01,108 --> 00:15:02,568 Every day. I know. 283 00:15:02,651 --> 00:15:04,987 I don't think we've ever had a moment of silence though. 284 00:15:05,070 --> 00:15:07,656 Probably 'cause of me. 285 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:10,910 -I don't let you stop talking to me. -Cheers to that. Cheers to that. 286 00:15:12,953 --> 00:15:14,997 I thought trust was going to be probably 287 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:17,166 the thing I felt the least towards you. 288 00:15:17,249 --> 00:15:18,918 And it's the thing I have the most. 289 00:15:20,419 --> 00:15:21,545 Like, I trust you so much, 290 00:15:21,629 --> 00:15:23,547 and I didn't think I'd trust you even a bit. 291 00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:25,507 I have mad trust issues. 292 00:15:26,675 --> 00:15:28,510 I truly believe you care about me. 293 00:15:28,594 --> 00:15:30,179 -I do. -Do you know what I mean? 294 00:15:30,262 --> 00:15:34,600 I think a lot of trust is built in, like, knowing how much you mean to someone, 295 00:15:34,683 --> 00:15:36,518 or how much you don't mean to someone, 296 00:15:36,602 --> 00:15:38,479 or measuring where you mean to somebody. 297 00:15:38,562 --> 00:15:41,023 The more I think you care about me, the more my trust builds. 298 00:15:41,106 --> 00:15:43,609 I like that you still are going on about how much you trust me. 299 00:15:43,692 --> 00:15:45,027 So I'm gonna let you keep going. 300 00:15:46,028 --> 00:15:48,280 I think I'm fallin' 301 00:15:49,073 --> 00:15:51,909 Oh, I might need someone to lean on 302 00:15:51,992 --> 00:15:52,868 What? 303 00:15:53,494 --> 00:15:55,788 Maybe that somebody is you 304 00:15:55,871 --> 00:15:56,914 I believe in you. 305 00:15:56,997 --> 00:15:58,958 I believe the things you say to me. 306 00:16:00,250 --> 00:16:02,294 Your actions align with the things you say. 307 00:16:02,378 --> 00:16:04,964 It's hard to breathe… 308 00:16:05,047 --> 00:16:06,674 Stop smiling at me like that. 309 00:16:07,675 --> 00:16:10,302 Like, I don't question you anymore. You know? 310 00:16:10,803 --> 00:16:11,887 Oh, I know. 311 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:13,097 You said, oh, you know. 312 00:16:16,392 --> 00:16:17,226 Oh, I know. 313 00:16:17,851 --> 00:16:20,813 Um, all right, so, Brussel sprouts, what were your impressions? 314 00:16:23,023 --> 00:16:24,066 The truffle… 315 00:16:24,149 --> 00:16:26,485 -Different? Definitely different. -They were fire. Yeah. 316 00:16:26,568 --> 00:16:28,779 It smells exactly like what I thought it would taste like. 317 00:16:30,197 --> 00:16:33,450 Um, I literally made it for you, 'cause I don't like truffle all that much. 318 00:16:34,743 --> 00:16:36,453 Why make it for me? What if I didn't like it? 319 00:16:37,579 --> 00:16:40,332 It's got me over the moon 320 00:16:40,416 --> 00:16:43,502 You spent $25 on an oil that you don't even like? 321 00:16:43,585 --> 00:16:44,461 -For me? -Yeah. 322 00:16:44,545 --> 00:16:45,546 Wow, you love me. 323 00:16:46,922 --> 00:16:49,299 -Yeah, don't go dropping words like that. -I knew it. 324 00:16:50,050 --> 00:16:53,679 So tell me when your heart is ready 325 00:16:54,638 --> 00:16:58,434 I'll give you my all if you let me 326 00:16:58,517 --> 00:17:03,272 Love you 327 00:17:06,525 --> 00:17:07,359 Oh. 328 00:17:07,443 --> 00:17:11,363 I feel like… we take turns taking care of each other, 329 00:17:12,406 --> 00:17:15,033 and I feel like very, like, catered to. 330 00:17:16,994 --> 00:17:20,205 You're always, like, grabbing me water, or, like, 331 00:17:20,289 --> 00:17:22,458 you waking up, making me breakfast. 332 00:17:23,333 --> 00:17:24,460 That's really nice. 333 00:17:25,043 --> 00:17:28,964 Really. Makes me feel very, like, special. 334 00:17:30,466 --> 00:17:31,717 You are very special. 335 00:17:31,800 --> 00:17:32,634 Thank you. 336 00:17:33,385 --> 00:17:37,598 It's just crazy to think how far we've come along, and it's just like… 337 00:17:38,932 --> 00:17:42,895 We still don't know where this is gonna go in terms of, like, growth. 338 00:17:42,978 --> 00:17:46,607 I think for a long time, I wasn't taking myself seriously, 339 00:17:46,690 --> 00:17:48,984 so my family wasn't taking me seriously. 340 00:17:49,485 --> 00:17:52,112 -I was unsure, so they were unsure. -Mm-hmm. 341 00:17:52,196 --> 00:17:53,447 Now I don't feel unsure. 342 00:17:53,989 --> 00:17:55,407 I feel confident. 343 00:17:55,491 --> 00:17:57,201 Like, I know that they love me, 344 00:17:57,284 --> 00:17:59,578 and they, like, want to support me with everything. 345 00:17:59,661 --> 00:18:01,580 It's just… I don't know. I mean… 346 00:18:01,663 --> 00:18:03,791 I do think they're having a hard time. 347 00:18:03,874 --> 00:18:06,877 I'll keep, like, initiating as long as, like, 348 00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:11,090 I'm getting respect in return, as long as my partner's getting respect. 349 00:18:11,173 --> 00:18:12,925 I think that's a big one. 350 00:18:13,550 --> 00:18:16,386 In the past, I would always give them, like, a free pass 351 00:18:16,470 --> 00:18:18,347 to just do things however they wanted, 352 00:18:18,430 --> 00:18:21,600 because, yeah, it's just, like, it's okay because they're my family. 353 00:18:22,309 --> 00:18:24,186 But, like, at a certain point… 354 00:18:25,562 --> 00:18:27,064 I had to put my foot down. 355 00:18:27,689 --> 00:18:28,941 Honestly, it's not fair. 356 00:18:29,024 --> 00:18:31,235 Why does somebody deserve to be treated that way? 357 00:18:31,318 --> 00:18:33,445 Why do you not give them a chance? 358 00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:37,616 And then you expect everything to be the same with me. 359 00:18:37,699 --> 00:18:39,076 -Mm-hmm. -It's very hurtful. 360 00:18:39,159 --> 00:18:39,993 Yeah. 361 00:18:41,620 --> 00:18:45,040 You have to build… courage and bravery 362 00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:46,542 to bring somebody around, 363 00:18:46,625 --> 00:18:50,087 and for them to not even be, like, taken seriously, 364 00:18:50,170 --> 00:18:52,297 that's not something that I want for myself. 365 00:18:52,881 --> 00:18:54,341 I get sad about it. 366 00:18:54,424 --> 00:18:56,677 It's like, could I have done something better? 367 00:18:57,553 --> 00:18:58,387 I don't know. 368 00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:04,268 I'm just going to keep crying so you can do that. 369 00:19:04,852 --> 00:19:06,603 -Is that your pick-up move? -Yeah. 370 00:19:09,022 --> 00:19:10,774 I think they're going to come around. 371 00:19:13,068 --> 00:19:14,778 I think they will take you seriously. 372 00:19:14,862 --> 00:19:16,113 -I think that… -Yeah. 373 00:19:16,196 --> 00:19:19,074 …now you… I see how much, like, your confidence has grown. 374 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,243 -And, like, your confidence in yourself. -Yeah. 375 00:19:21,326 --> 00:19:25,539 And… I think that's a big part of why my family takes me so seriously, 376 00:19:25,622 --> 00:19:30,210 is just because I make a decision and, like, that's what I'm going with and… 377 00:19:31,503 --> 00:19:33,755 It's my way or the highway. They can take it or leave it. 378 00:19:33,839 --> 00:19:35,048 -Yeah. -So they take it. 379 00:19:35,591 --> 00:19:37,467 And I think you have that power too. 380 00:19:43,515 --> 00:19:44,349 Thank you. 381 00:19:45,517 --> 00:19:47,311 So I got to put it into play… 382 00:19:47,394 --> 00:19:48,937 -Mm-hmm. -…when I get back home. 383 00:19:53,817 --> 00:19:54,943 You will. 384 00:19:55,527 --> 00:19:57,738 Anyways, you mean a lot to me, and you're so special. 385 00:19:57,821 --> 00:19:59,823 Sweet. 386 00:20:01,617 --> 00:20:02,534 No, for real. 387 00:20:04,536 --> 00:20:06,997 Meant a lot to me. Mm. 388 00:20:11,335 --> 00:20:14,546 You picked me like a wildflower 389 00:20:14,630 --> 00:20:17,507 Steady as the sun does rise 390 00:20:17,591 --> 00:20:19,968 Dancing in a golden hour 391 00:20:20,052 --> 00:20:22,888 Now I'm alive, yeah I'm alive, yeah 392 00:20:22,971 --> 00:20:25,432 -Is this shirt new too? -No, I've had this. 393 00:20:25,933 --> 00:20:27,726 -I like it. -Thank you. 394 00:20:27,809 --> 00:20:30,729 You really didn't think you would find a connection with someone? 395 00:20:30,812 --> 00:20:31,688 No. 396 00:20:32,397 --> 00:20:33,232 -Really? -Yeah. 397 00:20:33,315 --> 00:20:35,317 -Wow. -Mm-hmm. 398 00:20:35,901 --> 00:20:39,529 I feel like you're not the typical person 399 00:20:39,613 --> 00:20:41,114 I would talk to at a bar. 400 00:20:41,198 --> 00:20:43,116 How so? Thank you. 401 00:20:43,200 --> 00:20:46,036 I don't know, because you are more quiet than me. 402 00:20:46,119 --> 00:20:48,538 I usually gravitate towards people 403 00:20:48,622 --> 00:20:52,000 that are a little louder and boisterous. 404 00:20:52,084 --> 00:20:52,918 Okay. 405 00:20:53,001 --> 00:20:55,963 You're just so eclectic, eccentric… 406 00:20:56,046 --> 00:20:58,548 -…just like, free, vibey… -Mm-hmm. 407 00:20:58,632 --> 00:21:01,593 …so you… that I've never been with someone like you, 408 00:21:01,677 --> 00:21:04,346 and I think it's so… refreshing. 409 00:21:04,429 --> 00:21:05,347 I don't know. 410 00:21:08,475 --> 00:21:11,228 But I feel like I'm still learning to read you. 411 00:21:11,311 --> 00:21:15,274 Well, earlier today, sorry if I seem in my head. 412 00:21:15,941 --> 00:21:17,192 Are you okay or… 413 00:21:17,275 --> 00:21:19,111 I think I'm feeling better now. 414 00:21:19,194 --> 00:21:20,404 What was going on? 415 00:21:20,487 --> 00:21:24,283 I think it's just so many new things all happening so fast. 416 00:21:24,366 --> 00:21:26,994 -New environment, new partner. -Sure. 417 00:21:27,077 --> 00:21:30,580 -It just set in to, like, have someone… -No, I feel you though. 418 00:21:30,664 --> 00:21:33,959 …that I feel chemistry or something with this person… 419 00:21:34,042 --> 00:21:35,627 You feel chemistry with me. 420 00:21:37,421 --> 00:21:38,505 Yeah. 421 00:21:39,214 --> 00:21:42,092 Then it's like, "Oh, now you're going to have a trial marriage together." 422 00:21:42,175 --> 00:21:44,052 -I know, like, logically, I know… -I know. 423 00:21:44,136 --> 00:21:45,804 -…that's why we're here… -Yeah. 424 00:21:45,887 --> 00:21:47,889 …but still, like, emotionally I'm like… 425 00:21:47,973 --> 00:21:51,435 -I know. No, I know. -It's weird to, like, flirt with someone. 426 00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:53,895 It's weird to, like, indulge in this thing… 427 00:21:53,979 --> 00:21:55,981 Do you feel like you're flirting? 428 00:21:58,358 --> 00:21:59,192 Yeah. 429 00:22:00,319 --> 00:22:01,945 You don't feel that way? 430 00:22:02,029 --> 00:22:03,947 -No, I know you were. -Yeah. 431 00:22:09,536 --> 00:22:11,038 How so? 432 00:22:12,205 --> 00:22:13,832 -You need me to say it? -Mm-hmm. 433 00:22:14,332 --> 00:22:16,126 -Okay. -Maybe. 434 00:22:18,045 --> 00:22:19,296 I just think you are. 435 00:22:22,215 --> 00:22:26,803 I'm just curious how you aren't dealing with the same inner turmoil that I am. 436 00:22:26,887 --> 00:22:28,013 -I am. -You are? 437 00:22:28,096 --> 00:22:31,558 -It seems, like, much easier for you. -How so? 438 00:22:31,641 --> 00:22:34,144 To like be, like, flirty and affectionate, 439 00:22:34,686 --> 00:22:36,688 and, like, attentive. 440 00:22:36,772 --> 00:22:39,524 You never seem like you're in your head about it or something. 441 00:22:39,608 --> 00:22:42,402 I'm feeling it too. And, like, it's so hard to articulate. 442 00:22:42,486 --> 00:22:44,613 -Like, we've been having this chemistry. -Yeah. 443 00:22:44,696 --> 00:22:46,239 And I didn't expect this either. 444 00:22:46,323 --> 00:22:49,409 It just makes things more confusing. 445 00:22:49,493 --> 00:22:53,330 Yeah. I didn't come here to just hook up with someone else. 446 00:22:53,413 --> 00:22:54,289 Same thing for me-- 447 00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:56,541 Does it feel weird that you're with someone 448 00:22:56,625 --> 00:22:58,543 that you have some sort of, like, thing? 449 00:22:58,627 --> 00:23:00,587 Yeah. No, that's what I'm saying, like 100%. 450 00:23:00,670 --> 00:23:01,505 Same. 451 00:23:04,508 --> 00:23:06,218 There's a lot on the line. 452 00:23:06,301 --> 00:23:08,220 -There really is. I think that… -For both of us. 453 00:23:08,303 --> 00:23:10,472 -Like our own entire lives. -…it's scary. 454 00:23:10,555 --> 00:23:13,642 But if I can feel some type of way with someone, 455 00:23:13,725 --> 00:23:17,104 and then forget, and see my life with a new person, 456 00:23:17,187 --> 00:23:20,399 that's more telling to me than the situation that I'm in. 457 00:23:23,360 --> 00:23:26,029 I feel alive 458 00:23:26,113 --> 00:23:28,698 When I'm in overdrive 459 00:23:32,536 --> 00:23:35,080 When I'm in overdrive 460 00:23:35,163 --> 00:23:37,165 I'm definitely going in the pool at some point. 461 00:23:37,249 --> 00:23:38,875 -Yeah. -It's too hot to not. 462 00:23:38,959 --> 00:23:40,544 No, it is too hot to not. 463 00:23:41,211 --> 00:23:44,089 Do you want to know something really funny that you did yesterday? 464 00:23:44,172 --> 00:23:45,841 You wanted gum. 465 00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:48,176 And you took the gum out of my mouth and ate it. 466 00:23:48,260 --> 00:23:50,637 Do you remember that? 467 00:23:52,264 --> 00:23:53,932 At least I didn't take it off a park bench. 468 00:23:55,016 --> 00:23:57,269 That would have been probably the best gum you ever had. 469 00:23:57,352 --> 00:23:59,271 -Ew. -It'd have been reflavored and everything. 470 00:23:59,354 --> 00:24:01,106 Ew! You're so gross. 471 00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:07,446 So I feel bad because I feel like I'm being a bad influence on you right now. 472 00:24:11,491 --> 00:24:13,493 -I'm a rider, Dayna. -You are a rider. 473 00:24:14,077 --> 00:24:16,413 -We'll make the bad decisions together… -We do. 474 00:24:16,496 --> 00:24:18,123 -…and then regret it later. -Yep. 475 00:24:19,875 --> 00:24:22,377 I have very strong feelings for Mel. 476 00:24:22,461 --> 00:24:24,463 -You want to get in the pool? -Yeah. 477 00:24:25,172 --> 00:24:28,383 I don't process things quickly. I have to think and feel things 478 00:24:28,466 --> 00:24:30,927 to figure out where I'm at and understand them. 479 00:24:31,011 --> 00:24:34,014 And I finally let that hit me. 480 00:24:34,097 --> 00:24:35,807 Mel tells me every day, like, let go. 481 00:24:35,891 --> 00:24:39,019 I'm like, okay, I'm letting go, Mel. We're not going to have a single regret. 482 00:24:39,102 --> 00:24:42,355 This experience forces you to, like, such a level of vulnerability 483 00:24:42,439 --> 00:24:43,899 and closeness with someone. 484 00:24:43,982 --> 00:24:44,941 It's so real. 485 00:24:53,700 --> 00:24:54,534 Yeah. 486 00:24:58,413 --> 00:25:02,751 I don't wanna take More that you can give 487 00:25:02,834 --> 00:25:06,504 I ran into Mel and Dayna at the pool. 488 00:25:07,464 --> 00:25:11,259 I know that Mel saw me, but there was zero eye contact. 489 00:25:13,136 --> 00:25:16,348 After that, I was feeling so much panic. 490 00:25:16,932 --> 00:25:19,893 Will I ever be satisfied? 491 00:25:19,976 --> 00:25:22,604 I feel like I'm losing Mel. 492 00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:29,027 And AJ and I are not aligned… 493 00:25:30,820 --> 00:25:31,988 on anything. 494 00:25:33,073 --> 00:25:37,410 This experience is just harder than I expected. 495 00:25:37,494 --> 00:25:39,162 I stand to lose everything. 496 00:25:39,246 --> 00:25:40,247 My relationship, 497 00:25:40,914 --> 00:25:41,873 my business, 498 00:25:43,542 --> 00:25:47,254 the person who I… wanted to be with forever. 499 00:25:50,131 --> 00:25:55,845 I don't wanna take More than you can give 500 00:25:56,513 --> 00:26:02,185 And I don't wanna blame you… 501 00:26:02,269 --> 00:26:04,646 Haley and I saw Mel and Dayna at the pool. 502 00:26:04,729 --> 00:26:06,898 Cackling. They were, like, splashing really loud. 503 00:26:06,982 --> 00:26:10,151 They both look at me, and Dayna doesn't say hi. 504 00:26:10,235 --> 00:26:11,361 She didn't say anything. 505 00:26:11,444 --> 00:26:14,406 Instead, she looks over at Mel, and she's just like, 506 00:26:14,489 --> 00:26:16,992 like, you know, like, "Oh shit, like, she's there." 507 00:26:17,075 --> 00:26:18,243 I can't believe that. 508 00:26:18,326 --> 00:26:19,286 That's fucked up. 509 00:26:19,369 --> 00:26:22,247 If the person that I thought I was gonna marry can't come up to me 510 00:26:22,330 --> 00:26:25,292 and just treat me the way that I deserve, then I don't want it. 511 00:26:26,293 --> 00:26:30,630 With Haley, she just always makes me feel protected and cared for. 512 00:26:30,714 --> 00:26:34,050 It's just so different. It's what I want for my life. 513 00:26:34,134 --> 00:26:37,178 Thought I knew love before 514 00:26:37,262 --> 00:26:40,932 I never knew how close I was 515 00:26:41,016 --> 00:26:43,685 I think right now what's most confusing for me 516 00:26:43,768 --> 00:26:46,896 is the fact that we both have exes that we care about, 517 00:26:46,980 --> 00:26:50,275 but at the same time, it's like my feelings have grown for Dayna. 518 00:26:50,358 --> 00:26:53,194 Now we're kind of just seeing, like, 519 00:26:53,278 --> 00:26:55,363 "Okay, what does this mean?" 520 00:26:57,073 --> 00:27:00,577 Thought I knew love before 521 00:27:00,660 --> 00:27:04,539 I never knew how lost I was 522 00:27:04,622 --> 00:27:06,875 Dayna has showed me 523 00:27:06,958 --> 00:27:10,003 that Marie could possibly not be 524 00:27:10,086 --> 00:27:11,963 the right person for me. 525 00:27:12,047 --> 00:27:15,091 If this is forever 526 00:27:15,175 --> 00:27:16,926 It's really scary, honestly. 527 00:27:17,469 --> 00:27:19,471 Forever 528 00:27:19,554 --> 00:27:22,974 Thought I knew love before 529 00:27:23,058 --> 00:27:26,978 I never knew how lost I was 530 00:27:27,062 --> 00:27:30,065 If this is forever 531 00:27:30,148 --> 00:27:34,277 I will feel forever 532 00:27:35,403 --> 00:27:37,155 I got you something. 533 00:27:37,238 --> 00:27:38,782 You got me flowers? 534 00:27:38,865 --> 00:27:39,741 Yeah. 535 00:27:39,824 --> 00:27:42,202 Oh my God, they're so pretty. Thank you. 536 00:27:42,285 --> 00:27:45,205 Of course. 537 00:27:45,705 --> 00:27:46,831 You like them? 538 00:27:46,915 --> 00:27:48,792 I love them. 539 00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:50,251 They're so frickin' pretty. 540 00:27:50,335 --> 00:27:52,045 They go perfectly with the flowers I got you. 541 00:27:52,128 --> 00:27:53,254 I know. 542 00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:54,422 Oh my gosh. 543 00:27:54,506 --> 00:27:56,925 I meant to ask you, actually, what's your favorite flower? 544 00:27:57,008 --> 00:27:58,635 I just… hoped you liked roses. 545 00:27:58,718 --> 00:28:01,137 -Oh, yeah. -Roses are your favorite flower? Okay. 546 00:28:01,221 --> 00:28:04,391 Look at our roses together. 547 00:28:04,891 --> 00:28:08,144 I did see my ex briefly. I don't think Marita knows. 548 00:28:08,228 --> 00:28:10,605 I do feel, now in hindsight, bad. 549 00:28:10,688 --> 00:28:11,940 It just was a human moment. 550 00:28:13,274 --> 00:28:15,568 Closure, I feel like that's warranted. 551 00:28:17,028 --> 00:28:20,198 -I have to sneeze. -I'm about to massage this chicken. 552 00:28:20,281 --> 00:28:23,368 Like, how do I go from caring 1000% about somebody 553 00:28:23,451 --> 00:28:27,831 and then, yeah, it's abrupt breaking up, and now I'm living with my new wife. 554 00:28:27,914 --> 00:28:30,458 I just needed to, like, talk to her. 555 00:28:30,542 --> 00:28:33,920 We talked in great lengths, and really, how this would really benefit us 556 00:28:34,003 --> 00:28:35,422 or change our relationship. 557 00:28:35,505 --> 00:28:38,091 And that's what I needed to start my trial marriage. 558 00:28:38,174 --> 00:28:40,844 Just go for it. Yeah, just run in. 559 00:28:41,803 --> 00:28:43,805 Yep, you're doing good. 560 00:28:44,597 --> 00:28:47,100 -Feels weird. -I know, it's weird. 561 00:28:47,934 --> 00:28:49,936 I feel like I don't do this at home. 562 00:28:50,019 --> 00:28:52,397 -I do this every day. -I'm more of a Door Dash-er. 563 00:28:53,273 --> 00:28:55,817 I will be no AJ, no ex, 564 00:28:55,900 --> 00:28:58,528 just completely dedicated to Marita. 565 00:28:58,611 --> 00:29:00,822 Marita wanting romance, that is valid. 566 00:29:00,905 --> 00:29:04,033 I'm gonna show her a little bit of my daddy energy tonight. 567 00:29:04,701 --> 00:29:06,828 We gonna do a date night in our living room? 568 00:29:06,911 --> 00:29:08,288 -Yeah, let's do it. -Yeah? 569 00:29:08,371 --> 00:29:10,874 Okay. Wish we had a tablecloth. 570 00:29:10,957 --> 00:29:12,208 Wait, I have an idea. 571 00:29:17,422 --> 00:29:20,884 When I say I'm a romantic, this is the type of shit I mean. 572 00:29:21,968 --> 00:29:24,012 How cute. 573 00:29:24,095 --> 00:29:25,764 So, now that we've… 574 00:29:26,806 --> 00:29:28,224 been married for a week… 575 00:29:28,308 --> 00:29:30,268 -Mm-hmm. -…how do you feel? 576 00:29:30,351 --> 00:29:34,272 Honestly, going to bed, waking up, and being around you all day is… 577 00:29:34,355 --> 00:29:36,524 I couldn't ask for a better day. 578 00:29:36,608 --> 00:29:39,277 -Truly, breakfast in bed… -Aw! 579 00:29:39,360 --> 00:29:42,447 …we have amazing, just… our schedules align. 580 00:29:42,530 --> 00:29:46,117 I don't feel like we have any type of, like, conflict with anything. 581 00:29:46,201 --> 00:29:48,870 Even just in general, I feel like you've taught me a lot so far. 582 00:29:49,454 --> 00:29:52,248 Just live life to the fullest. Like, don't stress about little things. 583 00:29:52,332 --> 00:29:53,458 Like, let's go with the flow. 584 00:29:53,541 --> 00:29:55,001 -Yeah. -Honestly, you're doing shit 585 00:29:55,084 --> 00:29:57,086 that I didn't even think I was gonna get! 586 00:29:57,170 --> 00:29:58,630 Here we are. Cute little dinner. 587 00:29:58,713 --> 00:30:00,507 -Like, you stepped up. -I know! 588 00:30:01,132 --> 00:30:03,218 I'm cooking, you set the table and the vibe, 589 00:30:03,301 --> 00:30:05,803 like, no, I couldn't honestly ask for anything better. 590 00:30:05,887 --> 00:30:06,804 Aw. 591 00:30:06,888 --> 00:30:08,014 That's so sweet. 592 00:30:08,097 --> 00:30:09,265 Of course. 593 00:30:09,349 --> 00:30:12,519 I don't have to ask you to do anything or, like, be attentive. 594 00:30:12,602 --> 00:30:14,979 You're just… doing it. 595 00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:16,648 And it's so cute! 596 00:30:16,731 --> 00:30:18,525 Aw. 597 00:30:18,608 --> 00:30:23,571 It's just natural for me, like, I don't feel, like, bothered or feel, 598 00:30:23,655 --> 00:30:26,282 "Ugh, I gotta do this." Like, no, I just want to. 599 00:30:26,366 --> 00:30:28,952 So I couldn't have a better trial marriage wife. 600 00:30:29,035 --> 00:30:30,161 I'm gonna take a peek. 601 00:30:30,245 --> 00:30:31,830 At the chicken? 602 00:30:32,831 --> 00:30:36,000 Still covered, but I just wanna like, hear how it's cooking. 603 00:30:36,084 --> 00:30:37,877 Did you say, "hear how it's cooking"? 604 00:30:37,961 --> 00:30:41,381 Like, I know that doesn't make sense, but it, like, makes sense to me. 605 00:30:41,464 --> 00:30:45,510 Like, if it's like, I hear, like, just like, cooking, you know, like… 606 00:30:46,177 --> 00:30:47,887 Yeah, literally! 607 00:30:48,805 --> 00:30:50,431 Is there anything I can do? 608 00:30:51,224 --> 00:30:54,644 -No. Sit pretty and… -Just sit back and enjoy my wine and… 609 00:30:54,727 --> 00:30:55,812 Mm-hmm. 610 00:30:56,855 --> 00:30:59,566 Take in this romantic atmosphere. 611 00:30:59,649 --> 00:31:02,110 Don't slow down 612 00:31:02,944 --> 00:31:04,195 Na-na-na, na-na-na 613 00:31:04,279 --> 00:31:07,866 'Cause I like it What you're doing, doing to me 614 00:31:08,741 --> 00:31:10,326 -Do you wanna do outside? -Yeah. 615 00:31:10,410 --> 00:31:11,744 -It'd be kind of fun. -Let's do it. 616 00:31:11,828 --> 00:31:13,830 -Okay, I'll bring your plate. -Oh, thanks. 617 00:31:13,913 --> 00:31:16,124 You're welcome. The things I do for you. 618 00:31:16,207 --> 00:31:18,543 I know, my wife is already so considerate. 619 00:31:19,460 --> 00:31:21,921 I'm glad it's not a tense time for us. 620 00:31:22,005 --> 00:31:23,131 -I feel so good -Me too. 621 00:31:23,214 --> 00:31:25,717 -I'm so happy. -I'm, like, so happy right now. 622 00:31:26,885 --> 00:31:30,346 I've been told I'm not really, like, a sensitive, romantic person, 623 00:31:30,430 --> 00:31:34,851 and I've been told that in not just Marita and I's relationship, but, like, 624 00:31:34,934 --> 00:31:36,853 -literally every other girl I've dated. -Yeah. 625 00:31:36,936 --> 00:31:39,856 One of my very first relationships in college, 626 00:31:40,648 --> 00:31:43,735 it was like, the worst relationship I've ever been through. 627 00:31:43,818 --> 00:31:46,529 I couldn't have any friends, because if I did, 628 00:31:46,613 --> 00:31:48,990 she would think that I was, like, cheating on her. 629 00:31:49,866 --> 00:31:52,035 She just was, like, toxic as hell. 630 00:31:52,118 --> 00:31:56,706 Like, she actually physically, like, abused me. 631 00:31:56,789 --> 00:31:58,249 -I'm so sorry. -And there was a lot of 632 00:31:58,333 --> 00:32:00,627 screaming and yelling at me. 633 00:32:01,461 --> 00:32:02,420 The cops got called 634 00:32:02,503 --> 00:32:06,507 because she was, like, trying to throw a Jack Daniel's bottle at my head, 635 00:32:07,091 --> 00:32:09,177 and so my roommate was obviously freaked out… 636 00:32:09,260 --> 00:32:10,219 That's so messed up. 637 00:32:10,303 --> 00:32:14,057 Yeah. The cops got called, and I was like, "No, I'm good. Like, I'm not hurt." 638 00:32:14,140 --> 00:32:16,267 Like, I just, like, lied for her. 639 00:32:16,351 --> 00:32:18,019 'Cause you loved her, probably. 640 00:32:18,102 --> 00:32:21,314 And then I thought they left, but they were still outside of my house 641 00:32:21,397 --> 00:32:23,566 with my roommate watching in… 642 00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:25,944 And we were arguing, and then she ran at me 643 00:32:26,027 --> 00:32:27,904 and, like, shoved me to the ground, 644 00:32:27,987 --> 00:32:31,366 and then they came bursting in the door and, like, arrested her. 645 00:32:31,449 --> 00:32:32,533 And I was, like… 646 00:32:32,617 --> 00:32:34,702 Oh my God, I can't imagine what went through your head. 647 00:32:34,786 --> 00:32:36,746 "I can't believe they're arresting this person, 648 00:32:36,829 --> 00:32:38,539 but also, she did shove me to the ground." 649 00:32:38,623 --> 00:32:41,167 And I had to go in court, and I just, like, lied for her, 650 00:32:41,250 --> 00:32:42,919 so that she didn't get a charge. 651 00:32:44,295 --> 00:32:46,464 -So… -Did you keep dating after that? 652 00:32:46,547 --> 00:32:47,924 -Um… -It's okay. 653 00:32:48,007 --> 00:32:52,136 Yeah, not too much longer though, because then I, like, ended things. 654 00:32:52,220 --> 00:32:54,430 Yeah. That had to be hard. 655 00:32:54,514 --> 00:32:56,849 I don't know. There's just a lot I've gone through. 656 00:32:56,933 --> 00:32:58,851 -Sounds like it. -And that has really scarred me. 657 00:32:58,935 --> 00:33:02,438 And, like, so I feel like that's why, you know, the way I come across now 658 00:33:02,522 --> 00:33:04,774 -is, like, not like a big romantic. -Yeah. 659 00:33:04,857 --> 00:33:07,193 I want Marita to understand that 660 00:33:07,276 --> 00:33:08,861 -we're two different people. -Yes. Yeah. 661 00:33:08,945 --> 00:33:12,073 -It's okay for me to show my love one way… -How do you show your love? 662 00:33:12,156 --> 00:33:15,326 I'm gonna, like, pick up after you and take care of you. 663 00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:18,246 Like, I want to carry everything for you, and like… 664 00:33:18,329 --> 00:33:20,581 I know. You just carrying my groceries today. 665 00:33:20,665 --> 00:33:22,417 I was honestly like, that feels really nice. 666 00:33:22,500 --> 00:33:24,210 -Yeah, like-- -It's, like, so sweet. 667 00:33:24,293 --> 00:33:26,629 Time's changing 668 00:33:26,713 --> 00:33:27,839 I have my moments. 669 00:33:27,922 --> 00:33:29,215 It's not what it used to be 670 00:33:29,298 --> 00:33:31,634 -Thanks for sharing, and… -Yeah. I just like… 671 00:33:31,718 --> 00:33:33,886 You can tell me anything, obviously. 672 00:33:34,637 --> 00:33:36,222 Light's fading 673 00:33:36,305 --> 00:33:39,767 I honestly don't know how you are so strong. 674 00:33:39,851 --> 00:33:42,395 -I get a sense of confidence from you. -Yeah. 675 00:33:42,478 --> 00:33:44,480 I just don't know how you've gotten there. 676 00:33:44,564 --> 00:33:46,774 I never talked about it to anybody. 677 00:33:46,858 --> 00:33:49,861 Ooh 678 00:33:50,445 --> 00:33:54,449 I don't know if I would be this open with most other people. 679 00:33:55,658 --> 00:33:58,661 Ooh 680 00:33:59,328 --> 00:34:00,663 Together again 681 00:34:07,086 --> 00:34:08,379 Is it a paper towel? 682 00:34:08,463 --> 00:34:09,797 Smell. 683 00:34:09,881 --> 00:34:10,715 Oh! 684 00:34:11,382 --> 00:34:12,550 -A rose. -Yes. 685 00:34:12,633 --> 00:34:13,760 -Okay. -Yeah. 686 00:34:14,427 --> 00:34:16,637 Tell me what you want Tell me what you need 687 00:34:16,721 --> 00:34:17,722 I can make you feel 688 00:34:18,931 --> 00:34:21,434 Everybody, left Everybody, right 689 00:34:23,019 --> 00:34:23,853 Magan! 690 00:34:28,858 --> 00:34:30,693 You want to tongue before we leave? 691 00:34:32,862 --> 00:34:35,114 When I'm in the mood When I'm in the mood 692 00:34:35,198 --> 00:34:38,826 When I'm in the mood I can make it weird like a one to ten 693 00:34:38,910 --> 00:34:40,036 Will you marry me? 694 00:34:40,661 --> 00:34:44,415 Yes! Yes! 695 00:34:49,921 --> 00:34:54,300 I never really expected a lot of intimacy until I started getting it. 696 00:34:55,009 --> 00:34:58,221 I was like, this feels nice. Like, I like to, like… 697 00:34:58,304 --> 00:35:01,557 If we're sitting down, and just, like, a little… Like that. 698 00:35:01,641 --> 00:35:04,352 -Yeah. -That's nice. Or, like, hand on the thigh. 699 00:35:04,435 --> 00:35:05,728 I do like that. 700 00:35:05,812 --> 00:35:06,646 You know? 701 00:35:07,146 --> 00:35:09,565 I do think eye contact is very intimate. 702 00:35:13,820 --> 00:35:15,530 Same. 703 00:35:15,613 --> 00:35:17,281 I like a little cheek graze. 704 00:35:19,200 --> 00:35:21,869 I like a little bit of kisses not on the lips. 705 00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:23,955 -Yeah. -Like on the cheek or on the forehead. 706 00:35:24,038 --> 00:35:26,707 Or like, you know, something cute like that. 707 00:35:27,458 --> 00:35:29,335 Like an act of love, you know? 708 00:35:29,418 --> 00:35:32,213 I like a good amount of, like, spontaneity. 709 00:35:32,296 --> 00:35:33,131 Mm-hmm. 710 00:35:33,214 --> 00:35:37,510 I definitely like to, like, try new things and keep things interesting. 711 00:35:37,593 --> 00:35:40,680 Would you say that you would like to initiate, 712 00:35:40,763 --> 00:35:42,682 or would you like your partner to initiate? 713 00:35:43,182 --> 00:35:44,183 I think it does depend. 714 00:35:44,267 --> 00:35:46,269 I definitely don't want it to be one way or the other 715 00:35:46,352 --> 00:35:47,520 -all the time. -Mm-hmm. 716 00:35:48,521 --> 00:35:50,857 I just think sex is really important in a marriage. 717 00:35:50,940 --> 00:35:54,026 A lot of the time, it also can be, like, an indicator 718 00:35:54,110 --> 00:35:56,112 of, like, how things are going. 719 00:35:56,195 --> 00:35:58,990 -Yeah. -And if you're having sex regularly, like, 720 00:35:59,073 --> 00:36:00,283 not that everything's fine, 721 00:36:00,366 --> 00:36:03,369 but, like, I would say more, like, if you're not, 722 00:36:03,452 --> 00:36:07,790 that's when, like, there is probably something, like, going on or an issue. 723 00:36:07,874 --> 00:36:08,791 I agree. 724 00:36:08,875 --> 00:36:12,712 As important as it is to, like, have conversations and check in, 725 00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:16,674 I think it's also important to have sex. 726 00:36:16,757 --> 00:36:18,259 Say it again 727 00:36:20,386 --> 00:36:21,637 -Agreed. -Yeah. 728 00:36:21,721 --> 00:36:24,974 Go ahead I know you 729 00:36:25,975 --> 00:36:28,144 I know you want 730 00:36:28,227 --> 00:36:30,938 I know you want to 731 00:36:33,107 --> 00:36:34,650 I know you 732 00:36:35,401 --> 00:36:38,988 You make your life intentionally complex. And I can simplify it. 733 00:36:39,739 --> 00:36:41,616 -Like what? -Lose the luggage. 734 00:36:41,699 --> 00:36:44,994 You gotta start carrying my shit. Why don't you bring a bigger bag? 735 00:36:47,455 --> 00:36:51,292 I hate being in our apartment, but I also love being at home with you. 736 00:36:51,375 --> 00:36:52,543 I feel like… 737 00:36:54,086 --> 00:36:57,048 I need you too much right now, and that worries me. 738 00:36:57,632 --> 00:36:59,800 I'm becoming too dependent on how you feel, 739 00:36:59,884 --> 00:37:02,386 and we're literally sharing a brain cell at this point. 740 00:37:02,470 --> 00:37:04,555 -The last one that we both have. -Yeah. 741 00:37:04,639 --> 00:37:07,225 I do sometimes worry we spend too much time together. 742 00:37:07,308 --> 00:37:09,727 'Cause even the times we could do things apart, we don't. 743 00:37:09,810 --> 00:37:11,812 If you have an errand, I want to go with you. 744 00:37:11,896 --> 00:37:15,149 So I just wonder if that would create too much codependency, 745 00:37:15,232 --> 00:37:17,693 -which is something I'm working on. -Yeah. 746 00:37:18,694 --> 00:37:21,614 -I don't think we spend enough time. -But I'm not happy went we don't. 747 00:37:21,697 --> 00:37:24,158 -We don't spend enough together? -We could spend more together. 748 00:37:24,241 --> 00:37:27,036 When? Maybe if you took less showers we could spend more time together. 749 00:37:28,162 --> 00:37:31,624 I think I should just wait outside the bathroom door every time you pee. 750 00:37:31,707 --> 00:37:34,043 I feel like you do. 751 00:37:34,126 --> 00:37:37,213 I don't think I'm ever apart from you, other than when you're in the shower. 752 00:37:38,297 --> 00:37:39,507 Yeah, I know. 753 00:37:40,091 --> 00:37:43,094 I also am really starting to decide 754 00:37:43,177 --> 00:37:45,513 that, like, I just think I'm not accepting 755 00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:47,807 not being in each other's lives after this. 756 00:37:47,890 --> 00:37:49,058 Not the unacceptance. 757 00:37:49,141 --> 00:37:52,687 Like, whoever's in our lives has to accept that we're in each other's lives. 758 00:37:52,770 --> 00:37:55,147 I just think it would be so crazy to develop 759 00:37:55,231 --> 00:37:57,984 this close of a relationship with someone just to never speak again. 760 00:37:58,067 --> 00:37:59,235 That sounds insane to me. 761 00:38:03,781 --> 00:38:08,536 So, after this, potentially, we're all engaged to be married. 762 00:38:08,619 --> 00:38:09,662 Slow your roll. 763 00:38:09,745 --> 00:38:12,164 How long would you plan your wedding, then wait to have kids? 764 00:38:12,248 --> 00:38:13,541 I want a really big wedding. 765 00:38:13,624 --> 00:38:16,419 It's one of those once-in-a-lifetime things, hopefully. 766 00:38:16,502 --> 00:38:17,378 Um… 767 00:38:17,461 --> 00:38:20,756 I want it to be something that not only me and my partner remember, 768 00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:22,842 -but, like, everyone remembers. You know? -Yeah. 769 00:38:22,925 --> 00:38:24,093 It's super special. 770 00:38:26,387 --> 00:38:27,513 I'd say at least a year. 771 00:38:28,097 --> 00:38:30,349 -No. More than a year. At least a year. -At least a year? 772 00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:32,601 -Probably two years. I don't know. -Okay. 773 00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:36,063 From this experience, I've truly learned 774 00:38:36,147 --> 00:38:38,733 that I never want to guarantee anything, 'cause it's so crazy 775 00:38:38,816 --> 00:38:42,236 how much a small amount of time can change how you view things. 776 00:38:42,319 --> 00:38:46,657 I totally agree, because you came in here ready to get married right now. 777 00:38:46,741 --> 00:38:47,658 I know. 778 00:38:48,242 --> 00:38:49,118 And so… 779 00:38:49,702 --> 00:38:51,746 It's not that I'm not so ready to get married. 780 00:38:53,456 --> 00:38:55,541 It's, like, more than ever, I doubt myself. 781 00:38:55,624 --> 00:38:58,044 Am I good enough to be a good wife? 782 00:38:58,127 --> 00:38:59,503 Absolutely. I think so. 783 00:39:03,299 --> 00:39:05,301 Has your mind changed about anything? 784 00:39:05,801 --> 00:39:06,802 I think that… 785 00:39:08,929 --> 00:39:09,972 Um… 786 00:39:10,056 --> 00:39:12,391 I'm more open to the idea of… 787 00:39:14,268 --> 00:39:16,270 -possibly getting married. -Mm-hmm. 788 00:39:17,855 --> 00:39:19,857 What at all has changed for you though? 789 00:39:20,441 --> 00:39:22,610 If I really had someone who, like, 790 00:39:23,152 --> 00:39:26,572 truly just understood me and saw me and heard me, 791 00:39:26,655 --> 00:39:28,949 why wouldn't I want to be with them forever? 792 00:39:29,658 --> 00:39:30,701 -So. -Yeah. 793 00:39:31,285 --> 00:39:32,119 Yeah. 794 00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:34,205 …scares me, scares me 795 00:39:35,247 --> 00:39:38,000 The universe It scares me, scares me 796 00:39:38,793 --> 00:39:42,088 The universe It scares me, scares me 797 00:39:43,130 --> 00:39:46,384 The universe It scares me, scares me 798 00:39:58,729 --> 00:39:59,814 I'm sorry. 799 00:40:05,820 --> 00:40:10,866 We went out dancing, and… she was trying to kiss me, 800 00:40:10,950 --> 00:40:13,285 and I was like, "I don't want to do that right now." 801 00:40:15,079 --> 00:40:17,331 And then when we were about to leave, 802 00:40:17,415 --> 00:40:20,000 she just walked up and started making out with me. 803 00:40:20,084 --> 00:40:21,836 I could have stopped her. I didn't. 804 00:40:21,919 --> 00:40:26,882 But I just didn't love how it went down, and it was just, you know, a mistake. 805 00:40:42,523 --> 00:40:44,442 I just… 806 00:40:45,526 --> 00:40:48,529 wasn't, like, comfortable… 807 00:40:50,573 --> 00:40:51,407 making out. 808 00:40:51,490 --> 00:40:55,161 And then that did happen, and it was fine. It was fun. 809 00:40:55,244 --> 00:40:58,247 But I just, like, don't want anyone to get hurt. 810 00:40:58,330 --> 00:41:00,499 I feel terrible about that. 811 00:41:00,583 --> 00:41:02,209 And I really don't want you to. 812 00:41:02,293 --> 00:41:05,337 I did not come in here with the intention 813 00:41:05,421 --> 00:41:07,840 to, like, light shit up, and… 814 00:41:07,923 --> 00:41:10,426 This is, like, a terrifying experience. 815 00:41:10,509 --> 00:41:11,427 And… 816 00:41:12,928 --> 00:41:15,139 I just feel a lot of, like, guilt. 817 00:41:15,222 --> 00:41:18,309 It feels like everyone's like, "Why are you so okay with this?" 818 00:41:18,392 --> 00:41:19,435 No, no, no, no, no. 819 00:41:20,102 --> 00:41:22,021 -And I'm not! -I know you're not. 820 00:41:23,772 --> 00:41:26,942 -I just feel stupid, you know? -Why? 821 00:41:27,026 --> 00:41:29,653 Like I'm, like, losing myself, like, in this. 822 00:41:30,446 --> 00:41:31,947 I just feel… 823 00:41:32,948 --> 00:41:34,116 like, more guilt. 824 00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:37,995 I'm like, "Am I not thinking of, like, Haley, like, enough?" 825 00:41:38,078 --> 00:41:39,497 "Like, what am I doing?" Like… 826 00:41:40,414 --> 00:41:44,502 That's not what I'm here for, is to, like forget her, you know? 827 00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:47,671 I'm trying not to, you know, overthink things. 828 00:41:47,755 --> 00:41:52,426 I'm trying to embrace what this is, and, like, be open. 829 00:41:53,886 --> 00:41:55,679 -Sorry. -No, don't be sorry. 830 00:41:55,763 --> 00:41:59,433 I don't want you to feel… stupid. 831 00:42:07,942 --> 00:42:11,862 I just, like, don't know how to… proceed, really. 832 00:42:11,946 --> 00:42:13,572 Yeah, me neither. 833 00:42:13,656 --> 00:42:16,575 There's just a lot of feelings. 834 00:42:18,118 --> 00:42:20,663 What, like, can stress me out is 835 00:42:20,746 --> 00:42:24,124 if we're wanting two different things from this experience. 836 00:42:24,208 --> 00:42:28,212 You know, I was trying to make it clear where my line was. 837 00:42:28,295 --> 00:42:31,549 -Yeah. -I didn't feel like that was respected. 838 00:42:31,632 --> 00:42:32,841 It takes two to tango. 839 00:42:32,925 --> 00:42:35,469 I've been consistently respecting your boundaries, 840 00:42:35,553 --> 00:42:38,305 and trying to check in and make sure a line isn't crossed. 841 00:42:39,223 --> 00:42:42,434 Then it's like, "How did you feel about cuddling?" 842 00:42:42,518 --> 00:42:45,646 You're like, "That's normal." And then… It's clearly, like… 843 00:42:45,729 --> 00:42:50,359 You're feeling some type of way, or, like, you're thinking that I'm… wanting more, 844 00:42:50,442 --> 00:42:53,112 trying some things, that I'm like, okay, then… 845 00:42:53,821 --> 00:42:56,240 -Saying you're not trying something? -No. 846 00:42:56,323 --> 00:43:01,120 Okay. I just think you're, like, extra… affectionate in your words, 847 00:43:01,203 --> 00:43:03,747 and you just were saying a lot of things. 848 00:43:03,831 --> 00:43:06,542 I was like, "Wait, what's going on?" 849 00:43:07,126 --> 00:43:10,629 I know you express that, like, you like words of affirmation. 850 00:43:10,713 --> 00:43:13,215 I'm gonna give them words of affirmation. You know, like… 851 00:43:13,299 --> 00:43:14,508 So that's what you're doing? 852 00:43:14,592 --> 00:43:18,262 I feel like I'm trying to, like, be… you know, just, like, show up for you. 853 00:43:18,345 --> 00:43:20,097 -Playing the game or something? -Oh wow. 854 00:43:20,180 --> 00:43:22,808 -Okay, like… -I mean, that's what you're saying. 855 00:43:22,891 --> 00:43:25,311 Don't get it twisted. I dunno what you think I'm here to do. 856 00:43:25,394 --> 00:43:27,855 If you think I'm trying to flirt with you or lead you on… 857 00:43:27,938 --> 00:43:29,690 -Yeah.. -…or do something in the moment, 858 00:43:29,773 --> 00:43:31,358 that's incredibly hurtful. 859 00:43:31,442 --> 00:43:35,321 If you feel differently about this relationship than I do, 860 00:43:35,404 --> 00:43:38,324 then I don't want to somehow… 861 00:43:38,407 --> 00:43:40,701 -What, like, hurt my feelings? Yeah. No. -Yeah. 862 00:43:40,784 --> 00:43:43,996 You think I'm in love with you. That's not how I feel about you either. 863 00:43:44,079 --> 00:43:45,122 Like, I care for you. 864 00:43:45,205 --> 00:43:47,499 I thought this was a mutual attraction thing. 865 00:43:47,583 --> 00:43:51,086 Like, I am not trying to make you do something that you don't want to do. 866 00:43:51,170 --> 00:43:53,631 I acted on impulse because I thought it was mutual. 867 00:43:53,714 --> 00:43:56,133 You know, it's not like you haven't been giving anything, 868 00:43:56,216 --> 00:43:58,636 and you're saying no, and like I came on to you. 869 00:43:58,719 --> 00:44:03,557 Like, I feel like that's incredibly unfair to paint it that way, and that hurts me. 870 00:44:03,641 --> 00:44:06,727 -I'm not saying that. -That's how you're making it out to be. 871 00:44:06,810 --> 00:44:09,396 I can take the brunt if you don't want it to look some way, 872 00:44:09,480 --> 00:44:10,689 -which is fine. -Oh my God. 873 00:44:15,277 --> 00:44:17,946 Oh, in my… 874 00:44:18,030 --> 00:44:20,824 I fight so violent 875 00:44:20,908 --> 00:44:23,285 Come on. I know that it's not just you. 876 00:44:23,369 --> 00:44:26,622 Like, obviously, I've been cuddling. We've been affectionate. 877 00:44:27,873 --> 00:44:30,459 -Pretty sus on you now. I don't know. -Why? Like-- 878 00:44:31,043 --> 00:44:34,088 -I just… need a second to… -Okay. 879 00:44:34,171 --> 00:44:35,547 …to myself. 880 00:44:37,925 --> 00:44:39,009 Ugh. 881 00:44:40,719 --> 00:44:41,595 Can we be done? 882 00:44:49,561 --> 00:44:53,691 "Playing a game," I'm like… it's just an attack of my character. 883 00:45:06,412 --> 00:45:08,455 Deny the truth 884 00:45:08,956 --> 00:45:10,833 Avoid the blame 885 00:45:11,542 --> 00:45:15,546 But he's clearly holding onto shame 886 00:45:16,338 --> 00:45:18,340 I see right through 887 00:45:18,882 --> 00:45:20,884 And from today 888 00:45:21,593 --> 00:45:26,056 Your illusions are Your only claim to fame 889 00:45:26,557 --> 00:45:30,728 You'll never change our only claim to fame