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High up in the clouds

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Watch the sky fall down

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Flew too close to the sun

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I see you post, like, stories of, like,
"Sometimes you want to disappear,

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but all you wanna do is be found."

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You're gonna talk about stories
when you posted Kyle with heart eyes,

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and then you blocked me?

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-I didn't know about that.
-Just curious, is that the story?

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I can post a quote,
and that's the reaction,

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but… I'm blocked.

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And there's not
something more to you guys?

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Oh, I… We… We're very authentic.

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We'll tell you everything
you want to know.

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I understand,

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so much, the real human emotion,

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and yes, you know what you signed up for,

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but that doesn't take away
from how emotional this is.

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And I just want to say I really see that.

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There is gonna be
some questions to be answered.

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Now where will we end up?

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Okay. AJ and Marie,

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share with the group your experience
in your first trial marriage.

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In that first week,
I was in a very dark place.

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Probably one of the darkest
I've ever been.

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I felt… very scared for my own future.

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I felt very conflicted at who I was,
and what my purpose was.

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And, ultimately, you knew the moment
to give me space.

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You knew the moment when
you could make a joke.

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And it slowly became a safe space,

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because we laid
the groundwork for a friendship.

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We completely removed
the intimacy from it,

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because you can only hide
behind that shit.

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And true growth comes from
figuring your own stuff out.

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I have grown so much as a person,
and so have you,

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and we should be
very proud of ourselves for that.

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-Very proud.
-For sure.

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You've taught me so much
within this experience.

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We could always adapt and change.

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And something you've admitted to me
is you don't do well with change.

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But you did with me.

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Another thing that I loved
is you absolutely give, give, give,

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and you're so selfless in that.

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You'd wake me up and say,
"Hey, it's time to go to work."

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"Here's your coffee.
It's ready. Duke's already been walked."

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And that energy
will attract the right person,

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if this person's not in this room.

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Anybody would be
absolutely blessed to have you.

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Thanks.

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Thank you so much for sharing.

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Magan and Hayley.

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Our trial marriage has been really easy.

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Not to say that there hasn't been
a lot of really hard work.

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We would get really serious.
Sometimes we would cry.

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But then we would pop back in with a joke,

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and you're good at
changing the mood like that,

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but then also coming back
and still checking in,

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and, you know
I've really appreciated that.

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Absolutely.

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You are so open
and vulnerable with your feelings,

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so I'm grateful that I was able
to see that and to learn that from you.

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You make me feel really safe,
really protected.

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I think for years I've had questions
about why I do the things I do,

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and why do I feel so lost?

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I don't want to compare Haley and Dayna,
but being with you,

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I discovered how to push myself,
and how to trust my instincts,

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and believe that all the weird,
quirky things about myself,

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those are damn good qualities.

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And I feel like
I pushed them down for so long,

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and just being around you,

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I just feel so much more
secure within myself.

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-I just really appreciate that.
-Of course.

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That's really sweet.

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I feel like
I don't have to tell you a lot.

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You know what to do,
and you want to make me happy,

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or you just find ways
to make the situation better.

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That's really important.

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It's not something that bothers you.
It's just something that completes you.

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I'll definitely miss the laughs.

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We've truly had the best time.

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And we've been ridiculous at all times.

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I love that you get
all my references of my joking.

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I'll start the joke off and, like,
you know exactly where it comes from.

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-You riff my bit.
-One thing I'm gonna do is riff your bit.

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You riff my bit.

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This experience,
I really feel like it has changed my life.

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I'm happy with the relationship
that I came in here with,

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but I am so proud of the work
that I've done on myself.

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I can't tell you enough times, like,

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how grateful I am that, like,
we had this experience together.

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I'm just gonna miss talking to you.

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Something was there that
I felt like I needed, your perspective.

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It does make you a total catch.

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It makes me want to really prioritize
getting my family on board with my life.

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It's just added memories to my life

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that I'm gonna cherish
for the rest of my life.

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It's time to move on to Dayna and Mel.

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-I can't speak right now. I need you to.
-I know. I got you. I got you.

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My trial marriage with Dayna

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has been very… life-changing.

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You are really, really special to me.

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I think this is the first time
that anybody's truly ever seen me fully,

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and hasn't run away
or gotten scared of those things.

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Our communication is so easy, top tier.

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And Marie and I struggle with that.

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We have reached an extreme level
of vulnerability and comfort

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that I don't know that a lot of people
can reach with somebody.

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I think it's a very scary level.

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We both are more controlled
in our emotions,

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and we're used to very emotional partners.

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Sometimes, I don't always feel like
there's space for me to be emotional,

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or maybe I won't be as supported.

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You've kind of helped me realize
being vulnerable isn't, like, a weakness.

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With Magan, I don't feel always,
like, comfortable or safe

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saying what I want to say,
or being who I am.

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I feel judged.

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I struggle to communicate with Magan.

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I think me and Mel just have it so easy
because we get each other.

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You don't think you deserve anything.

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You deserve the best, even like marriage.
It's not that you don't want it.

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You're too scared to have amazing things
'cause you don't want to lose them.

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I just wish you could see yourself
the way that other people saw you.

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Thank you.

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The bond that we have created
and that we have, it means so much to me.

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I don't often let a lot of people in,

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so for us to reach that level
and just become so close

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and just be there for each other,

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that means everything to me.

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Dayna, how does it feel hearing that?

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-Makes me want to cry.
-Mm.

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It's so hard
to get her to do this kind of stuff,

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and, like, she's done it so much
over the past few weeks.

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But, in general, I know
how much it makes her, like…

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So I know when she does it,

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I just appreciate it,
because I know what it takes.

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You've impacted my life immensely.

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The way that
you have just taken care of me,

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I'll never forget it.

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You just, like… made me
see myself in a different light.

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I can't imagine not knowing you now.

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You get me. I know you'll always be there.

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I know you'll never let me down.
Yeah, and I can't thank you enough.

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I wanted to bring up,

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in the first week,
when I had run into you,

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you did not even acknowledge me.

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You literally pretended
like I wasn't even there,

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and it's something that I didn't deserve.

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I wanted to, like,
let you… be on your own.

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You couldn't even tell me hi?

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We came in this together,

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and I think a simple "Hi"
would have sufficed.

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I didn't understand it.

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So, instead of taking the time
to understand

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why I'm not getting that reaction,
like, out of my partner,

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I just decided to create space.

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All the sudden I get,
"I'm breaking up with you."

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"I don't wanna go home with you." "I can't
marry you." "I'm leaving the show."

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So you ignored that, and you said,
"Go home. Have a safe flight."

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You said, "Have a safe flight."

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If your ex said they're going home,
would you tell them to have a safe flight?

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-Know why?
-The confusion is

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you came to the folks night,
and you were acting like

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Magan had done something crazy.

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-She did!
-You trash talked me.

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Every time Magan came crying to me,
I fucking was there.

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-You were? When?
-I've never let you down.

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-When were you there?
-What do you mean, Magan?

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You came to my room before decision day.

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When I need you, I tell you I need you.

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When you need me, you break up with me.
You tell me you're gonna go home.

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You tell me
you're gonna do all these things

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except for tell me that you need me.

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-How am I supposed to know…
-I called you and told you--

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-I'm not done talking. I'm not done.
-Okay.

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How can I understand that you need me?

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Explain it. Make it make sense.

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I don't understand how you can say
you didn't know I needed you.

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Have I ever called you
crying hysterically like that?

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Telling you I'm gonna lose my mind,
I don't want to be here?

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Have I ever said that to you ever?

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Have you heard me cry like that before?

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When do I ever, ever emotionally…
and I told you.

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I fucking need you if you, like…

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You fucked around on this trip.

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I cannot be there for you. I'm sorry.

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Where's the proof? And then your little
friend here rolled with that too.

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-Little friend? Let me tell you…
-Yes! Haley!

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-First of all…
-You went up to Marie and told Marie

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that you have proof
that me and Mel are fucking.

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I did not say that.

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-You didn't? You know what? I don't care.
-Before we get there…

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-So anyway.
-Back to the receipts.

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So, that's where I can definitely clarify,

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and I think I left things
too vague with you.

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I heard out what Dayna
was having to say about her experience,

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and how it, you know,
made her feel some kind of way.

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I wanted to clarify with Marie that
that seemed very suspicious to me.

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That I was thinking that
there is definitely something more

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-to the story that I'm not understanding.
-Oh. Okay! Hold on now.

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Because I was told there are receipts.

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Very strong proof that me and Mel
had been fucking the entire time.

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Ma'am, I was at the cocktail party
the whole time.

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Why didn't you come talk to me?
I was right there.

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I think exactly what happened is

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I called your ass out
at the cocktail party.

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-What did you call me out for?
-That shit made you feel some way.

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Why did you call my ass out for?

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And you liked some get-back on me.

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-Just because it--
-Why did you tell Marie that?

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She did not! She just said she didn't.

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-She didn't.
-I'm sorry. I'm not talking to you.

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-Why did you tell Marie that?
-Maybe that was her interpretation.

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It sounded really rehearsed,
the story that you came in to say.

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-So why'd you hurt her?
-I was not trying to.

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-She was trying to make me aware.
-Of a fake-ass story.

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Regardless.

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-Of a fake-ass story?
-Why get so defensive?

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You did that shit for your own benefit.

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I'm sorry. I don't care.

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Weren't we just talking about growth
from everybody right now?

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Look, on your behalf, if it's nothing,
there's nothing to get defensive about.

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Because don't ever fuck… For one, don't
ever speak on me when you don't know shit.

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Two, you should've fucking had my back.

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-I should've?
-Every rumor that came to me…

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-Dayna!
-I shut it down. Every rumor--

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Dayna, your tone is ridiculous.
Talk to people like they fucking matter.

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Apparently, I don't matter.

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But no one's saying that to you.

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Cutting everybody off,
not letting anybody talk.

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-You need to calm down.
-Be respectful.

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No one's coming at you. We're trying
to understand what the fuck's going on.

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Relax.

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I want to leave off with one thing.
I don't know if this is a sign.

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Haley and I were sitting in our bedroom,

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and all of a sudden, the TV turns on.

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It goes to Spotify.

236
00:11:45,246 --> 00:11:47,915
It logs in on both of your accounts.

237
00:11:48,749 --> 00:11:51,460
-And it's so strange.
-It was the weirdest thing I've ever seen.

238
00:11:51,544 --> 00:11:54,505
We try to connect our phones,
and you needed an approval.

239
00:11:54,588 --> 00:11:56,799
Both of your accounts opened up.

240
00:11:56,882 --> 00:11:59,260
And all there's been was sex playlists.

241
00:11:59,343 --> 00:12:03,347
You have one private playlist
that you guys created together.

242
00:12:03,431 --> 00:12:07,476
And on your account, you opened
the album that you made for me.

243
00:12:07,560 --> 00:12:10,896
And you took all of the songs
that you created for me,

244
00:12:10,980 --> 00:12:14,984
including our song together,
and put that on your playlist together.

245
00:12:16,652 --> 00:12:17,695
Okay.

246
00:12:17,778 --> 00:12:20,239
And I don't appreciate that. At all.

247
00:12:20,322 --> 00:12:22,074
-Heard.
-Okay, babe.

248
00:12:22,158 --> 00:12:23,284
Understood.

249
00:12:25,619 --> 00:12:29,415
I know tonight
has been incredibly emotional.

250
00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:33,878
Thank you all so much for sharing
and being so vulnerable.

251
00:12:33,961 --> 00:12:38,132
What I also did see was
this incredible amount of growth.

252
00:12:38,215 --> 00:12:42,928
And hopefully you can take
that growth with you and apply that,

253
00:12:43,012 --> 00:12:44,972
and really get to a place

254
00:12:45,055 --> 00:12:47,766
where you guys can actually have
really productive conversations.

255
00:12:47,850 --> 00:12:52,480
Yeah, this needs to be private between us.
This doesn't need to be, like, everyone.

256
00:12:53,689 --> 00:12:54,774
Okay.

257
00:12:55,733 --> 00:12:58,027
You came here tonight
with someone you chose,

258
00:12:58,110 --> 00:13:01,781
but you'll leave here with the person
that you brought to this experience.

259
00:13:02,573 --> 00:13:05,868
Tonight you will begin the second vision
of what married life could be.

260
00:13:05,951 --> 00:13:07,161
Over the next three weeks,

261
00:13:07,244 --> 00:13:09,747
you're going to hang out
with family and friends,

262
00:13:09,830 --> 00:13:12,708
and you're going to get a chance
to dive into the same issues

263
00:13:12,791 --> 00:13:14,710
that you did the first time around.

264
00:13:15,419 --> 00:13:19,465
We want to encourage you
to explore everything that you need to

265
00:13:19,548 --> 00:13:22,718
before you make a decision
on getting married.

266
00:13:22,801 --> 00:13:24,804
Do not leave a stone unturned.

267
00:13:24,887 --> 00:13:26,222
Do not hold back.

268
00:13:26,305 --> 00:13:30,559
And at the end, each of you
will have to make a decision,

269
00:13:30,643 --> 00:13:33,771
the right decision,
for yourself as individuals.

270
00:13:34,730 --> 00:13:38,651
Take a look at the engagement ring
that you have in front of you.

271
00:13:41,946 --> 00:13:45,491
These rings symbolize the commitment
that you may choose to make

272
00:13:45,574 --> 00:13:47,743
when the Ultimatum comes to term.

273
00:13:47,827 --> 00:13:51,997
And at the end of this experience,
you will have to make a choice.

274
00:13:52,915 --> 00:13:55,876
Will you leave engaged to the person
that you came here with?

275
00:13:56,627 --> 00:13:59,880
Will you leave with the person
that you chose here?

276
00:14:00,548 --> 00:14:03,551
Or will you walk away alone?

277
00:14:04,843 --> 00:14:08,556
Now it's time to say goodbye
to your first trial marriage partner,

278
00:14:08,639 --> 00:14:13,811
and head into your second trial marriage
with the person you arrived here with.

279
00:14:15,104 --> 00:14:16,397
Dayna and Magan.

280
00:14:17,565 --> 00:14:19,024
AJ and Britney.

281
00:14:20,317 --> 00:14:21,902
Bridget and Kyle.

282
00:14:23,153 --> 00:14:24,947
Marie and Mel.

283
00:14:26,365 --> 00:14:27,825
Ashley and Marita.

284
00:14:29,201 --> 00:14:30,578
Pilar and Haley.

285
00:14:31,495 --> 00:14:33,706
Welcome to your potential future.

286
00:14:33,789 --> 00:14:35,708
I wish you all the best.

287
00:14:35,791 --> 00:14:36,792
Good luck.

288
00:14:39,295 --> 00:14:40,546
I'm proud of you.

289
00:14:41,255 --> 00:14:44,967
I'm definitely nervous for Magan
to couple back up with Dayna.

290
00:14:45,467 --> 00:14:48,345
Magan has had, like,
a profound impact on me.

291
00:14:48,429 --> 00:14:52,266
We told each other we love each other.
So, it's definitely confusing

292
00:14:52,349 --> 00:14:55,477
to come into
this new trial marriage with Pilar.

293
00:14:55,561 --> 00:14:57,730
She's been my person for ten years.

294
00:14:57,813 --> 00:15:01,817
I've given Pilar an Ultimatum,
but I've pictured marrying Magan.

295
00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:04,361
That is crazy to think about.

296
00:15:04,445 --> 00:15:06,405
Can you feel it?

297
00:15:10,117 --> 00:15:11,994
What a feeling

298
00:15:16,165 --> 00:15:17,499
Baby

299
00:15:21,045 --> 00:15:24,590
We are just two souls

300
00:15:24,673 --> 00:15:27,926
Definitely go out of control

301
00:15:28,010 --> 00:15:30,179
-I missed you.
-I missed you.

302
00:15:32,514 --> 00:15:36,101
I'm so thankful we have
a respectful relationship, honestly.

303
00:15:36,185 --> 00:15:38,395
-What the hell was tonight?
-Crazy.

304
00:15:38,479 --> 00:15:40,397
A bunch of children
screaming at each other

305
00:15:40,481 --> 00:15:41,690
is what I was thinking.

306
00:15:41,774 --> 00:15:44,860
-Loud people.
-Two firecrackers that are together.

307
00:15:46,362 --> 00:15:48,072
You can't even look at me?

308
00:15:48,155 --> 00:15:48,989
No.

309
00:15:49,073 --> 00:15:51,200
Haven't seen me in weeks
and can't look at me?

310
00:15:51,283 --> 00:15:54,870
You chose to go about your three weeks
in the way you did.

311
00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:58,499
So don't be mad when I feel
the way that I feel about that.

312
00:15:59,500 --> 00:16:02,503
Magan and Dayna's business
is their own bone to pick,

313
00:16:02,586 --> 00:16:05,130
but you know what
the proof probably fucking was?

314
00:16:05,214 --> 00:16:07,508
-That Spotify bullshit.
-Mm-hmm.

315
00:16:08,092 --> 00:16:10,803
A locked playlist, Mel? Really?

316
00:16:12,262 --> 00:16:16,141
I just thought it was interesting also
that Magan was pointing fingers at Dayna

317
00:16:16,225 --> 00:16:18,310
when it's like… I don't know.

318
00:16:18,394 --> 00:16:20,062
Are you guys doing anything?

319
00:16:20,145 --> 00:16:21,188
We have, yeah.

320
00:16:23,190 --> 00:16:24,441
We can talk about it.

321
00:16:25,025 --> 00:16:25,901
Later.

322
00:16:26,777 --> 00:16:30,197
Losing my grip
Losing my control

323
00:16:30,280 --> 00:16:32,282
Are you sad to leave Pilar?

324
00:16:32,366 --> 00:16:34,368
-You're not looking at me.
-Sorry.

325
00:16:34,451 --> 00:16:38,163
-Makes me feel like something sketchy's…
-No, I'm trying to, like, say it.

326
00:16:38,247 --> 00:16:42,626
We did go out one night,
and then there was, like, a kiss.

327
00:16:43,752 --> 00:16:44,670
That happened.

328
00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:49,091
How did it just happen? What do you mean?

329
00:16:50,259 --> 00:16:51,885
I don't want this to, like…

330
00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:55,639
be a block for us, so, I want to…

331
00:16:55,723 --> 00:16:58,225
-You have to tell me.
-I want to, like, work through it.

332
00:16:59,101 --> 00:17:02,688
So down, down I go

333
00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:07,526
The oxtail? That hurt!
Bro, you could have made her jerk chicken.

334
00:17:07,609 --> 00:17:09,028
Damn, you gonna cry about it.

335
00:17:09,111 --> 00:17:12,865
Like all them fucking
good-ass flavored oxtails in her stomach?

336
00:17:12,948 --> 00:17:16,118
What the fuck? Did she even know
how to eat it off the bone?

337
00:17:16,201 --> 00:17:17,911
She was asking me how.

338
00:17:17,995 --> 00:17:21,582
Oh my God! What a waste.

339
00:17:21,665 --> 00:17:23,125
Have you ever had an oxtail?

340
00:17:23,208 --> 00:17:26,712
No, what is an oxtail?
What the hell is an oxtail?

341
00:17:27,212 --> 00:17:29,673
It's literally… I think it's a cow.

342
00:17:30,299 --> 00:17:31,884
What do you mean it's a cow?

343
00:17:31,967 --> 00:17:34,845
I don't know…
Like, I thought it was an ox.

344
00:17:36,180 --> 00:17:40,059
We do have a connection that you've known,

345
00:17:41,018 --> 00:17:43,687
and we've teetered the line
of "Could it be? Could it not?"

346
00:17:43,771 --> 00:17:45,439
We never went there because

347
00:17:46,690 --> 00:17:49,318
we love our partners so much.

348
00:17:49,401 --> 00:17:50,903
You've teetered the line?

349
00:17:53,197 --> 00:17:55,783
Okay, as long as you know
where I'm going with that.

350
00:17:57,201 --> 00:18:01,705
We came here together in hopes
to get engaged after all this.

351
00:18:01,789 --> 00:18:02,873
I'm so sorry.

352
00:18:02,956 --> 00:18:06,001
Yeah, I bet you fucking are sorry.
You're not sorry for shit.

353
00:18:06,085 --> 00:18:09,171
You're sorry because
this is backfiring in your face.

354
00:18:09,254 --> 00:18:12,299
You think that you can treat people
however you want.

355
00:18:12,382 --> 00:18:14,343
And then when you're not
treated the way you want,

356
00:18:14,426 --> 00:18:16,220
then you wanna play the sympathy card?

357
00:18:16,303 --> 00:18:18,430
-That's what you think?
-That's exactly what I think.

358
00:18:18,514 --> 00:18:19,890
It's exactly what I know.

359
00:18:19,973 --> 00:18:22,976
It's exactly what you've shown me
this whole time we've been here.

360
00:18:23,060 --> 00:18:24,603
Why are you staying, then?

361
00:18:25,562 --> 00:18:26,438
I don't know.

362
00:18:28,982 --> 00:18:30,859
So you're done? We don't have a future?

363
00:18:32,736 --> 00:18:34,154
I really don't think so.

364
00:18:39,076 --> 00:18:40,702
A four-leaf clover.

365
00:18:42,538 --> 00:18:43,580
Are you matching?

366
00:18:44,498 --> 00:18:46,250
Are you fucking kidding?

367
00:18:46,333 --> 00:18:48,001
You got a matching tattoo?

368
00:18:48,085 --> 00:18:49,461
I did. Yes.

369
00:18:49,545 --> 00:18:53,132
My God, she's really gonna be
a part of my life forever now, isn't she?

370
00:18:56,135 --> 00:18:59,263
I'm not interested in settling

371
00:18:59,888 --> 00:19:02,224
For the hell of it

372
00:19:03,058 --> 00:19:07,062
All these people want convenience
I want more

373
00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:09,982
The wolf is howling at the door

374
00:19:10,065 --> 00:19:12,943
I don't know what to do
with myself right now.

375
00:19:13,026 --> 00:19:15,237
-Why don't you sit with me?
-Yeah.

376
00:19:17,948 --> 00:19:20,367
It's weird having you on this couch.

377
00:19:20,868 --> 00:19:21,743
Yeah?

378
00:19:22,369 --> 00:19:26,415
Dayna and I have
a very strong bond emotionally,

379
00:19:26,498 --> 00:19:29,126
but I think, like, the best thing
for me to do right now

380
00:19:29,209 --> 00:19:33,797
is really try to give everything to Marie,
who's been here for me for four years.

381
00:19:33,881 --> 00:19:37,718
It's all about where we go from here.
There's a lot on the line for everybody.

382
00:19:38,719 --> 00:19:40,137
I'm happy you're here.

383
00:19:40,220 --> 00:19:41,889
I didn't know if I would be.

384
00:19:44,016 --> 00:19:48,729
Tonight was really hard.
I'm very disappointed… in Haley.

385
00:19:49,646 --> 00:19:52,858
I know that you and Dayna
are not the bad guys,

386
00:19:53,442 --> 00:19:57,154
and I believe you, and I trust you.

387
00:20:01,783 --> 00:20:05,746
I'm excited to see how you've…

388
00:20:06,788 --> 00:20:09,625
I want to say, grown in this experience.

389
00:20:09,708 --> 00:20:12,669
We sometimes lack passion

390
00:20:13,587 --> 00:20:16,256
because, you know, we're always working.

391
00:20:17,341 --> 00:20:20,260
I did mean what I said
about being seen and heard.

392
00:20:20,344 --> 00:20:22,804
I think that is a non-negotiable for me.

393
00:20:22,888 --> 00:20:26,683
Sometimes when I speak, I feel like
you kind of… "Yeah, yeah, yeah."

394
00:20:26,767 --> 00:20:28,435
You've said this before.

395
00:20:28,518 --> 00:20:31,146
-Mm-hmm.
-I didn't mean to disregard you.

396
00:20:31,855 --> 00:20:35,567
So that's very important for me,
for our trial marriage.

397
00:20:37,569 --> 00:20:42,616
And I would like to see…
you find your voice,

398
00:20:43,492 --> 00:20:46,161
to be confident in whatever it is you do.

399
00:20:47,120 --> 00:20:49,665
And I'd like to help you
get there if I can.

400
00:20:50,666 --> 00:20:54,002
When Dayna tonight
was talking about your self-worth…

401
00:20:56,338 --> 00:20:58,131
I see that. I get that.

402
00:20:58,215 --> 00:21:00,550
You are worth so much.

403
00:21:00,634 --> 00:21:02,594
You are worthy of all of the love

404
00:21:03,595 --> 00:21:04,972
and all of the passion.

405
00:21:05,889 --> 00:21:08,642
And it really kills me
that we went four years

406
00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:11,812
and you don't feel worthy.

407
00:21:14,356 --> 00:21:18,527
It hurts me so deeply to my core
that you say you have never felt seen.

408
00:21:20,904 --> 00:21:22,072
You and Dayna.

409
00:21:23,865 --> 00:21:24,825
I can see it.

410
00:21:25,701 --> 00:21:30,580
Like, this connection that you guys have.

411
00:21:32,749 --> 00:21:36,795
All I can do is… take it in now,

412
00:21:36,878 --> 00:21:39,423
but I am very scared
of what this looks like

413
00:21:40,007 --> 00:21:41,633
tomorrow and the day after.

414
00:21:41,717 --> 00:21:43,802
I need to go

415
00:21:55,814 --> 00:21:58,859
I'll stay on the couch
and you can sleep in the bedroom.

416
00:21:59,443 --> 00:22:01,987
I, like, can't even believe who you are.

417
00:22:02,070 --> 00:22:05,115
You didn't tell me
it was a matching tattoo until I asked?

418
00:22:05,741 --> 00:22:08,368
Magan, do you realize
how much there is to unpack still?

419
00:22:08,452 --> 00:22:11,747
Really? We said that
if we made it out of here together,

420
00:22:11,830 --> 00:22:13,498
we would get matching tattoos.

421
00:22:13,582 --> 00:22:16,168
You go and get matching tattoos with Mel?

422
00:22:16,251 --> 00:22:18,628
We always say we'll do something,
then we don't.

423
00:22:18,712 --> 00:22:21,840
I can't believe I wanted to marry you.

424
00:22:21,923 --> 00:22:23,967
You are not who I thought you were.

425
00:22:25,260 --> 00:22:29,222
And for a second, I was gonna open up
and give you a fucking chance.

426
00:22:29,890 --> 00:22:33,977
And you continuously break my heart.
You break my fucking heart, Dayna!

427
00:22:34,061 --> 00:22:36,897
Oh

428
00:22:36,980 --> 00:22:38,690
Oh

429
00:22:39,608 --> 00:22:44,946
In the heat of the battle
Yeah, you know I'm not giving up

430
00:22:46,656 --> 00:22:49,201
I just struggle
when I don't understand you,

431
00:22:49,284 --> 00:22:51,912
because I usually understand you so well.

432
00:22:51,995 --> 00:22:54,206
I don't really know what to do about it.

433
00:22:55,499 --> 00:23:00,128
I feel terrible
that something physical happened.

434
00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:04,049
I know that didn't need to happen,
and I didn't want that to happen.

435
00:23:04,132 --> 00:23:06,760
I feel awful, especially knowing for me,

436
00:23:06,843 --> 00:23:08,553
like, it didn't mean anything.

437
00:23:08,637 --> 00:23:11,348
But to me, it's like,
if you loved me that much,

438
00:23:11,431 --> 00:23:13,100
why did those things happen?

439
00:23:14,726 --> 00:23:17,062
I, like, was…

440
00:23:18,855 --> 00:23:20,107
thinking of you.

441
00:23:21,108 --> 00:23:24,277
I was. I know that
I was acting very selfishly. I think I--

442
00:23:24,361 --> 00:23:26,696
-That's what I don't understand.
-Yeah.

443
00:23:26,780 --> 00:23:28,824
And that's what I can't explain.

444
00:23:28,907 --> 00:23:32,869
Because there is
no rational reason for it.

445
00:23:32,953 --> 00:23:35,455
I think you need to figure out
what the reason is.

446
00:23:35,539 --> 00:23:38,917
I know the reason.
It's me not standing up for myself,

447
00:23:39,000 --> 00:23:40,919
not wanting to hurt someone.

448
00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:42,504
'Cause I don't want to be in a marriage

449
00:23:42,587 --> 00:23:45,632
where I feel like you're gonna
just do whatever to be nice, like…

450
00:23:45,715 --> 00:23:48,260
You… don't have to worry about that.

451
00:23:48,343 --> 00:23:50,679
It's fine to not be liked by everybody.

452
00:23:50,762 --> 00:23:53,265
I know. I realize that 1,000%.

453
00:23:53,348 --> 00:23:56,101
I don't need the ego boost.

454
00:23:56,184 --> 00:23:59,354
I don't need that, like…
I wasn't asserting myself.

455
00:24:01,398 --> 00:24:04,776
And I don't want you
to have to worry about that.

456
00:24:04,860 --> 00:24:06,778
Like, I don't have a wandering eye.

457
00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:08,989
I don't need validation from other people.

458
00:24:09,072 --> 00:24:11,366
Like, you're the only one that I want.
I promise.

459
00:24:13,994 --> 00:24:15,579
I'm very fragile right now.

460
00:24:15,662 --> 00:24:17,038
I know. I'm sorry.

461
00:24:19,374 --> 00:24:20,208
Come here.

462
00:24:30,135 --> 00:24:32,471
I look at you as this perfect person…

463
00:24:32,554 --> 00:24:34,139
Yeah, I don't want you to.

464
00:24:34,222 --> 00:24:36,349
I forget that you can make mistakes too.

465
00:24:36,433 --> 00:24:38,518
-I can't live up to that.
-I know.

466
00:24:39,102 --> 00:24:40,312
But I'm sorry.

467
00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:45,567
But I'm, like, learning from my mistakes,
and I just…

468
00:24:48,361 --> 00:24:50,697
hope that you'll, like, be open to me.

469
00:24:52,073 --> 00:24:53,116
I'm gonna try my best.

470
00:24:53,200 --> 00:24:55,702
I just don't want you to,
like, look at me differently.

471
00:24:56,536 --> 00:24:59,623
You know me.
You know I'm super empathetic,

472
00:24:59,706 --> 00:25:03,335
and that the second you start crying,
I'm gonna, like, fold.

473
00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:07,339
I'm not trying… That makes it sound
like it's manipulative or something.

474
00:25:07,422 --> 00:25:10,008
That's not what I meant. I'm trying to say

475
00:25:10,091 --> 00:25:12,385
I don't want you to think
I'm being callous

476
00:25:12,469 --> 00:25:14,346
for not, like, crumbling.

477
00:25:14,846 --> 00:25:16,348
I'm just trying to, like…

478
00:25:17,432 --> 00:25:20,060
also stand up for my own needs.

479
00:25:21,978 --> 00:25:23,939
And be able to express myself.

480
00:25:30,612 --> 00:25:32,030
I still love you.

481
00:25:32,113 --> 00:25:33,031
You do?

482
00:25:33,949 --> 00:25:35,700
You still want to be with me?

483
00:25:36,701 --> 00:25:39,454
And I don't feel like
I've ever looked at you differently.

484
00:25:40,038 --> 00:25:43,792
Good, I want you to know
that you do know me.

485
00:25:43,875 --> 00:25:47,337
And I really don't want
to talk about the past anymore.

486
00:25:48,213 --> 00:25:49,464
Me neither.

487
00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:51,299
I just want to focus on us.

488
00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:53,093
Yeah.

489
00:25:53,176 --> 00:25:54,636
That's all that matters.

490
00:25:58,932 --> 00:26:00,225
You can wish on it.

491
00:26:03,937 --> 00:26:08,608
I've tried and I've tried
But I want more

492
00:26:08,692 --> 00:26:15,532
I can't let you go

493
00:26:16,032 --> 00:26:18,702
With us being so different,

494
00:26:19,286 --> 00:26:22,330
I feel like Kyle is obviously
very different from you.

495
00:26:22,414 --> 00:26:25,000
She's a very watered-down version
of you, I would say.

496
00:26:25,083 --> 00:26:26,418
You know, sure she--

497
00:26:26,501 --> 00:26:28,670
-She's the La Croix.
-Yeah.

498
00:26:28,753 --> 00:26:30,672
I'm the Four Loko, right?

499
00:26:33,550 --> 00:26:36,303
She's so go-with-the-flow,
and she's so agreeable.

500
00:26:37,137 --> 00:26:40,140
It felt weird because I do
take a passenger seat a lot.

501
00:26:41,182 --> 00:26:45,687
It just made me realize,
if this is how I feel, how did Haley feel?

502
00:26:46,605 --> 00:26:48,732
I think it's been hard for us
to change those roles

503
00:26:48,815 --> 00:26:50,900
since we've been so stuck in them.

504
00:26:52,902 --> 00:26:56,448
It was nice being paired up with Magan
because we were able to get past

505
00:26:56,531 --> 00:26:58,366
so many of the basic issues,

506
00:26:58,450 --> 00:27:01,870
and build the safe space
to talk about really deep things.

507
00:27:02,787 --> 00:27:06,791
Both of us were not willing to go back
to the way that we had been living before.

508
00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:10,337
We recognized there was
work to do on ourselves,

509
00:27:10,420 --> 00:27:12,547
and… it was hard,

510
00:27:12,630 --> 00:27:15,091
and so we really went through that.

511
00:27:16,134 --> 00:27:19,679
And then, we agreed that…

512
00:27:22,640 --> 00:27:24,768
Of course, we were attracted
to each other, but we had--

513
00:27:24,851 --> 00:27:25,935
Of course?

514
00:27:28,563 --> 00:27:31,107
Didn't say that in your choice speech.

515
00:27:32,859 --> 00:27:33,902
Should we have?

516
00:27:34,527 --> 00:27:37,781
You and Kyle didn't have to say you were
attracted to each other for us to know

517
00:27:37,864 --> 00:27:40,158
that that special bond was attraction.

518
00:27:40,241 --> 00:27:42,577
Jesus Christ. Did you guys cuddle?

519
00:27:44,621 --> 00:27:45,622
We cuddled.

520
00:27:46,581 --> 00:27:47,499
Night one?

521
00:27:47,999 --> 00:27:49,292
Um…

522
00:27:50,085 --> 00:27:51,544
We did cuddle night one.

523
00:27:52,170 --> 00:27:53,046
Yeah.

524
00:27:58,218 --> 00:27:59,260
I'm just curious.

525
00:28:01,179 --> 00:28:05,517
We… decided that
if you and Dayna were feeling

526
00:28:05,600 --> 00:28:07,894
the way that Magan and I were feeling,

527
00:28:08,770 --> 00:28:12,982
we felt you guys would have had regret
coming out of it if you didn't explore…

528
00:28:14,734 --> 00:28:18,029
whatever it was that you wanted to do
in this experience.

529
00:28:18,613 --> 00:28:23,493
And I thought that you could
potentially be falling in love with Kyle.

530
00:28:23,576 --> 00:28:26,371
And I was… I understand,

531
00:28:26,454 --> 00:28:27,747
but I did feel like that,

532
00:28:27,831 --> 00:28:29,999
and we did decide to…

533
00:28:32,585 --> 00:28:34,838
To cross that… cross that line.

534
00:28:46,141 --> 00:28:47,267
Was it one time?

535
00:28:49,477 --> 00:28:50,854
It was not one time.

536
00:28:53,356 --> 00:28:54,607
Can I ask how many?

537
00:28:57,110 --> 00:28:59,529
Will that…
Will that help the conversation?

538
00:29:02,282 --> 00:29:04,868
I mean, I wasn't, like,
counting every time.

539
00:29:07,162 --> 00:29:09,831
Like, do you have
an emotional connection with her?

540
00:29:24,721 --> 00:29:26,014
What does that mean?

541
00:29:29,350 --> 00:29:30,351
Do you love her?

542
00:29:47,577 --> 00:29:48,578
Don't.

543
00:30:11,476 --> 00:30:13,937
I don't know what to do
with this information.

544
00:30:16,689 --> 00:30:17,899
Please don't touch me.

545
00:30:23,112 --> 00:30:24,822
I don't know what to say.

546
00:30:24,906 --> 00:30:26,741
You don't have to say anything.

547
00:30:31,746 --> 00:30:33,456
I feel I did this.

548
00:30:33,540 --> 00:30:34,666
You did this?

549
00:30:35,416 --> 00:30:38,086
Yeah. Like, what if I had

550
00:30:39,170 --> 00:30:41,005
proposed to you,

551
00:30:41,089 --> 00:30:43,174
and if I had

552
00:30:43,258 --> 00:30:46,511
made you feel… seen and heard.

553
00:30:47,470 --> 00:30:51,099
I kept saying my worst fear was that
I would get to a point that I was ready

554
00:30:51,182 --> 00:30:53,685
and you were falling in love
with someone else.

555
00:30:54,936 --> 00:30:56,396
And I said that.

556
00:30:56,479 --> 00:30:57,814
Now it's happening.

557
00:30:59,816 --> 00:31:01,442
Like, what the fuck?

558
00:31:09,993 --> 00:31:10,910
I'm sorry.

559
00:31:10,994 --> 00:31:13,121
Were you manifesting

560
00:31:14,163 --> 00:31:17,333
We could find
our way back to each other?

561
00:31:17,417 --> 00:31:18,918
Maybe things were different

562
00:31:19,002 --> 00:31:22,839
In another timeline
We could be together

563
00:31:24,841 --> 00:31:28,303
Guess I'm collateral damage

564
00:31:28,386 --> 00:31:31,347
Loved you and you took me for granted

565
00:31:39,606 --> 00:31:42,900
Since we came home, you haven't
been able to keep your hands off me.

566
00:31:45,820 --> 00:31:47,780
Fuck off outta here.

567
00:31:50,241 --> 00:31:53,536
I'm gonna get up on this heating pad.
This feels nice.

568
00:32:01,377 --> 00:32:03,087
How was it being with Marita?

569
00:32:03,755 --> 00:32:04,923
It was refreshing.

570
00:32:05,757 --> 00:32:07,634
She was a really good listener.

571
00:32:09,093 --> 00:32:14,307
Marie was eye-opener
to all the things that I would like.

572
00:32:14,891 --> 00:32:17,727
I ain't gonna lie, I really enjoyed

573
00:32:17,810 --> 00:32:20,438
someone being home all the time.

574
00:32:20,521 --> 00:32:22,774
I'd be working,
and she'd make me breakfast.

575
00:32:23,358 --> 00:32:26,235
Do you remember the woman
I was to you before I started Vitaluxx?

576
00:32:26,319 --> 00:32:27,445
Yes, I do.

577
00:32:27,528 --> 00:32:28,905
What was she like?

578
00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:30,615
You did everything.

579
00:32:31,240 --> 00:32:36,537
Dinners, breakfast, lunch, laundry,
cleaning, house was always tidy.

580
00:32:36,621 --> 00:32:38,331
I know she's still in there.

581
00:32:39,582 --> 00:32:43,628
I'm just saying what
I recently discovered that I liked.

582
00:32:43,711 --> 00:32:48,216
I mean, I like a boss woman. I like,
you know, everything you've been doing.

583
00:32:49,384 --> 00:32:50,927
I'm never gonna take that away from you,

584
00:32:51,010 --> 00:32:53,137
because just as much
as I know I'm your baby,

585
00:32:53,221 --> 00:32:55,056
like, Vitaluxx is your baby too.

586
00:32:59,686 --> 00:33:01,229
When we came in here, you said

587
00:33:02,355 --> 00:33:05,525
you want to achieve certain things
for yourself before marrying someone.

588
00:33:05,608 --> 00:33:06,442
Mm-hmm.

589
00:33:07,026 --> 00:33:10,613
I don't know, I feel like as time went on,
you just started focusing,

590
00:33:10,697 --> 00:33:14,492
you know, on less of how you're
gonna be that so we can get married,

591
00:33:14,575 --> 00:33:17,954
more so, like, Britney needs
to give you more reassurance,

592
00:33:18,037 --> 00:33:20,373
and Britney doesn't have time for you.

593
00:33:20,456 --> 00:33:23,251
Like, that's what you bring up now
as what holds you back.

594
00:33:23,334 --> 00:33:27,505
Yes, I hear your concerns
of reassurance and making time for you.

595
00:33:28,881 --> 00:33:30,466
So is it really just that?

596
00:33:32,093 --> 00:33:33,469
I think it's both.

597
00:33:34,470 --> 00:33:37,682
You loving me is not the question,
because I know that.

598
00:33:38,599 --> 00:33:41,602
I'm scared that
you go through highs and lows.

599
00:33:41,686 --> 00:33:44,689
You might say, "Yes,
I want marriage now," and then,

600
00:33:44,772 --> 00:33:46,566
if I were to propose,

601
00:33:46,649 --> 00:33:48,317
and we're engaged,

602
00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:51,112
months down the line,
if Vitaluxx isn't doing that well,

603
00:33:51,195 --> 00:33:53,322
"Hey, we're gonna have
to hold off on this engagement,

604
00:33:53,406 --> 00:33:55,825
because there's things
I need to take care of."

605
00:33:56,743 --> 00:33:57,910
That's a scary thought.

606
00:33:58,453 --> 00:34:02,123
You're putting us on pause by waiting
for something that may or may not happen.

607
00:34:02,206 --> 00:34:05,877
If you wanted to get to a certain point,
there's no timeline on that either.

608
00:34:06,461 --> 00:34:08,212
That could not happen, it can happen.

609
00:34:08,296 --> 00:34:11,632
The thing with business, I mean,
all of these things are a flow of life.

610
00:34:11,716 --> 00:34:16,095
It's a risk you should be willing to take.
I'm not asking to get married tomorrow.

611
00:34:18,139 --> 00:34:21,517
Even though I gave you the Ultimatum,
I'm not putting everything on you.

612
00:34:21,601 --> 00:34:24,353
And you know,
you respond to things for a reason,

613
00:34:24,437 --> 00:34:27,356
and I'm trying to be reflective
and accountable for

614
00:34:27,857 --> 00:34:29,400
who I've also showed up as.

615
00:34:29,484 --> 00:34:31,486
If at the end of this
we don't agree, we don't agree,

616
00:34:31,569 --> 00:34:35,156
but I'm, like, trying
to really see it from your lens.

617
00:34:35,239 --> 00:34:36,908
I appreciate that.

618
00:34:43,414 --> 00:34:44,290
I love you.

619
00:34:44,874 --> 00:34:45,875
Love you too.

620
00:34:48,544 --> 00:34:52,173
You just need to hold on
You just need to hold on

621
00:34:55,802 --> 00:34:57,804
You just need to hold on
Hold on

622
00:35:02,850 --> 00:35:03,851
Cheers.

623
00:35:03,935 --> 00:35:04,936
To being happy.

624
00:35:05,436 --> 00:35:06,312
Yeah.

625
00:35:08,523 --> 00:35:09,816
Oh, she's delicious.

626
00:35:09,899 --> 00:35:12,693
So is she. I'm, like,
drinking a straight-up banana.

627
00:35:12,777 --> 00:35:13,986
I love it.

628
00:35:14,070 --> 00:35:16,447
-I love it. I love it.
-Like baby food.

629
00:35:17,740 --> 00:35:21,619
Baby, I feel like we really are,
like, at a point where…

630
00:35:23,287 --> 00:35:25,373
I love you enough to…

631
00:35:26,457 --> 00:35:30,211
see… and hear things differently.

632
00:35:30,294 --> 00:35:32,922
I'm talking about, like, kids,

633
00:35:33,005 --> 00:35:35,633
and just how shit changes.

634
00:35:36,300 --> 00:35:38,970
Having a family that's, like, a value.

635
00:35:39,053 --> 00:35:41,556
That's a core value.
That's something you've always wanted,

636
00:35:41,639 --> 00:35:44,642
and I think that you shouldn't change
your values for someone else.

637
00:35:45,184 --> 00:35:47,854
You know, and I shouldn't rob you of that
if that's what you need.

638
00:35:50,606 --> 00:35:54,318
My perspective on family
has changed drastically.

639
00:35:54,402 --> 00:35:57,530
Family is a construct,
and it's about, like, what you make of it.

640
00:35:58,239 --> 00:35:59,574
We have a family already.

641
00:36:02,034 --> 00:36:04,120
And it's not like I'm giving up something.

642
00:36:04,203 --> 00:36:06,706
There are so many other things in me
that feels like…

643
00:36:09,041 --> 00:36:11,419
-That feels like I'm being filled.
-Yeah.

644
00:36:12,795 --> 00:36:16,632
There are so many other parts
that I would much rather grow into.

645
00:36:17,174 --> 00:36:20,970
Seeing everything for the first time

646
00:36:21,053 --> 00:36:23,306
It makes me sad even hearing you say that,

647
00:36:23,389 --> 00:36:25,725
it's always like
you putting us before you.

648
00:36:26,934 --> 00:36:28,561
Um…

649
00:36:28,644 --> 00:36:32,190
It's almost like
you're just willing to accept whatever,

650
00:36:33,191 --> 00:36:35,735
when you should, like…
I know you know your worth.

651
00:36:35,818 --> 00:36:39,572
I know you know who you are,
and, like, the things that you want.

652
00:36:39,655 --> 00:36:42,533
I don't feel like
I'm putting myself any less though.

653
00:36:43,159 --> 00:36:45,453
-I really don't.
-I trust you if that's what you're saying.

654
00:36:45,536 --> 00:36:47,288
I'm like, yeah,
I don't feel like I am at all.

655
00:36:47,788 --> 00:36:50,208
I feel like I've really stepped up

656
00:36:50,291 --> 00:36:52,376
in terms of, like,
what I am comfortable with

657
00:36:52,460 --> 00:36:55,129
and what I'm not comfortable with,
and the boundaries I'm setting.

658
00:36:55,713 --> 00:37:00,426
Roll out your love
and wrap around me

659
00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:03,554
-You want to go for a walk?
-Yeah, cool.

660
00:37:04,096 --> 00:37:05,389
That was a nice juice.

661
00:37:05,473 --> 00:37:09,560
Roll out your love
and follow your lead

662
00:37:10,144 --> 00:37:14,690
If a time comes when I look at you
and I say, "You know what, I want a kid,"

663
00:37:15,691 --> 00:37:17,985
then that's a conversation
that we can have then.

664
00:37:18,069 --> 00:37:20,738
You know, I think
eventually you will want that,

665
00:37:20,821 --> 00:37:22,740
no matter when the time is.

666
00:37:23,241 --> 00:37:25,159
I think that you need to leave space

667
00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:29,455
for the fact you're not the same person
that you were four years ago.

668
00:37:29,538 --> 00:37:31,207
And honestly, neither was I.

669
00:37:32,083 --> 00:37:33,793
-Neither am I.
-Mm-hmm.

670
00:37:33,876 --> 00:37:36,420
No matter what happens years from now,

671
00:37:36,504 --> 00:37:40,466
I'm really hoping that you and I will have
really good communication by then,

672
00:37:40,549 --> 00:37:42,218
that it won't come to a surprise.

673
00:37:42,301 --> 00:37:44,887
And that I won't have
to walk on eggshells to talk about it.

674
00:37:44,971 --> 00:37:47,223
That's the point
of choosing each other every day.

675
00:37:48,182 --> 00:37:49,642
It's really nice to hear.

676
00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:52,561
I don't really think
there's much more that Marie can do.

677
00:37:52,645 --> 00:37:56,023
I think that she's doing
everything that I've asked.

678
00:37:56,107 --> 00:37:58,192
I think that
she's putting in a lot of effort.

679
00:37:58,276 --> 00:38:02,488
This definitely has me considering
that marriage and kids

680
00:38:02,571 --> 00:38:06,284
might not be the worst thing in the world,
but baby steps.

681
00:38:06,367 --> 00:38:09,537
Her opinions are
a little bit malleable at this time.

682
00:38:09,620 --> 00:38:11,163
Maybe mine are as well.

683
00:38:11,247 --> 00:38:13,374
-You love me?
-Mm-hmm.

684
00:38:14,083 --> 00:38:14,917
A lot.

685
00:38:15,001 --> 00:38:16,711
You could break my heart

686
00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:19,297
Leave another scar

687
00:38:20,423 --> 00:38:24,093
I know you won't
And that's my favorite part

688
00:38:24,176 --> 00:38:26,220
And that's my favorite part

689
00:38:26,304 --> 00:38:27,638
You're going down.

690
00:38:28,264 --> 00:38:30,474
No, baby, you're gonna get crushed.

691
00:38:31,058 --> 00:38:31,892
Hell yeah.

692
00:38:32,393 --> 00:38:34,520
Baby.

693
00:38:34,603 --> 00:38:38,441
Well, if that shows you anything how
this is gonna go, that's it right there.

694
00:38:38,524 --> 00:38:39,400
It sure does.

695
00:38:41,444 --> 00:38:45,364
So what are good qualities that you think
that you should have in a marriage?

696
00:38:45,448 --> 00:38:49,410
I think that you should
love each other every single day.

697
00:38:49,493 --> 00:38:55,624
That you should want to share
your lives together, every part of it.

698
00:38:56,208 --> 00:38:59,837
What about loyalty,
honesty, communication?

699
00:39:01,088 --> 00:39:03,090
-Yeah, all of those too.
-Any of those? Okay.

700
00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:05,343
Do you see that in me?

701
00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:07,386
Yes, honey.

702
00:39:07,470 --> 00:39:10,014
Like all of them, or am I missing some?

703
00:39:10,598 --> 00:39:12,266
You're missing some.

704
00:39:12,350 --> 00:39:13,476
Like what?

705
00:39:13,559 --> 00:39:15,102
Like showing up.

706
00:39:15,603 --> 00:39:18,939
That's not true. I literally do show up.

707
00:39:19,523 --> 00:39:21,400
I don't agree with you on that.

708
00:39:21,901 --> 00:39:24,945
Just, like, today was silly.
You were like, "I bought you flowers,"

709
00:39:25,029 --> 00:39:27,782
but you know
I don't like that type of stuff.

710
00:39:27,865 --> 00:39:31,077
Do you think maybe
I wanted you to buy me flowers?

711
00:39:31,160 --> 00:39:32,161
Yeah.

712
00:39:33,245 --> 00:39:34,622
Do you think it's hard?

713
00:39:35,206 --> 00:39:38,459
I don't know, because
Bridget didn't require all of that.

714
00:39:38,542 --> 00:39:41,212
It's definitely way easier.
I didn't have to think about that stuff.

715
00:39:41,295 --> 00:39:45,216
She just appreciated
when I would do small things.

716
00:39:46,217 --> 00:39:48,511
I get what you're saying, but to me,

717
00:39:48,594 --> 00:39:51,138
it's more like, why can't you do it?

718
00:39:51,972 --> 00:39:54,308
With Britney, I didn't have to ask for it.

719
00:39:54,392 --> 00:39:57,728
Like, she would just be caring,

720
00:39:57,812 --> 00:40:00,731
and show up, and be attentive to me.

721
00:40:00,815 --> 00:40:04,151
I feel like I'm trying and trying
and it's, like, never good enough,

722
00:40:04,235 --> 00:40:07,154
which is why I did this exact thing here,

723
00:40:07,238 --> 00:40:09,824
and I was like,
"This is it for me. Marry or move on."

724
00:40:09,907 --> 00:40:13,869
Because how much more do I need
to do to, like, show you that I love you?

725
00:40:13,953 --> 00:40:17,790
Like, I've never wavered
in my love for you. Not one time.

726
00:40:17,873 --> 00:40:20,626
You haven't shown up in terms
of the way that I receive love.

727
00:40:20,709 --> 00:40:23,879
All because I didn't go buy you flowers
or, like, a romantic gesture?

728
00:40:23,963 --> 00:40:26,298
I've taken you out on dates.

729
00:40:26,382 --> 00:40:29,552
You're sitting here making me out
to be a fucking shit girlfriend,

730
00:40:29,635 --> 00:40:31,137
and that's not true at all.

731
00:40:31,220 --> 00:40:32,054
I'm just saying

732
00:40:32,138 --> 00:40:34,515
-I don't feel completely secure.
-How do you not?

733
00:40:34,598 --> 00:40:37,226
All I do is love you.
This entire time I've loved you.

734
00:40:37,309 --> 00:40:38,853
Three and a half years.

735
00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:43,274
I literally have fought for you
time and time again,

736
00:40:43,357 --> 00:40:45,359
and it's, like, never good enough.

737
00:40:46,610 --> 00:40:49,989
Like, this is the biggest issue.

738
00:40:50,906 --> 00:40:53,576
The biggest issue is, like,
how I receive love?

739
00:40:53,659 --> 00:40:56,495
-No, I did not just say that.
-Is that our biggest issue?

740
00:40:56,579 --> 00:40:59,457
You put words in my mouth
over and over again.

741
00:40:59,540 --> 00:41:01,333
Then what's our biggest issue?

742
00:41:01,959 --> 00:41:04,420
-Our biggest issue--
-That I'm too much?

743
00:41:04,503 --> 00:41:06,380
Seriously, are you gonna keep going?

744
00:41:09,967 --> 00:41:11,635
Our biggest issue is this.

745
00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:14,889
I think I'm doing one thing.
You think you're doing another thing,

746
00:41:14,972 --> 00:41:17,683
and, like, we're both just,
like, not happy.

747
00:41:18,934 --> 00:41:21,061
We're not aligning.

748
00:41:22,229 --> 00:41:24,523
I don't think that's true at all.

749
00:41:25,316 --> 00:41:28,027
I think that, like,
you could put in more effort.

750
00:41:30,571 --> 00:41:33,324
I think that you know that deep down…

751
00:41:33,407 --> 00:41:35,493
it feels like we're roommates or friends.

752
00:41:35,576 --> 00:41:38,454
It's because we're not doing
the romantic stuff.

753
00:41:39,830 --> 00:41:41,332
I don't know how to figure this out.

754
00:41:44,543 --> 00:41:47,505
I am so rough around the edges

755
00:41:47,588 --> 00:41:49,256
I just need a break for a minute.

756
00:41:51,675 --> 00:41:52,718
Where are you going?

757
00:41:53,469 --> 00:41:57,640
It's like so hard
A mixed message

758
00:41:57,723 --> 00:42:02,353
That I, in love for you
I care not what I do

759
00:42:03,187 --> 00:42:07,066
Wish I didn't have so many questions

760
00:42:07,816 --> 00:42:13,781
Do I go back to another time
Or ride my nothings left behind me?

761
00:42:13,864 --> 00:42:16,283
I wasn't so confused

762
00:42:17,034 --> 00:42:18,869
I'm in a lot of pain right now.

763
00:42:19,954 --> 00:42:20,955
I feel very hurt.

764
00:42:21,914 --> 00:42:23,165
I feel very betrayed.

765
00:42:23,249 --> 00:42:25,626
We had something so good at one point.

766
00:42:27,127 --> 00:42:29,505
I at least just want to try.

767
00:42:30,172 --> 00:42:32,383
If it's not there, I'll let you go.

768
00:42:34,843 --> 00:42:37,596
I'm willing to work on things with you.

769
00:42:40,307 --> 00:42:42,393
What is important is

770
00:42:43,185 --> 00:42:46,272
I want to know
how your experience has been.

771
00:42:47,940 --> 00:42:51,318
I don't know. Like,
I think I have a bond with Mel.

772
00:42:52,903 --> 00:42:55,239
This experience…
how can you not be bonded to this person?

773
00:42:55,322 --> 00:42:57,616
They literally walked
through trauma with you.

774
00:42:57,700 --> 00:43:01,537
To be honest, I don't know
if I have feelings for Mel, like…

775
00:43:03,914 --> 00:43:05,874
-I could.
-But here's the thing, though.

776
00:43:05,958 --> 00:43:09,253
You're off getting matching tattoos
that we said we'd get together,

777
00:43:09,336 --> 00:43:12,464
so it's like now we have
no sacredness together.

778
00:43:12,548 --> 00:43:16,176
Now I feel like
anybody can have what I have with you.

779
00:43:16,260 --> 00:43:19,138
-Really?
-Yes. Absolutely, Dayna.

780
00:43:19,221 --> 00:43:22,182
There's a level of consideration
that you should have,

781
00:43:22,266 --> 00:43:25,060
and you crossed the line, multiple times.

782
00:43:29,106 --> 00:43:31,150
Do you want to tell me
about your three weeks?

783
00:43:38,866 --> 00:43:40,159
-Yeah.
-Okay.

784
00:43:46,749 --> 00:43:48,083
Haley and I hooked up.

785
00:43:49,627 --> 00:43:51,128
What does hooked up mean?

786
00:43:51,211 --> 00:43:53,339
Like… everything.

787
00:43:55,090 --> 00:43:56,175
Are you serious?

788
00:44:08,854 --> 00:44:10,481
Wow. Do you have some nerve.

789
00:44:13,776 --> 00:44:16,862
I've never met somebody
so similar to me, and it was different,

790
00:44:16,945 --> 00:44:19,782
because I don't normally
date people who are like that.

791
00:44:19,865 --> 00:44:23,786
But I felt like there was just
a really deep connection with Haley,

792
00:44:24,286 --> 00:44:28,791
and to be honest, like, there was
also an emotional connection too.

793
00:44:29,500 --> 00:44:33,921
And I feel like
I developed feelings for Haley too.

794
00:44:36,006 --> 00:44:39,426
So it wasn't just… sex.

795
00:44:43,180 --> 00:44:44,682
I'm in love with Haley.

796
00:44:46,600 --> 00:44:47,976
Oh my God.

797
00:44:48,644 --> 00:44:52,314
I can't, bro. I can't. Like…
I literally can't with you right now.

798
00:44:52,398 --> 00:44:55,234
How could you fucking do this to me?

799
00:44:59,071 --> 00:45:00,364
Have you told her that?

800
00:45:00,447 --> 00:45:02,074
-Yeah.
-Has she told you that?

801
00:45:02,908 --> 00:45:04,368
You really feel like that?

802
00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:10,708
Like, truly in your heart,
you feel like that?

803
00:45:10,791 --> 00:45:13,544
The amount of judgment you passed on me?

804
00:45:13,627 --> 00:45:16,547
No wonder you fucking hate me.
You've been trying to hate me

805
00:45:16,630 --> 00:45:18,966
so you feel better
about your fucking self.

806
00:45:19,758 --> 00:45:23,178
Because you did exactly what you thought
I was gonna do, but you did it.

807
00:45:23,762 --> 00:45:25,514
I thought I was the bad guy.

808
00:45:27,182 --> 00:45:29,810
Oh my God, I'm such a fucking idiot.

809
00:45:31,061 --> 00:45:33,063
You're in love with somebody else.

810
00:45:33,897 --> 00:45:35,899
How can you be in love with somebody else?

811
00:45:36,483 --> 00:45:37,860
After everything we've had.

812
00:45:37,943 --> 00:45:41,029
You spent three weeks with this person.
How does that compare?

813
00:45:43,699 --> 00:45:46,410
Oh my God, this is not happening,
this is not happening.

814
00:45:51,123 --> 00:45:54,501
There must be something in the water

815
00:45:56,545 --> 00:45:58,756
Okay.

816
00:46:04,178 --> 00:46:06,346
Ah, breathe. Breathe. Breathe.

817
00:46:07,139 --> 00:46:10,559
I need you to get on a flight
right now and come down here.

818
00:46:11,268 --> 00:46:12,519
Right now.

819
00:46:17,316 --> 00:46:20,903
When your memories faltered

820
00:46:22,196 --> 00:46:25,324
No, I can't call somebody. I need you.

821
00:46:25,908 --> 00:46:29,203
Please, Mom. I can't breathe.
I need you to come down here.

822
00:46:29,912 --> 00:46:31,830
Please, I'm gonna lose my mind.
I need you.

823
00:46:33,582 --> 00:46:35,834
Now I have nothing to stay here for.

824
00:46:37,211 --> 00:46:39,296
I lost my person.
That's all I was here for.

825
00:46:39,379 --> 00:46:40,547
That's all I care about.

826
00:46:40,631 --> 00:46:44,218
There must be something in the water

827
00:46:44,301 --> 00:46:47,095
My heart is shattered.

828
00:46:48,847 --> 00:46:51,391
Something in the water

829
00:46:51,475 --> 00:46:56,271
There must be something in the water

830
00:46:59,233 --> 00:47:02,110
It began slow

831
00:47:02,194 --> 00:47:05,197
-I fell in love with you, Magan.
-I don't regret anything.

832
00:47:05,823 --> 00:47:09,701
It feels like you're stuck between
someone that you met in three weeks

833
00:47:09,785 --> 00:47:11,620
versus someone you've known for ten years.

834
00:47:11,703 --> 00:47:14,748
You opened your heart to someone.
It was a test and you failed.

835
00:47:14,832 --> 00:47:17,835
You know, I forgive you.
But also, I don't want to leave this

836
00:47:17,918 --> 00:47:20,879
and feel that I was a safe second option.

837
00:47:20,963 --> 00:47:23,674
I don't know
if it's something I can forgive.

838
00:47:24,842 --> 00:47:28,679
The second you fully trust love,
what does that set you up for?

839
00:47:28,762 --> 00:47:32,975
Until you both get on the same page,
it's just never gonna work.

840
00:47:33,684 --> 00:47:34,977
I'm kind of confused.

841
00:47:35,060 --> 00:47:37,062
You had sexual stuff with Mel.

842
00:47:38,146 --> 00:47:39,857
You gave me the Ultimatum.

843
00:47:39,940 --> 00:47:43,026
I want to answer that
to the best of my abilities.

844
00:47:43,110 --> 00:47:44,903
Are you prepared to lose me?

845
00:47:44,987 --> 00:47:47,155
It begins now

846
00:47:47,656 --> 00:47:50,617
Today is a huge, huge day.

847
00:47:50,701 --> 00:47:52,035
At a crossroads

848
00:47:52,119 --> 00:47:54,580
I'm putting my heart
in someone else's hands.

849
00:47:56,582 --> 00:47:59,251
Where do we go from here?

850
00:48:01,461 --> 00:48:03,964
There's still the unknown,
but I think holding this

851
00:48:04,047 --> 00:48:05,757
makes me really excited.

852
00:48:08,594 --> 00:48:12,556
Falling in love with someone else
hurt Pilar so much,

853
00:48:12,639 --> 00:48:16,393
but this is confusing for me
to be in love with two people.

854
00:48:17,936 --> 00:48:22,107
This decision will change
the course of our lives forever.

855
00:48:26,194 --> 00:48:29,906
You do deserve all the love in the world.

856
00:48:35,203 --> 00:48:37,497
I'm going to have your back
and love you forever.

857
00:48:37,581 --> 00:48:39,291
You mean the world to me.

858
00:48:39,374 --> 00:48:41,335
I'm scared of making the wrong decision.

859
00:48:41,418 --> 00:48:43,921
Where do we go from here?

860
00:48:51,178 --> 00:48:56,016
We all eat lies
When our hearts are hungry

861
00:48:56,099 --> 00:49:01,688
And we all drink shame
When our souls break

862
00:49:02,230 --> 00:49:07,527
I say lie lie lie one more time to me

863
00:49:07,611 --> 00:49:13,075
You said I'll be here until the end
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