1 00:00:18,000 --> 00:00:18,958 How are you? 2 00:00:20,500 --> 00:00:22,458 How am I? 3 00:00:26,708 --> 00:00:28,375 I'm a big mess. 4 00:00:33,208 --> 00:00:35,000 But when people ask, I say I'm fine. 5 00:00:38,791 --> 00:00:40,458 LEYLA'S LAST SUPPER 6 00:00:40,541 --> 00:00:43,083 'Cause it's hard to answer that question… 7 00:00:44,541 --> 00:00:45,875 even for myself. 8 00:00:47,416 --> 00:00:50,625 I've been overwhelmed trying to, like, find the right thing. 9 00:00:51,125 --> 00:00:52,875 Even if the right thing exists, 10 00:00:53,666 --> 00:00:54,625 I wouldn't know. 11 00:00:56,833 --> 00:00:57,833 I couldn't find it. 12 00:01:06,833 --> 00:01:08,500 I just want to be happy. 13 00:01:11,250 --> 00:01:14,500 I want to shake off this feeling of being stuck. 14 00:01:46,958 --> 00:01:49,375 That's why I avoid these questions. 15 00:01:50,583 --> 00:01:52,916 Because I'm scared of what I may end up sharing. 16 00:01:56,250 --> 00:01:57,541 "How are you?" 17 00:01:59,541 --> 00:02:00,583 I'm running away. 18 00:02:01,750 --> 00:02:02,833 That's what I'll say. 19 00:02:05,625 --> 00:02:06,625 Leyla! 20 00:02:17,375 --> 00:02:20,458 THANK YOU, NEXT 21 00:02:30,958 --> 00:02:33,041 I'm constantly feeling on edge. 22 00:02:35,250 --> 00:02:36,708 Waiting for the next mistake. 23 00:02:38,041 --> 00:02:40,708 Because, somehow, failure always manages to find me. 24 00:02:42,333 --> 00:02:43,541 Failure? 25 00:02:45,250 --> 00:02:46,125 Exactly. 26 00:02:48,916 --> 00:02:50,875 There's this guy, for instance. 27 00:02:55,666 --> 00:02:57,083 I mean… 28 00:02:57,833 --> 00:02:59,708 It's… not what you think. 29 00:03:00,541 --> 00:03:02,541 It wasn't like that. Like, nothing happened. 30 00:03:07,458 --> 00:03:08,541 Uh… 31 00:03:09,291 --> 00:03:10,583 Because I got scared. 32 00:03:11,208 --> 00:03:13,291 -Is she coming, Murat? -She's right there. 33 00:03:13,791 --> 00:03:15,791 -Where did you go? -I'm here now. 34 00:03:29,625 --> 00:03:33,083 And from the moment I met him, he really irritated me. 35 00:03:33,791 --> 00:03:35,500 The guy had so many red flags. 36 00:03:35,583 --> 00:03:38,791 So, it was easy to know that he wouldn't be good for me. 37 00:03:41,500 --> 00:03:43,500 He'll shout from a mile away, and say, 38 00:03:44,208 --> 00:03:46,000 "I will eventually hurt you." 39 00:03:49,708 --> 00:03:53,625 "I'm a big narcissist. My ego reaches the clouds." 40 00:03:53,708 --> 00:03:55,208 "I'm deceitful." 41 00:03:55,791 --> 00:03:57,708 "I'm arrogant. I'm jealous." 42 00:03:59,125 --> 00:04:02,000 Those red flags say, "I'm used to getting what I want." 43 00:04:02,083 --> 00:04:03,166 Yes, but? 44 00:04:03,250 --> 00:04:04,250 There are no buts. 45 00:04:04,333 --> 00:04:07,541 It was merely this enticing attraction. 46 00:04:08,250 --> 00:04:10,125 It was something that could be dealt with. 47 00:04:11,916 --> 00:04:14,291 I didn't want to know him on a deeper level. 48 00:04:15,000 --> 00:04:16,375 Once you know his type, 49 00:04:16,458 --> 00:04:19,041 you avoid getting attached at all costs. 50 00:04:20,875 --> 00:04:23,458 If you were to see their weaknesses and flaws, 51 00:04:23,541 --> 00:04:26,291 would you still desire them so strongly? 52 00:04:26,375 --> 00:04:27,458 I don't think so. 53 00:04:28,083 --> 00:04:30,833 A relationship should be consistent. 54 00:04:31,583 --> 00:04:33,166 I believe that's what matters the most. 55 00:04:33,833 --> 00:04:37,083 You must share the same problems with your partner. 56 00:04:37,166 --> 00:04:39,208 Share the same aspirations. 57 00:04:40,541 --> 00:04:43,583 I don't have anything in common with him. 58 00:04:46,916 --> 00:04:51,625 I actually figured him out on the very first day. 59 00:04:51,708 --> 00:04:53,291 He is problematic. 60 00:04:54,500 --> 00:04:57,000 He's gone through three marriages and divorces. 61 00:04:57,791 --> 00:05:00,500 And they all continue to be part of his life. 62 00:05:04,708 --> 00:05:09,958 His first wife, second wife, third wife, they're always in his life. 63 00:05:10,583 --> 00:05:12,500 The guy is truly a collector. 64 00:05:26,875 --> 00:05:27,958 I don't… 65 00:05:29,041 --> 00:05:31,791 wanna end up like those other women. 66 00:05:32,875 --> 00:05:35,583 I just can't. Something like that is simply impossible. 67 00:05:36,083 --> 00:05:39,958 I must have completely lost my mind to end up as his fourth victim. 68 00:05:40,666 --> 00:05:43,333 That's why I won't get involved with him, 69 00:05:43,416 --> 00:05:45,000 or pursue a relationship. 70 00:05:46,666 --> 00:05:49,000 Guys with narcissistic traits like him 71 00:05:49,083 --> 00:05:51,708 could effortlessly manipulate their victim. 72 00:05:51,791 --> 00:05:53,833 And just like that, you'd be sucked in. 73 00:05:54,416 --> 00:05:55,833 He'll be able captivate you, 74 00:05:55,916 --> 00:05:58,833 and you'll fall to such an extent that, before you know it, 75 00:05:59,541 --> 00:06:02,125 you'll find yourself in front of the wedding officiant. 76 00:06:02,208 --> 00:06:03,500 What comes next is… 77 00:06:04,916 --> 00:06:05,916 Your marriage. 78 00:06:06,541 --> 00:06:07,833 No, divorce. 79 00:06:10,708 --> 00:06:12,958 The relationships around me are all the same. 80 00:06:14,083 --> 00:06:15,750 They always begin passionately. 81 00:06:17,291 --> 00:06:21,000 They're filled with many promises and hasty words of commitment. 82 00:06:21,791 --> 00:06:24,583 Those who are less secure tend to be the loudest. 83 00:06:25,208 --> 00:06:27,458 "I do, from now until eternity." 84 00:06:27,541 --> 00:06:29,833 "I do, until death do us part." 85 00:06:29,916 --> 00:06:30,958 So, then what? 86 00:06:32,250 --> 00:06:36,208 What exactly happens after the honeymoon phase 87 00:06:36,291 --> 00:06:39,416 that causes them to get irritated with each other? 88 00:06:40,833 --> 00:06:42,875 And also start being deceitful? 89 00:06:45,166 --> 00:06:48,000 You know those classic love stories that we all heard as kids? 90 00:06:48,083 --> 00:06:50,625 Well, they don't actually exist. 91 00:06:50,708 --> 00:06:54,541 Because none of them are even remotely close to reality. 92 00:06:56,041 --> 00:07:00,708 How is it possible for everyone to succumb to that same obvious trap? 93 00:07:01,333 --> 00:07:02,166 I don't know. 94 00:07:02,708 --> 00:07:05,125 People get married to be closer with each other. 95 00:07:06,791 --> 00:07:08,583 But as soon as they get married, 96 00:07:08,666 --> 00:07:10,375 they begin to grow apart. 97 00:07:18,250 --> 00:07:20,416 None of them are authentic or sincere. 98 00:07:21,375 --> 00:07:25,500 It seems like they have concealed every wrinkle with plastic surgery. 99 00:07:25,583 --> 00:07:27,541 The world is full of artificial people 100 00:07:27,625 --> 00:07:30,541 with wrinkled interiors and Botoxed exteriors. 101 00:07:31,458 --> 00:07:35,250 Gosh. Couldn't you have worn a costume that was a bit more cheerful? 102 00:07:36,666 --> 00:07:38,750 I've had the chance to observe every guy in here. 103 00:07:38,833 --> 00:07:41,791 But no one, even when combined, seems to measure up to Ömer. 104 00:07:42,458 --> 00:07:44,458 I'm beginning to realize this more and more. 105 00:07:45,041 --> 00:07:46,166 That's enough, love. 106 00:07:46,250 --> 00:07:48,750 Hear me out, all right. Exes can't come back. 107 00:07:48,833 --> 00:07:50,333 What do philosophers say? 108 00:07:50,416 --> 00:07:51,791 "Thank you, next." 109 00:07:52,416 --> 00:07:53,333 Funda. 110 00:07:53,958 --> 00:07:55,541 Darling! 111 00:07:59,958 --> 00:08:02,041 We're all simply chasing an illusion 112 00:08:02,125 --> 00:08:04,541 in order to avoid saying that we were wrong. 113 00:08:05,333 --> 00:08:07,166 What about black, or… No. 114 00:08:07,250 --> 00:08:10,291 I think you should get this satin one in nude. It's sexier, huh? 115 00:08:10,375 --> 00:08:13,833 Hmm. Maybe we can see the satin set in both nude and black colors. 116 00:08:13,916 --> 00:08:15,916 We detach from ourselves. 117 00:08:16,000 --> 00:08:17,500 So as not to be alone. 118 00:08:17,583 --> 00:08:19,833 We then label the relationship as long-term. 119 00:08:19,916 --> 00:08:22,708 It's a drawn-out dying process, and nothing more. 120 00:08:22,791 --> 00:08:24,416 Darling, why are you talking about death? 121 00:08:24,500 --> 00:08:26,791 You've only started seeing each other two weeks ago. 122 00:08:26,875 --> 00:08:29,333 Did you invite him to the party? Can we finally meet him? 123 00:08:29,416 --> 00:08:31,041 Of course, I didn't invite him. 124 00:08:31,125 --> 00:08:34,041 It's only been two weeks, so why would he meet you guys? 125 00:08:34,125 --> 00:08:35,583 It would just be in vain. 126 00:08:35,666 --> 00:08:37,750 Oh. Have you at least gotten a gift for him? 127 00:08:37,833 --> 00:08:40,958 Buy a book or something small like that. What if he gives you one but… 128 00:08:41,041 --> 00:08:44,000 I'm so scared that I'll settle for something subpar. 129 00:08:44,916 --> 00:08:46,083 -Yeah. -No rush. 130 00:08:46,833 --> 00:08:48,791 I'm afraid that one day… 131 00:08:48,875 --> 00:08:50,000 Thank you so much. 132 00:08:50,083 --> 00:08:53,958 …I'll look at my reflection, and realize the spark in my eyes is gone. 133 00:08:54,750 --> 00:08:56,916 Ripped apart in a blink of an eye 134 00:08:57,000 --> 00:08:59,208 by choices I was completely certain about. 135 00:08:59,791 --> 00:09:01,291 I'm scared of regret. 136 00:09:03,125 --> 00:09:05,166 -Hey, let's go! -Ten! Nine! 137 00:09:05,250 --> 00:09:07,458 Eight! Seven! 138 00:09:07,541 --> 00:09:08,666 Six! Five! 139 00:09:08,750 --> 00:09:11,083 I'd rather avoid making promises. 140 00:09:11,166 --> 00:09:13,291 I don't want to take responsibility. 141 00:09:13,375 --> 00:09:16,458 I'll make love with everyone I meet and then I'll just vanish. 142 00:09:16,541 --> 00:09:18,583 This is how relationships are built. 143 00:09:20,166 --> 00:09:21,250 You see? 144 00:09:21,333 --> 00:09:24,958 There are guys who disappear without even sending a simple text. 145 00:09:25,833 --> 00:09:27,958 That's what my friends have always told me. 146 00:09:31,875 --> 00:09:34,125 And women don't go after them, of course. 147 00:09:36,083 --> 00:09:37,916 So, that leaves loneliness… 148 00:09:41,500 --> 00:09:43,583 …as our only viable alternative. 149 00:09:49,166 --> 00:09:51,083 I miss the time of the pandemic. 150 00:09:52,500 --> 00:09:54,083 Miss the pandemic or Ömer? 151 00:09:56,500 --> 00:09:58,041 No, I don't think that was it. 152 00:09:59,333 --> 00:10:01,583 Everything was different during the pandemic. 153 00:10:03,208 --> 00:10:05,916 It was like everyone sought shelter in each other. 154 00:10:07,375 --> 00:10:09,458 As if the end of the world was nearing. 155 00:10:11,541 --> 00:10:13,916 Ömer moved in with you during the time of the pandemic. 156 00:10:15,416 --> 00:10:16,291 Right? 157 00:10:21,333 --> 00:10:23,083 -He's good. -Whoo! 158 00:10:25,416 --> 00:10:27,708 Bravo! Bravo! 159 00:10:28,750 --> 00:10:30,500 He's stunned. 160 00:10:31,083 --> 00:10:33,333 Okay, who's going to cook? 161 00:10:33,833 --> 00:10:34,833 Mmm. 162 00:10:35,333 --> 00:10:37,250 A person's reality can shift 163 00:10:37,333 --> 00:10:40,041 based on the circumstances of their situation. 164 00:10:40,583 --> 00:10:42,791 During that time, we feared 165 00:10:42,875 --> 00:10:45,708 that our hopes and dreams might disappear. 166 00:10:45,791 --> 00:10:47,750 And never return. 167 00:10:52,958 --> 00:10:55,500 Everything was so different at the beginning. 168 00:10:55,583 --> 00:10:59,041 The whole world was focusing on resolving a single problem. 169 00:10:59,833 --> 00:11:01,416 Everyone was afraid of the same thing. 170 00:11:02,416 --> 00:11:06,000 We fought against a common enemy, and that was encouraging. 171 00:11:20,541 --> 00:11:22,000 -Leyla? -My love. 172 00:11:22,666 --> 00:11:24,250 -I love you so much. -Oh! 173 00:11:24,333 --> 00:11:27,375 What did you dream about? 174 00:11:28,125 --> 00:11:30,083 To be honest, it felt so realistic. 175 00:11:30,583 --> 00:11:32,166 Did I die? 176 00:11:33,166 --> 00:11:34,208 It was your wedding. 177 00:11:34,875 --> 00:11:35,791 Yeah? 178 00:11:35,875 --> 00:11:39,333 You wore your granny's dress, the one you've always mentioned. 179 00:11:39,416 --> 00:11:41,625 And my hair? Did I let my hair down? 180 00:11:41,708 --> 00:11:43,000 You did. 181 00:11:44,333 --> 00:11:45,666 And Sarp was next to you. 182 00:11:46,250 --> 00:11:47,500 No way! 183 00:11:48,416 --> 00:11:50,541 What made it worse is that I was your witness. 184 00:11:50,625 --> 00:11:54,208 You should've seen my mouth disappear every time I tried to speak up. 185 00:11:54,291 --> 00:11:58,125 Then, baby, you looked at me and shouted, "I do, till death do us part!" 186 00:11:58,208 --> 00:12:00,875 No, but Ömer, maybe I get to say "I do" to you instead. 187 00:12:00,958 --> 00:12:02,375 I don't want to marry to him. 188 00:12:02,458 --> 00:12:04,041 -Really? -Of course! 189 00:12:04,125 --> 00:12:05,500 Then what? 190 00:12:08,625 --> 00:12:09,583 You guys kissed. 191 00:12:10,458 --> 00:12:12,041 It was awful, I cried a lot. 192 00:12:13,333 --> 00:12:14,916 I got so mad. 193 00:12:15,541 --> 00:12:16,458 That asshole. 194 00:12:16,958 --> 00:12:18,958 Aww, Ömer. 195 00:12:19,041 --> 00:12:20,958 Please stop crying, my love. 196 00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:22,458 It hurts me to see you in tears. 197 00:12:22,541 --> 00:12:24,583 Did that fool Sarp snatch me away from you? 198 00:12:26,125 --> 00:12:29,666 I think I must have lost my memory. How else could I have left you? 199 00:12:38,875 --> 00:12:40,541 -I'll tell you what. -Hmm? 200 00:12:45,958 --> 00:12:47,250 Will you marry me? 201 00:12:48,875 --> 00:12:49,791 Hmm? 202 00:12:49,875 --> 00:12:51,666 So someone like Sarp won't take me away? 203 00:12:51,750 --> 00:12:53,958 No, I'm being serious. Will you marry me? 204 00:12:55,916 --> 00:12:56,750 All right. 205 00:12:57,875 --> 00:12:58,708 Are you kidding me? 206 00:12:58,791 --> 00:13:01,291 Yes! 207 00:13:02,666 --> 00:13:04,625 Are we actually engaged now? 208 00:13:04,708 --> 00:13:06,958 I need to call my parents right now and tell them. 209 00:13:07,041 --> 00:13:07,916 Okay. 210 00:13:09,083 --> 00:13:11,541 The pandemic ends, and so does the dream. 211 00:13:12,916 --> 00:13:14,916 I know that under normal circumstances, 212 00:13:15,000 --> 00:13:17,416 we would not have made certain choices just like that, 213 00:13:17,500 --> 00:13:21,041 but at the time, I was still contemplating 214 00:13:21,125 --> 00:13:23,541 our idea of possibly living together. 215 00:13:23,625 --> 00:13:26,333 And before I knew it, he was already moving in. 216 00:13:26,916 --> 00:13:29,208 Everyone has their own habits and routines, 217 00:13:29,291 --> 00:13:31,291 but there's a limit to what we can endure. 218 00:13:31,375 --> 00:13:34,833 Passing beyond that makes things unpleasant. 219 00:13:35,416 --> 00:13:38,125 And when there's only one bathroom in the apartment, 220 00:13:38,625 --> 00:13:41,125 there's no more room for romance at all. 221 00:13:41,208 --> 00:13:44,833 A relationship deals with… 222 00:13:47,583 --> 00:13:50,541 accepting everything about your partner. 223 00:13:54,625 --> 00:13:56,833 Only you and Mom can make it work. 224 00:13:58,375 --> 00:13:59,708 And nobody else. 225 00:14:10,125 --> 00:14:11,166 You have… 226 00:14:12,291 --> 00:14:14,416 honestly, set the bar extremely high 227 00:14:14,500 --> 00:14:16,083 for my future boyfriends. 228 00:14:24,958 --> 00:14:27,000 Are you still deeply in love with her? 229 00:14:27,500 --> 00:14:28,333 Mmm. 230 00:14:29,458 --> 00:14:31,875 It's hard to find the perfect words to describe our love. 231 00:14:31,958 --> 00:14:34,291 Oh, Dad! You guys are amazing! 232 00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:37,958 -You know what? -Hmm? 233 00:14:38,041 --> 00:14:40,666 I'm happy we could discuss what was bothering you. 234 00:14:42,958 --> 00:14:46,666 -I have… spoken for a while now. -Hmm. 235 00:14:47,375 --> 00:14:49,291 Single chit-chatting. 236 00:14:50,083 --> 00:14:50,958 Detoxing. 237 00:14:53,750 --> 00:14:55,125 Let's go join them outside. 238 00:14:56,375 --> 00:14:57,208 We're here. 239 00:14:57,833 --> 00:14:59,791 -Ah! -Buddy, my love! 240 00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:05,750 Hmm. Did you finish talking behind my back? 241 00:15:05,833 --> 00:15:07,708 No, we couldn't start talking about you. 242 00:15:07,791 --> 00:15:09,500 -It took that long? -Yes, it did. 243 00:15:09,583 --> 00:15:11,583 Okay, it's time for dinner. The table's set. 244 00:15:11,666 --> 00:15:13,291 All right, we'll be right there. 245 00:15:15,583 --> 00:15:18,125 So, I heard we'd be having a guest soon. 246 00:15:18,208 --> 00:15:20,250 Are you sure? Friend? 247 00:15:23,666 --> 00:15:24,666 Are you kidding me? 248 00:15:25,250 --> 00:15:27,583 No, I'm not. Your uncle invited me. 249 00:15:27,666 --> 00:15:29,291 You can put these on the table. 250 00:15:29,375 --> 00:15:30,458 Okay, dear. 251 00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,125 -Hello, Mr. Cem. -How are you? 252 00:15:35,208 --> 00:15:36,041 I'll take these. 253 00:15:36,125 --> 00:15:38,416 -Cem, welcome. -Hello. I haven't come late, have I? 254 00:15:38,500 --> 00:15:40,333 Of course not. You're right on time once again. 255 00:15:40,416 --> 00:15:42,250 Could that be the famous serial killer? 256 00:15:42,958 --> 00:15:44,500 Don't mention it. Glad you came. 257 00:15:44,583 --> 00:15:46,291 -Happy birthday. -Thank you, I appreciate it. 258 00:15:46,375 --> 00:15:49,416 Reyhan, dear, Mahir, dear. Meet our guest, Cem Murathan. 259 00:15:49,500 --> 00:15:51,458 He's our neighbor and one of our clients. 260 00:15:51,541 --> 00:15:53,458 My sister, Reyhan Taylan. 261 00:15:53,541 --> 00:15:54,958 -Pleased to meet you. -Likewise. 262 00:15:55,041 --> 00:15:56,625 -Thank you. -And her husband, Mahir. 263 00:15:56,708 --> 00:15:58,250 -Mr. Mahir. -Nice to meet you. 264 00:15:58,875 --> 00:16:01,125 -We actually met each other before. -That right? 265 00:16:01,208 --> 00:16:04,500 Yeah. I met you quite a long time ago, so I'm happy I was able to come. 266 00:16:04,583 --> 00:16:06,416 Why didn't you tell me about this? 267 00:16:07,583 --> 00:16:09,166 Uh… 268 00:16:09,250 --> 00:16:10,791 -This way. -Go ahead. 269 00:16:12,125 --> 00:16:14,208 Can, look at these bottles from the auction. 270 00:16:14,291 --> 00:16:16,333 They're all '72s. That's your birth year. 271 00:16:20,833 --> 00:16:23,250 It really is a great gift. Thank you very much, Cem. 272 00:16:23,333 --> 00:16:25,750 -You didn't have to get me anything. -No problem. 273 00:16:25,833 --> 00:16:26,958 I'm glad you liked it. 274 00:16:28,500 --> 00:16:30,541 -Cheers, everyone. -Enjoy, everyone. 275 00:16:32,041 --> 00:16:32,875 Mmm. 276 00:16:32,958 --> 00:16:35,875 Mmm! My gosh, this is incredible. 277 00:16:35,958 --> 00:16:37,666 Come, drink some, Mahir. So you can taste it. 278 00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:40,125 I stay away from alcohol nowadays. 279 00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:42,500 My stomach just doesn't tolerate it any longer. 280 00:16:42,583 --> 00:16:45,708 -My serving can be for my wife to enjoy. -I would gladly take it from him. 281 00:16:47,041 --> 00:16:49,708 So, could you pick up where we left off, Cem? 282 00:16:50,375 --> 00:16:54,291 Tell us more about how you… and my dad were able to meet each other. 283 00:16:54,375 --> 00:16:57,541 Hmm. Oh, that's right. Uh, you said that we had met before. 284 00:16:58,833 --> 00:17:01,083 It was at a symposium held in Milan. 285 00:17:01,166 --> 00:17:03,166 I was studying architecture at the time. 286 00:17:03,666 --> 00:17:06,083 You were excited to work on your latest project. 287 00:17:07,875 --> 00:17:08,958 It was in '09. 288 00:17:10,208 --> 00:17:11,875 Yeah, it was 2009. 289 00:17:11,958 --> 00:17:14,500 You had explained the psychology of buildings. 290 00:17:16,083 --> 00:17:17,333 But you were describing it 291 00:17:17,416 --> 00:17:20,250 as if you were referring to a woman you loved. 292 00:17:21,166 --> 00:17:23,041 Yes, I remember. Uh, hmm. 293 00:17:24,458 --> 00:17:25,833 I don't remember Milan. 294 00:17:26,375 --> 00:17:27,500 No, my love, you wouldn't, 295 00:17:27,583 --> 00:17:29,458 since you were living with your uncle that year. 296 00:17:29,541 --> 00:17:32,208 You're right, that takes me back to our very first summer. 297 00:17:32,291 --> 00:17:35,458 My poor heart couldn't keep up with you. You were an active little kid 298 00:17:35,541 --> 00:17:37,750 who always ran all over the house, never slowing down. 299 00:17:37,833 --> 00:17:39,208 I was basically your nanny. 300 00:17:42,708 --> 00:17:44,375 And what project was that, Dad? 301 00:17:45,833 --> 00:17:47,375 Uh, I never completed that one 302 00:17:47,458 --> 00:17:49,708 because so many things continued to go wrong. 303 00:17:50,250 --> 00:17:52,041 Hmm. Oh, I see. 304 00:17:52,666 --> 00:17:53,791 It's a shame. 305 00:17:54,583 --> 00:17:58,750 Honestly, the, uh…project was never finished, 306 00:17:58,833 --> 00:18:00,541 uh, because it was quite challenging. 307 00:18:00,625 --> 00:18:02,708 It was only promising on paper. 308 00:18:02,791 --> 00:18:05,791 So then, uh, Reyhan took a job in Tokyo, 309 00:18:05,875 --> 00:18:07,125 and we moved there. 310 00:18:07,208 --> 00:18:11,000 I've always given you the option to decide whether to go or not. 311 00:18:11,083 --> 00:18:12,083 Sugarplum. 312 00:18:12,166 --> 00:18:13,291 You could have stayed. 313 00:18:13,875 --> 00:18:17,416 How was I supposed to endure your absence for so long, love? 314 00:18:18,958 --> 00:18:22,416 You guys clearly have some stories to share. 315 00:18:22,500 --> 00:18:24,333 Ah! Yes, a story! 316 00:18:24,416 --> 00:18:26,041 We all have stories to share. 317 00:18:26,125 --> 00:18:27,416 They're all around us. 318 00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,416 Our life is a story, isn't it, my love? 319 00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:31,833 Then, a toast to our stories. 320 00:18:32,416 --> 00:18:33,750 Cheers. 321 00:18:40,333 --> 00:18:41,250 Aw! 322 00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:51,291 Thank you. Thank you. 323 00:19:02,666 --> 00:19:04,166 Come on, don't tell everyone. 324 00:19:04,250 --> 00:19:05,958 I'll blow these out, and that'll be it. 325 00:19:14,750 --> 00:19:16,625 Thank you all for coming. Cheers. 326 00:19:16,708 --> 00:19:18,500 -Cheers. -Drink up! 327 00:19:33,166 --> 00:19:34,458 You've been quiet today. 328 00:19:35,583 --> 00:19:36,916 I don't think so. 329 00:19:40,416 --> 00:19:42,625 Can we take a walk? I want to talk to you. 330 00:19:43,750 --> 00:19:45,750 Don't worry about the book that was written. 331 00:19:46,250 --> 00:19:49,791 Our plan is to prevent Ms. Tuba from officially printing it. 332 00:19:50,333 --> 00:19:52,708 This week, we'll issue a legal notice to the publishing house. 333 00:19:55,208 --> 00:19:58,125 It wasn't that, but thanks a lot for helping out. 334 00:19:59,500 --> 00:20:01,416 Your secrets will continue to be safe with you. 335 00:20:01,500 --> 00:20:02,708 So you can rest easy. 336 00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,875 I suppose one secret was revealed to us tonight. 337 00:20:07,291 --> 00:20:09,916 How come you never said anything about knowing my dad? 338 00:20:11,875 --> 00:20:14,416 That's right, afterward, we didn't get to talk much. 339 00:20:15,208 --> 00:20:16,125 You weren't there. 340 00:20:22,333 --> 00:20:23,291 And you were hurt. 341 00:20:24,750 --> 00:20:25,583 I know. 342 00:20:26,208 --> 00:20:28,833 No, you're wrong. I wasn't hurt at all. 343 00:20:28,916 --> 00:20:31,291 I would only be hurting if I had cared for you. 344 00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:36,166 But I… don't harbor any thoughts of you at all. 345 00:20:37,333 --> 00:20:40,666 And to be frank, I couldn't care less whether you are around or not. 346 00:20:40,750 --> 00:20:41,625 So, yeah. 347 00:20:42,416 --> 00:20:46,666 I think, um, it's good that we haven't wasted each other's time. 348 00:20:47,250 --> 00:20:48,583 I'm honestly grateful. 349 00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:52,500 I admit, I got curious about the attraction between us. 350 00:20:54,125 --> 00:20:55,750 Now, we won't be left wondering. 351 00:20:57,958 --> 00:20:59,166 Um, so that's it. 352 00:20:59,791 --> 00:21:02,833 It wasn't… some extraordinary thing. 353 00:21:04,208 --> 00:21:06,291 But a short tryst. 354 00:21:07,791 --> 00:21:10,416 That's why, uh, everything is good. 355 00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:13,083 I won't, um… 356 00:21:14,208 --> 00:21:16,875 be devastated. Um, I'll be perfectly fine. 357 00:21:21,291 --> 00:21:23,791 You know what? I think I'm done talking about this with you. 358 00:21:24,541 --> 00:21:26,208 My parents probably need my help. 359 00:21:57,916 --> 00:22:01,666 THIS IS MY FAMILY ALBUM 360 00:22:15,708 --> 00:22:18,291 -Stop being a hypocrite. -I'm not the hypocrite. 361 00:22:18,875 --> 00:22:21,041 You're the professional liar. That's your job, isn't it? 362 00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:23,750 You love to play the hero when Leyla's around, 363 00:22:23,833 --> 00:22:26,125 and you don't realize the damage you've caused. 364 00:22:26,208 --> 00:22:28,916 I've been silent because that is what you wanted me to do. 365 00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:30,250 I'm okay with exposing our mess. 366 00:22:30,333 --> 00:22:33,125 Then tell her that you are also a Casanova. 367 00:22:33,208 --> 00:22:36,166 Besides, your father's debt led you to change your last name. 368 00:22:36,750 --> 00:22:38,833 And what makes you think I won't let her know? 369 00:22:38,916 --> 00:22:41,791 Be honest and say why you don't drink. Explain that you went to rehab. 370 00:22:41,875 --> 00:22:42,916 How could you lie to her? 371 00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,208 Tell her you cheated on me with that bitch. 372 00:22:45,291 --> 00:22:47,041 She talks about some bar you've set. 373 00:22:47,125 --> 00:22:49,541 Why don't you show her just how low that bar could go? 374 00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:58,458 You both lied. 375 00:23:01,666 --> 00:23:03,625 Now I know the farce is over. 376 00:23:06,250 --> 00:23:08,541 That is our harsh reality, love. 377 00:23:08,625 --> 00:23:11,625 Hold on. Did you find out what happened to them in 2009? 378 00:23:12,875 --> 00:23:16,458 My dad had an affair with one of his female coworkers. 379 00:23:16,541 --> 00:23:17,625 -Oh! -Oh, he did? 380 00:23:17,708 --> 00:23:20,291 So, he told my mom after feeling remorseful. 381 00:23:20,375 --> 00:23:22,750 He made a rookie mistake. 382 00:23:23,333 --> 00:23:25,791 And she went to Tokyo afterward. Honestly, she ran off. 383 00:23:26,375 --> 00:23:28,291 -Of course, she would do that. -I know. 384 00:23:29,125 --> 00:23:32,375 I would have crushed his balls before he had the chance to leave. 385 00:23:32,458 --> 00:23:34,166 Ruthlessly. 386 00:23:34,250 --> 00:23:35,958 All right. 387 00:23:36,041 --> 00:23:37,916 Interesting picture. 388 00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,208 What did your dad do? 389 00:23:40,041 --> 00:23:43,958 What was the logical thing to do? My dad left his job and went after her. 390 00:23:44,041 --> 00:23:45,583 And you lived with your uncle 391 00:23:45,666 --> 00:23:48,625 to not get caught between their disputes, right? 392 00:23:50,583 --> 00:23:51,583 Yeah. 393 00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:53,833 I think 394 00:23:54,666 --> 00:23:56,583 that they couldn't get over that incident. 395 00:23:56,666 --> 00:24:00,250 My dad continues to feel guilty, and Mom is still so furious. 396 00:24:00,791 --> 00:24:03,750 Besides, even the slightest disturbance can result in high tensions. 397 00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:05,875 Yet they've been together for a long time. 398 00:24:05,958 --> 00:24:08,000 -They could have just left one another. -Hmm. 399 00:24:08,083 --> 00:24:09,541 -Right? -Yeah. 400 00:24:10,541 --> 00:24:12,916 Maybe I was the reason why they stayed together. 401 00:24:13,541 --> 00:24:15,125 I don't see any other explanation. 402 00:24:15,208 --> 00:24:17,166 -Aww! I don't think so. -No. 403 00:24:19,541 --> 00:24:21,625 I think that my dad… 404 00:24:23,750 --> 00:24:26,750 kept his head down because he didn't want to let me down. 405 00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:30,250 And it isn't surprising that my mom doesn't like to fail. 406 00:24:30,833 --> 00:24:32,666 She would rather die than to end her marriage. 407 00:24:32,750 --> 00:24:34,291 Hmm. 408 00:24:34,875 --> 00:24:37,416 -Guess who just texted me. -Hmm, that's your mom? 409 00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:43,583 "Leyla, dear. We'll be heading back this Wednesday." 410 00:24:43,666 --> 00:24:45,750 "We'd love to see you before we leave." 411 00:24:45,833 --> 00:24:48,375 "You should let us know when's the best time to meet." 412 00:24:48,458 --> 00:24:51,875 "So we'll see you soon. We love you. We'll see you soon." 413 00:24:51,958 --> 00:24:54,041 Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 414 00:24:54,125 --> 00:24:56,583 Don't you see? They still act like everything's fine. 415 00:24:56,666 --> 00:24:59,666 Because they continue to be very prideful. 416 00:24:59,750 --> 00:25:01,916 Love, just forget about it, for crying out loud. 417 00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:04,625 You know, bringing it up is like beating a dead horse. Huh? 418 00:25:04,708 --> 00:25:05,791 Oh, my God. 419 00:25:06,791 --> 00:25:07,833 Don't keep dragging it out. 420 00:25:07,916 --> 00:25:10,208 They could do whatever they want, it's their lives. 421 00:25:10,291 --> 00:25:12,541 Sarp, I think your mom's calling. 422 00:25:12,625 --> 00:25:14,625 A-ha. It's now my mom's turn to give me a call. 423 00:25:14,708 --> 00:25:16,166 -Want some salad? -Excuse me. 424 00:25:18,208 --> 00:25:19,875 -Hmm. -Mom, how are you? 425 00:25:20,666 --> 00:25:21,666 Thank you. 426 00:25:23,041 --> 00:25:23,958 What? 427 00:25:26,083 --> 00:25:28,541 -In which clinic? -Did he say "clinic"? 428 00:25:29,416 --> 00:25:31,041 All right, Mom, I'll be there soon. 429 00:25:31,708 --> 00:25:32,833 What is it, Sarp? 430 00:25:32,916 --> 00:25:37,250 Uh… my dad had a heart attack and is in intensive care. 431 00:25:37,333 --> 00:25:38,833 Let's go. 432 00:25:40,416 --> 00:25:43,583 -Um, before we go, do I cover anything? -Huh? I don't think so. Wait. 433 00:25:43,666 --> 00:25:45,291 Life truly is a game. 434 00:25:46,041 --> 00:25:50,250 First, you think you have multiple lives, but then you realize, you didn't have any. 435 00:25:50,333 --> 00:25:55,166 And when you think the game is over, bing! You're given another life. 436 00:25:58,125 --> 00:25:59,958 Just when you're about to rebel, 437 00:26:00,041 --> 00:26:02,875 life reminds you of the end you thought would never come. 438 00:26:06,833 --> 00:26:09,708 Those endless fights suddenly seem childish. 439 00:26:10,333 --> 00:26:12,625 And you feel ashamed of the minute problems 440 00:26:13,208 --> 00:26:14,875 that once seemed so big. 441 00:27:16,916 --> 00:27:18,958 When the heart lacks oxygen, 442 00:27:19,041 --> 00:27:21,166 you experience a sharp, stinging pain. 443 00:27:22,291 --> 00:27:25,125 That discomfort warns you about the heart attack. 444 00:27:26,375 --> 00:27:29,625 It appears that pain is necessary for our survival. 445 00:27:30,375 --> 00:27:31,541 Angina pectoris. 446 00:27:32,125 --> 00:27:35,375 Did you know that, medically, that pain is called angina pectoris? 447 00:27:36,333 --> 00:27:38,125 -I didn't know that. -Oh, too bad. 448 00:27:39,750 --> 00:27:43,583 "Not arteriosclerosis, nor nicotine, nor prison, 449 00:27:43,666 --> 00:27:47,041 and that's the reason, my dear doctor, why I have angina pectoris." 450 00:27:49,416 --> 00:27:50,500 Nâzım Hikmet. 451 00:27:51,625 --> 00:27:55,250 This is what he used to seduce you, right? With lyrics and sonnets. 452 00:27:56,791 --> 00:28:00,375 Every Wednesday, I would meet him at this bench at two o'clock. 453 00:28:01,583 --> 00:28:05,125 Mahir took the bus from his university at ITU to come here, 454 00:28:05,208 --> 00:28:07,333 and I would come after my lecture. 455 00:28:08,958 --> 00:28:11,291 He would never forget to go to our favorite place 456 00:28:11,375 --> 00:28:12,958 and buy us sandwiches. 457 00:28:13,458 --> 00:28:14,958 Oh! It'd be a picnic. 458 00:28:15,041 --> 00:28:17,583 -Light on the sauce. -Lots of pickles too. 459 00:28:17,666 --> 00:28:20,166 -They were hot dogs. -You're right! They weren't sandwiches. 460 00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,666 -Never changes. -Then we'd sit here enjoying the company. 461 00:28:24,750 --> 00:28:26,833 We'd read poems and also books. 462 00:28:28,416 --> 00:28:31,250 Sometimes we'd argue over the films we'd seen. 463 00:28:32,875 --> 00:28:36,041 And always end up laughing. 464 00:28:36,125 --> 00:28:38,625 That's how I've seen you guys. Before this, you-- 465 00:28:38,708 --> 00:28:39,875 Wait, wait, wait a minute. 466 00:28:39,958 --> 00:28:41,375 I know what you're going to say. 467 00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:43,541 Stop thinking there is a set bar, all right? 468 00:28:43,625 --> 00:28:46,833 Because a relationship doesn't have one. It's just about compromise, 469 00:28:46,916 --> 00:28:48,416 and understanding each other. 470 00:28:48,500 --> 00:28:49,458 Hmm? 471 00:28:49,541 --> 00:28:50,666 Having patience. 472 00:28:51,833 --> 00:28:53,416 And also forgiveness. 473 00:28:54,583 --> 00:28:56,333 Mmm, having patience. 474 00:28:56,416 --> 00:28:57,708 And also forgiveness. 475 00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:00,250 Leyla, dear, 476 00:29:00,333 --> 00:29:03,250 it's possible to lose interest in the person 477 00:29:03,333 --> 00:29:05,000 you'll later decide to be with. 478 00:29:05,791 --> 00:29:07,333 You could get distracted, 479 00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:09,291 you could even feel lost, 480 00:29:09,375 --> 00:29:11,208 at any point in your relationship. 481 00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:13,833 And also a bit neglected by them. 482 00:29:15,333 --> 00:29:17,375 It's not easy to love someone. 483 00:29:18,083 --> 00:29:21,000 And it's even harder to love someone despite their flaws. 484 00:29:21,083 --> 00:29:23,166 You ever know anyone who's flawless? 485 00:29:23,250 --> 00:29:25,458 Who's perfect? Come on. Show me, huh? 486 00:29:28,416 --> 00:29:29,375 Everything we've… 487 00:29:29,875 --> 00:29:32,500 experienced in the last 40 years has been real. 488 00:29:32,583 --> 00:29:35,000 -Mm-hmm. -We've accepted this about ourselves. 489 00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,625 We don't see this as a game. 490 00:29:37,708 --> 00:29:38,791 It's also not a show. 491 00:29:40,666 --> 00:29:42,041 And we're still together. 492 00:29:43,583 --> 00:29:47,833 Because our love proved to be much greater than any of our shortcomings. 493 00:29:49,250 --> 00:29:50,458 We're friends. 494 00:29:51,916 --> 00:29:53,833 -We're lovers. -We're lovers. 495 00:29:54,916 --> 00:29:55,791 Darling. 496 00:29:55,875 --> 00:29:56,916 My love. 497 00:29:58,333 --> 00:29:59,625 My sweetheart. 498 00:30:00,208 --> 00:30:02,125 Oh, my dear girl. 499 00:31:15,958 --> 00:31:16,916 Dear Ömer, 500 00:31:17,666 --> 00:31:19,416 it breaks my heart that we haven't spoken 501 00:31:19,500 --> 00:31:21,625 to each other in the past couple of months. 502 00:31:22,125 --> 00:31:23,458 And I understand why. 503 00:31:23,541 --> 00:31:27,125 You're keeping your distance from me out of respect for your girlfriend. 504 00:31:27,208 --> 00:31:28,708 You're right. It's only fair. 505 00:31:29,291 --> 00:31:32,458 But when I can't talk to you, the words build up inside me. 506 00:31:33,041 --> 00:31:34,916 So instead of waiting for the perfect moment, 507 00:31:35,833 --> 00:31:37,166 I decided to write to you. 508 00:31:38,250 --> 00:31:40,250 I've gone through so many things lately. 509 00:31:41,083 --> 00:31:43,791 For example, I got reacquainted with my parents. 510 00:31:43,875 --> 00:31:47,750 My dad dropped his hero facade and was vulnerable with me. 511 00:31:47,833 --> 00:31:50,083 Mom showed me her scars for the first time. 512 00:31:50,666 --> 00:31:53,208 Turns out they're just like everyone else. 513 00:31:53,291 --> 00:31:54,166 Can you believe it? 514 00:31:55,250 --> 00:31:57,625 That helped me pull myself together. 515 00:31:57,708 --> 00:32:00,375 I created a rundown of my recent years. 516 00:32:01,708 --> 00:32:05,291 And I realized that I made so many assumptions. 517 00:32:05,375 --> 00:32:06,416 Here, eat some of this. 518 00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:09,166 I never asked, I only assumed. 519 00:32:10,208 --> 00:32:13,458 I never listened, I just said what was on my mind. 520 00:32:15,500 --> 00:32:18,083 I never understood, I only judged. 521 00:32:19,041 --> 00:32:22,666 And worst of all, I never fixed my broken pieces. 522 00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:24,833 I just left them lying there. 523 00:32:25,416 --> 00:32:26,666 But they call out to me. 524 00:32:29,958 --> 00:32:33,375 You see, I'm still at ground zero… 525 00:32:33,458 --> 00:32:35,500 …wandering through the wreckage. 526 00:32:35,583 --> 00:32:38,916 I realized I was also to blame for the damage we left behind. 527 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,250 Ömer just dropped him off. 528 00:32:41,958 --> 00:32:44,000 -Thank you, Mr. Dursun. -You're welcome. 529 00:32:47,458 --> 00:32:48,291 Buddy. 530 00:32:48,375 --> 00:32:51,166 I understand that having the last word doesn't matter. 531 00:32:51,708 --> 00:32:55,625 And that victories and defeats are both poisonous to a relationship. 532 00:33:27,083 --> 00:33:28,625 When you lose someone, 533 00:33:28,708 --> 00:33:30,541 pain can cloud your mind. 534 00:33:31,625 --> 00:33:33,791 But eventually, it slowly dawns on you. 535 00:33:34,291 --> 00:33:37,541 First, your anger becomes regret, then understanding. 536 00:33:38,666 --> 00:33:40,416 And finally, longing. 537 00:33:42,916 --> 00:33:46,125 Nothing is worth deliberately losing someone you love. 538 00:33:46,750 --> 00:33:48,125 I'm well aware of that now. 539 00:33:48,833 --> 00:33:49,750 My dear Ömer, 540 00:33:50,500 --> 00:33:52,291 you're incredibly precious to me. 541 00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:55,416 Let us pray for Suleiman's soul. 542 00:33:58,500 --> 00:34:00,125 You're both my best friend 543 00:34:00,625 --> 00:34:02,208 and the one I've always loved, 544 00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:04,291 and will always love. 545 00:34:05,833 --> 00:34:07,666 Regardless of what happens to us, 546 00:34:08,250 --> 00:34:09,625 or who we may meet, 547 00:34:10,458 --> 00:34:11,708 I don't want to lose you. 548 00:34:13,458 --> 00:34:14,291 Never. 549 00:34:15,708 --> 00:34:17,125 I just wanted you to know. 550 00:34:25,041 --> 00:34:27,666 -Thank you. -So Buddy could stay with me? 551 00:34:27,750 --> 00:34:29,083 You'll be busy helping Sarp. 552 00:34:29,625 --> 00:34:31,333 I can keep him for a week. Okay? 553 00:34:32,625 --> 00:34:33,833 -All right, sounds good. -Okay. 554 00:34:48,541 --> 00:34:50,708 -Buddy! Come on, boy, you're leaving. -Aw. 555 00:34:58,583 --> 00:35:00,666 -Oh, come over here! -Do you want some coffee? 556 00:35:00,750 --> 00:35:01,958 No, thanks, I'm good. 557 00:35:02,583 --> 00:35:04,708 By the way, I, uh, bought these yesterday. 558 00:35:05,333 --> 00:35:07,125 They were cheaper and smell nice. 559 00:35:09,333 --> 00:35:11,041 Oh. 560 00:35:15,583 --> 00:35:17,125 I really appreciated your letter. 561 00:35:19,041 --> 00:35:20,625 I read it several times. 562 00:35:23,291 --> 00:35:25,958 You should have thrown it away. You can get into trouble. 563 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:29,791 I really won't. I don't have anyone anymore. 564 00:35:30,416 --> 00:35:31,666 Really? Then it's over? 565 00:35:33,541 --> 00:35:35,166 Yeah, it is. Because… 566 00:35:36,875 --> 00:35:38,625 you're also very precious to me. 567 00:35:39,791 --> 00:35:41,666 My most precious person. 568 00:35:43,291 --> 00:35:45,416 It's like having a photo negative of you. 569 00:35:46,250 --> 00:35:48,750 Because I can't share it, or have it copied. 570 00:35:49,375 --> 00:35:50,625 You can't duplicate it. 571 00:37:55,083 --> 00:37:56,250 Oh, Buddy's waiting. 572 00:37:57,500 --> 00:37:58,750 -Oh, no. -Oh, God. 573 00:37:59,958 --> 00:38:01,916 I'm coming, boy. I won't make you wait. 574 00:38:02,541 --> 00:38:04,041 Aww. 575 00:38:05,083 --> 00:38:06,000 Aww. 576 00:38:06,083 --> 00:38:07,166 Okay, let's go. 577 00:38:14,291 --> 00:38:15,125 Leyla! 578 00:38:15,916 --> 00:38:16,958 Leyla! 579 00:38:18,083 --> 00:38:19,958 -Where's Leyla? -I think she can explain. 580 00:38:20,041 --> 00:38:21,458 There's nothing more to say. 581 00:38:22,333 --> 00:38:24,083 No, Ömer! 582 00:38:24,166 --> 00:38:26,583 -You won't get away with this! -No! Stop it, don't! 583 00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:27,583 I'll fucking kill you! 584 00:38:27,666 --> 00:38:28,916 Please, just stop! 585 00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:30,208 I will end you! 586 00:38:30,291 --> 00:38:32,208 -Stop! -That's enough. 587 00:38:51,208 --> 00:38:52,958 I won't accept your lies anymore. 588 00:38:53,666 --> 00:38:55,000 You really are despicable. 589 00:38:57,375 --> 00:39:00,875 Ömer, want to play another game with me?