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[man] How are you?
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[Leyla sighs] How am I?
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I'm a big mess. [chuckles]
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[spacey, lonesome music plays]
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But when people ask, I say I'm fine.
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LEYLA'S LAST SUPPER
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'Cause it's hard to answer that question…
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even for myself.
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I've been overwhelmed
trying to, like, find the right thing.
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Even if the right thing exists,
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I wouldn't know.
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I couldn't find it.
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I just want to be happy.
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[trunk opens]
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I want to shake off
this feeling of being stuck.
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[gently suspenseful music plays]
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[sweeping emotional classical music plays]
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That's why I avoid these questions.
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Because I'm scared
of what I may end up sharing.
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[shower running]
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"How are you?" [scoffs]
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I'm running away.
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That's what I'll say.
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[upbeat jazzy theme music plays]
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[Cem] Leyla!
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[sighs]
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THANK YOU, NEXT
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[sighs restlessly]
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I'm constantly feeling on edge.
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Waiting for the next mistake.
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Because, somehow, failure
always manages to find me.
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Failure?
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Exactly.
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There's this guy, for instance.
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I mean… [sighs]
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It's… not what you think.
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It wasn't like that.
Like, nothing happened.
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[ringtone plays on cell phone]
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[gasps]
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Uh…
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Because I got scared.
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-Is she coming, Murat?
-She's right there.
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-Where did you go?
-I'm here now.
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[gentle acoustic guitar music plays]
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[van door closes]
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[engine starts]
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[Leyla] And from the moment I met him,
he really irritated me.
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The guy had so many red flags.
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So, it was easy to know
that he wouldn't be good for me.
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[doorbell rings]
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He'll shout from a mile away, and say,
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"I will eventually hurt you."
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"I'm a big narcissist.
My ego reaches the clouds."
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"I'm deceitful."
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"I'm arrogant. I'm jealous."
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Those red flags say,
"I'm used to getting what I want."
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Yes, but?
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There are no buts.
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It was merely this enticing attraction.
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It was something that could be dealt with.
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I didn't want to know him
on a deeper level.
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Once you know his type,
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you avoid getting attached at all costs.
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If you were to see
their weaknesses and flaws,
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would you still desire them so strongly?
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I don't think so.
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A relationship should be consistent.
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I believe that's what matters the most.
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You must share the same problems
with your partner.
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Share the same aspirations.
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I don't have anything in common with him.
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[Leyla chuckles]
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I actually figured him out
on the very first day.
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He is problematic.
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He's gone through three marriages
and divorces.
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And they all continue
to be part of his life.
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His first wife, second wife, third wife,
they're always in his life.
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The guy is truly a collector.
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I don't…
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wanna end up like those other women.
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I just can't.
Something like that is simply impossible.
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I must have completely lost my mind
to end up as his fourth victim.
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That's why I won't get involved with him,
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or pursue a relationship.
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Guys with narcissistic traits like him
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could effortlessly manipulate
their victim.
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And just like that, you'd be sucked in.
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He'll be able captivate you,
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and you'll fall to such an extent
that, before you know it,
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you'll find yourself
in front of the wedding officiant.
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What comes next is…
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Your marriage.
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No, divorce.
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The relationships
around me are all the same.
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They always begin passionately.
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[sad music plays]
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They're filled with many promises
and hasty words of commitment.
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Those who are less secure
tend to be the loudest.
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"I do, from now until eternity."
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"I do, until death do us part."
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So, then what?
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What exactly happens
after the honeymoon phase
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that causes them
to get irritated with each other?
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And also start being deceitful?
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You know those classic love stories
that we all heard as kids?
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-[arguing indistinctly]
-Well, they don't actually exist.
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Because none of them
are even remotely close to reality.
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[sighs] How is it possible for everyone
to succumb to that same obvious trap?
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I don't know.
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People get married
to be closer with each other.
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But as soon as they get married,
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they begin to grow apart.
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[captivating club music plays]
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None of them are authentic or sincere.
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It seems like they have concealed
every wrinkle with plastic surgery.
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The world is full of artificial people
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with wrinkled interiors
and Botoxed exteriors.
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[Funda] Gosh. Couldn't you have worn
a costume that was a bit more cheerful?
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I've had the chance
to observe every guy in here.
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But no one, even when combined,
seems to measure up to Ömer.
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I'm beginning to realize this
more and more.
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That's enough, love.
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Hear me out, all right.
Exes can't come back.
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What do philosophers say?
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"Thank you, next."
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[man] Funda.
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[gasps] Darling!
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We're all simply chasing an illusion
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in order to avoid saying
that we were wrong.
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What about black, or… No.
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I think you should get this satin one
in nude. It's sexier, huh?
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Hmm. Maybe we can see the satin set
in both nude and black colors.
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-[Sarp and Funda continue]
-We detach from ourselves.
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So as not to be alone.
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We then label the relationship
as long-term.
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It's a drawn-out dying process,
and nothing more.
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Darling, why are you talking about death?
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You've only started seeing each other
two weeks ago.
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Did you invite him to the party?
Can we finally meet him?
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Of course, I didn't invite him.
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It's only been two weeks,
so why would he meet you guys?
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It would just be in vain.
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Oh. Have you at least gotten
a gift for him?
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Buy a book or something small like that.
What if he gives you one but…
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[Leyla] I'm so scared
that I'll settle for something subpar.
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-Yeah.
-[Ömer] No rush.
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[Leyla] I'm afraid that one day…
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Thank you so much.
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[Leyla] …I'll look at my reflection,
and realize the spark in my eyes is gone.
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Ripped apart in a blink of an eye
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by choices I was completely certain about.
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I'm scared of regret.
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[Esra exclaims]
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-Hey, let's go!
-Ten! Nine!
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[all] Eight! Seven!
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Six! Five!
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[Leyla] I'd rather avoid making promises.
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I don't want to take responsibility.
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I'll make love with everyone I meet
and then I'll just vanish.
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This is how relationships are built.
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[upbeat disco music plays]
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You see?
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There are guys who disappear
without even sending a simple text.
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That's what my friends
have always told me.
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And women don't go after them, of course.
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So, that leaves loneliness…
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[sighs sadly]
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…as our only viable alternative.
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I miss the time of the pandemic.
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Miss the pandemic or Ömer?
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No, I don't think that was it.
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Everything was different
during the pandemic.
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It was like everyone sought
shelter in each other.
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As if the end of the world was nearing.
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Ömer moved in with you
during the time of the pandemic.
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Right?
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-[man plays guitar in distance]
-[both laugh]
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-[Ömer] He's good.
-[Leyla] Whoo!
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[chuckles]
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Bravo! Bravo!
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[Leyla laughs]
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[laughs] He's stunned.
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-[tender music plays]
-Okay, who's going to cook?
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Mmm.
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[Leyla] A person's reality can shift
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based on the circumstances
of their situation.
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During that time, we feared
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that our hopes and dreams might disappear.
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[chuckles] And never return.
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Everything was so different
at the beginning.
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The whole world was focusing
on resolving a single problem.
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Everyone was afraid of the same thing.
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We fought against a common enemy,
and that was encouraging.
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[blows]
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[Ömer breathes hoarsely]
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-[sobbing] Leyla?
-My love.
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-I love you so much.
-Oh!
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[chuckles] What did you dream about?
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To be honest, it felt so realistic.
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-[sighs sadly]
-Did I die?
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It was your wedding.
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Yeah?
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[sniffles] You wore your granny's dress,
the one you've always mentioned.
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And my hair? Did I let my hair down?
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You did.
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And Sarp was next to you.
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No way!
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What made it worse
is that I was your witness.
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You should've seen my mouth disappear
every time I tried to speak up.
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Then, baby, you looked at me and shouted,
"I do, till death do us part!"
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No, but Ömer,
maybe I get to say "I do" to you instead.
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I don't want to marry to him.
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-Really?
-Of course!
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-[chuckles]
-Then what?
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[sighs heavily]
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You guys kissed.
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It was awful, I cried a lot.
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[exhales heavily] I got so mad.
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That asshole.
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Aww, Ömer. [chuckles]
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Please stop crying, my love.
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It hurts me to see you in tears.
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Did that fool Sarp
snatch me away from you?
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[both laugh]
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I think I must have lost my memory.
How else could I have left you?
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[chuckles]
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[groans]
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[breathes hoarsely]
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-I'll tell you what.
-Hmm?
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[sighs]
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[groans]
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Will you marry me?
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Hmm?
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So someone like Sarp won't take me away?
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No, I'm being serious. Will you marry me?
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All right.
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Are you kidding me?
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-[laughs]
-Yes! [groans]
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[coughs and laughs]
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Are we actually engaged now?
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I need to call my parents right now
and tell them.
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Okay.
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The pandemic ends, and so does the dream.
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[lonesome music plays]
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I know that under normal circumstances,
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we would not have made
certain choices just like that,
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but at the time, I was still contemplating
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our idea of possibly living together.
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And before I knew it,
he was already moving in.
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Everyone has their own habits
and routines,
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but there's a limit to what we can endure.
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Passing beyond that
makes things unpleasant.
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And when there's only one bathroom
in the apartment,
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there's no more room for romance at all.
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[laughs] A relationship deals with…
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accepting everything about your partner.
257
00:13:52,250 --> 00:13:53,625
[chuckles]
258
00:13:54,625 --> 00:13:56,833
Only you and Mom can make it work.
259
00:13:58,375 --> 00:13:59,708
And nobody else.
260
00:14:01,875 --> 00:14:03,416
[chuckles fondly]
261
00:14:10,125 --> 00:14:11,166
You have…
262
00:14:12,291 --> 00:14:14,416
honestly, set the bar extremely high
263
00:14:14,500 --> 00:14:16,083
for my future boyfriends.
264
00:14:23,291 --> 00:14:24,166
[father sighs]
265
00:14:24,958 --> 00:14:27,000
Are you still deeply in love with her?
266
00:14:27,500 --> 00:14:28,333
Mmm.
267
00:14:29,458 --> 00:14:31,875
It's hard to find the perfect words
to describe our love.
268
00:14:31,958 --> 00:14:34,291
[laughs] Oh, Dad! You guys are amazing!
269
00:14:34,375 --> 00:14:35,500
[both laugh]
270
00:14:36,500 --> 00:14:37,958
-You know what?
-Hmm?
271
00:14:38,041 --> 00:14:40,666
I'm happy we could discuss
what was bothering you.
272
00:14:42,958 --> 00:14:46,666
-I have… spoken for a while now.
-Hmm.
273
00:14:47,375 --> 00:14:49,291
Single chit-chatting.
274
00:14:50,083 --> 00:14:50,958
Detoxing.
275
00:14:51,041 --> 00:14:52,125
[chuckles]
276
00:14:53,750 --> 00:14:55,125
Let's go join them outside.
277
00:14:56,375 --> 00:14:57,208
We're here.
278
00:14:57,833 --> 00:14:59,791
-Ah!
-[Leyla] Buddy, my love!
279
00:14:59,875 --> 00:15:01,291
[Buddy pants happily]
280
00:15:03,250 --> 00:15:05,750
Hmm. Did you finish talking
behind my back?
281
00:15:05,833 --> 00:15:07,708
No, we couldn't start talking about you.
282
00:15:07,791 --> 00:15:09,500
-It took that long?
-Yes, it did.
283
00:15:09,583 --> 00:15:11,583
Okay, it's time for dinner.
The table's set.
284
00:15:11,666 --> 00:15:13,291
All right, we'll be right there.
285
00:15:15,583 --> 00:15:18,125
So, I heard we'd be having a guest soon.
286
00:15:18,208 --> 00:15:20,250
Are you sure? Friend?
287
00:15:23,666 --> 00:15:24,666
Are you kidding me?
288
00:15:25,250 --> 00:15:27,583
No, I'm not. Your uncle invited me.
289
00:15:27,666 --> 00:15:29,291
[father] You can put these on the table.
290
00:15:29,375 --> 00:15:30,458
[mother] Okay, dear.
291
00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,125
-Hello, Mr. Cem.
-How are you?
292
00:15:35,208 --> 00:15:36,041
I'll take these.
293
00:15:36,125 --> 00:15:38,416
-Cem, welcome.
-Hello. I haven't come late, have I?
294
00:15:38,500 --> 00:15:40,333
Of course not.
You're right on time once again.
295
00:15:40,416 --> 00:15:42,250
Could that be the famous serial killer?
296
00:15:42,958 --> 00:15:44,500
[Can] Don't mention it. Glad you came.
297
00:15:44,583 --> 00:15:46,291
-Happy birthday.
-Thank you, I appreciate it.
298
00:15:46,375 --> 00:15:49,416
Reyhan, dear, Mahir, dear.
Meet our guest, Cem Murathan.
299
00:15:49,500 --> 00:15:51,458
He's our neighbor and one of our clients.
300
00:15:51,541 --> 00:15:53,458
My sister, Reyhan Taylan.
301
00:15:53,541 --> 00:15:54,958
-Pleased to meet you.
-Likewise.
302
00:15:55,041 --> 00:15:56,625
-Thank you.
-[Can] And her husband, Mahir.
303
00:15:56,708 --> 00:15:58,250
-Mr. Mahir.
-Nice to meet you.
304
00:15:58,875 --> 00:16:01,125
-We actually met each other before.
-That right?
305
00:16:01,208 --> 00:16:04,500
Yeah. I met you quite a long time ago,
so I'm happy I was able to come.
306
00:16:04,583 --> 00:16:06,416
Why didn't you tell me about this?
307
00:16:07,583 --> 00:16:09,166
-Uh…
-[Reyhan chuckles awkwardly]
308
00:16:09,250 --> 00:16:10,791
-This way.
-Go ahead.
309
00:16:12,125 --> 00:16:14,208
Can, look at these bottles
from the auction.
310
00:16:14,291 --> 00:16:16,333
They're all '72s. That's your birth year.
311
00:16:16,416 --> 00:16:17,541
[chuckles]
312
00:16:20,833 --> 00:16:23,250
It really is a great gift.
Thank you very much, Cem.
313
00:16:23,333 --> 00:16:25,750
-You didn't have to get me anything.
-No problem.
314
00:16:25,833 --> 00:16:26,958
I'm glad you liked it.
315
00:16:27,041 --> 00:16:28,000
[Reyhan chuckles]
316
00:16:28,500 --> 00:16:30,541
-[Somer] Cheers, everyone.
-[Can] Enjoy, everyone.
317
00:16:32,041 --> 00:16:32,875
[Somer] Mmm.
318
00:16:32,958 --> 00:16:35,875
Mmm! My gosh, this is incredible.
319
00:16:35,958 --> 00:16:37,666
Come, drink some, Mahir.
So you can taste it.
320
00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:40,125
[sighs] I stay away from alcohol nowadays.
321
00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:42,500
My stomach just doesn't tolerate it
any longer.
322
00:16:42,583 --> 00:16:45,708
-My serving can be for my wife to enjoy.
-I would gladly take it from him.
323
00:16:45,791 --> 00:16:46,958
[men chuckle]
324
00:16:47,041 --> 00:16:49,708
So, could you pick up
where we left off, Cem?
325
00:16:50,375 --> 00:16:54,291
Tell us more about how you… and my dad
were able to meet each other.
326
00:16:54,375 --> 00:16:57,541
Hmm. Oh, that's right.
Uh, you said that we had met before.
327
00:16:58,833 --> 00:17:01,083
It was at a symposium held in Milan.
328
00:17:01,166 --> 00:17:03,166
I was studying architecture at the time.
329
00:17:03,666 --> 00:17:06,083
You were excited to work
on your latest project.
330
00:17:07,875 --> 00:17:08,958
It was in '09.
331
00:17:10,208 --> 00:17:11,875
Yeah, it was 2009.
332
00:17:11,958 --> 00:17:14,500
You had explained
the psychology of buildings.
333
00:17:16,083 --> 00:17:17,333
But you were describing it
334
00:17:17,416 --> 00:17:20,250
as if you were referring
to a woman you loved.
335
00:17:21,166 --> 00:17:23,041
Yes, I remember. Uh, hmm.
336
00:17:24,458 --> 00:17:25,833
I don't remember Milan.
337
00:17:26,375 --> 00:17:27,500
No, my love, you wouldn't,
338
00:17:27,583 --> 00:17:29,458
since you were living
with your uncle that year.
339
00:17:29,541 --> 00:17:32,208
You're right, that takes me back
to our very first summer.
340
00:17:32,291 --> 00:17:35,458
My poor heart couldn't keep up with you.
You were an active little kid
341
00:17:35,541 --> 00:17:37,750
who always ran all over the house,
never slowing down.
342
00:17:37,833 --> 00:17:39,208
I was basically your nanny.
343
00:17:39,291 --> 00:17:41,208
[scattered laughs]
344
00:17:42,708 --> 00:17:44,375
And what project was that, Dad?
345
00:17:45,833 --> 00:17:47,375
Uh, I never completed that one
346
00:17:47,458 --> 00:17:49,708
because so many things
continued to go wrong.
347
00:17:50,250 --> 00:17:52,041
Hmm. Oh, I see.
348
00:17:52,666 --> 00:17:53,791
It's a shame.
349
00:17:54,583 --> 00:17:58,750
Honestly, the, uh… [sniffs] project
was never finished,
350
00:17:58,833 --> 00:18:00,541
uh, because it was quite challenging.
351
00:18:00,625 --> 00:18:02,708
It was only promising on paper.
352
00:18:02,791 --> 00:18:05,791
So then, uh, Reyhan took a job in Tokyo,
353
00:18:05,875 --> 00:18:07,125
and we moved there.
354
00:18:07,208 --> 00:18:11,000
[sighs] I've always given you the option
to decide whether to go or not.
355
00:18:11,083 --> 00:18:12,083
Sugarplum.
356
00:18:12,166 --> 00:18:13,291
You could have stayed.
357
00:18:13,875 --> 00:18:17,416
How was I supposed to endure
your absence for so long, love?
358
00:18:18,958 --> 00:18:22,416
[chuckles] You guys clearly have
some stories to share.
359
00:18:22,500 --> 00:18:24,333
[Reyhan] Ah! Yes, a story!
360
00:18:24,416 --> 00:18:26,041
We all have stories to share.
361
00:18:26,125 --> 00:18:27,416
They're all around us.
362
00:18:27,500 --> 00:18:29,416
Our life is a story, isn't it, my love?
363
00:18:29,500 --> 00:18:31,833
-[both laugh]
-Then, a toast to our stories.
364
00:18:32,416 --> 00:18:33,750
[laughs] Cheers.
365
00:18:35,166 --> 00:18:36,750
[all cheers]
366
00:18:36,833 --> 00:18:38,541
[joyful samba music plays]
367
00:18:38,625 --> 00:18:40,250
[guests laugh]
368
00:18:40,333 --> 00:18:41,250
[Reyhan] Aw!
369
00:18:42,375 --> 00:18:44,083
[all exclaim and cheer]
370
00:18:44,166 --> 00:18:46,333
[dialogue fades]
371
00:18:50,000 --> 00:18:51,291
Thank you. Thank you.
372
00:18:51,375 --> 00:18:53,250
[dialogue continues indistinctly]
373
00:19:02,666 --> 00:19:04,166
Come on, don't tell everyone.
374
00:19:04,250 --> 00:19:05,958
I'll blow these out, and that'll be it.
375
00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:09,791
[all cheer]
376
00:19:14,750 --> 00:19:16,625
Thank you all for coming. Cheers.
377
00:19:16,708 --> 00:19:18,500
-Cheers.
-[Can] Drink up!
378
00:19:33,166 --> 00:19:34,458
You've been quiet today.
379
00:19:35,583 --> 00:19:36,916
I don't think so.
380
00:19:37,500 --> 00:19:38,416
[chuckles dryly]
381
00:19:40,416 --> 00:19:42,625
Can we take a walk? I want to talk to you.
382
00:19:43,750 --> 00:19:45,750
Don't worry about the book
that was written.
383
00:19:46,250 --> 00:19:49,791
Our plan is to prevent Ms. Tuba
from officially printing it.
384
00:19:50,333 --> 00:19:52,708
This week, we'll issue a legal notice
to the publishing house.
385
00:19:55,208 --> 00:19:58,125
It wasn't that,
but thanks a lot for helping out.
386
00:19:59,500 --> 00:20:01,416
Your secrets will continue
to be safe with you.
387
00:20:01,500 --> 00:20:02,708
So you can rest easy.
388
00:20:03,375 --> 00:20:05,875
I suppose one secret
was revealed to us tonight.
389
00:20:07,291 --> 00:20:09,916
How come you never said anything
about knowing my dad?
390
00:20:11,875 --> 00:20:14,416
That's right, afterward,
we didn't get to talk much.
391
00:20:15,208 --> 00:20:16,125
You weren't there.
392
00:20:16,208 --> 00:20:17,666
[wistful music plays]
393
00:20:19,291 --> 00:20:20,291
[sighs]
394
00:20:22,333 --> 00:20:23,291
And you were hurt.
395
00:20:24,750 --> 00:20:25,583
I know.
396
00:20:26,208 --> 00:20:28,833
No, you're wrong. I wasn't hurt at all.
397
00:20:28,916 --> 00:20:31,291
I would only be hurting
if I had cared for you.
398
00:20:32,333 --> 00:20:36,166
But I… don't harbor
any thoughts of you at all.
399
00:20:37,333 --> 00:20:40,666
And to be frank, I couldn't care less
whether you are around or not.
400
00:20:40,750 --> 00:20:41,625
So, yeah.
401
00:20:42,416 --> 00:20:46,666
I think, um, it's good
that we haven't wasted each other's time.
402
00:20:47,250 --> 00:20:48,583
I'm honestly grateful.
403
00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:52,500
I admit, I got curious
about the attraction between us.
404
00:20:54,125 --> 00:20:55,750
Now, we won't be left wondering.
405
00:20:57,958 --> 00:20:59,166
Um, so that's it.
406
00:20:59,791 --> 00:21:02,833
It wasn't… some extraordinary thing.
407
00:21:04,208 --> 00:21:06,291
But a short tryst.
408
00:21:07,791 --> 00:21:10,416
That's why, uh, everything is good.
409
00:21:11,833 --> 00:21:13,083
I won't, um…
410
00:21:14,208 --> 00:21:16,875
be devastated. Um, I'll be perfectly fine.
411
00:21:17,833 --> 00:21:19,625
[musical arrangement turns anxious]
412
00:21:21,291 --> 00:21:23,791
You know what? I think I'm done
talking about this with you.
413
00:21:24,541 --> 00:21:26,208
My parents probably need my help.
414
00:21:34,541 --> 00:21:36,541
[anxious music intensifies]
415
00:21:48,041 --> 00:21:49,083
[cell phone chimes]
416
00:21:57,916 --> 00:22:01,666
THIS IS MY FAMILY ALBUM
417
00:22:15,708 --> 00:22:18,291
-[Reyhan] Stop being a hypocrite.
-[Mahir] I'm not the hypocrite.
418
00:22:18,875 --> 00:22:21,041
You're the professional liar.
That's your job, isn't it?
419
00:22:21,625 --> 00:22:23,750
[Reyhan] You love to play the hero
when Leyla's around,
420
00:22:23,833 --> 00:22:26,125
and you don't realize
the damage you've caused.
421
00:22:26,208 --> 00:22:28,916
I've been silent because that is
what you wanted me to do.
422
00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:30,250
I'm okay with exposing our mess.
423
00:22:30,333 --> 00:22:33,125
Then tell her
that you are also a Casanova.
424
00:22:33,208 --> 00:22:36,166
Besides, your father's debt
led you to change your last name.
425
00:22:36,750 --> 00:22:38,833
And what makes you think
I won't let her know?
426
00:22:38,916 --> 00:22:41,791
Be honest and say why you don't drink.
Explain that you went to rehab.
427
00:22:41,875 --> 00:22:42,916
How could you lie to her?
428
00:22:43,000 --> 00:22:45,208
Tell her you cheated on me
with that bitch.
429
00:22:45,291 --> 00:22:47,041
She talks about some bar you've set.
430
00:22:47,125 --> 00:22:49,541
Why don't you show her
just how low that bar could go?
431
00:22:50,041 --> 00:22:52,208
-[plate shatters]
-[melancholic music plays]
432
00:22:57,208 --> 00:22:58,458
You both lied.
433
00:23:01,666 --> 00:23:03,625
Now I know the farce is over.
434
00:23:06,250 --> 00:23:08,541
That is our harsh reality, love.
435
00:23:08,625 --> 00:23:11,625
Hold on. Did you find out
what happened to them in 2009?
436
00:23:12,875 --> 00:23:16,458
My dad had an affair
with one of his female coworkers.
437
00:23:16,541 --> 00:23:17,625
-[Esra] Oh!
-Oh, he did?
438
00:23:17,708 --> 00:23:20,291
So, he told my mom
after feeling remorseful.
439
00:23:20,375 --> 00:23:22,750
He made a rookie mistake.
440
00:23:23,333 --> 00:23:25,791
And she went to Tokyo afterward.
Honestly, she ran off.
441
00:23:26,375 --> 00:23:28,291
-Of course, she would do that.
-I know.
442
00:23:29,125 --> 00:23:32,375
I would have crushed his balls
before he had the chance to leave.
443
00:23:32,458 --> 00:23:34,166
-[Beliz laughs]
-Ruthlessly.
444
00:23:34,250 --> 00:23:35,958
-[Funda laughs]
-[Murat] All right.
445
00:23:36,041 --> 00:23:37,916
[clears throat] Interesting picture.
446
00:23:38,000 --> 00:23:39,208
What did your dad do?
447
00:23:40,041 --> 00:23:43,958
What was the logical thing to do?
My dad left his job and went after her.
448
00:23:44,041 --> 00:23:45,583
And you lived with your uncle
449
00:23:45,666 --> 00:23:48,625
to not get caught
between their disputes, right?
450
00:23:50,583 --> 00:23:51,583
Yeah.
451
00:23:53,000 --> 00:23:53,833
I think
452
00:23:54,666 --> 00:23:56,583
that they couldn't get over that incident.
453
00:23:56,666 --> 00:24:00,250
My dad continues to feel guilty,
and Mom is still so furious.
454
00:24:00,791 --> 00:24:03,750
Besides, even the slightest disturbance
can result in high tensions.
455
00:24:03,833 --> 00:24:05,875
Yet they've been together for a long time.
456
00:24:05,958 --> 00:24:08,000
-They could have just left one another.
-[Esra] Hmm.
457
00:24:08,083 --> 00:24:09,541
-Right?
-Yeah.
458
00:24:10,541 --> 00:24:12,916
Maybe I was the reason
why they stayed together.
459
00:24:13,541 --> 00:24:15,125
I don't see any other explanation.
460
00:24:15,208 --> 00:24:17,166
-[Funda] Aww! I don't think so.
-[Esra] No.
461
00:24:19,541 --> 00:24:21,625
I think that my dad…
462
00:24:23,750 --> 00:24:26,750
kept his head down
because he didn't want to let me down.
463
00:24:26,833 --> 00:24:30,250
And it isn't surprising
that my mom doesn't like to fail.
464
00:24:30,833 --> 00:24:32,666
She would rather die
than to end her marriage.
465
00:24:32,750 --> 00:24:34,291
-[phone chimes]
-Hmm.
466
00:24:34,875 --> 00:24:37,416
-Guess who just texted me.
-Hmm, that's your mom?
467
00:24:38,208 --> 00:24:39,916
-[Funda laughs]
-[Murat grunts softly]
468
00:24:40,000 --> 00:24:43,583
"Leyla, dear.
We'll be heading back this Wednesday."
469
00:24:43,666 --> 00:24:45,750
"We'd love to see you before we leave."
470
00:24:45,833 --> 00:24:48,375
"You should let us know
when's the best time to meet."
471
00:24:48,458 --> 00:24:51,875
"So we'll see you soon.
We love you. We'll see you soon."
472
00:24:51,958 --> 00:24:54,041
-Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
-[Esra laughs]
473
00:24:54,125 --> 00:24:56,583
Don't you see?
They still act like everything's fine.
474
00:24:56,666 --> 00:24:59,666
Because they continue to be very prideful.
475
00:24:59,750 --> 00:25:01,916
Love, just forget about it,
for crying out loud.
476
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:04,625
You know, bringing it up
is like beating a dead horse. Huh?
477
00:25:04,708 --> 00:25:05,791
[Murat] Oh, my God.
478
00:25:06,791 --> 00:25:07,833
Don't keep dragging it out.
479
00:25:07,916 --> 00:25:10,208
They could do whatever they want,
it's their lives.
480
00:25:10,291 --> 00:25:12,541
-[phone rings]
-Sarp, I think your mom's calling.
481
00:25:12,625 --> 00:25:14,625
A-ha. It's now my mom's turn
to give me a call.
482
00:25:14,708 --> 00:25:16,166
-[Esra] Want some salad?
-Excuse me.
483
00:25:18,208 --> 00:25:19,875
-[Leyla] Hmm.
-Mom, how are you?
484
00:25:20,666 --> 00:25:21,666
[Leyla] Thank you.
485
00:25:23,041 --> 00:25:23,958
What?
486
00:25:26,083 --> 00:25:28,541
-In which clinic?
-Did he say "clinic"?
487
00:25:29,416 --> 00:25:31,041
All right, Mom, I'll be there soon.
488
00:25:31,708 --> 00:25:32,833
What is it, Sarp?
489
00:25:32,916 --> 00:25:37,250
Uh… my dad had a heart attack
and is in intensive care.
490
00:25:37,333 --> 00:25:38,833
-[all exclaim]
-[Murat] Let's go.
491
00:25:38,916 --> 00:25:40,333
[tense music plays]
492
00:25:40,416 --> 00:25:43,583
-Um, before we go, do I cover anything?
-Huh? I don't think so. Wait.
493
00:25:43,666 --> 00:25:45,291
[Leyla] Life truly is a game.
494
00:25:46,041 --> 00:25:50,250
First, you think you have multiple lives,
but then you realize, you didn't have any.
495
00:25:50,333 --> 00:25:55,166
And when you think the game is over,
bing! You're given another life.
496
00:25:55,250 --> 00:25:56,333
[door closes]
497
00:25:58,125 --> 00:25:59,958
Just when you're about to rebel,
498
00:26:00,041 --> 00:26:02,875
life reminds you of the end
you thought would never come.
499
00:26:02,958 --> 00:26:05,583
["Dünya Dursun"
by Can Ozan & Dilan Balkay plays]
500
00:26:06,833 --> 00:26:09,708
Those endless fights
suddenly seem childish.
501
00:26:10,333 --> 00:26:12,625
And you feel ashamed
of the minute problems
502
00:26:13,208 --> 00:26:14,875
that once seemed so big.
503
00:27:16,916 --> 00:27:18,958
When the heart lacks oxygen,
504
00:27:19,041 --> 00:27:21,166
you experience a sharp, stinging pain.
505
00:27:22,291 --> 00:27:25,125
That discomfort warns you
about the heart attack.
506
00:27:26,375 --> 00:27:29,625
It appears that pain
is necessary for our survival.
507
00:27:30,375 --> 00:27:31,541
[Mahir] Angina pectoris.
508
00:27:32,125 --> 00:27:35,375
Did you know that, medically,
that pain is called angina pectoris?
509
00:27:36,333 --> 00:27:38,125
-I didn't know that.
-Oh, too bad.
510
00:27:39,750 --> 00:27:43,583
"Not arteriosclerosis,
nor nicotine, nor prison,
511
00:27:43,666 --> 00:27:47,041
and that's the reason, my dear doctor,
why I have angina pectoris."
512
00:27:47,125 --> 00:27:48,750
[laughs]
513
00:27:49,416 --> 00:27:50,500
Nâzım Hikmet.
514
00:27:51,625 --> 00:27:55,250
This is what he used to seduce you, right?
With lyrics and sonnets.
515
00:27:55,333 --> 00:27:56,708
[laughs]
516
00:27:56,791 --> 00:28:00,375
Every Wednesday, I would meet him
at this bench at two o'clock.
517
00:28:01,583 --> 00:28:05,125
Mahir took the bus
from his university at ITU to come here,
518
00:28:05,208 --> 00:28:07,333
and I would come after my lecture.
519
00:28:07,875 --> 00:28:08,875
[chuckles fondly]
520
00:28:08,958 --> 00:28:11,291
He would never forget
to go to our favorite place
521
00:28:11,375 --> 00:28:12,958
and buy us sandwiches.
522
00:28:13,458 --> 00:28:14,958
Oh! It'd be a picnic.
523
00:28:15,041 --> 00:28:17,583
-Light on the sauce.
-Lots of pickles too.
524
00:28:17,666 --> 00:28:20,166
-They were hot dogs.
-You're right! They weren't sandwiches.
525
00:28:20,250 --> 00:28:21,916
[all laugh]
526
00:28:22,000 --> 00:28:24,666
-Never changes.
-Then we'd sit here enjoying the company.
527
00:28:24,750 --> 00:28:26,833
We'd read poems and also books.
528
00:28:28,416 --> 00:28:31,250
Sometimes we'd argue
over the films we'd seen.
529
00:28:31,333 --> 00:28:32,375
[Mahir chuckles]
530
00:28:32,875 --> 00:28:36,041
-And always end up laughing.
-[both laugh]
531
00:28:36,125 --> 00:28:38,625
That's how I've seen you guys.
Before this, you--
532
00:28:38,708 --> 00:28:39,875
Wait, wait, wait a minute.
533
00:28:39,958 --> 00:28:41,375
I know what you're going to say.
534
00:28:41,458 --> 00:28:43,541
Stop thinking there is a set bar,
all right?
535
00:28:43,625 --> 00:28:46,833
Because a relationship doesn't have one.
It's just about compromise,
536
00:28:46,916 --> 00:28:48,416
and understanding each other.
537
00:28:48,500 --> 00:28:49,458
Hmm?
538
00:28:49,541 --> 00:28:50,666
Having patience.
539
00:28:51,833 --> 00:28:53,416
And also forgiveness.
540
00:28:53,500 --> 00:28:54,500
[tender music plays]
541
00:28:54,583 --> 00:28:56,333
Mmm, having patience.
542
00:28:56,416 --> 00:28:57,708
And also forgiveness.
543
00:28:59,000 --> 00:29:00,250
Leyla, dear,
544
00:29:00,333 --> 00:29:03,250
it's possible to lose interest
in the person
545
00:29:03,333 --> 00:29:05,000
you'll later decide to be with.
546
00:29:05,791 --> 00:29:07,333
You could get distracted,
547
00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:09,291
you could even feel lost,
548
00:29:09,375 --> 00:29:11,208
at any point in your relationship.
549
00:29:11,708 --> 00:29:13,833
And also a bit neglected by them.
550
00:29:15,333 --> 00:29:17,375
It's not easy to love someone.
551
00:29:18,083 --> 00:29:21,000
And it's even harder to love someone
despite their flaws.
552
00:29:21,083 --> 00:29:23,166
[laughs] You ever know
anyone who's flawless?
553
00:29:23,250 --> 00:29:25,458
Who's perfect? Come on. Show me, huh?
554
00:29:25,541 --> 00:29:26,666
[chuckles fondly]
555
00:29:27,500 --> 00:29:28,333
[chuckles]
556
00:29:28,416 --> 00:29:29,375
Everything we've…
557
00:29:29,875 --> 00:29:32,500
experienced in the last 40 years
has been real.
558
00:29:32,583 --> 00:29:35,000
-Mm-hmm.
-We've accepted this about ourselves.
559
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:37,625
We don't see this as a game.
560
00:29:37,708 --> 00:29:38,791
It's also not a show.
561
00:29:40,666 --> 00:29:42,041
And we're still together.
562
00:29:43,583 --> 00:29:47,833
Because our love proved to be much greater
than any of our shortcomings.
563
00:29:49,250 --> 00:29:50,458
We're friends.
564
00:29:51,916 --> 00:29:53,833
-We're lovers.
-We're lovers.
565
00:29:54,916 --> 00:29:55,791
Darling.
566
00:29:55,875 --> 00:29:56,916
My love.
567
00:29:58,333 --> 00:29:59,625
My sweetheart.
568
00:30:00,208 --> 00:30:02,125
Oh, my dear girl.
569
00:30:02,208 --> 00:30:04,208
["Benimle Oynar Mısın?" by Kalben plays]
570
00:31:15,958 --> 00:31:16,916
[Leyla] Dear Ömer,
571
00:31:17,666 --> 00:31:19,416
it breaks my heart that we haven't spoken
572
00:31:19,500 --> 00:31:21,625
to each other
in the past couple of months.
573
00:31:22,125 --> 00:31:23,458
And I understand why.
574
00:31:23,541 --> 00:31:27,125
You're keeping your distance from me
out of respect for your girlfriend.
575
00:31:27,208 --> 00:31:28,708
You're right. It's only fair.
576
00:31:29,291 --> 00:31:32,458
But when I can't talk to you,
the words build up inside me.
577
00:31:33,041 --> 00:31:34,916
So instead of waiting
for the perfect moment,
578
00:31:35,833 --> 00:31:37,166
I decided to write to you.
579
00:31:38,250 --> 00:31:40,250
I've gone through so many things lately.
580
00:31:41,083 --> 00:31:43,791
For example, I got reacquainted
with my parents.
581
00:31:43,875 --> 00:31:47,750
My dad dropped his hero facade
and was vulnerable with me.
582
00:31:47,833 --> 00:31:50,083
Mom showed me her scars
for the first time.
583
00:31:50,666 --> 00:31:53,208
Turns out they're just like everyone else.
[chuckles sadly]
584
00:31:53,291 --> 00:31:54,166
Can you believe it?
585
00:31:54,250 --> 00:31:55,166
[gentle music plays]
586
00:31:55,250 --> 00:31:57,625
That helped me pull myself together.
587
00:31:57,708 --> 00:32:00,375
I created a rundown of my recent years.
588
00:32:01,708 --> 00:32:05,291
And I realized that I made
so many assumptions.
589
00:32:05,375 --> 00:32:06,416
Here, eat some of this.
590
00:32:06,500 --> 00:32:09,166
I never asked, I only assumed.
591
00:32:10,208 --> 00:32:13,458
I never listened,
I just said what was on my mind.
592
00:32:15,500 --> 00:32:18,083
I never understood, I only judged.
593
00:32:19,041 --> 00:32:22,666
And worst of all,
I never fixed my broken pieces.
594
00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:24,833
I just left them lying there.
595
00:32:25,416 --> 00:32:26,666
But they call out to me.
596
00:32:29,958 --> 00:32:33,375
-You see, I'm still at ground zero…
-[doorbell rings]
597
00:32:33,458 --> 00:32:35,500
…wandering through the wreckage.
598
00:32:35,583 --> 00:32:38,916
I realized I was also to blame
for the damage we left behind.
599
00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:41,250
-Ömer just dropped him off.
-[Buddy pants]
600
00:32:41,958 --> 00:32:44,000
-Thank you, Mr. Dursun.
-You're welcome.
601
00:32:47,458 --> 00:32:48,291
Buddy.
602
00:32:48,375 --> 00:32:51,166
I understand that having
the last word doesn't matter.
603
00:32:51,708 --> 00:32:55,625
And that victories and defeats
are both poisonous to a relationship.
604
00:33:08,166 --> 00:33:09,666
[sweeping melancholic music plays]
605
00:33:09,750 --> 00:33:11,541
[ringtone plays on phone]
606
00:33:21,083 --> 00:33:22,750
[exhales heavily]
607
00:33:27,083 --> 00:33:28,625
When you lose someone,
608
00:33:28,708 --> 00:33:30,541
pain can cloud your mind.
609
00:33:31,625 --> 00:33:33,791
But eventually, it slowly dawns on you.
610
00:33:34,291 --> 00:33:37,541
First, your anger becomes regret,
then understanding.
611
00:33:38,666 --> 00:33:40,416
And finally, longing.
612
00:33:42,916 --> 00:33:46,125
Nothing is worth deliberately losing
someone you love.
613
00:33:46,750 --> 00:33:48,125
I'm well aware of that now.
614
00:33:48,833 --> 00:33:49,750
My dear Ömer,
615
00:33:50,500 --> 00:33:52,291
you're incredibly precious to me.
616
00:33:52,375 --> 00:33:55,416
[imam] Let us pray for Suleiman's soul.
617
00:33:58,500 --> 00:34:00,125
[Leyla] You're both my best friend
618
00:34:00,625 --> 00:34:02,208
and the one I've always loved,
619
00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:04,291
and will always love.
620
00:34:05,833 --> 00:34:07,666
Regardless of what happens to us,
621
00:34:08,250 --> 00:34:09,625
or who we may meet,
622
00:34:10,458 --> 00:34:11,708
I don't want to lose you.
623
00:34:13,458 --> 00:34:14,291
Never.
624
00:34:15,708 --> 00:34:17,125
I just wanted you to know.
625
00:34:25,041 --> 00:34:27,666
-Thank you.
-So Buddy could stay with me?
626
00:34:27,750 --> 00:34:29,083
You'll be busy helping Sarp.
627
00:34:29,625 --> 00:34:31,333
I can keep him for a week. Okay?
628
00:34:32,625 --> 00:34:33,833
-All right, sounds good.
-Okay.
629
00:34:40,833 --> 00:34:42,458
-[car door closes]
-[engine turns off]
630
00:34:45,083 --> 00:34:46,125
[lock clicks]
631
00:34:48,541 --> 00:34:50,708
-Buddy! Come on, boy, you're leaving.
-Aw.
632
00:34:50,791 --> 00:34:52,083
[Buddy pants happily]
633
00:34:53,041 --> 00:34:54,041
[Leyla sighs]
634
00:34:56,375 --> 00:34:57,416
[keys jingle softly]
635
00:34:58,583 --> 00:35:00,666
-Oh, come over here!
-Do you want some coffee?
636
00:35:00,750 --> 00:35:01,958
No, thanks, I'm good.
637
00:35:02,583 --> 00:35:04,708
By the way, I, uh, bought these yesterday.
638
00:35:05,333 --> 00:35:07,125
They were cheaper and smell nice.
639
00:35:09,333 --> 00:35:11,041
Oh. [sniffs]
640
00:35:15,583 --> 00:35:17,125
I really appreciated your letter.
641
00:35:19,041 --> 00:35:20,625
I read it several times.
642
00:35:23,291 --> 00:35:25,958
You should have thrown it away.
You can get into trouble.
643
00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:29,791
I really won't.
I don't have anyone anymore.
644
00:35:30,416 --> 00:35:31,666
Really? Then it's over?
645
00:35:33,541 --> 00:35:35,166
Yeah, it is. Because…
646
00:35:36,875 --> 00:35:38,625
you're also very precious to me.
647
00:35:38,708 --> 00:35:39,708
[romantic music plays]
648
00:35:39,791 --> 00:35:41,666
My most precious person.
649
00:35:43,291 --> 00:35:45,416
It's like having a photo negative of you.
650
00:35:46,250 --> 00:35:48,750
Because I can't share it,
or have it copied.
651
00:35:49,375 --> 00:35:50,625
You can't duplicate it.
652
00:37:41,625 --> 00:37:42,458
[kisses]
653
00:37:47,250 --> 00:37:48,458
[sighs happily]
654
00:37:55,083 --> 00:37:56,250
[Ömer] Oh, Buddy's waiting.
655
00:37:56,333 --> 00:37:57,416
[both laugh]
656
00:37:57,500 --> 00:37:58,750
-Oh, no.
-Oh, God.
657
00:37:59,958 --> 00:38:01,916
I'm coming, boy. I won't make you wait.
658
00:38:02,541 --> 00:38:04,041
-Aww.
-[panting happily]
659
00:38:05,083 --> 00:38:06,000
[Ömer] Aww.
660
00:38:06,083 --> 00:38:07,166
Okay, let's go.
661
00:38:07,708 --> 00:38:08,791
[vehicle approaching]
662
00:38:08,875 --> 00:38:10,875
[gently suspenseful music plays]
663
00:38:14,291 --> 00:38:15,125
Leyla!
664
00:38:15,916 --> 00:38:16,958
Leyla!
665
00:38:18,083 --> 00:38:19,958
-Where's Leyla?
-[Murat] I think she can explain.
666
00:38:20,041 --> 00:38:21,458
[Ömer] There's nothing more to say.
667
00:38:22,333 --> 00:38:24,083
-[grunts]
-[all] No, Ömer!
668
00:38:24,166 --> 00:38:26,583
-You won't get away with this!
-[Murat] No! Stop it, don't!
669
00:38:26,666 --> 00:38:27,583
I'll fucking kill you!
670
00:38:27,666 --> 00:38:28,916
[Reyhan] Please, just stop!
671
00:38:29,000 --> 00:38:30,208
[Ömer] I will end you!
672
00:38:30,291 --> 00:38:32,208
-[Murat] Stop!
-[Reyhan] That's enough.
673
00:38:43,541 --> 00:38:45,541
[sweeping classical music plays]
674
00:38:51,208 --> 00:38:52,958
I won't accept your lies anymore.
675
00:38:53,666 --> 00:38:55,000
You really are despicable.
676
00:38:57,375 --> 00:39:00,875
Ömer, want to play another game with me?
677
00:39:05,041 --> 00:39:07,041
[upbeat jazzy theme music plays]