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["Unsung Songs" by Ages and Ages playing]

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[Kitty] It's been two days
since Min Ho and I crashed and burned.

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At least, I think it's been two days.
I've lost all track of time.

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I now measure the day
in the number of times

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I look at photos of us when we were happy.

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Or the number of texts I've sent
that he's ignored.

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Or my personal favorite,

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by counting all the things
that I could've done differently.

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Maybe I should just go home.

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No one hates me at home.

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♪ When the pendulum swings ♪

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♪ I know it's gonna get me… ♪

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[Kitty] God, I can almost smell
Lara Jean's famous chocolate chip cookies.

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Wait, I actually can smell
LJ's famous chocolate chip cookies.

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[exhales]

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What? [splutters]

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Hello?

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Hi, sister.

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[exhales]

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-Oh!
-[Kitty sniffles]

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I can't believe it. Thank you.

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-[tender pop music fades]
-[both sigh]

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Tell me everything. [sniffs]

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-After you take a shower.
-That's mean.

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I'm very fragile right now.

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[sniffs] Good Lord! I am ripe!

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-I'm so sorry.
-It's okay.

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-I'm gonna deal with it. Right now.
-Mm-hmm.

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[sniffs, clears throat] Ugh.

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[bright, energetic music playing]

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And then I fully accused Min Ho
of getting Eunice pregnant.

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-Okay, that's not great.
-No.

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Um, but isn't this whole thing just,
like, a big misunderstanding?

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Sure. One that proves
he should be with somebody else.

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Someone unlike me.

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What's that supposed to mean?

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I don't know. I just… I've always thought
maybe he'd want someone more in his world.

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Like a K-pop star.

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Okay, if that fool can't see how awesome
you are, then he needs, like, LASIK.

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[Kitty] But I should have trusted him.

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Hey, didn't he lie to you
about where he was that night?

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And… and about the necklace?

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Only because he was trying
to be a good friend to Eunice,

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the way our mom was
to Yuri's mom back in the day.

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Then he should've trusted you.

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Well, I don't even trust myself right now.

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Like, I was wrong
about Jiwon and Alex being a match,

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and then I messed up my entire friendship
with Q in a stupid blurt.

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Okay, stop acting like your life is over.

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Stop it.

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You still have plenty of time left
in your senior year.

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And then you're coming
to New York with me.

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Speaking of which,
how is your NYU essay going?

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Not great.

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Wait, what?
When are the early admissions apps due?

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Ah, something like,
if I do the time change,

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I'm at, like, 12 hours.

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Kitty! We talked about applying early
being your best chance of getting in!

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I know,
but the essay prompt is impossible.

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"Who are you?"

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Hello? I don't know
or even like who I am right now!

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Okay, your pity party is over.

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I had the entire summer
to show you my New York.

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And you have, like, less than 24 hours
to show me your Seoul.

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And I texted Jiwon,
and she's meeting us for lunch.

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Okay, fine. I can handle that.

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I thought you were gonna
make me write that essay.

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No, yeah. I'm totally gonna
make you write that essay.

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But first, we have
to get your head on right. So let's go.

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[Kitty groans]

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[Min Ho in Korean]
Are you sure about this?

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You'd be giving up your dream.

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Yeah. Honestly,
when I thought I was pregnant,

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I was scared at first.

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But when you told me
my career would be over,

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it was odd, but suddenly, I felt relieved.

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I don't have any privacy,
and always having to be perfect…

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it's too hard.

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Once I tell my dad,
you know there's no going back.

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I know.

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But fame isn't what I want.

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[sighs]

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Min Ho, I'm really sorry.
I didn't know it would turn out like this.

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No, you should do what you want.

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Thank you so much.

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[in English] You were a great manager
to me, but an even better friend.

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Are you crazy?
She's blowing up the charts.

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You have to hold her to her contract.

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I can't do that, Dad. Eunice is my friend.

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This is just not right.

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Then you're not right for this job.

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I wanted to believe that you had
what it takes, but clearly you don't.

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-You're fired.
-[call disconnects]

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[huffs]

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[upbeat music playing]

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Sorry again for all the drama
at your dad's restaurant.

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Oh, no worries.
I'm sorry that Jin punched you.

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Did you figure out
what you're gonna do about this situation?

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Let's see.

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Jin's ignoring me
when I need to talk to him,

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and Marius, who normally
leans strongly towards asshole,

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left me a really nice gift.

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See my dilemma?

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[inhales sharply]

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Kitty just got broken up with too.
I'm sure she's down to talk.

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She's done enough talking.

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It's her big mouth
that got me in this mess.

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Yeah.

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What do you think I should do?

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You want to talk feelings with… me?

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Yeah, um…

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Were you happy with Jin?

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I mean, I thought I was,

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but part of me is wondering
if maybe I went all in on Jin

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because I was nervous
to admit what I had with Marius.

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Mm.

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Oh, it's my turn again? Well…

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If Kitty had never come to KISS,

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I'd have to spend the rest of my life
wondering what could have been.

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Right.

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Can't know what's at the end of the road
unless you go down it.

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Exactly.

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Wait. Am I good at this?

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[chuckles]

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[in Korean] Oh yes. Yes.

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Truthfully, this reservation is
for the designer Yisoo--

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Hello?

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[in English] Yisoo's craving
Impossible again, huh?

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-There's a reason that's the name.
-Yeah, tell me about it.

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I love this. Who designed it?

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Um, that would be me. I thrifted the ties
and turned them into this.

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You're submitting your designs
to the contest, right?

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[chuckles] Me? No, I'm just an assistant.

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So? Everyone who submits
is an up-and-comer.

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-I wouldn't even know where to begin.
-Try a pencil and paper.

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-Mm.
-You're talented, Yuri.

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Do you want to make dinner reservations
for the rest of your life?

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-Ready to go?
-Yeah, let me go grab my stuff.

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Um, is this a date with Gigi noona?

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No. [scoffs] First Kitty and now you.

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Does everyone think
I'm just some miserable player?

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No, I don't think that.
I know how much you care about Kitty.

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I'm sorry about
what happened between you two.

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I feel really bad.
Like, I got her all worked up and I--

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You didn't make her accuse me of cheating,
or getting Eunice pregnant.

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-That was all her.
-Valid.

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But for what it's worth,
she feels terrible.

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It is what it is.

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-Ready?
-Yes.

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["OOTD" playing]

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I can't believe how well you know Seoul.

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It's such a great city, isn't it?

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And the shopping?

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I got tech for Dad, O'Sulloc tea
for Trina, and PDRN cream for Margot.

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I also saw you got character socks.

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And I know who those are for.

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-Does that mean--
-We are not back together.

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But Peter is coming to New York.
Just to talk.

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Because we are still 5,000 miles apart,
literally and emotionally.

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Well, I'm not gonna give up hope.
I know you two are endgame.

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Mm, I don't know about that,
but I will keep you posted.

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-[chuckles]
-[bubbly pop fades]

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This is a pleasant surprise.

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-How's the eye?
-It's healing.

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Thank you for the flowers.
That was thoughtful.

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Of course.

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Look, I think we should talk
about what you told me the other night.

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How you came back to KISS for me?

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I know that was a lot.

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And I definitely overstepped
if you have a new boyfriend.

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Had. [scoffs]

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I… Actually, I don't even know
what Jin and I are right now.

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Well…

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I was just gonna go on a ride if…
if you're down.

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["Remember Me" by BMGPM playing]

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♪ What does it feel like ♪

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♪ Not holding on to memories ♪

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♪ 'Cause everything's still ♪

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♪ Not falling into place ♪

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[dreamy pop fades]

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-[sighs]
-[Praveena and Juliana giggling]

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[laughs]

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Yuri, what's going on?

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-Are you okay?
-[sighs]

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Is this SpongeBob wearing a kilt?

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[scoffs] No, it's supposed to be
a yellow puffer and a plaid skirt.

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I'm entering this fashion design contest,
and I can't draw to save my own life.

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I can draw, remember?

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-I'm down to help.
-You'd do that for me?

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-Yeah.
-[squeals] Thank you!

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[sighs]

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So, Yuri, are you excited for tonight?

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Um, I've never been
on a blind date before.

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-But it was sweet of you to set me up.
-[Praveena] Mm.

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What now?

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You remember Sophie?
She's one of the DJs over at Sugar Bar.

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I think her and Yuri
will really hit it off.

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-[tense music playing]
-Yeah, totally.

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I think I know what I'm wearing,
but help me with my makeup?

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Absolutely.

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-I'm thinking neutral shadow. Maybe pink.
-[Yuri] Oh, yes. Love that.

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So, you work for a book editor?

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-I'm an editorial assistant.
-For now.

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She wants to be a writer, she's working on
her first novel. It's amazing.

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I don't know about that,
but, uh, I did finally finish it.

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Yeah, it's the upside of being single.
I've got lots more free time.

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[Kitty] Are you gonna show it
to your boss?

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Oh no. God, no. I am too scared
to see what she's going to think.

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-Hi.
-Hi!

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Welcome!

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-[in Korean] What would you like to eat?
-One kimchi dumpling.

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One pajeon…

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-[in English] Good with beef tartare?
-Mm-hmm.

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[in Korean] And three yukhwae bibimbaps
as well, please.

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Oh no. Can you take off
one yukhwae, please?

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-So two yukhwae bibimbaps?
-Yes, please. Thank you.

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[in English] Okay.

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-But you love yukhwae.
-I'm not eating raw foods.

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Oh, my boss is so afraid of salmonella.

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She's pregnant,
so she can't really eat any of that stuff.

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[clears throat]

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Your Korean is getting
really good, Kitty. I'm jealous.

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Um, so Kitty says that
you're an amazing teacher.

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I bet your halmoni is so, so proud.

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Mm-hmm. Excuse me.
I need to go to the bathroom again.

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[sighs]

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She and Imo-Halmoni
aren't really speaking right now. So…

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But she doesn't normally
get that emotional.

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Mm. I get it. My boss, she just,
like, cries at the drop of a hat.

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-Your pregnant boss?
-Mm-hmm.

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-Oh my God.
-What?

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Part of why I thought Eunice was pregnant

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was because Yuri and I found
a positive pregnancy test at Chuseok.

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And Eunice was never pregnant?

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-No. [gasps]
-Uh-uh.

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[Q] I can't tell
if that was terrifying or exhilarating.

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You know I aim to please.
Could you guess where I was taking you?

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Yeah, our old spot.

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Unless you take
all your sneaky links down here.

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We've had lots of good hangs here,

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but that doesn't all
have to be in the past.

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I want another chance…

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with you.

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[gentle music playing]

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[Q sighs]

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I'm sorry, was it your eye?

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No.

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Do you remember
the last time you brought me here?

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Of course. Our sophomore year. Last day.

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I remember asking you
if we could be a real couple.

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You made me believe that we could.

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And then you ghosted me.

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But I came back.

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And I came back for you. I've changed, Q.

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Yeah. When you were finally ready.

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Even though I had a boyfriend.

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[gloomy music playing]

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Not everything can be on your timeline.

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Things are different now.

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I've changed too.

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[sighs]

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And a lot of that is because of Jin.

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So that's it, then?

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You're not even gonna try?

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We've been down this road before.

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This is where it ends.

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["Pay Attention" playing]

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♪ Pay attention ♪

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-[song continues in Korean]
-[groans]

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-You seriously thought I'd enjoy this?
-[laughs]

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Ugh. Can we take a break? My hands are
gonna need a paraffin dip after this.

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Aww! If your nail breaks,
bill me for the manicure.

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Forget the bill.
I don't think I'll make it to the top.

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That's why I brought you here.

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-I heard what happened with your dad.
-Yeah.

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It just felt nice to have him
believe in me for a change.

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He should. You are a good person, Min Ho.

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-Tell that to Kitty.
-Oh, so you still care what she thinks?

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I just can't get past it. The trust thing.

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She says she was in her own head,
worried she didn't fit in my world.

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But I never made her feel like that.

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It… doesn't mean she didn't feel that way.

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Your whole world is intimidating.
Red carpets, K-pop stars…

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-I mean, your own dad just fired you.
-True.

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Look, I don't know what to do
about you and Kitty, but I do know

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that you don't need to take
the path set out by your dad.

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Right. Then what?

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I mean, you produced
the hell out of Eunice's music video.

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Maybe your talents are bigger
than just controlling artists' lives.

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Maybe. But without my dad's support,
it'd be pretty hard to make it.

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You know, it's easy
to take the obvious path.

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But the riskier one
is way more satisfying.

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Wanna give it a go?

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[exhales] All right.

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No, I cannot get involved, LJ.

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I have overstepped
so many times this semester.

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If I do it one more time,
Jiwon might never speak to me again.

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No, okay, Kitty, I know you better
than anyone else in the world.

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You are a good person
with good intentions.

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And Jiwon might
really need your help right now.

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Help with what?

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I found a positive pregnancy test
at Chuseok.

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We think it might be yours.

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And you don't have to say if it was,
but we are here for you.

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What am I gonna do?

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[sniffles]

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My halmoni and I fought so hard
for me to get here,

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and instead of proving
I could handle myself, I got pregnant.

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And now I've ruined my life and his too.

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No, you have not ruined anything.

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Have you told the father?

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An unplanned pregnancy will be
extra-triggering for him because…

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Because he was unplanned himself.

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It's Alex, isn't it?

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[chuckles sadly] Yeah. Uh…

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We met at summer orientation,
and I wasn't into him at first.

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He's so earnest, and that accent…

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But I love him.

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This is wonderful.

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But his dad is my boss,
and we couldn't get caught,

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so we kept it secret
and played up that we didn't get along.

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I'm so sorry, Kitty.

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No, I… I've been such a hypocrite.

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[gently] No.

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I… I was so hard on you
for focusing on a boy,

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when I was busy
focusing on my own romance.

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[softly] No. It's okay.

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I know this is scary right now,

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but if I've learned
one thing about you this semester,

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it's that you are brilliant and so strong.

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-And honestly, you're a total baddie.
-[chuckles]

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And I'm sure that's why Alex fell for you.

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And I know he's gonna be there for you.

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And we're gonna be there too.

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Thank you.

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[sighs]

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Thanks.

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Hey. What's going on?

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-You've seemed off all day.
-Right.

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Okay, um, I wanna be mature about this.

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You setting my ex up
on dates is just… weird.

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Because you still have feelings for her?

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No, no, no, no. I just…

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[sighs] Yuri was my first love.

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And I think
that I'm always gonna care about her.

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I'm sorry. I'm trying to be honest.

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I know you are.
I'm glad we're being honest.

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[gentle music playing]

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That's the healthiest way to break up.

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What? No, I thought
we were being, like, evolved here.

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-I didn't say I wanted to break up.
-Look.

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I deserve to be with someone

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who's excited to see me
every time I walk into a room.

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The way you are when you see Yuri.

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Maybe I was setting Yuri up because,

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deep down, I knew you felt this way,
and… I didn't want her to be available.

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But… if I'm feeling insecure
and you're feeling…

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a little bit… jealous?

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Maybe we're doing something wrong here?

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[in Korean] Hey, what are you doing?

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I just got an email from Seoul National.

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I didn't get in.

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Really? You're the first in our class.

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Mm.

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I was always worried I wouldn't be
able to go because of the money.

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I never even thought I wouldn't get in.

19:51.899 --> 19:56.069
Yuri asked me the other day
if I had my own dream.

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Dream? You have one?

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Mm.

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I do.

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Uh…

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But it's a little crazy.

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Is it music, by chance?

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How did you know?

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Last year you held yourself back
from the stage,

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but you ended up doing really well.

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I have an idea…

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[inhales sharply]

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Wouldn't it be fun
if you and I made music together?

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It would be fun, of course,
but is that as easy as it sounds?

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It won't be easy,
but it's something you have a taste for.

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What do you say?

20:34.524 --> 20:35.734
[chuckles]

20:38.487 --> 20:40.197
[in English] Chalk. I'm sorry.

20:40.280 --> 20:42.282
[gentle music playing]

20:44.993 --> 20:47.871
Okay, she's telling him.

20:50.290 --> 20:52.167
[gentle chimes play]

20:53.001 --> 20:54.086
[Kitty] Mm!

20:55.671 --> 20:56.672
Wow.

20:58.006 --> 21:01.551
To think Mom set up Jiwon's parents
all those years ago,

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and now you're bringing
Jiwon and Alex back together.

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[emotionally] I think if Mom could see
you now, she'd be so proud of you.

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I know I am.

21:12.354 --> 21:13.689
Do you really mean that?

21:15.190 --> 21:19.027
Kitty, at 16, you flew across the world.

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You learned a new language, and you built
a rich life for yourself in Seoul.

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How can you not see how amazing that is?

21:29.538 --> 21:32.374
I mean, it's what you did
when you went to New York.

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God, it was so hard for me to go.

21:36.086 --> 21:40.007
I mean, I had never been on my own
'cause I'd always had my sisters.

21:40.090 --> 21:44.970
I was so scared to put myself out there,
but not you.

21:45.053 --> 21:46.847
You're the brave one.

21:46.930 --> 21:51.893
The leaps that you take
and the lengths that you go to for others,

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that's what makes you, you.

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And your heart is
always in the right place.

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Thank you, sister.

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["Skyfall (THE 8 Solo)"
by SEVENTEEN playing]

22:09.161 --> 22:10.537
[Kitty] Who am I?

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For better or worse, I'm someone
who's not afraid to take a leap.

22:14.166 --> 22:17.127
When I'm lucky,
I find a net there to catch me,

22:17.210 --> 22:20.714
like my incredible family
who's always there for me.

22:21.340 --> 22:25.635
But even when I've made mistakes
and fallen, I've been stretched.

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Stretched by an amazing city that
I will forever consider a second home.

22:32.309 --> 22:35.103
It's taught me things
I never knew I needed to learn.

22:35.687 --> 22:38.523
Like how to show up for people
when they need me.

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How to be open
to unexpected relationships.

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Or how to pivot when relationships turn
out to be different than what I expected.

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It takes courage to leap,

23:02.672 --> 23:05.509
but it also takes courage
to pick yourself up when you fall

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and keep going, to grow.

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But that's exactly what I intend to do,

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'cause I know there's
so much more of myself to discover.

23:14.476 --> 23:18.397
I'm not done leaping yet.
I'm barely getting started.

23:26.238 --> 23:27.572
I love it, Kitty.

23:28.073 --> 23:30.117
If this doesn't get you in,
they are fools.

23:30.742 --> 23:33.078
Thank you. For everything.

23:33.161 --> 23:34.204
Okay.

23:36.164 --> 23:39.292
Ah, okay. Here we go.

23:44.506 --> 23:45.549
[sighs]

23:50.846 --> 23:51.847
What's wrong?

23:54.558 --> 23:59.271
Early decision feels so… binding.

23:59.771 --> 24:06.278
Like, if I do get in…
then I'm going to NYU next year.

24:07.195 --> 24:08.697
I thought that's what you wanted.

24:09.281 --> 24:13.326
Yeah, I love NYU, and I would be
so excited to go to New York,

24:13.410 --> 24:15.912
and be closer to you and home. But…

24:17.247 --> 24:20.125
Seoul has become such a big part of me.

24:20.208 --> 24:22.836
And I can imagine myself staying here too.

24:22.919 --> 24:24.129
I get that.

24:25.005 --> 24:27.215
I mean, you built
a whole life for yourself here.

24:31.761 --> 24:33.472
And Min Ho's here.

24:36.892 --> 24:40.270
I would be lying

24:40.353 --> 24:46.610
if I didn't say a part of me…
still hopes we work out.

24:49.321 --> 24:53.783
Still hopes that we're… endgame.

24:54.826 --> 24:57.204
The way I know you and Peter are.

24:57.787 --> 24:58.914
[sighs]

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I don't know what's gonna happen
between you and Min Ho.

25:04.377 --> 25:07.631
I don't know what's gonna happen
between me and Peter.

25:08.506 --> 25:11.218
But we can't just stop living our lives.

25:12.344 --> 25:16.181
I think that we have to follow our hearts

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and trust that it will lead us
to our next great adventure.

25:23.855 --> 25:25.065
[exhales slowly]

25:28.276 --> 25:29.986
[Kitty] Okay, here goes nothing.

25:37.744 --> 25:40.747
-I love you.
-I love you, Kitty.

25:46.086 --> 25:50.215
Hi, sorry I'm late. I hope you weren't
working too hard without me.

25:50.298 --> 25:53.468
Not too hard.
How did your date with Sophie go?

25:53.552 --> 25:56.471
Not bad, yeah. She asked me out again.

25:56.554 --> 25:57.722
You gonna go?

25:57.806 --> 25:59.766
Yeah, she's nice.

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And your girlfriend has good taste.
But we already knew that.

26:03.853 --> 26:05.772
-[chuckles]
-[sighs]

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That's great. I'm happy for you.

26:09.693 --> 26:11.278
Show me what you've been working on.

26:11.903 --> 26:14.656
You remember this one?

26:14.739 --> 26:17.450
Wait, no. You fixed SpongeBob.

26:17.534 --> 26:20.745
-A little tweaking, but it's your vision.
-It's so good.

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Just hear me out. Please.

26:34.259 --> 26:37.262
This summer, I was confused.

26:37.345 --> 26:41.891
It was before you visited me,
and I was lonely at USC, and…

26:43.101 --> 26:44.019
I slipped.

26:45.687 --> 26:48.064
But I'm not confused anymore, Jin.

26:48.815 --> 26:50.400
[sighs] You…

26:51.735 --> 26:53.111
You are my person.

26:55.363 --> 26:56.990
Can we please start over?

26:58.199 --> 27:02.579
Maybe we can talk about
what that would look like.

27:02.662 --> 27:04.748
As long as there are
no more secrets between us.

27:04.831 --> 27:06.291
I promise.

27:06.374 --> 27:08.752
I took the time
to go down that road with Marius,

27:08.835 --> 27:11.713
but the choice is clear. I choose you.

27:11.796 --> 27:13.965
Down the road? What does that mean?

27:14.049 --> 27:15.592
Nothing. That we…

27:16.092 --> 27:19.721
We rode to our old spot. Let me finish.

27:19.804 --> 27:23.767
That place, it made me realize
that you were the one that I want.

27:24.643 --> 27:26.936
Q, I didn't need
to spend time with someone else

27:27.020 --> 27:29.606
or go on some romantic ride
to know you were the one.

27:29.689 --> 27:32.525
-I know, and I'm sorry.
-No, I changed who I was for you.

27:33.318 --> 27:35.487
I used to be the guy
who wouldn't let anyone in,

27:35.570 --> 27:37.656
but I trusted you and I let you in.

27:39.199 --> 27:41.284
I'll never make that mistake again.

27:44.788 --> 27:47.540
[energetic music playing]

27:48.833 --> 27:50.168
I wish you could stay longer.

27:50.251 --> 27:54.839
Me too, but I have to get back before
my boss realizes I do not have norovirus.

27:54.923 --> 27:56.841
And you have to get to Korean Lit.

27:56.925 --> 28:02.138
You know, you could distract your boss
by sending her your manuscript.

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I already did.

28:03.473 --> 28:05.308
Wait, what? Are you serious?

28:06.184 --> 28:07.519
Yeah. [giggles]

28:07.602 --> 28:09.020
I sent it last night.

28:09.104 --> 28:12.482
I feel like I was just so scared,
you know, to do it because,

28:13.483 --> 28:15.860
like, everything would
just become so real.

28:15.944 --> 28:18.154
Like the future,

28:18.988 --> 28:24.244
New York, and I really do not know
what the future holds for Peter and I.

28:25.745 --> 28:29.916
But I can't not bet
on myself. [inhales sharply]

28:29.999 --> 28:32.627
And that is
why you are the perfect role model.

28:33.336 --> 28:35.714
[scoffs] I can't believe
I'm going to be related

28:35.797 --> 28:37.799
to a New York Times bestselling author.

28:38.425 --> 28:40.135
I love you, Kitty.

28:40.218 --> 28:42.137
I love you too, LJ.

28:42.220 --> 28:45.432
Please don't make me fly
across the world to fix your life again.

28:45.515 --> 28:46.766
I'll try my best.

28:46.850 --> 28:47.976
[chuckles]

28:48.059 --> 28:50.061
Okay, you're gonna be late. Go, go.

28:50.145 --> 28:52.105
-Oh my God.
-You're gonna be late. Go, go.

28:52.188 --> 28:53.648
[guy] Yo, Min Ho!

28:59.946 --> 29:03.908
Yeah, um…
Why don't you go ahead? I'll catch up.

29:08.329 --> 29:09.330
Lara Jean.

29:10.081 --> 29:11.082
Hi, Min Ho.

29:14.252 --> 29:15.253
How's Kitty?

29:16.838 --> 29:17.839
Honestly…

29:20.216 --> 29:21.217
She's great.

29:22.719 --> 29:24.554
I thought I was coming here to help her.

29:24.637 --> 29:28.183
And as it turns out, at the end of this,
she was the one who inspired me.

29:29.100 --> 29:32.270
She's a really great person
to have in your corner.

29:32.896 --> 29:33.897
Yeah.

29:35.523 --> 29:36.524
She really is.

29:37.108 --> 29:38.818
Just don't forget that.

29:41.905 --> 29:43.323
Oh. Let me get that for you.

29:43.406 --> 29:44.449
Thank you.

29:44.532 --> 29:46.534
["Sugar" by NoSo playing]

29:54.209 --> 29:58.922
♪ Only in silence and I fell for your ♪

29:59.005 --> 30:00.215
[sighs deeply]

30:02.008 --> 30:04.677
♪ Waning sugar kindness ♪

30:04.761 --> 30:06.679
♪ And I fell for your ♪

30:09.641 --> 30:12.560
♪ But you needed to be touched ♪

30:12.644 --> 30:14.646
♪ And I could tell your ♪

30:17.607 --> 30:19.984
♪ Sickness had enough ♪

30:25.573 --> 30:28.326
♪ Only in silence ♪

30:28.409 --> 30:30.286
♪ And I fell for your ♪

30:33.498 --> 30:36.084
♪ Waning sugar kindness ♪

30:36.167 --> 30:38.002
♪ And I fell for your ♪

30:41.089 --> 30:44.008
♪ But you needed to be touched ♪

30:44.092 --> 30:46.010
♪ And I could tell your ♪

30:49.097 --> 30:51.599
♪ Sickness had enough ♪

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[bright pop song ends]
♪
