1 00:00:09,259 --> 00:00:11,052 [Joe] Previously on You... 2 00:00:11,136 --> 00:00:12,512 [Beck] Everyone just calls me Beck. 3 00:00:12,595 --> 00:00:14,556 And you're Joe... 4 00:00:14,639 --> 00:00:15,557 Goldberg. 5 00:00:15,640 --> 00:00:18,101 People find "the one." I believe that. 6 00:00:18,184 --> 00:00:22,230 I was in love once. Candace. She broke my heart, Beck. 7 00:00:22,313 --> 00:00:23,440 I should've seen the signs. 8 00:00:23,523 --> 00:00:24,941 But we never do. 9 00:00:25,025 --> 00:00:27,777 Exhibit A. Claudia. Single parent. 10 00:00:27,861 --> 00:00:31,030 You think she knew Ron was a shitbag when she fell in love? 11 00:00:31,114 --> 00:00:32,032 You're a freak. 12 00:00:32,115 --> 00:00:33,658 So, stay away from Paco, because if you don't, 13 00:00:33,742 --> 00:00:35,785 I'll grab a steak knife and I'll cut those freak eyes out. 14 00:00:35,869 --> 00:00:38,204 [Joe] A guy needs to protect himself. 15 00:00:38,288 --> 00:00:40,373 I had to be sure you're safe. 16 00:00:40,457 --> 00:00:43,626 I just need to know who you really are. 17 00:00:43,710 --> 00:00:45,003 -You're smart. -[Beck] Shit! 18 00:00:45,086 --> 00:00:46,379 My phone! 19 00:00:46,463 --> 00:00:48,131 I must've dropped it in the subway. 20 00:00:48,214 --> 00:00:50,759 [Joe] Except in the ways you are really not. 21 00:00:50,842 --> 00:00:52,552 Like not locking your phone. 22 00:00:52,635 --> 00:00:55,221 And that means I'm still logged into you. 23 00:00:55,305 --> 00:00:56,598 Maybe we could get a drink sometime? 24 00:00:56,681 --> 00:00:57,682 Sure. 25 00:00:57,766 --> 00:01:01,561 [Joe] Hell, maybe I'm just a fool in love. It just feels right. 26 00:01:01,644 --> 00:01:04,230 I'm going to help you get the life you deserve. 27 00:01:04,314 --> 00:01:05,565 You have questionable taste in friends. 28 00:01:06,858 --> 00:01:08,818 Hey, man, I'm thinking maybe... 29 00:01:10,445 --> 00:01:11,738 [Joe] You fall for the wrong men. 30 00:01:11,821 --> 00:01:13,031 Get up on the fence. 31 00:01:16,493 --> 00:01:19,204 Beck, were you ever sleeping with your therapist? 32 00:01:19,287 --> 00:01:21,456 Yes. I cheated. 33 00:01:21,539 --> 00:01:23,374 But it's over now. 34 00:01:23,458 --> 00:01:26,044 What he did to me, one of these days, he's gonna do to you. 35 00:01:26,127 --> 00:01:29,297 Maybe he'll do whatever the hell he did to Candace. 36 00:01:29,380 --> 00:01:31,424 I need you to tell me what happened with Candace. 37 00:01:31,508 --> 00:01:32,550 [Joe] Why? What does that even matter? 38 00:01:32,634 --> 00:01:35,386 Because there's no evidence that she was in Italy at all. 39 00:01:35,470 --> 00:01:37,806 No one's heard a single word from her since she left. 40 00:01:38,890 --> 00:01:39,808 [Joe] I know you. 41 00:01:39,891 --> 00:01:42,644 You won't stop asking questions until I do something about this. 42 00:01:43,978 --> 00:01:45,522 [Beck] What the hell? 43 00:01:46,481 --> 00:01:47,857 [gasps] 44 00:01:47,941 --> 00:01:48,775 I'll call you later. 45 00:01:49,442 --> 00:01:52,487 [Joe] This, Beck, is between me and you. 46 00:01:59,494 --> 00:02:02,497 Joe! Joe! 47 00:02:21,724 --> 00:02:22,767 [door opens] 48 00:02:26,396 --> 00:02:27,397 -[Mooney] Move! -[Joe] Mr. Mooney-- 49 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:29,190 -[Mooney] Move! -[Joe] I was just organizing the shelf. 50 00:02:29,274 --> 00:02:31,442 You think you knew my business better than I do? 51 00:02:31,526 --> 00:02:35,238 Get in! And you'll stay in until you understand. 52 00:02:35,321 --> 00:02:37,657 -[Joe] Understand what? -Who I am to you. 53 00:02:44,205 --> 00:02:45,206 Joe! 54 00:02:51,796 --> 00:02:53,172 [panting] 55 00:02:58,636 --> 00:02:59,596 Joe! 56 00:03:02,098 --> 00:03:03,224 Joe! 57 00:03:11,107 --> 00:03:12,108 I'm here. 58 00:03:17,572 --> 00:03:18,406 Joe... 59 00:03:24,120 --> 00:03:25,163 why... 60 00:03:27,373 --> 00:03:28,499 am I in here? 61 00:03:30,877 --> 00:03:32,128 That's good. 62 00:03:32,795 --> 00:03:34,756 Because we're talking. We're getting it out in the open. 63 00:03:34,839 --> 00:03:37,300 -You hit me! -I'm sorry. 64 00:03:38,551 --> 00:03:40,011 Beck, I'm sorry. 65 00:03:40,094 --> 00:03:42,222 I didn't want you to freak out. 66 00:03:42,305 --> 00:03:46,851 Joe! I am locked in a glass cage! 67 00:03:46,935 --> 00:03:47,977 Temporarily. 68 00:03:51,064 --> 00:03:53,316 -How long? -What? 69 00:03:53,399 --> 00:03:58,780 How long are you gonna keep me in here? If this is just temporary. 70 00:03:58,863 --> 00:04:01,616 Honestly, I haven't thought that far ahead. I... 71 00:04:03,284 --> 00:04:06,454 I need to know that I can trust you. 72 00:04:07,580 --> 00:04:09,290 To see the truth. 73 00:04:09,374 --> 00:04:10,959 What truth is that? 74 00:04:11,501 --> 00:04:14,754 Everything I have done, I have done for you. 75 00:04:16,214 --> 00:04:17,048 Even this? 76 00:04:18,967 --> 00:04:19,926 Even this. 77 00:04:26,099 --> 00:04:27,141 [Joe] Oh, God. 78 00:04:29,102 --> 00:04:31,396 I wish I knew what you were thinking. 79 00:04:33,064 --> 00:04:34,023 Tell me. 80 00:04:39,988 --> 00:04:43,700 What's in the box? Tell me. 81 00:04:45,576 --> 00:04:47,287 Tell me I'm crazy. 82 00:04:47,954 --> 00:04:52,333 Tell me you didn't kill Benji. 83 00:04:54,168 --> 00:04:56,838 Tell me you didn't kill Peach. 84 00:04:59,215 --> 00:05:00,675 If you knew what I knew. 85 00:05:03,303 --> 00:05:05,596 [Beck sobbing] 86 00:05:06,556 --> 00:05:09,183 Shit, Beck, that's right. You have no idea. 87 00:05:09,267 --> 00:05:11,394 I promised you the truth and I'm gonna give you that. 88 00:05:14,897 --> 00:05:17,275 Wait, Joe! Don't leave! 89 00:05:18,276 --> 00:05:22,113 I'm not. We're gonna get through this. 90 00:05:23,865 --> 00:05:24,782 Joe? 91 00:05:26,117 --> 00:05:31,414 Joe! No, Joe! Joe! Joe! 92 00:05:39,422 --> 00:05:41,299 [Joe] That could've gone worse. 93 00:05:42,341 --> 00:05:44,761 I knew you'd be scared. 94 00:05:44,844 --> 00:05:48,056 That's why I tried to protect you from the truth. 95 00:05:48,139 --> 00:05:51,100 Now I need to protect us from the world... 96 00:05:51,184 --> 00:05:52,018 [cell phone chiming] 97 00:05:52,101 --> 00:05:54,353 ...long enough to work this out. 98 00:05:54,437 --> 00:05:57,940 So business as usual is the best cover. 99 00:05:58,941 --> 00:06:02,779 As far as your friends are concerned, you're going off the grid. 100 00:06:05,907 --> 00:06:11,370 And it wouldn't be a true social media detox without announcing it to the world. 101 00:06:17,251 --> 00:06:18,795 I'll be back soon. The basement is off-limits 102 00:06:18,878 --> 00:06:22,256 until I finish open-heart surgery on a first-edition Sylvia Plath. 103 00:06:22,340 --> 00:06:24,801 Nice. What kinda condition she in? 104 00:06:25,551 --> 00:06:27,845 Fragile. Very fragile. 105 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:36,020 Evidence. Evidence is all I need to prove to you that I'm not some sicko. 106 00:06:36,104 --> 00:06:38,981 I'm your protector. You'll see. 107 00:06:39,065 --> 00:06:40,775 [siren wailing] 108 00:06:40,858 --> 00:06:42,985 [indistinct chatter on radio] 109 00:06:43,069 --> 00:06:46,030 Let's skip the "nothing to see here," get straight to moving along. 110 00:06:46,114 --> 00:06:48,241 No, this is my building. That's my neighbor, Claudia. 111 00:06:48,324 --> 00:06:49,617 -[officer] Your neighbor, huh? -[Joe] Yeah. 112 00:06:49,700 --> 00:06:51,577 So then you know the piece of shit who gave her a concussion? 113 00:06:51,661 --> 00:06:54,122 -Yeah, his name is Ron. -I know who he is. 114 00:06:55,665 --> 00:06:58,626 [Joe] That's him. Why is he not in the back of your cruiser? 115 00:06:58,709 --> 00:07:00,711 [officer] Victim insisted it was an accident. 116 00:07:01,754 --> 00:07:04,465 She has a kid. Paco. Where is he? 117 00:07:04,549 --> 00:07:07,260 I didn't see any children in there. Probably for the best. 118 00:07:13,891 --> 00:07:17,728 [breathing heavily] Joe. You can't leave me in here. 119 00:07:17,812 --> 00:07:19,856 I'm... I'm not. I'm sorry. 120 00:07:19,939 --> 00:07:22,942 It's pointless to try to explain anything to you without evidence. So... 121 00:07:23,734 --> 00:07:26,279 no more secrets. Ask me anything. 122 00:07:30,408 --> 00:07:33,995 So we both knew Benji was a dick, right? What you didn't know... 123 00:07:36,998 --> 00:07:39,459 He was a murderer. He killed an innocent kid. 124 00:07:39,542 --> 00:07:42,712 [Benji on laptop] He's playing dead. He's playing dead. Oh, shit. 125 00:07:44,672 --> 00:07:48,092 No remorse. I fully maintain he was sociopathic and dangerous. 126 00:07:48,176 --> 00:07:52,305 Dangerous for you. And Peach, she was obsessed. 127 00:07:53,139 --> 00:07:54,974 She was hoarding these. For years. 128 00:07:55,057 --> 00:07:58,186 She needed to own you, to trap you, to make you her pet. 129 00:07:58,269 --> 00:08:00,104 And what happened once she was gone? 130 00:08:01,606 --> 00:08:03,858 You blossomed. You were published. 131 00:08:09,989 --> 00:08:14,410 I get why you'd be freaked. They're all stuffed in like this. 132 00:08:14,494 --> 00:08:18,039 But they're just mementos, you know? Like holding onto an old photograph. 133 00:08:18,664 --> 00:08:21,334 Or you wearing my shirt to sleep. 134 00:08:21,417 --> 00:08:24,754 You can't tell me that's so crazy. It's the stuff of a million love songs. 135 00:08:25,546 --> 00:08:29,884 I know this is a lot. Honestly, I'm terrified sharing this with you. 136 00:08:29,967 --> 00:08:31,093 But if we're being honest, 137 00:08:31,886 --> 00:08:33,346 your life has been better since you met me. 138 00:08:33,429 --> 00:08:36,807 You just didn't know how or why until now. 139 00:08:38,809 --> 00:08:39,810 Beck, I love you. 140 00:08:40,436 --> 00:08:43,147 And loving someone means you will do anything for them. 141 00:08:54,659 --> 00:08:55,660 Benji's. 142 00:08:56,577 --> 00:08:58,079 I had to burn his body. 143 00:08:59,747 --> 00:09:00,581 And Peach? 144 00:09:00,665 --> 00:09:03,042 She tried to kill me. That was straight-up self-defense. 145 00:09:03,668 --> 00:09:06,379 -It was self-defense-- -Oh, God! [sobbing] 146 00:09:06,462 --> 00:09:07,755 No, please don't. 147 00:09:09,549 --> 00:09:10,925 -Please! -[Joe] No, no, no, calm down. Please. 148 00:09:11,008 --> 00:09:12,760 -Please don't hurt me! -[Joe] Please calm down. 149 00:09:12,843 --> 00:09:14,971 No, you don't understand. Please calm down. Beck-- 150 00:09:15,054 --> 00:09:16,180 -[Beck] You killed them! -Beck! Beck! Beck! 151 00:09:16,264 --> 00:09:19,058 -You're a murderer! You freak! -No, that's not true. 152 00:09:19,141 --> 00:09:20,768 -Get away from me! -[Joe] No, you-- 153 00:09:21,352 --> 00:09:22,853 -Please don't hurt me. -[Joe] You don't understand. 154 00:09:22,937 --> 00:09:24,647 I would never hurt someone I love. 155 00:09:25,481 --> 00:09:27,567 Tell that to Candace, you sick fuck! 156 00:09:29,902 --> 00:09:30,861 You're not listening. 157 00:09:41,789 --> 00:09:42,707 Help! 158 00:09:43,374 --> 00:09:44,834 Help! 159 00:09:46,294 --> 00:09:48,129 Help! 160 00:09:48,796 --> 00:09:52,466 Help me, please! Please! 161 00:10:22,830 --> 00:10:23,664 Good morning. 162 00:10:23,748 --> 00:10:26,959 -[shrieks] Get away! -Jesus! It's okay. 163 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:32,214 What were you trying to do to me? 164 00:10:32,923 --> 00:10:34,675 I was just making it cozy. Look. 165 00:10:35,760 --> 00:10:38,220 You were sleeping so deep. I didn't want to disturb you. 166 00:10:38,304 --> 00:10:39,138 Well... 167 00:10:40,556 --> 00:10:42,099 consider me disturbed. 168 00:10:47,355 --> 00:10:49,523 [Joe] Here, I brought you breakfast. 169 00:10:50,316 --> 00:10:53,694 [Beck] Somehow, being inches from a bucket of my own pee has... 170 00:10:54,403 --> 00:10:55,946 killed my appetite. 171 00:10:56,030 --> 00:10:57,990 Oh, well, I emptied the bucket. 172 00:10:58,074 --> 00:11:00,910 In case you ever doubt what I'm willing to do for love. 173 00:11:04,205 --> 00:11:09,418 And you're not gonna want to pass up avocado toast from Dudley's. 174 00:11:09,502 --> 00:11:12,088 And coffee how you like it. 175 00:11:14,632 --> 00:11:16,676 I always wondered what that was for. 176 00:11:17,301 --> 00:11:18,219 Oh, yeah. 177 00:11:19,428 --> 00:11:22,473 Mooney claims he built it for secure cash transactions. 178 00:11:23,349 --> 00:11:25,059 I never saw anybody down here but me. 179 00:11:26,310 --> 00:11:29,980 I spent a lot of time in here when I was younger. 180 00:11:30,064 --> 00:11:32,733 I was always getting into trouble. Mooney... 181 00:11:34,026 --> 00:11:34,860 He... 182 00:11:36,153 --> 00:11:37,655 He was my Mr. Miyagi. 183 00:11:40,116 --> 00:11:42,201 If Miyagi was a Soviet prison guard. 184 00:11:42,284 --> 00:11:44,662 Who am I to you? 185 00:11:44,745 --> 00:11:48,207 -You're an asshole. -Yes. But who else do you have? 186 00:11:49,125 --> 00:11:52,711 Your father, who used your armpit for an ashtray? 187 00:11:52,795 --> 00:11:54,547 Your mother, who never did anything to stop him? 188 00:11:54,630 --> 00:12:00,177 Or maybe you miss that insect-ridden group home that drove you to my doorstep. 189 00:12:00,261 --> 00:12:02,138 [scoffs] You don't care about me. 190 00:12:03,013 --> 00:12:05,182 This place could be your salvation. 191 00:12:06,600 --> 00:12:09,353 Here, you're safe... 192 00:12:10,020 --> 00:12:13,232 surrounded by the greatest works of humanity. 193 00:12:13,816 --> 00:12:15,651 With no choice but to absorb... 194 00:12:15,734 --> 00:12:19,029 ...the wisdom of better men. 195 00:12:19,113 --> 00:12:21,240 Beck, in the end, the cage was a good thing for me. 196 00:12:21,323 --> 00:12:25,286 I'm hoping it'll be the same for you. Look, hence, typewriter, paper. 197 00:12:25,369 --> 00:12:26,203 No distractions. 198 00:12:29,373 --> 00:12:31,709 It's the low-tech writer's retreat you always wanted. 199 00:12:34,462 --> 00:12:37,214 I feel bad for you, Joe. 200 00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:47,099 [Joe] Was that pity? Disgust? Empathy? 201 00:12:48,309 --> 00:12:51,395 Beck, I am really putting myself out there. 202 00:12:51,479 --> 00:12:52,938 The least you could do is acknowledge that. 203 00:12:53,022 --> 00:12:55,566 [Ethan] Hey! Not today, little man. Hey! Look at me. 204 00:12:56,108 --> 00:12:57,693 Are you out of your mind? What do you think you're doing? 205 00:12:57,776 --> 00:12:58,652 Get your hands off him. 206 00:12:58,736 --> 00:13:00,529 I caught this punk trying to steal the gun from the register! 207 00:13:00,613 --> 00:13:02,573 Okay, all right. It's not loaded. 208 00:13:02,656 --> 00:13:03,491 Oh, it's loaded. 209 00:13:03,574 --> 00:13:04,617 I'll handle it. 210 00:13:10,039 --> 00:13:12,500 Sit. This is not a toy. 211 00:13:12,583 --> 00:13:14,418 -I know. I'm not dumb. -[Joe] I think you are. 212 00:13:14,502 --> 00:13:17,046 I think only an idiot tries what you just pulled. 213 00:13:17,129 --> 00:13:18,672 I know why you want a gun, Paco. 214 00:13:18,756 --> 00:13:20,466 Even if you don't kill yourself with this thing first, 215 00:13:20,549 --> 00:13:22,843 the second you use it on Ron, your life is over. 216 00:13:22,927 --> 00:13:25,179 That is the definition of dumb. 217 00:13:32,394 --> 00:13:33,312 I'm sorry. 218 00:13:35,773 --> 00:13:36,857 I know that was harsh. 219 00:13:36,941 --> 00:13:38,359 [keys jingling] 220 00:13:38,442 --> 00:13:40,986 It's a key to my place. You can go there. It's safe. 221 00:13:41,070 --> 00:13:44,865 Cool down. Crash as long as you need to. And we'll talk about this later. 222 00:13:50,037 --> 00:13:51,330 [cell phone chimes] 223 00:13:54,917 --> 00:13:57,795 I'm not thinking straight and it's your fault. 224 00:13:58,379 --> 00:14:00,589 Beck, I can only buy us so much time. 225 00:14:00,673 --> 00:14:03,008 And my patience is wearing thin. 226 00:14:03,092 --> 00:14:04,134 [Annika] Joe, where have you been? 227 00:14:04,218 --> 00:14:05,511 -Hey. -Hey. 228 00:14:05,594 --> 00:14:08,472 Let's skip the small talk. I just want to know if Beck is okay. 229 00:14:08,556 --> 00:14:11,809 -Wait, what do you mean "okay"? -We had a fight. I haven't heard from her. 230 00:14:11,892 --> 00:14:14,270 Oh, I think it's okay to tell you she's on a writing retreat. 231 00:14:14,353 --> 00:14:16,272 -Yeah. -[both chuckling] 232 00:14:16,355 --> 00:14:18,816 [Annika] It's all good, relax. She's not texting us either. 233 00:14:19,567 --> 00:14:21,193 -Okay. -I just wanna know she's safe. 234 00:14:21,277 --> 00:14:22,570 -[Annika] Yeah. -[Lynn] Yeah. 235 00:14:22,653 --> 00:14:24,154 What was the fight about? 236 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:25,781 Uh... 237 00:14:28,284 --> 00:14:31,453 [sighs] I caught her cheating. With her therapist. 238 00:14:31,537 --> 00:14:32,997 -[Annika] No way. -What? 239 00:14:33,080 --> 00:14:35,875 -Oh, my God. No way. -Dr. Nicky? Is she kidding? 240 00:14:35,958 --> 00:14:38,836 -Beck! -Whoa. Joe, I am so sorry. 241 00:14:38,919 --> 00:14:41,255 -Yeah. I'm so sorry. -[Annika] So sorry. 242 00:14:41,338 --> 00:14:44,008 -[Lynn] We had no idea. -I thought we could work through it. 243 00:14:44,091 --> 00:14:46,510 But then she ghosted me. 244 00:14:46,594 --> 00:14:49,638 Wait. When she texted, she said that her retreat was therapeutic. 245 00:14:49,722 --> 00:14:53,100 -You don't think that she's still-- -I mean, yeah. 246 00:14:54,393 --> 00:14:55,227 Wow. 247 00:14:55,811 --> 00:14:56,979 Wow. 248 00:14:57,563 --> 00:14:58,731 [chuckles] 249 00:15:01,191 --> 00:15:03,277 I really thought you two were endgame. 250 00:15:03,360 --> 00:15:06,739 It just kinda shakes your faith, you know? I don't know. 251 00:15:06,822 --> 00:15:09,033 Do you really believe that Beck and I are the real deal? 252 00:15:09,116 --> 00:15:12,453 Joe, I've known Beck a long time, and I have... 253 00:15:13,913 --> 00:15:15,372 I've never seen her happier. 254 00:15:15,456 --> 00:15:18,792 Or, like, more grounded or whatever. 255 00:15:20,127 --> 00:15:22,504 [Annika] I really think that you bring out the best in her. 256 00:15:22,588 --> 00:15:24,673 I think she brings out the best in me, too. 257 00:15:25,424 --> 00:15:26,842 Hey, maybe it's not so bad. 258 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:29,637 Maybe she's really on a writing retreat, you know? 259 00:15:29,720 --> 00:15:31,847 Or maybe she's just trying to dodge that PI 260 00:15:31,931 --> 00:15:33,265 'cause she doesn't feel like talking about Peach. 261 00:15:33,349 --> 00:15:34,934 PI? What do you mean? 262 00:15:35,017 --> 00:15:37,311 Apparently a Salinger would never commit suicide, 263 00:15:37,394 --> 00:15:40,147 -according to the Salingers. -It is so messed up. 264 00:15:40,230 --> 00:15:41,523 They hired this guy. 265 00:15:41,607 --> 00:15:44,401 He's been asking Lynn and I all of these questions. 266 00:15:44,485 --> 00:15:47,112 He even used the term "foul play." Can you believe that? 267 00:15:48,739 --> 00:15:52,785 Joe, we both know what you did. Why are you surprised? 268 00:15:56,330 --> 00:15:59,917 I'm not gonna finish these wontons. You want 'em? 269 00:16:01,168 --> 00:16:02,086 Okay. 270 00:16:07,341 --> 00:16:08,300 Thank you. 271 00:16:10,886 --> 00:16:14,848 I recommend the ponzu. The sweet-and-sour is too sour. 272 00:16:17,184 --> 00:16:18,394 Noted. 273 00:16:23,148 --> 00:16:24,566 You haven't started writing. 274 00:16:26,276 --> 00:16:30,447 I'm still waiting for that surge of inspiration I was promised. 275 00:16:33,242 --> 00:16:37,371 You seem like you're doing a little better. 276 00:16:37,454 --> 00:16:38,455 [chuckles] 277 00:16:40,332 --> 00:16:41,750 Maybe it's relative. 278 00:16:42,334 --> 00:16:43,168 Yeah. 279 00:16:45,838 --> 00:16:49,842 I caught Paco trying to steal a gun from the register today. 280 00:16:49,925 --> 00:16:51,927 What? Why? 281 00:16:53,429 --> 00:16:55,556 Ron put Claudia in the hospital. 282 00:16:56,265 --> 00:17:01,562 So Paco... I tried talking to him. I think I just made him angrier. 283 00:17:04,148 --> 00:17:09,194 Well, you got your girlfriend locked up in a cage, a PI snooping around... 284 00:17:11,071 --> 00:17:12,781 and you're worried about your neighbor's kid. 285 00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:15,367 I know. It's pretty dumb. 286 00:17:16,410 --> 00:17:17,536 [Beck] No. 287 00:17:18,287 --> 00:17:19,538 It's sweet. 288 00:17:24,501 --> 00:17:25,419 Joe, 289 00:17:28,088 --> 00:17:29,339 I know... 290 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:33,469 there's a good heart in there, somewhere. 291 00:17:40,309 --> 00:17:41,143 Joe? 292 00:17:42,561 --> 00:17:43,395 Yeah? 293 00:17:47,024 --> 00:17:48,317 I have to pee. 294 00:17:56,450 --> 00:17:58,368 [Joe] Oh, no, tell me you're not using 295 00:17:58,452 --> 00:18:01,580 Henry Pelham's cartography as a seat cover. 296 00:18:02,164 --> 00:18:04,083 Sorry, I couldn't find any Dan Brown. 297 00:18:04,166 --> 00:18:06,627 -Yeah. I'll get-- -Joe? 298 00:18:10,631 --> 00:18:11,465 Can I... 299 00:18:12,174 --> 00:18:16,470 Can I just please use the bathroom? 300 00:18:17,054 --> 00:18:20,307 Please. This is dehumanizing. 301 00:18:22,351 --> 00:18:23,685 You can trust me. 302 00:18:44,998 --> 00:18:49,294 Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you. 303 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:09,189 -Joe? -[Joe] I can't. 304 00:19:11,400 --> 00:19:12,526 I'm sorry. 305 00:19:13,944 --> 00:19:14,778 Joe. 306 00:19:17,114 --> 00:19:18,866 Joe, please. 307 00:19:18,949 --> 00:19:23,620 -[Joe] I'll be back in a little bit. -Shit. Shit, shit, shit. 308 00:19:24,746 --> 00:19:27,040 [crying] I am so stupid. 309 00:19:27,749 --> 00:19:32,004 This whole time, I was wrong. 310 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,923 How did I not see this? 311 00:19:35,007 --> 00:19:38,302 [Joe] If you see this place as a prison, that's all you're gonna be, a prisoner. 312 00:19:38,385 --> 00:19:42,139 If you see it as an opportunity for introspection and growth, 313 00:19:42,222 --> 00:19:44,558 voilà, we have a future together. 314 00:19:46,810 --> 00:19:50,606 You say you're a writer. I fell in love with a writer. 315 00:19:51,648 --> 00:19:53,233 Maybe you should be writing. 316 00:19:54,943 --> 00:20:00,324 What now, Joe? You're gonna go jerk off to my panties? 317 00:20:00,991 --> 00:20:04,453 Or do you need to cut someone up before you can get hard? 318 00:20:04,536 --> 00:20:05,829 [screams] 319 00:20:27,935 --> 00:20:30,395 [Beck] How the hell did you end up here? 320 00:20:33,732 --> 00:20:35,150 [Joe] Your life has been better since you met me. 321 00:20:35,234 --> 00:20:36,777 You just didn't know how or why. 322 00:20:36,860 --> 00:20:38,445 You paint me out to be this monster. 323 00:20:38,528 --> 00:20:41,657 Someone who could hurt people, who could do terrible things. 324 00:20:43,825 --> 00:20:45,911 [typing] 325 00:20:45,994 --> 00:20:48,705 [Beck] "You used to wrap yourself In fairy tales 326 00:20:48,789 --> 00:20:49,998 Like a blanket 327 00:20:50,749 --> 00:20:52,501 But it was the cold you loved 328 00:20:53,752 --> 00:20:57,839 Sharp shivers as you uncovered The corpses of Bluebeard's wives 329 00:20:59,341 --> 00:21:01,426 Sweeter goosebumps as Prince Charming 330 00:21:01,510 --> 00:21:04,429 Slid one glass slipper Over your little toes 331 00:21:04,513 --> 00:21:05,514 A perfect fit 332 00:21:08,392 --> 00:21:12,771 But by the schoolyard, real princesses Floated by you on fall winds 333 00:21:13,563 --> 00:21:15,857 You saw the gulf Between you and the rich girls 334 00:21:15,941 --> 00:21:18,652 And vowed to stop believing In fairy tales 335 00:21:19,987 --> 00:21:23,198 But the stories were in you Deep as poison 336 00:21:23,699 --> 00:21:26,952 If Prince Charming was real If he could save you 337 00:21:27,035 --> 00:21:30,998 You needed to be saved From the unfairness of everything 338 00:21:31,957 --> 00:21:33,542 When would he come? 339 00:21:34,751 --> 00:21:38,755 The answer was a cruel shrug In a hundred fleeting moments 340 00:21:39,423 --> 00:21:42,926 The sneer on Stevie Smith's face When he called you a fat cow 341 00:21:43,719 --> 00:21:47,514 Uncle Jeff's hand squeezing your ass In the Thanksgiving kitchen 342 00:21:48,098 --> 00:21:53,020 The accusation in your father's eyes When you told him what happened 343 00:21:56,648 --> 00:22:00,986 From every boy masquerading as a man That you let into your body, your heart 344 00:22:01,737 --> 00:22:06,033 You learned you didn't have Whatever magic turns a beast into a prince 345 00:22:07,826 --> 00:22:11,747 You surrounded yourself With the girls you'd always resented 346 00:22:12,706 --> 00:22:15,667 Hoping to share their power And you hated yourself 347 00:22:16,293 --> 00:22:18,587 And that diminished you even more 348 00:22:20,047 --> 00:22:24,217 And then, right when you thought You might just disappear 349 00:22:24,301 --> 00:22:26,595 He saw you 350 00:22:27,721 --> 00:22:30,307 And you knew somewhere deep It was too good to be true 351 00:22:30,390 --> 00:22:32,851 But you let yourself be swept 352 00:22:32,934 --> 00:22:35,312 Because he was the first Strong enough to lift you 353 00:22:36,730 --> 00:22:38,690 Now in his castle you understand 354 00:22:38,774 --> 00:22:42,152 Prince Charming and Bluebeard Are the same man 355 00:22:42,861 --> 00:22:46,490 And you don't get a happy end Unless you love both of him 356 00:22:48,158 --> 00:22:49,618 Didn't you want this? 357 00:22:49,701 --> 00:22:52,788 To be loved? Didn't you want him to crown you? 358 00:22:52,871 --> 00:22:55,707 Didn't you ask for it? Didn't you ask for it? 359 00:22:55,791 --> 00:22:57,918 Didn't you ask for it? 360 00:22:58,001 --> 00:22:59,961 So say you can live like this 361 00:23:00,045 --> 00:23:02,297 Say you love him Say thank you 362 00:23:02,380 --> 00:23:03,799 Say anything but the truth 363 00:23:04,633 --> 00:23:07,010 What if you can't love him back?" 364 00:23:10,555 --> 00:23:13,266 [Joe] What if you're not the one? 365 00:23:13,850 --> 00:23:17,521 No, now is not the time to abandon principles. 366 00:23:17,604 --> 00:23:18,647 [camera shutter clicks] 367 00:23:18,730 --> 00:23:22,317 I have to believe love conquers all, 368 00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:25,821 and if you love me, it's only a matter of time. 369 00:23:27,197 --> 00:23:30,867 But time is not on our side. 370 00:23:33,912 --> 00:23:36,581 I don't want to think worst-case. 371 00:23:37,624 --> 00:23:39,876 I don't like having to scour your place 372 00:23:39,960 --> 00:23:42,546 for evidence that'd link me to your disappearance. 373 00:23:43,630 --> 00:23:45,882 It's all starting to feel a little dirty. 374 00:23:46,675 --> 00:23:49,386 'Cause I'm not doing it for you anymore. 375 00:23:50,137 --> 00:23:52,430 I'm doing it for me. 376 00:23:53,223 --> 00:23:55,851 And I'm not a selfish person. 377 00:23:59,604 --> 00:24:03,191 You said you believe I have a good heart, "somewhere." 378 00:24:03,859 --> 00:24:06,444 I hope you don't mind if I take a minute to look for it. 379 00:24:07,445 --> 00:24:08,405 Claudia? 380 00:24:09,739 --> 00:24:11,741 Joe. What are you doing here? 381 00:24:11,825 --> 00:24:14,327 I'm looking for Paco. Is Ron around? 382 00:24:14,411 --> 00:24:17,831 No. And I was hoping that Paco went to find you. 383 00:24:17,914 --> 00:24:19,875 I lost my cell phone when... 384 00:24:20,709 --> 00:24:23,628 Nurses said they tried calling the apartment but nobody answered. 385 00:24:23,712 --> 00:24:26,381 So you have no idea where your son is? 386 00:24:28,008 --> 00:24:29,426 Jesus, Claudia. 387 00:24:30,510 --> 00:24:32,929 So damn easy to judge, huh? Who the hell are you? 388 00:24:33,013 --> 00:24:36,433 I'm the only one in this city who cares about your son, apparently. 389 00:24:37,225 --> 00:24:38,268 Why do you do this? 390 00:24:38,351 --> 00:24:41,396 Why do you protect the man who does this to you over your child? 391 00:24:41,479 --> 00:24:43,148 Over and over? You're his mother. 392 00:24:43,231 --> 00:24:47,152 Mothers are supposed to protect their children from men like him. 393 00:24:47,235 --> 00:24:50,155 I don't need a concerned neighbor bursting in here 394 00:24:50,238 --> 00:24:52,157 and blaming me for my own concussion. 395 00:24:55,452 --> 00:24:58,747 Ron has connections. He's made threats. 396 00:24:58,830 --> 00:25:01,583 You wanna know why he's still in the picture? 397 00:25:02,834 --> 00:25:06,254 I stand up to him, I lose my boy. 398 00:25:10,759 --> 00:25:13,345 I'm sorry. I didn't know that. 399 00:25:13,428 --> 00:25:14,721 [Claudia] Yeah, of course you didn't. 400 00:25:15,639 --> 00:25:18,266 You have no idea what it takes to live my life. 401 00:25:19,142 --> 00:25:21,353 They don't write books about women like me. 402 00:25:22,395 --> 00:25:23,855 No one would think to. 403 00:25:32,530 --> 00:25:33,531 [man] Joe Goldberg? 404 00:25:37,118 --> 00:25:38,161 [Joe] Hello, PI. 405 00:25:38,245 --> 00:25:39,120 Have we met? 406 00:25:39,204 --> 00:25:41,373 Hi. I work for the family of Peach Salinger. 407 00:25:41,456 --> 00:25:44,626 -Just a couple quick questions. -Okay, sure. Of course. 408 00:25:44,709 --> 00:25:45,877 How well did you know Peach? 409 00:25:45,961 --> 00:25:47,963 [Joe] He's asking, but he knows already. 410 00:25:48,046 --> 00:25:50,799 Not well. Through my ex, Guinevere Beck. 411 00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:53,009 Well enough to be saddened by her passing. 412 00:25:53,093 --> 00:25:54,427 You been to her house in Greenwich? 413 00:25:54,511 --> 00:25:58,932 That's where she died, right? No, no. I heard about it through Beck. 414 00:25:59,015 --> 00:26:02,519 I know that Peach was having a hard time when they were out there. Um... 415 00:26:03,228 --> 00:26:05,438 Yeah. I think you should talk to Beck. 416 00:26:05,522 --> 00:26:07,274 I've been trying to get ahold of Beck, actually. 417 00:26:08,233 --> 00:26:11,736 Yeah, well, we broke up... 418 00:26:11,820 --> 00:26:14,698 [chuckles] so I'm not really in touch. 419 00:26:14,781 --> 00:26:17,659 In fact, if you found me, that means you probably found Lynn, Beck's friend. 420 00:26:17,742 --> 00:26:18,743 She's the one to ask. 421 00:26:18,827 --> 00:26:22,831 Beck, she might be out of town, writing. She does that. 422 00:26:22,914 --> 00:26:25,709 So, good luck. It was nice to meet you. 423 00:26:25,792 --> 00:26:28,295 You spend a lot of time at her place when she's out of town? 424 00:26:28,878 --> 00:26:30,297 [Joe] Shit. 425 00:26:30,380 --> 00:26:31,298 Well, I... 426 00:26:31,381 --> 00:26:32,382 He saw me. 427 00:26:32,465 --> 00:26:35,552 I still have a key. No, in fact, I had a key. 428 00:26:35,635 --> 00:26:37,053 I returned it last night. 429 00:26:40,098 --> 00:26:42,017 Should I be worried? Are you following me? 430 00:26:42,100 --> 00:26:43,977 Your ex ever tell you that Peach had a stalker? 431 00:26:45,353 --> 00:26:50,066 I mean, I know... I remember the awful Central Park incident. 432 00:26:50,150 --> 00:26:51,651 Peach was attacked, right? 433 00:26:51,735 --> 00:26:54,112 But I wasn't aware it was anything more than a random robbery. 434 00:26:54,195 --> 00:26:56,948 The same individual may have been in the house the weekend Peach died. 435 00:26:57,699 --> 00:26:58,783 Seriously? 436 00:26:58,867 --> 00:27:01,703 Found an item. We're testing it for DNA now. 437 00:27:02,203 --> 00:27:03,038 Wow. 438 00:27:06,333 --> 00:27:07,375 That would be crazy. 439 00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:09,627 I forgot the goddamn jar. 440 00:27:09,711 --> 00:27:12,714 Well, if it's true, I hope you find the guy. 441 00:27:12,797 --> 00:27:14,507 I should've pissed myself. 442 00:27:15,216 --> 00:27:16,968 Let me know if there's anything I can do. 443 00:27:17,594 --> 00:27:20,847 Thanks, Joe. You mind calling if you think of anything else? 444 00:27:22,223 --> 00:27:23,183 Yeah. 445 00:27:23,808 --> 00:27:25,560 And does urine even hold DNA? 446 00:27:25,643 --> 00:27:27,812 Will do, Ross. Yeah. 447 00:27:28,605 --> 00:27:31,274 One thing I learned from my own time in a cage, Beck. 448 00:27:31,858 --> 00:27:34,027 Never let yourself panic. 449 00:27:34,110 --> 00:27:38,990 No matter how bad it is, you find a way to stay calm and keep your wits. 450 00:27:39,074 --> 00:27:40,533 [car engine starts] 451 00:27:58,843 --> 00:28:01,554 I've been stupid to be mad. 452 00:28:02,180 --> 00:28:05,892 I messed up, and you're trying to help me do better. 453 00:28:08,353 --> 00:28:09,771 I know it's hard to understand, 454 00:28:11,064 --> 00:28:15,235 but sometimes we do difficult things out of caring for someone. 455 00:28:22,367 --> 00:28:24,744 I know the demons that drive you. 456 00:28:25,703 --> 00:28:26,955 I have them, too. 457 00:28:28,206 --> 00:28:29,707 It takes discipline... 458 00:28:31,876 --> 00:28:33,128 to prevail. 459 00:28:34,295 --> 00:28:38,341 That's why I work you so hard, why I demand perfection. 460 00:28:38,925 --> 00:28:41,553 My love for the books. Respect. 461 00:28:41,636 --> 00:28:46,141 I'm trying to teach you a code to live by so that you don't end up like your father. 462 00:28:47,475 --> 00:28:50,019 And when I fail, you lock me in. 463 00:28:50,103 --> 00:28:51,354 Exactly. 464 00:28:52,063 --> 00:28:53,356 Because I love you. 465 00:28:54,858 --> 00:28:56,526 I only hope it'll be enough. 466 00:28:56,609 --> 00:28:57,444 Hey. 467 00:29:01,573 --> 00:29:06,661 Hey, I'm sorry that I went a little crazy before. 468 00:29:10,039 --> 00:29:11,332 What's for dinner? 469 00:29:22,552 --> 00:29:25,638 What's wrong? What happened? 470 00:29:25,722 --> 00:29:28,099 You remember the PI? He paid a visit. 471 00:29:29,184 --> 00:29:30,351 You should've seen him. 472 00:29:31,019 --> 00:29:32,937 I don't think he bought a word I said. 473 00:29:40,528 --> 00:29:42,280 I'm not a killer. 474 00:29:43,239 --> 00:29:45,033 I didn't plan this. 475 00:29:46,117 --> 00:29:49,954 If I was some premeditated, cold-blooded monster, 476 00:29:50,038 --> 00:29:53,249 I wouldn't have missed anything that would come back to bite me in the ass like this. 477 00:29:55,376 --> 00:29:56,377 What did you miss? 478 00:29:58,171 --> 00:29:59,047 It doesn't matter. 479 00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:01,674 Unless it does, in which case you'll know because I'll go to prison. 480 00:30:02,675 --> 00:30:04,636 You might get exactly what you want. 481 00:30:05,345 --> 00:30:07,430 I'll go down for something I did for you. 482 00:30:08,681 --> 00:30:11,518 And you'd love that, right? I mean, that's what you think of me. 483 00:30:14,103 --> 00:30:17,232 No. That's not true. 484 00:30:18,858 --> 00:30:24,364 You're not a monster, Joe. I know I've said some stuff, but... 485 00:30:24,948 --> 00:30:27,992 Come on, you can't expect me to be chill. I mean, look at us. 486 00:30:30,870 --> 00:30:31,996 For the record, 487 00:30:34,082 --> 00:30:35,458 I don't hate you. 488 00:30:38,670 --> 00:30:43,842 I am trying so hard to understand you. 489 00:30:44,926 --> 00:30:47,679 Can you blame me if I need a little help getting there? 490 00:30:53,434 --> 00:30:54,394 What about Paco? 491 00:30:56,020 --> 00:30:57,063 What about Paco? 492 00:30:57,146 --> 00:30:59,357 If you go to jail, the kid is screwed, right? 493 00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:01,150 You think that's what I want? 494 00:31:01,234 --> 00:31:03,945 You're the only person who is there for him. 495 00:31:04,028 --> 00:31:08,741 I think about what happens to people who don't have anyone. 496 00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:12,996 Joe, for Paco, okay? 497 00:31:13,746 --> 00:31:17,125 Let's try and figure out a way through this so that you can... 498 00:31:21,504 --> 00:31:25,008 So that we can be there for him. 499 00:31:26,259 --> 00:31:27,719 [knock on door] 500 00:31:27,802 --> 00:31:31,472 Claudia! Just open the door. I want to... 501 00:31:31,556 --> 00:31:33,057 Just want to talk to you. Just... 502 00:31:35,184 --> 00:31:37,478 Hey, let me in. Just wanna... 503 00:31:39,063 --> 00:31:40,523 [Paco grunts] 504 00:31:48,114 --> 00:31:49,741 [panting] 505 00:31:52,702 --> 00:31:54,954 [Ron] You little piece of shit! 506 00:32:13,556 --> 00:32:14,557 Paco. 507 00:32:19,270 --> 00:32:21,606 Paco, come here. I want to talk to you. 508 00:32:24,233 --> 00:32:27,111 Paco, come here. Not gonna hurt you. 509 00:32:39,082 --> 00:32:40,583 -Paco? -[Ron] Paco! 510 00:32:40,667 --> 00:32:42,418 Get over here. I wanna talk to you. 511 00:32:51,427 --> 00:32:52,637 Paco, come out here. 512 00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:54,013 [breath trembling] 513 00:32:58,351 --> 00:32:59,519 You're dead. 514 00:33:00,144 --> 00:33:02,271 [Joe] Hey, Ron. 515 00:33:05,108 --> 00:33:06,025 [grunts] 516 00:33:07,944 --> 00:33:09,404 [coughing] 517 00:33:14,867 --> 00:33:16,452 -[Paco] Joe! -[Joe] Paco! 518 00:33:20,540 --> 00:33:22,166 [both breathing heavily] 519 00:33:28,798 --> 00:33:33,136 Okay. This is what I need you to do so no one finds out about this, 520 00:33:33,219 --> 00:33:35,179 because people are not really gonna believe us 521 00:33:35,263 --> 00:33:36,597 about the way it happened, right? 522 00:33:36,681 --> 00:33:38,516 Okay, there's blood in the hall. 523 00:33:38,599 --> 00:33:42,145 You clean that up with soap and water, and then hit those spots with bleach. 524 00:33:42,228 --> 00:33:43,312 Really pour it on, all right? 525 00:33:43,396 --> 00:33:45,273 Now, this next part might sound a little weird, 526 00:33:45,356 --> 00:33:47,442 but I think it might do the trick. 527 00:33:47,525 --> 00:33:49,068 See this? It's Ron's phone. 528 00:33:49,152 --> 00:33:51,946 I'm gonna be texting your mom from it. 529 00:33:52,739 --> 00:33:55,700 Maybe Ron's boss, a few of his friends. 530 00:33:56,909 --> 00:33:58,327 So they think he's still alive. 531 00:33:58,411 --> 00:34:00,872 Exactly. So I'm gonna keep that going. 532 00:34:00,955 --> 00:34:03,374 I'm gonna take it far away from here, get rid of it. 533 00:34:03,458 --> 00:34:07,295 All you have to do is say you don't know where he is. 534 00:34:09,672 --> 00:34:11,132 [breathing heavily] 535 00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:13,051 Shit. 536 00:34:16,596 --> 00:34:21,434 Ron will never hurt or scare you or your mom ever again. 537 00:34:21,517 --> 00:34:24,145 And I'm sorry. I'm so sorry you had to see that. 538 00:34:24,854 --> 00:34:25,772 But it's over. 539 00:34:28,107 --> 00:34:30,526 It's all over now, forever. Right? 540 00:34:31,861 --> 00:34:33,071 He was a bad man. 541 00:34:34,489 --> 00:34:35,323 Yeah. 542 00:34:37,408 --> 00:34:38,284 He was. 543 00:34:39,744 --> 00:34:41,746 Does that mean it was right to kill him? 544 00:34:44,582 --> 00:34:46,000 Sometimes... 545 00:34:47,794 --> 00:34:51,255 we do bad things for the people we love. 546 00:34:52,090 --> 00:34:55,551 Doesn't mean it's right. It means love is more important. 547 00:34:58,387 --> 00:34:59,514 Hey, go home. 548 00:35:00,556 --> 00:35:04,102 I believe that, Beck. Love is more important. 549 00:35:04,185 --> 00:35:06,854 But the world is a cruel place. 550 00:35:06,938 --> 00:35:11,651 If I get caught for any of this, I doubt a jury will see it the same way. 551 00:35:11,734 --> 00:35:13,277 -And you? -[typing] 552 00:35:14,403 --> 00:35:15,238 Will you? 553 00:35:16,739 --> 00:35:18,282 There you are! 554 00:35:22,787 --> 00:35:23,871 Read this, Joe. 555 00:35:39,637 --> 00:35:42,390 A blind-verse rendition of your love story with Dr. Nicky? 556 00:35:42,473 --> 00:35:44,475 Keep reading. 557 00:35:54,569 --> 00:35:56,904 What exactly is this? 558 00:35:56,988 --> 00:35:59,157 It's the story of everything that happened 559 00:36:00,324 --> 00:36:03,494 once I started having an affair with my therapist. 560 00:36:04,829 --> 00:36:07,915 I was broken and trusting and I needed help. 561 00:36:07,999 --> 00:36:12,670 And he, little did I know, he was obsessive and very sick, 562 00:36:12,753 --> 00:36:15,298 and would stop at nothing to get closer to me. 563 00:36:15,381 --> 00:36:18,593 And if you skip to the end, there's this part 564 00:36:18,676 --> 00:36:22,680 where I talk about a box of mementos that I found on Nicky's property. 565 00:36:22,763 --> 00:36:26,517 Evidence. A jar of teeth. 566 00:36:27,768 --> 00:36:33,316 Joe, don't you see? Nicky is your way out, Joe. 567 00:36:33,399 --> 00:36:35,610 Our way out. 568 00:36:36,527 --> 00:36:38,154 It's perfect. 569 00:36:41,365 --> 00:36:42,992 I get it now. 570 00:36:43,075 --> 00:36:44,994 -You get what? -[Beck] You. 571 00:36:45,077 --> 00:36:49,415 You did everything... for me. 572 00:36:49,999 --> 00:36:53,419 No one has ever loved me the way that you love me. 573 00:36:53,502 --> 00:36:58,174 I mean, you gave me everything. 574 00:36:59,592 --> 00:37:01,552 Let me give this to you. 575 00:37:03,638 --> 00:37:07,308 I mean it. I understand. 576 00:37:07,391 --> 00:37:09,477 I was scared. I could've done something... 577 00:37:10,228 --> 00:37:13,272 something really stupid when I found that box. 578 00:37:13,356 --> 00:37:14,190 But this... 579 00:37:15,483 --> 00:37:18,569 This gave me time to think. 580 00:37:18,653 --> 00:37:20,905 I hurt you. I scared you. 581 00:37:21,656 --> 00:37:25,409 I understand if you hate me. 582 00:37:26,744 --> 00:37:29,372 I love you, actually. 583 00:37:30,748 --> 00:37:31,916 More than ever. 584 00:37:31,999 --> 00:37:36,504 And I can wait until you're ready. It's not so bad in here. 585 00:37:38,047 --> 00:37:39,590 You take care of me. 586 00:37:39,674 --> 00:37:44,804 And no one has ever taken care of me before. 587 00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:46,597 Not like you. 588 00:37:46,681 --> 00:37:48,849 That's all I ever wanted to do. 589 00:37:49,809 --> 00:37:52,895 [Beck] And when you're ready, we can take my story public, 590 00:37:52,979 --> 00:37:57,108 and then you and I, we can go somewhere and start our life... 591 00:37:57,191 --> 00:38:00,903 [stammers] And I haven't thought beyond that. 592 00:38:01,570 --> 00:38:02,863 But, Joe, I... 593 00:38:04,532 --> 00:38:09,620 I know that I am better with you than without you. 594 00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:11,122 [softly] Beck. 595 00:38:12,832 --> 00:38:15,835 If you were in here, this would be our moment to kiss as, like, 596 00:38:16,377 --> 00:38:18,963 the music swells and everything. 597 00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:24,093 But I know... 598 00:38:25,553 --> 00:38:27,555 I know you don't trust me enough yet. 599 00:38:28,514 --> 00:38:29,432 I get it. 600 00:38:32,685 --> 00:38:34,603 [sighs] We're crazy. 601 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:46,866 [keys jingling] 602 00:38:48,326 --> 00:38:50,161 [door unlocking] 603 00:39:17,146 --> 00:39:18,314 [Joe groans] 604 00:39:23,778 --> 00:39:24,820 Beck! 605 00:39:31,285 --> 00:39:34,705 [sobs] Wait, wait, wait, please. Wait, I know you're angry. I know. 606 00:39:34,789 --> 00:39:38,084 You have no idea what I am, you fucking psychopath. 607 00:39:38,167 --> 00:39:39,835 I knew it was too good to be true. 608 00:39:39,919 --> 00:39:43,589 What, all the nice things I said to you while I was locked in a cage? 609 00:39:44,673 --> 00:39:48,677 You actually believe that all of this is somehow justified. 610 00:39:48,761 --> 00:39:49,595 It is. 611 00:39:49,678 --> 00:39:51,263 [Beck] You are insane. 612 00:39:51,972 --> 00:39:54,600 You think that you did some bad shit and that I did some bad shit 613 00:39:54,683 --> 00:39:57,019 and that this is equivalent? 614 00:39:57,937 --> 00:40:03,109 Yeah, I lied. I cheated. But I didn't stalk you, 615 00:40:03,192 --> 00:40:08,280 I didn't hit you. I didn't kill people. I didn't do any of this! 616 00:40:08,364 --> 00:40:12,618 There's not a line in the world that I wouldn't cross for you. 617 00:40:12,701 --> 00:40:15,204 I didn't ask you to swoop in for me. 618 00:40:15,287 --> 00:40:16,455 But you did. Your life was a mess. 619 00:40:16,539 --> 00:40:17,665 Yes, but it was my life. 620 00:40:18,290 --> 00:40:23,212 And I didn't need some sociopath on a white horse to clean house. 621 00:40:23,295 --> 00:40:28,050 I mean, what gives you the right? You thought that I would be grateful? 622 00:40:31,679 --> 00:40:32,638 You... 623 00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,099 you are him. 624 00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:38,477 You are the bad thing. 625 00:40:39,103 --> 00:40:41,856 You are the thing that you should have killed. 626 00:40:42,481 --> 00:40:45,359 If you let me out, we can just talk. 627 00:40:45,443 --> 00:40:49,947 You know what I think? I think that this was all just an excuse. 628 00:40:50,531 --> 00:40:53,617 An excuse to justify creeping into girls' lives 629 00:40:53,701 --> 00:40:55,953 and violating the shit out of them. 630 00:40:56,704 --> 00:40:58,706 I think you love it. The power. 631 00:40:58,789 --> 00:41:00,249 -You love it! -No. 632 00:41:00,332 --> 00:41:01,959 -No, I don't. -[Beck] I think that this... 633 00:41:02,042 --> 00:41:07,840 this was the perfect excuse to take out people like Benji and Peach, 634 00:41:07,923 --> 00:41:11,886 who've always looked down on you and your whole miserable life. 635 00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:13,220 -God, but you-- -No. 636 00:41:13,304 --> 00:41:14,722 You are not special. 637 00:41:15,347 --> 00:41:16,390 You're broken. 638 00:41:17,141 --> 00:41:18,976 I could never love you. 639 00:41:21,687 --> 00:41:25,107 Rot in there, you psychotic asshole. 640 00:41:26,567 --> 00:41:28,777 You're gonna spend the rest of your life in jail. 641 00:41:41,207 --> 00:41:42,041 [Paco] Joe? 642 00:41:52,426 --> 00:41:54,011 [Beck] Help! 643 00:41:54,595 --> 00:41:58,098 Help! Help! 644 00:42:00,309 --> 00:42:03,771 Paco! Paco, thank God. I need your help. Open this door right now. 645 00:42:03,854 --> 00:42:06,232 Joe, he is downstairs. And he's crazy. 646 00:42:07,691 --> 00:42:08,692 Joe? 647 00:42:08,776 --> 00:42:11,946 Paco, he has killed people. He's gonna kill me. 648 00:42:12,029 --> 00:42:13,364 Open this door right now. 649 00:42:14,740 --> 00:42:19,119 Paco, open the door! Open the door, please! 650 00:42:19,203 --> 00:42:22,540 Please! Paco, no! No, Paco! 651 00:42:24,708 --> 00:42:25,543 No! 652 00:42:27,253 --> 00:42:28,629 Keys. Keys. 653 00:42:39,807 --> 00:42:40,933 [gasps] 654 00:42:42,268 --> 00:42:44,311 When Mooney locked me in, I learned a big lesson. 655 00:42:44,395 --> 00:42:46,981 Hide a spare key so you can get out of the goddamn cage. 656 00:42:50,818 --> 00:42:53,153 -I didn't want it to be like this, Beck. -[Beck] I know. 657 00:42:54,863 --> 00:42:56,198 I know. Just... 658 00:42:57,783 --> 00:42:59,326 put me back in there. 659 00:43:39,366 --> 00:43:40,200 [shrieks] 660 00:43:47,374 --> 00:43:49,335 [Ethan] These have been selling like crazy. 661 00:43:49,418 --> 00:43:50,961 [woman] Is it true she worked here? 662 00:43:51,045 --> 00:43:52,713 [Ethan] Yeah, it's true. I knew her well. 663 00:43:52,796 --> 00:43:55,424 [woman] I'm so sorry. It's really tragic. 664 00:43:55,507 --> 00:43:57,092 It's pretty weird when someone dies 665 00:43:57,176 --> 00:43:59,720 and you literally can't get away from them on the news. 666 00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:03,015 Enjoy the book. She was a really good writer. 667 00:44:03,098 --> 00:44:05,768 [Joe] You really were, Beck. 668 00:44:06,477 --> 00:44:08,979 I miss you so much. 669 00:44:09,605 --> 00:44:14,652 It's been a weird four months. I had to do a lot for you, in the end. 670 00:44:14,735 --> 00:44:19,531 ♪ I need my girl ♪ 671 00:44:22,034 --> 00:44:26,872 ♪ I need my girl ♪ 672 00:44:28,957 --> 00:44:33,128 [Joe] You wrote the story. All I did was bring it to life. 673 00:44:34,338 --> 00:44:38,342 The story was perfect, so everyone believed it. 674 00:44:42,721 --> 00:44:44,098 -[reporter 1] There he is! -[people clamoring] 675 00:44:44,181 --> 00:44:48,060 [reporter 2] Doctor! Doctor! What drove you to murder Guinevere Beck? 676 00:44:48,143 --> 00:44:51,271 Yes, she was definitely having an affair with her therapist. 677 00:44:51,355 --> 00:44:52,356 That evil [bleep] . 678 00:44:52,439 --> 00:44:55,651 You know, our friend Peach Salinger was trying to get Beck to stop seeing him. 679 00:44:55,734 --> 00:44:58,278 So it's like, did that psycho kill Peach, too? 680 00:44:58,362 --> 00:45:00,697 [Blythe] I received the manuscript in the mail. 681 00:45:00,781 --> 00:45:02,574 It was odd, but far and away 682 00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:05,160 the most moving prose I'd read since Zadie's second-to-last. 683 00:45:05,244 --> 00:45:07,287 It was also the most horrifying, 684 00:45:07,371 --> 00:45:09,581 because I came to understand 685 00:45:09,665 --> 00:45:13,043 that Beck was illuminating her very own imminent murder. 686 00:45:13,794 --> 00:45:14,837 That's when I knew. 687 00:45:15,421 --> 00:45:17,923 I had to show it to my literary agent right away. 688 00:45:19,341 --> 00:45:21,969 [Joe] It's true, maybe not everyone was completely convinced. 689 00:45:22,052 --> 00:45:23,762 Bullshit. 690 00:45:23,846 --> 00:45:26,974 [Joe] But you know what? Doesn't matter. The evidence was overwhelming. 691 00:45:28,308 --> 00:45:29,935 Thanks to your hard work... 692 00:45:30,727 --> 00:45:31,645 and mine. 693 00:45:32,438 --> 00:45:36,400 It was the last thing we ever did together. 694 00:45:36,483 --> 00:45:38,485 In the end, you couldn't love me. 695 00:45:39,319 --> 00:45:41,071 I feel at peace with that now 696 00:45:41,155 --> 00:45:44,241 because I loved you the absolute best that I could. 697 00:45:45,117 --> 00:45:48,328 And I gave you what you wanted. I feel good about that. 698 00:45:48,412 --> 00:45:50,914 I helped you become the writer you so wanted to be. 699 00:45:51,707 --> 00:45:54,960 Your lurid memoir of Dr. Nicky was the lead, 700 00:45:55,043 --> 00:45:56,753 but I cobbled that manuscript together 701 00:45:56,837 --> 00:45:59,339 from every one of your pieces fit to print. 702 00:45:59,423 --> 00:46:02,843 The book is yours, Beck, and it made you famous. 703 00:46:03,469 --> 00:46:06,638 It's sad you're not here to see it. 704 00:46:07,598 --> 00:46:10,100 But I know you would be so happy. 705 00:46:20,360 --> 00:46:22,905 So, California. 706 00:46:23,489 --> 00:46:24,948 [Joe] That's great, you know? 707 00:46:25,032 --> 00:46:26,742 You got the job. Paco's gonna love it. 708 00:46:26,825 --> 00:46:29,953 Yeah, I think so. Weather's so good. 709 00:46:31,205 --> 00:46:32,748 So, Ron. 710 00:46:32,831 --> 00:46:36,293 Disappeared into thin air. I don't get it. 711 00:46:36,376 --> 00:46:39,087 But, you know, everyone knew he was a troubled guy. 712 00:46:39,171 --> 00:46:41,965 He had gambling debts. Who knows? It's for the best. 713 00:46:43,634 --> 00:46:46,261 I know I haven't always been the nicest about it, 714 00:46:46,345 --> 00:46:50,140 but thanks for always being so good to my son. 715 00:46:50,224 --> 00:46:51,350 [chuckles] 716 00:46:52,017 --> 00:46:54,436 Yeah, it's nothing. Really. 717 00:46:56,355 --> 00:46:57,648 I'll let you say goodbye. 718 00:47:04,279 --> 00:47:05,197 [Joe] Hey, Pac. 719 00:47:07,032 --> 00:47:07,908 I'll miss you. 720 00:47:09,368 --> 00:47:10,202 Me, too. 721 00:47:10,285 --> 00:47:14,122 Hey, you know, it's okay if things are hard sometimes. 722 00:47:16,166 --> 00:47:17,668 You can still be a good person. 723 00:47:18,502 --> 00:47:21,922 And have a really good life. That's what I want for you. 724 00:47:22,714 --> 00:47:25,217 This is good. A fresh start. 725 00:47:28,971 --> 00:47:32,432 You're gonna put the bad things behind you. 726 00:47:32,516 --> 00:47:33,350 Yeah. 727 00:47:35,310 --> 00:47:36,311 You, too. 728 00:47:41,567 --> 00:47:43,610 [Joe] I'm trying. I am. 729 00:47:44,236 --> 00:47:48,949 But I'll admit, it's getting harder to live with so much heartbreak. 730 00:47:50,450 --> 00:47:54,329 And there are days I just don't believe in love. 731 00:47:55,622 --> 00:47:58,500 I tell myself to keep my heart open. 732 00:47:58,584 --> 00:48:00,961 That in the end, I was wrong about you. 733 00:48:01,545 --> 00:48:03,922 Every relationship teaches us hard lessons, right? 734 00:48:04,840 --> 00:48:05,716 That's their gift. 735 00:48:05,799 --> 00:48:10,596 To make us ready for the day when someone, maybe the one, walks in, 736 00:48:11,179 --> 00:48:13,348 who could truly love us... 737 00:48:15,183 --> 00:48:17,144 and we could truly love them. 738 00:48:20,063 --> 00:48:20,939 Well... 739 00:48:22,357 --> 00:48:24,234 hello there. 740 00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:26,236 Who are you? 741 00:48:27,696 --> 00:48:31,366 You've got that hoodie. You don't like to be stared at. 742 00:48:31,992 --> 00:48:36,663 But your legs are bare. You like a little attention. 743 00:48:38,832 --> 00:48:41,418 Okay, I'll bite. 744 00:48:54,389 --> 00:48:56,058 Hey, Bunny. 745 00:48:57,351 --> 00:49:00,187 -Candace, you're-- -Alive. 746 00:49:02,147 --> 00:49:03,106 Yeah. 747 00:49:03,190 --> 00:49:07,486 So, I think we have some unfinished business to talk about.